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david_n in_o his_o unum_n petii_fw-la one_o thing_n have_v i_o desire_v thus_o we_o have_v do_v with_o the_o former_a act_n which_o speak_v david_n inward_a affection_n that_o of_o desire_n 2._o the_o latter_a which_o speak_v his_o eager_a prosecution_n of_o what_o he_o desire_v in_o seek_v after_o it_o one_o thing_n have_v i_o desire_v and_o that_o will_v i_o seek_v after_o in_o earthly_a pleasure_n desire_n faint_v upon_o enjoyment_n but_o in_o spiritual_a once_o enjoy_v they_o be_v the_o more_o desire_v and_o as_o the_o more_o hot_o desire_v so_o the_o more_o eager_o pursue_v in_o carnal_a delight_n we_o say_v vilescit_fw-la adeptum_fw-la quod_fw-la accendit_fw-la desideratum_fw-la that_o which_o we_o hot_o pursue_v for_o the_o attain_n when_o speed_v we_o as_o careless_o despise_v after_o enjoy_v and_o our_o own_o experience_n tell_v we_o that_o qui_fw-la satietati_fw-la occurrit_fw-la satietatem_fw-la incurrit_fw-la a_o man_n be_v satiate_v with_o that_o which_o he_o take_v as_o a_o remedy_n against_o satiety_n thus_o how_o many_o be_v eager_o mad_a upon_o their_o carnal_a pleasure_n till_o they_o feel_v their_o sting_n and_o then_o they_o hate_v they_o but_o it_o be_v far_o otherwise_o with_o our_o spiritual_a delight_n we_o have_v no_o such_o appetite_n to_o they_o as_o when_o we_o have_v taste_v they_o and_o be_v never_o glut_v with_o their_o sweetness_n but_o the_o more_o inflame_v in_o our_o desire_n by_o their_o enjoyment_n true_a it_o be_v divine_a rapture_n and_o spiritual_a ravishment_n they_o be_v our_o heavenly_a refresh_n give_v not_o for_o food_n but_o for_o cordial_n and_o therefore_o be_v not_o so_o frequent_a ult_n bern._n in_o cant._n ult_n nor_o so_o continue_v which_o beget_v s._n bernard_n complaint_n heu_fw-la hora_fw-la rara_fw-la &_o mora_fw-la parva_fw-la o_o how_o few_o sweet_a jesus_n
my_o distress_n §_o 1._o god_n be_v a_o infinite_a good_a as_o he_o have_v his_o be_v from_o himself_o so_o have_v he_o his_o contentment_n in_o himself_o he_o have_v his_o paradise_n in_o his_o own_o bosom_n his_o perfect_a bliss_n in_o the_o eternity_n of_o his_o own_o fullness_n and_o o_o the_o immensity_n of_o god_n love_n unto_o man_n in_o ordain_v he_o no_o other_o felicity_n than_o himself_o enjoy_v give_v himself_o to_o be_v man_n end_n man_n happiness_n this_o then_o be_v the_o comfortable_a rest_n of_o man_n soul_n communion_n with_o god_n in_o christ_n which_o yet_o in_o this_o life_n be_v neither_o full_a nor_o fix_v the_o godly_a man_n comfort_n be_v always_o sweet_a yet_o often_o short_a his_o communion_n with_o god_n have_v its_o frequent_a interruption_n 30.7_o psal_n 30.7_o though_o not_o a_o total_a dissolution_n §_o 2._o so_o that_o do_v we_o lay_v our_o ear_n to_o the_o devout_a man_n closet_n how_o may_v we_o hear_v the_o turtle-moan_n of_o his_o sob_a sorrow_n the_o deep_a sigh_n of_o his_o break_a heart_n oh_o how_o be_v his_o prayer_n bedew_v with_o tear_n which_o drop_v from_o the_o bleed_a wound_n of_o his_o anguisht_a soul_n his_o sad_a complaint_n how_o be_v it_o often_o that_o of_o mournful_a zion_n 49.14_o isa_n 49.14_o the_o lord_n have_v forsake_v i_o my_o god_n have_v forget_v i_o every_o word_n have_v its_o accent_n of_o woe_n and_o emphasis_n of_o sorrow_n the_o lord_n rich_a in_o his_o goodness_n dear_a in_o his_o love_n the_o lord_n infinite_a in_o his_o power_n glorious_a in_o his_o majesty_n faithful_a in_o his_o truth_n even_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o god_n by_o covenant_n and_o communion_n the_o stay_n and_o strength_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o desire_n and_o