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65.2_o as_o for_o our_o transgression_n thou_o shall_v purge_v they_o away_o thou_o shall_v do_v it_o i_o can_v must_v not_o will_v not_o be_v deny_v this_o thou_o shall_v do_v it_o for_o i_o so_o moses_n intercede_v for_o the_o people_n exod._n 39.9_o if_o i_o have_v find_v grace_n in_o thy_o sight_n oh_o lord_n let_v my_o lord_n i_o pray_v thou_o go_v among_o we_o for_o it_o be_v a_o stifnecked_a people_n and_o pardon_v our_o iniquity_n and_o our_o sin_n and_o take_v we_o for_o thy_o inheritance_n with_o what_o vehemency_n of_o heart_n do_v moses_n cry_v if_o i_o have_v any_o favour_n with_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v lay_v out_o this_o way_n oh_o lord_n let_v my_o lord_n etc._n etc._n otherwhile_o when_o the_o bless_a sense_n of_o a_o pardon_a condition_n be_v upon_o their_o heart_n blessed_n be_v he_o who_o transgression_n be_v forgive_v bless_a man_n or_o woman_n as_o ever_o he_o be_v bear_v bless_a he_o and_o only_o bless_v and_o full_o bless_v and_o for_o ever_o bless_v who_o sin_n be_v pardon_v and_o then_o admire_v the_o bless_a god_n in_o such_o riches_n of_o grace_n as_o to_o pardon_v sinner_n who_o be_v like_a to_o thou_o a_o god_n pardon_v iniquity_n micah_n 7.18_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n ready_a to_o pardon_v gracious_a and_o merciful_a etc._n etc._n neh._n 9.17_o psal_n 103.1.2_o 3_o 10._o bless_v the_o lord_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n why_o what_o have_v the_o lord_n do_v see_v verse_n 3_o oh_o who_o forgive_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n who_o forgive_v and_o forgive_v all_o great_a sin_n as_o well_o as_o less_o sin_n of_o nature_n as_o well_o as_o life_n sin_n before_o conversion_n and_o sin_n since_o conversion_n sin_n of_o knowledge_n as_o well_o as_o of_o ignorance_n for_o david_n be_v under_o all_o these_o yet_o all_o all_o all_o forgive_v and_o that_o free_o too_o only_o because_o the_o lord_n be_v gracious_a verse_n 8._o and_o so_o forgive_v they_o as_o never_o to_o come_v before_o he_o any_o more_o 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thy_o heart_n a_o holy_a awe_n of_o god_n and_o his_o prefence_n one_o of_o the_o choice_a duty_n of_o a_o saint_n special_o in_o this_o matter_n the_o fear_n of_o god_n make_v the_o spirit_n serious_a and_o yet_o mix_v with_o comfort_n and_o a_o comely_a cheerfulness_n psal_n 4.4_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o god_n and_o sin_v not_o i_o may_v also_o lay_v down_o motive_n to_o this_o choice_n duty_n it_o do_v much_o please_v and_o delight_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n it_o bring_v in_o much_o good_a to_o the_o soul_n gracious_a conference_n be_v a_o ordinance_n of_o god_n and_o blessed_v to_o the_o quicken_a establish_v succour_v and_o refresh_v the_o heart_n of_o saint_n accustom_v yourselves_o to_o it_o and_o you_o will_v find_v indisposition_n wear_v off_o and_o you_o will_v do_v it_o out_o of_o a_o ready_a mind_n and_o gracious_a delight_n only_o be_v not_o only_o a_o talker_n from_o notion_n in_o the_o head_n nor_o affect_v a_o dispute_v wrangle_a knowledge_n usual_o the_o effect_n of_o 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gospel_n be_v more_o spiritual_a as_o blessing_n to_o his_o people_n run_v in_o a_o more_o spiritual_a way_n as_o in_o curse_v they_o with_o hardness_n and_o blindness_n of_o heart_n have_v