shall_v ask_v they_o question_n in_o these_o matter_n after_o a_o little_a conference_n hereabout_o it_o be_v conclude_v that_o they_o shall_v first_o make_v confession_n of_o their_o experience_n in_o the_o lord_n work_n upon_o their_o heart_n because_o in_o so_o do_v it_o be_v like_o something_o will_v be_v discern_v of_o their_o knowledge_n in_o the_o doctrine_n of_o religion_n and_o if_o after_o those_o confession_n there_o shall_v yet_o be_v cause_n to_o inquire_v further_a touch_v any_o point_n of_o religion_n it_o may_v be_v fit_o do_v at_o last_o whereupon_o we_o so_o proceed_v and_o call_v they_o forth_o in_o order_n to_o make_v confession_n it_o be_v move_v in_o the_o assembly_n by_o reverend_a mr._n wilson_n that_o their_o former_a confession_n also_o as_o well_o as_o these_o which_o they_o make_v at_o present_a may_v be_v read_v unto_o the_o assembly_n because_o it_o be_v evident_a that_o they_o be_v daunt_v much_o to_o speak_v before_o so_o great_a and_o grave_a a_o assembly_n as_o that_o be_v but_o time_n do_v not_o permit_v it_o so_o to_o be_v then_o yet_o now_o in_o my_o writing_n of_o their_o confession_n i_o will_v take_v that_o course_n that_o so_o it_o may_v appear_v what_o encouragement_n there_o be_v to_o proceed_v so_o far_o as_o we_o do_v and_o that_o such_o as_o may_v read_v these_o their_o confession_n may_v the_o better_o discern_v of_o the_o reality_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o christ_n in_o they_o the_o first_o which_o be_v call_v forth_o be_v name_v totherswamp_n who_o former_a confession_n read_v before_o the_o elder_n be_v as_o follow_v before_o i_o pray_v unto_o god_n the_o english_a when_o i_o come_v unto_o their_o house_n often_o say_v unto_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n but_o i_o have_v many_o friend_n who_o love_v i_o and_o i_o love_v they_o and_o they_o care_v not_o for_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o do_v not_o but_o i_o think_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o if_o my_o friend_n shall_v die_v and_o i_o live_v i_o then_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n soon_o after_o god_n so_o wrought_v that_o they_o do_v almost_o all_o die_v few_o of_o they_o leave_v and_o than_o my_o heart_n fear_v and_o i_o think_v that_o now_o i_o will_v pray_v unto_o god_n and_o yet_o i_o be_v ashamed_a to_o pray_v and_o if_o i_o eat_v and_o do_v not_o pray_v i_o be_v ashamed_a of_o that_o also_o so_o that_o i_o have_v a_o double_a shame_n upon_o i_o then_o you_o come_v unto_o we_o and_o teach_v we_o and_o say_v unto_o we_o pray_v unto_o god_n and_o after_o that_o my_o heart_n grow_v strong_a and_o i_o be_v no_o more_o ashamed_a to_o pray_v but_o i_o do_v take_v up_o pray_v to_o god_n yet_o at_o first_o i_o do_v not_o think_v of_o god_n and_o eternal_a life_n but_o only_o that_o the_o english_a shall_v love_v i_o and_o i_o love_v they_o but_o after_o i_o come_v to_o learn_v what_o sin_n be_v by_o the_o commandment_n of_o god_n and_o then_o i_o see_v all_o my_o sin_n lust_n game_n etc._n etc._n he_o name_v more_o you_o teach_v that_o christ_n know_v all_o our_o heart_n and_o see_v what_o be_v in_o they_o if_o humility_n or_o anger_n or_o evil_a thought_n christ_n see_v all_o that_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n then_o my_o heart_n fear_v great_o because_o god_n be_v angry_a for_o all_o my_o sin_n yea_o now_o my_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o evil_a thought_n and_o my_o heart_n run_v away_o from_o god_n therefore_o my_o heart_n fear_v and_o mourn_v every_o day_n i_o see_v sin_n in_o my_o heart_n one_o man_n bring_v sin_n into_o the_o world_n and_o i_o be_o full_a of_o that_o sin_n and_o i_o break_v god_n word_n every_o day_n i_o see_v i_o deserve_v not_o pardon_v for_o the_o first_o man_n sin_v i_o can_v do_v no_o good_a for_o i_o be_o like_o the_o devil_n nothing_o but_o evil_a thought_n and_o word_n and_o work_n i_o have_v lose_v all_o likeness_n to_o god_n and_o goodness_n and_o therefore_o every_o day_n i_o sin_v against_o god_n and_o i_o deserve_v death_n and_o damnation_n the_o first_o man_n bring_v sin_n first_o and_o i_o do_v every_o day_n ad_fw-la to_o that_o sin_n more_o sin_n but_o christ_n have_v do_v for_o we_o all_o righteousness_n and_o die_v for_o we_o because_o of_o our_o sin_n and_o christ_n teach_v we_o that_o if_o we_o cast_v away_o our_o sin_n and_o trust_v in_o christ_n than_o god_n will_v pardon_v all_o our_o sin_n this_o i_o believe_v christ_n have_v do_v i_o can_v do_v no_o righteousness_n but_o christ_n have_v do_v it_o for_o i_o this_o i_o believe_v and_o therefore_o i_o do_v hope_n for_o pardon_n when_o i_o first_o hear_v the_o commandment_n i_o then_o take_v up_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o cast_v off_o sin_n again_o when_o i_o hear_v and_o understand_v redemption_n by_o christ_n than_o i_o believe_v jesus_n christ_n to_o take_v away_o my_o sin_n every_o commandment_n teach_v i_o sin_n and_o my_o duty_n to_o god_n when_o you_o ask_v i_o why_o do_v i_o love_v god_n i_o answer_v because_o he_o give_v i_o all_o outward_a blessing_n as_o food_n clothing_n child_n all_o gift_n of_o strength_n speech_n hear_v especial_o that_o he_o give_v we_o a_o minister_n to_o teach_v we_o and_o give_v we_o government_n and_o my_o heart_n fear_v lest_o government_n shall_v reprove_v i_o but_o the_o great_a mercy_n of_o all_o be_v christ_n to_o give_v we_o pardon_v and_o life_n totherswamp_n the_o confession_n which_o he_o make_v on_o the_o fast_n day_n before_o the_o great_a assembly_n be_v as_o follow_v i_o confess_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n before_o i_o pray_v many_o be_v my_o sin_n not_o one_o good_a word_n do_v i_o speak_v not_o one_o good_a thought_n do_v i_o think_v not_o one_o good_a action_n do_v i_o do_v i_o do_v act_v all_o sin_n and_o full_o be_v my_o heart_n of_o evil_a thought_n when_o the_o english_a do_v tell_v i_o of_o god_n i_o care_v not_o for_o it_o i_o think_v it_o enough_o if_o they_o love_v i_o i_o have_v many_o friend_n that_o love_v i_o and_o i_o think_v if_o they_o die_v i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n and_o afterward_o it_o so_o come_v to_o pass_v then_o be_v my_o heart_n ashamed_a to_o pray_v i_o be_v ashamed_a and_o if_o i_o pray_v not_o i_o be_v ashamed_a a_o double_a shame_n be_v upon_o i_o when_o god_n by_o you_o teach_v we_o very_o much_o ashamed_a be_v my_o heart_n then_o you_o teach_v we_o that_o christ_n know_v all_o our_o heart_n therefore_o true_o he_o see_v my_o thought_n and_o i_o have_v think_v if_o my_o kindred_n shall_v die_v i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n therefore_o they_o die_v i_o must_v now_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o therefore_o my_o heart_n fear_v for_o i_o think_v christ_n know_v my_o thought_n then_o i_o hear_v you_o teach_v the_o first_o man_n god_n make_v be_v name_v adam_n and_o god_n make_v a_o covenant_n with_o he_o do_v and_o live_v thou_o and_o thy_o child_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o thou_o must_v die_v thou_o and_o thy_o child_n and_o we_o be_v child_n of_o adam_n poor_a sinner_n therefore_o we_o all_o have_v sin_v for_o we_o have_v break_v god_n covenant_n therefore_o evil_a be_v my_o heart_n therefore_o god_n be_v very_o angry_a with_o i_o we_o sin_v against_o he_o every_o day_n but_o this_o great_a mercy_n god_n have_v give_v we_o he_o have_v give_v we_o his_o only_a son_n and_o promise_v that_o whosoever_o believe_v in_o christ_n shall_v be_v save_v for_o christ_n have_v die_v for_o we_o in_o our_o stead_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o he_o have_v do_v for_o we_o all_o the_o word_n of_o god_n for_o i_o can_v do_v no_o good_a act_n only_a christ_n can_v and_o only_a christ_n have_v do_v all_o for_o we_o christ_n have_v deserve_v pardon_n for_o we_o and_o rise_v again_o he_o have_v ascend_v to_o god_n and_o do_v ever_o pray_v for_o we_o therefore_o all_o believer_n soul_n shall_v go_v to_o heaven_n to_o christ_n but_o when_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n of_o christ_n christ_n say_v repent_v and_o believe_v and_o christ_n see_v who_o repent_v than_o i_o say_v dark_a and_o weak_a be_v my_o soul_n and_o i_o be_o one_o in_o darkness_n i_o be_o a_o very_o sinful_a man_n and_o now_o i_o pray_v to_o christ_n for_o life_n hear_v you_o teach_v that_o word_n that_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n say_v why_o do_v thy_o disciple_n break_v the_o tradition_n of_o the_o father_n christ_n answer_v why_o do_v you_o make_v void_a the_o commandment_n of_o god_n then_o my_o heart_n fear_v that_o i_o do_v so_o when_o i_o teach_v the_o indian_n because_o i_o can_v teach_v they_o right_n and_o thereby_o make_v the_o word_n of_o god_n vain_a again_o christ_n say_v if_o the_o blind_a lead_v the_o blind_a they_o will_v both_o fall_v into_o the_o ditch_n
