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2._o the_o break_n of_o this_o false_a peace_n be_v a_o way_n to_o recover_v a_o true_a and_o sound_a peace_n then_o we_o be_v towards_o a_o peace_n with_o god_n when_o we_o fall_v out_o with_o ourselves_o and_o our_o sin_n when_o we_o combine_v against_o his_o enemy_n in_o that_o work_n he_o be_v engage_v to_o assist_v we_o and_o if_o we_o be_v once_o absolute_o break_v from_o they_o and_o engage_v to_o the_o destruction_n of_o they_o ipso_fw-la facto_fw-la we_o become_v his_o confederate_n obj._n but_o i_o have_v have_v a_o great_a name_n for_o religion_n and_o have_v bear_v myself_o high_a upon_o my_o comfortable_a attainement_n and_o enjoyment_n and_o i_o can_v bring_v myself_o to_o be_v willing_a to_o take_v the_o shame_n of_o a_o confession_n that_o i_o have_v be_v beguile_v myself_o and_o delude_v other_o answ_n therefore_o it_o be_v likely_a thy_o acknowledgement_n will_v do_v thou_o more_o good_a as_o on_o the_o other_o side_n thy_o example_n in_o go_v on_o in_o so_o delusive_a a_o way_n will_v do_v far_o more_o hurt_v peter_n dissimulation_n draw_v many_o to_o dissemble_v also_o gal._n 2._o when_o eminent_a professor_n profess_v glorious_a discovery_n in_o a_o way_n of_o defiance_n to_o ministry_n and_o ordinance_n no_o wonder_n if_o divers_a minorum_fw-la gentium_fw-la ambition_n be_v natural_a to_o man_n will_v either_o affirm_v the_o same_o thing_n that_o they_o may_v not_o seem_v inferior_a to_o they_o or_o else_o be_v apt_a to_o believe_v such_o thing_n attainable_a thus_o i_o remember_v in_o erasmus_n there_o be_v a_o story_n of_o a_o popish_a apparition_n which_o when_o one_o have_v confident_o affirm_v that_o he_o see_v divers_a other_o in_o the_o company_n will_v needs_o profess_v to_o see_v it_o too_o so_o do_v delude_v soul_n strengthen_v one_o another_o till_o the_o juggle_n of_o satan_n be_v discover_v 2._o here_o be_v thy_o glory_n and_o god_n put_v in_o the_o balance_n and_o it_o be_v a_o great_a trial_n of_o thy_o sincerity_n to_o see_v which_o thou_o will_v take_v my_o son_n give_v glory_n to_o god_n say_v joshua_n to_o achan_n and_o so_o i_o to_o thou_o friend_n give_v glory_n to_o god_n let_v the_o pride_n of_o thy_o heart_n be_v abase_v and_o thy_o high_a look_n be_v bring_v low_a that_o the_o lord_n alone_o may_v be_v exalt_v isa_n 2._o 17._o 3._o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o thy_o own_o great_a esteem_n humble_a thyself_o and_o the_o lord_n will_v exalt_v thou_o in_o due_a time_n hereby_o will_v thou_o give_v to_o those_o that_o be_v true_o godly_a a_o firm_a proof_n of_o thy_o sincerity_n and_o such_o a_o return_n to_o they_o will_v speak_v more_o than_o thy_o stay_n among_o they_o possible_o will_v have_v do_v 4._o if_o god_n do_v not_o bring_v thou_o thus_o low_o now_o he_o will_v hereafter_o what_o be_v temporary_a shame_n and_o contempt_n to_o everlasting_a shame_n and_o contempt_n obj._n but_o god_n may_v save_v i_o without_o this_o way_n and_o i_o may_v be_v convert_v without_o the_o return_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n answ_n 1._o no_o question_n by_o his_o royal_a prerogative_n he_o may_v do_v that_o which_o no_o earthly_a prince_n may_v act_v above_o and_o contrary_a to_o his_o own_o prescribe_a rule_n when_o he_o please_v but_o 2._o it_o be_v unlikely_a that_o he_o will_v and_o it_o be_v unusual_o that_o he_o do_v renew_v any_o man_n that_o be_v a_o apostate_n from_o former_a conviction_n without_o deeep_v humiliation_n and_o indeed_o if_o he_o shall_v this_o will_v encourage_v convince_v sinner_n to_o cast_v off_o their_o cord_n and_o break_v the_o bond_n of_o the_o spirit_n at_o their_o pleasure_n these_o be_v grievous_a affront_n to_o god_n himself_o and_o it_o be_v reason_n that_o he_o shall_v have_v reparation_n from_o we_o at_o our_o return_n to_o he_o now_o the_o only_a reparation_n in_o this_o kind_n be_v deep_a sense_n and_o humble_a selfe-condemning_a acknowledgement_n of_o our_o sin_n chap._n xxiv_o