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of_o their_o course_n their_o distemper_n be_v such_o that_o they_o stink_v above_o ground_n and_o yet_o they_o poor_a creature_n feel_v nothing_o but_o bless_v themselves_o in_o their_o present_a condition_n rom._n 2._o 5._o they_o have_v heart_n that_o can_v repent_v heap_v up_o 〈◊〉_d against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n the_o daily_a and_o ordinary_a commission_n of_o any_o one_o sin_n deliver_v up_o the_o sinner_n to_o become_v a_o prey_n to_o the_o power_n of_o all_o corruption_n even_o the_o most_o detestable_a sin_n lay_v waste_v the_o soul_n that_o it_o become_v a_o through-fair_a and_o lie_v open_a to_o the_o most_o hellish_a provocation_n or_o distemper_n that_o can_v be_v present_v before_o it_o and_o nothing_o come_v amiss_o that_o be_v the_o inference_n when_o the_o heathen_a have_v no_o delight_n to_o have_v god_n in_o their_o knowledge_n have_v notlike_v to_o such_o and_o such_o righteous_a and_o good_a way_n of_o god_n he_o deliver_v they_o up_o to_o a_o reprobate_a sense_n rom._n 1._o 28._o they_o have_v no_o delight_n to_o be_v rule_v by_o the_o truth_n and_o the_o wisdom_n and_o holiness_n thereof_o no_o delight_n 〈◊〉_d know_v or_o relish_v any_o good_a god_n take_v they_o at_o their_o word_n and_o leave_v they_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o their_o sin_n they_o shall_v have_v mind_n that_o shall_v never_o know_v the_o truth_n heart_n that_o shall_v never_o approve_v of_o it_o see_v present_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v thus_o lay_v waist_n what_o a_o drove_n and_o inroad_n of_o hideous_a abomination_n come_v in_o and_o take_v possession_n and_o make_v a_o prey_n and_o spoil_v of_o the_o poor_a wretched_a creature_n as_o they_o will_v then_o ver_fw-la 29._o 30._o they_o be_v full_a of_o all_o unrighteousness_n covetousness_n fornication_n envy_n proud_a boaster_n beady_o high_o mind_v 〈◊〉_d breaker_n false_a unfaithful_a disobedient_a unnatural_a nothing_o be_v a_o miss_n what_o ever_o the_o heart_n of_o belzebub_n or_o the_o bottom_n of_o hell_n can_v harbour_v it_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o the_o cohaerence_n of_o that_o place_n also_o eph._n 4._o 19_o who_o be_v past_a feeling_n they_o have_v give_v up_o themselves_o to_o work_v all_o uncleanness_n with_o greediness_n the_o poor_a creature_n be_v at_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o beck_n of_o any_o base_a abomination_n no_o temptation_n press_v in_o but_o prevayle_n no_o allurement_n be_v present_v but_o it_o surprise_v and_o take_v aside_o no_o corruption_n 〈◊〉_d but_o it_o carry_v and_o act_v he_o without_o gainsay_v the_o devil_n and_o his_o distemper_n take_v he_o alive_a and_o take_v he_o at_o their_o pleasure_n lead_v he_o as_o they_o 〈◊〉_d and_o he_o know_v not_o where_o he_o be_v before_o he_o be_v in_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n this_o be_v the_o quintessence_n of_o vengeance_n a_o unseen_a evil_n 〈◊〉_d in_o truth_n unconceavable_a the_o terror_n of_o death_n and_o the_o torment_v 〈◊〉_d hell_n be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o this_o when_o the_o glorious_a and_o bless_a god_n through_o the_o just_a desert_n of_o sin_n leave_v the_o creature_n at_o the_o lust_n of_o satan_n and_o his_o diftemper_n loe_o he_o be_v in_o your_o 〈◊〉_d do_v what_o you_o will_v with_o he_o i_o will_v have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o he_o more_o this_o be_v the_o sentence_n pass_v