the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o to_o open_v my_o eye_n and_o to_o help_v i_o to_o cast_v away_o all_o sin_n and_o christ_n have_v deserve_v for_o i_o eternal_a life_n i_o have_v deserve_v nothing_o myself_o christ_n have_v deserve_v all_o and_o give_v i_o faith_n to_o believe_v it_o willam_n of_o sudbury_n his_o indian_a name_n be_v nataôus_a the_o confession_n which_o he_o make_v on_o the_o fast_n day_n before_o the_o great_a assembly_n be_v as_o follow_v before_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o commit_v all_o sin_n and_o serve_v many_o god_n i_o much_o despise_v pray_v unto_o god_n for_o i_o believe_v the_o devil_n and_o he_o do_v daily_o teach_v i_o to_o sin_n and_o i_o do_v they_o sometime_o hear_v of_o god_n my_o heart_n do_v hate_v it_o and_o go_v to_o my_o own_o house_n because_o i_o do_v love_n to_o commit_v all_o sin_n there_o about_o six_o year_n ago_o a_o little_a i_o like_v to_o hear_v of_o god_n and_o yet_o i_o hate_v that_o which_o be_v good_a hear_v that_o cutshamoquin_fw-la pray_v than_o i_o think_v i_o will_v pray_v also_o a_o year_n after_o i_o hear_v of_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o i_o go_v to_o mr._n brown_n house_n and_o tell_v he_o i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n as_o long_o as_o live_v he_o say_v i_o doubt_v of_o it_o and_o bid_v i_o cut_v off_o my_o hair_n and_o i_o do_v so_o present_o and_o then_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v like_o god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n and_o to_o call_v on_o he_o but_o i_o find_v it_o very_o hard_o to_o believe_v yet_o i_o think_v i_o will_v pray_v as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v hear_v that_o word_n that_o christ_n die_v for_o we_o be_v bury_v and_o rise_v again_o and_o hear_v of_o that_o word_n also_o seek_v peace_n and_o embrace_v the_o word_n then_o i_o begin_v to_o believe_v that_o christ_n die_v for_o we_o for_o sin_n and_o i_o see_v my_o heart_n very_o full_a of_o sin_n and_o hear_v that_o word_n that_o christ_n go_v to_o the_o mount_n olive_n and_o ascend_v i_o believe_v and_o think_v oh_o that_o god_n will_v pardon_v i_o but_o i_o fear_v he_o will_v not_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o long_a time_n a_o sinner_n sometime_o i_o be_o angry_a with_o myself_o for_o my_o many_o evil_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o to_o this_o day_n i_o want_v grace_n and_o can_v confess_v because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o great_a a_o sinner_n and_o this_o day_n i_o confess_v a_o little_a i_o pray_v and_o that_o i_o can_v pray_v but_o a_o little_a and_o weak_o when_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n of_o god_n that_o all_o from_o the_o rise_n to_o the_o set_a sun_n shall_v pray_v i_o first_o under_o stand_v it_o it_o not_o and_o wonder_v how_o it_o shall_v be_v after_o i_o see_v that_o when_o they_o believe_v and_o obey_v god_n than_o he_o will_v teach_v they_o to_o do_v right_a thing_n and_o god_n will_v teach_v we_o to_o do_v all_o thing_n for_o god_n sleep_v and_o wake_v to_o be_v with_o god_n but_o still_o do_v foolish_o and_o not_o according_a to_o my_o prayer_n i_o can_v get_v pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n for_o my_o sin_n be_v great_a in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o no_o man_n can_v cast_v off_o his_o own_o sin_n but_o that_o be_v the_o work_n of_o christ_n only_o to_o work_v it_o in_o we_o a_o man_n can_v make_v a_o right_a prayer_n but_o when_o christ_n assist_v he_o then_o we_o shall_v do_v all_o thing_n well_o i_o believe_v that_o christ_n be_v god_n and_o the_o son_n of_o god_n because_o when_o he_o die_v he_o rise_v again_o and_o he_o die_v for_o our_o sin_n and_o i_o believe_v he_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o ever_o pray_v for_o we_o and_o send_v his_o gospel_n unto_o we_o and_o i_o be_o angry_a with_o myself_o because_o i_o do_v not_o believe_v the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o gospel_n of_o jesus_n christ_n the_o next_o which_o be_v call_v forth_o be_v monequassun_fw-it who_o be_v our_o schoolmaster_n who_o former_a confession_n read_v before_o the_o elder_n be_v as_o follow_v i_o confess_v my_o sorrow_n for_o all_o my_o sin_n against_o god_n and_o before_o man_n when_o i_o first_o hear_v instruction_n i_o believe_v not_o but_o laugh_v at_o it_o and_o scorn_v pray_v to_o god_n afterward_o when_o we_o be_v teach_v at_o cohannet_n that_o be_v the_o place_n where_o he_o live_v i_o still_o hate_v pray_v and_o i_o do_v think_v of_o run_v away_o because_o i_o care_v not_o for_o pray_v to_o god_n but_o afterwards_o because_o i_o love_v to_o dwell_v at_o that_o place_n i_o will_v not_o leave_v the_o place_n and_o therefore_o i_o think_v i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n because_o i_o will_v still_o stay_v at_o that_o place_n therefore_o i_o pray_v not_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n but_o for_o love_n of_o the_o place_n i_o live_v in_o after_o that_o i_o desire_v a_o little_a to_o learn_v the_o catechism_n on_o the_o lecture_n day_n and_o i_o do_v learn_v the_o ten_o commandment_n and_o after_o that_o all_o the_o point_n in_o the_o catechism_n yet_o afterwards_o i_o cast_v they_o all_o away_o again_o then_o be_v my_o heart_n fill_v with_o folly_n and_o my_o sin_n great_a sin_n afterwards_o by_o hear_v i_o begin_v to_o fear_v because_o of_o my_o many_o sin_n lest_o the_o wise_a man_n shall_v come_v to_o know_v they_o and_o punish_v i_o for_o they_o and_o then_o again_o i_o think_v of_o run_v away_o because_o of_o my_o many_o sin_n but_o after_o that_o i_o think_v i_o will_v pray_v right_o to_o god_n and_o cast_v away_o my_o sin_n then_o i_o see_v my_o hypocrisy_n because_o i_o do_v ask_v some_o question_n but_o do_v not_o do_v that_o which_o i_o know_v afterward_o i_o consider_v of_o my_o question_n and_o think_v i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n and_o will_v consider_v of_o some_o other_o question_n and_o i_o ask_v this_o question_n how_o shall_v i_o get_v wisdom_n and_o the_o answer_n to_o it_o do_v a_o little_a turn_n my_o heart_n from_o sin_n to_o seek_v after_o god_n and_o i_o then_o consider_v that_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v good_a then_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n because_o of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n the_o next_o lecture_n day_n you_o teach_v that_o word_n of_o god_n if_o any_o man_n lack_v wisdom_n let_v he_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n who_o give_v free_o to_o they_o that_o ask_v he_o and_o upbraid_v no_o man_n james_n 1._o 5._o then_o again_o a_o little_a my_o heart_n be_v turn_v after_o god_n the_o word_n also_o