objection_n of_o another_o nature_n answer_v object_n yea_o but_o if_o this_o be_v so_o possible_o it_o may_v be_v as_o much_o for_o god_n honour_n to_o reject_v i_o if_o i_o do_v real_o submit_v myself_o to_o my_o old_a master_n and_o reduce_v my_o soul_n under_o the_o spirit_n bondage_n again_o so_o that_o here_o be_v a_o great_a discouragement_n i_o fear_v god_n will_v not_o receive_v so_o desperate_a a_o apostate_n as_o i_o have_v be_v though_o i_o can_v be_v humble_v never_o so_o much_o answ_n 1._o true_o it_o may_v be_v much_o for_o caution_n to_o other_o to_o take_v heed_n of_o affront_a resist_a quench_v the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n that_o he_o shall_v let_v thy_o conscience_n loose_v upon_o thou_o in_o damn_v terror_n here_o and_o send_v thou_o to_o hell_n with_o they_o upon_o thy_o spirit_n to_o be_v thy_o companion_n
sin_n of_o ordinary_a incursion_n which_o thou_o have_v be_v most_o secure_a of_o and_o make_v ordinary_o the_o least_o account_n of_o when_o thou_o have_v at_o any_o time_n fall_v into_o it_o sometime_o while_o a_o saint_n watch_v diligent_o against_o the_o incursion_n of_o great_a sin_n or_o such_o as_o be_v more_o suspicious_a to_o he_o some_o sin_n that_o he_o make_v little_a account_n of_o lie_v lurk_v in_o the_o throng_n to_o do_v he_o a_o mischief_n like_o the_o adden_fw-mi in_o the_o path_n as_o dan_n be_v describe_v gen._n 49._o 19_o bite_v the_o horse_n heel_n so_o that_o the_o rider_n fall_v backward_o now_o the_o truth_n be_v no_o sin_n be_v small_a in_o itself_o and_o a_o small_a sin_n in_o comparison_n frequent_o admit_v either_o by_o wilfulness_n or_o security_n may_v like_o a_o little_a thief_n as_o well_o steal_v away_o such_o a_o jewel_n as_o thy_o spiritual_a assurance_n be_v as_o a_o great_a nay_o because_o thou_o think_v it_o small_a it_o thereby_o become_v great_a by_o customary_a commission_n it_o may_v be_v thou_o have_v not_o repent_v for_o it_o in_o particular_a though_o often_o fall_v into_o as_o thou_o have_v of_o other_o and_o that_o have_v make_v thou_o so_o easy_a to_o admit_v it_o again_o into_o thy_o heart_n of_o late_a that_o now_o it_o be_v grow_v a_o familiar_a sin_n and_o thou_o begin_v to_o regard_v it_o in_o thy_o heart_n it_o need_v not_o amaze_v thou_o if_o in_o this_o case_n god_n withdraw_v the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n from_o thou_o and_o that_o small_a sin_n may_v do_v thou_o that_o mischief_n which_o a_o great_a of_o which_o thou_o be_v more_o jealous_a can_v as_o a_o pickpurse_n in_o the_o habit_n of_o a_o gentlewoman_n be_v least_o suspect_v in_o a_o fair_a and_o can_v more_o secure_o steal_v then_o in_o ragged_a beggarly_a accoutrement_n that_o sin_n which_o be_v most_o unlikely_a may_v do_v it_o the_o more_o easy_o because_o it_o be_v so_o unlikely_a chap_n xxxii_o seven_o other_o particular_n of_o advice_n in_o this_o case_n 3_o if_o you_o find_v that_o you_o lose_v it_o by_o such_o or_o such_o a_o miscarriage_n of_o your_o own_o you_o must_v speedy_o labour_v by_o proceed_v in_o a_o holy_a severity_n against_o the_o malefactor_n to_o turn_v away_o wrath_n from_o you_o the_o long_o thou_o delay_v the_o hard_a it_o will_v be_v to_o recover_v the_o clear_a sight_n of_o thy_o evidence_n when_o thou_o have_v suffer_v they_o to_o lie_v long_o under_o the_o dirt_n and_o dust_n of_o such_o sinful_a pollution_n take_v this_o course_n then_o 1_v lament_v and_o bewail_v both_o your_o loss_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o when_o sin_n provoke_v god_n to_o hide_v his_o face_n there_o be_v a_o double_a cause_n of_o mourning_n if_o a_o man_n can_v notwithstanding_o sin_n enjoy_v the_o smile_n of_o god_n face_n yet_o it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o god_n saint_n to_o mourn_v for_o sin_n and_o certain_o the_o saint_n never_o mourn_v more_o kind_o than_o when_o the_o warm_a beam_n of_o god_n love_v distil_v the_o soul_n into_o tear_n as_o they_o will_v do_v and_o that_o upon_o this_o account_n