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ask_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v and_o then_o upon_o settle_v the_o soul_n in_o way_n of_o thanks_n will_v be_v ready_a to_o ask_v of_o itself_o what_o shall_v i_o return_v to_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n so_o that_o the_o soul_n by_o this_o deal_n with_o itself_o promote_v itself_o to_o all_o holy_a duty_n till_o it_o come_v to_o heaven_n the_o reason_n why_o we_o be_v thus_o backward_o proverb_n to_o the_o keep_n of_o this_o court_n in_o ourselves_o be_v selfelove_v we_o love_v to_o flatter_v our_o own_o affection_n but_o this_o self-love_n be_v but_o self-hatred_n in_o the_o end_n as_o the_o wiseman_n say_v he_o that_o regard_v not_o this_o part_n of_o wisdom_n hate_v his_o own_o soul_n and_o shall_v eat_v the_o fruit_n of_o his_o own_o way_n 2._o as_o likewise_o it_o issue_v from_o a_o irksomeness_n labour_n of_o labour_n which_o make_v we_o rather_o willing_a to_o seem_v base_a and_o vile_a to_o ourselves_o and_o other_o then_o to_o take_v pain_n with_o our_o own_o heart_n to_o be_v better_o as_o those_o that_o be_v weary_a of_o hold_v the_o reins_n give_v they_o up_o unto_o the_o horse_n neck_n and_o so_o be_v drive_v whither_o the_o rage_n of_o the_o horse_n carry_v they_o spare_v a_o little_a trouble_n at_o first_o double_v it_o in_o the_o end_n as_o he_o who_o will_v not_o take_v the_o pain_n to_o cast_v up_o his_o book_n his_o book_n will_v cast_v up_o he_o in_o the_o end_n it_o be_v a_o bless_a trouble_n that_o bring_v sound_a and_o long_a peace_n thâ—…_n 31._o labour_n save_v god_n a_o labour_n for_o therefore_o he_o judge_v we_o because_o we_o will_v not_o take_v pain_n with_o ourselves_o before_o 3._o and_o pride_n also_o with_o a_o desire_n of_o liberty_n make_v man_n think_v it_o to_o be_v a_o diminish_n pride_n of_o greatness_n and_o freedom_n either_o to_o be_v curb_v or_o to_o curb_v oâ—…_n self_n we_o love_v to_o be_v absolute_a and_o independent_a but_o this_o as_o it_o bring_v ruiâ—…_n upon_o our_o nature_n in_o 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thing_n that_o coâ—…cerne_v their_o sever_a condition_n that_o coâ—…cerneth_v another_o world_n whereas_o iâ—…_n be_v most_o wisdom_n so_o to_o think_v of_o thâ—…_n place_n they_o bear_v whereby_o they_o be_v 〈◊〉_d lead_v god_n as_o not_o to_o forget_v they_o must_v 〈◊〉_d 7._o their_o person_n aside_o and_o die_v like_a man_n david_n himself_o that_o in_o this_o afflict_a condition_n 4._o can_v advise_v with_o himself_o and_o check_v himself_o yet_o in_o his_o free_a and_o flourish_a estate_n neglect_v the_o counsel_n of_o his_o friend_n agur_n be_v in_o jealousy_n of_o a_o full_a condition_n and_o lest_o instead_o of_o say_v what_o have_v i_o do_v why_o be_o i_o thus_o cast_v down_o &_o c_o he_o shall_v say_v who_o be_v the_o lord_n 9_o mean_a man_n in_o their_o lesser_a sphere_n often_o show_v what_o their_o spirit_n will_v be_v if_o their_o compass_n be_v enlarge_v it_o be_v a_o great_a fault_n in_o breed_v youth_n for_o fear_v of_o take_v down_o of_o their_o spirit_n not_o to_o 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will_v not_o help_v quest._n then_o speak_v to_o god_n to_o jesus_n chriâ—…_n