work_n thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n endure_v for_o ever_o vi_o utmost_a obedience_n fear_n love_n hope_v and_o affiance_n continual_a praise_n and_o thanksgiving_n glory_n and_o adoration_n be_v to_o the_o one_o god_n almighty_n the_o creator_n the_o redeemer_n and_o the_o sanctifier_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o beginning_n be_v now_o accept_v o_o lord_n my_o affection_n and_o devotion_n and_o ever_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v i_o will_v serve_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o my_o might_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v i_o will_v magnify_v thou_o in_o this_o manner_n and_o lift_v up_o my_o hand_n with_o my_o heart_n in_o thy_o name_n and_o let_v heaven_n and_o earth_n give_v thanks_o unto_o thy_o holy_a majesty_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n haleluia_o vii_o this_o day_n i_o will_v do_v as_o i_o will_v be_v do_v to_o this_o day_n i_o will_v do_v some_o good_a god_n help_v i_o this_o day_n i_o will_v set_v the_o lord_n before_o my_o face_n that_o i_o may_v not_o sin_v against_o he_o the_o lord_n bless_v my_o go_v out_o and_o my_o come_n in_o and_o all_o my_o employment_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o for_o evermore_o through_o jesus_n christ._n amen_o chap._n ii_o at_o noon_n every_o day_n i_o will_v say_v the_o lord_n prayer_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n and_o to_o the_o son_n and_o to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o beginning_n be_v now_o and_o ever_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n daily_o prayer_n chap._n iii_o the_o evening_n office._n i._o before_o supper_n i_o will_v say_v the_o lord_n prayer_n and_o the_o collect_v for_o the_o week_n and_o for_o the_o day_n as_o before_o dinner_n ii_o almighty_a god_n who_o see_v we_o have_v no_o power_n of_o our_o sâ—lves_n to_o help_v ourselves_o keep_v we_o both_o outward_o in_o our_o body_n and_o inward_o in_o our_o soul_n that_o we_o may_v be_v defend_v from_o all_o adversity_n which_o may_v happen_v to_o the_o body_n and_o from_o all_o evil_a thought_n which_o may_v assault_v and_o hurt_v the_o soul_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o iii_o then_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n i_o will_v think_v and_o meditate_v with_o all_o seriousness_n and_o serenity_n of_o mind_n with_o fear_n and_o reverence_n with_o firm_a belief_n good_a affection_n and_o admiration_n upon_o the_o chief_a article_n of_o the_o christian_a faith_n most_o especial_o upon_o the_o eternal_a everlasting_a invisible_a omnipresent_v almighty_a omniscient_a incomprehensible_a immutable_a most_o perfect_a most_o excellent_a most_o high_a most_o happy_a most_o holy_a most_o just_a and_o infinite_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a god_n and_o father_n lord_n and_o king_n creator_n preserver_n and_o governor_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n and_o of_o all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n i_o fear_v thou_o i_o bless_v thou_o i_o thank_v thou_o i_o adore_v thou_o with_o all_o submission_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o put_v my_o whole_a trust_n in_o thou_o i_o love_v thou_o i_o will_v obey_v thou_o author_n of_o all_o good_a and_o endless_a fountain_n of_o life_n and_o wisdom_n and_o power_n and_o peace_n and_o felicity_n i_o will_v likewise_o meditate_v with_o all_o thankfulness_n upon_o our_o most_o gracious_a lord_n and_o all_o sufficient_a saviour_n jesus_n christ_n the_o eternal_a son_n of_o the_o father_n who_o have_v louâ—d_v we_o and_o take_v our_o nature_n and_o wash_v we_o from_o our_o sin_n in_o his_o own_o blood_n the_o perfect_a rule_n and_o pattern_n of_o holiness_n and_o the_o perpetual_a and_o ever_o prevail_a advocate_n at_o god_n right_a hand_n for_o all_o the_o penitent_a and_o believe_v i_o will_v also_o meditate_v upon_o the_o pure_a and_o glorious_a majesty_n the_o quicken_a pierce_a enlighten_v and_o burn_a power_n the_o prophecy_n and_o miracle_n the_o long-suffering_a warning_n and_o instruction_n the_o sanctification_n prevention_n assistance_n and_o consolation_n and_o the_o manifold_a gift_n and_o virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n pardon_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o o_o god_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n my_o too_o frequent_a neglect_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o presence_n glory_n be_v now_o to_o the_o eternal_a trinity_n which_o innumerable_a spotless_a angel_n and_o soul_n of_o righteous_a man_n and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o heaven_n incessant_o do_v serve_v and_o