that_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n direct_o contrary_a to_o god_n holy_a nature_n and_o law_n and_o therefore_o displease_v to_o he_o though_o he_o do_v not_o always_o testify_v his_o displeasure_n against_o it_o but_o now_o when_o to_o this_o shall_v be_v add_v the_o actual_a manifestation_n of_o his_o high_a displeasure_n in_o the_o turn_n away_o of_o his_o face_n from_o the_o soul_n of_o his_o dear_a saint_n for_o its_o sake_n here_o certain_o their_o sorrow_n have_v a_o double_a occasion_n and_o they_o be_v inexcusable_a if_o they_o shall_v in_o this_o case_n rejoice_v as_o other_o people_n hos_fw-la 9_o 1._o those_o person_n be_v vain_a talker_n as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v tit._n 1._o 10._o who_o deny_v the_o saint_n of_o god_n the_o exercise_n of_o so_o necessary_a a_o affection_n as_o godly_a sorrow_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n which_o be_v in_o effect_n to_o expose_v they_o to_o a_o continual_a darkness_n &_o uncomfortableness_n under_o the_o absence_n of_o god_n see_v god_n have_v profess_v that_o he_o will_v withdraw_v till_o man_n acknowledge_v their_o offence_n hos_fw-la 5._o 15._o and_o have_v annex_v comfort_n to_o a_o mourn_a condition_n mat._n 5._o 4._o and_o promise_v to_o dwell_v with_o the_o contrite_a spirit_n and_o to_o revive_v their_o heart_n isa_n 57_o 15._o and_o 61._o 2._o and_o anoint_v his_o son_n with_o the_o oil_n of_o gladness_n in_o especial_a manner_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o they_o that_o mourn_v in_o zion_n and_o especial_o confine_v his_o heal_a grace_n to_o brokennesse_n of_o heart_n isai_n 61._o 1_o 2_o 3._o put_v so_o honourable_a a_o name_n upon_o it_o as_o to_o own_v it_o for_o his_o chief_a and_o most_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n yea_o to_o account_v it_o in_o stead_n of_o all_o other_o sacrifice_n for_o so_o the_o expression_n import_v psal_n 51._o 17._o friend_n will_v you_o lament_v the_o loss_n of_o your_o temporal_a evidence_n and_o vex_v at_o your_o own_o folly_n in_o mislaying_a they_o or_o part_v with_o they_o and_o can_v you_o so_o easy_o bear_v the_o loss_n of_o eternal_a one_o 2._o repent_v and_o do_v your_o first_o work_n except_o 5._o apoc._n 2._o 5._o the_o cause_n be_v remove_v the_o effect_n will_v still_o remain_v till_o the_o sin_n be_v remove_v for_o which_o god_n have_v withdraw_v himself_o god_n will_v not_o return_v he_o that_o avoyd_v a_o place_n because_o of_o the_o infectious_a air_n or_o any_o other_o inconveniency_n in_o his_o habitation_n there_o will_v not_o in_o reason_n return_v till_o the_o cause_n of_o his_o removal_n be_v remove_v if_o thou_o will_v have_v god_n face_n towards_o thou_o as_o at_o former_a time_n thou_o must_v set_v thy_o face_n towards_o he_o as_o at_o former_a time_n i_o have_v former_o enlarge_v upon_o that_o remarkable_a place_n jer._n 31._o 18_o 19_o 20._o where_o as_o soon_o as_o ephraim_n heart_n turn_v god_n bowel_n be_v turn_v too_o be_v ephraim_n a_o pleasant_a child_n etc._n etc._n therefore_o my_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v for_o he_o etc._n etc._n it_o be_v no_o boot_n for_o man_n to_o bewail_v their_o loss_n except_o they_o remove_v the_o sin_n that_o cause_v it_o god_n may_v say_v in_o this_o case_n as_o he_o do_v to_o joshua_n why_o lie_v thou_o upon_o thy_o face_n israel_n 12._o josh_n 7._o 12._o have_v sin_v and_o i_o will_v be_v with_o you_o no_o more_o except_o you_o destroy_v the_o accurse_a from_o among_o you_o so_o he_o may_v say_v to_o thou_o why_o do_v thou_o lie_v whine_v at_o my_o foot_n up_o and_o destroy_v the_o accurse_a thing_n take_v away_o the_o sin_n that_o make_v i_o leave_v my_o habitation_n and_o i_o will_v return_v again_o but_o till_o then_o i_o will_v not_o be_v draw_v to_o rteurne_v by_o all_o thy_o prayer_n and_o tear_n mourn_v for_o sin_n please_v god_n no_o far_o than_o it_o turn_v we_o from_o sin_n 3._o this_o and_o some_o other_o special_a duty_n which_o may_v tend_v to_o