answ._n by_o prayer_n that_o as_o he_o rebuke_v the_o wind_n and_o the_o wave_n and_o go_v upâ—…_n the_o sea_n so_o he_o will_v walk_v upon_o oâ—…_n soul_n and_o command_v a_o calm_a there_o 〈◊〉_d be_v no_o less_o power_n to_o settle_v a_o peace_n in_o thâ—…_n soul_n then_o to_o command_v the_o sea_n to_o 〈◊〉_d quiet_a it_o be_v god_n prerogative_n to_o rule_v 〈◊〉_d the_o heart_n as_o likewise_o to_o give_v it_o up_o toâ—…_n self_n which_o next_o to_o hell_n be_v the_o greatâ—…_n judgement_n which_o shall_v draw_v we_o 〈◊〉_d meipso_fw-la the_o great_a reverence_n and_o fear_n of_o 〈◊〉_d please_v god_n it_o be_v no_o ill_a wish_n of_o hiâ—…_n that_o desire_v god_n to_o free_v he_o from_o 〈◊〉_d ill_a man_n himself_o cap._n vi_o other_o observation_n of_o the_o same_o nature_n moreover_o we_o see_v that_o a_o godly_a man_n 3_o can_v cast_v a_o restraint_n upon_o himself_o as_o david_n here_o stay_v himself_o 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thing_n beneâ—…_n they_o and_o not_o be_v rule_v by_o they_o it_o 〈◊〉_d a_o holy_a state_n of_o soul_n to_o be_v under_o tâ—…_n power_n of_o nothing_o beneath_o itself_o aâ—…_n we_o stir_v than_o consider_v it_o this_o mâ—…ter_a worth_n the_o loss_n of_o my_o quiet_n whâ—…_n we_o esteem_v that_o we_o love_v what_o we_o love_v we_o labour_v for_o and_o therefore_o 〈◊〉_d we_o esteem_v high_o of_o a_o clear_a calm_a temper_n whereby_o we_o both_o enjoy_v our_o god_n and_o ourselves_o and_o know_v how_o to_o raâ—…_n all_o thing_n else_o it_o be_v against_o nature_n fâ—…_n inferior_a thing_n to_o rule_v that_o which_o thâ—…_n wise_a disposer_n of_o all_o thing_n have_v set_v above_o they_o we_o owe_v the_o flesh_n neither_o suit_n nor_o service_n we_o be_v no_o debtâ—…_n to_o it_o the_o more_o we_o set_v before_o the_o soâ—…_n that_o quiet_a estate_n in_o heaven_n which_o tâ—…_n soul_n of_o perfect_a man_n now_o enjoy_v and_o itself_o ere_o long_o shall_v enjoy_v there_o the_o more_o it_o will_v be_v in_o love_n with_o it_o and_o endeavour_v to_o attain_v unto_o it_o and_o because_o the_o soul_n never_o work_v better_a than_o when_o it_o be_v raise_v up_o by_o some_o strong_a and_o affectus_fw-la sweet_a affection_n let_v we_o look_v upon_o our_o nature_n as_o it_o be_v in_o christ_n in_o who_o it_o be_v pure_a sweet_a calm_a meek_a every_o way_n lovely_a this_o sight_n be_v a_o change_a sight_n love_n be_v a_o affection_n of_o imitation_n we_o affect_v a_o likeness_n to_o he_o we_o love_v let_v we_o learn_v of_o christ_n to_o be_v humble_a and_o meek_a and_o then_o we_o shall_v find_v rest_n to_o our_o soul_n 29._o the_o set_n of_o a_o excellent_a idea_n and_o platform_n before_o we_o will_v raise_v and_o draw_v up_o our_o soul_n high_a and_o â—…ke_v we_o sensible_a of_o the_o least_o moving_n of_o spirit_n that_o shall_v be_v contrary_a to_o that_o the_o attainment_n whereof_o we_o have_v in_o our_o desire_n he_o will_v hardly_o attain_v to_o mean_a thing_n that_o 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in_o christ._n 2_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n and_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n 3._o the_o last_o and_o strict_a day_n of_o accouâ—…_n 4._o the_o vanity_n of_o all_o earthly_a thing_n 5._o