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the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n now_o among_o all_o aggravation_n of_o sin_n if_o you_o lay_v the_o comparison_n the_o most_o ingenuous_a be_v such_o as_o be_v draw_v from_o abundant_a mercy_n large_a and_o liberal_a mean_n frequent_a conviction_n infinite_a patience_n etc._n etc._n a_o soul_n that_o charge_v itself_o home_n here_o seem_v to_o have_v some_o touch_n of_o a_o more_o than_o ordinary_a spirit_n there_o be_v a_o promise_n to_o this_o condition_n as_o a_o threaten_n to_o the_o contrary_a proverb_n 28._o 13._o iii_o if_o a_o man_n justify_v god_n and_o the_o law_n by_o which_o he_o stand_v condemn_v for_o herein_o be_v a_o very_a great_a measure_n of_o humiliation_n evidence_v and_o hereby_o be_v god_n mighty_o honour_v and_o certain_o then_o be_v our_o design_n for_o happiness_n most_o likely_a to_o be_v successful_o carry_v on_o when_o it_o involve_v god_n honour_n with_o it_o this_o heart_n be_v thorough_o break_v when_o it_o will_v not_o resist_v god_n so_o much_o as_o in_o 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and_o never_o be_v trouble_v it_o do_v not_o affect_v i_o that_o god_n be_v dishonour_v by_o my_o sin_n that_o they_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o purity_n of_o his_o holy_a nature_n and_o this_o selfishness_n in_o my_o trouble_n be_v my_o great_a trouble_n say_v i_o that_o this_o frame_n prognosticate_v a_o good_a issue_n to_o the_o bondage_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v too_o little_a it_o immediate_o forerun_v if_o not_o accompany_v a_o good_a a_o renew_a heart_n for_o this_o evident_o show_v some_o love_n to_o god_n or_o at_o least_o some_o earnest_n press_v on_o towards_o it_o and_o for_o my_o part_n let_v i_o find_v a_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o frame_n i_o shall_v tell_v he_o his_o salvation_n be_v near_o and_o his_o warfare_n well_o nigh_o accomplish_v this_o reflex_n trouble_n if_o i_o may_v so_o call_v it_o or_o superfoetation_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n declare_v something_o in_o this_o work_n more_o than_o ordinary_a to_o be_v trouble_v first_o for_o sin_n and_o 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be_v go_v through_o it_o see_v psal_n 40._o 116._o etc._n etc._n 2_o hereby_o they_o may_v ground_v themselves_o very_o firm_o in_o the_o assurance_n of_o their_o effectual_a call_n and_o conversion_n to_o god_n indeed_o if_o this_o evidence_n from_o the_o manner_n and_o method_n of_o our_o conversion_n because_o of_o the_o earliness_n of_o the_o work_n as_o it_o may_v fall_v out_o or_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o speediness_n of_o our_o passage_n through_o it_o can_v be_v easy_o discern_v it_o be_v sufficient_a for_o our_o comfort_n if_o god_n enable_v we_o to_o see_v the_o fruit_n and_o effect_n of_o grace_n such_o as_o hatred_n of_o sin_n love_v of_o holiness_n and_o of_o every_o thing_n that_o promote_v it_o for_o its_o sake_n a_o precious_a esteem_n of_o all_o god_n saint_n because_o they_o be_v such_o etc._n etc._n but_o the_o evidence_n that_o be_v draw_v from_o bâ—th_n be_v most_o full_a and_o satisfactory_a as_o when_o a_o man_n title_n to_o land_n be_v question_v it_o be_v 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tim._n 1._o 6._o &_o 6._o 20._o 2_o tim._n 2._o 16._o as_o know_v their_o inconsistency_n with_o christian_a seriousness_n 