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which_o have_v say_v she_o cry_v aloud_o 1.46_o luk._n 1.46_o my_o soul_n do_v magnify_v the_o lord_n and_o my_o spirit_n have_v rejoice_v in_o god_n my_o saviour_n for_o he_o have_v regard_v the_o lowliness_n of_o his_o handmaid_n how_o great_a be_v the_o goodness_n of_o god_n towards_o i_o who_o have_v take_v pity_n of_o i_o o_o how_o exceed_v charitable_a and_o love_a be_v my_o saviour_n who_o have_v extend_v this_o his_o great_a love_n towards_o i_o even_o when_o i_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o he_o yea_o he_o do_v knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o enter_v in_o even_o at_o that_o time_n when_o i_o will_v have_v shut_v it_o against_o he_o and_o speak_v peace_n to_o my_o soul._n o_o the_o abyss_n of_o mercy_n and_o love_n that_o he_o very_a god_n and_o man_n shall_v suffer_v a_o shameful_a death_n upon_o the_o cross_n to_o redeem_v both_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o eternal_a damnation_n o_o my_o god_n my_o heavenly_a saviour_n i_o see_v as_o it_o be_v rivers_z of_o 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her_o daughter_n may_v very_o well_o say_v with_o holy_a stephen_n behold_v 7.56_o act._n 7.56_o i_o see_v the_o heaven_n open_v and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n stand_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god._n which_o the_o patient_a hear_n cry_v out_o yea_o indeed_o i_o behold_v he_o and_o like_a st._n paul_n be_o place_v in_o the_o view_n of_o thing_n that_o be_v unspeakable_a and_o you_o my_o dear_a friend_n how_o be_v it_o you_o do_v see_v the_o same_o with_o i_o this_o mercy_n which_o be_v not_o vouchsafe_v to_o every_o one_o god_n will_v show_v you_o one_o day_n then_o stir_v up_o herself_o she_o say_v 103.1_o psal_n 103.1_o praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n 2._o v._o 2._o praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o forget_v not_o all_o his_o benefit_n 34.1_o psal_n 34.1_o yea_o i_o will_v always_o give_v thanks_o unto_o the_o lord_n his_o praise_n shall_v ever_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n 3._o v._o 3._o o_o praise_v 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admirable_a gracefulness_n speak_v to_o the_o stander-by_n in_o this_o manner_n o_o taste_n and_o see_v patr._n psal_n 34.8_o patr._n as_o i_o have_v do_v and_o then_o confess_v you_o must_v that_o god_n be_v good_a and_o thy_o be_v blessed_v that_o in_o his_o goodness_n trust_v come_v to_o i_o with_o attention_n hear_v sand._n v._o 11._o sand._n i_o will_v instruct_v you_o in_o his_o fear_n o_o come_v and_o hear_v all_o you_o that_o fear_v god_n 66.16_o psal_n 66.16_o and_o i_o will_v declare_v what_o he_o have_v do_v for_o my_o soul._n 17._o v._o 17._o i_o cry_v unto_o he_o
bless_a be_v the_o majesty_n above_o 41.13_o 41.13_o who_o all_o true_a worshipper_n adore_v let_v every_o age_n consent_n and_o say_v amen_o till_o time_n shall_v be_v no_o more_o which_o latter_a part_n of_o the_o 41st_o psalm_n she_o often_o repeat_v in_o verse_n and_o here_o remember_v her_o aunt_n the_o lady_n de_fw-fr la_fw-fr suse_n who_o have_v teach_v she_o the_o same_o she_o mighty_o long_v to_o see_v she_o say_v over_o and_o over_o o_o my_o dear_a aunt_n how_o much_o do_v i_o love_v you_o how_o great_a will_v my_o joy_n be_v now_o have_v i_o you_o here_o with_o i_o for_o you_o will_v assist_v i_o in_o give_v thanks_o to_o god_n for_o his_o goodness_n to_o i_o o_o the_o great_a love_n i_o have_v for_o you_o who_o have_v so_o well_o teach_v i_o to_o praise_v he_o 46.1_o psal_n 46.1_o praise_v the_o lord_n therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n while_o i_o live_v i_o will_v praise_v the_o lord_n yea_o as_o long_o as_o i_o have_v any_o be_v i_o will_v sing_v praise_n unto_o my_o god._n thy_o name_n o_o lord_n will_v i_o laud_v continual_o for_o thy_o great_a love_n who_o have_v say_v to_o i_o call_v upon_o i_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n 50.15_o psal_n 50.15_o and_o i_o will_v answer_v thou_o and_o thou_o shall_v glorify_v i_o 91.16_o psal_n 91.16_o i_o will_v satisfy_v thou_o and_o show_v thou_o my_o salvation_n yea_o lord_n thou_o have_v hear_v i_o and_o comfort_v my_o soul_n that_o do_v so_o much_o long_o for_o thou_o thou_o have_v i_o say_v in_o a_o most_o wonderful_a manner_n comfort_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n and_o spirit_n and_o rid_v i_o of_o all_o my_o fear_n and_o now_o lord_n perfect_a thou_o the_o good_a work_n thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o and_o crown_v i_o with_o eternal_a bliss_n and_o glory_n in_o heaven_n yea_o o_o my_o good_a god_n i_o have_v already_o obtain_v this_o great_a felicity_n i_o have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n thus_o she_o take_v great_a delight_n in_o the_o paraphrase_v of_o the_o scripture_n seem_v as_o it_o be_v to_o have_v 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accuse_v ourselves_o before_o he_o it_o be_v true_a cry_v she_o whosoever_o do_v confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v have_v mercy_n 28.13_o prov._n 28.13_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n she_o spend_v in_o lament_v and_o bewail_v the_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n of_o her_o piety_n and_o no_o soon_o be_v fall_v into_o a_o slumber_n but_o she_o awake_v and_o call_v for_o the_o chaplain_n still_o continue_v in_o meditation_n and_o prayer_n and_o frequent_o call_v upon_o god_n as_o particular_o thus_o with_o speed_n send_v help_v transl_n psal_n 40.18_o old_a transl_n and_o set_v i_o free_a my_o god_n i_o thou_o require_v make_v haste_n with_o aid_n to_o succour_v i_o o_o lord_n at_o my_o desire_n like_o a_o lose_a sheep_n i_o have_v go_v astray_o patrick_n psal_n 119.176_o patrick_n but_o now_o to_o thou_o i_o come_v thy_o precept_n i_o resolve_v to_o obey_v lord_n bring_v thy_o servant_n home_o o_o lord_n 6.1_o psal_n 6.1_o rebuke_v i_o not_o in_o thy_o indignation_n 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