the_o uncertainty_n of_o our_o life_n etc._n etc._n from_o the_o meditation_n of_o these_o truth_n the_o soul_n will_v be_v prepare_v to_o have_v rigâ—…_n conceit_n of_o thing_n and_o to_o discourse_v upon_o true_a ground_n of_o they_o and_o think_v with_o itself_o that_o if_o these_o thing_n be_v so_o iâ—…deed_o than_o i_o must_v frame_v my_o life_n suitable_a to_o these_o principle_n hence_o arise_v true_a affection_n in_o the_o soul_n true_a fear_n of_o god_n true_a love_n and_o desire_v after_o the_o best_a thing_n etc._n etc._n the_o way_n to_o expel_v â—…ind_a oâ—…_n of_o our_o body_n be_v to_o take_v some_o wholesome_a nourishment_n and_o the_o way_n to_o expel_v windy_a fancy_n from_o the_o soul_n be_v 〈◊〉_d feed_v upon_o serious_a truth_n 4._o moreover_o to_o the_o well_o order_v of_o this_o unruly_a faculty_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o our_o nature_n itself_o shall_v be_v change_v for_o as_o man_n be_v so_o they_o imagine_v as_o the_o treasure_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v such_o be_v that_o animus_n which_o come_v from_o it_o a_o evil_a heart_n can_v think_v well_o before_o the_o heart_n be_v change_v our_o judgement_n be_v deprave_v in_o regard_n of_o our_o last_o end_n we_o seek_v our_o happiness_n where_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v wickedness_n 13._o come_v from_o the_o wicked_a as_o the_o proverb_n be_v if_o we_o have_v as_o large_a and_o as_o quick_a apprehension_n as_o satan_n himself_o yet_o if_o the_o relish_n of_o our_o will_n &_o affection_n be_v not_o change_v they_o will_v set_v the_o imagination_n a_o work_n to_o devise_v satisfaction_n to_o themselves_o for_o there_o be_v a_o mutual_a work_n and_o reflux_n betwixt_o the_o will_n and_o the_o imagination_n the_o imagination_n stir_v up_o the_o will_n and_o as_o the_o will_n be_v affect_v so_o 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as_o they_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o then_o we_o shall_v find_v this_o duty_n not_o only_o easy_a but_o delightful_a unto_o we_o the_o prophet_n heal_v the_o water_n 20._o by_o cast_v salt_n into_o the_o spring_n so_o the_o season_n of_o the_o spring_n of_o our_o action_n season_v all_o and_o indeed_o what_o can_v be_v expect_v from_o man_n while_o he_o be_v vanity_n but_o vain_a imagination_n what_o can_v wâ—…_n look_v for_o from_o a_o viper_n but_o poison_n a_o man_n natural_o be_v either_o weave_n spidâ—…_n 5._o web_n or_o hatch_n cockatrice_n egg_n thâ—…_n be_v his_o heart_n be_v exercise_v either_o in_o vaâ—…_n or_o mischief_n for_o not_o only_o the_o frame_n 〈◊〉_d the_o heart_n but_o what_o the_o heart_n frame_v iâ—…_n evil_a continual_o a_o wicked_a man_n that_o iâ—…_n 5._o besot_v with_o false_a conceit_n will_v adâ—…_n of_o no_o good_a thought_n to_o enter_v 5._o even_o when_o we_o be_v good_a and_o devise_v 5._o good_a thing_n yet_o there_o be_v 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more_o communion_n with_o 〈◊〉_d body_n and_o therefore_o they_o carry_v more_o â—…ward_a expression_n then_o dislike_v or_o â—…omination_n in_o the_o mind_n do_v we_o 〈◊〉_d to_o judge_v of_o ourselves_o more_o by_o that_o â—…ich_a be_v constant_a then_o by_o that_o which_o be_v