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spirtualness_n profit_n delight_n as_o i_o ought_v not_o call_v the_o sabbath_n a_o delight_n holy_a of_o the_o lord_n honorable_n the_o 5._o by_o not_o behave_v myself_o answerable_a to_o my_o several_a relation_n with_o all_o due_a reverence_n and_o respect_n to_o my_o natural_a ecclesiastical_a political_a parent_n in_o heart_n word_n behaviour_n prayer_n thanksgiving_n for_o superior_n cover_v their_o infirmity_n in_o love_n not_o admonish_v and_o encourage_v inferior_n in_o well-doing_n not_o by_o a_o grave_a wise_a holy_a exemplary_a carriage_n procure_v glory_n to_o thou_o and_o preserve_v the_o honour_n and_o authority_n thou_o have_v put_v upon_o i_o not_o regard_v the_o dignity_n and_o worth_n of_o my_o equal_n or_o rejoice_v in_o their_o gift_n advancement_n prosperity_n as_o my_o own_o the_o 6._o by_o sinful_a anger_n hatred_n secret_a grudge_n injurious_a thought_n excessive_a passion_n distract_n care_n immoderate_a use_n of_o diet_n labour_n rest_n recreation_n revile_v 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spirit_n but_o make_v my_o heart_n a_o cage_n of_o impure_a thought_n my_o mind_n a_o sty_n of_o the_o unclean_a spirit_n the_o 8._o by_o unbecoming_a art_n in_o bargain_v not_o deal_v with_o other_o as_o i_o will_v man_n shall_v with_o i_o not_o endeavour_v by_o all_o just_a mean_n to_o procure_v preserve_v and_o further_o the_o welfare_n of_o other_o as_o well_o as_o my_o own_o withhold_v good_a from_o they_o to_o who_o it_o be_v due_a suffering_n christ_n to_o stand_v at_o and_o go_v away_o from_o my_o door_n hungry_a cold_a naked_a succourless_a and_o when_o the_o leanness_n of_o his_o cheek_n plead_v pity_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n will_v show_v no_o compassion_n the_o 9_o by_o slander_v backbiting_a detract_n revile_v harsh_a flatter_a misconstrue_v discourage_a sinister_a intention_n word_n and_o action_n listen_v to_o and_o spread_v the_o fault_n of_o other_o not_o charitable_a in_o my_o thought_n and_o speech_n to_o they_o not_o free_o acknowledge_v their_o gift_n and_o grace_n not_o ready_o receive_v a_o good_a report_n but_o willing_o admit_v a_o evil_a one_o not_o discourage_v tale-bearer_n flatterer_n slanderer_n not_o love_v desire_v rejoice_v in_o care_v for_o defend_v and_o uphold_v their_o good_a name_n not_o sorrow_v for_o and_o cover_v their_o infirmity_n but_o practise_v or_o not_o avoid_v myself_o or_o not_o hinder_v what_o i_o can_v in_o other_o such_o thing_n as_o raise_v jealousy_n and_o suspicion_n procure_v a_o ill_a name_n to_o myself_o or_o other_o the_o 10._o by_o self-love_n evil_a thought_n covetousness_n inordinate_a prize_v and_o affect_v distrustful_a distract_n solicitous_a care_n and_o study_v in_o get_v keep_v or_o use_v temporal_a thing_n discontent_a with_o my_o own_o estate_n envy_v and_o grieve_v at_o my_o neighbour_n unlawful_a motion_n and_o affection_n to_o thing_n that_o be_v he_o and_o to_o these_o i_o have_v add_v multitude_n of_o sin_n against_o the_o gospel_n by_o not_o as_o i_o ought_v labour_v to_o acquaint_v myself_o with_o it_o ignorance_n flight_v of_o not_o sufficient_o esteem_v admire_a thankful_a for_o that_o infinite_a love_n in_o my_o redemption_n not_o love_v rejoice_v in_o christ_n and_o he_o crucify_a rely_v on_o &_o own_v of_o he_o in_o all_o his_o office_n account_v all_o thing_n loss_n and_o dung_n for_o he_o not_o take_v that_o pain_n i_o ought_v to_o know_v he_o and_o the_o power_n of_o his_o resurrection_n and_o the_o fellowship_n of_o his_o suffering_n and_o to_o be_v make_v conformable_a to_o his_o death_n if_o by_o any_o mean_n i_o may_v attain_v unto_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o dead_a and_o be_v make_v perfect_a as_o