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A74716 The last visitation: conflicts and death of Mr. Thomas Peacock batchellor of divinity, and fellow of Brasen-nose-Colledge in Oxford. Published by E B from the copie of that famous divine, Mr. Robert Bolton, late minister of Broughton in Northhampton-shire. Bolton, Robert, 1572-1631.; Bagshaw, Edward, 1629-1671. 1660 (1660) Wing B3514A; Thomason E2103_1; ESTC R210121 21,659 90

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