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repentance_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o have_v thou_o right_o consider_v of_o sin_n why_o what_o be_v thou_o now_o do_v where_o may_v thou_o now_o be_v find_v what_o course_n do_v thou_o take_v to_o leave_v sin_n what_o help_n do_v thou_o apply_v thyself_o unto_o what_o occasion_n of_o sin_n do_v thou_o decline_v what_o furtherance_n of_o a_o new_a life_n do_v thou_o regard_v and_o use_v if_o there_o be_v no_o watchfulness_n over_o thy_o spirit_n no_o restraint_n to_o thy_o flesh_n no_o stoutness_n of_o resolution_n no_o separation_n from_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n no_o humble_a study_n and_o respect_n to_o the_o word_n no_o fruitful_a converse_n with_o holy_a society_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o say_v thou_o have_v consider_v thy_o sin_n whether_o the_o consideration_n of_o sin_n may_v be_v right_a and_o available_a to_o repentance_n when_o yet_o there_o be_v some_o sin_n which_o a_o man_n think_v not_o repentance_n ii_o case_n whether_o consideration_n of_o sin_n may_v 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sinful_a account_n from_o time_n to_o time_n 3._o you_o must_v distinguish_v betwixt_o the_o it_o distinguish_v betwixt_o the_o grace_n of_o repentance_n and_o the_o act_n of_o it_o grace_n or_o quality_n of_o repentance_n and_o betwixt_o the_o act_n or_o exercise_n of_o repentance_n the_o grace_n be_v wrought_v only_o by_o god_n spirit_n the_o exercise_n or_o operation_n be_v wrought_v and_o occasion_v by_o consideration_n these_o thing_n be_v premise_v i_o conjecture_v thus_o much_o 1._o that_o solemn_a consideration_n be_v necessary_a to_o initial_a repentance_n repentance_n solemn_a consideration_n necessary_a to_o initial_a repentance_n the_o heart_n be_v not_o effectual_o excite_v to_o the_o actual_a leave_v of_o sin_n until_o it_o do_v first_o serious_o examine_v and_o try_v itself_o find_v out_o and_o ponder_v the_o vileness_n of_o its_o sin_v and_o transgression_n slight_a thought_n work_v no_o more_o then_o slight_a confession_n that_o we_o be_v all_o sinner_n and_o there_o be_v a_o end_n but_o the_o heart_n must_v look_v on_o sin_n in_o the_o kind_n circumstance_n hellish_a vileness_n of_o its_o thought_n if_o ever_o it_o will_v repent_v indeed_o 2._o that_o ordinary_a consideration_n be_v necessary_a to_o gradual_a repentance_n if_o ever_o you_o will_v perfect_v your_o repentance_n ordinary_a consideration_n necessary_a to_o gradual_a repentance_n repentance_n you_o must_v ever_o think_v of_o your_o sin_n those_o that_o be_v past_a those_o that_o be_v present_a by_o ordinary_a consideration_n i_o do_v not_o mean_v a_o slight_a and_o perfunctory_a view_n of_o they_o but_o a_o daily_a view_n though_o not_o in_o length_n of_o time_n yet_o have_v the_o same_o disposition_n of_o heart_n to_o condemn_v and_o abhor_v they_o and_o quicken_a we_o more_o fervent_o to_o seek_v god_n for_o strength_n and_o to_o decline_v the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o grow_v more_o watchful_a and_o tender_a etc._n etc._n if_o you_o do_v not_o ordinary_o consider_v of_o the_o vileness_n of_o sin_n you_o will_v be_v ordinary_o ensnare_v by_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n if_o you_o will_v enjoy_v constant_a victory_n and_o deliverance_n you_o must_v admit_v of_o frequent_a consideration_n as_o for_o the_o solemn_a consideration_n that_o i_o conjecture_n be_v not_o necessary_a at_o all_o time_n but_o