immediate_o go_v before_o and_o ordinary_o usher_v in_o conversion_n so_o it_o be_v sad_a and_o bitter_a and_o sharp_a for_o there_o the_o law_n imprint_n a_o sense_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o wrath_n and_o a_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n to_o fear_v the_o needle_n prick_v and_o the_o sword_n cut_v and_o wound_n and_o the_o hammer_n bruise_v and_o the_o plough_v rent_n and_o tear_n 2._o formaliter_fw-la as_o it_o be_v a_o perfective_a change_n and_o alteration_n even_o from_o hell_n to_o heaven_n from_o base_a lust_n to_o sweet_a holiness_n and_o thus_o it_o be_v at_o the_o least_o a_o fundamental_a radical_a and_o virtual_a joy_n 3._o consequenter_fw-la for_o the_o crop_n and_o present_a harvest_n which_o result_v out_o of_o conversion_n thus_o it_o be_v the_o music_n after_o the_o tune_n of_o the_o string_n the_o fruit_n of_o righteousness_n be_v peace_n so_o the_o fruit_n of_o conversion_n be_v joy_n and_o delight_n there_o be_v three_o thing_n unto_o which_o i_o desire_v to_o speak_v about_o this_o point_n 1._o that_o upon_o conversion_n the_o condition_n become_v very_o joyful_a and_o pleasant_a quod_fw-la sit_fw-la 2._o what_o kind_n of_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n conversion_n do_v bring_v quale_fw-la sit_fw-la 3._o reasins_z why_o so_o cur_n sit_v and_o then_o the_o useful_a application_n quest_n 1._o for_o the_o first_o of_o these_o that_o conversion_n do_v bring_v the_o soul_n into_o a_o very_a joyful_a condition_n sol._n there_o be_v four_o thing_n which_o demonstrate_v the_o quod_fw-la sit_v of_o demonstrate_v the_o quoth_v sit_v demonstrate_v this_o 1._o many_o pregnant_a place_n of_o scripture_n psal_n 52._o 11._o shout_z for_o joy_n all_o you_o that_o arâ—_n upright_o in_o heart_n psal_n 132._o 9_o scripture_n by_o scripture_n let_v thy_o saint_n shout_n for_o joy_n isai_n 35._o 10._o the_o ransom_v of_o the_o lord_n shall_v return_v and_o come_v to_o zion_n with_o song_n and_o everlasting_a joy_n upon_o their_o head_n they_o shall_v obtain_v joy_n and_o gladness_n and_o sorrow_n and_o sigh_v shall_v flee_v away_o isai_n 65._o 13._o behold_v my_o servant_n shall_v rejoice_v but_o you_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a v._o 14._o behold_v my_o servant_n shall_v sing_v for_o joy_n of_o heart_n but_o you_o shall_v cry_v for_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n isai_n 61._o 10._o i_o will_v great_o rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n my_o soul_n shall_v be_v joyful_a in_o my_o god_n rom._n 14._o 17._o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n consist_v in_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n prov._n 3._o 17._o her_o way_n be_v way_n of_o pleasantness_n and_o all_o her_o path_n be_v peace_n 2._o many_o pregnant_a testimony_n and_o instance_n instance_n by_o instance_n when_o zacheus_n be_v convert_v he_o come_v down_o joyful_o and_o receive_v christ_n luke_n 19_o 6_o 9_o when_o the_o three_o thousand_o be_v convert_v there_o ensue_v singular_a gladness_n and_o joy_n act_v 2._o 41._o when_o the_o eunuch_n be_v convert_v he_o go_v home_o rejoice_v act._n 8._o 39_o when_o those_o in_o samaria_n be_v convert_v the_o text_n say_v there_o be_v great_a joy_n in_o that_o city_n act_v 8._o 5_o 6._o when_o the_o jailor_n be_v convert_v he_o rejoice_v believe_v in_o god_n with_o all_o his_o house_n act_v 16._o 34._o when_o they_o to_o who_o peter_n write_v be_v convert_v they_o do_v rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 8._o 3._o the_o many_o comparison_n by_o which_o convert_v grace_n be_v express_v comparison_n by_o comparison_n do_v confirm_v it_o that_o it_o make_v the_o soul_n condition_n very_o joyful_a and_o delightful_a the_o estate_n of_o grace_n be_v set_v forth_o by_o all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v esteem_v pleasant_a and_o delightful_a and_o joyful_a man_n take_v delight_n and_o joy_n in_o honour_n beauty_n strength_n youth_n riches_n pearl_n and_o jewel_n in_o birth_n in_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n in_o spring_n orchard_n spice_n perfume_n building_n victory_n life_n duration_n friend_n why_o when_o convert_v grace_n be_v convey_v into_o the_o heart_n the_o man_n now_o be_v honourable_a and_o of_o high_a dignity_n now_o the_o beauty_n of_o christ_n be_v on_o his_o soul_n all_o his_o grace_n be_v more_o precious_a than_o pearl_n and_o gold_n and_o silver_n he_o be_v rich_a in_o spiritual_a treasure_n he_o be_v one_o bear_v of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n never_o true_o know_v and_o wise_a till_o now_o etc._n etc._n nay_o grace_n be_v phrased_a by_o such_o thing_n which_o yield_v a_o general_n and_o universal_a contentment_n and_o delight_n to_o the_o whole_a man_n it_o be_v sometime_o call_v light_n which_o be_v pleasant_a to_o the_o eye_n ointment_n which_o be_v pleasant_a to_o the_o smell_n wine_n which_o be_v pleasant_a to_o the_o taste_n music_n or_o the_o joyful_a sound_n which_o be_v pleasant_a to_o the_o ear_n nay_o yet_o again_o it_o be_v sometime_o call_v truth_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o the_o understanding_n goodness_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o the_o will_n a_o kingdom_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o desire_v a_o inheritance_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o hope_v communion_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o love_v a_o possession_n and_o and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o joy_n a_o victory_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o hatred_n a_o security_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o fear_v heaven_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o that_o be_v pleasantness_n itself_o and_o all_o this_o even_a under_o fear_n and_o combat_n when_o at_o the_o first_o and_o weak_a and_o low_a nay_o yet_o once_o more_o it_o be_v set_v out_o by_o all_o the_o occasion_n and_o by_o all_o the_o time_n of_o joy_n to_o the_o birth_n of_o a_o manchild_n for_o joy_n that_o a_o manchild_n be_v bear_v say_v christ_n a_o convert_a man_n be_v a_o newborn_a to_o the_o day_n of_o marriage_n which_o some_o call_v the_o only_a day_n of_o joy_n a_o convert_a man_n be_v marry_v to_o christ_n to_o a_o feast_n isai_n 25._o 6._o every_o dish_n be_v fill_v with_o mercy_n to_o a_o coronation_n day_n which_o be_v a_o day_n of_o gladness_n of_o heart_n to_o solomon_n cant._n 3._o 11._o there_o be_v a_o crown_n of_o life_n for_o every_o convert_a soul_n to_o the_o time_n of_o harvest_n when_o the_o husbandman_n reap_v with_o joy_n isai_n 9_o 3._o to_o the_o return_n of_o merchant_n upon_o the_o increase_n of_o wine_n and_o oil_n psal_n 4._o to_o a_o ransom_n and_o release_v from_o bondage_n and_o captivity_n a_o convert_a man_n be_v set_v at_o liberty_n he_o be_v a_o freeman_n in_o christ_n 4._o consider_v conversion_n in_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o or_o in_o the_o very_a it_o by_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o nature_n of_o it_o or_o in_o the_o act_n flow_v from_o it_o certain_o by_o all_o of_o they_o you_o may_v be_v induce_v to_o believe_v that_o it_o make_v the_o condition_n joyful_a and_o pleasant_a 1._o the_o cause_n of_o it_o which_o be_v four_o 1._o the_o radical_a cause_n why_o conversion_n drop_v out_o of_o the_o eternal_a love_n of_o god_n to_o a_o man_n soul_n behold_v what_o manner_n of_o love_n 1_o jo._n 3._o 1._o as_o many_o as_o be_v ordain_v to_o eternal_a life_n believe_v acts._n 13._o 2._o the_o meritorious_a cause_n who_o love_v we_o and_o give_v himself_o for_o we_o gal._n 2._o it_o be_v one_o part_n of_o christ_n purchase_n he_o merit_v grace_n and_o glory_n for_o he_o 3._o the_o efficient_a cause_n immediate_o efficient_a it_o be_v the_o first_o breath_n of_o god_n sanctify_a spirit_n the_o spirit_n of_o true_a comfort_n and_o joy_n 4._o the_o instrumental_a cause_n the_o word_n which_o be_v call_v sweet_a and_o sweet_a than_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o breast_n of_o consolation_n be_v the_o instrument_n of_o conversion_n jam._n 1._o 2._o it_o be_v own_o nature_n convert_v grace_n have_v three_o thing_n intrinsical_a unto_o it_o 1._o goodness_n it_o be_v it_o by_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o good_a and_o it_o only_o make_v we_o good_a now_o goodness_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o delight_n nothing_o be_v true_o pleasant_a but_o what_o be_v true_o good_a 2._o suteableness_n there_o be_v nothing_o so_o suitable_a either_o to_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o end_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o true_a grace_n 3._o perfection_n it_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o soul_n 3._o the_o act_n flow_v from_o it_o if_o the_o act_n flow_v from_o conversion_n be_v such_o as_o god_n himself_o take_v delight_n in_o he_o take_v delight_n it_o by_o the_o act_n flow_v from_o it_o in_o the_o prayer_n of_o his_o servant_n in_o the_o break_a heart_n of_o his_o servant_n in_o the_o faith_n and_o in_o the_o fear_n and_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o his_o servant_n all_o their_o service_n be_v a_o sweet_a savour_n unto_o he_o as_o noah_n sacrifice_n be_v surely_n then_o conversion_n be_v able_a to_o make_v the_o convert_a
2._o 7._o then_o shall_v she_o say_v i_o will_v go_v and_o return_v to_o my_o first_o husband_n for_o than_o be_v it_o better_a with_o i_o then_o now_o the_o condition_n in_o which_o the_o church_n then_o be_v be_v a_o condition_n of_o much_o misery_n and_o affliction_n her_o way_n of_o sin_n be_v hedge_v up_o with_o thorn_n vers_fw-la 6._o and_o the_o way_n of_o obedience_n she_o consider_v of_o to_o be_v a_o path_n of_o mercy_n and_o much_o prosperity_n and_o compare_v the_o one_o condition_n with_o the_o other_o hereupon_o resolve_v to_o return_v to_o her_o first_o husband_n i_o to_o turn_v unto_o god_n by_o true_a repentance_n 3._o it_o may_v be_v clear_v by_o argument_n and_o reason_n that_o these_o two_o viz._n solid_a consideration_n and_o right_a comparison_n be_v step_n unto_o argument_n by_o argument_n repentance_n 1._o for_o solid_a consideration_n thus_o if_o inconsideration_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o impenitency_n or_o of_o go_v on_o in_o a_o sinful_a course_n than_o consideration_n consideration_n for_o solid_a consideration_n be_v a_o proper_a mean_n and_o way_n for_o repentance_n for_o as_o much_o as_o these_o two_o be_v contrary_n and_o contrary_a cause_n produce_v contrary_a effect_n but_o inconsideration_n be_v a_o cause_n of_o impenitency_n so_o the_o prophet_n repentance_n if_o inconsideration_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o impenitency_n than_o consideration_n be_v a_o proper_a mean_n for_o repentance_n jer._n 8._o 6._o no_o man_n repent_v he_o of_o his_o wickedness_n say_v what_o have_v i_o do_v every_o one_o turn_v to_o his_o course_n as_o the_o horse_n rush_v into_o the_o battle_n they_o mind_v not_o what_o they_o do_v whether_o lawful_a or_o unlawful_a or_o what_o will_v be_v the_o issue_n of_o these_o thing_n but_o like_o the_o horse_n which_o without_o fear_n or_o wit_n rush_v into_o the_o battle_n among_o sword_n and_o pike_n 2._o consideration_n of_o sin_n remove_v many_o quality_n which_o keep_v the_o as_o consideration_n of_o sin_n remove_v many_o quality_n of_o sin_n which_o keep_v the_o heaâ—t_o â—n_a impenitency_n as_o heart_n in_o impenitency_n therefore_o it_o be_v a_o good_a step_n and_o way_n unto_o repentance_n there_o be_v three_o quality_n which_o hold_v fast_o the_o soul_n from_o return_v 1._o ignorance_n therefore_o darken_a understanding_n and_o heart_n alienate_v from_o the_o life_n of_o god_n be_v conjoin_v eph._n 4._o 18._o a_o blind_a mind_n and_o a_o wicked_a life_n be_v inseparable_a yea_o greediness_n to_o sin_n and_o ignorance_n be_v there_o also_o couple_v vers_fw-la 18_o 19_o no_o man_n so_o forward_o ignorance_n ignorance_n to_o sin_n as_o he_o who_o know_v it_o not_o now_o solid_a consideration_n remove_v ignorance_n it_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o our_o understanding_n and_o make_v we_o to_o see_v and_o behold_v that_o evil_n in_o sin_n which_o we_o never_o see_v before_o in_o a_o right_a consideration_n there_o be_v 1._o lumen_fw-la scientiae_fw-la 2._o conscientiae_fw-la 3._o experientiae_fw-la 2._o security_n for_o presumptuous_a man_n will_v never_o leave_v sin_n if_o they_o may_v be_v safe_a he_o who_o fear_v not_o miserable_a evil_n will_v not_o be_v security_n security_n persuade_v to_o forsake_v his_o sinful_a evil_n he_o who_o think_v that_o he_o may_v be_v wicked_a and_o safe_a will_v be_v wicked_a still_o nay_o he_o add_v drunkenness_n to_o thirst_v who_o presume_v of_o peace_n no_o evil_a shall_v befall_v we_o say_v they_o who_o despise_v all_o warning_n to_o repentance_n but_o solid_a consideration_n remove_v this_o security_n and_o presumption_n it_o make_v the_o soul_n to_o see_v that_o as_o sin_n be_v a_o evil_a thing_n so_o it_o will_v prove_v a_o bitter_a thing_n and_o that_o the_o way_n which_o be_v sinful_a of_o all_o way_n be_v the_o most_o fearful_a it_o make_v the_o sinner_n to_o behold_v the_o angel_n with_o the_o sword_n draw_v in_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n my_o meaning_n be_v to_o behold_v god_n exceed_o displease_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n reveal_v against_o all_o unrighteousness_n severe_o threaten_v and_o one_o who_o will_v assure_o execute_v his_o wrath_n to_o the_o utmost_a if_o sinner_n will_v not_o hearken_v and_o return_v by_o no_o mean_n acquit_v the_o guilty_a except_o you_o repent_v you_o shall_v perish_v 3._o hardness_n of_o heart_n that_o brawny_a rockiness_n which_o be_v ever_o accompany_v with_o heart_n hardness_n of_o heart_n a_o impudent_a resolution_n cast_v off_o and_o slight_v all_o mean_n and_o which_o be_v gainsay_v or_o frustrate_v all_o the_o lesson_n of_o mercy_n affliction_n ordinance_n etc._n etc._n they_o make_v their_o heart_n as_o a_o adamant_n stone_n lest_o they_o shall_v hear_v the_o law_n etc._n etc._n zach._n 7._o 12._o but_o solid_a consideration_n help_v much_o against_o this_o unsensible_a temper_n it_o be_v of_o great_a force_n towards_o the_o melt_a of_o the_o heart_n work_v strong_o upon_o the_o affection_n as_o peter_n think_v thereon_o and_o weep_v bitter_o then_o shall_v you_o remember_v your_o way_n and_o shall_v loathe_v yourselves_o for_o now_o a_o man_n see_v indeed_o that_o he_o be_v in_o a_o very_a evil_a condition_n and_o lose_v for_o ever_o if_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o the_o more_o merciful_a to_o he_o and_o this_o will_v startle_v he_o somewhat_o pierce_v he_o make_v he_o with_o they_o in_o act_n 2._o cry_n out_o man_n and_o brethren_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v 3._o solid_a consideration_n of_o sin_n make_v sin_n appear_v to_o the_o soul_n in_o nature_n solid_a consideration_n make_v sin_n appear_v in_o in_o its_o own_o proper_a nature_n its_o own_o proper_a nature_n colour_n and_o effect_n as_o we_o be_v draw_v to_o commit_v sin_n so_o likewise_o to_o continue_v in_o it_o through_o falsehood_n and_o error_n we_o be_v deceive_v and_o err_v in_o our_o heart_n and_o therefore_o we_o continue_v in_o sinful_a way_n but_o as_o truth_n do_v rise_v in_o the_o mind_n so_o reformation_n will_v appear_v in_o our_o heart_n and_o way_n know_v therefore_o that_o sin_n appear_v unto_o we_o two_o way_n either_o erroneous_o as_o invest_v and_o clothe_v with_o pleasure_n profit_n much_o serviceableness_n to_o our_o end_n and_z as_o satisfaction_n of_o our_o desire_n as_o judas_n look_v on_o his_o sin_n