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his_o majesty_n dotâ—_n expect_v at_o our_o hand_n that_o it_o shall_v increase_v the_o number_n of_o sermon_n by_o renew_v upon_o every_o sunday_n in_o the_o ater-noone_n in_o all_o parish-church_n throughout_o the_o kingdom_n that_o primitive_a and_o most_o profitable_a exposition_n of_o the_o catechism_n wherewith_o the_o people_n yea_o very_a child_n may_v be_v timely_o season_v and_o instruct_v in_o all_o the_o head_n of_o christian_a religion_n the_o which_o kind_n of_o teach_v to_o our_o amendment_n be_v it_o speak_v be_v more_o diligent_o observe_v in_o all_o the_o reform_a church_n of_o europe_n then_o of_o late_o it_o have_v be_v here_o in_o england_n i_o find_v his_o majesty_n much_o move_v with_o this_o neglect_n and_o resolve_v if_o we_o that_o be_v his_o bishop_n do_v not_o see_v a_o reformation_n hereof_o which_o jeru_v we_o shall_v to_o recommend_v it_o to_o the_o care_n of_o the_o civil_a magistrate_n etc._n etc._n reason_n of_o the_o king_n direction_n for_o preach_v 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svas_fw-la existiment_fw-la sufficere_fw-la nisi_fw-la divinitùs_fw-la adiuventur_fw-la august_n expos_fw-la epist._n ad_fw-la rom._n inchoat_fw-la inchoat_fw-la nunc_fw-la incipio_fw-la discipulus_fw-la esse_fw-la cum_fw-la nihil_fw-la expetam_fw-la visibilium_fw-la ut_fw-la jesum_fw-la christum_fw-la assequar_fw-la ignes_fw-la cruz_o ferarum_fw-la concursus_fw-la sectiones_fw-la lanionae_fw-la ossium_fw-la discerptiones_fw-la membrorum_fw-la concisiones_fw-la totius_fw-la corpoâ—is_fw-la solutio_fw-la diaboli_fw-la tormenta_fw-mi in_o i_o veniant_fw-la tantummodò_fw-la ut_fw-la icsum_fw-la nanciscar_fw-la ignat_fw-la epist._n 15._o ad_fw-la rom._n come_v fire_n come_v gibbet_n come_v teat_v with_o wild_a beast_n come_v crash_a of_o my_o boneâ—_n in_o piece_n come_z drawing_z my_o four_o quarter_n asunder_o come_v grind_v my_o whole_a body_n to_o powder_n nay_o come_v the_o torment_n of_o the_o devil_n so_o i_o may_v out_o win_v christ._n christ._n when_o a_o man_n come_v to_o this_o pass_n with_o indignation_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o part_v with_o his_o sin_n to_o have_v no_o more_o to_o do_v with_o they_o as_o he_o must_v that_o will_v have_v part_n in_o christ_n he_o can_v have_v christ_n and_o keep_v any_o one_o of_o his_o sin_n that_o party_n shall_v have_v the_o pearl_n master_n rogers_n of_o dedham_n doctrine_n of_o faith_n cap._n 2._o pag._n 173._o and_o sure_o well_o worthy_a be_v he_o to_o loose_v his_o part_n in_o christ_n and_o all_o his_o benefit_n that_o prefer_v any_o lust_n before_o he_o and_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n these_o set_v too_o base_a a_o price_n on_o christ_n ever_o to_o have_v any_o part_n in_o he_o ibid_fw-la cap._n 8._o pag_n 371._o and_o whosoever_o live_v in_o any_o one_o know_a sin_n let_v he_o know_v to_o his_o face_n he_o