3._o by_o timorous_a despondency_n and_o cowardice_n of_o spirit_n thus_o many_o a_o soul_n that_o have_v begin_v well_o in_o this_o way_n have_v meet_v with_o a_o serious_a conviction_n in_o a_o sermon_n and_o be_v content_v to_o follow_v it_o upon_o hope_n its_o work_n will_v soon_o be_v over_o and_o thereupon_o have_v set_v upon_o a_o serious_a search_n of_o his_o way_n and_o pray_v and_o confess_v and_o mourn_v for_o sin_n and_o for_o all_o this_o can_v see_v no_o progress_n at_o all_o that_o he_o make_v either_o in_o holiness_n or_o peace_n multitude_n of_o lust_n strive_v still_o and_o it_o may_v be_v he_o now_o feel_v they_o stir_v more_o than_o ever_o before_o as_o a_o wake_a man_n feel_v every_o flea_n that_o bite_v he_o but_o a_o sleep_a man_n though_o he_o have_v many_o about_o he_o yet_o feel_v they_o not_o and_o multitude_n of_o temptation_n assault_v he_o which_o he_o can_v not_o foresee_v and_o now_o say_v he_o i_o perceive_v i_o be_o enter_v into_o a_o melancholy_a profession_n and_o i_o see_v no_o end_n of_o it_o and_o thus_o it_o will_v be_v with_o i_o so_o long_o as_o i_o harken_v to_o conscience_n and_o suffer_v every_o sin_n to_o trouble_v i_o thus_o i_o expect_v peace_n and_o comfort_n in_o this_o way_n but_o i_o see_v now_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o it_o while_o i_o be_o so_o nice_a and_o scrupulous_a and_o therefore_o i_o will_v give_v myself_o scope_n and_o elbowroome_n and_o not_o lose_v my_o present_a content_n which_o i_o can_v enjoy_v at_o my_o pleasure_n to_o wait_v for_o other_o which_o i_o despair_v of_o ever_o be_v able_a to_o attain_v and_o then_o he_o conclude_v desperate_o thus_o i_o have_v cease_v from_o my_o wicked_a way_n and_o pray_v and_o seek_v the_o face_n of_o god_n and_o wait_v upon_o sermon_n etc._n etc._n yet_o can_v i_o get_v no_o peace_n no_o answer_n of_o satisfaction_n to_o my_o soul_n god_n 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defect_n in_o the_o person_n so_o bear_v into_o the_o new_a world_n and_o divers_a time_n expose_v the_o soul_n to_o eternal_a undo_n see_v there_o be_v very_o few_o if_o any_o over_o early_a and_o abortive_a child_n but_o be_v still-born_a here_o be_v to_o be_v consider_v that_o all_o promise_n that_o concern_v the_o application_n of_o comfort_n to_o we_o be_v conditional_a and_o we_o be_v not_o to_o administer_v it_o but_o only_o to_o capable_a subject_n so_o as_o i_o have_v show_v before_o christ_n tie_v his_o yoke_n and_o rest_v together_o and_o feeling_n and_o remove_v the_o weight_n of_o sin_n be_v in_o the_o same_o place_n conjoin_v mat._n 11._o 28_o 29_o 30._o and_o the_o comfortable_a indwel_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o any_o soul_n be_v condition_v with_o a_o humble_a contrite_a and_o tremble_a frame_n of_o spirit_n isai_n 66._o 2_o and_o bless_v be_v the_o mourner_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v mat._n 5._o 4._o now_o certain_o ere_o god_n will_v speak_v 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dye_v in_o egypt_n how_o often_o have_v we_o long_v for_o quail_n for_o our_o lust_n be_v discontent_v at_o god_n allowance_n and_o think_v all_o we_o have_v even_o precious_a manna_n gracious_a melt_n for_o sin_n a_o tender_a fear_n of_o offend_a god_n a_o holy_a importunity_n in_o follow_v after_o god_n etc._n etc._n nothing_o if_o we_o be_v not_o present_o assure_v of_o his_o love_n and_o kiss_v with_o the_o kiss_n of_o his_o mouth_n think_v