in_o the_o money_n and_o go_v on_o and_o thus_o they_o tend_v to_o impenitency_n they_o keep_v we_o fast_o in_o a_o evil_a way_n because_o of_o sensible_a sweetness_n or_o proper_o and_o naked_o as_o sin_n as_o the_o violation_n of_o a_o most_o holy_a will_n dishonour_n of_o a_o great_a god_n and_o separation_n from_o a_o good_a god_n and_o as_o expose_v we_o to_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n curse_v of_o the_o law_n and_o pain_n of_o hell_n and_o all_o outward_a calamity_n and_o thus_o apprehend_v new_a argument_n and_o reason_n of_o hatred_n and_o detestation_n arise_v within_o the_o soul_n shall_v i_o love_v that_o or_o live_v in_o that_o which_o be_v god_n dishonour_n and_o will_v prove_v my_o own_o damnation_n my_o trouble_n loss_n fear_n come_v all_o from_o my_o sin_n these_o be_v my_o sin_n and_o my_o do_n they_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o this_o trouble_n inward_a and_o outward_a but_o solid_a consideration_n make_v sin_n to_o appear_v as_o sin_v in_o its_o own_o nature_n and_o true_a effect_n therefore_o it_o occasion_v hatred_n of_o sin_n and_o consequent_o repentance_n 2._o for_o comparison_n of_o the_o misery_n of_o a_o sinful_a with_o the_o happiness_n differ_v comparison_n of_o the_o misery_n of_o a_o sinful_a with_o the_o happiness_n of_o a_o penitent_a condition_n a_o step_n to_o repentance_n for_o this_o breed_v sound_a judgement_n of_o thing_n that_o differ_v of_o a_o penitent_a and_o convert_a condition_n that_o this_o likewise_o be_v a_o step_v and_o way_n to_o repentance_n may_v be_v thus_o prove_v 1._o this_o comparison_n breed_v sound_a judgement_n in_o we_o of_o thing_n that_o differ_v all_o corrupt_a work_n be_v root_v in_o a_o corrupt_a mind_n like_o ill_a rheum_n in_o the_o head_n which_o come_v from_o ill_a quality_n in_o the_o stomach_n or_o rather_o like_o some_o ill_a disease_n and_o irregularity_n in_o the_o lamb_n arm_n and_o foot_n which_o come_v from_o unsound_a humour_n in_o the_o brain_n so_o it_o be_v in_o this_o case_n man_n go_v on_o confident_o in_o sin_n and_o be_v take_v excessive_o with_o those_o poor_a bait_n of_o sensual_a pleasure_n and_o profit_n as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o other_o pleasure_n delight_n gain_n acquirable_a or_o to_o be_v find_v but_o in_o the_o way_n and_o service_n of_o sin_n as_o they_o in_o hell_n think_v there_o be_v no_o other_o heaven_n or_o as_o foolish_a child_n who_o conceive_v no_o other_o sport_n or_o delight_n like_o a_o rattle_n or_o dirt_v their_o hand_n etc._n etc._n but_o now_o when_o by_o a_o comparison_n and_o true_a survey_n of_o either_o estate_n it_o shall_v appear_v unto_o the_o soul_n that_o all_o these_o sinful_a pleasure_n and_o profit_n
be_v what_o our_o estate_n be_v we_o can_v never_o make_v special_a request_n for_o the_o supply_n of_o special_a want_n either_o we_o make_v no_o prayer_n at_o all_o or_o only_o general_a and_o faint_a and_o flat_a petition_n 9_o last_o if_o you_o will_v not_o think_v on_o your_o way_n with_o a_o penitential_a consideration_n you_o must_v one_o day_n think_v on_o they_o with_o a_o judicial_a consideration_n it_o be_v better_a to_o consider_v of_o they_o now_o and_o repent_v then_o to_o feel_v they_o and_o find_v they_o in_o hell_n and_o be_v damn_v object_n but_o you_o will_v say_v we_o be_v ignorant_a and_o it_o belong_v to_o learning_n this_o belong_v to_o such_o as_o have_v learning_n such_o as_o have_v learning_n to_o consider_v thorough_o of_o their_o sinful_a estate_n sol._n 1._o it_o do_v indeed_o belong_v to_o the_o learned_a but_o not_o only_o to_o they_o a_o learned_a conscience_n be_v necessary_a for_o every_o sinner_n though_o not_o a_o answer_v answer_v learned_a head_n the_o subject_a who_o shall_v consider_v be_v not_o the_o learned_a man_n but_o the_o lame_v sinner_n be_v not_o thou_o one_o 2._o god_n have_v give_v thou_o a_o reflexive_a faculty_n a_o conscience_n a_o memory_n enable_v thou_o to_o review_v what_o have_v be_v do_v thou_o have_v these_o still_o in_o thou_o and_o thou_o can_v make_v use_n of_o they_o for_o other_o business_n why_o not_o in_o this_o 3._o but_o then_o study_v the_o word_n more_o that_o thou_o may_v thence_o be_v enlighten_v to_o conceive_v of_o sin_n aright_o etc._n etc._n get_v knowledge_n get_v understanding_n etc._n etc._n obj._n but_o we_o be_v not_o at_o leisure_n we_o have_v so_o much_o business_n to_o do_v etc._n etc._n leisure_n we_o be_v not_o at_o leisure_n sol._n 1._o this_o be_v a_o most_o necessary_a work_n it_o deserve_v thy_o pain_n and_o time_n what_o not_o at_o leisure_n to_o save_v thy_o soul_n at_o leisure_n answer_v answer_v to_o eat_v to_o drink_v to_o play_v to_o be_v idle_a to_o sin_n and_o not_o at_o leisure_n to_o consider_v of_o sin_n to_o repent_v of_o sin_n to_o save_v thyself_o from_o sin_n have_v you_o leisure_n to_o go_v to_o hell_n and_o none_o to_o go_v to_o heaven_n 2._o it_o be_v a_o most_o beneficial_a work_n it_o will_v deliver_v thou_o from_o hell_n and_o make_v way_n for_o heaven_n 3._o it_o be_v the_o mâ—st_o excellent_a work_n that_o thou_o can_v spend_v time_n upon_o the_o change_n of_o thou_o from_o sin_n to_o grace_n from_o a_o sinful_a to_o a_o holy_a condition_n it_o be_v a_o glorious_a change_n even_o into_o the_o image_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n object_n but_o it_o will_v make_v i_o nothing_o but_o mourn_v and_o sigh_v and_o answer_v object_n it_o will_v make_v i_o morn_n despair_n and_o fear_n answer_v despair_n and_o fear_n sol._n 1._o so_o satan_n tell_v thou_o so_o do_v not_o god_n nor_o his_o word_n tell_v thou_o 2._o if_o consideration_n of_o sin_n breed_v godly_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o godly_a sorrow_n repentance_n unto_o salvation_n thou_o have_v little_a cause_n to_o grieve_v to_o be_v thus_o grieve_v 3._o nay_o the_o neglect_n of_o timely_a consideration_n that_o be_v the_o cause_n indeed_o of_o such_o fear_n and_o despair_n o_o say_v man_n have_v we_o think_v of_o this_o course_n know_v this_o heretofore_o we_o have_v never_o run_v on_o so_o we_o have_v never_o come_v into_o this_o extremity_n of_o horror_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v with_o sin_n as_o it_o be_v with_o disease_n if_o take_v or_o not_o take_v in_o time_n another_o use_v which_o i_o will_v make_v of_o this_o point_n shall_v be_v of_o soul_n use_v 2._o to_o settle_v and_o relieve_v trouble_v soul_n satisfaction_n to_o settle_v and_o relieve_v trouble_v soul_n who_o fear_v much_o whether_o they_o have_v ever_o thorough_o and_o right_o consider_v thus_o of_o sin_n or_o no_o and_o consequent_o fear_v the_o truth_n of_o their_o repentance_n for_o the_o full_a satisfy_n of_o they_o i_o will_v propound_v some_o case_n the_o resolution_n of_o which_o may_v afford_v more_o clear_a sin_n some_o case_n resolve_v for_o satisfaction_n case_n 1._o how_o a_o man_n may_v know_v his_o consideration_n be_v right_o if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o a_o condemnation_n of_o sin_n light_n 1._o how_o a_o christian_n may_v know_v that_o his_o consideration_n of_o sin_n be_v right_a and_o penitential_a i_o conjecture_v thus_o 1._o if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o a_o condemnation_n of_o sin_n before_o a_o man_n consider_v aright_o of_o sin_n he_o be_v ready_a to_o call_v the_o proud_a happy_a he_o know_v how_o to_o commit_v sin_n and_o to_o approve_v it_o and_o defend_v it_o and_o plead_v for_o it_o sin_n seem_v his_o dainty_a bit_n and_o choice_a bait_n as_o if_o nothing_o else_o bear_v delight_n and_o contentment_n but_o sin_n but_o when_o the_o heart_n be_v bring_v right_o to_o ponder_v and_o to_o consider_v of_o sin_n he_o be_v enable_v not_o only_o to_o condemn_v sin_n in_o the_o general_n thus_o sin_n be_v a_o evil_a thing_n but_o also_o in_o particular_a these_o my_o sin_n be_v vile_a and_o evil_a thing_n i_o have_v do_v exceed_o foolish_o say_v david_n o_o that_o i_o shall_v ever_o open_v my_o mouth_n for_o they_o that_o ever_o i_o shall_v love_v they_o follow_v they_o as_o i_o have_v do_v i_o now_o behold_v they_o as_o the_o only_a dishonour_n of_o god_n grief_n of_o his_o spirit_n violation_n of_o his_o righteousness_n injury_n of_o his_o patience_n abuse_v of_o his_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n the_o spear_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o christ_n the_o spot_n in_o my_o soul_n the_o wound_n in_o my_o conscience_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v one_o thing_n to_o look_v upon_o sin_n as_o a_o mere_a object_n and_o it_o be_v another_o thing_n to_o look_v upon_o sin_n as_o a_o vile_a object_n to_o look_v on_o sin_n as_o a_o mere_a object_n this_o be_v but_o the_o natural_a act_n of_o the_o understanding_n which_o like_o the_o eye_n be_v ready_a to_o see_v all_o colour_n but_o to_o look_v on_o sin_n as_o a_o vile_a object_n this_o be_v the_o work_n of_o a_o penitential_a understanding_n wherein_o a_o person_n see_v so_o much_o intolerable_a and_o excessive_a foulness_n in_o his_o sinful_a way_n that_o he_o now_o condemn_v and_o judge_v those_o wickedness_n and_o abomination_n and_o himself_o too_o for_o high_a folly_n and_o madness_n for_o love_n service_n and_o obedience_n to_o they_o 2._o if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o humiliation_n for_o sin_n we_o read_v of_o peter_n sin_n if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o humiliation_n for_o sin_n that_o he_o consider_v or_o think_v on_o the_o word_n of_o jesus_n and_o through_o they_o of_o his_o great_a sin_n in_o the_o denial_n of_o master_n but_o how_o do_v he_o consider_v of_o they_o what_o only_o by_o his_o simple_a reflection_n that_o christ_n have_v forewarn_v he_o and_o that_o he_o have_v do_v evil_a in_o deny_v he_o sure_o thus_o he_o think_v but_o the_o matter_n go_v further_a than_o his_o thought_n he_o consider_v it_o in_o a_o affect_a or_o rather_o in_o a_o afflict_a way_n for_o the_o text_n say_v that_o when_o he_o have_v think_v thereon_o he_o go_v out_o and_o weep_v bitter_o there_o be_v a_o fourfold_a consideration_n of_o sin_n one_o be_v only_o a_o consideration_n of_o sin_n when_o a_o man_n think_v of_o sin_n as_o he_o hear_v a_o sermon_n hear_v it_o only_o so_o think_v of_o it_o only_o and_o that_o be_v all_o this_o be_v a_o empty_a consideration_n another_o be_v a_o sinful_a consideration_n only_o when_o a_o man_n consider_v of_o sin_n in_o a_o sinful_a way_n either_o to_o boast_v of_o it_o or_o to_o excite_v his_o heart_n to_o more_o delight_n and_o propension_n to_o sin_n this_o be_v a_o guilty_a consideration_n a_o three_o be_v a_o judicial_a consideration_n which_o arise_v from_o the_o prompting_n and_o suggestion_n of_o a_o conscience_n awaken_v now_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v and_o pursue_v the_o sinner_n both_o with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o former_a sin_n and_o with_o the_o evidence_n of_o god_n present_a and_o future_a indignation_n a_o four_o be_v a_o penitential_a consideration_n wherein_o upon_o the_o evidence_n of_o sin_v the_o soul_n be_v sensible_a not_o to_o despair_v which_o breed_v hopeless_a terror_n yet_o to_o repentance_n wherein_o it_o be_v exceed_o grieve_v and_o trouble_v and_o displease_v for_o the_o sin_n commit_v if_o the_o consideration_n of_o sin_n be_v a_o dry_a act_n such_o a_o act_n as_o set_v where_o it_o rise_v only_o in_o the_o mind_n and_o have_v no_o influence_n upon_o the_o affection_n if_o it_o be_v not_o a_o sympathize_v act_n i_o such_o a_o act_n as_o work_n grief_n in_o the_o soul_n as_o well_o as_o discovery_n of_o evil_n in_o the_o mind_n it_o be_v but_o a_o vain_a thing_n and_o never_o conduce_v to_o repentance_n for_o as_o it_o be_v with_o mercy_n
receive_v unless_o the_o apprehension_n of_o their_o kindness_n and_o goodness_n descend_v to_o the_o affection_n they_o never_o stir_v up_o thankfulness_n and_o as_o it_o be_v with_o the_o promise_n unless_o their_o excellency_n and_o sutableness_n come_v down_o from_o the_o mind_n to_o the_o will_n they_o never_o excite_v faith_n so_o be_v it_o with_o sin_n unless_o beside_o the_o consideration_n of_o it_o there_o be_v not_o a_o operation_n and_o influence_n upon_o the_o heart_n to_o grieve_v and_o mourn_v it_o will_v never_o prove_v right_a and_o penitential_a thou_o say_v thou_o know_v thy_o sin_n as_o well_o as_o any_o man_n can_v tell_v thou_o be_v it_o so_o but_o if_o thy_o heart_n remain_v hard_a not_o humble_v abase_v break_v grieve_v for_o these_o sin_n alas_o as_o their_o unworking_a faith_n jam._n 2._o so_o thy_o unaffected_a speculation_n of_o sin_n be_v vain_a but_o find_v thou_o this_o that_o upon_o the_o serious_a consideration_n of_o thy_o sin_n thy_o heart_n be_v humble_v and_o abase_v in_o thou_o that_o thou_o be_v cast_v down_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o exceed_a vileness_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o o_o lord_n to_o i_o belong_v nothing_o but_o shame_n and_o confusion_n and_o that_o thy_o heart_n be_v grieve_v within_o thou_o and_o afflict_v that_o bitter_a mourning_n arise_v because_o of_o bitter_a sinning_n my_o soul_n have_v they_o in_o remembrance_n and_o be_v humble_v within_o i_o lam._n 3._o thy_o heart_n melt_v before_o the_o lord_n i_o assure_v thou_o this_o be_v a_o right_a and_o bless_a consideration_n of_o sin_n 3._o if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o detestation_n of_o sin_n grief_n seem_v to_o be_v more_o sin_n if_o it_o work_v detestation_n of_o sin_n passionate_a but_o hatred_n be_v a_o more_o fix_a quality_n as_o i_o may_v so_o phrase_n it_o ezek._n 36._o 31._o you_o shall_v remember_v your_o own_o evil_a way_n and_o your_o do_n that_o be_v not_o good_a here_o be_v the_o consideration_n we_o speak_v of_o and_o you_o shall_v loathe_v yourselves_o in_o your_o own_o sight_n for_o your_o iniquity_n and_o your_o abomination_n here_o be_v detestation_n the_o proper_a effect_n of_o true_a consideration_n for_o in_o a_o right_a consideration_n the_o singular_a cause_n or_o reason_n of_o hatred_n do_v arise_v v._o g._n excess_n of_o evil_n absolute_a repugnancy_n to_o our_o best_a good_a effectual_a prejudice_n and_o great_a injury_n repugnans_fw-la &_o offendens_fw-la the_o schoolman_n make_v the_o two_o chief_a ground_n of_o hatred_n vide_fw-la summistas_n in_o 1._o 2dae_fw-la q._n 29._o but_o i_o will_v not_o prosecute_v that_o now_o then_o peruse_v thyself_o have_v thou_o consider_v of_o thy_o sin_n aright_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o hate_v they_o thou_o have_v not_o see_v thou_o sin_n and_o be_v thou_o bring_v to_o hate_v it_o let_v i_o but_o propound_v a_o few_o thing_n unto_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v see_v whether_o thou_o loathe_v and_o hate_v sin_n or_o no._n be_v it_o peace_n or_o be_v it_o war_n if_o sin_n lie_v quiet_o in_o the_o soul_n it_o be_v peace_n it_o be_v not_o hatred_n hatred_n breed_v variance_n enmity_n opposition_n conflict_n paul_n hate_a sin_n rom._n 7._o 15._o and_o war_n with_o it_o v._o 23._o be_v it_o a_o deadly_a war_n be_v it_o for_o life_n will_v this_o suffice_v thou_o that_o sin_n do_v not_o terrify_v thy_o conscience_n or_o will_v thou_o not_o be_v satisfy_v till_o sin_n be_v mortify_v and_o crucify_v in_o the_o lust_n and_o affection_n thereof_o be_v it_o like_o david_n war_n wherein_o he_o leave_v not_o one_o amalekite_n to_o escape_v and_o carry_v tiding_n and_o not_o like_o saul_n to_o kill_v some_o and_o spare_v the_o rest_n can_v thou_o say_v lord_n i_o hate_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a psal_n 97._o 10._o and_o i_o hate_v every_o false_a way_n oh_o if_o there_o be_v raise_v in_o thou_o upon_o the_o consideration_n of_o sin_n a_o deadly_a enmity_n