upon_o the_o backslider_n prov._n 14._o 14._o the_o backslider_n in_o heart_n shall_v be_v 〈◊〉_d with_o his_o own_o way_n he_o shall_v have_v his_o belly_n 〈◊〉_d thus_o as_o the_o saint_n be_v seal_v up_o in_o the_o day_n of_o redemption_n the_o wicked_a be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d up_o under_o the_o sovereignty_n of_o their_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d the_o day_n of_o destruction_n thou_o 〈◊〉_d have_v thy_o pride_n and_o stubbornness_n &_o 〈◊〉_d be_v thou_o for_o ever_o proud_a and_o for_o ever_o 〈◊〉_d and_o for_o ever_o 〈◊〉_d heart_a continu_a so_o and_o perish_v 〈◊〉_d there_o be_v no_o judgement_n like_a to_o this_o and_o this_o be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o sin_n and_o that_o which_o the_o lord_n reserve_v as_o the_o choice_a of_o all_o his_o plague_n the_o last_o and_o worst_a 1_o prov._n 26._o 28._o 31._o you_o shall_v call_v but_o i_o will_v not_o hear_v you_o shall_v seek_v i_o and_o shall_v not_o 〈◊〉_d i_o one_o will_v think_v this_o be_v heavy_a and_o hard_a measure_n can_v hardly_o be_v find_v yes_o the_o lord_n have_v worse_a because_o you_o despise_v my_o counsel_n and_o set_v at_o naught_o all_o my_o reproof_n 〈◊〉_d they_o shall_v eat_v the_o fruit_n of_o their_o own_o way_n and_o be_v full_a of_o their_o own_o device_n they_o who_o srame_n and_o devise_v devise_n to_o contrive_v contentment_n to_o their_o own_o carnal_a and_o corrupt_a 〈◊〉_d carry_v a_o forge_n of_o falsehood_n and_o 〈◊〉_d about_o they_o to_o succeed_v in_o these_o one_o will_v have_v think_v be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d content_v such_o a_o person_n can_v take_v true_a it_o be_v so_o and_o that_o be_v the_o great_a and_o most_o dreadful_a plague_n that_o can_v befall_v they_o when_o the_o lord_n christ_n take_v away_o 〈◊〉_d of_o himself_o and_o his_o spirit_n from_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o leave_v he_o whole_o to_o himself_o and_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n &_o his_o own_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d distemper_n nothing_o of_o god_n wisdom_n 〈◊〉_d their_o own_o folly_n shall_v mislead_v they_o nothing_o of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d but_o the_o perverse_a rebellion_n of_o their_o own_o heart_n shall_v rule_v they_o and_o so_o destroy_v they_o this_o be_v to_o be_v in_o hell_n before_o he_o come_v there_o and_o so_o be_v a_o devil_n before_o he_o come_v among_o they_o they_o come_v to_o be_v helpless_a in_o regard_n of_o all_o mean_n that_o the_o lord_n have_v provide_v or_o the_o mercy_n that_o the_o lord_n have_v offer_v unto_o they_o and_o do_v yet_o strive_v with_o they_o in_o its_o sin_n that_o stop_v the_o intercourse_n between_o god_n and_o the_o soul_n his_o ordinance_n and_o our_o conscience_n take_v and_o 〈◊〉_d the_o passage_n that_o the_o power_n of_o the_o mean_n never_o work_v upon_o we_o the_o sweetness_n of_o his_o mercy_n never_o affect_v we_o 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they_o to_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o singleness_n of_o carriage_n as_o suit_n with_o god_n mind_n so_o that_o all_o mean_n of_o grace_n and_o ordinance_n take_v their_o leave_n of_o the_o sinner_n work_v no_o more_o upon_o that_o heart_n that_o have_v 〈◊〉_d long_a and_o so_o often_o oppose_v the_o work_n thereof_o 〈◊〉_d 51._o 9_o we_o will_v have_v heal_v babylon_n 〈◊〉_d she_o will_v not_o be_v heal_v leave_v she_o then_o leave_v instruction_n and_o leave_v exhort_v &c._n &c._n so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o ordinance_n the_o lord_n pass_v by_o and_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o speak_v a_o word_n to_o a_o rebellious_a heart_n the_o threaten_n that_o trouble_v before_o now_o stir_v not_o the_o instruction_n that_o convince_v before_o now_o awe_v not_o at_o all_o the_o reproof_n