delight_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o life_n of_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o life_n he_o have_v forsake_v i_o §_o 3._o yea_o he_o have_v not_o only_o cast_v i_o out_o of_o his_o arm_n but_o also_o out_o of_o his_o heart_n he_o have_v not_o only_o take_v away_o his_o hand_n but_o have_v also_o hide_v his_o face_n i_o be_o no_o more_o his_o love_n i_o be_o no_o more_o his_o care_n he_o have_v forget_v i_o now_o this_o state_n of_o spiritual_a desertion_n though_o exclude_v comfort_n yet_o be_v it_o consist_v with_o grace_n and_o therefore_o the_o devout_a saint_n of_o god_n notwithstanding_o his_o languishment_n of_o sorrow_n do_v not_o lie_v down_o in_o distrust_n but_o raise_v by_o faith_n he_o power_v forth_o his_o complaint_n unto_o god_n in_o prayer_n thus_o holy_a david_n turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v oh_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o my_o distress_n §_o 4._o here_o we_o have_v the_o case_n and_o the_o cure_n of_o a_o desert_a soul_n the_o case_n right_o state_v in_o a_o mournful_a complaint_n and_o the_o cure_n fit_o apply_v in_o a_o fervent_a prayer_n the_o case_n right_o state_v in_o a_o mournful_a complaint_n 1._o in_o its_o spiritual_a dereliction_n i_o be_o desolate_a 2._o it_o be_v secret_a anguish_n i_o be_o afflict_v 3._o it_o be_v high_a aggravation_n the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v in_o the_o cure_n fit_o apply_v in_o fervent_a prayer_n 1._o to_o the_o spiritual_a dereliction_n be_v apply_v the_o manifestation_n of_o divine_a love_n turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o 2._o to_o the_o secret_a anguish_n be_v apply_v a_o sovereign_a balm_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o 3._o to_o the_o high_a aggravation_n be_v apply_v a_o full_a deliverance_n oh_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o my_o distress_n thus_o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a etc._n etc._n §_o 5._o 1._o the_o case_n of_o a_o desert_a soul_n right_o state_v in_o its_o spiritual_a dereliction_n i_o be_o desolate_a the_o devout_a soul_n in_o its_o near_a approach_n unto_o god_n through_o christ_n 34.8_o psal_n 34.8_o oftentimes_o taste_v and_o see_v much_o of_o heavenly_a sweetness_n and_o divine_a love_n yet_o those_o comfort_n though_o of_o heavenly_a stock_n like_o plant_n carry_v out_o of_o their_o native_a soil_n and_o proper_a climate_n they_o keep_v not_o their_o sweetness_n in_o a_o continue_a strength_n god_n ofttimes_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o his_o dear_a saint_n in_o the_o comfort_a influence_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o love_n the_o cheer_v vigour_n then_o of_o grace_n in_o its_o triumphant_a power_n over_o sin_n and_o the_o satisfy_a peace_n of_o conscience_n in_o the_o clear_a testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n they_o be_v not_o always_o the_o portion_n of_o the_o true_o sanctify_v grace_n and_o peace_n indeed_o they_o be_v happy_a mate_n 1.2_o eph._n 1.2_o phil._n 1.2_o but_o not_o inseparable_a companion_n grace_n may_v be_v without_o peace_n though_o peace_n can_v be_v without_o grace_n the_o soul_n than_o be_v often_o desolate_a and_o forsake_v of_o god_n in_o the_o refresh_a influence_n of_o peace_n and_o comfort_n when_o yet_o he_o be_v most_o intimate_o present_v with_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o quicken_a power_n of_o life_n and_o grace_n §_o 6._o now_o the_o spiritual_a dereliction_n we_o here_o speak_v of_o it_o be_v none_o other_o than_o a_o stop_n of_o that_o gracious_a effusion_n of_o god_n love_n a_o shut_n up_o those_o stream_n