and_o defiance_n with_o it_o a_o implacable_a general_a dislike_n abomination_n resistance_n and_o desire_v to_o root_v it_o out_o happy_a be_v thou_o thy_o consideration_n of_o sin_n be_v right_o and_o effectual_o penitential_a 4._o if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o reformation_n of_o sin_n do_v you_o not_o read_v in_o reformation_n if_o it_o work_v in_o thou_o reformation_n psal_n 119._o 59_o that_o david_n consider_v and_o think_v on_o his_o way_n i_o think_v on_o my_o way_n say_v david_n so_o do_v many_o many_o indeed_o do_v so_o but_o not_o as_o david_n do_v for_o after_o he_o have_v say_v i_o think_v on_o my_o way_n he_o add_v and_o turn_v my_o foot_n unto_o thy_o testimony_n he_o so_o think_v of_o his_o ill_a way_n that_o he_o leave_v they_o and_o betake_v himself_o unto_o good_a way_n if_o think_v on_o sin_n do_v not_o produce_v leave_v of_o sin_n it_o be_v nothing_o if_o think_v of_o sin_n do_v not_o breed_v leave_v of_o sin_n then_o go_v on_o in_o sin_n will_v make_v you_o leave_v think_v of_o sin_n and_o though_o we_o think_v of_o a_o ill_a way_n yet_o if_o we_o do_v not_o enter_v into_o and_o walk_v in_o a_o good_a way_n it_o be_v nothing_o there_o be_v a_o twofold_n leave_v of_o sin_n one_o which_o be_v proper_a to_o the_o condition_n of_o glory_n another_o which_o be_v proper_a to_o the_o condition_n of_o grace_n i_o speak_v not_o of_o the_o former_a which_o be_v the_o absolute_a dissolution_n of_o sin_n but_o of_o the_o latter_a which_o be_v a_o imperfect_a though_o true_a separation_n from_o sin_n consist_v in_o affection_n wherein_o the_o will_n be_v alienate_v from_o sin_n the_o evil_n which_o i_o will_v not_o do_v say_v the_o apostle_n in_o mourn_v o_o wretched_a man_n who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o death_n in_o endeavour_n willing_a or_o endeavour_v to_o live_v honest_o heb._n 13._o 18._o there_o be_v a_o purpose_n to_o walk_v in_o new_a obedience_n and_o a_o hearty_a desire_n so_o to_o do_v and_o not_o to_o serve_v sin_n any_o long_o and_o also_o a_o active_a endeavour_n to_o put_v off_o the_o former_a conversation_n and_o to_o crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n thereof_o to_o consider_v of_o sin_n and_o yet_o still_o to_o love_v it_o and_o still_o to_o live_v in_o it_o to_o study_v to_o fulfil_v the_o lust_n of_o it_o to_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o the_o service_n of_o it_o to_o walk_v in_o darkness_n to_o be_v the_o same_o in_o our_o affection_n to_o it_o and_o in_o our_o obedience_n unto_o it_o this_o be_v not_o only_o a_o vain_a but_o a_o fearful_a consideration_n but_o if_o when_o we_o have_v thorough_o consider_v of_o sin_n in_o the_o vileness_n of_o it_o we_o be_v effectual_o wrought_v upon_o to_o arise_v from_o our_o sinful_a course_n o_o lord_n i_o have_v sin_v exceed_o and_o do_v very_o foolish_o i_o be_o resolve_v to_o leave_v this_o sinful_a way_n lord_n help_v thou_o i_o give_v i_o thy_o grace_n turn_v thou_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v turn_v turn_v away_o my_o heart_n and_o eye_n cause_v i_o to_o put_v off_o my_o old_a conversation_n enable_v i_o to_o walk_v and_o live_v in_o newness_n of_o life_n this_o be_v a_o happy_a fruit_n especial_o if_o it_o have_v two_o other_o effect_n accompany_v it_o viz._n 1._o fervent_a supplication_n if_o it_o carry_v the_o soul_n to_o god_n in_o christ_n for_o mercy_n for_o grace_n for_o strength_n the_o resolution_n to_o reform_v if_o it_o go_v no_o further_a than_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o soul_n it_o will_v easy_o cool_v and_o quick_o fail_v we_o if_o ever_o it_o prove_v right_a it_o must_v carry_v we_o to_o christ_n for_o as_o much_o as_o it_o be_v by_o his_o strength_n and_o by_o his_o grace_n that_o we_o get_v our_o heart_n turn_v from_o sin_n or_o that_o we_o be_v able_a to_o forsake_v our_o sin_n have_v thou_o consider_v of_o thy_o sin_n why_o and_o do_v thou_o not_o discern_v such_o infinite_a guilt_n in_o they_o as_o make_v thou_o for_o ever_o accurse_v if_o thou_o have_v not_o mercy_n in_o christ_n and_o do_v thou_o hereupon_o apply_v thyself_o in_o all_o humbleness_n of_o heart_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o mercy_n o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n according_a the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n blot_v out_o my_o transgression_n behold_v i_o through_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n yea_o o_o lord_n heal_v my_o sinful_a soul_n o_o lord_n change_v my_o heart_n o_o lord_n dissolve_v the_o power_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o by_o thy_o mighty_a power_n subdue_v my_o iniquity_n turn_v i_o from_o all_o sin_n make_v i_o a_o servant_n of_o righteousness_n 2._o diligent_a application_n of_o ourselves_o to_o the_o mean_n private_a and_o public_a ordinary_a and_o extraordinary_a through_o the_o right_a use_n of_o which_o we_o may_v expect_v sufficient_a grace_n from_o god_n to_o work_v
of_o a_o man_n self_n to_o act_n incongruous_a with_o the_o dignity_n of_o his_o place_n and_o calling_n this_o be_v to_o be_v the_o tom_fw-mi of_o a_o parish_n nor_o be_v it_o a_o denial_n of_o those_o gif_n and_o grace_n that_o god_n have_v bestow_v upon_o we_o this_o be_v a_o modest_a lie_n it_o be_v not_o lowliness_n nor_o be_v it_o passive_a humiliation_n wherein_o the_o spirit_n may_v be_v crack_v as_o low_a as_o hell_n and_o yet_o be_v still_o as_o proud_a as_o hell_n nor_o be_v it_o a_o reject_v of_o god_n promise_n because_o we_o can_v bring_v no_o worth_n unto_o they_o but_o humbleness_n which_o accompany_v repentance_n it_o be_v a_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n whereby_o the_o penitential_a person_n from_o right_a knowledge_n become_v low_a in_o his_o own_o eye_n describe_v humbleness_n describe_v and_o judge_v himself_o most_o unworthy_a in_o his_o address_n unto_o god_n 1._o it_o be_v a_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n it_o be_v one_o of_o the_o pearl_n in_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v a_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n chain_n which_o the_o apostle_n will_v have_v we_o to_o put_v on_o col._n 3._o 12._o a_o humble_a spirit_n be_v a_o spiritual_a ornament_n some_o grace_n be_v more_o visible_a and_o stir_a as_o faith_n and_o charity_n other_o be_v more_o reserve_v and_o hide_a like_o soul_n among_o the_o stuff_n as_o patience_n and_o humility_n but_o a_o grace_n it_o be_v be_v a_o supernatural_a quality_n not_o bear_v with_o we_o but_o add_v unto_o we_o in_o our_o first_o birth_n we_o come_v out_o with_o very_o high_a and_o stout_a spirit_n in_o our_o second_o birth_n with_o very_o lowly_a and_o humble_a spirit_n in_o our_o low_a birth_n with_o high_a spirit_n in_o our_o high_a and_o excellent_a birth_n with_o lowly_a spirit_n 2._o make_v we_o low_o in_o our_o own_o eye_n behold_v say_v job_n 40._o 4._o eye_n make_v we_o low_o in_o our_o own_o eye_n i_o be_o vile_a i_o nothing_o worth_a base_a what_o shall_v i_o answer_v thou_o i_o be_o as_o a_o wean_a child_n say_v david_n psa_n 131._o 2._o i_o have_v not_o the_o understanding_n of_o a_o man_n say_v agur_n pro._n 30._o 2._o not_o as_o if_o i_o have_v yet_o attain_v say_v the_o apostle_n phil._n 3._o hence_o be_v it_o that_o in_o scripture_n humble_a person_n be_v call_v little_a one_o of_o these_o little_a one_o say_v christ_n little_a not_o only_o in_o the_o proud_a contempt_n of_o the_o world_n but_o little_a in_o their_o own_o humble_a estimation_n of_o themselves_o as_o david_n be_v say_v to_o be_v little_a in_o his_o own_o eye_n one_o who_o set_v a_o very_a low_a rate_n and_o value_n on_o himself_o and_o they_o be_v say_v to_o be_v poor_a poor_a in_o spirit_n they_o have_v indeed_o very_o rich_a grace_n but_o very_o poor_a opinion_n and_o conceit_n of_o themselves_o i_o who_o be_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n say_v abraham_n a_o worm_n and_o no_o man_n say_v david_n excellency_n they_o have_v but_o they_o be_v not_o puff_v up_o by_o they_o god_n do_v raise_v they_o but_o they_o raise_v not_o themselves_o they_o be_v precous_a and_o honourable_a in_o his_o sight_n but_o vile_a and_o nothing_o in_o their_o own_o they_o have_v a_o high_a call_v and_o high_a grace_n and_o high_a privilege_n but_o still_o low_a heart_n when_o they_o look_v on_o their_o natural_a frame_n that_o be_v as_o low_a as_o earth_n when_o they_o look_v on_o their_o sinful_a frame_n that_o be_v as_o low_a as_o hell_n when_o they_o look_v on_o their_o spiritual_a frame_n then_o how_o little_a it_o be_v but_o some_o say_v oh_o that_o god_n will_v help_v my_o unbelief_n that_o sorrow_n be_v but_o a_o drop_n that_o love_n but_o a_o spark_n that_o knowledge_n but_o a_o dawn_a light_n their_o strength_n but_o weakness_n other_o have_v more_o they_o have_v but_o little_a still_o they_o complain_v of_o defect_n infirmity_n fail_n what_o they_o have_v be_v nothing_o to_o the_o much_o they_o want_v no_o vine_n so_o unfruitful_a no_o servant_n so_o unprofitable_a as_o they_o judge_v themselves_o unworthy_a in_o their_o address_n to_o god_n thy_o saint_n say_v moses_n humble_v themselves_o at_o thy_o foot_n unworthy_a to_o god_n judge_v themselves_o unworthy_a in_o their_o address_n to_o god_n come_v before_o god_n unworthy_a to_o obtain_v any_o thing_n from_o god_n the_o publican_n dare_v not_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n ezra_n be_v ashamed_a and_o confound_v to_o look_v up_o the_o very_a majesty_n and_o purity_n of_o god_n do_v dazzle_v and_o sometime_o silence_v their_o thought_n and_o when_o they_o do_v worship_n towards_o his_o holy_a place_n then_o mark_v how_o their_o petition_n run_v not_o for_o my_o sake_n o_o lord_n not_o in_o my_o own_o name_n not_o for_o my_o righteousness_n shame_n and_o confusion_n belong_v to_o i_o but_o do_v it_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n for_o thy_o truth_n sake_n for_o thy_o christ_n sake_n o_o lord_n if_o thou_o show_v i_o not_o mercy_n i_o deserve_v none_o if_o thou_o give_v i_o any_o mercy_n it_o be_v only_o of_o thy_o abundant_a mercy_n arise_v from_o a_o right_a knowledge_n as_o pride_n be_v root_v in_o ignorance_n knowledge_n arise_v from_o a_o right_a knowledge_n and_o error_n it_o be_v but_o the_o corrupt_a of_o our_o text_n a_o foolish_a blast_n and_o mistake_v so_o humbleness_n be_v ground_v in_o right_a knowledge_n and_o true_a judgement_n 1._o of_o god_n humble_a person_n do_v more_o exact_o apprehend_v god_n of_o god_n he_o what_o he_o be_v what_o his_o will_n be_v in_o his_o perfection_n of_o holiness_n and_o mercy_n and_o justice_n and_o thereupon_o be_v abase_v in_o their_o own_o sense_n to_o compare_v ourselves_o with_o ourselves_o may_v be_v dangerous_a and_o to_o compare_v ourselves_o with_o other_o inferior_a to_o we_o in_o gift_n and_o grace_n and_o service_n it_o may_v be_v a_o speedy_a way_n to_o puff_n we_o up_o but_o a_o comparison_n of_o ourselves_o with_o god_n o_o how_o short_a be_v we_o how_o nothing_o be_v we_o in_o comparison_n of_o that_o infinite_a fullness_n of_o excellency_n in_o he_o the_o star_n make_v a_o twinkle_n in_o the_o night_n but_o when_o the_o sun_n appear_v they_o hide_v their_o face_n and_o veil_n themselves_o our_o grace_n may_v seem_v to_o cast_v their_o ray_n their_o beam_n and_o to_o have_v some_o lustre_n in_o our_o eye_n whilst_o we_o compare_v they_o with_o other_o or_o ourselves_o in_o darkness_n but_o when_o we_o look_v on_o god_n that_o sun_n that_o fullness_n of_o all_o holiness_n than_o we_o be_v ashamed_a may_v hang_v down_o our_o head_n and_o with_o the_o angel_n cover_v our_o face_n our_o feature_n be_v but_o as_o deformity_n and_o our_o fullness_n but_o poverty_n in_o comparison_n of_o he_o and_o therefore_o when_o job_n have_v a_o while_n confer_v with_o god_n he_o than_o confess_v his_o folly_n and_o ignorance_n and_o abhor_v himself_o and_o will_v speak_v no_o more_o 2._o of_o ourselves_o both_o in_o evil_n and_o in_o good_n for_o evil_a it_o be_v discern_v in_o the_o proper_a nature_n form_n colour_n desert_n of_o it_o oh_o ourselves_o of_o ourselves_o how_o much_o have_v god_n already_o be_v dishonour_v by_o i_o how_o evil._n for_o evil._n often_o how_o high_o any_o one_o transgression_n right_o apprehend_v may_v serve_v to_o abase_v we_o all_o our_o day_n but_o then_o i_o still_o feel_v a_o corrupt_a nature_n apt_a to_o rebel_v to_o step_v aside_o to_o break_v out_o oh_o how_o wonderful_o do_v unbelief_n hardness_n security_n dulness_n distraction_n hypocrisy_n vainglory_n unthankfulness_n folly_n indisposition_n evil_a thought_n corrupt_a affection_n cleave_v unto_o i_o though_o under_o many_o mercy_n opportunity_n help_n assistance_n what_o be_o i_o worthy_a of_o it_o be_v pure_a mercy_n that_o i_o be_o not_o almost_o every_o hour_n throw_v into_o hell_n by_o reason_n of_o continual_a sinning_n for_o good_a look_v on_o it_o in_o all_o respect_n and_o know_v it_o aright_o you_o may_v see_v cause_n of_o humbleness_n 1._o look_v on_o it_o in_o the_o quality_n or_o habit_n at_o the_o best_a very_o weak_a thing_n rather_o of_o desire_n then_o of_o possession_n we_o know_v but_o in_o part_n believe_v with_o fear_n trust_v with_o doubt_n see_v but_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n we_o rather_o imitate_v then_o apprehend_v as_o prosper_n speak_v of_o the_o joy_n of_o grace_n ipsa_fw-la &_o virtutum_fw-la gaudia_fw-la vulnus_fw-la habent_fw-la that_o be_v true_a of_o the_o very_a grace_n even_o our_o wine_n be_v mix_v with_o water_n and_o like_o jacob_n speckled_a sheep_n so_o be_v it_o with_o our_o soul_n some_o of_o all_o grace_n yet_o but_o alittle_o and_o accompany_v with_o the_o relic_n of_o all_o and_o too_o much_o sinfulness_n 2._o look_v on_o it_o in_o the_o act_n and_o fruit_n we_o can_v go_v without_o a_o staff_n and_o too_o like_o jacob_n