god_n special_a glory_n you_o may_v bind_v yourselves_o to_o by_o vow_n psalm_n 51._o 13._o 4._o but_o if_o you_o can_v find_v any_o thing_n extraordinary_a in_o yourselves_o as_o to_o matter_n of_o sin_n which_o may_v move_v god_n to_o withdraw_v and_o the_o spirit_n to_o detain_v from_o you_o the_o clear_a sight_n of_o your_o evidence_n it_o will_v yet_o be_v good_a to_o wait_v upon_o god_n in_o all_o duty_n of_o religion_n with_o double_a diligence_n at_o such_o a_o time_n and_o to_o labour_v at_o adventure_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o those_o duty_n to_o affect_v your_o heart_n with_o the_o far_a sense_n of_o your_o inclination_n to_o those_o sin_n which_o be_v more_o peculiar_o hint_v out_o to_o you_o before_o as_o especial_o active_a in_o procure_v all_o such_o sad_a day_n to_o the_o people_n of_o god_n to_o wait_v patient_o upon_o god_n without_o those_o usual_a distemper_n of_o spirit_n which_o oftentimes_o the_o people_n of_o god_n prolong_v their_o trouble_n by_o during_o this_o time_n of_o expectation_n 5._o 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may_v not_o meet_v thou_o and_o be_v occasion_v to_o take_v notice_n of_o thou_o and_o know_v thou_o afar_o off_o look_v high_a psalm_n 138._o 6._o and_o keep_v distance_n and_o either_o in_o judgement_n shut_v up_o thy_o mouth_n and_o heart_n to_o prayer_n again_o which_o he_o may_v easy_o do_v it_o be_v but_o withhold_a the_o supply_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o thou_o be_v as_o dead_a as_o a_o doornaile_n as_o we_o use_v to_o say_v or_o else_o open_v it_o in_o a_o great_a judgement_n to_o let_v thou_o tire_v and_o weary_a out_o thyself_o with_o such_o cry_n and_o howl_n as_o he_o be_v resolve_v to_o turn_v the_o deaf_a ear_n unto_o and_o that_o be_v a_o heavy_a judgement_n to_o have_v the_o mouth_n open_v in_o prayer_n and_o heaven_n shut_v against_o it_o lam._n 3._o 8._o 2_o if_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o that_o holy_a generation_n of_o seeker_n not_o above_o duty_n but_o under_o it_o psalm_n 24._o 6._o have_v by_o a_o constant_a intercourse_n with_o god_n enter_v a_o holy_a acquaintance_n with_o he_o in_o former_a time_n and_o therefore_o take_v it_o ill_o that_o thou_o can_v neither_o send_v to_o he_o nor_o hear_v from_o he_o now_o that_o at_o so_o needful_a a_o time_n thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o wont_a correspondence_n and_o can_v not_o because_o all_o thy_o wont_a post_n of_o holy_a and_o flame_a affection_n and_o importunate_a expression_n be_v stop_v give_v he_o intelligence_n of_o thy_o condition_n 1_o do_v not_o judge_v over_o harsh_o of_o thyself_o because_o thereof_o for_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n under_o the_o greatness_n of_o trouble_n incident_a to_o the_o best_a of_o god_n saint_n and_o be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v impute_v to_o they_o as_o to_o the_o burden_n that_o oppress_v they_o curae_fw-la leves_fw-la loquuntur_fw-la ingentes_fw-la stupent_fw-la little_a trouble_n be_v loud_a but_o great_a one_o dumb_a it_o be_v hezekiahs_n case_n isaiah_n 38._o 14._o lord_n i_o be_o oppress_v the_o hebrew_a word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v a_o verb_n of_o the_o three_o person_n and_o feminine_a gender_n say_v one_o of_o the_o rabbin_n have_v relation_n â—o_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ver_fw-la 12._o which_o we_o translate_v a_o pine_a sickness_n and_o it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v my_o waste_a disease_n have_v so_o spend_v my_o very_a spirit_n that_o i_o be_o grow_v a_o mere_a stock_n so_o dull_a and_o stupid_a that_o i_o can_v perform_v any_o duty_n of_o religion_n as_o i_o will_v and_o it_o be_v the_o usual_a complaint_n of_o most_o of_o god_n people_n that_o the_o weakness_n of_o their_o body_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n much_o deadn_v the_o vigour_n and_o activity_n of_o their_o spirit_n it_o be_v job_n case_n chap._n 6