of_o sweet_a refreshment_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o flow_v forth_o from_o the_o fountain_n of_o christ_n fullness_n upon_o the_o soul_n a_o truth_n this_o so_o well_o know_v by_o sad_a experience_n to_o god_n saint_n that_o who_o be_v he_o that_o have_v drink_v of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n that_o have_v not_o taste_v those_o water_n of_o marah_n that_o have_v not_o taste_v at_o least_o some_o drop_n of_o that_o full_a cup_n of_o christ_n when_o in_o bitter_a anguish_n of_o soul_n he_o cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n 27.46_o mat._n 27.46_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o this_o then_o of_o god_n withdraw_v himself_o in_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o spirit_n it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o language_n of_o the_o apostle_n a_o temptation_n common_a to_o man_n 10.13_o 1_o cor._n 10.13_o the_o best_a of_o man_n even_o to_o man_n of_o the_o divine_a temper_n and_o devout_a soul_n §_o 7._o yet_o these_o spiritual_a dereliction_n of_o the_o godly_a though_o they_o be_v real_a they_o be_v not_o total_a not_o final_a for_o that_o god_n be_v faithful_a in_o his_o promise_n who_o promise_n be_v full_a and_o emphatical_a heb._n 13.5_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i_o will_v never_o leave_v thou_o nor_o forsake_v thou_o loc_n est_fw-la in_o loc_n est_fw-la negationis_fw-la conduplicatio_fw-la ut_fw-la sit_fw-la vehementior_fw-la pollicitatio_fw-la the_o promise_n be_v double_v in_o the_o expression_n that_o our_o faith_n may_v be_v confirm_v in_o its_o assurance_n yea_o here_o be_v five_o negative_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d which_o be_v as_o if_o god_n have_v say_v i_o will_v not_o no_o i_o will_v not_o no_o most_o assure_o i_o will_v not_o for_o ever_o leave_v thou_o for_o ever_o forsake_v thou_o his_o compassion_n may_v be_v restrain_v but_o can_v be_v extinguish_v §_o 8._o know_v then_o in_o the_o spiritual_a desertion_n of_o comfort_n god_n love_n be_v not_o interrupt_v in_o he_o but_o the_o act_n of_o his_o love_n intermit_v to_o we_o he_o withdraw_v himself_o indeed_o in_o his_o love_n but_o it_o be_v not_o amor_fw-la benevolentiae_fw-la but_o amor_fw-la beneficentiae_fw-la as_o the_o school_n speak_v his_o love_n of_o benevolence_n wherewith_o he_o love_v we_o in_o christ_n this_o love_n like_o himself_o it_o be_v unchangeable_a but_o now_o the_o act_n of_o this_o love_n which_o be_v the_o love_n of_o beneficence_n that_o be_v often_o suspend_v in_o its_o measure_n and_o degree_n according_a to_o god_n wisdom_n and_o will_n this_o love_n of_o benevolence_n and_o beneficence_n may_v apt_o be_v illustrate_v by_o lux_fw-la and_o lumen_fw-la the_o inherent_a and_o the_o radiant_a light_n of_o the_o sun_n god_n love_v of_o benevolence_n like_o the_o sun_n inherent_a light_n it_o vary_v not_o but_o his_o love_n of_o beneficence_n like_o the_o sun_n radiant_a light_n it_o be_v often_o cloud_v yet_o not_o total_o eclipse_v and_o when_o god_n love_n be_v cloud_v his_o face_n hide_v then_o be_v the_o soul_n desolate_a which_o dereliction_n bring_v not_o only_o a_o sudden_a fit_a of_o heaviness_n but_o very_o often_o a_o continue_a estate_n of_o discomfort_n sharpen_v and_o embitter_v with_o inward_a affliction_n for_o so_o say_v david_n in_o his_o desertion_n i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a §_o 9_o 2_o the_o secret_a anguish_n i_o be_o afflict_v indeed_o what_o soul_n can_v be_v desolate_a and_o not_o be_v afflict_v psal_n 30.6_o thou_o lord_n do_v hide_v thy_o face_n and_o i_o be_v