praise_n and_o worship_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a to_o these_o i_o join_v my_o humble_a voice_n and_o my_o will_v but_o pollute_v heart_n say_v amen_n holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o host_n heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v full_a of_o thy_o glory_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n most_o high_a moreover_o from_o daily_a experience_n and_o example_n i_o will_v reflect_v on_o the_o brevity_n vanity_n various_a temptation_n sinfulness_n and_o sorrow_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n upon_o which_o the_o eternal_a depend_v i_o will_v also_o contemplate_v with_o faith_n fear_n and_o solicitude_n the_o general_a resurrection_n and_o final_a judgement_n of_o all_o mankind_n according_a to_o our_o work_n word_n and_o design_n at_o christ_n most_o glorious_a most_o dreadful_a most_o righteous_a and_o all-searching_a tribunal_n lord_n jesus_n have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o all_o and_o prepare_v we_o for_o thy_o come_n final_o i_o will_v ponder_v and_o congratulate_v the_o present_a satisfaction_n anâ—_n internal_a peace_n and_o the_o future_a everlasting_a joy_n and_o happiness_n o_o unexpressible_a and_o everlasting_a happiness_n both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o all_o the_o faithful_a and_o obedient_a through_o the_o inestimable_a merit_n of_o christ_n jesus_n amen_n hosanna_n in_o the_o high_a iv._o furthermore_o i_o will_v constant_o use_v self-examination_n oh_o my_o soul_n what_o have_v i_o do_v this_o day_n what_o have_v i_o omit_v how_o have_v i_o offend_v against_o god_n or_o man_n in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n o_o lord_n almighty_a god_n most_o holy_a thou_o judge_v eternal_a have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o a_o vile_a sinner_n and_o for_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n forgive_v i_o the_o transgression_n of_o this_o day_n in_o particular_a etc._n etc._n together_o with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o life_n especial_o the_o more_o heinous_a and_o presumptuous_a as_o etc._n etc._n i_o be_o hearty_o sorry_a for_o these_o my_o misdoing_n the_o remembrance_n the_o stain_n the_o guilt_n the_o burden_n of_o they_o be_v grievous_a unto_o i_o for_o christ_n sake_n pity_n and_o pardon_v i_o and_o establish_v my_o heart_n by_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v hereafter_o more_o earnest_o and_o faithful_o pursue_v those_o necessary_a and_o solemn_a vow_n of_o a_o cautious_a sober_a honest_a and_o godly_a life_n which_o i_o have_v often_o make_v unto_o thou_o especial_o at_o thy_o holy_a sacrament_n amen_n v._o i_o now_o render_v most_o humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_o unto_o thâ—e_n almighty_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n fâ—r_v all_o thy_o blessing_n vouchsafe_v i_o this_o day_n especial_o etc._n etc._n thanks_o be_v to_o the_o divine_a grace_n that_o i_o have_v pass_v this_o day_n without_o scandal_n and_o without_o trouble_n bless_a be_v god_n my_o strength_n and_o hope_n that_o i_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n this_o day_n which_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v here_o i_o be_o o_o father_n do_v with_o i_o as_o seem_v best_a in_o thy_o own_o eye_n o_o let_v my_o service_n be_v acceptable_a to_o thou_o while_o i_o live_v and_o my_o soul_n ready_a for_o thou_o when_o i_o die_v amen_n lord_n god_n almighty_a who_o have_v create_v i_o and_o redeem_v i_o haleluia_o vi_o go_v to_o bed_n i_o will_v say_v the_o lord_n bless_v and_o keep_v i_o and_o i_o all_o this_o night_n oh_o keep_v our_o soul_n amen_n for_o christ_n sake_n here_o end_v the_o short_a office_n for_o every_o day_n see_v the_o large_a at_o rise_v and_o repose_v chap._n ix_o and_o x._o pious_a resolution_n chap._n iu._n i._o i_o will_v frequent_o say_v the_o lord_n see_v i_o in_o all_o my_o way_n or_o if_o i_o have_v time_n i_o will_v repeat_v psal._n 139._o ii_o i_o will_v love_v and_o fear_n and_o serve_v the_o lord_n my_o god_n by_o his_o grace_n and_o help_v with_o all_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o intention_n with_o all_o my_o mind_n contrivance_n and_o understanding_n and_o with_o all_o my_o might_n faculty_n and_o industry_n and_o i_o will_v love_v my_o neighbour_n as_o myself_o for_o say_v the_o gracious_a saviour_n on_o these_o two_o commandment_n hang_v all_o the_o law_n and_o the_o prophet_n matt._n c._n 22._o luke_n c._n 10._o deut._n c_o vi_fw-la 5._o and_o x._o 12_o 20._o etc._n etc._n 11.3_o iii_o i_o will_v often_o recite_v tit._n c._n 11.11_o 12._o the_o save_v grace_n of_o god_n have_v appear_v unto_o all_o man_n teach_v we_o that_o deny_v ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n we_o shall_v
