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and_o it_o be_v his_o wound_n the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v within_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o terror_n of_o god_n do_v set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o i_o etc._n etc._n job_n 6._o â—4_n 5._o the_o wound_n be_v make_v by_o the_o fail_n of_o testimony_n from_o conscience_n fail_v of_o conscience_n conscience_n unto_o man_n upon_o repair_n make_v unto_o it_o the_o good_a or_o evil_a day_n of_o a_o christian_a be_v set_v by_o the_o voice_n of_o conscience_n unto_o he_o now_o when_o conscience_n be_v silent_a and_o shall_v speak_v neither_o good_a nor_o bad_a unto_o a_o christian_a when_o as_o no_o testimony_n at_o all_o shall_v stand_v up_o but_o after_o great_a and_o studious_a enquiry_n no_o verdict_n can_v be_v obtain_v this_o be_v asad_a wound_n to_o the_o spirit_n thing_n the_o misery_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n in_o three_o thing_n and_o it_o do_v exceed_o distract_v and_o divide_v a_o christian_n note_v the_o effect_n 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man_n 4._o that_o the_o sin_n of_o relapse_v be_v pardonable_a it_o be_v such_o a_o sin_n which_o god_n have_v pardon_v and_o he_o can_v and_o will_v pardon_v christ_n do_v tell_v we_o that_o all_o manner_n of_o sin_n and_o blasphemy_n shall_v be_v forgive_v unto_o man_n except_v that_o against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n mat._n 12._o 31._o under_o that_o phrase_n of_o all_o manner_n of_o sin_n relapse_v be_v include_v god_n do_v not_o shut_v the_o gate_n of_o mercy_n against_o all_o relapse_v sinner_n and_o because_o this_o be_v make_v a_o ground_n of_o trouble_n unto_o many_o christian_n that_o they_o do_v conceive_v such_o a_o sin_n can_v be_v pardon_v i_o will_v brief_o evidence_n the_o pardonablenesse_n of_o relapse_n first_o that_o sin_n unto_o which_o the_o promise_n of_o cure_v be_v make_v be_v pardonable_a to_o god_n child_n for_o god_n never_o cure_v sin_n but_o where_o he_o first_o cover_v it_o but_o the_o promise_n of_o heal_v be_v â—â—lapses_n two_o reason_n prooâ—ing_n the_o 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because_o we_o have_v make_v our_o return_n into_o sin_n contrary_a unto_o our_o promise_n and_o purpose_n that_o we_o shall_v never_o get_v out_o of_o they_o again_o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o keep_v the_o soul_n in_o hell_n relapse_n delivery_n from_o relapse_n upon_o earth_n i_o grant_v you_o 1._o that_o revolt_n into_o sin_n be_v great_o displease_v to_o god_n 2._o that_o it_o be_v a_o difficult_a thing_n difficult_a 1._o difficult_a to_o get_v out_o of_o a_o sin_n into_o which_o a_o man_n have_v often_o relapse_v a_o man_n can_v be_v heal_v and_o recover_v without_o much_o pain_n and_o much_o ado_n the_o second_o or_o three_o time_n of_o the_o same_o disease_n yet_o i_o pray_v you_o despair_v not_o possible_a 2._o possible_a your_o heart_n suppose_v the_o worst_a that_o the_o sin_n which_o you_o have_v fall_v into_o again_o be_v great_a and_o grievous_a sin_n and_o that_o they_o be_v not_o unwilling_a omission_n or_o sudden_a passion_n but_o have_v knowledge_n and_o premeditation_n in_o they_o that_o they_o be_v sin_n once_o repent_v of_o and_o solemn_o vow_v against_o 1._o all_o this_o and_o much_o more_o make_v the_o recovery_n to_o be_v difficult_a not_o desperate_a 2._o the_o sin_n that_o abraham_n lot_n and_o peter_n fall_v into_o be_v great_a and_o heinous_a sin_n and_o yet_o they_o recover_v again_o 3._o there_o be_v no_o disease_n beyond_o god_n cure_n or_o sin_n above_o his_o pardon_n can_v god_n pardon_v sin_n oft_o sure_o god_n that_o have_v once_o merciful_o recover_v his_o fall_v back_o will_v also_o do_v it_o the_o second_o and_o three_o and_o four_o and_o every_o time_n for_o he_o ob._n but_o many_o fall_n back_o into_o sin_n and_o do_v never_o recover_v themselves_o again_o and_o this_o