have_v no_o true_a faith_n ibid._n pag._n 380._o sunt_fw-la plures_fw-la quos_fw-la poenitet_fw-la peccâ—sse_fw-la sed_fw-la non_fw-la omninò_fw-la reservantes_fw-la sibi_fw-la quaedam_fw-la in_fw-la quibus_fw-la delectentur_fw-la non_fw-la anìmadvertentes_fw-la dominum_fw-la simul_fw-la surdum_fw-la &_o mutum_fw-la à _fw-la daemonio_fw-la liberâsse_fw-la per_fw-la hoc_fw-la docens_fw-la noâ—_n nunquam_fw-la nisi_fw-la de_fw-la omnibus_fw-la sanari_fw-la si_fw-mi enim_fw-la vellet_fw-la ex_fw-la parte_fw-la peccata_fw-la reservari_fw-la habenti_fw-la septem_fw-la daemonia_fw-la manente_fw-la uno_fw-la proficere_fw-la potuerat_fw-la sex_n expulsis_fw-la expulit_fw-la autem_fw-la septem_fw-la ut_fw-la omne_fw-la crimina_fw-la simuleucienda_fw-la doceret_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr verâ_fw-la &_o falsâ_fw-la poenit_fw-la cap._n 9_o scio_fw-la deum_fw-la inimicum_fw-la omni_fw-la criminoso_fw-la quomodo_fw-la creò_fw-la qui_fw-la crimen_fw-la reservat_fw-la de_fw-la alio_fw-la recipiet_fw-la veniam_fw-la sine_fw-la amore_fw-la dei_fw-la consequeretur_fw-la indulgentiam_fw-la sine_fw-la quo_fw-la nemo_fw-la unquam_fw-la invenit_fw-la gratiam_fw-la ibid._n ut_fw-la exparte_v dei_fw-la datur_fw-la universalis_fw-la remissio_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la sic_fw-la debet_fw-la etiam_fw-la in_o nobis_fw-la esse_fw-la universalis_fw-la detestatio_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la atque_fw-la illud_fw-la procul_fw-la dubiò_fw-la verissimum_fw-la est_fw-la in_fw-la omni_fw-la homine_fw-la reconciliato_fw-la semper_fw-la reperiri_fw-la odium_fw-la omnium_fw-la suorum_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la propositum_fw-la etiam_fw-la &_o studium_fw-la deinceps_fw-la abstinendi_fw-la ab_fw-la omnibus_fw-la nam_fw-la qui_fw-la remissionem_fw-la omnium_fw-la accepit_fw-la infusionem_fw-la gratiae_fw-la simul_fw-la actepit_fw-la quae_fw-la illum_fw-la armat_fw-la &_o munit_fw-la contra_fw-la omne_fw-la frustâ—a_fw-la digitur_fw-la blanditur_fw-la sibi_fw-la de_fw-la peccatis_fw-la remissis_fw-la qui_fw-la amoreâ—_n peccati_fw-la cvius_fw-la cunque_fw-la &_o propositum_fw-la in_o codem_fw-la permanendi_fw-la quasi_fw-la in_o sinu_fw-la cordis_fw-la suisovet_fw-la davenantius_n in_o expos_fw-la epist_n ad_fw-la coloss._n cap._n a._n vers_fw-la 13._o pag._n 271._o resipiscentia_fw-la illa_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la vera_fw-la ac_fw-la solida_fw-la quae_fw-la non_fw-la avertit_fw-la bominem_fw-la ab_fw-la omni_fw-la peccato_fw-la cognito_fw-la adomne_n bonum_fw-la cognitum_fw-la amefius_fw-la medulla_n theol._n lib._n 1._o cap._n 16._o there_o be_v no_o word_n of_o comfort_n in_o the_o whole_a book_n of_o god_n intend_v for_o such_o as_o regard_v iniquity_n in_o their_o heart_n though_o they_o do_v not_o act_v it_o in_o their_o life_n their_o only_a comfort_n be_v that_o the_o sentence_n of_o damnation_n