soul_n thy_o remission_n favour_n and_o approbation_n and_o make_v i_o welcome_a at_o thy_o feast_n for_o thy_o flesh_n be_v meat_n indeed_o and_o thy_o blood_n be_v drink_v indeed_o the_o sufficient_a and_o only_a expiation_n of_o all_o humane_a guilt_n o_o holy_a jesus_n a_o offering_n of_o a_o free_a heart_n will_v i_o give_v thou_o and_o praise_v thy_o name_n o_o lord_n psal._n 54.6_o the_o son_n of_o man_n come_v to_o seek_v and_o to_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v and_o to_o make_v superabundant_a amends_o for_o the_o fault_n of_o the_o first_o transgressor_n luk._n 19.10_o rom._n 5.12_o etc._n etc._n v_o at_o the_o consecration_n holy_a thing_n for_o holy_a man_n s._n basil._n o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o father_n and_o be_v here_o invisible_o with_o we_o sanctify_v these_o thy_o gift_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n and_o we_o thy_o humble_a servant_n and_o make_v we_o from_o this_o institution_n partaker_n of_o pardon_n and_o peace_n and_o good_a hope_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o all_o other_o benefit_n of_o thy_o incarnation_n passion_n death_n resurrection_n ascension_n intercession_n second_o advent_n and_o judgement_n which_o we_o now_o ponder_v and_o contemplate_v with_o reverence_n and_o faith_n and_o joy_n and_o thanksgiving_n by_o the_o grace_n and_o succour_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n our_o patron_n and_o comforter_n amen_n behold_v the_o servant_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v it_o unto_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n in_o which_o thou_o have_v cause_v i_o to_o hope_v holy_a jesus_n say_v but_o the_o word_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v clean_a mâ—tt_n 8.8_o say_v buâ—_n the_o word_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v meet_a and_o ready_a for_o thy_o most_o divine_a gift_n for_o thyself_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o jesus_n christ_n we_o all_o hope_n to_o be_v save_v to_o be_v eternal_o happy_a haleluia_o acts._n 15.11_o heavenly_a father_n almighty_a god_n who_o alone_o work_v wonder_n lord_n most_o holy_a into_o a_o clean_a charitable_a devout_a humble_a and_o grateful_a heart_n let_v i_o now_o receive_v through_o faith_n the_o pure_a and_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o most_o gracious_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n for_o the_o remission_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o attain_n everlasting_a life_n amen_n amen_n amen_n holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o host_n heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o this_o place_n be_v full_a of_o thy_o glory_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n most_o high_a have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n thou_o son_n of_o david_n i_o know_v it_o be_v not_o meet_v to_o take_v the_o child_n bread_n and_o to_o cast_v it_o unto_o dog_n yet_o lord_n the_o dog_n eat_v of_o the_o crumb_n which_o fall_v from_o their_o master_n tablâ—_n maâ—th_n 15.22_o 26_o 27._o at_o receive_v the_o bread_n chap._n xii_o i._o lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n matth._n 8.8_o i_o fear_v i_o tremble_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o sinfulness_n and_o of_o the_o unsupportable_a brightness_n of_o thy_o majesty_n o_o saviour_n and_o judge_n eternal_a lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o a_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n amen_n bless_a be_v he_o that_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n hosanna_n to_o the_o son_n of_o david_n good_a will_n towards_o man_n peace_n on_o earth_n hosanna_n in_o the_o high_a matth._n 21.9_o stand_v open_a now_o o_o my_o soul_n stand_v open_v you_o everlasting_a door_n and_o let_v the_o king_n of_o glory_n enter_v in_o let_v the_o lord_n mighty_a to_o save_v jesus_n the_o king_n of_o glory_n enter_v in_o ii_o feed_v on_o he_o by_o faith_n etc._n etc._n amen_o i_o feed_v on_o he_o i_o remember_v his_o suffering_n and_o bloody_a sweat_n i_o meditate_v on_o his_o cross_n and_o die_a exclamation_n i_o believe_v i_o most_o humble_o and_o hearty_o embrace_v this_o invaluable_a and_o most_o miraculous_a redemption_n this_o great_a mystery_n of_o godliness_n god_n manifest_v in_o the_o flesh_n justify_v in_o the_o spirit_n by_o divers_a wonderful_a work_n and_o holy_a sermon_n see_v and_o worship_v by_o the_o angel_n believe_v on_o throughout_o the_o world_n and_o receive_v up_o into_o eternal_a glory_n 1_o tim._n 3.16_o thou_o be_v o_o christ_n the_o everlasting_a son_n of_o