himself_o deliver_v from_o the_o chain_n of_o sin_n the_o bondage_n of_o satan_n the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o the_o flame_n of_o hell_n who_o in_o the_o peace_n of_o his_o conscience_n can_v see_v himself_o make_v partaker_n of_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n death_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o intercession_n can_v see_v himself_o admit_v into_o a_o covenant_n of_o grace_n with_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o king_n of_o glory_n receive_v into_o favour_n with_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o so_o as_o to_o be_v make_v his_o child_n and_o entitle_v to_o the_o kingdom_n and_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o only_a son_n which_o of_o we_o can_v conceive_v that_o have_v not_o feel_v what_o be_v the_o comfort_n of_o those_o thought_n of_o those_o meditation_n in_o that_o sweet_a peace_n of_o conscience_n which_o the_o faithful_a have_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o god_n through_o christ_n in_o the_o remission_n of_o their_o sin_n §_o 20._o let_v we_o now_o join_v together_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n and_o the_o devout_a saint_n in_o this_o one_o exhortation_n that_o they_o approach_v the_o table_n of_o the_o lord_n with_o a_o secret_a affliction_n of_o soul_n and_o that_o be_v raise_v by_o faith_n and_o enlarge_v by_o prayer_n 1_o a_o secret_a affliction_n of_o soul_n in_o this_o consideration_n that_o their_o sin_n have_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o christ_n suffering_n 23.21_o luk._n 23.21_o the_o jew_n cry_v out_o of_o christ_n crucify_v he_o crucify_v he_o such_o be_v the_o greatness_n of_o their_o malice_n that_o if_o possible_a they_o will_v have_v have_v he_o twice_o crucify_v but_o yet_o be_v not_o their_o desire_n too_o unhappy_o fulfil_v they_o crucify_a he_o once_o with_o their_o hand_n and_o we_o even_o we_o crucify_a he_o again_o by_o our_o sin_n who_o be_v thou_o then_o that_o come_v to_o christ_n without_o flood_n of_o tear_n when_o he_o come_v to_o thou_o in_o stream_n of_o blood_n who_o be_v thou_o who_o can_v worthy_o meditate_v on_o his_o wound_a body_n without_o a_o wound_a soul_n or_o view_v his_o pierce_a side_n without_o a_o pierce_a heart_n in_o which_o our_o saviour_n give_v we_o our_o true_a devotion_n bespeak_v we_o as_o well_o as_o the_o daughter_n of_o jerusalem_n weep_v not_o for_o i_o but_o for_o yourselves_o weep_v not_o for_o i_o or_o my_o suffering_n 23.28_o luk._n 23.28_o in_o a_o fruitless_a compassion_n but_o weep_v for_o yourselves_o and_o your_o sin_n in_o a_o hearty_a contrition_n §_o 21._o thus_o affect_v with_o contrition_n 2_o let_v our_o heart_n be_v raise_v by_o faith_n that_o so_o whatsoever_o be_v our_o affliction_n and_o pain_n we_o may_v find_v a_o heal_a virtue_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n which_o be_v this_o sacramental_a administration_n be_v none_o other_o than_o gilead_v balm_n to_o cure_v hermon_n due_a to_o refresh_v and_o aaron_n ointment_n to_o revive_v all_o wound_a distress_a and_o droop_a soul_n and_o as_o we_o approach_v this_o holy_a ordinance_n with_o heart_n raise_v by_o faith_n so_o 3_o heart_n enlarge_v in_o prayer_n and_o such_o prayer_n as_o by_o the_o path_n of_o its_o devotion_n may_v speak_v the_o anguish_n of_o our_o affliction_n as_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o grosser_n enormity_n so_o of_o our_o humane_a infirmity_n that_o so_o for_o every_o sinful_a distemper_n in_o we_o we_o may_v receive_v a_o heal_a virtue_n from_o christ_n and_o in_o our_o prayer_n for_o ourselves_o forget_v we_o not_o the_o affliction_n of_o the_o church_n the_o