say_v repent_v mourn_v and_o believe_v in_o jesus_n christ_n this_o also_o help_v i_o on_o then_o you_o teach_v that_o he_o that_o believe_v not_o christ_n and_o repent_v not_o of_o sin_n they_o be_v foolish_a and_o wicked_a and_o because_o they_o believe_v not_o they_o shall_v perish_v then_o i_o think_v myself_o a_o fool_n because_o i_o believe_v not_o christ_n but_o sin_v every_o day_n and_o after_o i_o hear_v the_o word_n i_o great_o break_v the_o word_n but_o afterward_o i_o hear_v this_o promise_n of_o god_n who_o ever_o repent_v and_o believe_v in_o christ_n god_n will_v forgive_v he_o all_o his_o sin_n he_o shall_v not_o perish_v then_o i_o think_v that_o as_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o repent_v and_o believe_v in_o christ_n then_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n because_o of_o this_o his_o promise_n and_o then_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o god_n and_o for_o christ_n his_o sake_n after_o that_o again_o i_o do_v a_o little_a break_v the_o word_n of_o christ_n and_o then_o i_o hear_v some_o other_o word_n of_o god_n which_o show_v i_o my_o sin_n and_o my_o break_n of_o god_n word_n and_o sometime_o i_o think_v god_n and_o christ_n will_v forgive_v i_o because_o of_o the_o promise_n to_o they_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n and_o repent_v of_o sin_n i_o think_v i_o do_v that_o which_o god_n speak_v in_o the_o promise_n then_o be_v call_v to_o confess_v to_o prepare_v to_o make_v a_o church_n at_o natick_n i_o love_v cohannet_n but_o after_o hear_v this_o instruction_n that_o we_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v hearer_n but_o doer_n of_o the_o word_n than_o my_o heart_n do_v fear_v and_o afterward_o hear_v that_o in_o matthew_n christ_n see_v two_o brethren_n mend_v their_o net_n he_o say_v follow_v i_o and_o i_o will_v make_v you_o fisher_n of_o man_n present_o they_o follow_v christ_n and_o when_o i_o hear_v this_o i_o fear_v because_o i_o be_v not_o willing_a to_o follow_v christ_n to_o natick_n they_o follow_v christ_n at_o his_o word_n but_o i_o do_v not_o for_o now_o christ_n say_v to_o we_o follow_v i_o then_o i_o be_v much_o trouble_v and_o consider_v of_o this_o word_n of_o god_n afterward_o i_o hear_v another_o word_n the_o blind_a man_n cry_v after_o christ_n and_o say_v have_v mercy_n on_o we_o
think_v i_o be_o a_o poor_a sinner_n and_o poor_a be_v my_o heart_n then_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n to_o teach_v i_o to_o do_v that_o which_o he_o require_v and_o to_o pray_v aright_o afterward_o hear_v that_o word_n who_o ever_o look_v upon_o a_o woman_n to_o lust_n after_o she_o have_v already_o commit_v adultery_n with_o she_o in_o his_o heart_n then_o i_o think_v i_o have_v do_v all_o manner_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n because_o he_o see_v lust_n in_o the_o heart_n and_o know_v all_o the_o evil_a thought_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o then_o i_o do_v pray_v unto_o god_n oh_a give_v i_o repentance_n and_o pardon_n afterwards_o when_o i_o do_v teach_v among_o the_o indian_n i_o be_v much_o humble_v because_o i_o can_v not_o read_v right_a and_o that_o i_o sin_v in_o it_o for_o i_o see_v that_o when_o i_o think_v to_o do_v a_o good_a work_n i_o sin_v in_o do_v it_o for_o i_o know_v not_o what_o be_v right_a nor_o how_o to_o do_v it_o in_o the_o night_n i_o be_v consider_v of_o my_o sin_n and_o can_v not_o find_v what_o to_o do_v three_o night_n i_o consider_v what_o to_o do_v and_o at_o last_o god_n show_v i_o mercy_n and_o show_v i_o what_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o then_o i_o desire_v to_o learn_v to_o read_v god_n word_n and_o hear_v that_o if_o we_o ask_v wisdom_n of_o god_n he_o will_v give_v it_o than_o i_o do_v much_o pray_v to_o god_n that_o he_o will_v teach_v i_o to_o read_v after_o a_o year_n time_n i_o think_v i_o do_v not_o right_o seek_v and_o i_o think_v i_o sin_v because_o i_o do_v not_o right_o desire_v to_o read_v god_n word_n and_o i_o think_v my_o pray_n be_v sinful_a and_o i_o fear_v how_o shall_v i_o my_o wife_n and_o child_n be_v clothe_v if_o i_o spend_v my_o time_n in_o learning_n to_o read_v but_o than_o god_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o and_o show_v i_o that_o word_n say_v not_o what_o shall_v i_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o wherewith_o shall_v i_o be_v clothe_v wicked_a man_n seek_v after_o these_o but_o first_o seek_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o these_o thing_n shall_v be_v add_v to_o you_o then_o i_o prâ—yed_v god_n to_o teach_v i_o this_o word_n and_o that_o i_o may_v do_v it_o and_o then_o i_o desire_v to_o read_v god_n word_n what_o ever_o i_o want_v afterward_o hear_v that_o we_o must_v make_v a_o town_n and_o gather_v a_o church_n at_o natick_n my_o heart_n dislike_v that_o place_n but_o hear_v that_o word_n that_o christ_n meet_v two_o fisher_n and_o say_v follow_v i_o and_o i_o will_v make_v you_o fisher_n of_o man_n and_o they_o present_o leave_v all_o and_o follow_v he_o hear_v this_o i_o be_v much_o trouble_v because_o i_o have_v not_o believe_v christ_n for_o i_o will_v not_o follow_v he_o to_o make_v a_o church_n nor_o have_v i_o do_v what_o he_o command_v i_o and_o then_o i_o be_v trouble_v for_o all_o my_o sin_n again_o hear_v that_o word_n that_o the_o blind_a man_n call_v after_o christ_n say_v thou_o son_n of_o david_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o christ_n ask_v he_o what_o he_o will_v have_v he_o do_v he_o say_v lord_n open_v my_o eye_n and_o present_o christ_n give_v he_o sight_n and_o he_o follow_v christ_n then_o again_o my_o heart_n be_v trouble_v for_o i_o think_v i_o still_o believe_v not_o because_o i_o do_v not_o follow_v christ_n nor_o have_v he_o yet_o open_v my_o eye_n then_o i_o pray_v to_o christ_n to_o open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v what_o to_o do_v because_o i_o be_o blind_a and_o can_v see_v how_o to_o follow_v christ_n and_o do_v what_o he_o command_v and_o i_o pray_v to_o christ_n teach_v i_o lord_n what_o to_o do_v and_o to_o do_v what_o thou_o say_v and_o i_o pray_v that_o i_o may_v follow_v christ_n and_o then_o i_o think_v i_o will_v follow_v christ_n to_o make_v a_o church_n all_o this_o trouble_n i_o have_v to_o be_v bring_v to_o be_v willing_a to_o make_v a_o church_n and_o quick_o after_o god_n lay_v upon_o i_o more_o trouble_n by_o sickness_n and_o death_n and_o then_o i_o much_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o life_n for_o we_o be_v all_o sick_a and_o then_o god_n will_v not_o hear_v i_o to_o give_v we_o life_n but_o first_o one_o of_o my_o child_n die_v and_o after_o that_o my_o wife_n then_o i_o be_v in_o great_a sorrow_n because_o i_o think_v god_n will_v no_o hear_v i_o and_o i_o think_v it_o be_v because_o i_o will_v not_o follow_v he_o therefore_o he_o hear_v not_o i_o then_o i_o find_v this_o sin_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o be_v angry_a at_o the_o punishment_n of_o god_n but_o afterward_o i_o consider_v i_o be_v a_o poor_a sinner_n i_o have_v nothing_o nor_o child_n nor_o wife_n i_o deserve_v that_o god_n shall_v take_v away_o all_o mercy_n from_o i_o and_o then_o i_o repent_v of_o my_o sin_n and_o do_v much_o pray_v and_o i_o remember_v the_o promise_n to_o follow_v christ_n and_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o have_v in_o this_o sin_v that_o follow_v not_o christ_n and_o therefore_o i_o cry_v for_o pardon_v of_o this_o sin_n and_o then_o hear_v of_o this_o word_n who_o ever_o believe_v in_o christ_n his_o sin_n be_v pardon_v he_o believe_v that_o christ_n die_v for_o we_o and_o i_o believe_v again_o hear_v that_o word_n if_o you_o be_v not_o convert_v and_o become_v as_o a_o little_a child_n you_o can_v go_v to_o heaven_n then_o my_o heart_n