god_n thou_o be_v indeed_o the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n thou_o be_v the_o king_n of_o glory_n joh_n 1.49_o c._n 4.42_o c._n 10.11_o 27._o act_n 8.37_o sure_o thou_o have_v bear_v our_o grief_n and_o carry_v our_o sorrow_n thou_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n and_o bruise_v for_o our_o iniquity_n the_o chastisement_n of_o our_o peace_n be_v lay_v upon_o thou_o and_o by_o thy_o stripe_n we_o be_v heal_v isaiah_n 53.4_o this_o man_n receive_v sinner_n luke_n 15.2_o zaccheus_n mary_n magdalene_n the_o crucify_a thief_n the_o persecute_v saul_n these_o and_o million_o of_o million_o more_o upon_o their_o sorrow_n faith_n and_o repentance_n and_o let_v i_o receive_v now_o at_o this_o holy_a altar_n almighty_a saviour_n that_o most_o bless_a sentence_n son_n or_o daughter_n thy_o sin_n which_o be_v many_o be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o thy_o faith_n have_v save_v thou_o go_v in_o peace_n luk._n 7.47_o 48_o 50._o c._n 5.20_o go_v to_o my_o brethren_n behold_v the_o early_a compassion_n of_o the_o revive_a jesus_n and_o say_v unto_o they_o i_o ascend_v unto_o my_o father_n and_o your_o father_n and_o to_o my_o god_n and_o your_o god._n joh._n 20.16_o i_o know_v that_o my_o redeemer_n live_v and_o i_o shall_v see_v he_o at_o the_o latter_a day_n behold_v here_o be_v the_o pledge_n of_o his_o come_n again_o i_o shall_v see_v he_o for_o myself_o and_o i_o trust_v to_o kiss_v his_o glorious_a foot_n i_o know_v that_o immaculate_a high_a priest_n be_v enter_v with_o the_o atonement_n into_o the_o holy_a iii_o lo_o here_o be_v grace_n here_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n this_o be_v the_o beauty_n of_o holiness_n and_o the_o glorious_a presence_n of_o the_o redeemer_n this_o be_v the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n o_o happy_a day_n the_o glory_n of_o my_o life_n now_o i_o be_o well_o now_o i_o live_v now_o i_o rejoice_v with_o thou_o o_o triumphant_a jesus_n o_o bliss_n everlasting_a my_o content_a my_o devotion_n my_o affection_n my_o soul_n be_v fix_v on_o thou_o there_o let_v it_o ever_o rest_n amen_n the_o lord_n be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o song_n and_o be_v become_v my_o salvation_n this_o be_v the_o lord_n do_v and_o it_o be_v marvellous_a in_o our_o eye_n this_o be_v my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v glorify_v he_o the_o god_n of_o my_o father_n and_o i_o will_v exalt_v he_o exod._n c._n 15.2_o o_o let_v the_o serious_a thought_n of_o thy_o passion_n intercession_n kingdom_n and_o reward_n enter_v all_o my_o action_n and_o regulate_v my_o whole_a life_n which_o upon_o such_o observance_n will_v sure_o become_v pious_a prudent_a and_o cheerful_a amen_o dear_a jesus_n iv._o most_o gracious_a god_n we_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o we_o together_o with_o all_o thy_o saint_n who_o have_v please_v thou_o from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n may_v be_v partaker_n of_o those_o everlasting_a blessing_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o all_o that_o love_v thou_o and_o continue_v faithful_a unto_o death_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o lord_n now_o send_v prosperity_n bless_v thy_o people_n and_o extol_v they_o for_o ever_o bless_v now_o the_o king_n the_o royal_a family_n and_o all_o in_o civil_a office_n inspire_v and_o bless_v the_o bishop_n priest_n and_o deacon_n who_o administer_v thy_o holy_a mystery_n and_o by_o thy_o sole_a command_n and_o authority_n do_v absolve_v and_o bless_v and_o feed_v thy_o choose_a people_n now_o sanctify_v reward_n and_o prosper_v my_o kindred_n and_o friend_n my_o superior_n and_o benefactor_n as_o etc._n etc._n who_o at_o his_o happy_a eucharist_n and_o golden_a hour_n i_o commemorate_v with_o eulogy_n joy_n and_o gratitude_n if_o there_o be_v any_o consolation_n in_o christ_n any_o peace_n in_o the_o divine_a favour_n any_o happiness_n and_o glory_n in_o heaven_n by_o the_o throne_n of_o eternity_n if_o any_o goodness_n in_o the_o ocean_n of_o grace_n and_o beneficence_n requite_v they_o o_o god_n a_o thousand_o fold_n for_o all_o their_o kindness_n and_o bounty_n and_o affection_n towards_o i_o amen_n for_o the_o infinite_a desert_n of_o thy_o belove_a son_n our_o lord_n all_o thanks_o to_o thou_o o_o jesus_n king_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n for_o defend_v and_o bless_v this_o apostolic_a church_n where_o we_o now_o communicate_v the_o most_o unworthy_a of_o all_o her_o child_n what_o shall_v i_o render_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o benefit_n he_o have_v do_v unto_o i_o especial_o for_o snatch_v i_o from_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n and_o make_v i_o a_o heir_n of_o everlasting_a happiness_n in_o his_o presence_n i_o
