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point_n what_o become_v of_o ourselves_o so_o it_o go_v well_o with_o the_o cause_n of_o god_n and_o the_o church_n now_o the_o way_n to_o prevail_v still_o more_o over_o ourselves_o as_o when_o we_o be_v to_o do_v or_o suffer_v any_o thing_n or_o withstand_v any_o person_n in_o a_o good_a cause_n etc._n etc._n be_v not_o to_o think_v that_o we_o be_v to_o deal_v with_o man_n ourselves_o yea_o or_o with_o devil_n so_o much_o as_o with_o ourselves_o the_o saint_n resist_v their_o enemy_n to_o death_n by_o resist_v their_o own_o corruption_n first_o if_o we_o once_o get_v the_o victory_n over_o ourselves_o all_o other_o thing_n be_v conquer_v to_o our_o ease_n all_o the_o hurt_n satan_n and_o the_o world_n do_v we_o be_v by_o correspondency_n with_o ourselves_o aâ—…_n thing_n be_v so_o far_o under_o we_o as_o we_o aâ—…_n etc._n above_o ourselves_o for_o the_o further_a subdue_a of_o ourselves_o it_o be_v good_a to_o follow_v sin_n to_o the_o first_o hold_v and_o castle_n which_o be_v 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death_n which_o be_v as_o noysomâ—…_n to_o my_o soul_n as_o a_o dead_a carrion_n be_v to_o my_o sense_n which_o together_o with_o the_o member_n be_v marvellous_o nimble_a and_o active_a and_o have_v no_o day_n or_o hour_n or_o minute_n of_o rest_n always_o lay_v about_o it_o to_o enlarge_v itself_o and_o like_o spring-water_n which_o the_o more_o it_o issue_v out_o the_o more_o it_o may_v it_o be_v a_o good_a way_n upon_o any_o particular_a breach_n of_o our_o inward_a peace_n present_o to_o have_v recourse_n to_o that_o which_o breed_v and_o foment_n all_o our_o disquiet_n lord_n what_o do_v i_o complain_v of_o this_o my_o unruly_a passion_n i_o carry_v a_o nature_n about_o i_o subject_n to_o break_v out_o continual_o opon_n any_o occasion_n lord_n strike_v at_o the_o root_n and_o dry_v up_o the_o fountain_n in_o i_o thus_o david_n do_v arise_v from_o the_o guilt_n of_o those_o two_o foul_a sin_n of_o murder_n 51._o and_o adultery_n to_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o nature_n the_o root_n itself_o as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v lord_n it_o be_v not_o these_o actual_a sin_n that_o defile_v i_o only_o but_o if_o i_o look_v back_o to_o my_o first_o conception_n i_o be_v taint_v in_o the_o spring_n of_o my_o nature_n this_o be_v that_o here_o which_o put_v david_n soul_n so_o much_o out_o of_o frame_n for_o from_o whence_o be_v this_o contradiction_n anâ—…_n whence_o be_v this_o contradiction_n so_o unwearied_a in_o make_v head_n again_o and_o again_o against_o the_o check_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o he_o whence_o be_v it_o that_o corruptioâ—…_n will_v not_o be_v say_v nay_o whence_o be_v these_o sudden_a and_o unlooked_a for_o objection_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o from_o the_o remainder_n of_o old_a adam_n in_o he_o which_o like_o a_o michael_n within_o we_o be_v either_o scofe_v 〈◊〉_d the_o way_n of_o god_n or_o as_o job_n wife_n fret_v and_o thwart_v the_o motion_n of_o god_n spirit_n in_o we_o which_o prevail_v the_o more_o because_o it_o be_v homebred_a in_o 〈◊〉_d whereas_o holy_a motion_n be_v stranger_n to_o most_o of_o our_o soul_n corruption_n be_v loath_a that_o a_o new_a comer_n in_o shall_v take_v so_o much_o upon_o he_o as_o to_o control_n as_o the_o sodomite_n think_v much_o that_o let_v be_v a_o stranger_n shall_v intermeddle_v among_o 9_o they_o if_o god_n once_o leave_v we_o as_o heedid_a hezekiah_n to_o try_v what_o be_v in_o we_o what_o shall_v he_o find_v but_o darkness_n rebellion_n unrulinesse_n doubt_n etc._n etc._n in_o the_o best_a of_o we_o this_o flesh_n of_o we_o have_v principle_n against_o all_o god_n principle_n and_o law_n against_o all_o god_n law_n and_o reason_n against_o all_o god_n reason_n oh_o if_o we_o can_v but_o one_o whole_a hour_n serious_o think_v of_o the_o impure_a issue_n of_o our_o heart_n it_o will_v bring_v we_o down_o upon_o our_o knee_n in_o humiliation_n before_o god_n but_o we_o can_v never_o while_o we_o live_v so_o thorough_o as_o we_o shall_v see_v into_o the_o depth_n of_o our_o deceitful_a 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to_o maintain_v what_o be_v evil_a or_o shift_n to_o translate_v it_o upon_o false_a cause_n or_o sense_n to_o arm_v we_o against_o whatsoever_o shall_v oppose_v we_o in_o our_o wicked_a way_n though_o it_o neither_o can_v nor_o will_v be_v good_a