these_o be_v your_o sin_n these_o will_v be_v your_o ruin_n and_o i_o summon_v thou_o here_o to_o answer_v it_o before_o god_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n at_o the_o great_a day_n when_o the_o heart_n can_v shuffle_v nor_o shift_n nor_o shake_v off_o the_o strength_n and_o cleverness_n of_o the_o truth_n it_o be_v compel_v to_o own_o its_o sin_n and_o misery_n though_o happy_o not_o willing_a to_o leave_v the_o one_o nor_o know_v not_o how_o to_o avoid_v the_o other_o true_o indeed_o then_o meditation_n have_v attain_v its_o proper_a and_o powerful_a work_n and_o be_v effectual_o bless_v of_o god_n when_o our_o heart_n be_v so_o affect_v with_o the_o evil_n of_o our_o sin_n as_o in_o our_o judgement_n right_o inform_v we_o do_v conceive_v they_o and_o in_o our_o most_o serious_a 〈◊〉_d conclude_v they_o and_o indeed_o we_o shall_v shine_v to_o our_o utmost_a to_o attain_v this_o and_o never_o give_v the_o lord_n rest_n nor_o our_o own_o soul_n any_o rest_n until_o our_o 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daughter_n of_o babylon_n see_v how_o they_o bestir_v themselves_o go_v and_o weep_v shall_v they_o go_v and_o 〈◊〉_d the_o lord_n their_o god_n weep_v still_o and_o go_v still_o sorrow_n still_o and_o seek_v still_o they_o who_o stir_v not_o a_o foot_n before_o nor_o look_v after_o the_o lord_n nor_o their_o own_o happiness_n and_o comfort_n so_o it_o be_v with_o ephraim_n when_o the_o lord_n begin_v to_o work_v his_o heart_n to_o a_o right_a apprehension_n of_o himself_o jer._n 31._o 18._o while_n he_o be_v in_o his_o natural_a condition_n he_o be_v like_o a_o untamed_a bullock_n unacoustome_v to_o the_o yoke_n but_o when_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v he_o to_o task_n than_o he_o begin_v to_o 〈◊〉_d with_o himself_o and_o betake_v himself_o to_o new_a thought_n verse_n 19_o when_o i_o be_v turn_v i_o repent_v when_o i_o be_v instruct_v i_o smite_v upon_o my_o thigh_n thus_o john_n baptist_n hearer_n when_o once_o the_o word_n wrought_v kind_o upon_o they_o it_o make_v they_o all_o 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with_o hunger_n luke_n 15._o 17._o then_o he_o 〈◊〉_d himself_o i_o will_v arise_v and_o go_v to_o my_o father_n and_o say_v etc._n etc._n so_o it_o be_v with_o many_o prodigal_a 〈◊〉_d delude_v creature_n they_o spend_v time_n and_o strength_n and_o lay_v out_o themselves_o 〈◊〉_d nothing_o and_o therefore_o fear_v no_o afterclap_n until_o the_o time_n of_o famine_n and_o day_n of_o 〈◊〉_d and_o horror_n come_v in_o upon_o they_o they_o never_o see_v need_v of_o read_v hear_v prayer_n seek_v and_o enquiry_n but_o now_o when_o they_o find_v themselves_o besiege_v with_o sin_n and_o plague_n and_o daily_o expect_v the_o execution_n to_o be_v do_v heaven_n frown_v hell_n gape_v their_o conscience_n 〈◊〉_d and_o themselves_o drop_v down_o to_o the_o grave_a and_o their_o soul_n to_o hell_n they_o think_v it_o high_a time_n and_o more_o than_o time_n to_o bestir_v themselves_o to_o do_v what_o they_o can_v and_o to_o cry_v for_o help_n and_o direction_n in_o so_o desperate_a distress_n and_o 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be_v