think_v i_o do_v not_o this_o but_o i_o deserve_v hell_n fire_n for_o ever_o and_o then_o i_o pray_v christ_n oh_a turn_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n and_o teach_v i_o to_o hear_v thy_o word_n and_o i_o pray_v to_o my_o father_n in_o heaven_n and_o after_o this_o i_o believe_v in_o christ_n for_o pardon_n afterward_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n that_o it_o be_v a_o shame_n for_o a_o man_n to_o wear_v long_a hair_n and_o that_o there_o be_v no_o such_o custom_n in_o the_o church_n at_o first_o i_o think_v i_o love_v not_o long_o hair_n but_o i_o do_v and_o find_v it_o very_o hard_o to_o cut_v it_o off_o and_o then_o i_o pray_v god_n to_o pardon_v that_o sin_n also_o afterward_o i_o think_v my_o heart_n care_v not_o for_o the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o than_o i_o think_v i_o will_v give_v myself_o up_o unto_o the_o lord_n to_o do_v all_o his_o word_n afterward_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n if_o thy_o right_a foot_n offend_v thou_o cut_v it_o off_o or_o thy_o right_a hand_n or_o thy_o right_a eye_n its_o better_a to_o go_v to_o heaven_n with_o one_o foot_n or_o hand_n or_o eye_n than_o have_v both_o to_o go_v to_o hell_n then_o i_o think_v my_o hair_n have_v be_v a_o stumble_n to_o i_o therefore_o i_o cut_v it_o off_o and_o grieve_v for_o this_o fin_n and_o pray_v for_o pardon_n after_o hear_v that_o word_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v with_o your_o sin_n and_o i_o will_v give_v rest_n to_o your_o soul_n then_o my_o heart_n think_v that_o i_o do_v daily_o hate_v my_o sin_n oh_a that_o i_o can_v go_v to_o christ_n and_o christ_n look_v i_o shall_v come_v unto_o he_o therefore_o i_o will_v go_v unto_o he_o and_o therefore_o then_o i_o pray_v oh_a christ_n help_v i_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o and_o i_o pray_v because_o of_o all_o my_o sin_n that_o they_o may_v be_v pardon_v for_o the_o first_o man_n be_v make_v like_o god_n in_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n and_o god_n give_v he_o his_o covenant_n but_o adam_n sin_v believe_v the_o devil_n therefore_o god_n be_v angry_a and_o therefore_o all_o we_o child_n of_o adam_n be_v like_o the_o devil_n and_o daily_a sin_n and_o break_v every_o law_n of_o god_n full_a of_o evil_a thought_n word_n and_o work_n and_o only_a christ_n can_v deliver_v we_o from_o our_o sin_n and_o he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n be_v pardon_v but_o my_o heart_n of_o myself_o can_v believe_v satan_n have_v power_n in_o i_o but_o i_o cry_v to_o god_n oh_a give_v i_o faith_n and_o pardon_v my_o sin_n because_o christ_n alone_o can_v deliver_v i_o from_o hell_n therefore_o i_o pray_v oh_a jesus_n christ_n deliver_v i_o christ_n have_v provide_v the_o new_a covenant_n to_o save_v believer_n in_o christ_n therefore_o i_o desire_v to_o give_v my_o soul_n to_o christ_n for_o pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n the_o first_o covenant_n be_v break_v by_o sin_n and_o we_o deserve_v hell_n but_o christ_n keep_v for_o we_o the_o new_a covenant_n and_o therefore_o i_o betrust_v my_o soul_n with_o christ_n again_o i_o desire_v to_o believe_v in_o christ_n because_o christ_n will_v come_v to_o judgement_n and_o all_o shall_v rise_v again_o and_o all_o believer_n in_o this_o life_n shall_v then_o be_v save_v
because_o my_o heart_n do_v sometime_o lust_n and_o steal_v and_o the_o like_a again_o i_o be_v not_o only_o proud_a before_o i_o pray_v but_o now_o i_o be_o proud_a again_o sometime_o my_o heart_n be_v humble_v and_o then_o i_o pray_v oh_o god_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o pardon_v these_o my_o sin_n yet_o sometime_o i_o know_v not_o whether_o god_n do_v either_o hear_v my_o prayer_n or_o pardon_v my_o sin_n again_o afterwards_o i_o think_v i_o have_v great_o sin_v because_o i_o hear_v of_o the_o good_a way_n of_o pray_v unto_o god_n but_o i_o do_v wicked_o because_o i_o pray_v not_o true_o yea_o sometime_o i_o have_v much_o ado_n to_o pray_v with_o my_o mouth_n and_o therefore_o i_o sin_n i_o hear_v of_o that_o good_a way_n to_o keep_v the_o sabbath_n and_o not_o to_o work_v on_o that_o day_n and_o i_o do_v so_o but_o yet_o again_o i_o sin_v in_o it_o because_o i_o do_v not_o reverence_v the_o word_n of_o god_n yea_o and_o sometime_o i_o think_v that_o work_n on_o the_o sabbath_n be_v no_o great_a matter_n again_o i_o hear_v it_o be_v a_o good_a way_n to_o come_v to_o the_o meeting_n and_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v it_o but_o in_o this_o also_o i_o sin_v because_o i_o do_v not_o true_o hear_v yea_o sometime_o i_o think_v it_o no_o great_a matter_n if_o i_o hear_v not_o and_o care_v not_o to_o come_v to_o hear_v and_o still_o i_o so_o sin_v then_o i_o think_v god_n be_v angry_a because_o i_o have_v great_o sin_v desire_v to_o do_v well_o and_o yet_o again_o to_o sin_n when_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v well_o than_o i_o sin_v and_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o sin_v but_o afterward_o i_o be_v angry_a with_o myself_o and_o think_v i_o will_v not_o sin_v again_o and_o what_o god_n say_v be_v good_a but_o i_o be_o sinful_a because_o i_o have_v do_v all_o these_o evil_n again_o sometime_o my_o heart_n be_v humble_v and_o then_o i_o repent_v and_o say_v oh_o god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o pardon_v my_o sin_n now_o i_o desire_v true_o to_o pray_v now_o i_o desire_v to_o reverence_v the_o word_n every_o sabbath_n day_n now_o i_o desire_v to_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n true_o now_o i_o desire_v to_o bend_v my_o heart_n to_o pray_v and_o it_o may_v be_v god_n will_v hear_v i_o but_o quick_o after_o a_o temptation_n come_v to_o my_o heart_n and_o i_o do_v not_o desire_v it_o again_o sometime_o i_o do_v think_v true_a it_o be_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o of_o myself_o but_o jesus_n christ_n must_v have_v mercy_n on_o i_o because_o christ_n have_v do_v for_o i_o all_o god_n commandment_n and_o good_a work_n therefore_o my_o heart_n say_v oh_o jesus_n give_v i_o desire_n after_o thou_o sometime_o i_o think_v it_o be_v true_a i_o have_v great_o sin_v against_o god_n but_o great_a be_v his_o mercy_n sometime_o i_o hear_v the_o word_n on_o the_o sabbath_n day_n and_o he_o give_v it_o i_o that_o be_v make_v it_o my_o own_o sometime_o i_o say_v the_o great_a and_o mighty_a god_n be_v in_o heaven_n but_o these_o be_v but_o word_n because_o i_o do_v not_o fear_v this_o great_a and_o mighty_a god_n and_o i_o sometime_o regard_v not_o god_n word_n and_o make_v it_o of_o none_o effect_n because_o i_o do_v not_o that_o which_o be_v good_a but_o commit_v sin_n sometime_o i_o say_v i_o know_v christ_n because_o i_o know_v he_o die_v for_o we_o and_o have_v redeem_v we_o and_o procure_v pardon_n for_o we_o yet_o again_o i_o say_v i_o sin_n because_o i_o believe_v not_o christ_n for_o that_o only_o be_v right_a to_o believe_v in_o christ_n and_o do_v what_o he_o say_v but_o i_o think_v i_o do_v this_o in_o vain_a because_o i_o yet_o do_v not_o true_o believe_v in_o jesus_n christ_n nor_o do_v what_o he_o command_v and_o therefore_o my_o heart_n play_v the_o hypocrite_n and_o now_o i_o know_v what_o be_v hypocrisy_n namely_o when_o i_o know_v what_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o yet_o do_v it_o not_o sometime_o i_o think_v i_o be_o like_o unto_o satan_n because_o i_o do_v all_o these_o sin_n and_o sin_n in_o all_o thing_n i_o do_v if_o i_o pray_v i_o sin_n if_o i_o keep_v sabbath_n i_o sin_n if_o i_o hear_v god_n word_n i_o sin_n therefore_o i_o be_o like_o the_o devil_n now_o i_o know_v i_o deserve_v to_o go_v to_o hell_n because_o all_o these_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v then_o my_o heart_n be_v trouble_v and_o i_o say_v