be_o also_o ready_a to_o make_v reparation_n of_o fame_n and_o credit_n together_o with_o a_o ingenuous_a and_o humble_a acknowledgement_n to_o all_o that_o i_o have_v slander_v and_o calumniate_v namely_o to_o etc._n etc._n and_o according_o i_o forthwith_o take_v order_v that_o restitution_n and_o satisfaction_n be_v make_v to_o they_o all_o to_o the_o utmost_a of_o my_o ability_n and_o that_o their_o release_n and_o acquittance_n for_o all_o injury_n do_v to_o they_o be_v obtain_v or_o else_o most_o just_o and_o very_o presume_v before_o i_o adventure_v to_o crave_v the_o benefit_n of_o absolution_n if_o i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o such_o a_o confession_n and_o restitution_n i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a nor_o afraid_a to_o be_v the_o everlasting_a contempt_n and_o scorn_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a creator_n and_o of_o all_o that_o be_v bless_v i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a nor_o affright_v to_o be_v the_o companion_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o villainous_a man_n that_o ever_o live_v in_o darkness_n horror_n and_o torment_n let_v no_o father_n patron_n or_o master_n think_v of_o better_v the_o worldly_a condition_n of_o his_o successor_n by_o his_o own_o dreadful_a condemnation_n for_o final_o conceal_v and_o retain_v his_o illgotten_a estate_n or_o fraud_n iv._o moreover_o with_o a_o charitable_a heart_n according_a to_o the_o bâ—st_n of_o my_o understanding_n and_o enquiry_n implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n i_o â—ave_n make_v my_o last_o will_n and_o testament_n dispose_v the_o good_n and_o estate_n god_n have_v give_v i_o for_o his_o great_a glory_n namely_o among_o my_o relation_n and_o likewise_o in_o a_o due_a acknowledgement_n of_o sundry_a precious_a benefit_n receive_v by_o i_o in_o this_o apostolic_a church_n of_o which_o â—_o hope_v to_o continue_v a_o part_n to_o my_o life_n end_n and_o also_o for_o the_o poor_a blessing_n almighty_n god_n for_o enable_v i_o to_o give_v they_o some_o relief_n and_o so_o to_o lend_v unto_o himself_o his_o own_o temporal_a blessing_n to_o obtain_v far_o better_a riches_n in_o heaven_n amen_n i_o rest_v upon_o thy_o merit_n and_o upon_o thy_o word_n o_o triumphant_a saviour_n forgive_v and_o you_o shall_v be_v forgive_v give_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v into_o your_o bosom_n good_a measure_n press_v down_o shake_v together_o and_o run_v over_o luk._n c._n 6.37_o and_o c._n 11.9_o amen_n final_o i_o have_v give_v my_o relation_n and_o friend_n the_o best_a advise_v and_o counsel_n i_o can_v for_o the_o good_a of_o their_o neverdying_a soul_n and_o for_o their_o well-living_a in_o this_o world_n v._o have_v thus_o rid_v myself_o of_o all_o the_o care_n and_o trouble_n and_o concern_v of_o mortality_n have_v now_o perfect_o do_v with_o this_o world_n with_o a_o clear_a and_o humble_a heart_n i_o address_v myself_o to_o thy_o grace_n almighty_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n and_o father_n beseech_v thou_o to_o instruct_v exercise_n and_o prepare_v i_o for_o the_o succeed_a glorious_a and_o immortal_a life_n to_o which_o by_o the_o christian_a profession_n thou_o have_v advance_v my_o hope_n and_o awful_a expectation_n haleluia_o through_o the_o glorify_a jesus_n haleluia_o to_o all_o eternity_n amen_n but_o i_o foresee_v the_o passage_n to_o this_o beatitude_n to_o be_v very_o dark_a and_o dismal_a full_a of_o thorn_n and_o tear_n full_a of_o confession_n remorse_n and_o contrition_n for_o the_o many_o fault_n of_o a_o short_a life_n and_o also_o full_a of_o disease_n and_o pain_n and_o anguish_n reach_v unto_o dissolution_n insensibility_n stench_n and_o rottenness_n by_o all_o thy_o agony_n and_o experience_n help_v i_o o_o holy_a jesus_n through_o this_o terror_n amen_n repentance·_a chap._n xvi_o see_v chap._n vi_o vi_o 5._o and_o chap_n xi_o xi_o 2._o i._o confession_n i_o have_v sin_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v deal_v wicked_o i_o have_v lead_v a_o unequal_a untoward_a and_o pollute_a life_n i_o have_v sin_v before_o thou_o when_o ashamed_a of_o humane_a view_n before_o thou_o my_o father_n my_o judge_n my_o benefactor_n my_o worship_n and_o my_o god._n o_o absurd_a and_o stupid_a wretch_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n with_o all_o the_o power_n and_o ability_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o with_o affection_n and_o design_n have_v i_o sin_v against_o thou_o most_o mighty_a and_o most_o holy_a ungrateful_o and_o base_o grievous_o and_o presumtuous_o particular_o etc._n