my_o father_n in_o heaven_n be_v perfect_a not_o claim_v his_o promise_n as_o my_o heritage_n nor_o esteem_v they_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o as_o unsearchable_a riches_n exceed_o great_a and_o precious_a not_o believe_v prize_v embrace_v of_o hope_v wait_v for_o the_o good_a of_o they_o with_o so_o much_o readiness_n and_o steadfastness_n as_o their_o excelcellency_n and_o certainty_n require_v and_o apply_v they_o as_o i_o ought_v to_o this_o and_o the_o next_o life_n not_o careful_a they_o have_v their_o due_a effect_n on_o my_o soul_n in_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n not_o die_v daily_o to_o sin_n nor_o act_n &_o grow_v in_o grace_n and_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o christ_n not_o thirst_v after_o righteousness_n and_o that_o poor_a mournful_a meek_a merciful_a pure_a spirit_n that_o shall_v be_v bless_v not_o confess_v but_o be_v ashamed_a of_o christ_n before_o man_n and_o my_o relation_n to_o he_o not_o deny_v myself_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o follow_v he_o not_o do_v all_o thing_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n nor_o rejoice_v in_o he_o always_o not_o receive_v not_o do_v the_o good_a nor_o improve_n time_n mercy_n judgement_n foreign_a perturbation_n national_a discontent_n and_o division_n irreligious_a confusion_n domestic_a distinguish_a favour_n as_o i_o ought_v strangeness_n
niggardliness_n unto_o inconsiderateness_n of_o the_o worth_n fearlesness_n of_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o precious_a soul_n care_v more_o for_o the_o body_n than_o it_o or_o other_o not_o trouble_v for_o such_o as_o be_v negligent_a poisoner_n murderer_n of_o they_o not_o sufficient_o convince_v of_o humble_v for_o the_o corruption_n of_o my_o nature_n mind_n conscience_n will_n affection_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n and_o lie_v under_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hide_v excuse_v lessen_v of_o not_o make_v that_o narrow_a search_n after_o not_o be_v grieve_v for_o my_o sin_n in_o any_o proportion_n to_o their_o multitude_n and_o greatness_n as_o consider_v that_o wretched_a injustice_n folly_n and_o unkindness_n i_o have_v express_v by_o they_o love_v darkness_n hate_v the_o light_n receive_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o vain_a turn_v it_o into_o wantonness_n crucify_a the_o son_n of_o god_n afresh_o tempt_v grieve_v the_o holy_a spirit_n hardly_o forsake_v my_o belove_a sin_n for_o thy_o sake_n who_o haste_v free_o give_v thy_o only_a sow_n for_o i_o that_o carefulness_n that_o clear_v of_o myself_o that_o indignation_n that_o fear_n that_o vehement_a desire_n that_o zele_n that_o revenge_n that_o watchfulness_n resolve_v strive_v against_o sin_n improve_n all_o advantage_n for_o avoid_v and_o subdue_a it_o i_o find_v not_o that_o be_v wrought_v in_o those_o who_o sarrow_n after_o a_o godly_a sort_n nor_o apply_v myself_o with_o all_o earnestness_n to_o the_o only_a mean_n of_o pardon_n end_n reconciliation_n in_o the_o gospel_n time_n and_o strength_n will_v fail_v i_o to_o repeat_v how_o oft_o i_o be_o partaker_n of_o family_n national_a church_n other_o man_n sin_n by_o set_v a_o ill_a example_n provoke_v consent_v to_o connive_v at_o countenance_v permit_v sin_n where_o i_o may_v correct_v or_o hinder_v it_o hate_v my_o brother_n in_o my_o heart_n â—y_a suffer_v sin_n upon_o he_o delightful_a society_n with_o evil_a doer_n take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o cause_n of_o my_o humiliation_n to_o see_v they_o pave_v their_o way_n to_o hell_n with_o their_o own_o â—ands_n make_v that_o matter_n of_o sport_n which_o nothing_o but_o the_o dear_a drop_n of_o the_o heart_n â—lood_o of_o god_n can_v