oh_o god_n and_o christ_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n for_o i_o can_v pardon_v my_o sin_n myself_o for_o the_o first_o man_n bring_v sin_n into_o the_o world_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o sinful_a therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o o_o lord_n pardon_v all_o the_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v do_v again_o sometime_o my_o heart_n be_v humble_v and_o i_o desire_v to_o fear_v god_n because_o he_o be_v a_o great_a god_n and_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v what_o he_o say_v and_o now_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v the_o right_a way_n and_o now_o i_o desire_v to_o believe_v jesus_n christ_n and_o sometime_o i_o think_v it_o may_v be_v god_n will_v hear_v i_o it_o may_v be_v he_o will_v pardon_v i_o yet_o again_o i_o think_v i_o can_v be_v ashamed_a of_o sin_n but_o now_o i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o my_o heart_n be_v break_v and_o all_o these_o my_o sin_n i_o cast_v off_o and_o take_v heed_n of_o yet_o than_o again_o i_o sometime_o say_v to_o god_n i_o can_v myself_o be_v humble_v or_o break_v my_o heart_n or_o cast_v off_o sin_n but_o i_o pray_v thou_o o_o jesus_n help_v i_o to_o do_v it_o again_o sometime_o i_o confess_v this_o be_v true_a i_o can_v redeem_v myself_o nor_o deliver_v myself_o because_o of_o all_o these_o my_o many_o sin_n true_o full_o be_v my_o heart_n of_o sin_n in_o every_o thing_n all_o my_o thought_n my_o word_n my_o look_n my_o work_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n true_a 〈◊〉_d therefore_o i_o can_v deliver_v myself_o from_o sin_n oh_o redeem_v thou_o my_o soul_n from_o hell_n and_o torment_n for_o i_o like_v not_o to_o do_v it_o with_o my_o own_o hand_n therefore_o i_o desire_v jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v delight_v in_o he_o take_v thou_o i_o and_o my_o soul_n because_o thou_o have_v do_v god_n word_n and_o all_o good_a work_n for_o i_o and_o have_v procure_v pardon_n for_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v prepare_v pardon_n in_o heaven_n therefore_o i_o desire_v oh_o i_o desire_v pardon_n but_o i_o sometime_o think_v christ_n do_v not_o delight_v in_o i_o because_o i_o do_v much_o play_v the_o hypocrite_n but_o if_o i_o true_o believe_v than_o he_o will_v pardon_v but_o true_a faith_n i_o can_v work_v oh_o jesus_n christ_n help_v i_o and_o give_v it_o i_o another_o who_o make_v confession_n be_v name_v magus_n which_o be_v as_o follow_v heretofore_o i_o believe_v not_o that_o god_n make_v the_o world_n but_o i_o think_v the_o world_n be_v of_o itself_o and_o all_o people_n grow_v up_o in_o the_o world_n of_o themselves_o when_o any_o bid_v i_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o say_v i_o can_v and_o none_o of_o our_o ruler_n believe_v or_o pray_v to_o god_n yet_o i_o go_v about_o to_o seek_v how_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o tell_v the_o wise_a man_n i_o seek_v how_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o all_o of_o they_o can_v not_o find_v how_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n afterward_o i_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o pray_v god_n lest_o i_o shall_v lose_v my_o soul_n but_o my_o heart_n run_v away_o and_o i_o can_v not_o find_v how_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o think_v of_o go_v away_o yet_o i_o also_o think_v if_o i_o do_v go_v away_o i_o shall_v lose_v my_o ground_n but_o after_o this_o i_o hear_v of_o god_n anger_n against_o i_o and_o i_o believe_v it_o for_o god_n make_v the_o first_o man_n good_a and_o tell_v he_o if_o he_o do_v well_o he_o shall_v live_v and_o this_o day_n i_o believe_v all_o man_n shall_v do_v so_o and_o then_o i_o think_v i_o will_v pray_v as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v and_o i_o will_v labour_v because_o god_n promise_n be_v if_o we_o labour_v we_o shall_v eat_v and_o i_o see_v that_o that_o be_v a_o true_a word_n for_o they_o that_o do_v labour_n do_v eat_v that_o be_v have_v wherewith_o to_o be_v feed_v i_o see_v that_o sin_n always_o have_v continue_v from_o the_o beginning_n of_o the_o world_n i_o believe_v that_o word_n which_o god_n tell_v eve_n that_o in_o sorrow_n she_o shall_v bring_v forth_o child_n and_o i_o see_v it_o daily_o to_o be_v true_a i_o believe_v that_o word_n of_o god_n that_o sin_n bring_v misery_n and_o all_o shall_v die_v because_o by_o sin_n we_o break_v all_o
therefore_o i_o fear_v that_o i_o be_o one_o blind_a and_o when_o i_o teach_v other_o indian_n i_o shall_v cause_n they_o to_o fall_v into_o the_o ditch_n this_o be_v the_o love_n of_o god_n to_o i_o that_o he_o give_v i_o all_o mercy_n in_o this_o world_n and_o for_o they_o all_o i_o be_o thankful_a but_o i_o confess_v i_o deserve_v hell_n i_o can_v deliver_v myself_o but_o i_o give_v my_o soul_n and_o my_o flesh_n to_o christ_n and_o i_o trust_v my_o soul_n with_o he_o for_o he_o be_v my_o redeemer_n and_o i_o desire_v to_o call_v upon_o he_o while_o i_o live_v this_o be_v his_o confession_n which_o end_v mr._n allin_n further_o demand_v of_o he_o this_o question_n how_o he_o find_v his_o heart_n now_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o repentance_n his_o answer_n be_v i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o all_o my_o sin_n my_o heart_n be_v break_v for_o they_o and_o melt_v in_o i_o i_o be_o angry_a with_o myself_o for_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o pray_v to_o christ_n to_o take_v away_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o desire_v that_o they_o may_v be_v pardon_v but_o it_o be_v desire_v that_o further_a question_n may_v be_v forbear_v lest_o time_n will_v be_v want_v to_o hear_v they_o all_o speak_v then_o waban_n be_v call_v forth_o who_o confession_n be_v as_o follow_v no_o former_a confession_n of_o his_o be_v read_v unto_o the_o elder_n before_o i_o hear_v of_o god_n and_o before_o the_o english_a come_v into_o this_o country_n many_o evil_a thing_n my_o heart_n do_v work_v many_o thought_n i_o have_v in_o my_o heart_n i_o wish_v for_o riches_n i_o wish_v to_o be_v a_o witch_n i_o wish_v to_o be_v a_o sachem_n and_o many_o such_o other_o evil_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n then_o when_o the_o english_a come_v still_o my_o heart_n do_v the_o same_o thing_n when_o the_o english_a teach_v i_o of_o god_n i_o come_v to_o their_o house_n i_o will_v go_v out_o of_o their_o door_n and_o many_o year_n i_o know_v nothing_o when_o the_o english_a teach_v i_o i_o be_v angry_a with_o they_o but_o a_o little_a while_n ago_o after_o the_o great_a sikness_n i_o consider_v what_o the_o english_a do_v and_o i_o have_v some_o desire_n to_o do_v as_o they_o do_v and_o after_o that_o i_o begin_v to_o work_v as_o they_o work_v and_o then_o i_o wonder_v how_o the_o english_a come_v to_o be_v so_o strong_a to_o labour_v then_o i_o think_v i_o shall_v quick_o die_v and_o i_o fear_v lest_o i_o shall_v die_v before_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n then_o i_o think_v if_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n in_o our_o language_n whether_o can_v god_n understand_v my_o prayer_n in_o our_o language_n therefore_o i_o do_v ask_v mr._n jackson_n and_o mr._n mahu_n if_o god_n understand_v prayer_n in_o our_o language_n they_o answer_v i_o god_n do_v understand_v all_o language_n in_o the_o world_n but_o i_o do_v not_o know_v how_o to_o confess_v and_o little_o do_v i_o know_v of_o christ_n i_o fear_v i_o shall_v not_o believe_v a_o great_a while_n and_o very_o slow_o i_o do_v not_o know_v what_o grace_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n there_o be_v but_o little_a good_a in_o i_o but_o this_o i_o know_v that_o christ_n have_v keep_v all_o god_n commandment_n for_o we_o and_o that_o christ_n