how_o much_o of_o unbelief_n impatience_n pride_n peevishness_n unthankfulness_n despair_n hard_a thought_n against_o god_n weariness_n of_o his_o service_n unjust_a censure_n against_o yourselves_o blasphemous_a murderous_a thought_n etc._n etc._n have_v god_n pass_v by_o and_o in_o all_o these_o provocation_n keep_v you_o from_o fall_v off_o from_o your_o present_a conviction_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o they_o and_o hold_v you_o in_o his_o hand_n and_o conduct_v you_o through_o the_o wild_a and_o roar_a wilderness_n till_o he_o have_v bring_v 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so_o have_v eat_v out_o the_o heart_n of_o their_o love_n to_o and_o zeal_n in_o follow_v god_n in_o they_o while_o their_o prejudices_fw-la to_o their_o former_a baptism_n have_v cause_v prejudices_fw-la against_o the_o minister_n that_o dispense_v it_o and_o the_o church_n wherein_o they_o receive_v it_o and_o so_o they_o have_v proceed_v by_o degree_n as_o find_v no_o person_n or_o administration_n free_a from_o exception_n to_o throw_v off_o all_o way_n of_o worship_n and_o duty_n altogether_o which_o when_o they_o have_v be_v make_v to_o see_v the_o evil_n of_o their_o way_n as_o it_o may_v by_o god_n goodness_n come_v to_o pass_v though_o seldom_o it_o do_v they_o find_v all_o the_o peace_n they_o get_v in_o those_o way_n be_v but_o mere_a imposture_n but_o i_o mean_v the_o renew_a meditation_n of_o the_o spiritual_a signification_n and_o end_n of_o that_o seal_n of_o the_o covenant_n which_o have_v be_v apply_v to_o thou_o in_o thy_o infancy_n become_v of_o force_n to_o thou_o 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it_o ephes_n 1._o 13._o in_o who_o after_o you_o hear_v you_o trust_v and_o after_o you_o believe_v credidistis_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aor_n 1._o postquam_fw-la credidissetiâ—_n not_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d dum_fw-la credidistis_fw-la or_o trust_v you_o be_v seal_v with_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o promise_n and_o receive_v its_o earnest_n see_v also_o 1_o joh._n 5._o 13._o now_o come_v to_o christ_n receive_v christ_n apply_v christ_n for_o justification_n be_v sufficient_a qualification_n to_o enable_v a_o man_n to_o receive_v the_o sacrament_n with_o profit_n because_o where_o spiritual_a life_n be_v there_o be_v a_o right_a to_o all_o such_o food_n as_o may_v strengthen_v it_o 2._o the_o sacrament_n be_v a_o seal_n of_o the_o covenant_n in_o all_o its_o promise_n now_o promise_v become_v i_o by_o claim_n and_o reliance_n if_o then_o i_o have_v right_a only_o to_o one_o promise_v nay_o if_o i_o can_v but_o lay_v claim_n to_o one_o i_o may_v come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n to_o have_v that_o seal_v to_o i_o suppose_v this_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n make_v weary_a of_o sin_n and_o account_v it_o the_o great_a burden_n in_o the_o world_n i_o apply_v myself_o to_o christ_n to_o ease_v i_o of_o it_o hereupon_o i_o lay_v claim_n to_o the_o promise_n thus_o lord_n jesus_n thou_o have_v do_v thus_o for_o i_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n whereas_o i_o account_v sin_v a_o pleasure_n once_o now_o i_o account_v it_o a_o burden_n make_v good_a thy_o promise_n to_o i_o ease_v i_o i_o claim_v this_o on_o the_o credit_n of_o thy_o promise_n mat._n 11._o 28._o if_o hereupon_o i_o come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n