upon_o special_a occasion_n either_o 1._o before_o we_o necessary_a solemn_a consideration_n not_o necessary_a at_o all_o time_n the_o time_n when_o it_o be_v necessary_a enter_v into_o some_o weighty_a business_n 2._o when_o we_o lie_v under_o some_o weighty_a affliction_n 3._o when_o we_o be_v to_o die_v and_o make_v straight_o our_o weighty_a account_n 4._o when_o we_o be_v more_o solemn_o to_o meet_v the_o lord_n and_o renew_v our_o covenant_n with_o he_o as_o in_o the_o day_n of_o humiliation_n or_o when_o we_o be_v to_o come_v unto_o the_o sacrament_n now_o be_v we_o more_o solemn_o and_o serious_o to_o consider_v of_o our_o sin_n partly_o 1._o 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i_o proceed_v to_o the_o second_o proposition_n viz._n that_o personal_a unworthiness_n be_v not_o prejudicial_a to_o spiritual_a supplication_n supplication_n doct._n 2._o personal_a unworthiness_n be_v not_o prejudicial_a to_o spiritual_a supplication_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a yet_o make_v i_o as_o of_o this_o proposition_n i_o will_v give_v you_o 1._o the_o sense_n 2._o argument_n to_o confirm_v it_o 3._o some_o useful_a application_n touch_v the_o sense_n or_o explication_n of_o it_o premise_v these_o particular_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o twofold_a unworthiness_n privative_a when_o there_o be_v no_o quality_n or_o act_n which_o the_o person_n can_v show_v to_o god_n as_o a_o unworthiness_n there_o be_v a_o twofold_a unworthiness_n meritorious_a cause_n why_o he_o shall_v accept_v of_o he_o or_o his_o service_n negative_a when_o there_o be_v no_o meetness_n or_o fitness_n of_o capacity_n in_o the_o subject_n enable_v of_o he_o to_o receive_v any_o thing_n from_o god_n for_o as_o 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what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o and_o what_o will_v become_v of_o thou_o for_o all_o these_o sin_n and_o now_o the_o man_n inquire_v and_o hear_v and_o confer_v and_o pray_v as_o for_o his_o life_n oh_o say_v he_o i_o need_v mercy_n and_o mercy_n i_o must_v have_v i_o need_v christ_n and_o christ_n i_o must_v have_v i_o need_v grace_n and_o grace_n i_o must_v have_v and_o as_o that_o impotent_a person_n lie_v at_o the_o pool_n for_o cure_v so_o do_v this_o convert_a sinner_n he_o lie_v at_o the_o pool_n of_o the_o word_n and_o at_o the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n day_n and_o night_n and_o there_o he_o cry_v out_o god_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n and_o there_o he_o wrestle_v with_o god_n as_o jacob_n once_o i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v unless_o thou_o bless_v i_o until_o thou_o be_v reconcile_v until_o i_o have_v christ_n until_o my_o heart_n be_v sanctify_v 4._o his_o harden_a remorselesness_n be_v now_o turn_v into_o a_o singular_a brokenness_n and_o grief_n of_o spirit_n the_o rock_n be_v smite_v and_o the_o water_n gush_v out_o a_o fountain_n be_v open_v within_o he_o he_o who_o make_v but_o a_o sport_n of_o sin_v before_o he_o who_o can_v grasp_v the_o nettle_n and_o tread_v on_o hell_n and_o vex_v mercy_n and_o shoot_v through_o the_o heart_n of_o christ_n and_o not_o be_v move_v or_o trouble_v at_o all_o oh_o now_o how_o be_v the_o man_n alter_v i_o see_v he_o tremble_v and_o quake_v with_o paul_n i_o see_v he_o bitter_o weep_v with_o peter_n i_o see_v he_o wash_v his_o couch_n with_o david_n i_o see_v he_o in_o heaviness_n and_o bitterness_n for_o his_o sinning_n as_o one_o for_o his_o first_o bear_v one_o while_o he_o meditate_v and_o then_o weep_v