do_v know_v all_o our_o heart_n and_o now_o i_o desire_v to_o repent_v of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o neither_o have_v do_v nor_o can_v do_v the_o commandment_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o all_o i_o do_v and_o i_o do_v repent_v of_o all_o my_o sin_n even_o of_o all_o that_o i_o do_v know_v of_o i_o desire_v that_o i_o may_v be_v convert_v from_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o i_o may_v believe_v in_o christ_n and_o i_o desire_v he_o i_o dislike_v my_o sin_n yet_o i_o do_v not_o true_o pray_v to_o god_n in_o my_o heart_n no_o matter_n for_o good_a word_n all_o be_v the_o true_a heart_n and_o this_o day_n i_o do_v not_o so_o much_o desire_v good_a word_n as_o thorough_o to_o open_v my_o heart_n i_o confess_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o deserve_v damnation_n only_a christ_n can_v help_v i_o and_o do_v for_o i_o but_o i_o have_v nothing_o to_o say_v for_o myself_o that_o be_v good_a i_o judge_v that_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n and_o can_v repent_v but_o christ_n have_v deserve_v pardon_n for_o we_o this_o confession_n be_v not_o so_o satisfactory_a as_o be_v desire_v mr._n wilson_n testify_v that_o he_o speak_v these_o latter_a expression_n with_o tear_n which_o i_o observe_v not_o because_o i_o attend_v to_o writing_n but_o i_o give_v this_o testimony_n of_o he_o that_o his_o conversation_n be_v without_o offence_n to_o the_o english_a so_o far_o as_o i_o know_v and_o among_o the_o indian_n it_o be_v exemplar_n his_o gift_n be_v not_o so_o much_o in_o express_v himself_o this_o way_n but_o in_o other_o respect_n useful_a and_o eminent_a it_o be_v demand_v in_o what_o respect_n i_o answer_v to_o this_o purpose_n that_o his_o gift_n lie_v in_o rule_v judge_v of_o case_n wherein_o he_o be_v patient_a constant_a and_o prudent_a insomuch_o that_o he_o be_v much_o respect_v among_o they_o for_o they_o have_v choose_v he_o a_o ruler_n of_o fifty_o and_o he_o rule_v well_o according_a to_o his_o measure_n it_o be_v further_o say_v they_o think_v he_o have_v be_v a_o great_a drawer_n on_o to_o religion_n i_o reply_v so_o he_o be_v in_o his_o way_n and_o do_v prevail_v with_o many_o and_o so_o it_o rest_v the_o next_o that_o be_v call_v be_v william_n of_o sudbury_n his_o indian_a name_n be_v nataôus_a his_o former_a confession_n read_v before_o the_o elder_n be_v as_o follow_v i_o confess_v that_o before_o i_o pray_v i_o commit_v all_o manner_n of_o sin_n and_o serve_v many_o god_n when_o the_o english_a come_v first_o i_o go_v to_o their_o house_n they_o speak_v to_o i_o of_o your_o god_n but_o when_o i_o hear_v of_o god_n my_o heart_n hate_v it_o but_o when_o they_o say_v the_o devil_n be_v my_o god_n i_o be_v angry_a because_o i_o be_v proud_a when_o i_o come_v to_o their_o house_n i_o hate_v to_o hear_v of_o god_n i_o love_v lust_n in_o my_o own_o house_n and_o not_o god_n i_o love_v to_o pray_v to_o many_o god_n five_o year_n ago_o i_o go_v to_o english_a house_n and_o they_o speak_v of_o god_n i_o do_v a_o little_a like_o of_o it_o yet_o when_o i_o go_v again_o to_o my_o own_o house_n i_o do_v all_o manner_n of_o sin_n and_o in_o my_o heart_n i_o do_v act_v all_o sin_n though_o i_o will_v not_o be_v see_v by_o man_n then_o go_v to_o your_o house_n i_o more_o desire_v to_o hear_v of_o god_n and_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n so_o long_o as_o i_o live_v then_o i_o go_v to_o the_o minister_n mr._n brown_n house_n and_o tell_v he_o i_o will_v pray_v as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v but_o he_o say_v i_o do_v not_o say_v it_o from_o my_o heart_n and_o i_o believe_v it_o when_o wahan_n speak_v to_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v pray_v to_o god_n i_o do_v so_o but_o i_o have_v great_o sin_v against_o god_n and_o have_v not_o believe_v the_o word_n but_o be_v proud_a but_o than_o i_o be_v angry_a with_o myself_o and_o loathe_v myself_o and_o think_v god_n will_v not_o forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n for_o when_o i_o have_v be_v abroad_o in_o the_o wood_n i_o will_v be_v very_o angry_a and_o will_v lie_v unto_o man_n and_o i_o can_v not_o find_v the_o way_n how_o to_o be_v a_o good_a man_n then_o i_o believe_v your_o teach_n that_o when_o good_a man_n die_v the_o angel_n carry_v their_o soul_n to_o god_n but_o evil_a man_n die_v they_o go_v to_o hell_n and_o perish_v for_o ever_o i_o think_v this_o a_o true_a say_n and_o i_o promise_v to_o god_n to_o pray_v to_o god_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v i_o have_v a_o little_a grief_n in_o my_o heart_n five_o year_n ago_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o many_o be_v my_o pride_n sometime_o i_o be_v angry_a with_o myself_o and_o pity_v myself_o but_o i_o think_v god_n will_v not_o pardon_v such_o a_o proud_a heart_n as_o i_o be_v i_o believe_v that_o christ_n will_v have_v i_o to_o forsake_v my_o anger_n i_o believe_v that_o christ_n have_v redeem_v we_o and_o i_o be_o glad_a to_o hear_v those_o word_n of_o god_n and_o i_o desire_v that_o i_o may_v do_v all_o the_o good_a way_n of_o god_n and_o that_o i_o may_v true_o pray_v unto_o god_n i_o do_v now_o want_v grace_n and_o these_o christ_n only_o teach_v we_o and_o only_a christ_n have_v wrought_v our_o redemption_n and_o he_o procure_v our_o pardon_n for_o all_o our_o sin_n and_o i_o believe_v that_o when_o believer_n die_v god_n angel_n carry_v they_o to_o heaven_n but_o i_o want_v faith_n to_o believe_v
i_o have_v sin_v i_o believe_v that_o if_o i_o repent_v and_o be_v humble_v and_o pray_v not_o only_o outward_o but_o inward_o and_o believe_v in_o christ_n than_o god_n will_v pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n but_o i_o can_v get_v pardon_n of_o sin_n i_o can_v deserve_v pardon_n but_o only_o christ_n have_v merit_v pardon_n for_o we_o i_o can_v deliver_v myself_o from_o all_o my_o sin_n but_o christ_n redeem_v and_o deliver_v from_o all_o sin_n i_o deserve_v not_o one_o mercy_n of_o god_n but_o christ_n have_v merit_v all_o mercy_n for_o we_o the_o next_o be_v the_o confession_n of_o robin_n speene_n who_o three_o several_a time_n come_v forth_o and_o confess_v as_o follow_v his_o first_o confession_n i_o be_v ashamed_a because_o you_o teach_v to_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o i_o do_v not_o take_v it_o up_o i_o see_v god_n be_v angry_a with_o i_o for_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o he_o have_v afflict_v i_o by_o the_o death_n of_o three_o of_o my_o child_n and_o i_o fear_v god_n be_v still_o angry_a because_o great_a be_v my_o sin_n and_o i_o fear_v lest_o my_o child_n be_v not_o go_v to_o heaven_n because_o i_o be_o a_o great_a sinner_n yet_o one_o of_o my_o child_n pray_v to_o god_n before_o it_o die_v and_o therefore_o my_o heart_n rejoice_v in_o that_o i_o remember_v my_o panwaning_a for_o he_o be_v a_o panwan_n my_o lust_n my_o game_n and_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o know_v they_o by_o the_o commandment_n of_o god_n and_o god_n hear_v and_o see_v they_o all_o i_o can_v deliver_v myself_o from_o sin_n therefore_o i_o do_v need_v christ_n because_o of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o desire_v pardon_n and_o i_o believe_v that_o god_n call_v all_o to_o come_v to_o christ_n and_o that_o he_o deliver_v we_o from_o sin_n robin_n speen_n his_o second_o confession_n i_o have_v find_v out_o one_o word_n more_o great_a be_v my_o sin_n and_o i_o do_v not_o know_v how_o to_o repent_v nor_o do_v i_o know_v the_o evil_a of_o my_o sin_n only_o this_o one_o word_n now_o i_o confess_v i_o want_v christ_n this_o day_n i_o want_v he_o i_o do_v not_o true_o believe_v nor_o repent_v i_o see_v my_o sin_n and_o i_o need_v christ_n but_o i_o desire_v now_o to_o be_v redeem_v and_o i_o now_o ask_v you_o