why_o shall_v i_o be_v so_o safety_n and_o the_o pledge_n of_o a_o happy_a eternity_n why_o shall_v i_o be_v so_o foolish_a to_o be_v miserable_o bad_a who_o in_o a_o moment_n may_v be_v assure_o bless_v any_o wisdom_n will_v teach_v i_o to_o leave_v a_o wicked_a life_n for_o a_o holy_a and_o good_a which_o have_v make_v i_o to_o know_v that_o mercy_n be_v better_o than_o misery_n and_o that_o heaven_n be_v better_a than_o hell_n 3._o christian_n courage_n if_o we_o will_v not_o act_v the_o way_n of_o heaven_n till_o we_o see_v all_o difficulty_n remove_v and_o all_o danger_n courage_n christian_n courage_n secure_v we_o shall_v never_o enter_v into_o those_o way_n but_o when_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n have_v inflame_v our_o heart_n with_o a_o right_a zeal_n of_o his_o glory_n assure_o we_o will_v be_v ding_o modo_fw-la magnificetur_fw-la christus_fw-la i_o must_v bring_v some_o glory_n to_o my_o god_n etc._n etc._n luther_n fear_v not_o to_o go_v to_o the_o diet_n at_o worm_n have_v there_o be_v as_o many_o devil_n as_o tile_n on_o the_o house_n what_o do_v you_o tell_v s._n paul_n of_o bond_n or_o speak_v to_o the_o courageous_a christian_a of_o discouragement_n i_o have_v swear_v and_o will_v perform_v it_o say_v david_n that_o i_o will_v keep_v thy_o righteous_a statute_n s._n jerom_n will_v not_o only_o renounce_v but_o throw_v off_o and_o trample_v upon_o father_n and_o mother_n for_o christ_n what_o do_v you_o speak_v of_o poverty_n of_o disgrace_n of_o loss_n of_o want_n of_o self-denial_n in_o ease_n in_o pleasure_n etc._n etc._n he_o who_o will_v be_v good_a can_v lose_v nothing_o but_o that_o which_o will_v lose_v he_o and_o get_v that_o which_o he_o shall_v never_o have_v get_v have_v he_o not_o be_v good_a indeed_o 4._o a_o precious_a estimation_n and_o affection_n after_o god_n honour_n ah_o honour_n a_o precious_a estimation_n of_o god_n honour_n do_v we_o in_o any_o holy_a measure_n comprehend_v the_o height_n and_o breadth_n and_o depth_n of_o his_o favour_n in_o christ_n will_v we_o not_o strive_v to_o enter_v in_o at_o the_o strait_a gate_n shall_v not_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n suffer_v violence_n what_o to_o sand_n upon_o a_o sinful_a pleasure_n or_o profit_n or_o way_n and_o to_o lose_v a_o good_a gracious_a bountiful_a god_n what_o sinful_a lust_n pleasure_n way_n will_v we_o stand_v upon_o what_o holy_a course_n or_o way_n will_v we_o set_v upon_o will_v we_o be_v slow_a to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o god_n and_o live_v will_v we_o not_o speedy_o set_v ourselves_o in_o the_o way_n of_o his_o countenance_n zacheus_n be_v desirous_a to_o see_v christ_n upon_o his_o call_n make_v haste_n and_o come_v down_o luke_n 19_o 6._o 5._o a_o tender_a fear_n of_o god_n this_o also_o cause_v a_o present_a execution_n of_o our_o purpose_n you_o read_v what_o it_o wrought_v in_o josiah_n in_o noah_n in_o other_o when_o the_o heart_n apprehend_v its_o way_n to_o be_v evil_a and_o the_o displeasure_n of_o god_n to_o hang_v over_o it_o and_o his_o threaten_n all_o in_o armour_n etc._n etc._n oh_o i_o dare_v not_o go_v on_o to_o offend_v any_o long_o 6._o a_o right_a belief_n in_o god_n whether_o you_o take_v it_o in_o the_o threat_n as_o they_o of_o niniveh_n believe_v the_o preach_n of_o jonah_n and_o god_n a_o tender_a fear_n of_o god_n present_o humble_v and_o reform_v themselves_o and_o way_n chap._n 3._o 5._o promise_n of_o sweet_a mercy_n make_v unto_o real_a penitent_n that_o full_a free_a soon_o mercy_n shall_v be_v have_v why_o if_o those_o be_v believe_v they_o will_v draw_v off_o the_o soul_n from_o a_o sinful_a course_n god_n a_o right_a belief_n in_o god_n unto_o a_o good_a course_n the_o apostle_n therefore_o beseech_v the_o roman_n by_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n to_o be_v transform_v rom._n 12._o 1._o o_o this_o that_o god_n offer_v and_o assure_v i_o of_o mercy_n and_o now_o i_o may_v have_v it_o if_o i_o will_v now_o reform_v a_o put_v the_o soul_n to_o the_o present_a work_n to_o day_n i_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n for_o to_o day_n be_v the_o day_n of_o mercy_n this_o be_v a_o acceptable_a season_n now_o i_o may_v be_v make_v happy_a for_o ever_o luke_n 15._o 20_o and_o he_o arise_v and_o come_v to_o his_o father_n but_o when_o he_o be_v yet_o a_o great_a way_n off_o his_o father_n see_v he_o and_o have_v compassion_n and_o run_v and_o fall_v on_o his_o neck_n and_o kiss_v he_o these_o word_n contain_v in_o they_o two_o part_n 1._o the_o real_a practice_n of_o repentance_n which_o consist_v not_o in_o a_o bare_a resolution_n but_o in_o a_o sincere_a execution_n i_o will_v arise_v say_v the_o prodigal_a this_o be_v motus_fw-la volentis_fw-la and_o he_o do_v arise_v this_o be_v opus_fw-la penitentis_fw-la i_o will_v go_v to_o my_o father_n and_o here_o he_o arise_v and_o come_v to_o his_o father_n 2._o the_o comfortable_a issue_n of_o real_a repentance_n but_o when_o he_o be_v yet_o a_o great_a way_n off_o etc._n etc._n wherein_o you_o have_v considerable_a 1._o the_o quick_a observation_n of_o this_o penitent_n father_n his_fw-la father_n see_v he_o yea_o when_o he_o be_v yet_o a_o great_a way_n off_o even_o in_o this_o sense_n god_n see_v our_o thought_n afar_o off_o god_n many_o time_n be_v unwilling_a to_o see_v the_o sinner_n but_o he_o be_v at_o all_o time_n very_o willing_a to_o espy_v the_o penitent_a 2._o his_o present_a commiseration_n his_fw-la father_n see_v he_o and_o have_v compassion_n on_o he_o wicked_a man_n look_v on_o a_o penitent_a with_o derision_n penitent_a person_n look_v on_o themselves_o with_o abomination_n but_o god_n look_v on_o they_o with_o compassion_n he_o look_v on_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n with_o a_o pitiful_a affection_n when_o ephraim_n repent_v and_o turn_v my_o bowel_n say_v god_n be_v trouble_v for_o he_o i_o will_v sure_o have_v mercy_n on_o he_o as_o soon_o as_o ever_o the_o prodigal_a look_n back_o mercy_n look_v out_o q._n d._n ah_o be_v he_o return_v indeed_o i_o pity_v he_o i_o will_v receive_v he_o i_o will_v forgive_v he_o 3._o his_o gracious_a acceptation_n express_v in_o three_o particular_n 1._o one_o of_o speedy_a readiness_n the_o father_n run_v the_o son_n do_v go_v the_o father_n run_v mercy_n have_v not_o only_o a_o quick_a eye_n but_o foot_n also_o it_o post_v it_o speed_v it_o run_v to_o embrace_v a_o penitent_a god_n be_v very_o slow_a to_o punish_v a_o sinner_n but_o he_o be_v very_o ready_a to_o relieve_v and_o accept_v of_o a_o return_a sinner_n 2._o a_o second_o of_o wonderful_a tenderness_n the_o father_n fall_v on_o his_o neck_n to_o have_v look_v on_o he_o be_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o have_v give_v order_n for_o his_o usage_n have_v it_o not_o be_v well_o to_o have_v take_v he_o by_o the_o hand_n have_v it_o not_o be_v too_o much_o but_o the_o father_n do_v more_o than_o all_o this_o he_o fall_v on_o his_o neck_n divine_a mercy_n will_v not_o only_o meet_v a_o penitent_a but_o embrace_v he_o that_o sinner_n who_o the_o hand_n of_o justice_n will_v have_v everlasting_o confound_v if_o he_o be_v penitent_a the_o arm_n of_o mercy_n will_v love_o clasp_v etc._n etc._n a_o three_o of_o strong_a affectionateness_n and_o kiss_v he_o here_n be_v eye_n to_o behold_v the_o return_a son_n and_o a_o heart_n to_o pity_v he_o and_o foot_n to_o meet_v he_o and_o arm_n to_o embrace_v he_o and_o lip_n also_o to_o kiss_v he_o naked_a mercy_n be_v not_o enough_o in_o god_n account_n for_o a_o true_a penitent_a he_o must_v have_v seal_v mercy_n too_o god_n do_v not_o think_v it_o enough_o that_o he_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o he_o unless_o also_o he_o do_v testify_v and_o make_v it_o know_v that_o he_o be_v so_o there_o be_v many_o excellent_a proposition_n observable_a out_o of_o these_o word_n v._o g._n that_o the_o very_a initial_o of_o true_a repentance_n be_v see_v by_o god_n god_n doct._n 1._o the_o very_a initial_o of_o true_a repentance_n be_v see_v by_o god_n the_o penitent_a prodigal_n be_v in_o the_o way_n but_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o great_a way_n off_o and_o his_o father_n see_v he_o and_o have_v compassion_n i_o say_v i_o will_v confess_v my_o transgression_n unto_o the_o lord_n and_o thou_o forgave_v the_o iniquity_n of_o my_o sin_n psal_n 32._o 5._o vox_fw-la nâ—ndum_fw-la in_o ora_fw-la erat_fw-la &_o auris_fw-la dei_fw-la in_o corda_fw-la erat_fw-la so._n s._n austin_n in_o locum_fw-la isai_n 66._o 2._o to_o this_o man_n will_v i_o look_v even_o to_o he_o that_o be_v poor_a and_o of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n and_o tremble_v at_o my_o word_n repentance_n may_v be_v consider_v in_o three_o degree_n 1._o in_o the_o impression_n of_o it_o and_o this_o be_v when_o so_o much_o grace_n be_v implant_v as_o to_o turn_v the_o heart_n 2._o
to_o show_v all_o kind_n of_o mercy_n to_o the_o true_a penitent_n i_o say_v i_o will_v confess_v and_o thou_o forgave_v i_o you_o see_v here_o in_o the_o text_n what_o tender_a what_o affectionate_a what_o speedy_a what_o free_a mercy_n be_v show_v to_o the_o return_v prodigal_a his_o father_n see_v he_o afar_o off_o and_o have_v compassion_n and_o run_v and_o fall_v on_o his_o neck_n and_o kiss_v he_o what_o can_v he_o do_v more_o there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n betwixt_o god_n come_v to_o punish_v a_o sinner_n and_o his_o come_n to_o show_v mercy_n to_o a_o penitent_a tardus_fw-la ad_fw-la vindictam_fw-la when_o he_o be_v to_o inflict_v punishment_n than_o he_o walk_v and_o deliberate_v as_o it_o be_v there_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o strife_n within_o he_o how_o shall_v i_o give_v thou_o up_o o_o ephraim_n how_o shall_v i_o deliver_v thou_o up_o o_o israel_n how_o shall_v i_o make_v thou_o as_o admah_n how_o shall_v i_o set_v thou_o as_o zeboim_n my_o heart_n be_v turn_v within_o i_o my_o repenting_n be_v kindle_v together_o hos_fw-la 11._o 8._o he_o be_v slow_a to_o wrath_n nah._n 1._o 3._o but_o then_o he_o be_v velox_fw-la ad_fw-la misericordiam_fw-la swift_a quick_a and_o ready_a to_o show_v mercy_n he_o run_v here_o in_o the_o text_n to_o accept_v of_o the_o penitent_a prodigal_n as_o soon_o as_o ever_o ephraim_n say_v i_o repent_v jer._n 31._o 19_o instant_o it_o follow_v i_o will_v sure_o have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o say_v the_o lord_n v._o 20._o i_o have_v sin_v say_v david_n nathan_n have_v it_o in_o commission_n present_o 2_o sam._n 12_o 13._o the_o lord_n have_v do_v away_o thy_o sin_n the_o prophet_n esay_n c._n 30._o 18._o have_v a_o singular_a phrase_n the_o lord_n will_v wait_v that_o he_o may_v be_v gracious_a unto_o you_o he_o do_v even_o watch_v and_o listen_v and_o hearken_v for_o the_o first_o hint_n and_o occasion_n to_o show_v mercy_n i_o hearken_v and_o hear_v jer._n 8._o why_o will_v you_o die_v o_o house_n of_o israel_n ezek._n 18._o 31._o what_o a_o expression_n be_v that_o q._n d._n lo_o here_o be_v mercy_n for_o you_o if_o you_o will_v but_o leave_v your_o sin_n i_o pray_v you_o draw_v not_o confusion_n on_o yourselves_o mercy_n be_v better_a than_o wrath_n turn_v you_o and_o live_v do_v not_o refuse_v mercy_n i_o stand_v not_o upon_o what_o be_v past_a so_o that_o you_o will_v repent_v i_o have_v rather_o show_v you_o mercy_n for_o the_o open_n of_o this_o excellent_a assertion_n premise_v these_o particular_n 1._o what_o it_o be_v to_o show_v mercy_n 2._o what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v ready_a and_o quick_a etc._n etc._n 1._o to_o show_v mercy_n to_o a_o penitent_a import_v many_o thing_n v._o g._n mercy_n what_o it_o be_v to_o show_v mercy_n pitiful_a compassion_n acceptance_n into_o grace_n and_o favour_n abundant_a pardon_n withdrawment_n of_o wrath_n and_o evil_a collation_n of_o any_o good_a all_o this_o be_v show_v of_o mercy_n when_o god_n do_v pity_v a_o man_n bring_v he_o into_o favour_n remit_v offence_n take_v off_o judgement_n pour_v down_o blessing_n thus_o be_v the_o lord_n ready_a to_o do_v to_o the_o true_a penitent_n if_o a_o man_n repent_v indeed_o of_o his_o sin_n the_o lord_n 1._o will_v pity_n he_o he_o god_n will_v pity_v he_o he_o will_v have_v compassion_n on_o we_o say_v the_o church_n mic._n 7._o 19_o and_o will_v pity_v he_o as_o a_o father_n do_v the_o child_n psal_n 103._o 13._o 2._o will_v accept_v he_o into_o favour_n i_o he_o will_v be_v favour_n accept_v he_o into_o favour_n reconcile_v unto_o he_o and_o will_v be_v high_o well_o please_v with_o he_o he_o shall_v pray_v unto_o god_n and_o he_o will_v be_v favourable_a unto_o he_o and_o he_o shall_v see_v his_o face_n with_o joy_n say_v elihu_n job_n 33._o 26._o when_o they_o in_o isa_n 1._o do_v cease_v to_o do_v evil_a and_o learn_v to_o do_v well_o come_v now_o say_v the_o lord_n and_o let_v we_o reason_n together_o q._n d._n we_o be_v now_o very_o good_a friend_n all_o be_v well_o i_o love_v you_o i_o be_o pacify_v towards_o you_o 3._o will_v pardon_v he_o i_o he_o pardon_v he_o discharge_v he_o of_o all_o the_o guilt_n that_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v redundant_fw-la he_o will_v blot_v out_o his_o iniquity_n and_o remember_v they_o no_o more_o and_o though_o they_o be_v seek_v for_o yet_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v find_v jer._n 50._o 20._o if_o the_o 34._o jer._n 31._o 34._o wicked_a forsake_v his_o way_n and_o his_o thought_n god_n will_v abundant_o pardon_v he_o isa_n 55._o 7._o 4._o will_v withdraw_v his_o wrath_n and_o wrath_n withdraw_v his_o wrath_n therefore_o it_o be_v say_v that_o he_o reserve_v not_o wrath_n for_o ever_o and_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n he_o break_v off_o the_o shackle_n and_o bolt_n mic._n 7._o 18._o my_o anger_n be_v turn_v away_o from_o he_o say_v god_n of_o penitent_a israel_n hos_n 14._o 4._o last_o will_v bestow_v any_o covenant_n blessing_n upon_o he_o if_o you_o consent_v and_o obey_v you_o shall_v eat_v the_o good_a he_o bestow_v blessing_n upon_o he_o of_o the_o land_n esa_n 1._o 19_o and_o hos_n 2._o 21._o the_o lord_n will_v hear_v the_o heaven_n and_o the_o heaven_n shall_v hear_v the_o earth_n and_o the_o earth_n shall_v hear_v the_o corn_n and_o the_o wine_n and_o all_o these_o shall_v hear_v jezreel_n 2._o to_o be_v ready_a to_o show_v mercy_n be_v opposite_a to_o dulness_n and_o slowness_n and_o import_v a_o speedy_a aptness_n and_o quickness_n and_o cheerfulness_n there_o be_v a_o fourfold_a readiness_n in_o this_o kind_n 1._o one_o be_v of_o apprehension_n which_o consist_v in_o a_o quick_a observation_n of_o the_o apprehension_n a_o fourfold_a readiness_n to_o show_v mercy_n in_o apprehension_n misery_n and_o need_n that_o a_o sinner_n lie_v under_o such_o a_o readiness_n to_o mercy_n there_o be_v in_o god_n to_o a_o penitent_a sinner_n i_o have_v hear_v ephraim_n bemoan_v himself_o jer._n 31._o 18._o ephraim_n do_v grieve_v for_o sin_n be_v much_o trouble_v and_o ashamed_a and_o confound_v alas_o i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v offend_v the_o lord_n well_o say_v god_n i_o have_v hear_v ephraim_n bemoan_v himself_o q._n d._n i_o take_v special_a notice_n of_o he_o or_o as_o he_o express_v it_o in_o hos_n 14._o 8._o i_o have_v hear_v he_o and_o observe_v he_o 2._o another_o be_v of_o commiseration_n that_o be_v commiseration_n in_o commiseration_n god_n take_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o penitent_a to_o heart_n he_o do_v look_v on_o he_o with_o tender_a affection_n my_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v for_o he_o jer._n 31._o 20._o as_o when_o a_o parent_n behold_v a_o child_n fall_v down_o and_o beg_v for_o acceptance_n with_o flood_n of_o tear_n this_o go_v to_o the_o very_a heart_n of_o he_o it_o stir_v his_o affection_n etc._n etc._n 3._o a_o three_o be_v resolution_n in_o resolution_n of_o resolution_n i_o will_v sure_o have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n do_v present_o incline_v he_o to_o pass_v by_o offence_n and_o to_o accept_v of_o the_o penitent_a to_o think_v thought_n of_o peace_n and_o mercy_n towards_o he_o 4._o a_o four_o be_v of_o expression_n i_o the_o lord_n be_v very_o ready_a not_o only_o to_o intend_v mercy_n but_o to_o manifest_v it_o unto_o expression_n of_o expression_n the_o penitent_a person_n and_o therefore_o as_o soon_o as_o ever_o any_o soul_n do_v repent_v god_n do_v send_v unto_o he_o by_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o assure_v he_o by_o all_o his_o love_a promise_n that_o there_o be_v mercy_n for_o he_o isa_n 40._o 1._o comfort_v you_o my_o people_n act._n 2._o 39_o the_o promise_n be_v to_o you_o and_o to_o your_o child_n it_o be_v thus_o speak_v present_o upon_o their_o repentance_n the_o promise_n of_o pardon_n be_v letter_n patent_n of_o graciousness_n and_o be_v seal_v by_o the_o very_a truth_n of_o god_n and_o leave_v open_a for_o any_o penitent_a person_n to_o behold_v god_n abundant_a mercy_n to_o forgive_v he_o and_o to_o accept_v of_o he_o 3._o god_n be_v not_o only_o ready_a to_o show_v mercy_n to_o the_o penitent_a but_o all_o mercy_n god_n be_v ready_a to_o show_v all_o kind_n of_o mercy_n kind_n of_o mercy_n you_o may_v read_v in_o scripture_n of_o several_a qualification_n as_o it_o be_v of_o mercy_n 1._o there_o be_v free_a mercy_n which_o be_v a_o acceptance_n of_o and_o a_o remission_n or_o discharge_n without_o any_o mercy_n free_a mercy_n desert_n in_o the_o party_n receive_v though_o he_o have_v nothing_o to_o deserve_v mercy_n nay_o though_o he_o have_v enough_o to_o deserve_v wrath_n yet_o the_o lord_n will_v free_o forgive_v he_o such_o a_o kind_n of_o mercy_n have_v god_n for_o the_o penitent_a and_o therefore_o he_o say_v of_o such_o i_o will_v love_v they_o free_o