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about_o this_o point_n 1._o that_o upon_o conversion_n the_o condition_n become_v very_o joyful_a and_o pleasant_a quod_fw-la sit_fw-la 2._o what_o kind_n of_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n conversion_n do_v bring_v quale_fw-la sit_fw-la 3._o reasins_z why_o so_o cur_n sit_v and_o then_o the_o useful_a application_n quest_n 1._o for_o the_o first_o of_o these_o that_o conversion_n do_v bring_v the_o soul_n into_o a_o very_a joyful_a condition_n sol._n there_o be_v four_o thing_n which_o demonstrate_v the_o quod_fw-la sit_v of_o demonstrate_v the_o quoth_v sit_v demonstrate_v this_o 1._o many_o pregnant_a place_n of_o scripture_n psal_n 52._o 11._o shout_z for_o joy_n all_o you_o that_o arâ—_n upright_o in_o heart_n psal_n 132._o 9_o scripture_n by_o scripture_n let_v thy_o saint_n shout_n for_o joy_n isai_n 35._o 10._o the_o ransom_v of_o the_o lord_n shall_v return_v and_o come_v to_o zion_n with_o song_n and_o everlasting_a joy_n upon_o their_o head_n they_o shall_v obtain_v joy_n and_o gladness_n and_o sorrow_n and_o sigh_v shall_v flee_v away_o isai_n 65._o 13._o behold_v my_o servant_n shall_v rejoice_v but_o you_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a v._o 14._o behold_v my_o servant_n shall_v sing_v for_o joy_n of_o heart_n but_o you_o shall_v cry_v for_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n isai_n 61._o 10._o i_o will_v great_o rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n my_o soul_n shall_v be_v joyful_a in_o my_o god_n rom._n 14._o 17._o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n consist_v in_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n prov._n 3._o 17._o her_o way_n be_v way_n of_o pleasantness_n and_o all_o her_o path_n be_v peace_n 2._o many_o pregnant_a testimony_n and_o instance_n instance_n by_o instance_n when_o zacheus_n be_v convert_v he_o come_v down_o joyful_o and_o receive_v christ_n luke_n 19_o 6_o 9_o when_o the_o three_o thousand_o be_v convert_v there_o ensue_v singular_a gladness_n and_o joy_n act_v 2._o 41._o when_o the_o eunuch_n be_v convert_v he_o go_v home_o rejoice_v act._n 8._o 39_o when_o those_o in_o samaria_n be_v convert_v the_o text_n say_v there_o be_v great_a joy_n in_o that_o city_n act_v 8._o 5_o 6._o when_o the_o jailor_n be_v convert_v he_o rejoice_v believe_v in_o god_n with_o all_o his_o house_n act_v 16._o 34._o when_o they_o to_o who_o peter_n write_v be_v convert_v they_o do_v rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 8._o 3._o the_o many_o comparison_n by_o which_o convert_v grace_n be_v express_v comparison_n by_o comparison_n do_v confirm_v it_o that_o it_o make_v the_o soul_n condition_n very_o joyful_a and_o delightful_a the_o estate_n of_o grace_n be_v set_v forth_o by_o all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v esteem_v pleasant_a and_o delightful_a and_o joyful_a man_n take_v delight_n and_o joy_n in_o honour_n beauty_n strength_n youth_n riches_n pearl_n and_o jewel_n in_o birth_n in_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n in_o spring_n orchard_n spice_n perfume_n building_n victory_n life_n duration_n friend_n 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to_o the_o will_n a_o kingdom_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o desire_v a_o inheritance_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o hope_v communion_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o