prepare_v intend_a and_o appoint_v of_o purpose_n for_o other_o thou_o have_v no_o share_n and_o portion_n in_o all_o these_o precious_a thing_n of_o life_n hand_n off_o thou_o hard_o 〈◊〉_d wretch_n there_o be_v good_a 〈◊〉_d from_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d poor_a shall_v be_v enrich_v the_o mourner_n comfort_v but_o no_o good_a to_o thou_o no_o look_v the_o second_o 〈◊〉_d there_o be_v other_o provision_n the_o lord_n make_v for_o stiffnecked_a creature_n he_o proclaim_v a_o year_n of_o jubilee_n a_o day_n of_o acceptance_n from_o god_n to_o the_o distress_a but_o there_o be_v a_o day_n of_o vengeance_n of_o our_o god_n to_o those_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrary_a disposition_n there_o be_v vengeance_n and_o it_o be_v from_o god_n he_o will_v be_v revenge_v upon_o thou_o for_o all_o the_o contempt_n of_o his_o truth_n grief_n do_v to_o his_o spirit_n resistance_n of_o his_o grace_n he_o will_v rain_v fire_n and_o brimstone_n storm_n and_o tempest_n upon_o thou_o this_o shall_v be_v the_o 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hard-hearted_a sinner_n or_o of_o a_o further_o and_o high_a degree_n in_o this_o hardness_n be_v such_o as_o have_v be_v exercise_v under_o the_o displeasure_n of_o the_o almighty_a 〈◊〉_d have_v many_o stab_n by_o the_o truth_n and_o threaten_n of_o the_o word_n and_o have_v have_v many_o bruise_n and_o blow_n from_o the_o dispensation_n of_o god_n in_o his_o ordinance_n deep_o affect_v and_o almost_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d with_o the_o danger_n of_o their_o own_o estate_n and_o the_o dreadfulness_n of_o those_o everlasting_a burn_n which_o now_o they_o feel_v in_o their_o soul_n and_o be_v not_o able_a to_o bear_v but_o at_o last_o they_o have_v shake_v off_o their_o terror_n 〈◊〉_d away_o the_o vexation_n and_o trouble_v that_o lie_v upon_o their_o spirit_n and_o now_o they_o grow_v more_o fierce_a and_o hard-hearted_a than_o ever_o before_o and_o dare_v outface_v and_o out-brare_a the_o severe_a threaten_n the_o most_o dreadful_a judgement_n that_o can_v be_v denounce_v and_o which_o they_o 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to_o make_v their_o call_v sure_a 2_o pet._n 1._o 11._o the_o state_n of_o the_o world_n be_v somewhat_o like_o that_o which_o the_o angel_n express_v upon_o the_o proof_n they_o have_v when_o they_o go_v to_o survey_v the_o frame_n of_o thing_n zach._n 〈◊〉_d 11._o we_o have_v walk_v to_o and_o fro_o through_o the_o earth_n and_o behold_v all_o the_o earth_n sit_v still_o and_o in_o at_o rest_n walk_v we_o from_o one_o plantation_n to_o another_o from_o one_o society_n to_o another_o nay_o which_o be_v yet_o a_o further_a misery_n from_o one_o assembly_n to_o another_o all_o the_o earth_n sit_v still_o and_o be_v at_o rest_n there_o be_v no_o stir_v no_o trade_n in_o christianity_n man_n cheapen_v not_o inquire_v not_o after_o the_o purchase_n of_o the_o precious_a thing_n of_o the_o gospel_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v quit_v of_o myself_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v sever_v from_o my_o sin_n which_o have_v pester_v i_o so_o long_o prejudice_v my_o peace_n so_o much_o 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man_n in_o the_o bond_n of_o 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o depth_n of_o his_o 〈◊〉_d distemper_n 〈◊〉_d 3._o 11._o they_o have_v no_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d do_v they_o seek_v after_o god_n