desire_v god_n to_o seal_v to_o this_o promise_n which_o i_o lie_v hold_v upon_o i_o can_v be_v say_v to_o come_v unworthy_o though_o i_o have_v no_o witness_n in_o my_o heart_n from_o the_o spirit_n that_o i_o belong_v to_o christ_n i_o tell_v you_o before_o that_o it_o be_v the_o claim_n of_o christ_n and_o stand_v to_o that_o claim_n and_o be_v resolve_v 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because_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n never_o peremptory_o discover_v to_o any_o man_n his_o reprobation_n for_o if_o he_o shall_v he_o will_v defeat_v his_o own_o ordinance_n and_o motion_n upon_o the_o heart_n of_o such_o man_n and_o by_o consequence_n be_v the_o proper_a author_n of_o all_o such_o sin_n as_o be_v the_o proper_a issue_n of_o such_o a_o desperate_a conclusion_n 7._o cease_v dispute_v over_o thy_o evidence_n and_o turn_v dispute_v into_o pray_v the_o long_o thou_o dispute_a in_o this_o case_n the_o more_o thou_o will_v entangle_v thyself_o hardly_o ever_o do_v a_o soul_n in_o desertion_n recover_v his_o assurance_n by_o dispute_v over_o his_o evidence_n satan_n be_v so_o subtle_a a_o disputant_n that_o he_o will_v perplex_v a_o argument_n when_o it_o be_v clear_a he_o be_v a_o juggler_n that_o can_v cast_v a_o mist_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o saint_n many_o time_n even_o by_o clear_a daylight_n much_o more_o can_v he_o do_v it_o by_o candlelight_n or_o starlight_n but_o 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and_o god_n will_v the_o soon_o come_v again_o when_o he_o find_v there_o be_v so_o much_o preparation_n make_v for_o he_o when_o david_n have_v set_v his_o heart_n and_o house_n in_o readiness_n psalm_n 101._o he_o expect_v a_o visit_n from_o god_n o_o when_o will_v thou_o come_v to_o i_o ver_fw-la 2._o god_n promise_n herein_o may_v be_v our_o encouragement_n to_o he_o that_o order_v his_o conversation_n aright_o will_v i_o show_v the_o salvation_n of_o god_n ps_n 50._o ult_n 9_o and_o last_o be_v industrious_a in_o comfort_v other_o in_o discourse_n with_o other_o under_o soul-trouble_n labour_v always_o to_o defend_v god_n cause_n against_o satan_n see_v what_o thou_o can_v â—ay_n to_o other_o on_o god_n behalf_n how_o thou_o can_v answer_v their_o objection_n satisfy_v their_o doubt_n encounter_v their_o tentation_n as_o he_o that_o teacheâ—h_v another_o teach_v himself_o so_o he_o that_o support_v comfort_v another_o may_v find_v himself_o support_v with_o his_o support_n and_o 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less_o sensible_a because_o god_n permitt_v this_o darkness_n in_o design_n for_o some_o special_a end_n of_o his_o own_o now_o the_o person_n a_o man_n put_v on_o upon_o design_n common_o he_o use_v to_o overact_v even_o beyond_o what_o he_o will_v if_o he_o be_v real_a so_o although_o when_o god_n be_v real_o a_o enemy_n as_o before_o conversion_n he_o carry_v himself_o by_o secret_a support_n and_o encouragement_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o one_o that_o be_v not_o utter_o irreconcilable_a yet_o when_o he_o mere_o intend_v to_o appear_v so_o he_o carry_v himself_o so_o strange_o that_o the_o soul_n real_o believe_v he_o be_v in_o earnest_n and_o intend_v its_o ruin_n irrecoverable_o lam._n 3._o 5._o 7_o 8_o 9_o the_o church_n aggravate_v her_o sad_a condition_n from_o extraordinary_a appearance_n of_o god_n deal_v with_o she_o god_n in_o such_o