love_v a_o possession_n and_o and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o joy_n a_o victory_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o hatred_n a_o security_n and_o that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o fear_v heaven_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o that_o be_v pleasantness_n itself_o and_o all_o this_o even_a under_o fear_n and_o combat_n when_o at_o the_o first_o and_o weak_a and_o low_a nay_o yet_o once_o more_o it_o be_v set_v out_o by_o all_o the_o occasion_n and_o by_o all_o the_o time_n of_o joy_n to_o the_o birth_n of_o a_o manchild_n for_o joy_n that_o a_o manchild_n be_v bear_v say_v christ_n a_o convert_a man_n be_v a_o newborn_a to_o the_o day_n of_o marriage_n which_o some_o call_v the_o only_a day_n of_o joy_n a_o convert_a man_n be_v marry_v to_o christ_n to_o a_o feast_n isai_n 25._o 6._o every_o dish_n be_v fill_v with_o mercy_n to_o a_o coronation_n day_n which_o be_v a_o day_n of_o gladness_n of_o heart_n to_o solomon_n cant._n 3._o 11._o there_o be_v a_o crown_n of_o life_n for_o every_o convert_a soul_n to_o the_o time_n of_o harvest_n when_o the_o husbandman_n reap_v with_o joy_n isai_n 9_o 3._o to_o the_o return_n of_o merchant_n upon_o the_o increase_n of_o wine_n and_o oil_n psal_n 4._o to_o a_o ransom_n and_o release_v from_o bondage_n and_o captivity_n a_o convert_a man_n be_v set_v at_o liberty_n he_o be_v a_o freeman_n in_o christ_n 4._o consider_v conversion_n in_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o or_o in_o the_o very_a it_o by_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o nature_n of_o it_o or_o in_o the_o act_n flow_v from_o it_o certain_o by_o all_o of_o they_o you_o may_v be_v induce_v to_o believe_v that_o it_o make_v the_o condition_n joyful_a and_o pleasant_a 1._o the_o cause_n of_o it_o which_o be_v four_o 1._o the_o radical_a cause_n why_o conversion_n drop_v out_o of_o the_o eternal_a love_n of_o god_n to_o a_o man_n soul_n behold_v what_o manner_n of_o love_n 1_o jo._n 3._o 1._o as_o many_o as_o be_v ordain_v to_o eternal_a life_n believe_v acts._n 13._o 2._o the_o meritorious_a cause_n who_o love_v we_o and_o give_v himself_o for_o we_o gal._n 2._o it_o be_v one_o part_n of_o christ_n purchase_n he_o merit_v grace_n and_o glory_n for_o he_o 3._o the_o efficient_a cause_n immediate_o efficient_a it_o be_v the_o first_o breath_n of_o god_n sanctify_a spirit_n the_o spirit_n of_o true_a comfort_n and_o joy_n 4._o the_o instrumental_a cause_n the_o word_n which_o be_v call_v sweet_a and_o sweet_a than_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o breast_n of_o consolation_n be_v the_o instrument_n of_o conversion_n jam._n 1._o 2._o it_o be_v own_o nature_n convert_v grace_n have_v three_o thing_n intrinsical_a unto_o it_o 1._o goodness_n it_o be_v it_o by_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o good_a and_o it_o only_o make_v we_o good_a now_o goodness_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o delight_n nothing_o be_v true_o pleasant_a but_o what_o be_v true_o good_a 2._o suteableness_n there_o be_v nothing_o so_o suitable_a either_o to_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o end_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o true_a grace_n 3._o perfection_n it_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o soul_n 3._o the_o act_n flow_v from_o it_o if_o the_o act_n flow_v from_o conversion_n be_v such_o as_o god_n himself_o take_v delight_n in_o he_o take_v delight_n it_o by_o the_o act_n flow_v from_o it_o in_o the_o prayer_n of_o his_o servant_n in_o the_o break_a heart_n of_o his_o servant_n in_o the_o faith_n and_o in_o the_o fear_n and_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o his_o servant_n all_o their_o service_n be_v a_o sweet_a savour_n unto_o he_o as_o noah_n sacrifice_n be_v surely_n then_o conversion_n be_v able_a to_o make_v the_o convert_a