105_o the_o bend_v of_o the_o heart_n in_o duty_n page_n 263._o c._n comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n page_n 15._o contentment_n page_n 17._o clearness_n of_o conscience_n page_n 49_o care_n for_o conscience_n page_n 55._o content_a of_o conscience_n p._n 67_o 68_o confession_n of_o sin_n page_n 88_o change_v of_o life_n page_n 89._o compassion_n due_a to_o the_o wound_a in_o spirit_n page_n 121._o consideration_n to_o pity_v such_o p._n 123._o continuance_n under_o wound_n cause_v 6._o way_n p._n 133._o clear_v of_o warrant_n what_o p_o 173_o cause_n of_o god_n suspend_v his_o love_n page_z 177._o d._n desperation_n two_o fold_n page_n 79._o degree_n of_o wound_a page_n 81._o difference_n in_o the_o wound_a p_o 82_o detestation_n of_o sin_n page_n 89._o dress_v the_o wound_n page_n 145._o danger_n by_o sin_v page_n 168._o darken_v of_o warrant_n page_n 175._o doubt_n in_o their_o nature_n cause_v difference_n and_o sort_n page_n 195._o difference_n between_o christian_n and_o other_o in_o do_v duty_n page_n 266._o e._n inquire_v after_o sin_n page_n 87._o fruitless_a endeavour_n page_n 280._o f._n faith_n do_v four_o thing_n to_o strengthen_v the_o spirit_n page_n 19_o it_o do_v four_o way_n relieve_v the_o soul_n page_n 23._o fear_v of_o trouble_n twofold_a p._n 28_o 29._o faintness_n page_n 31._o a_o case_n about_o faint_v of_o spirit_n p._n 33._o faith_n in_o operation_n page_n 54._o feed_v of_o conscience_n what_o p._n 64_o sin_n feel_v three_o way_n page_n 85._o the_o fail_v of_o conscience_n what_o page_n 97._o to_o fear_v the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n page_n 126._o former_a feeling_n of_o love_n four_o sign_n of_o it_o page_z 185._o foundation_n of_o divine_a love_n to_o the_o soul_n page_n 192_o faith_n and_o doubt_n go_v together_o page_z 207._o faith_n to_o be_v cherish_v and_o advance_v pageâ—27_n â—27_z fail_n in_o duty_n page_n 260._o g._n a_o good_a cause_n for_o suffering_n p_o 41._o a_o good_a carriage_n under_o suffer_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 45._o the_o goodness_n of_o spirit_n see_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 48._o grace_n two_o way_n considerable_a page_n 254._o h._n humiliation_n a_o effect_n of_o the_o wound_n page_n 43._o hope_v page_n 44._o humility_n page_n 86._o harken_v to_o satan_n page_n 138._o humble_v necessary_a for_o three_o thing_n page_n 162._o i_o infirmity_n double_a p._n 3._o self_n jealousy_n p._n 99_o illnesse_n of_o diet_n p._n 136._o k._n six_o rule_n for_o keep_v off_o wound_n from_o the_o spirit_n p._n 128_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o spirit_n necessary_a p._n 114._o l._n liberty_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o the_o law_n and_o two_o thing_n about_o it_o p._n 94_o 95._o the_o life_n of_o sense_n p._n 137_o 225._o three_o thing_n about_o love_n and_o duty_n p._n 170._o love_n one_o for_o kind_a different_a in_o degree_n p._n 184._o littleness_n of_o faith_n cause_v doubt_n p._n 206._o little_a grace_n apprehend_v p._n 245._o m._n mean_n of_o make_v conscience_n good_a p._n 51._o the_o misery_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n