etc._n have_v i_o sin_v and_o lord_n how_o often_o secret_o and_o open_o in_o the_o chamber_n as_o etc._n etc._n anâ—_n in_o public_a as_o etc._n etc._n tread_v upon_o thy_o earth_n and_o cover_v with_o thy_o heaven_n yea_o â—_o have_v sin_v in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o prayer_n and_o invocation_n as_o etc._n etc._n be_v this_o then_o the_o image_n of_o god_n be_v this_o a_o christian_n a_o heir_n of_o eternal_a life_n â—his_fw-la a_o priest_n and_o dispenser_n of_o the_o pure_a word_n and_o sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n ah_o this_o be_v nothing_o but_o clay_n and_o dirt_n uncleanness_n and_o misery_n ii_o contrition_n the_o soul_n that_o be_v trouble_v and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v vex_v cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o relent_v i_o grieve_v i_o be_o hearty_o sorry_a for_o this_o demerit_n and_o irritation_n of_o thy_o divine_a justice_n i_o be_o ashamed_a i_o abhor_v myself_o i_o be_o perfect_o weâ—ry_a of_o this_o corrupt_a life_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v whither_o shall_v i_o turn_v i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n that_o behold_v my_o vileness_n to_o heaven_n which_o i_o have_v abuse_v and_o despise_v i_o will_v bow_v myself_o to_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o grave_n that_o wait_v to_o hide_v and_o devour_v such_o a_o wretch_n i_o will_v sâ—ite_v upon_o my_o breast_n with_o the_o conscious_a publican_n upon_o my_o breast_n the_o box_n and_o origine_fw-la of_o all_o this_o mischief_n and_o do_v thou_o strike_v this_o rock_n o_o holy_a jesus_n that_o the_o water_n may_v free_o flow_v that_o my_o tear_n may_v mingle_v with_o thy_o blood_n my_o humble_a and_o sincere_a repentance_n reach_v thy_o propitiation_n and_o remission_n dissolve_v thou_o sinful_a clod_n tremble_v thou_o earth_n earth_n earth_n at_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n at_o the_o presence_n and_o vindication_n of_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n who_o turn_v the_o â—lint_n stone_n into_o a_o spring_a well_o i_o wish_v for_o the_o tear_n of_o david_n pierce_v with_o the_o matter_n of_o uriah_n the_o mourning_n of_o jeremiah_n and_o the_o dejection_n of_o manasseh_n i_o recollect_v and_o confess_v in_o particular_a unto_o thou_o my_o more_o grievous_a sin_n the_o rest_n be_v without_o number_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o soul._n thus_o and_o thus_o have_v i_o do_v etc._n etc._n i_o give_v glory_n to_o thou_o as_o achan_n i_o confess_v and_o be_o confound_v at_o the_o enormity_n and_o presumption_n and_o villainous_a circumstance_n of_o my_o offence_n as_o etc._n etc._n i_o hide_v not_o my_o unrighteousness_n as_o adam_n in_o the_o garden_n who_o lead_v the_o way_n of_o sin_v and_o of_o repentance_n i_o hide_v not_o i_o can_v hide_v but_o with_o tear_n and_o dread_a remorse_n acknowledge_v to_o thy_o most_o pure_a and_o omniscient_a majesty_n my_o fault_n my_o folly_n yea_o rather_o my_o wilfulness_n my_o hardness_n my_o vice_n my_o criminal_a and_o deplorable_a life_n and_o lo_o here_o i_o judge_v and_o reprove_v and_o condemn_v myself_o at_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o throne_n and_o yet_o i_o be_o not_o enough_o abase_v he_o can_v fall_v too_o low_a who_o merit_n be_v hell_n my_o deformation_n and_o destruction_n be_v only_o from_o myself_o from_o my_o perverse_a and_o incorrigible_a self_n my_o relief_n and_o salvation_n be_v from_o thou_o only_o father_n thou_o know_v my_o sin_n and_o thou_o know_v my_o anguish_n it_o be_v not_o easy_a to_o transgress_v thy_o command_n and_o reflect_v upon_o the_o transgression_n my_o flesh_n tremble_v for_o fâ—ar_v of_o thou_o and_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o thy_o judgement_n o_o lord_n i_o dread_v that_o great_a day_n when_o the_o throne_n shall_v be_v set_v the_o book_n open_v and_o my_o shameful_a life_n recite_v and_o all_o my_o work_n of_o darkness_n expose_v in_o perfect_a light_n i_o tremble_v lest_o the_o bless_a jesus_n who_o shed_v his_o blood_n for_o my_o redemption_n and_o have_v so_o earnest_o urge_v and_o offer_v i_o pardon_n and_o peace_n and_o eternal_a life_n shall_v then_o condemn_v i_o and_o the_o mighty_a angel_n and_o holy_a man_n of_o all_o age_n and_o nation_n new_o clothe_v with_o immortal_a and_o illustrious_a body_n hiss_v i_o from_o the_o righteous_a tribunal_n and_o the_o mouth_n of_o hell_n receive_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n into_o exquisite_a torment_n without_o light_n or_o pity_n my_o present_a horror_n and_o confusion_n be_v great_a but_o what_o be_v this_o to_o everlasting_a burn_n iii_o supplication_n great_a