before_o true_a grace_n but_o follow_v it_o do_v you_o use_v to_o gather_v fruit_n before_o you_o plant_v or_o reap_v before_o you_o sow_v 4._o then_o if_o ever_o you_o will_v have_v joy_n and_o live_v joyful_a heart_n if_o you_o will_v have_v joy_n get_v convert_v heart_n life_n get_v convert_v heart_n every_o man_n desire_v joy_n and_o as_o the_o bee_n hunt_v for_o honey_n so_o do_v man_n natural_o hunt_v for_o delight_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aut_fw-la jucunde_a aut_fw-la non_fw-la omninò_fw-la let_v the_o thing_n or_o condition_n be_v what_o it_o will_v if_o we_o take_v no_o delight_n in_o it_o it_o be_v a_o burden_n to_o we_o heaven_n will_v not_o be_v heaven_n to_o he_o who_o can_v find_v delight_n in_o it_o now_o conversion_n be_v the_o true_a path_n to_o true_a joy_n if_o god_n will_v be_v please_v once_o to_o convert_v thy_o soul_n his_o convert_n grace_n will_v lick_v thy_o sore_n and_o pull_v out_o the_o sting_n in_o conscience_n and_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a spring_n and_o clear_v the_o heaven_n to_o thou_o it_o will_v make_v thy_o bed_n to_o be_v easy_a and_o thy_o bread_n to_o be_v sweet_a and_o thy_o condition_n to_o be_v a_o paradise_n even_o the_o wilderness_n shall_v drop_v honey_n to_o thou_o and_o thy_o heart_n shall_v sing_v for_o joy_n it_o be_v a_o witty_a passage_n of_o bernard_n de_fw-la bonis_fw-la deferendis_fw-la be_v willing_a to_o sacrifice_v thy_o isaac_n and_o thy_o isaac_n shall_v live_v isaac_n you_o know_v signify_v laughter_n do_v but_o sacrifice_v thy_o sinful_a pleasure_n and_o then_o thy_o true_a pleasure_n shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v caius_z give_v unto_o agrippa_n a_o chain_n of_o gold_n which_o be_v as_o heavy_a as_o the_o chain_n of_o iron_n that_o he_o endure_v in_o the_o prison_n sin_n do_v â—ut_v upon_o we_o a_o chain_n of_o iron_n which_o if_o we_o will_v forsake_v conversion_n will_v put_v upon_o as_o a_o chain_n of_o gold_n thou_o shall_v not_o lose_v but_o better_a thy_o pleasure_n by_o forsake_v of_o thy_o sin_n and_o the_o pleasure_n of_o they_o o_o that_o all_o the_o joy_n which_o you_o have_v hear_v attend_v a_o convert_a condition_n may_v allure_v all_o our_o heart_n to_o become_v convert_v person_n i_o observe_v five_o thing_n about_o the_o convert_a condition_n in_o scripture_n 1._o the_o invitation_n unto_o it_o and_o there_o joy_n present_v itself_o turn_v and_o live_v turn_v and_o live_v harken_v diligent_o unto_o i_o and_o eat_v you_o that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o let_v your_o soul_n delight_v itself_o in_o fatness_n isa_n 55._o 2._o 2._o the_o entrance_n into_o it_o and_o there_o joy_n embrace_v the_o person_n as_o soon_o as_o the_o prodigal_a son_n return_v his_o father_n see_v he_o a_o far_o off_o o_o how_o quick_a be_v mercy_n to_o espy_v a_o convert_n and_o have_v compassion_n o_o how_o tender_a be_v mercy_n to_o yern_v over_o a_o convert_n and_o run_v o_o how_o swift_a be_v mercy_n to_o receive_v a_o convert_n and_o fall_v on_o his_o neck_n o_o how_o how_o 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