in_o three_o thing_n p._n 97._o mistake_v about_o the_o wound_n of_o conscience_n p._n 115._o melancholy_n be_v not_o this_o wound_n p._n 117_o 118._o motive_n to_o pity_v wound_v spirit_n p._n 124._o mean_v to_o get_v off_o the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n three_o p._n 140._o misplace_v of_o warrant_n p._n 174._o motive_n and_o mean_n against_o doubt_n p._n 216._o n._n new_a rise_n of_o old_a sin_n p._n 102._o spiritual_a niceness_n 137._o o._n overlade_v of_o conscience_n what_o and_o how_o p._n 63._o operation_n of_o melancholy_n p._n 116._o open_v of_o the_o wound_n needful_a p._n 142._o p._n patience_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 16._o prevention_n p._n 69._o rule_n for_o preserve_v the_o spirit_n from_o wound_n p._n 6_o 128._o provision_n p._n 147._o promise_v the_o ground_n assure_v love_n p._n 185._o q._n quietness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o a_o question_n about_o the_o inequality_n of_o grace_n p._n 256._o r._n religion_n express_v under_o the_o cross_n p._n 43._o the_o remoovall_n of_o sin_n p._n 64._o seven_o reason_n prove_v the_o burden_n of_o conscience_n insupportable_a p._n 106._o releevement_n under_o the_o suspension_n of_o god_n love_n p._n 159._o for_o the_o regain_n of_o god_n love_n in_o sense_n four_o thing_n p._n 167._o ten_o releevement_n against_o doubt_n p._n 204._o ten_o releevement_n under_o imperfection_n of_o grace_n p._n 248._o five_o releevement_n against_o fail_n in_o duty_n p._n 261._o relapse_n afâ—er_v resolution_n p._n 286._o cause_n of_o relapse_n nine_o p._n 288._o the_o misery_n of_o relapse_n p._n 296._o the_o kind_n of_o relapse_n p._n 301._o s._n a_o twofold_a spirit_n p._n 6._o conscience_n call_v a_o spirit_n p._n 8._o man_n spirit_n consider_v two_o way_n ibid._n strength_n of_o spirit_n gradual_a p._n 36._o sink_v of_o spirit_n double_a p._n 37._o slight_v of_o cross_n evil_a p._n 39_o sin_n that_o be_v most_o wound_a p._n 92_o a_o sear_v spirit_n p._n 114._o sense_n of_o love_n gradual_a p._n 167._o to_o settle_v the_o soul_n in_o assurance_n of_o love_n p._n 176._o sin_n to_o be_v subdue_v p._n 231._o t._n thankfulness_n p._n 43_o 125._o tenderness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o tempt_v of_o conscience_n of_o what_o p._n 58._o to_o taste_v divine_a wrath_n p._n 96._o testimony_n of_o satan_n put_v by_o two_o way_n p._n 219._o thought_n 1._o in_o their_o sort_n p_o 319._o 2._o in_o their_o trouble_n 3._o in_o their_o trial_n 4._o in_o their_o cure_n v._o uprightness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o use_v conscience_n p._n 65._o conscience_n vex_v p._n 58._o vnstedfastnesse_n in_o walk_v p._n 163_o unworthiness_n p._n â—34_n w._n weakness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 28._o wound_v of_o spirit_n p._n 73._o want_v of_o good_a p._n 103._o will_v of_o cure_n p._n 141._o wash_v the_o wound_n p._n 143._o god_n wage_n p._n 281._o wait_a must_v be_v add_v to_o do_v page_n 283._o finis_fw-la a_o postscript_n to_o the_o reader_n thou_o have_v a_o promise_n of_o case_n in_o the_o epistle_n unto_o thou_o i_o have_v no_o soon_o make_v it_o but_o it_o be_v call_v for_o by_o desire_v and_o need_v christian_n time_n and_o leisure_n also_o serve_v it_o be_v bring_v forth_o as_o fit_o agree_v with_o the_o subject_n handle_v and_o deem_v by_o man_n more_o judicious_a than_o myself_o very_o comfort_v and_o settle_v unto_o perplex_a soul_n i._o s._n errata_fw-la page_n 116._o for_o be_v the_o next_o instrument_n read_v or_o page_n 323._o for_o former_o read_v formal_o