this_o question_n what_o be_v redemption_n i_o answer_v he_o by_o show_v he_o our_o estate_n by_o nature_n and_o desert_n the_o price_n which_o christ_n pay_v for_o we_o and_o how_o it_o be_v to_o be_v apply_v to_o every_o particular_a person_n which_o do_v he_o proceed_v in_o his_o confession_n thus_o i_o yet_o can_v tell_v whether_o god_n have_v pardon_v my_o sin_n i_o forget_v the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o this_o i_o desire_v that_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v pardon_v but_o my_o heart_n be_v foolish_a and_o a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o word_n stay_v not_o in_o my_o heart_n strong_o i_o desire_v to_o cast_v all_o my_o sin_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n but_o i_o remember_v my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v get_v they_o pardon_v i_o think_v god_n do_v not_o yet_o hear_v my_o prayer_n in_o this_o because_o i_o can_v keep_v the_o word_n of_o god_n only_o i_o desire_v to_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o that_o god_n will_v hear_v i_o robin_n speen_n his_o three_o confession_n one_o word_n more_o i_o call_v to_o mind_n great_a be_v my_o sin_n this_o say_v my_o heart_n i_o have_v find_v this_o sin_n when_o i_o first_o hear_v you_o teach_v that_o all_o the_o world_n from_o the_o rise_n to_o the_o sit_a sun_n shall_v pray_v to_o god_n i_o then_o wonderful_a aâ—_n it_o and_o think_v i_o be_v a_o great_a sinner_n how_o shall_v i_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o when_o i_o see_v many_o come_v to_o the_o meeting_n i_o wonder_v at_o it_o but_o now_o i_o do_v not_o wonder_v at_o that_o work_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o think_v that_o i_o do_v now_o great_o sin_n and_o now_o i_o desire_v again_o to_o wonder_n at_o god_n work_n and_o i_o desire_v to_o rejoice_v in_o god_n good_a way_n now_o i_o be_o much_o ashamed_a and_o fear_v because_o i_o have_v deserve_v eternal_a wrath_n by_o my_o sin_n my_o heart_n be_v evil_a my_o heart_n do_v contrary_a to_o god_n and_o this_o i_o desire_v that_o i_o may_v be_v redeem_v for_o i_o can_v help_v myself_o but_o only_o jesus_n christ_n have_v do_v all_o this_o for_o i_o and_o i_o deserve_v no_o good_a but_o i_o believe_v christ_n have_v deserve_v all_o for_o we_o and_o i_o give_v myself_o unto_o christ_n that_o he_o may_v save_v i_o because_o he_o know_v eternal_a life_n and_o can_v give_v it_o i_o can_v give_v it_o to_o myself_o therefore_o i_o need_v jesus_n christ_n my_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o evil_a thought_n and_o christ_n only_o can_v keep_v my_o soul_n from_o they_o because_o he_o have_v pay_v for_o my_o deliverance_n from_o they_o the_o next_o be_v the_o confession_n of_o nishohkou_n who_o twice_o make_v dilatory_n confession_n the_o first_o of_o which_o only_o be_v read_v before_o the_o elder_n god_n in_o heaven_n be_v merciful_a and_o i_o be_o sinful_a when_o i_o first_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n i_o neither_o see_v nor_o understand_v but_o after_o when_o you_o teach_v these_o word_n be_v wise_a oh_o all_o you_o people_n and_o believe_v in_o jesus_n christ_n than_o i_o pray_v unto_o god_n yet_o afterwards_o i_o sin_v and_o almost_o forsake_v pray_v to_o god_n afterward_o i_o understand_v that_o god_n who_o make_v all_o the_o world_n be_v merciful_a to_o sinner_n and_o true_o i_o see_v my_o heart_n very_o sinful_a because_o i_o promise_v god_n to_o pray_v as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v but_o my_o heart_n have_v not_o so_o do_v again_o i_o promise_v god_n i_o will_v follow_v christ_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o now_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n backward_o and_o not_o so_o forward_o to_o make_v a_o church_n god_n promise_v if_o foolish_a one_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o wisdom_n he_o will_v give_v it_o this_o promise_n i_o believe_v but_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n full_a of_o temptation_n but_o now_o i_o promise_v god_n as_o in_o the_o psalm_n *_o 2._o all_o my_o work_n shall_v be_v do_v in_o wisdom_n for_o i_o confess_v all_o my_o work_n and_o word_n have_v be_v foolish_a god_n be_v wise_a and_o good_a but_o i_o be_o foolish_a god_n who_o have_v make_v the_o world_n send_v his_o own_o son_n jesus_n and_o jesus_n christ_n have_v die_v for_o we_o and_o deserve_v for_o we_o pardon_n and_o life_n this_o be_v true_a and_o he_o have_v do_v for_o i_o all_o god_n commandment_n for_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o because_o i_o be_o very_o sinful_a god_n in_o heaven_n be_v very_o merciful_a and_o therefore_o have_v call_v i_o to_o pray_v unto_o god_n god_n have_v promise_v to_o pardon_v all_o their_o sin_n who_o pray_v unto_o god_n and_o believe_v in_o the_o promise_n of_o christ_n and_o christ_n can_v give_v i_o to_o believe_v in_o he_o when_o he_o have_v make_v this_o confession_n he_o be_v much_o abash_v for_o he_o be_v a_o bashful_a man_n many_o thing_n he_o speak_v that_o i_o miss_v for_o want_v of_o through_o understand_v some_o word_n and_o sentence_n therefore_o before_o the_o fast_n day_n he_o make_v another_o confession_n which_o be_v not_o read_v before_o the_o elder_n which_o be_v as_o follow_v nishohkou_n i_o be_o dead_a in_o sin_n oh_a that_o my_o sin_n may_v die_v for_o they_o can_v give_v life_n because_o they_o be_v dead_a before_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o do_v commit_v all_o filthiness_n i_o pray_v to_o many_o god_n i_o be_v proud_a full_a of_o lust_n adultery_n and_o all_o other_o sin_n and_o therefore_o this_o be_v my_o first_o confession_n that_o god_n be_v merciful_a and_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n for_o god_n have_v give_v unto_o i_o instruction_n and_o cause_v i_o to_o pray_v unto_o god_n but_o i_o only_o pray_v word_n when_o i_o pray_v i_o sometime_o wonder_v and_o think_v true_a it_o be_v that_o god_n make_v the_o world_n and_o i_o and_o then_o i_o think_v i_o know_v god_n because_o i_o see_v these_o his_o work_n and_o then_o i_o be_v glad_a sometime_o and_o give_v thanks_o yet_o present_o again_o i_o do_v not_o rejoice_v in_o it_o again_o sometime_o i_o think_v now_o i_o do_v well_o because_o i_o pray_v and_o work_v not_o on_o the_o sabbath_n day_n but_o come_v to_o the_o meeting_n and_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o afterward_o again_o i_o think_v i_o do_v not_o well_o because_o true_a it_o be_v that_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o true_o pray_v for_o now_o i_o see_v i_o sin_n when_o i_o pray_v because_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o sin_n in_o my_o mouth_n or_o hand_n or_o heart_n and_o all_o sin_n be_v there_o for_o of_o these_o my_o sin_n my_o heart_n be_v full_a