himself_o in_o dust_n and_o ash_n so_o the_o penitent_a upon_o the_o manifestation_n of_o divine_a favour_n do_v more_o acknowledge_v his_o vileness_n judge_v his_o folly_n and_o abhor_v his_o iniquity_n it_o be_v ever_o true_a that_o the_o great_a mercy_n set_v the_o heart_n at_o great_a distance_n with_o sin_n but_o now_o it_o be_v demand_v why_o shall_v the_o expression_n of_o mercy_n elicit_v confession_n of_o sin_n if_o it_o be_v pardon_v why_o any_o more_o confession_n reason_n though_o hereof_o be_v many_o 1._o piety_n in_o man_n be_v god_n reason_n of_o it_o piety_n in_o man_n be_v not_o opposite_a but_o subordinate_a to_o pity_v in_o god_n not_o opposite_a but_o only_o subordinate_a to_o pity_n in_o god_n divine_a love_n do_v not_o destroy_v but_o increase_v duty_n assurance_n follow_v the_o habit_n and_o always_o advance_v the_o act_n of_o grace_n as_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o seek_v our_o pardon_n by_o confession_n so_o also_o to_o carry_v away_o the_o same_o with_o continue_a confession_n confession_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o a_o transient_a but_o a_o constant_a duty_n as_o the_o mathematician_n speak_v of_o a_o line_n that_o it_o be_v not_o punctum_fw-la but_o fluxus_fw-la punctorum_fw-la so_o i_o say_v of_o any_o duty_n it_o be_v not_o one_o indivisible_a act_n only_o but_o a_o act_n repeat_v to_o believe_v be_v a_o duty_n in_o which_o one_o act_n only_o be_v not_o enough_o for_o i_o must_v still_o keep_v my_o eye_n upon_o christ_n so_o to_o confess_v sin_n be_v a_o duty_n not_o do_v altogether_o because_o once_o do_v but_o still_o to_o be_v do_v because_o a_o duty_n to_o be_v do_v though_o god_n be_v please_v to_o forget_v yet_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o remember_v but_o second_o by_o confession_n of_o sin_n after_o remission_n and_o testimony_n mercy_n mercy_n be_v now_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v mercy_n mercy_n be_v now_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v mercy_n what_o a_o man_n may_v speak_v in_o strait_n be_v one_o thing_n what_o in_o free_a circumstance_n when_o extra_fw-la aleam_fw-la be_v another_o many_o a_o man_n cry_v out_o for_o mercy_n who_o perhaps_o scarce_o will_v give_v mercy_n all_o the_o glory_n afterward_o but_o when_o we_o be_v pardon_v and_o yet_o confess_v sin_n we_o do_v real_o profess_v that_o it_o be_v not_o worthiness_n in_o we_o but_o only_a goodness_n in_o god_n that_o pardon_v no_o man_n can_v more_o full_o give_v the_o glory_n of_o his_o pardon_n to_o sole_a mercy_n than_o he_o who_o do_v confess_v his_o sin_n after_o mercy_n what_o be_v this_o confession_n of_o sin_n but_o as_o if_o the_o person_n shall_v say_v o_o lord_n to_o i_o indeed_o nothing_o do_v belong_v but_o shame_n and_o confusion_n for_o i_o for_o my_o part_n have_v thus_o and_o thus_o sin_v against_o thou_o and_o deserve_v thy_o wrath_n but_o it_o be_v mere_a mercy_n that_o save_v and_o pardon_v i_o 3._o the_o more_o pardon_v mercy_n god_n show_v the_o more_o humility_n be_v thereby_o wrought_v in_o the_o heart_n humility_n the_o more_o pardon_v mercy_n the_o more_o humility_n for_o who_o can_v behold_v much_o pardon_n but_o withal_o must_v know_v it_o be_v much_o sin_n that_o have_v that_o much_o pardon_n he_o have_v great_a cause_n of_o shame_n because_o all_o this_o while_n a_o god_n of_o such_o mercy_n have_v be_v offend_v so_o that_o here_o be_v more_o cause_n for_o the_o heart_n to_o abase_v itself_o and_o to_o confess_v its_o own_o vileness_n 4._o upon_o arise_v new_a and_o more_o ground_n of_o confession_n do_v arise_v gracious_a remission_n more_o and_o new_a ground_n of_o confession_n do_v arise_v before_o i_o be_o pardon_v i_o confess_v my_o sin_n because_o god_n require_v confession_n and_o also_o because_o he_o do_v upon_o a_o right_a confession_n promise_v remission_n when_o i_o be_o pardon_v more_o reason_n of_o confession_n be_v upon_o mercy_n namely_o mercy_n grant_v and_o mercy_n seal_v o_o then_o have_v i_o not_o more_o cause_n to_o confess_v my_o sinful_a vileness_n have_v taste_v of_o most_o unspeakable_a goodness_n in_o the_o pardon_n of_o it_o do_v the_o penitent_a person_n humble_o confess_v his_o sin_n after_o the_o so_o use_v upon_o sense_n of_o pardon_n let_v we_o do_v so_o pardon_n of_o they_o why_o let_v we_o if_o any_o of_o we_o think_v that_o we_o be_v pardon_v do_v so_o too_o it_o be_v a_o truth_n that_o of_o all_o thing_n we_o be_v most_o willing_a to_o forget_v our_o sin_n we_o have_v much_o ado_n to_o keep_v our_o thought_n on_o they_o in_o a_o penitential_a way_n its_o death_n almost_o to_o some_o man_n to_o think_v on_o their_o sin_n thus_o and_o in_o case_n if_o by_o a_o little_a duty_n we_o have_v get_v the_o least_o hope_n of_o pardon_n we_o ordinary_o put_v those_o sin_n off_o from_o any_o future_a solemn_a confession_n this_o i_o conceive_v arise_v from_o two_o cause_n the_o one_o be_v the_o sensible_a influence_n which_o sin_n often_o to_o be_v think_v on_o imprint_n on_o the_o conscience_n after_o consideration_n of_o sin_n we_o have_v usual_o must_v bitterness_n and_o trouble_n which_o we_o willing_o will_v not_o feel_v another_o be_v a_o ignorance_n of_o the_o power_n and_o use_v of_o pardon_v mercy_n which_o as_o it_o bring_v rest_n peace_n so_o most_o hearty_a grief_n and_o confession_n i_o will_v say_v to_o no._n such_o as_o faâ—l_v in_o after_o confession_n it_o be_v suspicious_a whether_o ever_o they_o have_v any_o pardon_n at_o all_o or_o whether_o they_o ever_o true_o repant_v or_o no._n man_n presume_v on_o pardon_n and_o yet_o fail_v in_o a_o after_o confession_n of_o their_o sin_n 1._o it_o be_v suspicious_a whether_o ever_o they_o have_v any_o pardon_n at_o all_o or_o real_a assurance_n thereof_o forasmuch_o as_o they_o fail_v in_o this_o after_o effect_n of_o confession_n which_o be_v always_o the_o more_o increase_v by_o the_o great_a evidence_n of_o divine_a mercy_n 2._o it_o be_v suspicious_a whether_o they_o ever_o true_o repent_v or_o no_o for_o as_o much_o as_o true_a repentance_n do_v incline_v we_o to_o go_v over_o and_o perfect_v all_o the_o act_n and_o branch_n of_o repentance_n whereof_o confession_n in_o a_o right_a manner_n perform_v be_v not_o the_o least_o but_o for_o our_o part_n if_o any_o of_o we_o upon_o a_o penitential_a course_n have_v be_v so_o far_o bless_v as_o to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o god_n with_o peace_n and_o have_v find_v any_o testimony_n of_o his_o pardon_v mercy_n let_v we_o never_o cease_v to_o bless_v that_o mercy_n and_o with_o mournful_a and_o self-judging_a heart_n to_o iterate_v and_o continue_v our_o confession_n of_o the_o sin_n for_o which_o we_o have_v find_v mercy_n motive_n hereunto_o be_v these_o 1._o we_o shall_v hereby_o the_o better_a prolong_v mercy_n motive_n to_o it_o we_o shall_v hereby_o the_o better_a increase_n our_o assurance_n of_o mercy_n and_o increase_v our_o assurance_n of_o divine_a mercy_n i_o conjecture_v that_o you_o shall_v in_o your_o experience_n find_v this_o truth_n viz._n that_o assurance_n live_v long_a in_o a_o believe_a eye_n a_o humble_a spirit_n and_o in_o a_o soul_n accustom_v to_o the_o strict_a exercise_n of_o repentance_n the_o way_n to_o get_v assurance_n of_o pardon_n be_v ever_o the_o best_a way_n to_o preserve_v and_o enlarge_v confession_n our_o conscience_n will_v hereby_o acquit_v we_o for_o the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o confession_n it_o 2._o hereby_o our_o conscience_n shall_v most_o acquit_v we_o for_o the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o confession_n antecedent_n act_n do_v not_o always_o yield_v unto_o we_o that_o solid_a ground_n as_o subsequent_a act_n as_o about_o our_o outward_a mercy_n after_o prayer_n do_v more_o denominate_v the_o celestial_a frame_n then_o former_a prayer_n because_o those_o may_v be_v depend_v on_o self-love_n and_o necessity_n but_o the_o other_o spring_v out_o of_o spiritual_a love_n and_o piety_n and_o respect_n to_o divine_a glory_n so_o be_v it_o in_o the_o business_n of_o confession_n of_o sin_n to_o confess_v under_o the_o beam_n of_o mercy_n be_v a_o better_a temper_n then_o to_o confess_v under_o the_o stroke_n of_o justice_n it_o argue_v a_o more_o holy_a ingenuity_n to_o acknowledge_v and_o bewail_v our_o vileness_n be_v discharge_v of_o wrath_n and_o punishment_n then_o only_o to_o exclaim_v either_o upon_o the_o rack_n or_o upon_o hope_n to_o be_v take_v off_o 3._o hereby_o the_o frame_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v keep_v more_o tender_a against_o sin_n sin_n the_o frame_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v hereby_o keep_v more_o tender_a against_o sin_n as_o ezra_n 9_o 14._o shall_v we_o again_o break_v thy_o commandment_n continue_a sense_n of_o sin_n produce_v four_o singular_a effect_n and_o with_o much_o addition_n too_o most_o cordial_a thankfulness_n most_o tender_a fearfulness_n most_o diligent_a fruitfulness_n most_o careful_a tenderness_n the_o daily_a judger_n of_o his_o former_a sin_n by_o a_o penitential_a
nature_n say_v the_o philosopher_n god_n say_v we_o allot_v unto_o they_o therefore_o live_v christian_n be_v compare_v to_o a_o suck_a and_o thrive_a child_n which_o suck_v and_o grow_v by_o suck_v and_o to_o live_a branch_n that_o grow_v into_o more_o strength_n and_o in_o scripture_n true_a grace_n which_o be_v the_o same_o with_o spiritual_a life_n it_o be_v of_o a_o increase_a and_o grow_v nature_n christ_n compare_v it_o to_o a_o grain_n of_o mustardseed_n which_o be_v little_a at_o first_o but_o in_o time_n grow_v and_o spread_v exceed_o and_o solomon_n compare_v it_o to_o the_o sun_n which_o rise_v more_o and_o more_o to_o the_o perfect_a day_n paul_n commend_v the_o corinthian_n that_o they_o do_v abound_v in_o all_o grace_n and_o pray_v for_o the_o philippian_n that_o their_o love_n may_v a_o bind_v yet_o more_o and_o more_o in_o knowledge_n and_o in_o all_o judgement_n and_o he_o himself_o forget_v what_o be_v behind_o and_o press_v forward_o and_o count_v himself_o not_o to_o have_v apprehend_v o_o you_o who_o take_v yourselves_o to_o be_v alive_a do_v you_o grow_v in_o grace_n many_o man_n grow_v worse_o and_o worse_o under_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n many_o grow_v in_o notion_n but_o they_o do_v not_o grow_v in_o grace_n many_o grow_v into_o new_a opinion_n but_o they_o do_v not_o grow_v in_o holy_a affection_n but_o do_v you_o grow_v in_o grace_n and_o do_v you_o grow_v in_o all_o grace_n and_o do_v you_o grow_v according_a to_o the_o mean_n of_o growth_n alas_o many_o man_n decay_v apace_o and_o many_o man_n like_o picture_n retain_v the_o same_o dimension_n sin_n be_v no_o more_o weaken_v after_o forty_o year_n live_v then_o at_o the_o first_o their_o old_a sin_n retain_v their_o old_a strength_n and_o their_o faith_n receive_v no_o augmentation_n they_o be_v no_o more_o able_a to_o trust_v on_o god_n for_o their_o body_n nor_o to_o rely_v on_o christ_n for_o their_o soul_n then_o heretofore_o the_o barrenness_n and_o unfruitfulness_n of_o christian_n be_v a_o unspeakable_a dishonour_n to_o the_o gospel_n and_o a_o evident_a testimony_n that_o they_o have_v but_o a_o form_n of_o godliness_n without_o the_o power_n of_o it_o i_o may_v now_o have_v show_v you_o that_o true_a spiritual_a growth_n be_v 1._o especial_o a_o inward_a growth_n 2._o and_o a_o general_a growth_n 3._o and_o the_o growth_n come_v in_o by_o the_o growth_n of_o faith_n 4._o and_o appear_v best_a in_o the_o growth_n of_o humility_n 5._o a_o spiritual_a cry_n or_o breath_n be_v another_o sign_n of_o spiritual_a life_n breath_n there_o be_v a_o spiritual_a breath_n if_o a_o man_n can_v but_o groan_v and_o breath_n that_o man_n be_v a_o live_a man_n when_o paul_n be_v convert_v ananias_n be_v send_v unto_o he_o as_o to_o a_o choose_a vessel_n behold_v say_v god_n unto_o he_o he_o pray_v in_o zach._n 12._o 10._o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o of_o supplication_n be_v join_v for_o the_o one_o never_o go_v without_o the_o other_o but_o will_v some_o reply_n this_o can_v be_v a_o sure_a sign_n of_o spiritual_a life_n for_o a_o wicked_a man_n may_v pray_v and_o cry_v to_o god_n we_o read_v of_o their_o prayer_n and_o cry_n in_o scripture_n often_o i_o grant_v it_o but_o 1._o there_o be_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o a_o spiritual_a cry_n and_o a_o natural_a cry_n their_o cry_n arise_v from_o natural_a principle_n but_o not_o from_o a_o spiritual_a principle_n 2._o it_o be_v the_o cry_n of_o a_o distress_a man_n but_o not_o of_o a_o renew_a man_n 3._o it_o be_v a_o cry_n for_o natural_a and_o outward_a good_a but_o not_o for_o spiritual_a and_o everlasting_a good_a 4._o and_o when_o they_o cry_v for_o mercy_n and_o heaven_n it_o be_v not_o that_o mercy_n may_v bring_v they_o into_o a_o holy_a communion_n with_o god_n but_o only_o that_o mercy_n may_v keep_v they_o from_o wrath_n and_o hell_n 6._o last_o a_o spiritual_a manner_n of_o work_v be_v a_o infallible_a evidence_n work_v there_o be_v a_o spiritual_a manner_n of_o work_v of_o a_o spiritual_a quickningâ—_n when_o the_o lord_n convert_v a_o man_n and_o make_v he_o spiritual_o alive_a he_o now_o work_v spiritual_a work_n 1._o by_o spiritual_a rule_n 2._o from_o spiritual_a principle_n in_o the_o strength_n of_o christ_n by_o faith_n and_o from_o love_n 3._o with_o spiritual_a affection_n willing_o cheerful_o and_o delightful_o 4._o for_o spiritual_a end_n 1._o by_o spiritual_a rule_n to_o as_o many_o as_o walk_v according_a rule_n by_o spiritual_a rule_n to_o this_o rule_n peace_n be_v on_o they_o gal._n 6._o 16._o a_o dead_a and_o unconverted_a man_n live_v by_o the_o rule_n of_o his_o sensual_a lust_n or_o the_o custom_n of_o the_o world_n or_o the_o wisdom_n of_o carnal_a policy_n sin_n rule_v he_o and_o man_n rule_v he_o and_o his_o profit_n and_o pleasure_n rule_v he_o but_o when_o the_o man_n be_v convert_v now_o god_n rule_v he_o he_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o god_n word_n and_o life_n as_o 1_o pet._n 4._o 2._o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n his_o action_n intention_n desire_n step_n be_v measure_v by_o the_o word_n it_o be_v not_o a_o libet_fw-la but_o a_o licet_fw-la the_o word_n let_v he_o out_o and_o bring_v he_o in_o whether_o the_o live_a creature_n go_v thither_o the_o wheel_n go_v so_o etc._n etc._n 2._o from_o spiritual_a principle_n o_o sir_n principle_n from_o spiritual_a principle_n a_o man_n may_v do_v much_o work_n which_o we_o call_v spiritual_a from_o a_o carnal_a and_o low_a principle_n self-love_n vainglory_n education_n a_o quick_a conscience_n may_v set_v out_o much_o but_o the_o live_a christian_n work_n arise_v from_o union_n with_o christ_n all_o be_v do_v in_o the_o strength_n of_o christ_n and_o faith_n fetch_v strength_n from_o christ_n to_o pray_v and_o to_o preach_v and_o to_o mourn_v and_o to_o repent_v etc._n etc._n 3._o with_o spiritual_a affection_n affection_n with_o spiritual_a affection_n there_o be_v a_o connaturalness_n betwixt_o a_o spiritual_a heart_n and_o a_o spiritual_a work_n thy_o word_n be_v the_o rejoice_v of_o my_o heart_n i_o be_v glad_a say_v david_n when_o they_o say_v unto_o i_o let_v we_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n i_o delight_v say_v paul_n in_o the_o law_n of_o god_n after_o the_o inward_a man_n it_o be_v good_a for_o â—e_a to_o draw_v near_o to_o god_n there_o be_v affection_n in_o the_o work_n of_o a_o live_a man_n his_o work_n drop_v out_o of_o his_o heart_n another_o man_n fall_n out_o of_o his_o part_n 4._o for_o spiritual_a end_n