expiate_v laugh_v â—â—t_n that_o which_o make_v damn_v soul_n shed_v â—ivers_a of_o tear_n they_o shall_v be_v damn_v that_o â—ave_n pleasure_n in_o unrighteousness_n by_o not_o â—eeking_v the_o thing_n of_o christ_n as_o my_o own_o not_o prefer_v jerusalem_n above_o my_o chieâ—_n joy_n not_o have_v the_o care_n of_o the_o church_n lie_v upon_o i_o my_o heart_n tremble_v noâ—_n for_o fear_n of_o the_o ark_n nor_o be_v my_o soul_n vexeâ—_n from_o day_n to_o day_n with_o their_o unlawful_a deed_n among_o who_o i_o live_v oh_o how_o little_a do_v i_o mourn_v for_o the_o suffering_n of_o other_o for_o the_o sign_n of_o god_n anger_n for_o the_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d the_o time_n when_o do_v i_o go_v apart_o and_o mounâ—_n for_o england_n cry_v abomination_n or_o looâ—_n upon_o london_n a_o sinful_a city_n and_o weep_v ouâ—â—_n it_o and_o oh_o the_o infirmity_n imperfection_n iniquity_n of_o my_o holy_a thing_n oh_o hoâ—_n much_o carelessness_n unpreparedness_n impenitency_n unbelief_n pride_n hypocrisy_n uâ—_n spiritualness_n earthliness_n formality_n slightness_n deadness_n heartlesness_n distraction_n indisposition_n weariness_n want_v of_o relish_n attend_v my_o attendance_n on_o so_o great_a a_o majesty_n unanswerable_a walk_v rest_a 〈◊〉_d the_o mere_a outside_n of_o duty_n when_o i_o do_v not_o enjoy_v communion_n with_o thou_o in_o they_o and_o dare_v such_o a_o guilty_a abominable_a sâ—ner_n sit_v down_o with_o thou_o at_o thy_o table_n such_o dog_n that_o have_v so_o often_o return_v to_o his_o wâ—mit_n go_v and_o take_v that_o which_o be_v so_o holy_a such_o a_o swine_n wallow_v in_o the_o mire_n haâ—_n to_o do_v with_o those_o precious_a pearl_n that_o have_v already_o so_o often_o trample_v they_o under_o my_o foot_n careless_o neglect_v or_o unworthy_o receive_v those_o holy_a mystery_n rather_o defy_v they_o then_o adore_v thou_o by_o bring_v such_o troop_n of_o my_o saviour_n profess_a enemy_n unrepented_a sin_n along_o with_o i_o as_o if_o i_o come_v not_o to_o commemorate_v but_o to_o renew_v his_o passion_n to_o crucify_v he_o afresh_o oh_o i_o have_v much_o reason_n to_o fear_n i_o be_o guilty_a of_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o the_o lord_n by_o ear_n and_o drink_v unworthy_o in_o that_o i_o have_v not_o hunger_v and_o thirst_v after_o nor_o partake_v of_o it_o so_o often_o as_o my_o necessity_n and_o opportunity_n require_v nor_o approach_v it_o with_o such_o a_o solemn_a preparation_n examination_n humiliation_n and_o cleanse_v the_o secret_n of_o my_o heart_n from_o all_o sin_n nor_o renew_v the_o covenant-condition_n faith_n and_o repentance_n nor_o receive_v it_o with_o that_o reverend_a behaviour_n and_o those_o inward_a disposition_n nor_o be_v so_o especial_o careful_a in_o make_v good_a my_o covenant_n engagement_n and_o resolution_n as_o become_v a_o worthy_a communicant_a oh_o how_o can_v such_o a_o loathsome_a wretch_n go_v to_o be_v entertain_v by_o thou_o in_o so_o near_o a_o communion_n that_o can_v expect_v that_o be_o below_o the_o least_o good_a look_n from_o thy_o gracious_a eye_n oh_o how_o dare_v such_o a_o vile_a miscreant_n presume_v to_o drink_v of_o the_o cup_n of_o blessing_n who_o have_v deserve_v such_o a_o curse_n from_o thy_o hand_n as_o that_o thou_o shall_v hurry_v i_o to_o thy_o bar_n of_o justice_n and_o not_o admit_v i_o to_o the_o seal_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n to_o be_v cover_v with_o shame_n and_o confusion_n of_o face_n while_o thy_o child_n come_v with_o boldness_n and_o present_v themselves_o before_o thou_o array_v in_o the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o son_n whilst_o they_o be_v lift_v up_o their_o head_n with_o joy_n know_v the_o time_n of_o celebrate_v their_o