the_o command_n of_o god_n i_o have_v be_v full_a of_o lust_n and_o theft_n etc._n etc._n all_o my_o life_n and_o all_o the_o time_n i_o have_v live_v i_o have_v do_v contrary_a to_o the_o command_n of_o god_n and_o i_o be_o now_o grieve_v now_o i_o hear_v of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o believe_v christ_n do_v convert_v i_o to_o god_n and_o he_o call_v child_n and_o old_a man_n and_o all_o man_n to_o turn_v unto_o god_n and_o from_o their_o sin_n he_o call_v to_o sorrow_n and_o repentance_n and_o ever_o to_o believe_v in_o christ_n and_o who_o ever_o do_v this_o shall_v be_v ever_o bless_v in_o heaven_n but_o if_o he_o do_v it_o not_o he_o perish_v if_o he_o turn_v not_o from_o sin_n die_v he_o shall_v go_v to_o hell_n for_o ever_o i_o think_v also_o that_o so_o long_o as_o i_o live_v god_n do_v give_v i_o life_n i_o believe_v that_o we_o ought_v to_o gather_v into_o a_o church_n to_o serve_v god_n as_o long_o as_o we_o live_v but_o i_o do_v not_o know_v whether_o yet_o god_n have_v pardon_v my_o sin_n or_o not_o but_o i_o know_v christ_n and_o i_o know_v he_o have_v already_o die_v for_o i_o because_o i_o can_v redeem_v myself_o another_o who_o make_v confession_n be_v name_v poquanum_fw-la which_o be_v as_o follow_v his_o first_o confession_n a_o great_a while_n ago_o the_o english_a will_v tell_v i_o of_o god_n but_o i_o hate_v it_o and_o will_v go_v out_o of_o door_n when_o they_o so_o speak_v unto_o i_o and_o i_o murmur_v at_o it_o when_o the_o indian_n first_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o do_v not_o think_v there_o be_v a_o god_n or_o that_o the_o bible_n be_v god_n book_n but_o that_o wise_a man_n make_v it_o when_o some_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o go_v with_o they_o but_o i_o do_v not_o know_v god_n afterward_o my_o mind_n be_v change_v thus_o far_o that_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v wise_a as_o other_o be_v but_o yet_o i_o know_v nothing_o of_o god_n yea_o after_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o still_o do_v think_v there_o be_v no_o god_n afterward_o i_o find_v this_o in_o my_o heart_n that_o we_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o our_o soul_n than_o i_o think_v all_o my_o pray_n be_v nothing_o because_o i_o be_v so_o foolish_a that_o i_o never_o think_v of_o die_v but_o after_o i_o learn_v that_o all_o must_v die_v and_o good_a man_n soul_n go_v to_o heaven_n and_o then_o i_o think_v of_o die_v and_o of_o my_o soul_n but_o than_o i_o think_v we_o pray_v for_o nothing_o but_o that_o our_o soul_n may_v go_v to_o heaven_n i_o know_v nothing_o of_o christ_n but_o after_o when_o the_o child_n be_v catechise_v and_o teach_v the_o ten_o commandment_n i_o harken_v and_o by_o they_o i_o come_v to_o know_v that_o there_o be_v a_o god_n and_o that_o there_o be_v sin_n against_o god_n and_o hereby_o god_n make_v i_o to_o see_v all_o my_o sin_n both_o before_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o since_o and_o i_o see_v god_n anger_n against_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n before_o and_o since_o i_o pray_v because_o sometime_o i_o come_v not_o to_o the_o meeting_n break_v my_o word_n regard_v not_o my_o child_n and_o i_o see_v sin_n in_o i_o and_o therefore_o i_o do_v great_o fear_v god_n anger_n poquanum_fw-la his_o second_o confession_n be_v as_o follow_v before_o i_o pray_v unto_o god_n i_o great_o sin_v i_o pray_v to_o many_o god_n and_o use_v panwaning_a adultery_n lust_n lie_v and_o all_o other_o sin_n and_o many_o be_v my_o sin_n evil_a thought_n evil_a word_n and_o nothing_o else_o but_o evil_a hatred_n and_o pride_n and_o all_o sin_n against_o god_n covet_v other_o man_n good_n when_o i_o steal_v i_o add_v lie_v to_o it_o when_o i_o have_v do_v i_o be_v very_o proud_a i_o much_o hatred_n many_o man_n and_o love_v they_o not_o because_o i_o be_v angry_a with_o they_o and_o thus_o i_o do_v every_o day_n i_o will_v slander_v my_o neighbour_n great_a be_v my_o pride_n i_o be_v daily_o angry_a with_o my_o neighbour_n my_o heart_n be_v always_o full_a of_o such_o way_n when_o the_o english_a say_v pray_v to_o god_n i_o care_v not_o for_o god_n because_o i_o love_v sin_n nor_o do_v i_o desire_v that_o god_n shall_v forgive_v my_o sin_n afterward_o i_o hear_v the_o word_n that_o if_o we_o true_o pray_v mourn_v for_o sin_n cast_v off_o sin_n desire_v to_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o believe_v in_o christ_n god_n will_v then_o pardon_v and_o when_o he_o die_v christ_n will_v lead_v he_o to_o heaven_n i_o much_o rejoice_v to_o hear_v of_o this_o pardon_n but_o i_o must_v true_o believe_v in_o christ_n else_o i_o shall_v not_o have_v pardon_n and_o first_o i_o think_v god_n will_v not_o pardon_v i_o because_o i_o still_o sin_v but_o afterward_o i_o hear_v that_o though_o we_o shall_v pray_v as_o long_o as_o we_o live_v and_o never_o sin_n more_o yet_o that_o be_v of_o no_o value_n but_o we_o must_v believe_v in_o christ_n else_o there_o be_v no_o pardon_n and_o this_o i_o rejoice_v at_o another_o who_o make_v confession_n be_v name_v nookau_n which_o be_v as_o follow_v his_o first_o confession_n five_o year_n ago_o before_o i_o pray_v i_o be_v sick_a i_o think_v i_o shall_v die_v at_o which_o i_o be_v much_o trouble_v and_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v then_o i_o think_v if_o there_o be_v a_o god_n above_o and_o he_o give_v life_n again_o than_o i_o shall_v believe_v there_o be_v a_o god_n above_o and_o god_n do_v give_v i_o life_n and_o after_o that_o i_o take_v up_o pray_v to_o god_n now_o i_o believe_v god_n one_o god_n that_o make_v all_o the_o world_n and_o govern_v it_o yet_o this_o i_o only_o say_v with_o my_o mouth_n i_o do_v not_o true_o believe_v it_o in_o my_o heart_n then_o i_o understand_v that_o god_n make_v the_o first_o man_n good_a and_o like_o god_n but_o he_o sin_v and_o we_o have_v lose_v god_n image_n and_o be_v like_o the_o devil_n and_o deserve_v hell_n and_o damnation_n this_o i_o now_o know_v and_o see_v that_o i_o be_o foolish_a and_o sometime_o think_v not_o of_o god_n in_o a_o whole_a day_n sometime_o i_o do_v think_v of_o god_n every_o day_n sometime_o my_o heart_n great_o sin_v than_o sometime_o i_o present_o fear_v but_o again_o sometime_o i_o be_o slow_a to_o fear_v i_o be_o very_o foolish_a because_o i_o do_v not_o understand_v the_o word_n but_o break_v the_o word_n of_o god_n i_o believe_v the_o catechism_n we_o learn_v to_o be_v according_a to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o the_o writing_n of_o the_o bible_n be_v the_o very_a word_n of_o god_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v the_o word_n and_o that_o god_n give_v all_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a i_o now_o see_v my_o sin_n before_o i_o pray_v unto_o god_n and_o since_o and_o i_o believe_v that_o god_n see_v they_o all_o and_o my_o heart_n fear_v because_o i_o do_v not_o yet_o forsake_v my_o sin_n and_o i_o think_v god_n will_v not_o forgive_v i_o because_o my_o heart_n be_v wicked_a i_o know_v not_o when_o christ_n forgive_v my_o sin_n other_o may_v know_v but_o i_o desire_v that_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v pardon_v for_o christ_n his_o sake_n nookau_n his_o second_o confession_n before_o i_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o great_o sin_v every_o day_n i_o be_v proud_a and_o live_v in_o adultery_n lie_v etc._n etc._n and_o my_o heart_n always_o full_a of_o evil_a thought_n and_o when_o the_o english_a will_v instruct_v i_o i_o then_o think_v my_o way_n evil_a but_o the_o business_n of_o pray_v to_o god_n good_a then_o i_o do_v think_v if_o i_o can_v first_o understand_v than_o i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n and_o i_o be_v glad_a to_o hear_v of_o any_o that_o do_v pray_v to_o god_n when_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n at_o cohannet_n who_o ever_o lack_v wisdom_n let_v he_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n let_v fool_n pray_v to_o god_n and_o he_o will_v give_v they_o wisdom_n i_o think_v i_o be_v a_o fool_n and_o i_o believe_v that_o word_n of_o god_n i_o hear_v that_o word_n of_o the_o dry_a bone_n god_n bid_v they_o hear_v and_o promise_v to_o put_v flesh_n and_o sinew_n and_o skin_n upon_o they_o and_o make_v they_o live_v therefore_o i_o desire_v to_o hear_v because_o i_o believe_v the_o dry_a bone_n and_o that_o i_o be_v one_o that_o do_v not_o know_v god_n afterward_o i_o be_v glad_a of_o pray_v to_o god_n sometime_o i_o believe_v not_o god_n and_o god_n will_v not_o look_v on_o such_o always_o i_o think_v god_n will_v not_o forgive_v i_o i_o wonder_v at_o all_o that_o pray_v to_o god_n because_o i_o think_v god_n have_v give_v they_o wisdom_n then_o i_o think_v i_o be_o glad_a i_o pray_v to_o god_n sometime_o my_o heart_n be_v break_v because_o i_o shall_v