and_o it_o be_v make_v a_o evidence_n of_o satan_n rule_n luke_n 11._o 21._o when_o 〈◊〉_d strong_a 〈◊〉_d keep_v the_o palace_n all_o his_o good_n be_v at_o peace_n but_o when_o a_o strong_a come_v and_o 〈◊〉_d he_o he_o take_v from_o he_o all_o his_o armour_n wherein_o be_v trust_n and_o divide_v 〈◊〉_d the_o spoil_n the_o house_n and_o palace_n be_v the_o heart_n and_o spirit_n of_o a_o sinner_n his_o 〈◊〉_d and_o furniture_n be_v 11._o all_o those_o noisome_a lust_n by_o which_o he_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o exercise_v 〈◊〉_d power_n in_o the_o sinner_n and_o as_o the_o apostle_n say_v fight_v against_o the_o soul_n as_o despair_n be_v the_o head-piece_n unrighteous_a and_o careless_a and_o unconscionable_a walk_n be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d carnal_a reason_n the_o sword_n unbelief_n the_o shield_n and_o a_o indisposition_n of_o heart_n to_o yield_v to_o the_o term_n 〈◊〉_d the_o 〈◊〉_d be_v that_o whereby_o the_o sinner_n be_v prepare_v to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o 〈◊〉_d his_o foot_n shod_a sit_v for_o every_o evil_a work_n while_o satan_n be_v 〈◊〉_d furnish_v with_o the_o armour_n of_o darkness_n all_o his_o good_n be_v at_o peace_n he_o do_v without_o any_o trouble_n act_v the_o soul_n and_o wrong_v the_o comfort_n and_o happiness_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o so_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d his_o good_n it_o be_v all_o he_o desire_v endeavour_n take_v as_o the_o gain_n of_o his_o labour_n and_o diligence_n in_o his_o temptation_n do_v satan_n act_v thou_o by_o his_o temptation_n and_o so_o increase_v both_o thy_o guilt_n and_o ruin_n thereby_o 〈◊〉_d be_v 〈◊〉_d his_o good_n in_o peace_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thy_o woe_n thy_o 〈◊〉_d be_v satan_n wealth_n and_o substance_n he_o have_v what_o he_o 〈◊〉_d and_o do_v what_o he_o will_v and_o thou_o be_v not_o trouble_v with_o any_o thing_n nor_o will_v trouble_v he_o 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thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o say_v or_o to_o demand_v touch_v eternal_a life_n thou_o know_v nothing_o yet_o enquire_v not_o what_o thou_o shall_v do_v haste_v nothing_o yet_o 〈◊〉_d not_o for_o help_v and_o succour_n thou_o have_v no_o business_n that_o appertain_v to_o heaven_n with_o any_o man_n live_v thy_o business_n lie_v not_o with_o the_o word_n and_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o word_n have_v as_o little_a to_o do_v with_o thou_o that_o show_v thy_o heart_n be_v not_o there_o nor_o thy_o portion_n there_o as_o each_o man_n affection_n and_o expression_n of_o himself_o be_v where_o his_o employment_n lie_v as_o 〈◊〉_d as_o a_o bee_n they_o carry_v their_o business_n in_o
for_o further_a counsel_n oh_o but_o if_o his_o old_a fit_n befall_v he_o he_o be_v then_o as_o careful_a to_o use_v his_o old_a physic_n send_v present_o to_o the_o physician_n for_o fresh_a counsel_n and_o advice_n so_o it_o will_v be_v with_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o sinner_n when_o once_o the_o wound_n be_v heal_v &_o god_n 〈◊〉_d allay_v the_o venom_n of_o the_o vengeance_n which_o sin_n bring_v with_o it_o &_o the_o heart_n grow_v up_o in_o some_o evidence_n of_o the_o work_n and_o assurance_n of_o god_n love_n so_o that_o the_o worst_a be_v past_a and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d be_v over_o man_n begin_v to_o lay_v aside_o their_o diet_n and_o that_o careful_a 〈◊〉_d they_o ought_v