a_o case_n leave_v the_o soul_n alone_o like_o a_o sparrow_n on_o the_o house_n psal_n 102._o 7._o and_o woe_n to_o he_o that_o be_v alone_o eccles_n 4._o 40._o 4_o and_o thus_o fourthly_a the_o ground_n of_o the_o horrid_a trouble_n that_o god_n saint_n fall_v into_o after_o assurance_n may_v be_v and_o be_v occasional_o from_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n though_o immediate_o and_o by_o way_n of_o a_o efficient_a cause_n they_o be_v not_o from_o that_o spirit_n thus_o the_o spirit_n lead_v christ_n into_o the_o wilderness_n mat._n 4._o 1._o 1_o by_o a_o active_a suggest_v to_o the_o soul_n such_o consideration_n as_o may_v start_v a_o soul-trouble_a as_o when_o it_o make_v a_o fresh_a discovery_n of_o new_a commit_v sin_n and_o stir_v up_o the_o soul_n to_o renew_v repentance_n for_o they_o such_o motion_n may_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o far_a inquiry_n into_o a_o man_n own_o heart_n and_o so_o of_o question_n concern_v his_o estate_n and_o thus_o by_o degree_n they_o may_v grow_v into_o as_o palpable_a legal_a terror_n as_o any_o ever_o the_o soul_n groan_v under_o 2_o by_o withdraw_v that_o assistance_n from_o the_o 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convince_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o state_n of_o wrath_n and_o condemnation_n arise_v from_o that_o enmity_n but_o have_v once_o effectual_o convert_v and_o assure_v the_o soul_n of_o reconciliation_n he_o never_o present_v hell_n and_o wrath_n any_o more_o to_o the_o soul_n as_o its_o portion_n 3._o beside_o he_o sometime_o present_v every_o act_n of_o sin_n as_o unpardoned_a now_o he_o never_o do_v so_o any_o more_o in_o that_o sense_n wherein_o he_o do_v so_o former_o that_o be_v that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v mistake_v he_o never_o present_v god_n vindictive_a or_o avenge_a justice_n unto_o the_o soul_n as_o unsatisfied_a for_o such_o a_o sin_n though_o he_o may_v present_v god_n fatherly_a justice_n as_o displease_v at_o it_o 4._o before_o he_o sometime_o present_v every_o suffering_n of_o this_o life_n to_o the_o soul_n as_o a_o part_n of_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n and_o the_o earnest-penny_n of_o hell_n now_o he_o never_o lead_v the_o soul_n to_o the_o view_n of_o suffering_n under_o that_o notion_n but_o only_o as_o fatherly_a correction_n and_o chastisement_n by_o which_o god_n endeavour_v to_o quicken_v the_o soul_n into_o a_o speedy_a return_n unto_o he_o by_o renew_a repentance_n and_o humiliation_n chap._n xxxiv_o the_o proof_n of_o the_o thesis_n from_o 1._o scripture_n 2._o reason_n the_o truth_n of_o this_o point_n be_v abundant_o clear_a proof_n proof_n from_o the_o scripture_n and_o reason_n for_o scripture_n take_v notice_n of_o the_o name_n by_o which_o the_o spirit_n be_v set_v out_o to_o we_o in_o the_o word_n 1_o he_o be_v call_v the_o comforter_n john_n 14._o 16._o and_o this_o in_o his_o peculiar_a office_n to_o the_o saint_n now_o he_o will_v fail_v in_o the_o discharge_n of_o it_o if_o ever_o he_o shall_v bring_v god_n adopt_a child_n into_o bondage_n again_o therefore_o when_o our_o saviour_n promise_v the_o comforter_n he_o also_o engage_v that_o he_o shall_v abide_v with_o the_o saint_n john_n 14_o 16._o it_o be_v true_a their_o comfort_n be_v many_o time_n fleet_v comfort_n but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v not_o to_o be_v blame_v for_o that_o ordinary_o it_o be_v