angel_n say_v holy_a father_n i_o be_o prostrate_a at_o thy_o dreadful_a tribunal_n i_o humble_v myself_o both_o soul_n and_o body_n before_o thou_o and_o bow_v down_o my_o grieve_a head_n at_o thy_o footstool_n as_o once_o my_o meek_a and_o die_a saviour_n do_v my_o god_n my_o god_n forsake_v i_o not_o look_v o_o heavenly_a father_n on_o the_o scar_n and_o merit_n of_o jesus_n o_o hear_v his_o mediation_n receive_v his_o intercession_n and_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o a_o sinner_n a_o vile_a and_o ungrateful_a sinner_n what_o i_o have_v neglect_v what_o i_o have_v ignorant_o or_o wilful_o commit_v against_o thy_o majesty_n most_o holy_a most_o mighty_a and_o long-suffering_a from_o my_o birth_n and_o baptism_n unto_o this_o moment_n by_o sundry_a sort_n of_o vain_a thought_n and_o irregular_a imagination_n by_o inordinate_a desire_n and_o affection_n by_o injurious_a and_o corrupt_a discourse_n and_o by_o innumerable_a evil_a action_n folly_n and_o provocation_n for_o christ_n sake_n forgive_v i_o such_o be_v my_o condition_n so_o many_o and_o great_a my_o sin_n and_o relapse_n that_o unless_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a i_o can_v have_v no_o hope_n no_o comfort_n i_o have_v transgress_v beyond_o all_o humane_a pardon_n beyond_o seventy_o seven_o time_n for_o the_o bowel_n of_o the_o saviour_n that_o be_v open_v on_o the_o cross_n for_o i_o for_o thy_o own_o immense_a goodness_n which_o embrace_v heaven_n and_o earth_n holy_a father_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v i_o consider_v my_o sorrow_n and_o contrition_n accept_v most_o merciful_a god_n my_o tear_n my_o subjection_n my_o repentance_n my_o vow_n and_o resolve_v amendment_n and_o then_o speak_v peace_n to_o my_o conscience_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a hope_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n call_v to_o remembrance_n o_o lord_n thy_o tender_a mercy_n and_o thy_o love_a kindness_n which_o have_v be_v ever_o of_o old_a oh_o remember_v not_o the_o sin_n and_o offence_n of_o thy_o servant_n spare_v we_o all_o good_a lord_n spare_v thy_o people_n who_o thou_o have_v redeem_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son._n amen_o psal._n 25.5_o 6._o see_v chap._n xvi_o of_o this_o book_n iii_o at_o the_o absolution_n o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a most_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a father_n will_v all_o humility_n faith_n and_o thankfulness_n i_o receive_v and_o embrace_v this_o absolution_n as_o pronounce_v upon_o my_o repentance_n from_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o eternal_a glory_n amen_n haleluia_o amen_n amen_n here_o than_o i_o have_v lay_v down_o my_o burden_n and_o fear_n the_o stain_n and_o disquiet_v of_o my_o life_n by_o name_n my_o anger_n lust_n pride_n envy_n covetousness_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o grievous_a sin_n never_o never_o to_o take_v they_o up_o again_o bless_a be_v god_n for_o this_o salvation_n most_o holy_a father_n assist_v and_o forward_o the_o vow_n and_o resolution_n of_o the_o mean_a of_o all_o that_o serve_v thou_o let_v a_o man_n examine_v himself_o and_o so_o let_v he_o eat_v say_v s._n paul._n i_o think_v on_o my_o way_n and_o turn_v my_o foot_n unto_o thy_o testimony_n i_o make_v haste_n and_o prolong_v not_o the_o time_n to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n say_v king_n david_n i_o look_v for_o the_o lord_n in_o his_o word_n be_v my_o trust_n in_o the_o lord_n word_n will_v i_o comfort_v i_o psal._n 56.10_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o thy_o salvation_n psal._n 119.81_o i_o here_o humble_o wait_v for_o the_o grace_n and_o benefit_n of_o my_o die_a saviour_n institution_n and_o legacy_n for_o the_o precious_a treasure_n of_o heaven_n visit_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o the_o favour_n that_o thou_o bear_v unto_o thy_o people_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o felicity_n of_o thy_o choose_a and_o give_v thanks_o with_o thy_o inheritance_n the_o lord_n pardon_v i_o and_o every_o one_o that_o prepare_v his_o heart_n to_o seek_v god_n the_o lord_n god_n of_o his_o father_n the_o father_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n though_o he_o be_v not_o cleanse_v according_a to_o the_o purification_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n though_o he_o fall_v short_a of_o the_o frame_n and_o disposition_n due_a to_o this_o holy_a and_o tremendous_a mystery_n 2_o chron._n c._n 30.18.19_o i_o come_v to_o a_o know_a altar_n this_o sacrament_n have_v often_o correct_v restore_v and_o comfort_v i_o thy_o benediction_n holy_a father_n be_v always_o ready_a thy_o hand_n ever_o open_a