to_o use_v the_o daily_a renew_a repentance_n they_o shall_v take_v up_o until_o the_o lord_n le_fw-fr we_o loose_v their_o lust_n afresh_o their_o old_a fit_n and_o force_n of_o their_o 〈◊〉_d distemper_n seem_v again_o to_o overbear_v they_o which_o hazard_n their_o truth_n and_o peace_n they_o begin_v to_o find_v their_o heart_n and_o prayer_n and_o begin_v again_o to_o be_v awaken_v to_o the_o work_n the_o corinthian_n be_v careless_a either_o of_o the_o sin_n or_o misery_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d person_n or_o their_o own_o duty_n and_o careful_a endeavour_n to_o reform_v until_o the_o apostle_n 〈◊〉_d sharp_o to_o they_o and_o affect_v their_o heart_n with_o godly_a sorrow_n this_o set_v they_o all_o a-work_o what_o care_n in_o what_o fear_n what_o zeal_n do_v it_o provoke_v they_o to_o express_v both_o in_o their_o carriage_n towards_o he_o and_o in_o their_o daily_a course_n before_o god_n 2._o cor._n 19_o 11._o paul_n new_a 〈◊〉_d with_o his_o corruption_n and_o the_o body_n of_o 〈◊〉_d make_v he_o renew_v his_o complaint_n rom._n 7._o 24._o oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o death_n when_o god_n leave_v a_o splinter_n in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o send_v a_o messenger_n of_o satan_n to_o buffet_v he_o this_o make_v he_o to_o bestir_v himself_o to_o 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off_o from_o their_o sin_n and_o bring_v they_o to_o himself_o ezek._n 36._o 31._o then_o shall_v you_o remember_v your_o evil_a way_n and_o do_n that_o be_v not_o good_a and_o shall_v loathe_v yourselves_o in_o your_o own_o sight_n for_o your_o iniquity_n and_o for_o your_o abomination_n ezek._n 6._o 9_o and_o they_o that_o escape_v of_o you_o shall_v remember_v i_o because_o i_o be_o break_v with_o your_o whorish_a heart_n which_o have_v depart_v from_o i_o and_o with_o your_o eye_n which_o go_v a_o whore_v and_o they_o shall_v loathe_v themselves_o for_o the_o evil_n they_o bave_v commit_v in_o all_o their_o abomination_n ezek._n 16._o last_o then_o shall_v thou_o remember_v be_v ashamed_a and_o confound_v and_o never_o open_v thy_o mouth_n more_o the_o soul_n in_o this_o condition_n see_v and_o feel_v now_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n that_o rebellion_n and_o opposition_n by_o which_o it_o have_v be_v carry_v against_o god_n and_o the_o separation_n it_o have_v make_v from_o he_o and_o therefore_o it_o loathe_v that_o most_o wherein_o most_o of_o this_o evil_n be_v harbour_v and_o by_o which_o it_o have_v be_v practise_v and_o that_o be_v his_o soul_n which_o have_v be_v the_o sink_n of_o these_o sinful_a distemper_n the_o root_n from_o whence_o all_o these_o bitter_a fruit_n arise_v and_o grow_v the_o fountain_n or_o dunghill_n rather_o whence_o all_o those_o 〈◊〉_d steam_v of_o loathsome_a abomination_n have_v be_v send_v in_o speech_n practice_n and_o behaviour_n in_o our_o daily_a course_n the_o filth_n of_o sin_n be_v most_o loathsome_a and_o there_o be_v most_o of_o that_o in_o the_o heart_n therefore_o he_o loathe_v that_o most_o of_o all_o it_o be_v true_a there_o be_v some_o sin_n so_o detestable_a to_o the_o light_n of_o nature_n and_o the_o common_a principle_n leave_v in_o a_o corrupt_a conscience_n that_o they_o be_v not_o fit_a to_o be_v name_v murder_n adultery_n 〈◊〉_d and_o sodomy_n brutish_a drunkenness_n and_o excessive_a riot_n which_o abase_v a_o man_n below_o the_o very_a bruit_n creature_n and_o make_v the_o earth_n spew_v out_o such_o inhabitant_n as_o fit_a