so_o that_o christ_n may_v be_v glorify_v we_o live_v end_n for_o spiritual_a end_n unto_o the_o lord_n unto_o he_o that_o die_v for_o we_o whatsoever_o you_o do_v do_v it_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n that_o god_n in_o all_o thing_n may_v be_v glorify_v through_o jesus_n christ_n 1_o pet._n 4._o 11._o obj._n but_o will_v some_o say_v if_o these_o be_v sign_n of_o the_o life_n of_o these_o complaint_n of_o the_o want_n of_o all_o these_o grace_n of_o one_o be_v make_v spiritual_o alive_a than_o i_o be_o in_o a_o sad_a condition_n for_o 1._o i_o find_v much_o sin_n still_o live_v in_o i_o 2._o and_o i_o find_v very_o dull_a if_o not_o dead_a affection_n and_o i_o find_v 3._o exceed_v impotency_n to_o what_o be_v good_a 4._o and_o i_o can_v find_v that_o old_a appetite_n and_o those_o old_a â—ervent_a crieâ—_n of_o prayer_n which_o here_o 〈◊〉_d i_o find_v 5._o and_o as_o for_o grow_v hunger_n spiritual_a mean_n o_o my_o heart_n sink_v to_o behold_v the_o rich_a season_n of_o grace_n and_o my_o barrenness_n and_o unfruitfulness_n under_o they_o sol._n i_o shall_v answer_v answer_v be_v â—â—â—th_o that_o any_o true_o live_a soul_n shall_v go_v away_o with_o a_o sad_a heart_n therefore_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o answer_v thy_o fear_n 1._o generally_n 2._o then_o distinct_o 1._o general_o thus_o 1._o such_o complaint_n as_o these_o ordinary_o generally_n generally_n be_v the_o language_n not_o of_o the_o dead_a but_o of_o the_o live_n when_o shall_v you_o hear_v such_o inditâ—ments_n from_o a_o base_a lewd_a sin-loving_a and_o serve_a person_n o_o no_o these_o be_v the_o complaint_n of_o a_o heart_n that_o be_v spiritual_o sensible_a and_o spiritual_o tender_a and_o spiritual_o jealous_a and_o which_o will_v not_o be_v deceive_v in_o its_o spiritual_a condition_n 2._o if_o such_o complaint_n as_o these_o be_v attend_v with_o inward_a humbling_n and_o abasing_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o with_o desire_n and_o endeavour_n of_o help_n assure_o they_o be_v the_o testimony_n of_o a_o live_a man_n who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o o_o wretched_a man_n be_v the_o complaint_n of_o live_a paul_n 3._o if_o thou_o can_v not_o at_o all_o time_n find_v every_o one_o of_o the_o forename_a symptom_n of_o life_n yet_o if_o at_o any_o time_n thou_o can_v find_v
not_o to_o lose_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o our_o discomfort_n it_o be_v a_o miracle_n that_o the_o three_o child_n be_v in_o a_o fiery_a furnace_n yet_o not_o one_o hair_n of_o their_o head_n be_v singe_v it_o be_v a_o miracle_n that_o moses_n bush_n be_v burn_v and_o not_o consume_v oh_o it_o be_v a_o sad_a wonder_n that_o so_o many_o affliction_n be_v upon_o man_n and_o not_o one_o sin_n trouble_v not_o one_o sin_n consume_v mortify_v 2._o many_o person_n though_o much_o afflict_a and_o long_o afflict_v yet_o be_v not_o convert_v god_n complain_v of_o old_a they_o return_v not_o to_o he_o sinner_n many_o person_n though_o much_o and_o long_o afflict_v be_v not_o convert_v eâ—ghâ—_n so_o â—s_v of_o personâ—_n stupid_a sinner_n depurate_a sinner_n that_o smite_v they_o and_o in_o another_o place_n yet_o have_v you_o not_o return_v to_o i_o say_v the_o lord_n there_o be_v eight_o sort_n of_o man_n who_o affliction_n have_v not_o be_v effectual_a to_o their_o conversion_n 1._o stupid_a sinner_n who_o know_v not_o from_o who_o affliction_n be_v send_v nor_o for_o what_o end_n wherefore_o have_v all_o this_o evil_n befall_v we_o say_v they_o 2._o desperate_a sinner_n who_o forsake_v god_n in_o their_o affliction_n they_o cry_v not_o when_o he_o bind_v they_o job_n 30._o 13._o this_o evil_n be_v of_o the_o lord_n why_o shall_v i_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n any_o long_o say_v he_o in_o 2_o kin._n 6._o 33._o 3._o bold_n sinner_n who_o grow_v worse_a and_o worse_o under_o their_o affliction_n as_o sinner_n bold_n sinner_n the_o anvil_n by_o blow_n be_v more_o harden_v like_o ahaz_n in_o his_o distress_n who_o sin_v yet_o more_o 2_o chr._n 28._o 22._o 4._o proud_a sinner_n who_o repine_v and_o murmur_n and_o complain_v against_o god_n fret_v against_o he_o and_o sinner_n proud_a sinner_n perhaps_o curse_v of_o god_n as_o they_o in_o iâ—_n 8._o 21._o 5._o careless_n sinner_n who_o sinner_n careless_n sinner_n regard_v not_o the_o operation_n of_o god_n hand_n and_o lay_v nothing_o to_o heart_n the_o unjust_a know_v no_o shame_n zep._n 3._o 5._o 6._o politic_a sinner_n who_o think_v sinner_n politic_a sinner_n despair_v sinner_n to_o make_v up_o their_o loss_n by_o any_o temporize_a compliance_n 7._o despair_v sinner_n who_o sink_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o worldly_a loss_n and_o cross_n a_o worldly_a sorrow_n do_v seize_v on_o they_o even_o unto_o death_n and_o crush_v they_o as_o rachel_n etc._n etc._n 8._o hypocritical_a sinner_n who_o seem_v to_o turn_v unto_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o fast_v but_o it_o be_v like_o judah_n friendly_a sinner_n hypocritical_a sinner_n not_o with_o their_o whole_a heart_n at_o the_o best_a they_o do_v but_o stop_v in_o sin_v but_o they_o do_v not_o forsake_v their_o sin_n their_o righteousness_n be_v but_o as_o the_o morning_n dew_n hos_fw-la 6._o i_o will_v but_o say_v three_o thing_n to_o all_o these_o man_n 1._o it_o be_v a_o sure_a sign_n that_o the_o affliction_n be_v whip_n of_o wrath_n and_o not_o rod_n of_o love_n they_o come_v not_o from_o a_o father_n but_o from_o a_o judg._n 2._o it_o be_v a_o sure_a sign_n that_o great_a affliction_n be_v to_o follow_v i_o will_v chastise_v you_o seven_o time_n more_o leu._n 26._o 21._o or_o else_o which_o be_v worse_o eternal_a destruction_n reprobate_n silver_n shall_v they_o be_v call_v because_o i_o will_v have_v purge_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v not_o purge_v thou_o shall_v not_o be_v purge_v till_o i_o cause_v my_o fury_n to_o rest_v upon_o thou_o 3._o it_o be_v a_o sign_n that_o man_n be_v very_o wicked_a drown_v in_o the_o love_n of_o sin_n or_o the_o world_n or_o that_o a_o spirit_n of_o atheism_n prevail_v and_o reign_v in_o they_o i_o now_o proceed_v to_o another_o proposition_n which_o be_v employ_v in_o these_o word_n that_o there_o be_v a_o almighty_a power_n require_v to_o convert_v or_o change_v a_o sinner_n doct._n 5._o there_o be_v a_o almighty_a power_n require_v to_o convert_v a_o sinner_n sinner_n no_o less_o than_o be_v requisite_a to_o quicken_v a_o dead_a man_n this_o my_o son_n be_v dead_a and_o be_v alive_a again_o to_o awaken_v a_o man_n out_o of_o sleep_n needs_o no_o great_a power_n a_o word_n a_o call_n a_o cry_n a_o little_a stir_v may_v do_v it_o but_o to_o quicken_v a_o dead_a man_n here_o call_v and_o cry_n and_o stir_n will_v not_o do_v it_o all_o the_o power_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n will_v not_o do_v it_o in_o act_n 2._o 41._o you_o read_v of_o three_o thousand_o convert_v at_o one_o sermon_n and_o in_o act_n 4._o 4._o of_o five_o thousand_o convert_v at_o another_o sermon_n so_o many_o so_o quick_o convert_v certain_o the_o power_n that_o wrought_v this_o must_v be_v almighty_a jesus_n christ_n himself_o must_v come_v and_o he_o must_v cry_v and_o he_o must_v cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n lazarus_n come_v forth_o joh._n 11._o 43._o the_o apostle_n speak_v of_o the_o exceed_a greatness_n of_o god_n power_n towards_o they_o that_o believe_v and_o of_o the_o work_n of_o his_o mighty_a power_n ephes_n 1._o 19_o even_o such_o a_o power_n as_o god_n wrought_v in_o christ_n when_o he_o raise_v he_o from_o the_o dead_a v._o 20._o there_o be_v a_o twofold_a opinion_n about_o the_o power_n which_o be_v put_v forth_o only_o the_o power_n put_v forth_o in_o conversion_n not_o moral_a only_o in_o a_o sinner_n conversion_n 1._o some_o hold_v it_o to_o be_v moral_a only_o because_o this_o be_v most_o congruous_a to_o the_o will_n of_o man_n which_o be_v a_o moral_a subject_n god_n they_o imagine_v do_v offer_v and_o propound_v such_o object_n with_o such_o argument_n which_o do_v woo_v and_o allure_v and_o prevail_v with_o the_o will_n of_o a_o sinner_n sol._n it_o be_v true_a that_o the_o outward_a mean_n work_v only_o after_o a_o moral_a way_n the_o word_n which_o be_v the_o ministry_n for_o conversion_n it_o do_v offer_v to_o the_o sinner_n argument_n of_o life_n and_o death_n it_o reveal_v and_o command_n and_o promise_v and_o threaten_v but_o a_o moral_a suasion_n as_o they_o call_v it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a to_o convert_v and_o there_o be_v four_o reason_n which_o to_o i_o seem_v very_o strong_a and_o unanswerable_a against_o it_o 1._o the_o prove_v prove_v very_a phrase_n by_o which_o a_o sinner_n conversion_n be_v express_v in_o scripture_n do_v surmount_v a_o moral_a suasion_n there_o be_v no_o less_o power_n to_o convert_v a_o sinner_n then_o there_o be_v 1._o to_o create_v man_n at_o the_o first_o 2._o there_o shall_v be_v to_o raise_v the_o dead_a at_o the_o last_o when_o a_o sinner_n be_v convert_v he_o be_v say_v to_o be_v create_v again_o to_o be_v bear_v again_o to_o be_v regenerate_v his_o heart_n be_v say_v to_o be_v open_v and_o circumcise_v his_o strong_a heart_n be_v take_v away_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n be_v give_v unto_o he_o sure_o all_o this_o be_v more_o than_o a_o moral_a power_n 2._o this_o moral_a suasion_n must_v necessary_o presuppose_v some_o power_n and_o ability_n in_o he_o with_o who_o it_o deal_v as_o if_o you_o counsel_v a_o man_n you_o suppose_v something_o in_o he_o to_o incline_v he_o to_o hearken_v if_o you_o do_v not_o suppose_v such_o a_o power_n than_o it_o must_v be_v suppose_v that_o your_o counsel_n be_v in_o vain_a as_o if_o you_o shall_v counsel_v a_o ethiopian_a to_o change_v his_o skin_n or_o a_o blind_a man_n to_o see_v this_o be_v in_o vain_a for_o there_o be_v no_o power_n in_o they_o to_o do_v these_o 3._o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n in_o respect_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v then_o contingent_a it_o may_v be_v and_o it_o may_v not_o be_v though_o god_n intend_v to_o convert_v a_o man_n yet_o he_o may_v fail_v and_o miss_v of_o the_o event_n for_o as_o much_o as_o a_o moral_a work_n be_v resistable_a and_o may_v easy_o be_v put_v by_o how_o often_o will_v i_o have_v gather_v your_o child_n and_o you_o will_v not_o you_o always_o resist_v the_o holy-ghost_n 4._o yea_o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n shall_v in_o the_o event_n depend_v more_o upon_o the_o will_n of_o man_n then_o on_o the_o will_n of_o god_n the_o grace_n offer_v be_v common_a and_o it_o be_v make_v peculiar_a and_o differential_a by_o man_n will_n the_o right_a use_n of_o grace_n be_v not_o of_o grace_n but_o of_o free_a will_n so_o that_o discrimen_fw-la siliorum_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o seculi_fw-la be_v a_o natura_fw-la not_o ex_fw-la gratia_fw-la the_o moral_a suasion_n be_v present_v unto_o two_o sinner_n the_o suasion_n be_v alike_o why_o do_v it_o bring_v this_o man_n and_o not_o the_o other_o man_n to_o conversion_n there_o can_v be_v no_o reason_n give_v but_o this_o that_o the_o one_o will_v hearken_v to_o it_o the_o other_o will_v not_o so_o that_o the_o effect_n of_o conversion_n
another_o be_v accidental_a which_o alter_v the_o quality_n of_o man_n naaman_n be_v the_o same_o man_n when_o he_o be_v a_o leper_n and_o when_o he_o be_v cure_v of_o his_o leprosy_n he_o be_v the_o same_o for_o substance_n of_o it_o there_o be_v no_o change_n but_o he_o be_v not_o the_o same_o for_o the_o accidental_a quality_n because_o his_o leprosy_n be_v change_v such_o a_o change_n be_v there_o in_o conversion_n the_o sinful_a leprosy_n be_v change_v and_o a_o fair_a beautiful_a form_n of_o holiness_n be_v put_v into_o his_o soul_n the_o glove_n be_v now_o perfume_a the_o bitter_a water_n be_v now_o season_v another_o nature_n contrary_a to_o his_o former_a nature_n be_v now_o infuse_v old_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a 2._o cor._n 5._o 17._o again_o observe_v that_o the_o accidental_a change_n or_o alteration_n of_o a_o person_n be_v likewise_o twofold_a 1._o one_o be_v corruptive_a which_o be_v from_o good_a to_o evil_n such_o a_o change_n be_v there_o in_o the_o angel_n that_o fall_v they_o fall_v from_o heaven_n to_o hell_n from_o be_v child_n of_o light_n to_o be_v the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n and_o such_o a_o change_n be_v there_o in_o adam_n that_o fall_v o_o what_o a_o change_n what_o a_o sudden_a loss_n of_o great_a possession_n of_o unspeakable_a perfection_n o_o how_o good_a once_o he_o be_v o_o what_o a_o sinner_n now_o he_o be_v 2._o another_o be_v perfective_a which_o be_v from_o evil_a to_o good_a such_o a_o change_n be_v conversion_n why_o it_o be_v from_o sin_n to_o god_n it_o be_v more_o than_o for_o joseph_n to_o leave_v the_o prison_n and_o be_v make_v a_o prince_n when_o a_o man_n be_v convert_v he_o be_v now_o raise_v and_o enable_v with_o the_o nature_n and_o life_n and_o excellency_n of_o god_n and_o christ_n true_a conversion_n be_v a_o perfect_a change_n one_o distinction_n more_o i_o can_v omit_v it_o be_v this_o the_o perfective_a change_n be_v likewise_o twofold_a 1._o relative_n and_o forinsecal_v as_o in_o the_o justification_n of_o a_o sinner_n when_o a_o sinner_n be_v justify_v the_o state_n of_o this_o sinner_n be_v change_v before_o it_o he_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o death_n and_o condemnation_n after_o it_o he_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o life_n and_o absolution_n 2._o inherent_a and_o intrinsical_v as_o here_o in_o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n which_o be_v a_o change_n within_o a_o man_n a_o change_n not_o so_o proper_o of_o his_o condition_n as_o of_o his_o disposition_n even_o from_o one_o contrary_a to_o another_o and_o that_o à _fw-la genere_fw-la ad_fw-la genus_fw-la from_o one_o kind_n of_o quality_n to_o another_o kind_n a_o sinner_n have_v sometime_o a_o contrary_a motion_n of_o good_a to_o evil_n put_v into_o he_o but_o this_o be_v not_o conversion_n for_o it_o be_v not_o a_o mutation_n but_o a_o motion_n a_o sinner_n inclination_n be_v sometime_o withhold_v that_o he_o do_v not_o sin_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o conversion_n for_o it_o be_v a_o chain_a only_a not_o a_o change_n of_o his_o disposition_n the_o lion_n be_v a_o lion_n in_o chain_n a_o sinner_n go_v from_o one_o sin_n to_o another_o he_o leave_v his_o riotousness_n and_o turn_v to_o covetousness_n he_o leave_v profaneness_n and_o turn_v to_o hypocrisy_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o conversion_n for_o his_o sinful_a disposition_n be_v not_o alter_v from_o kind_n to_o kind_n it_o be_v but_o a_o shift_a from_o one_o evil_a to_o another_o evil_n as_o the_o wind_n from_o one_o point_n to_o another_o it_o be_v not_o a_o change_n from_o evil_a to_o good_a if_o a_o man_n can_v leave_v all_o the_o sin_n in_o the_o world_n and_o yet_o he_o love_v and_o serve_v but_o one_o this_o man_n be_v not_o a_o convert_a man_n because_o conversion_n be_v a_o change_n from_o one_o kind_n to_o a_o contrary_a kind_n which_o the_o man_n come_v short_a of_o who_o heart_n be_v still_o set_v on_o any_o one_o sin_n 2._o true_a conversion_n be_v a_o very_a great_a and_o notable_a change_n change_n it_o be_v a_o very_a great_a and_o not_o able_a change_n there_o be_v no_o change_n i_o think_v in_o all_o the_o world_n of_o that_o height_n and_o depth_n as_o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n no_o not_o that_o from_o grace_n to_o glory_n because_o it_o be_v but_o ab_fw-la imperfecto_fw-la and_o