be_v not_o execute_v and_o thereupon_o there_o be_v yet_o opportunity_n of_o safe_a thought_n and_o resolution_n otherwise_o they_o stand_v not_o only_o convict_v but_o condemn_v by_o the_o word_n doctor_n sibbe_v in_o the_o preface_n there_o be_v no_o more_o comfort_n to_o be_v expect_v from_o christ_n then_o there_o be_v care_n to_o please_v he_o ibid._n ibid._n qui_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la ex_fw-la animo_fw-la agnoscit_fw-la déque_fw-la commissis_fw-la verè_fw-la dolet_fw-la be_v medicum_fw-la salutis_fw-la non_fw-la solum_fw-la admittet_fw-la sed_fw-la omnium_fw-la cupidissime_fw-la expeter_n à _fw-la pristinae_fw-la vilae_fw-la delictis_fw-la &_o à _fw-la quibuscunque_fw-la aly_n non_fw-la modò_fw-la abstinebit_fw-la sed_fw-la summo_fw-la study_v quasvis_fw-la illorum_fw-la occasiones_fw-la etiam_fw-la vitabit_fw-la imò_fw-la abborrebit_fw-la uchementer_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la anteà _fw-la turpitudini_fw-la viâ—â—_n ita_fw-la iam_fw-la puritati_fw-la innocentiae_fw-la &_o verae_fw-la pictati_fw-la singulari_fw-la diligentiâ_fw-la invigilabit_fw-la musc._n in_o cap._n 3._o matth._n matth._n omnia_fw-la ergò_fw-la illa_fw-la quae_fw-la commemoravit_fw-la aspera_fw-la &_o gravia_fw-la frequentiùs_fw-la &_o abundantiùs_fw-la sustinebat_fw-la panlus_n scilicet_fw-la sed_fw-la profectò_fw-la aderat_fw-la ei_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sanctus_n qui_fw-la in_o exterioris_fw-la hominis_fw-la corruption_n interiorem_fw-la renovaret_fw-la de_fw-la die_v in_o diem_fw-la &_o gustatâ_fw-la requie_n spiritali_fw-la in_o affluentiâ_fw-la deliciarum_fw-la dei_fw-la in_fw-la spe_fw-la futurae_fw-la bentitudinis_fw-la omne_fw-la praesentiâ_fw-la deliniret_fw-la aspera_fw-la &_o gravia_fw-la omne_fw-la relevaret_fw-la ecce_fw-la quam_fw-la svave_n iugum_fw-la christi_fw-la portabat_fw-la &_o quâm_fw-la levem_fw-la sarcina_fw-la ut_fw-la omne_fw-la illa_fw-la quae_fw-la superiùs_fw-la enumerata_fw-la dura_fw-la &_o immania_fw-la omnis_fw-la auditor_n horrescit_fw-la levem_fw-la tribulationem_fw-la diceret_fw-la intuens_fw-la interioribus_fw-la &_o fidelibus_fw-la oculis_fw-la quanto_fw-la precio_fw-la temporalium_fw-la alium_fw-la emenda_fw-la sit_fw-la aterna_fw-la vita_fw-la non_fw-la patilabores_fw-la externos_fw-la impiorum_fw-la &_o since_o ullâ_fw-la solicitudine_fw-la perfrui_fw-la aeterná_fw-la felicitate_a iustorum_fw-la secari_fw-la &_o uri_fw-la se_fw-la bomines_fw-la patiuntur_fw-la ut_fw-la dolores_fw-la non_fw-la aeterni_fw-la sed_fw-la aliquantò_fw-la diuturnioris_fw-la ulceris_fw-la acriorum_fw-la dolorum_fw-la precio_fw-la redimantur_fw-la in_fw-la langvidâ_fw-la &_o incertâ_fw-la vacationis_fw-la brevissimae_fw-la atque_fw-la ultimâ_fw-la vitâ_fw-la immanissimis_fw-la bellis_fw-la mile_n atteritur_fw-la etc._n etc._n quibus_fw-la tempestaâ—ibus_fw-la &_o procellis_fw-la quam_fw-la horribili_fw-la &_o