for_o the_o company_n of_o devil_n than_o the_o communion_n of_o man_n it_o be_v a_o shame_n to_o speak_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v of_o they_o in_o secret_a eph._n 5._o 12._o and_o therefore_o reprobate_n do_v and_o hypocrite_n can_v and_o all_o even_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n may_v when_o they_o come_v to_o themselves_o in_o cold_a blood_n and_o take_v thing_n in_o a_o right_a consideration_n loathe_v these_o practice_n because_o shameful_a and_o scandalous_a fling_v filth_n in_o their_o face_n disparagement_n upon_o their_o person_n and_o cast_v they_o out_o of_o the_o society_n and_o communion_n of_o reasonable_a man_n and_o make_v they_o abhor_v of_o humanity_n even_o a_o terror_n to_o themselves_o but_o alas_o when_o this_o be_v over_o they_o look_v not_o to_o the_o nest_n of_o these_o noisome_a abomination_n which_o lodge_v in_o their_o bosom_n where_o they_o have_v their_o be_v and_o breed_n in_o their_o heart_n the_o cage_n of_o these_o unclean_a bird_n the_o den_n of_o these_o brutish_a lust_n but_o if_o they_o can_v wipe_v the_o mouth_n with_o the_o harlot_n and_o wash_v their_o hand_n as_o pilate_n do_v and_o keep_v themselves_o from_o the_o contempt_n of_o man_n and_o the_o stroke_n of_o authority_n they_o can_v maintain_v a_o privy_a communion_n between_o these_o lust_n and_o their_o soul_n and_o suck_v out_o the_o sweet_a of_o these_o by_o speculation_n and_o never_o be_v trouble_v nor_o affect_v therewith_o judas_n fling_v away_o his_o money_n he_o finger_n that_o no_o more_o look_v at_o his_o treasonable_a practice_n as_o detestable_a to_o the_o very_a scribe_n but_o he_o still_o keep_v his_o murder_n in_o his_o
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as_o a_o hand_n as_o dear_a as_o a_o eye_n rather_o than_o they_o shall_v once_o pluck_v his_o heart_n from_o the_o lord_n quarrel_n with_o the_o loathsome_a abomination_n of_o his_o nature_n which_o now_o be_v discover_v but_o glad_o welcome_n those_o soulsaving_a truth_n that_o will_v slay_v and_o subdue_v those_o sin_n and_o not_o quarrel_v with_o they_o the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v a_o good_a word_n though_o a_o convict_a terrify_a yea_o a_o condemn_a word_n to_o his_o own_o apprehension_n he_o that_o be_v sensible_a of_o his_o burden_n as_o unsupportable_a and_o pass_a strength_n he_o be_v best_o please_v with_o that_o ease_n a_o wise_a patient_n when_o by_o his_o trial_n he_o have_v find_v it_o and_o the_o consent_n of_o learned_a physician_n and_o surgeon_n have_v conclude_v that_o his_o gangren_a part_n must_v be_v cut_v off_o and_o cauterise_v can_v be_v heal_v though_o his_o nature_n shrink_v at_o it_o yet_o reason_n and_o his_o own_o preservation_n make_v he_o 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samuel_n 1_o sam._n 3._o 17._o hide_v nothing_o from_o i_o though_o the_o heavy_a and_o hard_a of_o the_o message_n that_o he_o be_v to_o report_v a_o break_a heart_a sinner_n will_v 〈◊〉_d capitulate_v with_o the_o almighty_a stick_v with_o god_n unless_o he_o may_v have_v his_o own_o 〈◊〉_d or_o look_v for_o some_o abatement_n from_o the_o lord_n if_o the_o corruption_n be_v more_o than_o ordinary_a strong_a and_o the_o mean_n which_o be_v to_o be_v use_v be_v mervailous_o cross_a not_o only_o to_o a_o man_n corruption_n but_o to_o one_o outward_a comfort_n yea_o to_o nature_n itself_o yea_o the_o heart_n under_o this_o disposition_n yield_v quiet_o that_o the_o lord_n shall_v take_v he_o own_o course_n any_o