resist_v the_o truth_n but_o yet_o though_o such_o outward_a curse_n be_v not_o so_o visible_o and_o frequent_o execute_v though_o sometime_o they_o be_v yet_o unpardoned_a unconvert_v sinner_n enjoy_v not_o their_o outward_a good_a thing_n as_o a_o blessing_n but_o they_o serve_v but_o to_o further_a their_o damnation_n if_o their_o heart_n be_v not_o through_o infinite_a grace_n make_v soft_a and_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n that_o they_o may_v be_v pardon_v now_o to_o have_v outward_a mercy_n and_o be_v harden_v in_o a_o impenitent_a estate_n under_o they_o be_v a_o far_o great_a curse_n then_o to_o have_v they_o smite_v or_o embitter_v from_o the_o lord_n though_o with_o the_o heavy_a hand_n this_o be_v the_o 2d_o reason_n of_o the_o point_n every_o thing_n be_v a_o curse_n while_o such_o to_o 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through_o jesus_n christ_n with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n to_o cleave_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o so_o beg_v for_o pardon_n and_o all_o thing_n that_o do_v accompany_v pardon_n and_o salvation_n than_o god_n hear_v his_o cry_n at_o the_o very_a first_o breathe_n of_o his_o soul_n lam._n 3.56_o but_o not_o till_o then_o do_v god_n regard_v the_o multitude_n of_o his_o prayer_n alm_n worship_n keep_v conscience_n to_o man_n therefore_o certain_o if_o nothing_o be_v accept_v with_o god_n till_o in_o a_o pardon_a condition_n such_o a_o estate_n require_v great_a and_o deep_a thought_n of_o heart_n of_o it_o 6._o upon_o all_o this_o it_o will_v follow_v that_o a_o unpardoned_a sinner_n will_v have_v no_o other_o word_n from_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n at_o his_o come_n but_z go_v you_o curse_v everlasting_a darkness_n and_o wrath_n and_o woe_n and_o all_o misery_n must_v be_v his_o portion_n for_o ever_o if_o he_o die_v in_o his_o sin_n joh._n 8.29_o his_o soul_n must_v be_v eternal_o damn_v without_o all_o remedy_n live_v and_o die_v unpardoned_a and_o be_v damn_v unpardoned_a when_o jesus_n christ_n shall_v be_v come_v neither_o he_o himself_o nor_o saint_n nor_o angel_n will_n or_o can_v speak_v one_o word_n for_o a_o soul_n that_o die_v unpardoned_a though_o the_o soul_n screek_n out_o for_o a_o drop_n of_o mercy_n it_o will_v be_v answer_v with_o nothing_o but_o the_o echo_n of_o the_o screeking_n of_o other_o desperate_a soul_n ready_a to_o be_v hurl_v with_o it_o into_o the_o same_o everlasting_a burn_n no_o eye_n to_o pity_v there_o though_o minister_n and_o saint_n do_v warn_v invite_v weep_v mourn_v pity_n when_o on_o this_o side_n the_o grave_n yet_o at_o the_o
a_o soul_n than_o this_o nothing_o make_v it_o more_o difficult_a to_o believe_v pardon_n when_o humble_v for_o it_o therefore_o it_o be_v that_o many_o poor_a soul_n fear_v they_o have_v sin_v the_o unpardonable_a sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n because_o they_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n and_o light_n which_o though_o while_o they_o be_v humble_v before_o the_o lord_n it_o can_v be_v that_o they_o have_v so_o sin_v unpardonable_o yet_o in_o as_o much_o as_o it_o be_v the_o sin_n that_o border_n next_o upon_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n it_o much_o greaten_v sin_n to_o a_o poor_a soul_n under_o the_o sense_n of_o it_o such_o a_o sinner_n be_v say_v to_o reproach_v the_o lord_n numb_a 15.30_o 31._o therefore_o to_o he_o that_o