this_o be_v à _fw-la contrario_fw-la the_o scripture_n do_v frequent_o parallel_v it_o even_o with_o those_o change_n which_o be_v miraculous_a when_o christ_n make_v the_o blind_a to_o see_v and_o the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v and_o the_o dead_a to_o live_v and_o dispossess_v devil_n these_o be_v very_o great_a and_o notable_a change_n take_v they_o single_a and_o they_o be_v so_o now_o all_o these_o miracle_n be_v wrought_v in_o any_o one_o convert_v person_n it_o be_v call_v a_o creation_n a_o resurrection_n etc._n etc._n because_o god_n put_v out_o as_o much_o power_n in_o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n as_o he_o do_v in_o create_v the_o world_n it_o be_v the_o prime_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n the_o top_n the_o very_o high_a when_o any_o one_o man_n be_v convert_v the_o blind_a be_v make_v to_o see_v and_o the_o deaf_a be_v make_v to_o hear_v isai_n 29._o 18._o in_o that_o day_n shall_v the_o deaf_a hear_v the_o word_n of_o the_o book_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a shall_v see_v out_o of_o obscurity_n and_o out_o of_o darkness_n and_o the_o dumb_a be_v make_v to_o speak_v and_o the_o lame_a be_v make_v to_o leap_v isai_n 35._o 5._o the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a shall_v be_v open_v and_o the_o ear_n of_o the_o deaf_a shall_v be_v unstop_v v._o 6._o then_o shall_v the_o lame_a man_n leap_v as_o a_o hart_n and_o the_o tongue_n of_o the_o dumb_a sing_v yea_o and_o the_o dead_a be_v make_v to_o live_v this_o my_o son_n be_v dead_a and_o be_v alive_a again_o and_o so_o many_o sin_n as_o there_o be_v from_o which_o the_o heart_n be_v convert_v of_o so_o many_o devil_n be_v that_o heart_n dispossess_v thy_o filthiness_n be_v a_o unclean_a devil_n and_o thy_o persecution_n be_v a_o rage_a devil_n every_o sin_n that_o possess_v thou_o be_v a_o strong_a devil_n within_o thou_o oh_o what_o a_o great_a change_n be_v it_o to_o behold_v a_o stone_n turn_v into_o flesh_n and_o yet_o in_o conversion_n the_o heart_n of_o stone_n be_v turn_v into_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n ezek._n 36._o 26._o what_o a_o change_n be_v it_o to_o see_v a_o stone_n change_v into_o a_o son_n of_o abraham_n and_o yet_o in_o conversion_n a_o stony_a heart_a sinner_n be_v change_v into_o a_o son_n of_o god_n what_o a_o change_n be_v it_o to_o see_v darkness_n turn_v into_o light_n yet_o in_o conversion_n it_o be_v so_o you_o be_v once_o darkness_n but_o now_o be_v you_o light_v in_o the_o lord_n eph._n 5._o 8._o what_o shall_v i_o say_v in_o conversion_n the_o bramble_n become_v a_o fig_n tree_n and_o the_o lion_n become_v a_o lamb_n and_o the_o wilderness_n be_v turn_v into_o a_o paradise_n and_o hell_n be_v turn_v into_o heaven_n the_o extortioner_n turn_v liberal_a so_o do_v zacheus_n the_o persecutor_n become_v a_o martyr_n so_o do_v paul_n the_o hideous_a sinner_n become_v a_o saint_n so_o do_v nature_n four_o thing_n seâ—_n out_o the_o greatness_n of_o this_o change_n theâ—e_n be_v a_o change_n of_o nature_n in_o nature_n the_o corinthian_n the_o blasphemer_n now_o fear_v a_o oath_n there_o be_v four_o thing_n which_o set_v out_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o change_n in_o a_o sinner_n conversion_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o change_n of_o nature_n in_o nature_n there_o be_v a_o man_n and_o a_o man_n in_o the_o same_o man_n a_o old_a man_n and_o a_o new_a man_n in_o the_o same_o man_n two_o judgement_n in_o one_o judgement_n two_o will_n in_o one_o will_n like_o two_o army_n in_o one_o field_n or_o like_o the_o twin_n in_o rebecca_n womb._n 2._o there_o be_v the_o strange_a unlikeness_n to_o a_o moment_n this_o be_v in_o a_o moment_n man_n self_n in_o a_o moment_n that_o ever_o be_v in_o a_o moment_n to_o hate_n christ_n exceed_o and_o the_o next_o moment_n to_o love_n christ_n above_o all_o to_o crucify_v christ_n because_o he_o say_v he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o present_o confess_v that_o he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n to_o mock_v the_o apostle_n as_o drunkard_n and_o present_o cry_v out_o what_o shall_v we_o do_v etc._n etc._n this_o moment_n to_o love_v sin_n as_o if_o it_o be_v my_o only_a heaven_n and_o the_o next_o moment_n to_o loath_a sin_n as_o if_o it_o be_v my_o only_a hell_n now_o to_o count_v all_o truth_n and_o holiness_n but_o as_o dung_n to_o the_o world_n and_o present_o to_o count_v all_o the_o world_n but_o as_o dung_n
to_o another_o or_o from_o a_o present_a and_o sudden_a apprehension_n of_o matter_n or_o from_o the_o defect_n of_o strength_n or_o from_o judicial_a impression_n by_o the_o appear_a of_o death_n or_o from_o education_n or_o from_o respect_n to_o our_o superior_n and_o friend_n and_o hope_n which_o we_o have_v from_o they_o etc._n etc._n 2._o if_o the_o heart_n shall_v never_o gracious_o be_v change_v damn_v if_o the_o heart_n be_v never_o change_v the_o man_n be_v damn_v as_o sure_o as_o god_n live_v the_o man_n will_v be_v damn_v though_o the_o man_n may_v have_v part_n ability_n honour_n be_v civil_a ingenuous_a candid_a and_o punctual_a with_o man_n and_o in-offensive_a in_o his_o deal_n o_o friend_n the_o heart_n or_o soul_n be_v that_o which_o god_n look_v on_o and_o every_o man_n be_v as_o his_o heart_n be_v as_o that_o be_v so_o the_o man_n be_v he_o be_v so_o for_o the_o present_a and_o he_o be_v so_o for_o eternity_n except_o a_o man_n be_v bear_v again_o he_o can_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n say_v christ_n to_o nicodemus_n joh._n 3._o 3_o if_o any_o man_n be_v in_o christ_n he_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n say_v the_o apostle_n 2_o cor._n 5._o 17._o old_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a christ_n you_o know_v be_v the_o way_n the_o truth_n and_o the_o life_n can_v the_o christless_a man_n ever_o be_v a_o heavenly_a man_n assure_o no_o christ_n no_o heaven_n but_o then_o if_o a_o man_n be_v in_o christ_n he_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n i_o christ_n do_v change_v he_o and_o form_n he_o a_o new_a he_o strip_v he_o of_o his_o old_a heart_n and_o put_v into_o he_o a_o new_a heart_n these_o thing_n be_v premise_v i_o now_o come_v to_o answer_v the_o case_n answer_v the_o case_n answer_v propound_v only_o i_o must_v crave_v favour_n to_o acquaint_v you_o with_o two_o thing_n one_o that_o i_o speak_v not_o of_o such_o a_o change_n as_o imply_v perfection_n but_o only_o of_o that_o which_o although_o it_o be_v true_a and_o save_a be_v nevertheless_o imperfect_a for_o so_o be_v all_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n in_o this_o life_n another_o be_v that_o i_o intend_v not_o to_o give_v you_o character_n of_o a_o progressive_a change_n which_o may_v be_v find_v in_o christian_n who_o god_n have_v call_v and_o convert_v and_o change_v for_o many_o year_n in_o who_o the_o work_n of_o conversion_n be_v come_v to_o much_o maturity_n and_o strength_n but_o only_o of_o a_o initial_a change_n as_o it_o stand_v in_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n although_o new_o wrought_v and_o perhaps_o it_o be_v very_o feeble_a and_o weak_a yet_o it_o be_v to_o be_v find_v in_o every_o man_n who_o divine_a grace_n do_v convert_v now_o this_o initial_a change_n may_v be_v evidence_v by_o the_o several_a contrary_a habitude_n and_o fix_a carriage_n in_o the_o convert_a contraricty_n the_o initial_a change_n evidence_v by_o the_o several_a contraricty_n person_n as_o to_o time_n past_a and_o time_n present_a and_o time_n future_a in_o respect_n of_o all_o which_o you_o shall_v clear_o discern_v a_o singular_a alteration_n if_o the_o conversion_n be_v true_a 1._o the_o first_o contrariety_n or_o alteration_n respect_v the_o time_n past_a past_a as_o to_o the_o time_n past_a before_o the_o sinner_n be_v convert_v there_o be_v four_o unhappy_a quality_n possess_v of_o he_o as_o touch_v his_o sinfulness_n 1._o a_o marvellous_a blindness_n and_o reflexive_a unsensibleness_n of_o his_o sinful_a condition_n dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n eph._n 2._o past_a feeling_n eph._n 4._o 19_o 2._o a_o wonderful_a erroneousness_n and_o false_a judgement_n of_o his_o estate_n think_v high_o and_o proud_o of_o himself_o as_o once_o laâ—dicea_n do_v and_o the_o jew_n and_o pharisee_n do_v we_o be_v abraham_n seed_n and_o never_o in_o bondage_n joh._n 8._o 33._o 3._o a_o miserable_a security_n of_o spirit_n extreme_o careless_a and_o negligent_a about_o the_o internal_a and_o eternal_a concernment_n of_o his_o soul_n alive_a once_o without_o the_o law_n rom._n 7._o 9_o soul_n take_v thy_o ease_n etc._n etc._n they_o say_v peace_n and_o safety_n 1_o thes_n 5._o 3._o 4._o a_o remorseless_a pursue_v of_o his_o sinful_a lust_n without_o any_o heart-smiting_a trouble_n for_o his_o sin_v and_o provoke_v of_o god_n no_o man_n repent_v say_v what_o have_v i_o do_v every_o one_o turn_v to_o his_o course_n jer._n 8._o 6._o 5._o alienation_n from_o the_o life_n of_o god_n eph._n 4._o 18._o thus_o it_o be_v with_o the_o man_n before_o god_n convert_v he_o and_o change_v he_o but_o now_o behold_v the_o alteration_n and_o contrariety_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o gracious_o quick_a and_o active_a quicken_a light_n fall_v into_o he_o which_o open_v his_o eye_n and_o affect_v his_o conscience_n to_o a_o clear_a and_o right_a sight_n of_o his_o sinful_a heart_n and_o life_n rom._n 7._o 9_o but_o when_o the_o commandment_n come_v sin_n revive_v etc._n etc._n as_o if_o the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n break_v into_o a_o darkroom_n and_o represent_v all_o the_o nastiness_n in_o it_o act_n 26._o 18._o to_o open_v their_o eye_n and_o to_o turn_v they_o from_o darkness_n to_o light_n and_o from_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n unto_o god_n his_o sin_n be_v set_v before_o he_o and_o conscience_n acquaint_v he_o with_o his_o forepast_a evil_n so_o that_o he_o be_v convince_v and_o can_v make_v no_o defence_n but_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o leper_n i_o be_o unclean_a unclean_a 2._o all_o his_o erroneous_a and_o proud_a conceit_n of_o himself_o be_v tumble_v down_o the_o mountain_n be_v lay_v low_a and_o the_o man_n judge_v of_o himself_o as_o if_o he_o be_v the_o great_a and_o vile_a sinner_n that_o ever_o live_v he_o abhor_v himself_o oh_o how_o wicked_a oh_o how_o vain_a oh_o how_o vile_a oh_o how_o mad_a oh_o how_o foolish_a oh_o how_o beastly_a i_o have_v be_v a_o transgressor_n from_o the_o womb_n i_o have_v live_v without_o god_n against_o god_n none_o so_o ignorant_a none_o so_o proud_a none_o so_o filthy_a none_o so_o froward_a and_o rebellious_a against_o the_o will_n of_o god_n against_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n as_o i_o in_o i_o there_o dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n i_o be_o without_o strength_n no_o man_n live_v have_v such_o proper_a thought_n such_o humble_a thought_n of_o himself_o as_o he_o oh_o unfit_a to_o die_v unworthy_a to_o live_v undo_v if_o mercy_n be_v not_o free_a mercy_n and_o abundant_a mercy_n 3._o his_o castle_n of_o security_n be_v demolish_v and_o the_o secure_a negligent_a man_n become_v now_o a_o most_o anxious_a and_o solicitous_a and_o careful_a man_n about_o the_o condition_n of_o his_o soul_n 2_o cor._n 7._o 11._o what_o carefulness_n it_o wrought_v in_o you_o this_o now_o take_v he_o up_o what_o shall_v we_o do_v say_v they_o to_o john_n the_o baptist_n and_o what_o shall_v we_o do_v say_v they_o to_o peter_n and_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v act_n 16._o 30._o o_o my_o soul_n my_o poor_a lose_v wander_a sinful_a undo_v soul_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o and_o what_o will_v become_v of_o thou_o for_o all_o these_o sin_n and_o now_o the_o man_n inquire_v and_o hear_v and_o confer_v and_o pray_v as_o for_o his_o life_n oh_o say_v he_o i_o need_v mercy_n and_o mercy_n i_o must_v have_v i_o need_v christ_n and_o christ_n i_o must_v have_v i_o need_v grace_n and_o grace_n i_o must_v have_v and_o as_o that_o impotent_a person_n lie_v at_o the_o pool_n for_o cure_v so_o do_v this_o convert_a sinner_n he_o lie_v at_o the_o pool_n of_o the_o word_n and_o at_o the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n day_n and_o night_n and_o there_o he_o cry_v out_o god_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n and_o there_o he_o wrestle_v with_o god_n as_o jacob_n once_o i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v unless_o thou_o bless_v i_o until_o thou_o be_v reconcile_v until_o i_o have_v christ_n until_o my_o heart_n be_v sanctify_v 4._o his_o harden_a remorselesness_n be_v now_o turn_v into_o a_o singular_a brokenness_n and_o grief_n of_o spirit_n the_o rock_n be_v smite_v and_o the_o water_n gush_v out_o a_o fountain_n be_v open_v within_o he_o he_o who_o make_v but_o a_o sport_n of_o sin_v before_o he_o who_o can_v grasp_v the_o nettle_n and_o tread_v on_o hell_n and_o vex_v mercy_n and_o shoot_v through_o the_o heart_n of_o christ_n and_o not_o be_v move_v or_o trouble_v at_o all_o oh_o now_o how_o be_v the_o man_n alter_v i_o see_v he_o tremble_v and_o quake_v with_o paul_n i_o see_v he_o bitter_o weep_v with_o peter_n i_o see_v he_o wash_v his_o couch_n with_o david_n i_o see_v he_o in_o heaviness_n and_o bitterness_n for_o his_o sinning_n as_o one_o for_o his_o first_o bear_v one_o while_o he_o meditate_v and_o then_o weep_v