â—…ing_n and_o flow_v but_o what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o the_o affectiâ—…s_n quest._n do_v not_o always_o follow_v the_o judgement_n 〈◊〉_d the_o choice_n or_o refusal_n of_o the_o will_n our_o soul_n be_v a_o finite_a substance_n be_v 1._o carry_v with_o strength_n but_o one_o way_n at_o one_o time_n 2._o sometime_o god_n call_v we_o to_o joy_n as_o well_o as_o to_o grieve_v and_o then_o no_o wonder_n 2._o if_o grief_n be_v somewhat_o to_o seek_v 3._o sometime_o when_o god_n call_v â—…o_o grief_n and_o the_o judgement_n and_o will_n go_v 3._o along_o with_o god_n yet_o the_o heart_n be_v not_o always_o ready_a because_o it_o may_v be_v it_o have_v run_v out_o so_o far_o that_o it_o can_v present_o be_v 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one_o of_o which_o be_v a_o prevention_n from_o fall_v for_o the_o time_n 〈◊〉_d come_v for_o god_n have_v that_o affection_n 〈◊〉_d he_o which_o he_o put_v into_o parent_n â—…hich_v be_v by_o smart_a to_o prevent_v their_o child_n boldness_n of_o offend_v for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v 2._o when_o that_o which_o be_v want_v in_o 2._o griâ—…fe_n be_v make_v up_o in_o fear_n here_o there_o be_v 〈◊〉_d great_a cause_n of_o complaint_n of_o the_o â—…nt_n of_o grief_n for_o this_o holy_a affection_n be_v soul_n 〈◊〉_d â—…band_n of_o the_o soul_n whereby_o it_o be_v â—…pt_v from_o start_v from_o god_n and_o his_o â—…yes_n 3._o when_o after_o grief_n we_o find_v in_o 3._o â—…rd_a peace_n for_o true_a grief_n be_v god_n â—…orke_n in_o we_o he_o know_v best_o how_o
to_o â—…easure_v it_o therefore_o whatsoever_o â—…e_o god_n bring_v my_o soul_n into_o i_o be_o 〈◊〉_d rest_n in_o his_o goodness_n and_o not_o except_o â—…gainst_a his_o deal_n that_o peace_n and_o joy_n â—…ich_a rise_v from_o grief_n in_o the_o use_n of_o â—…eanes_n and_o make_v the_o soul_n more_o â—…ble_a and_o thankful_a to_o god_n and_o less_o censorious_a and_o more_o pitiful_a to_o other_o be_v no_o illusion_n nor_o false_a light_n the_o main_a end_n of_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n be_v tâ—…_n make_v we_o value_v the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n 4._o in_o christ_n above_o all_o the_o contentment_n which_o sin_n feed_v on_o which_o where_o it_o be_v find_v we_o may_v know_v that_o grief_n for_o sin_n have_v enough_o possess_v the_o soul_n before_o the_o sufficiency_n of_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v judge_v by_o a_o answerablenesse_n to_o their_o use_n and_o end_n god_n make_v sin_n bitter_a that_o christ_n may_v be_v sweet_a that_o measure_n of_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n be_v sufficient_a which_o bring_v we_o and_o hold_v we_o to_o christ._n hatred_n be_v the_o strong_a deep_a and_o steady_a affection_n of_o the_o soul_n against_o 5._o that_o which_o be_v evil_a grief_n for_o sin_n be_v then_o right_a when_o it_o spring_v from_o hatred_n and_o increase_v further_a hatred_n against_o it_o now_o the_o soul_n may_v be_v know_v to_o hate_v sin_n when_o it_o seek_v the_o utter_a â—…lishing_n right_o of_o it_o for_o hatred_n be_v a_o impâ—…ble_a and_o irreconcilable_a affection_n true_a hatred_n be_v carry_v against_o 〈◊〉_d 1._o whole_a