know_v to_o do_v good_a and_o do_v it_o not_o to_o he_o it_o be_v sin_n james_n 4._o last_o to_o he_o it_o be_v sin_n that_o be_v great_a sin_n of_o which_o god_n will_v take_v the_o severe_a account_n therefore_o such_o as_o have_v the_o profession_n of_o christianity_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o word_n in_o some_o measure_n and_o yet_o go_v on_o unpenitent_o in_o sin_n they_o be_v the_o great_a sinner_n in_o the_o world_n &_o will_v have_v the_o great_a damnation_n and_o this_o circumstance_n in_o sin_n make_v or_o shall_v do_v so_o such_o soul_n that_o never_o live_v in_o notorious_a sin_n be_v under_o deep_a abasement_n because_o though_o their_o sin_n be_v not_o so_o gross_a as_o many_o other_o yet_o they_o be_v against_o great_a light_n and_o knowledge_n which_o make_v every_o little_a sin_n continue_v in_o great_a in_o the_o account_n of_o god_n and_o great_a in_o the_o account_n of_o the_o sinner_n when_o he_o come_v before_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o it_o oh_o i_o please_v myself_o in_o sin_n that_o i_o know_v to_o be_v sin_n and_o be_v convince_v by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n of_o they_o yet_o i_o go_v on_o and_o love_v they_o 5._o continuance_n in_o sin_n much_o greaten_v sin_n to_o a_o poor_a soul_n that_o be_v after_o pardon_n special_o such_o as_o be_v not_o very_o early_o convert_v god_n will_v wound_v the_o hairy_a scalp_n of_o such_o a_o one_o that_o go_v on_o still_o in_o his_o trespass_n psal_n 68.21_o oh_o i_o add_v sin_n unto_o sin_n say_v a_o poor_a soul_n spend_v the_o choice_n time_n of_o my_o youth_n in_o sin_n when_o i_o may_v have_v be_v get_v the_o knowledge_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o honour_v of_o god_n this_o lie_v close_o upon_o david_n spirit_n as_o appear_v in_o this_o 25_o psa_fw-la 7._o oh_o remember_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n etc._n etc._n yet_o we_o do_v not_o find_v that_o david_n youth_n be_v notorious_o sinful_a but_o in_o as_o much_o as_o he_o spend_v not_o his_o youth_n to_o get_v knowledge_n and_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n full_o it_o be_v his_o burden_n and_o complaint_n before_o the_o lord_n much_o more_o such_o who_o youth_n be_v spend_v in_o nothing_o but_o vanity_n profaneness_n lie_v swear_v profane_v of_o the_o 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of_o it_o can_v be_v a_o mean_n to_o quit_v a_o soul_n from_o other_o sin_n by_o which_o he_o have_v bring_v guilt_n upon_o himself_o let_v this_o be_v well_o consider_v and_o nothing_o but_o a_o christ_n will_v be_v your_o cry_n to_o purpose_n indeed_o 4._o the_o four_o reason_n or_o convincement_n of_o this_o truth_n that_o the_o best_a endeavour_n to_o keep_v the_o law_n will_v not_o give_v you_o more_o acceptance_n with_o god_n nor_o take_v away_o any_o guilt_n from_o off_o the_o soul_n be_v because_o such_o duty_n and_o keep_v the_o law_n be_v but_o of_o the_o outward_a man_n which_o be_v far_o from_o reach_v the_o compass_n of_o the_o law_n the_o law_n be_v spiritual_a rom._n 7.14_o that_o be_v it_o reach_v to_o the_o inward_a part_n to_o the_o motion_n of_o the_o heart_n as_o have_v be_v before_o hint_v and_o not_o only_o to_o the_o outward_a man_n therefore_o our_o bless_a lord_n see_v the_o jew_n insist_v so_o much_o that_o they_o be_v outward_o blameless_a spend_v a_o large_a 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