their_o own_o fault_n and_o oftentimes_o satan_n temptation_n eclipse_v the_o comfort_n and_o refreshment_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o the_o soul_n though_o their_o comfort_n be_v fleet_v the_o comforter_n be_v not_o to_o debase_v himself_o from_o be_v the_o comforter_n to_o the_o devil_n employment_n the_o accuser_n of_o the_o brethren_n be_v dishonourable_a to_o the_o holy_a spirit_n 2_o beside_o he_o be_v call_v our_o seal_n and_o how_o long_o do_v he_o continue_v so_o unto_o the_o day_n of_o redemption_n eph._n 4._o 30._o he_o will_v not_o to_o day_n scale_v a_o evidence_n of_o heaven_n to_o the_o soul_n and_o tomorrow_o seal_v its_o mittimus_fw-la to_o hell_n 3_o moreover_o he_o be_v call_v our_o earnest_n and_o can_v we_o think_v that_o god_n will_v give_v we_o a_o earnest_n of_o heaven_n one_o day_n and_o revoke_v it_o again_o the_o next_o 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day_n as_o well_o as_o a_o false_a spirit_n of_o pprophecy_n of_o old_a in_o the_o mouth_n of_o ahabs_n prophet_n 1_o king_n 22._o 22._o man_n shall_v never_o want_v tool_n that_o do_v the_o devil_n work_n some_o man_n pray_v like_o angel_n as_o parrot_n speak_v like_a man_n and_o yet_o both_o say_v least_o of_o what_o they_o say_v 4_o these_o may_v be_v a_o occasion_n of_o great_a formality_n in_o prayer_n if_o continue_v we_o ordinary_o account_v a_o form_n of_o word_n to_o be_v a_o form_n of_o prayer_n i_o tell_v you_o friend_n there_o may_v be_v as_o much_o formality_n in_o a_o unstinted_a fluency_n of_o expression_n that_o be_v the_o form_n of_o any_o grace_n or_o duty_n which_o most_o resemble_v it_o and_o yet_o be_v not_o what_o it_o resemble_v assure_o fluent_a and_o fervent_a expression_n in_o prayer_n carry_v the_o most_o glorious_a appearance_n and_o form_n of_o a_o spiritual_a duty_n that_o can_v be_v many_o a_o man_n therefore_o sit_v down_o in_o they_o as_o other_o 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3._o my_o grief_n be_v heavy_a than_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n therefore_o my_o word_n be_v swallow_v up_o verba_fw-la mea_fw-la semesa_fw-la sunt_fw-la so_o some_o render_v the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d fract_v a_o sunt_fw-la corrupta_fw-la sunt_fw-la therefore_o my_o word_n be_v break_v mangle_a word_n break_a expression_n be_v the_o very_a gobbet_n of_o a_o break_a heart_n other_o read_v it_o as_o we_o verba_fw-la mea_fw-la absorbentur_fw-la my_o word_n be_v devour_v or_o swallow_v up_o my_o sorrow_n feed_v so_o upon_o my_o spirit_n that_o it_o devour_v my_o very_a word_n and_o do_v not_o leave_v i_o so_o much_o as_o the_o slender_a ease_n of_o a_o complaint_n a_o metaphor_n take_v from_o the_o quicksand_n in_o the_o sea_n that_o swallow_v up_o a_o ship_n hulk_n and_o mast_n and_o sail_n and_o passenger_n and_o all_o at_o a_o morsel_n as_o it_o be_v to_o which_o he_o allude_v as_o appear_v in_o that_o he_o compare_v his_o grief_n to_o the_o sand_n in_o the_o 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they_o dare_v not_o ask_v for_o towards_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n so_o jonah_n do_v jonah_n 2._o 4._o thou_o can_v sigh_v and_o groan_v now_o this_o be_v sufficient_a intelligence_n to_o god_n who_o bless_a spirit_n speak_v in_o these_o groan_n and_o he_o understand_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o general_a bent_n inclination_n and_o