kind_n of_o sin_n without_o respect_n 〈◊〉_d 2._o any_o wrong_n do_v to_o we_o but_o only_o out_o of_o mere_a antipathy_n and_o contrariety_n of_o â—…sposition_n to_o it_o as_o the_o lamb_n hate_v â—…he_v whole_a kind_n of_o wolf_n and_o man_n â—…eth_v the_o whole_a kind_n of_o serpent_n a_o load_n do_v we_o no_o harm_n but_o yet_o we_o â—…e_v it_o that_o which_o be_v hateful_a to_o we_o the_o â—…earer_a it_o be_v the_o more_o we_o 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affection_n of_o love_n many_o think_v that_o they_o have_v no_o love_n to_o god_n at_o all_o yet_o let_v god_n be_v dishonour_v in_o his_o name_n truth_n or_o child_n and_o their_o love_n will_v soon_o stir_v and_o appear_v in_o just_a anger_n in_o want_n of_o grief_n for_o sin_n we_o must_v remember_v 1._o that_o we_o must_v have_v this_o sin_n affection_n from_o god_n before_o we_o can_v bring_v it_o unto_o god_n and_o therefore_o in_o the_o second_o place_n our_o chief_a care_n shall_v be_v not_o to_o harden_v 1._o our_o heart_n against_o the_o motion_n of_o 2._o the_o spirit_n stir_v we_o to_o seasonable_a grief_n for_o that_o may_v cause_v a_o judicial_a hardness_n from_o god_n god_n oft_o inflict_v some_o spiritual_a judgement_n as_o a_o correction_n upon_o man_n for_o not_o yield_v to_o his_o spirit_n at_o the_o first_o they_o feel_v a_o hardness_n of_o heart_n grow_v upon_o they_o this_o make_v the_o church_n complain_v why_o have_v thou_o harden_v our_o heart_n from_o thy_o 63._o fear_n which_o if_o christian_n do_v well_o consider_v they_o will_v more_o careful_o entertain_v such_o impression_n of_o sorrow_n as_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o mean_n and_o observation_n of_o god_n deal_v towardâ—…_n tselve_n or_o other_o shall_v work_v in_o â—…m_n than_o they_o do_v it_o be_v a_o say_n of_o 〈◊〉_d let_v a_o man_n grieve_v for_o his_o sin_n and_o 〈◊〉_d for_o his_o grief_n though_o we_o can_v neiâ—…er_v love_n nor_o grieve_v nor_o joy_n of_o our_o â—…es_n as_o we_o shall_v yet_o our_o heart_n tell_v 〈◊〉_d we_o be_v often_o guilty_a of_o give_v a_o â—…ck_n to_o the_o spirit_n stir_v these_o affectiâ—…_n in_o we_o which_o be_v a_o main_a cause_n of_o the_o â—…y_a sharp_a affliction_n we_o endure_v in_o â—…is_n life_n though_o god_n love_n in_o the_o main_a â—…er_n of_o salvation_n be_v most_o firm_a unto_o 〈◊〉_d we_o must_v not_o think_v to_o have_v all_o this_o â—…fe_n at_o first_o &_o at_o once_o for_o oftentimes_o 3._o â—…n_v deep_o after_o a_o sight_n and_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n than_o it_o be_v before_o god_n be_v a_o 〈◊〉_d agent_n and_o know_v every_o man_n seâ—…ll_a mould_n and_o the_o several_a service_n â—…is_n to_o use_v they_o in_o and_o oft_o take_v liberâ—…_n afterward_o to_o humble_a man_n more_o â—…en_o he_o have_v enable_v they_o better_a to_o â—…e_v it_o then_o in_o their_o first_o entrance_n inâ—…_n first_o religion_n grief_n before_o spring_n â—…monly_o from_o self-love_n and_o fear_v â—…ger_n let_v no_o man_n suspect_v his_o estate_n â—…se_n god_n spare_v he_o in_o the_o beginning_n for_o christian_n many_o time_n meet_v with_o great_a trial_n after_o their_o conversion_n then_o ever_o they_o think_v on_o when_o man_n take_v little_a fine_n