redemption_n draw_v nigh_o i_o may_v be_v hide_v myself_o in_o the_o den_n and_o rock_n of_o the_o mountain_n say_v fall_v on_o i_o and_o hide_v i_o from_o the_o face_n of_o he_o that_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n drag_v away_o by_o curse_a fiend_n to_o the_o place_n of_o torment_n with_o hideous_a scriek_n to_o a_o innumerable_a company_n of_o devil_n and_o damn_a soul_n instead_o of_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o god_n the_o assembly_n of_o his_o people_n with_o the_o voice_n of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n with_o a_o multitude_n that_o keep_v holy_a day_n while_o the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n arise_v with_o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n unto_o those_o that_o fear_v thy_o name_n thy_o wrath_n may_v burn_v against_o i_o as_o fire_n and_o consume_v i_o as_o stubble_n the_o day_n of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n feast_v and_o rejoice_v sacrifice_n &_o atonement_n to_o thy_o sincere_a servant_n may_v be_v a_o day_n of_o wrath_n and_o trouble_n darkness_n and_o gloominess_n distress_n and_o desolation_n to_o i_o while_o they_o with_o joy_n of_o heart_n be_v say_v come_v let_v we_o go_v unto_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n oh_o our_o foot_n shall_v stand_v within_o thy_o gate_n o_o zion_n thy_o court_n o_o god_n i_o the_o great_a day_n of_o his_o wrath_n be_v come_v and_o who_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o stand_v in_o stead_n of_o hold_v out_o to_o i_o the_o golden_a sceptre_n thou_o may_v break_v i_o with_o a_o rod_n of_o iron_n and_o dash_v i_o in_o piece_n like_o a_o potter_n vessel_n while_o they_o be_v rejoice_v and_o give_v honour_n to_o thou_o at_o the_o supper_n i_o may_v lie_v under_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lamb_n lift_v up_o my_o eye_n in_o hell_n beg_v a_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o cool_v my_o tongue_n i_o may_v see_v they_o sit_v down_o with_o the_o king_n at_o his_o table_n and_o myself_o thrust_v out_o into_o that_o place_n where_o be_v nothing_o but_o weep_v &_o wail_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n thou_o be_v ready_a to_o entertain_v those_o that_o be_v bid_v but_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a for_o make_v light_n of_o thy_o provision_n and_o invitation_n prefer_v the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n before_o it_o thou_o may_v just_o say_v i_o shall_v never_o taste_v of_o thy_o supper_n or_o if_o i_o go_v it_o may_v be_v not_o for_o the_o better_a but_o for_o the_o worse_o i_o may_v meet_v with_o a_o frown_n instead_o of_o a_o smile_n a_o blow_n a_o breach_n a_o curse_n instead_o of_o a_o blessing_n thou_o may_v in_o stead_n of_o bread_n give_v i_o a_o stone_n for_o the_o cup_n of_o the_o new_a testment_n a_o cup_n of_o wrath_n and_o tremble_v thou_o may_v turn_v my_o heart_n into_o a_o stone_n instead_o of_o ture_v my_o heart_n of_o stone_n into_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n the_o bread_n of_o life_n may_v be_v to_o i_o a_o stone_n of_o stumble_v and_o a_o rock_n of_o offence_n to_o fall_v on_o i_o and_o grind_v i_o to_o