to_o the_o sincere_a and_o humble_a client_n and_o i_o now_o pray_v for_o thy_o wont_a goodness_n through_o jesus_n christ_n the_o sum_n and_o substance_n of_o this_o office._n iv._o at_o lift_v up_o your_o heart_n yea_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n and_o my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o o_o eternal_a my_o mediation_n my_o desire_n my_o hope_n my_o faith_n my_o affection_n my_o invention_n and_o design_n all_o my_o soul_n and_o strength_n be_v now_o with_o thou_o most_o high_a and_o most_o gracious_a father_n i_o have_v pass_v this_o altar_n unto_o the_o sublime_a and_o pure_a seat_n of_o thy_o majesty_n which_o all_o order_n of_o holy_a angel_n and_o bless_a man_n ever_o fear_v and_o adore_v let_v i_o o_o let_v i_o there_o behold_v the_o lamb_n of_o god_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n show_v i_o jesus_n and_o it_o suffice_v behold_v o_o my_o faith_n reach_n and_o embrace_v what_o the_o prime_a martyr_n see_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n and_o eminence_n of_o eternal_a blessedness_n the_o prince_n of_o peace_n the_o mighty_a saviour_n the_o triumphant_a jesus_n lift_v up_o his_o glorious_a and_o gracious_a arm_n to_o bless_v and_o to_o defend_v i_o the_o vile_a and_o unworthy_a of_o all_o live_n bless_a and_o most_o love_a saviour_n by_o thy_o inestimable_a blood_n wash_v i_o thorough_o from_o my_o wickedness_n and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n by_o the_o ardour_n of_o thy_o soul_n towards_o mankind_n in_o the_o dark_a hour_n of_o thy_o passion_n commiserate_v i_o and_o rid_v i_o of_o all_o my_o evil_a habit_n custom_n and_o practice_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o now_o lord_n remember_v i_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n as_o thou_o do_v the_o penitent_a companion_n of_o thy_o cross_n and_o dolour_n and_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n this_o day_n thou_o shall_v be_v with_o i_o in_o paradise_n thou_o shall_v by_o faith_n see_v my_o glory_n to_o which_o from_o the_o obedience_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o humble_a grave_n the_o almighty_a father_n have_v exalt_v i_o have_v exalt_v thy_o nature_n my_o heart_n be_v ready_a o_o lord_n my_o heart_n be_v ready_a for_o this_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n and_o gratitude_n like_a as_o the_o hart_n desire_v the_o water_n brook_v so_o pant_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o hope_n my_o refuge_n my_o rest_n my_o life_n and_o my_o happiness_n o_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n who_o by_o thy_o cross_n and_o precious_a blood_n have_v redeem_v we_o save_v we_o now_o and_o help_v we_o we_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o we_o may_v all_o receive_v these_o holy_a and_o dreadful_a mystery_n without_o condemnation_n and_o ruin_n and_o to_o our_o grâ—at_a consolation_n and_o benefit_n for_o the_o mortify_a all_o our_o inordinate_a passion_n repress_v all_o sinful_a temptation_n and_o occasion_n conquer_a the_o devil_n increase_a our_o hope_n and_o faith_n correct_v and_o beautify_v our_o conversation_n for_o the_o abolish_n our_o guilt_n and_o for_o the_o attain_n eternal_a life_n amâ—n_n dear_a jesus_n i_o address_v to_o thy_o holy_a altar_n with_o great_a desire_n i_o come_v as_o near_o thou_o o_o bless_a redeemer_n as_o mortality_n will_v let_v i_o i_o come_v with_o a_o penitent_a earnest_a and_o open_a heart_n to_o praise_v thou_o to_o adore_v thou_o and_o to_o kiss_v by_o faith_n thy_o wound_a foot_n as_o once_o thy_o astonish_a disciple_n do_v matt._n 28.9_o i_o behold_v by_o faith_n the_o print_n of_o the_o nail_n by_o faith_n i_o touch_v the_o wound_n in_o thy_o side_n whence_o flow_v water_n and_o blood_n my_o sanctification_n and_o my_o pardon_n o_o fill_v i_o with_o thy_o influence_n and_o virtue_n luk._n 8.46.1_o cor._n 11.29_o now_o i_o apprehend_v discern_v and_o embrace_v thy_o precious_a body_n thy_o all_o save_a passion_n my_o â—ord_n and_o my_o god_n confirm_v thy_o word_n unto_o thy_o servant_n bless_v be_v they_o that_o see_v not_o and_o have_v believe_v merciful_a saviour_n at_o this_o most_o noble_a and_o pious_a mystery_n remove_v and_o banish_v from_o my_o mind_n all_o worldly_a care_n all_o vain_a imagination_n mean_n thought_n error_n and_o misconceit_n unite_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o the_o sundry_a power_n and_o faculty_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o and_o point_n and_o direct_v they_o all_o unto_o the_o instant_a office_n govern_v now_o o_o lord_n and_o bless_v my_o apprehension_n exalt_v my_o faith_n enlarge_v my_o affection_n and_o devotion_n and_o then_o consign_v to_o my_o