affection_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o from_o it_o can_v pick_v out_o his_o meaning_n because_o he_o search_v the_o heart_n rom_n 8._o 27._o as_o a_o nurse_n can_v make_v english_a of_o the_o stammer_n &_o break_a speech_n of_o the_o child_n nay_o the_o mother_n sometime_o know_v by_o the_o look_n of_o the_o child_n what_o its_o mouth_n water_n for_o and_o a_o skilful_a antiquary_n can_v write_v a_o history_n out_o of_o the_o break_a inscription_n of_o old_a coin_n and_o monument_n of_o antiquity_n because_o he_o be_v acquaint_v and_o use_v to_o commune_v with_o those_o kind_n of_o fragment_n and_o take_v this_o for_o a_o certain_a rule_n a_o 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my_o bread_n verse_n 4._o no_o wonder_n say_v he_o if_o i_o be_v wither_v in_o the_o affair_n of_o my_o mind_n when_o i_o grow_v even_o careless_a of_o my_o very_a body_n i_o forget_v to_o eat_v my_o bread_n 2._o if_o it_o shut_v up_o the_o heart_n in_o complain_v to_o man_n as_o well_o as_o in_o complaint_n to_o god_n a_o trouble_a soul_n go_v to_o a_o godly_a minister_n it_o may_v be_v and_o think_v to_o utter_v to_o he_o all_o that_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n and_o fain_o will_v unloade_v itself_o in_o his_o ear_n but_o find_v itself_o so_o straighten_v it_o can_v scarce_o say_v a_o word_n that_o it_o come_v for_o and_o that_o not_o mere_o
through_o fear_n or_o temptation_n as_o at_o other_o time_n move_v it_o to_o conceal_v the_o devil_n counsel_n but_o out_o of_o distraction_n and_o oppression_n of_o spirit_n now_o if_o this_o same_o soul_n find_v itself_o in_o the_o same_o condition_n before_o god_n when_o it_o set_v to_o prayer_n it_o may_v lay_v the_o blame_n hereof_o on_o the_o greatness_n of_o its_o burden_n and_o content_v itself_o in_o the_o assurance_n of_o as_o kind_a a_o acceptance_n of_o its_o sigh_n and_o groan_n as_o if_o they_o be_v draw_v out_o in_o long_a prayer_n but_o if_o the_o straightness_n be_v not_o towards_o man_n or_o other_o employment_n but_o only_o in_o duty_n to_o god-ward_o then_o inquire_v after_o far_a cause_n whereof_o take_v these_o follow_v 2._o the_o admission_n of_o some_o late_a grievous_a sin_n that_o yet_o be_v unrepented_a of_o gild_n be_v a_o tongue-tying_a thing_n when_o the_o man_n in_o the_o gospel_n be_v take_v without_o a_o wedding_n garment_n the_o text_n say_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d he_o be_v speechless_a mat._n 22._o 12._o his_o mouth_n be_v stop_v with_o a_o gag_n great_a sin_n be_v great_a gagg_n and_o it_o be_v not_o only_o so_o with_o the_o unregenerate_a but_o with_o the_o saint_n also_o see_v it_o in_o david_n example_n psalm_n 51._o 14_o 15._o deliver_v i_o say_v he_o from_o blood_n o_o lord_n then_o my_o tongue_n shall_v sing_v aloud_o of_o thy_o righteousness_n open_v my_o mouth_n etc._n etc._n david_n lip_n have_v a_o padlock_n upon_o they_o guilt_n have_v lock_v they_o up_o he_o dare_v not_o speak_v to_o god_n who_o he_o have_v so_o grievous_o offend_v and_o no_o wonder_n if_o saint_n dare_v not_o speak_v where_o they_o be_v sure_a not_o to_o speed_v if_o they_o be_v dumb_a when_o they_o know_v god_n be_v deaf_a david_n know_v well_o enough_o that_o sin_n make_v god_n ear_n heavy_a as_o he_o inform_v we_o psalm_n 66._o 18._o if_o i_o regard_v iniquity_n in_o my_o heart_n god_n will_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n and_o the_o 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