they_o mean_v to_o take_v the_o great_a rent_n god_n will_v have_v his_o child_n first_o or_o last_o to_o feel_v what_o sin_n be_v and_o how_o much_o they_o be_v behold_v to_o he_o for_o christ._n this_o grief_n do_v not_o always_o arise_v frâ—…_n sin_n pore_v on_o sin_n but_o by_o oft_o consider_v of_o the_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o thereby_o reflect_v on_o our_o own_o unworthiness_n not_o only_o in_o regard_n of_o sin_n past_a but_o like_o wise_a of_o the_o sin_n that_o hang_v upon_o we_o and_o issue_v daily_o from_o 〈◊〉_d the_o more_o holy_a a_o man_n be_v the_o more_o he_o see_v the_o holiness_n of_o god_n nature_n with_o who_o he_o desire_v to_o have_v communion_n the_o more_o he_o be_v grieve_v that_o there_o shoul_a be_v any_o thing_n find_v in_o he_o displease_v to_o so_o pure_a a_o majesty_n and_o as_o all_o our_o grief_n come_v noâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d first_o so_o god_n will_v not_o have_v it_o come_v 〈◊〉_d once_o but_o to_o be_v a_o stream_n always_o â—…ning_v feed_v with_o a_o spring_n yet_o withiin_n 〈◊〉_d bank_n though_o sometime_o deepâ—…_n sometime_o shallow_a grief_n for_o sâ—…_n iâ—…_n like_o a_o constant_a stream_n grief_n for_o â—…her_n thing_n be_v like_o a_o torrent_n or_o swell_a water_n which_o be_v soon_o up_o soon_o down_o what_o it_o want_v in_o greatness_n be_v make_v up_o in_o continuance_n again_o if_o we_o watch_v not_o our_o nature_n grief_n there_o will_v be_v a_o spice_n of_o popery_n which_o be_v a_o natural_a religion_n in_o this_o great_a desire_n of_o â—…re_a griefeâ—…_n as_o if_o we_o have_v that_o than_o we_o have_v something_o to_o satisfy_v god_n withal_o â—…nd_v so_o our_o mind_n will_v run_v too_o much_o â—…pon_n work_v this_o grief_n must_v not_o â—…ly_o be_v wrought_v by_o god_n reveal_v 〈◊〉_d sin_n and_o his_o mercy_n unto_o we_o in_o christ_n but_o when_o it_o be_v wrought_v we_o â—…st_v altogether_o rest_v in_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o â—…e_a emptiness_n upon_o the_o full_a satisfaâ—…on_n and_o worthiness_n of_o christ_n our_o saâ—…_n all_o this_o that_o have_v be_v say_v tend_v grief_n 〈◊〉_d to_o the_o abate_n of_o our_o desire_n to_o have_v 〈◊〉_d tender_a and_o bleed_a heart_n for_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d that_o in_o the_o pursuit_n of_o this_o desire_n we_o 〈◊〉_d not_o cast_v down_o so_o as_o to_o question_v our_o â—…es_n if_o we_o feel_v not_o that_o measure_n of_o â—…se_n which_o we_o desire_v and_o endeavour_v 〈◊〉_d or_o to_o refuse_v our_o portion_n of_o joy_n which_o god_n offer_v we_o in_o christ._n consider_v grief_n be_v no_o further_o good_a than_o it_o make_v way_n for_o joy_n which_o cause_v our_o saviour_n to_o join_v they_o together_o bless_a be_v the_o mourner_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v 5._o comfort_v be_v thus_o dispose_v we_o may_v commit_v our_o soul_n to_o god_n in_o peace_n notwithstanding_o satan_n trouble_v of_o we_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o temptation_n chap._n xxiii_o other_o spiritual_a cause_n of_o the_o soul_n trouble_n discover_v and_o remove_v and_o objectâ—…ons_n answer_v another_o thing_n that_o
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