open_v my_o mouth_n wide_o that_o thou_o may_v fill_v it_o as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water-brook_n so_o let_v ray_n soul_n pant_v after_o thou_o o_o god_n the_o evening_n close_n and_o now_o oh_o gracious_a god_n leave_v i_o not_o to_o the_o dulness_n the_o deadness_n the_o hardness_n the_o impenitency_n the_o unbelief_n â—he_v barrenness_n the_o earthliness_n the_o impoâ—â—ency_n the_o distraction_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n oh_o enrich_v the_o ordinance_n with_o thy_o own_o presence_n while_o the_o king_n sit_v at_o his_o taâ—le_n let_v my_o spikenard_n send_v forth_o the_o smell_n â—hereof_o descend_v into_o my_o heart_n by_o the_o exâ—â—tations_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o influence_n of_o thy_o by_o and_o let_v i_o ascend_v unto_o thou_o by_o the_o exâ—â—cise_n of_o grace_n &_o pious_a address_n awake_v â—â—ou_fw-fr north_n wind_n and_o come_v thou_o south_n â—ow_o upon_o my_o garden_n that_o the_o spice_n â—â—ereof_o may_v flow_v out_o make_v every_o grace_n 〈◊〉_d my_o 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endure_v what_o but_o man_n heinous_a sin_n deserve_v such_o his_o sad_a and_o wrathful_a dolour_n ah_o sinful_a wretch_n it_o be_v our_o do_n that_o he_o suffer_v our_o evil_n but_o his_o smart_n our_o trespass_n his_o punishment_n his_o breast_n be_v make_v a_o large_a receptable_a for_o our_o care_n his_o back_n a_o common_a prop_n unto_o our_o load_n he_o be_v deliver_v for_o our_o offence_n he_o be_v slay_v but_o not_o for_o himself_o he_o bear_v our_o grief_n and_o carry_v our_o sorrow_n he_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n bruise_v for_o our_o iniquity_n for_o the_o transgression_n of_o his_o people_n be_v he_o smite_v why_o then_o be_v we_o angry_a with_o rail_v against_o the_o jew_n and_o complain_v not_o of_o find_v no_o fault_n with_o ourselves_o greatly_a guilty_a they_o be_v the_o instrument_n we_o the_o procurer_n of_o his_o suffering_n their_o sin_n practise_v we_o provoke_v his_o death_n we_o pity_v his_o abuse_a innocency_n but_o think_v not_o of_o our_o 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the_o spittle_n that_o defile_v he_o thy_o anger_n and_o bitterness_n the_o vinegar_n and_o gall_n that_o distaste_v he_o thy_o scarlet_a sin_n the_o crimson_a that_o dishonour_v he_o my_o drink_a iniquity_n like_o water_n make_v he_o drink_v a_o cup_n of_o wrath_n my_o forsake_v my_o father_n make_v he_o forsake_v of_o his_o all_o the_o member_n of_o his_o body_n be_v object_n of_o such_o cruelty_n because_o i_o instrument_n of_o iniquity_n oh_o i_o be_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n i_o be_o the_o stroke_n of_o thy_o grief_n i_o be_o the_o fault_n of_o thy_o kill_n i_o be_o the_o desert_n of_o thy_o death_n i_o be_o the_o offence_n of_o thy_o revenge_n i_o be_o the_o grievousness_n of_o thy_o passion_n i_o be_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o torment_n oh_o wonderful_a condition_n of_o censure_n oh_o ineffable_a disposition_n of_o the_o misery_n the_o unjust_a sin_n and_o the_o just_a be_v punish_v the_o guilty_a transgress_v and_o the_o guiltless_a be_v strike_v the_o impious_a 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my_o duty_n walk_v unanswerable_a to_o those_o multiply_a obligation_n lay_v upon_o i_o break_v all_o thy_o holy_a commandment_n by_o many_o and_o great_a transgression_n make_v and_o judge_v myself_o unworthy_a of_o everlasting_a life_n fail_n life_n here_o mention_v your_o particular_a fail_n so_o that_o nothing_o may_v remain_v unto_o i_o but_o a_o fearful_a look_v for_o of_o judgement_n and_o fiery_a indignation_n to_o devour_v i_o but_o thou_o delight_v in_o mercy_n and_o not_o in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n be_v not_o will_v any_o shall_v perish_v but_o that_o all_o shall_v come_v to_o repentance_n oh_o take_v not_o counsel_n of_o thy_o just_a indignation_n but_o of_o thy_o native_a goodness_n thy_o satisfy_v justice_n will_v thou_o destroy_v he_o that_o present_v himself_o to_o be_v punish_v and_o thy_o son_n to_o have_v satisfy_v that_o desire_v not_o to_o live_v unless_o it_o be_v by_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o his_o suffering_n will_v thou_o not_o spare_v 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