tremendâ_fw-la saevitiâ_fw-la coeli_fw-la &_o maris_fw-la importuni_fw-la sunt_fw-la mercatores_fw-la ut_fw-la divitias_fw-la ventosas_fw-la acquirant_fw-la etc._n etc._n august_n the_o temp_n serm._n 48._o the_o service_n of_o god_n be_v the_o path_n guide_v we_o to_o perfect_a happiness_n and_o have_v in_o it_o a_o true_a though_o not_o complete_a felicity_n yield_v such_o abundance_n of_o joy_n to_o the_o conscience_n as_o do_v easy_o countervail_v all_o affliction_n whatsoever_o though_o those_o bramble_n that_o sometime_o tear_v the_o skin_n of_o such_o as_o walk_v in_o this_o bless_a way_n do_v common_o lay_v hold_n upon_o they_o at_o such_o time_n as_o they_o sit_v down_o to_o take_v their_o case_n and_o make_v they_o wiâ—h_v themselves_o at_o their_o journey_n end_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o their_o lord_n who_o they_o faithful_o serve_v in_o who_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o whole_a right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o ever_o more_o saâ—_n rawl_n hist._n of_o the_o world_n lib._n 2._o pag._n 458._o onus_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la non_fw-la onerans_fw-la sed_fw-la allevians_fw-la sicut_fw-la alain_n ave_fw-la ames_n bellar_n enerv_v de_fw-fr obseru._n legis_fw-la thesi_fw-la primâ_fw-la primâ_fw-la flagellanda_fw-la igitur_fw-la hominum_fw-la perversitas_fw-la qui_fw-la non_fw-la tantum_fw-la virtutempost_n nummos_fw-la quaerunt_fw-la sed_fw-la porrò_fw-la arbitrantur_fw-la nullam_fw-la viam_fw-la magis_fw-la compendiosam_fw-la esse_fw-la ad_fw-la mendicitatem_fw-la aut_fw-la infanuam_fw-la quà in_fw-la si_fw-la pictati_fw-la si_fw-la verae_fw-la sapientiae_fw-la animum_fw-la applicent_fw-la cartw._n in_o loc_n loc_n quiâ—_n ergo_fw-la memhra_fw-la christi_fw-la sactiestis_n admoneovos_fw-la tiâ—â—o_fw-la devolis_fw-la non_fw-la tantùm_fw-la à _fw-la paganis_fw-la non_fw-la à _fw-la judaeis_n non_fw-la ab_fw-la haereticiâ—_n quantum_fw-la à _fw-la malis_fw-la catholicu_n eligue_n vobis_fw-la de_fw-la populo_fw-la dei_fw-la quos_fw-la imâ—tenâ—â—â—_n nam_fw-la si_fw-la turbamiâ—itari_fw-la volueritis_fw-la inter_fw-la paucos_fw-la angustam_fw-la viam_fw-la ambulantes_fw-la non_fw-la eritis_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp_n secui_fw-la 164._o 164._o 1._o pet._n 2.17_o 2.17_o act_n 2.4_o 2.4_o si_fw-mi dole_n proillo_fw-la patiente_a scilicet_fw-la tribulationem_fw-la in_fw-la corpore_fw-la ecclesiae_fw-la constitutus_fw-la es_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la dole_n praecisus_fw-la es_fw-la hom._n 15._o cx_o 30._o &_o sortè_fw-la iam_fw-la ideò_fw-la non_fw-la dole_n quia_fw-la precisus_fw-la es_fw-la si_fw-mi enim_fw-la ibi_fw-la esses_fw-la sinedubio_fw-it doleres_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n hear_v how_o grievous_o they_o complain_v of_o we_o beyond_o the_o sea_n non_fw-la tam_fw-la dolenda_fw-la quam_fw-la sauguineis_fw-la