love_v he_o christ_n have_v satisfy_v for_o he_o his_o heart_n be_v sanctify_v and_o his_o conscience_n pacify_v 5._o it_o be_v a_o well_o end_v joy_n a_o joy_n which_o end_v joy_n a_o well_o end_v joy_n in_o joy_n a_o unconverted_a man_n have_v his_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n but_o they_o end_v in_o grief_n and_o horror_n o_o my_o poor_a soul_n say_v adrian_n when_o he_o be_v die_v whither_o be_v thou_o now_o go_v all_o thy_o mirth_n and_o joy_n be_v at_o a_o end_n nec_fw-la ut_fw-la sole_n dabis_fw-la jocos_fw-la thou_o be_v go_v away_o and_o all_o thy_o joy_n be_v go_v away_o luk._n 16._o 15._o but_o abraham_n say_v to_o dives_n remember_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n time_n receive_v thy_o good_a thing_n and_o lazarus_n evil_a thing_n but_o now_o he_o be_v comfort_v and_o thou_o be_v torment_v dives_n fare_v sumptuous_o every_o day_n he_o have_v pleasure_n on_o earth_n but_o after_o they_o his_o soul_n go_v into_o hell_n torment_n he_o never_o have_v pleasure_n more_o babylon_n it_o be_v say_v of_o her_o rev._n 18._o 7._o how_o much_o she_o have_v glorify_v herself_o and_o live_v delicious_o so_o much_o torment_v and_o sorrow_n give_v she_o job_n speak_v of_o the_o wicked_a chap._n 21._o 7._o say_v that_o they_o take_v the_o timbrel_n and_o harp_n and_o rejoice_v at_o the_o sound_n of_o the_o organ_n v._n 12._o they_o spend_v their_o day_n in_o wealth_n and_o in_o a_o moment_n go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_a solomon_n speak_v ironical_o to_o the_o voluptuous_a youth_n eccles_n 11._o 9_o rejoice_v o_o young_a man_n in_o thy_o youth_n and_o let_v thy_o heart_n cheer_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o youth_n and_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o thy_o eye_n but_o know_v thou_o that_o for_o all_o these_o thing_n god_n will_v bring_v thou_o into_o judgement_n so_o than_o the_o convert_a man_n joy_n be_v a_o short_a joy_n and_o a_o joy_n that_o end_v in_o bitter_a sorrow_n but_o a_o convert_a man_n joy_n be_v a_o last_a joy_n and_o it_o end_v in_o perfect_a joy_n when_o he_o die_v yet_o his_o grace_n die_v not_o yet_o his_o joy_n die_v not_o well_o do_v good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n enter_v into_o thy_o master_n joy_n the_o end_n of_o life_n be_v the_o begin_n of_o all_o joy_n 6._o it_o be_v a_o transcendent_a joy_n it_o exceed_v all_o worldly_a joy_n joy_n a_o transcendent_a joy_n psal_n 4._o 7._o thou_o have_v put_v gladness_n in_o my_o heart_n more_o than_o in_o the_o time_n that_o their_o corn_n and_o their_o wine_n increase_v psal_n 60._o 3._o thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v better_a than_o life_n quest_n 3._o why_o do_v conversion_n make_v the_o soul_n condition_n so_o it_o reason_n of_o it_o joyful_a sol._n â—t_z not_o but_o be_v so_o if_o you_o consider_v conversion_n either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o christ_n or_o as_o to_o conscience_n 1._o as_o to_o god_n election_n as_o to_o god_n conversion_n be_v the_o certain_a effect_n of_o god_n election_n 1._o true_a conversion_n be_v the_o certain_a effect_n of_o god_n gracious_a election_n although_o conversion_n be_v not_o the_o cause_n of_o election_n yet_o it_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o election_n it_o be_v the_o counterpane_n of_o election_n act._n 13._o 48._o as_o many_o as_o be_v ordinae_v to_o eternal_a life_n believe_v 1._o thes_n 1._o 4._o know_v brethren_n belove_v the_o election_n of_o god_n v._n 5._o for_o our_o gospel_n come_v not_o to_o you_o in_o word_n only_o but_o in_o power_n also_o and_o in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 2_o pet._n 1._o 10._o give_v diligence_n to_o make_v your_o call_n and_o election_n sure_a when_o the_o word_n come_v to_o the_o person_n in_o the_o letter_n only_o this_o be_v no_o sign_n of_o his_o election_n but_o when_o it_o come_v in_o power_n and_o in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n it_o be_v for_o to_o come_v in_o power_n and_o in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v mighty_o and_o effectual_o to_o change_v and_o convert_v a_o person_n and_o this_o the_o apostle_n make_v a_o evidence_n of_o election_n and_o questionless_a a_o copy_n of_o a_o man_n election_n can_v but_o be_v a_o cause_n of_o great_a joy_n rejoice_v say_v christ_n to_o his_o disciple_n that_o your_o name_n be_v write_v in_o heaven_n oh_o what_o a_o comfort_n be_v it_o to_o know_v that_o god_n from_o all_o eternity_n have_v write_v and_o record_v it_o down_o this_o be_v the_o man_n who_o i_o will_v have_v mercy_n on_o and_o will_v glorify_v to_o all_o eternity_n 2._o true_a conversion_n it_o be_v the_o singular_a fruit_n of_o god_n great_a love_n it_o be_v a_o singular_a fruit_n of_o god_n love_n love_n and_o of_o his_o rich_a mercy_n to_o a_o man_n soul_n the_o sure_a token_n of_o great_a love_n god_n have_v a_o common_a love_n and_o mercy_n and_o god_n have_v a_o choice_a love_n and_o mercy_n there_o be_v some_o to_o who_o he_o have_v a_o great_a love_n and_o unto_o who_o he_o show_v rich_a mercy_n now_o conversion_n be_v a_o drop_n out_o of_o that_o great_a ocean_n the_o man_n be_v great_o belove_v of_o god_n who_o be_v convert_v by_o god_n 1_o joh._n 3._o 1._o behold_v what_o manner_n of_o love_n the_o father_n have_v bestow_v on_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o son_n of_o god_n eph._n 2._o 4_o 5._o but_o god_n who_o be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n for_o his_o great_a love_n wherewith_o he_o love_v we_o v._o 5._o even_o when_o we_o be_v dead_a in_o sin_n have_v quicken_v we_o 3._o true_a conversion_n bring_v a_o soul_n under_o all_o the_o good_a and_o kind_a god_n it_o bring_v a_o soul_n under_o all_o the_o smile_n of_o god_n language_n of_o god_n under_o the_o smile_n of_o god_n all_o the_o ordinance_n be_v as_o milk_n and_o honey_n and_o wine_n and_o oil_n to_o a_o convert_a man_n the_o word_n be_v a_o good_a word_n to_o he_o and_o the_o sacrament_n be_v a_o good_a sacrament_n to_o he_o why_o when_o a_o unconverted_a man_n heart_n of_o all_o the_o mercy_n and_o kindness_n and_o happiness_n which_o god_n portion_n out_o for_o a_o convert_a sinner_n i_o say_v when_o he_o hear_v of_o all_o this_o and_o get_v but_o a_o lick_n or_o a_o taste_n of_o it_o upon_o the_o top_n of_o his_o tongue_n it_o effect_n he_o and_o make_v he_o glad_a herod_n hear_v john_n baptist_n glad_o and_o the_o stony_a ground_n receive_v the_o seed_n with_o joy_n and_o shall_v not_o the_o convert_a man_n who_o due_a portion_n all_o this_o be_v shall_v not_o his_o heart_n have_v joy_n and_o gladness_n shall_v a_o stranger_n who_o peep_v over_o into_o the_o garden_n and_o be_v a_o spectator_n only_o at_o the_o feast_n shall_v he_o find_v a_o relish_n and_o shall_v not_o he_o who_o have_v the_o posy_n at_o his_o nose_n smell_v the_o sweetness_n shall_v not_o he_o who_o câ—tes_v at_o the_o table_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o goodness_n and_o fat_a and_o marrow_n and_o rejoice_v and_o bless_v god_n 4._o true_a conversion_n it_o be_v a_o clasp_v the_o golden_a clasp_v of_o grace_n it_o be_v the_o clasp_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n that_o everlasting_a covenant_n of_o god_n grace_n note_v here_o two_o thing_n 1._o all_o the_o desirable_a delicacy_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v treasure_v up_o in_o the_o covenant_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o it_o be_v contain_v all_o the_o gracious_a attribute_n in_o god_n all_o the_o gracious_a affection_n of_o god_n all_o the_o gracious_a relation_n of_o god_n all_o the_o gracious_a promise_n and_o engagement_n of_o god_n there_o you_o find_v the_o reconcile_a god_n the_o merciful_a god_n the_o pardon_v god_n the_o sin-subduing_a god_n the_o strengthen_n and_o help_v god_n the_o guide_n and_o uphold_v god_n the_o blessing_n and_o comfort_v god_n you_o can_v think_v of_o a_o mercy_n for_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o mercy_n for_o the_o body_n of_o a_o mercy_n for_o this_o life_n of_o a_o happiness_n after_o this_o life_n but_o there_o it_o be_v but_o there_o it_o be_v for_o you_o but_o there_o it_o be_v assure_o for_o you_o 2._o every_o convert_a person_n be_v in_o this_o covenant_n why_o the_o new_a heart_n and_o the_o new_a spirit_n be_v not_o this_o conversion_n be_v a_o very_a part_n of_o it_o ezek._n 36._o 26._o i_o will_v give_v they_o a_o new_a heart_n and_o a_o new_a spirit_n if_o this_o be_v so_o then_o certain_o conversion_n bring_v a_o person_n into_o a_o very_a joyful_a condition_n mark_v a_o little_a if_o the_o mercy_n which_o many_o receive_v only_o from_o providence_n do_v delight_n and_o please_v they_o shall_v not_o the_o mercy_n which_o man_n receive_v from_o god_n covenant_n please_v and_o rejoice_v they_o bread_n be_v sweet_a to_o a_o hungry_a man_n out_o of_o whatsoever_o hand_n it_o come_v and_o be_v it_o not_o more_o sweet_a when_o it_o
joy_n and_o comfort_n it_o do_v only_o two_o thing_n 1._o it_o absolute_o condemn_v and_o abridge_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n of_o all_o sinful_a joy_n of_o joy_n and_o delight_n which_o arise_v from_o his_o sinful_a lust_n and_o way_n and_o be_v it_o not_o the_o great_a goodness_n of_o god_n to_o deny_v we_o leave_v to_o drink_v cup_n of_o poison_n and_o glass_n of_o hell_n or_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o any_o christian_n shall_v to_o thou_o that_o sin_n shall_v be_v thy_o delight_n which_o be_v a_o depart_n of_o the_o poor_a soul_n from_o god_n which_o be_v a_o incense_a of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n which_o be_v such_o a_o dreadful_a burden_n to_o jesus_n christ_n which_o put_v the_o soul_n under_o the_o wrath_n and_o curse_n of_o god_n one_o act_n whereof_o must_v cost_v more_o than_o all_o the_o world_n be_v worth_a to_o pardon_v it_o 2._o it_o do_v only_o order_v our_o outward_a lawful_a joy_n and_o delight_n for_o the_o season_n for_o the_o measure_n for_o other_o circumstance_n so_o that_o they_o may_v be_v our_o sauce_n not_o our_o food_n our_o help_n to_o godliness_n not_o damp_n thereto_o it_o be_v but_o the_o bridle_n on_o the_o horse_n the_o pale_a for_o the_o garden_n the_o finger_n on_o the_o dial._n conversion_n abridge_v we_o of_o no_o delight_n but_o of_o that_o which_o to_o want_n be_v a_o true_a delight_n and_o so_o order_v the_o rest_n that_o you_o may_v not_o lose_v delight_n mournful_a conversion_n make_v we_o mournful_a for_o sin_n and_o how_o can_v it_o be_v so_o joyful_a answer_v true_a grace_n make_v the_o heart_n more_o mournful_a object_n 3._o conversion_n breed_v the_o quick_a sense_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o deep_a mourning_n for_o sin_n yea_o a_o continual_a mourning_n for_o sin_n make_v the_o cloud_n to_o drop_v never_o mournful_a till_o convert_v and_o can_v that_o condition_n be_v so_o joyful_a which_o make_v the_o heart_n so_o mournful_a to_o this_o i_o answer_v 1._o it_o be_v certain_a that_o true_a grace_n 1._o do_v make_v the_o clear_a discovery_n of_o sin_n 2._o it_o yield_v the_o tender_a sense_n of_o sin_n for_o it_o take_v away_o the_o heart_n of_o stone_n and_o give_v a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n and_o nothing_o make_v the_o heart_n more_o mournful_a then_o true_a grace_n 2._o but_o then_o know_v that_o mourn_v for_o sin_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o heart_n be_v no_o way_n inconsistent_a isai_n 12._o 3._o with_o joy_n shall_v you_o draw_v water_n joy_n but_o this_o be_v not_o inconsistent_a with_o joy_n out_o of_o the_o well_n of_o salvation_n three_o thing_n i_o will_v grant_v 1._o that_o love_n of_o sin_n and_o true_a joy_n be_v inconsistent_a 2._o worldly_n sorrow_n and_o spiritual_a joy_n be_v inconsistent_a 3._o that_o terror_n for_o sin_n and_o joy_n of_o heart_n be_v inconsistent_a legal_a terror_n and_o evangelical_n joy_n be_v so_o but_o evangelical_n sorrow_n and_o evangelical_n joy_n be_v not_o so_o for_o as_o one_o grace_n be_v consistent_a with_o another_o grace_n so_o one_o heavenly_a affection_n be_v consistent_a with_o another_o heavenly_a affection_n and_o there_o be_v three_o thing_n which_o to_o i_o full_o convince_v that_o evangelical_n mourning_n be_v consistent_a with_o spiritual_a joy_n one_o be_v that_o such_o a_o mourning_n be_v but_o a_o drop_n out_o of_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n they_o shall_v look_v upon_o he_o who_o they_o have_v pierce_v and_o mourn_v zach._n 12._o 10._o and_o certain_o nothing_o come_v from_o faith_n but_o what_o be_v comfortable_a all_o be_v gospel_n that_o faith_n trade_v in_o another_o be_v that_o the_o mourn_a heart_n be_v a_o renew_a heart_n and_o very_o the_o gracious_a heart_n be_v a_o joyous_a heart_n the_o three_o be_v that_o the_o mourn_a sinner_n be_v a_o pardon_a sinner_n cum_fw-la intueor_fw-la flentem_fw-la sentis_fw-la ignoscibilem_fw-la if_o the_o fountain_n of_o sorrow_n be_v set_v open_a in_o the_o heart_n the_o fountain_n of_o mercy_n be_v set_v open_a in_o heaven_n zach._n 12._o 10._o compare_v with_o chap._n 13._o 1._o yea_o let_v i_o add_v to_o this_o also_o three_o experience_n 1._o one_o be_v this_o that_o the_o christian_a be_v never_o more_o sad_a and_o mournful_a then_o when_o he_o feel_v his_o heart_n least_o mournful_a he_o be_v then_o cast_v down_o o_o say_v he_o into_o what_o a_o condition_n be_o i_o bring_v i_o be_v wont_a to_o find_v a_o tender_a sensible_a mourn_a spirit_n but_o i_o think_v now_o my_o heart_n be_v grow_v hard_o again_o o_o lord_n why_o be_o i_o now_o harden_v from_o thy_o fear_n and_o the_o man_n never_o give_v over_o with_o god_n and_o himself_o until_o tenderness_n be_v renew_v in_o his_o heart_n again_o 2._o that_o the_o christian_a be_v never_o more_o joyful_a then_o when_o he_o be_v most_o mournful_a bless_a be_v they_o that_o sow_v beside_o all_o water_n say_v the_o prophet_n bless_a be_v they_o that_o mourn_v for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v say_v christ_n they_o that_o sow_v in_o tear_n shall_v reap_v in_o joy_n say_v david_n godly_a sorrow_n be_v the_o water_n that_o be_v turn_v into_o wine_n one_o drop_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n be_v able_a to_o turn_v all_o our_o joy_n into_o bitterness_n and_o one_o drop_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v able_a to_o turn_v all_o our_o bitterness_n into_o joy_n i_o rejoice_v say_v paul_n that_o i_o make_v you_o sorry_a what_o cause_n then_o have_v they_o to_o rejoice_v who_o be_v sorry_a sorry_a after_o a_o godly_a sort_n sorry_a with_o a_o sorrow_n that_o breed_v repentance_n unto_o salvation_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 3._o that_o the_o christian_a be_v never_o more_o mournful_a than_o when_o he_o be_v most_o joyful_a the_o time_n of_o a_o christian_n high_a joy_n be_v the_o time_n of_o his_o great_a assurance_n seal_v and_o assure_v time_n be_v the_o soul-raising_a and_o revive_a time_n and_o the_o time_n of_o great_a assurance_n be_v the_o time_n of_o our_o great_a mourning_n the_o more_o manifestation_n of_o god_n love_n and_o the_o more_o assurance_n of_o god_n mercy_n do_v ever_o cause_v in_o the_o heart_n more_o humility_n and_o more_o sorrow_n here_o be_v now_o the_o great_a joy_n for_o mercy_n and_o here_o be_v now_o the_o great_a mourning_n for_o sin_v against_o mercy_n object_n 4._o we_o see_v no_o person_n to_o walk_v more_o sad_o and_o more_o uncomfortable_o charge_n ay_o but_o no_o person_n walk_v more_o sad_o then_o convert_v person_n answer_v it_o be_v a_o false_a charge_n then_o at_o least_o many_o do_v who_o be_v convert_v person_n ergo._n to_o this_o give_v i_o favour_n to_o answer_v more_o full_o 1._o this_o be_v a_o false_a charge_n and_o a_o very_a unjust_a calumny_n take_v the_o division_n of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n according_a to_o the_o diversity_n of_o their_o spiritual_a condition_n compare_v man_n with_o man_n according_a unto_o they_o and_o i_o dare_v confident_o affirm_v that_o no_o condition_n be_v more_o dreadful_o sad_a than_o the_o condition_n of_o man_n unconvert_v and_o no_o condition_n be_v more_o comfortable_o cheerful_a than_o the_o condition_n of_o man_n true_o convert_v let_v we_o a_o while_n peruse_v the_o phrase_n and_o instance_n of_o such_o i_o think_v the_o terrible_a passage_n in_o scripture_n may_v abundant_o convince_v we_o of_o the_o dreadfulness_n of_o a_o unconvert_v and_o wicked_a person_n isa_n 57_o 20._o the_o wicked_a be_v like_o the_o rage_a sea_n that_o can_v rest_v who_o water_n cast_v up_o mire_n and_o dirt_n ver_fw-la 21._o there_o be_v no_o peace_n say_v my_o god_n to_o the_o wicked_a job_n 20._o 16_o 17_o 23_o 24_o 25._o there_o zophar_n set_v he_o out_o he_o shall_v suck_v the_o gall_n of_o asp_n and_o the_o viper_n tongue_n shall_v slay_v he_o he_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o river_n nor_o the_o flood_n and_o stream_n of_o honey_n and_o butter_n when_o he_o be_v about_o to_o fill_v his_o belly_n god_n shall_v send_v upon_o he_o the_o fierceness_n of_o his_o wrath_n and_o shall_v cause_v it_o to_o rain_v upon_o he_o the_o bow_n of_o steel_n shall_v strike_v he_o through_o the_o glister_a sword_n come_v out_o of_o his_o gall_n terror_n be_v upon_o he_o psal_n 11._o 6._o upon_o the_o wicked_a he_o shall_v rain_v snare_n fire_n and_o brimstone_n and_o a_o horrible_a tempest_n this_o shall_v be_v the_o portion_n of_o their_o cup._n again_o do_v you_o ever_o read_v of_o any_o one_o godly_a and_o convert_a person_n who_o fall_v into_o that_o horrible_a despair_n as_o cain_n or_o judas_n do_v but_o take_v the_o hard_a agony_n incident_a to_o true_a convert_n they_o be_v 1._o rather_o fear_v then_o horror_n 2._o rather_o doubt_v then_o despair_n 3._o effect_n of_o a_o mistake_a conscience_n than_o a_o right_o condemn_v conscience_n 4._o they_o can_v look_v towards_o the_o promise_n as_o jonah_n do_v in_o the_o deep_n towards_o god_n 5._o