calamity_n of_o the_o nation_n and_o see_v our_o god_n pursue_v we_o with_o his_o judgement_n send_v we_o forth_o legationem_fw-la lachrymarum_fw-la in_o the_o language_n of_o st._n ambrose_n send_v we_o forth_o a_o ambassage_n of_o tear_n to_o sue_v for_o peace_n and_o doubt_v we_o not_o but_o receive_v into_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n they_o shall_v have_v their_o access_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o obtain_v a_o gracious_a audience_n if_o not_o for_o a_o public_a deliverance_n yet_o for_o our_o particular_a salvation_n have_v our_o remission_n of_o sin_n and_o our_o peace_n of_o conscience_n confirm_v unto_o our_o soul_n by_o his_o bless_a sacrament_n as_o the_o seal_n of_o grace_n and_o the_o pledge_n of_o glory_n to_o which_o glory_n he_o preserve_v we_o by_o his_o mercy_n who_o have_v purchase_v it_o by_o his_o merit_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a amen_n verse_n 19_o and_o part_n of_o the_o 20._o consider_v my_o enemy_n for_o they_o be_v many_o and_o they_o hate_v i_o with_o a_o cruel_a hatred_n o_o keep_v my_o soul_n and_o deliver_v i_o §_o 1._o what_o confidence_n and_o comfort_n can_v there_o be_v in_o pardon_n of_o sin_n when_o there_o be_v not_o a_o conscience_n and_o care_n to_o prevent_v sin_n upon_o humiliation_n indeed_o sin_n forgive_v become_v stingless_a toothless_a sin_n the_o venom_n and_o guilt_n remove_v but_o after_o humiliation_n sin_n react_v become_v the_o most_o deep_o wound_v the_o most_o close_o gnaw_v sin_n more_o wound_a than_o the_o serpent_n more_o gnaw_v then_o the_o worm_n wherefore_o holy_a david_n here_o have_v make_v it_o his_o complaint_n unto_o god_n in_o prayer_n vers_fw-la 18._o look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o pain_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n know_v the_o number_n and_o force_n eye_v the_o multitude_n and_o rage_n of_o his_o spiritual_a enemy_n his_o sinful_a lust_n he_o join_v to_o that_o fervent_a prayer_n this_o further_a petition_n consider_v my_o enemy_n for_o they_o be_v many_o and_o they_o hate_v i_o with_o a_o cruel_a hatred_n o_o keep_v my_o soul_n and_o deliver_v i_o §_o 2._o to_o give_v the_o sense_n of_o our_o present_a interpretation_n together_o with_o the_o sum_n of_o our_o intend_a discourse_n take_v it_o in_o this_o paraphrase_n upon_o the_o word_n consider_v my_o enemy_n and_o thy_o enemy_n o_o god_n be_v i_o thy_o great_a enemy_n be_v sin_n and_o my_o great_a enemy_n than_o must_v be_v my_o lust_n oh_o consider_v those_o my_o enemy_n for_o they_o be_v many_o a_o whole_a host_n war_a against_o my_o soul_n they_o besiege_v i_o close_o and_o assault_v i_o fierce_o they_o hate_v and_o fight_v against_o thy_o good_a spirit_n in_o i_o and_o to_o hate_v that_o be_v to_o hate_v i_o and_o the_o good_a of_o my_o soul_n yea_o their_o hate_n be_v cruel_a it_o be_v a_o tyrannous_a hatred_n though_o i_o never_o willing_o suffer_v they_o to_o rule_v over_o i_o yet_o too_o too_o often_o they_o over-rule_v i_o 6.12_o rom._n 6.12_o though_o i_o never_o let_v they_o command_v i_o as_o a_o king_n yet_o they_o often_o compel_v i_o as_o a_o tyrant_n now_o lord_n whereas_o many_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trial_n and_o of_o trouble_n beseech_v thou_o to_o keep_v their_o body_n their_o estate_n their_o body_n from_o imprisonment_n their_o estate_n from_o spoil_n to_o i_o sin_n be_v worse_a than_o bond_n than_o beggary_n yea_o then_o death_n than_o hell_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o keep_v my_o soul_n the_o salvation_n of_o it_o be_v dear_a of_o more_o price_n than_o 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