yet_o it_o will_v be_v think_v to_o be_v so_o by_o other_o and_o enforce_v a_o conceit_n upon_o itself_o that_o it_o be_v good_a it_o imprison_v and_o keep_v down_o all_o light_n that_o may_v discover_v it_o both_o within_o itself_o and_o without_o itself_o if_o it_o lie_v in_o its_o power_n it_o flatter_v itself_o and_o will_v have_v all_o the_o world_n flatter_v it_o too_o which_o if_o it_o do_v not_o it_o fret_v especial_o if_o it_o be_v once_o discover_v and_o cross_v hence_o come_v all_o the_o plot_v against_o goodness_n that_o sin_n may_v reign_v without_o control_n be_v it_o not_o a_o lamentable_a case_n that_o man_n who_o out_o of_o the_o very_a principle_n of_o nature_n can_v but_o desire_v happiness_n and_o abhor_v misery_n yet_o 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action_n be_v abominable_a in_o goâ—…_n 5._o sight_n nor_o any_o solid_a peace_n settle_v in_o the_o soul_n which_o peace_n arise_v not_o from_o the_o ignorance_n of_o our_o corruption_n or_o compound_v with_o it_o but_o from_o sight_n and_o hatred_n of_o it_o and_o strength_n against_o it_o 3._o consider_v the_o spiritualnesse_n and_o large_a extent_n of_o the_o law_n of_o god_n together_o 3._o with_o the_o curse_n annex_v which_o forbid_v not_o only_o particular_a sin_n but_o all_o the_o kind_n degree_n occasion_n and_o furtherance_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o whole_a breadth_n and_o depth_n of_o it_o and_o our_o very_a nature_n itself_o so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v corrupt_v for_o want_v of_o which_o we_o see_v many_o alive_a without_o the_o law_n jovial_a and_o merry_a from_o ignorance_n 9_o of_o their_o misery_n who_o if_o they_o do_v but_o once_o see_v their_o nature_n and_o life_n in_o that_o glass_n it_o will_v take_v away_o that_o liveliness_n and_o courage_n from_o they_o and_o 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the_o bring_n of_o our_o soul_n into_o who_o presence_n will_v make_v we_o to_o abhor_v ourselves_o 6._o with_o job_n in_o dust_n and_o ash_n contrary_n be_v best_a see_v by_o set_v one_o near_o the_o other_o while_o we_o look_v only_o on_o oâ—…_n self_n and_o upon_o other_o among_o who_o we_o live_v we_o think_v ourselves_o to_o be_v some_o body_n it_o be_v a_o evidence_n of_o some_o sincerity_n wrought_v in_o the_o soul_n not_o to_o shun_v that_o light_n which_o may_v let_v we_o see_v the_o soul_n corner_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o life_n 4._o the_o consideration_n of_o this_o likewise_o 4._o shall_v enforce_v we_o to_o carry_v a_o double_a guard_n over_o our_o soul_n david_n be_v very_o watchful_a yet_o we_o see_v here_o he_o be_v surprise_v unaware_o by_o the_o sudden_a rebellion_n of_o his_o heart_n we_o shall_v observe_v our_o heart_n as_o governor_n do_v rebel_n and_o mutinous_a person_n observation_n awe_v the_o heart_n we_o see_v to_o what_o a_o excess_n sin_n grow_v in_o 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unruly_a faculty_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o our_o nature_n itself_o shall_v be_v change_v for_o as_o man_n be_v so_o they_o imagine_v as_o the_o treasure_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v such_o be_v that_o animus_n which_o come_v from_o it_o a_o evil_a heart_n can_v think_v well_o before_o the_o heart_n be_v change_v our_o judgement_n be_v deprave_v in_o regard_n of_o our_o last_o end_n we_o seek_v our_o happiness_n where_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v wickedness_n 13._o come_v from_o the_o wicked_a as_o the_o proverb_n be_v if_o we_o have_v as_o large_a and_o as_o quick_a apprehension_n as_o satan_n himself_o yet_o if_o the_o relish_n of_o our_o will_n &_o affection_n be_v not_o change_v they_o will_v set_v the_o imagination_n a_o work_n to_o devise_v satisfaction_n to_o themselves_o for_o there_o be_v a_o mutual_a work_n and_o reflux_n betwixt_o the_o will_n and_o the_o imagination_n the_o imagination_n stir_v up_o the_o will_n and_o as_o the_o will_n be_v affect_v so_o 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as_o they_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o then_o we_o shall_v find_v this_o duty_n not_o only_o easy_a but_o delightful_a unto_o we_o the_o prophet_n heal_v the_o water_n 20._o by_o cast_v salt_n into_o the_o spring_n so_o the_o season_n of_o the_o spring_n of_o our_o action_n season_v all_o and_o indeed_o what_o can_v be_v expect_v from_o man_n while_o he_o be_v vanity_n but_o vain_a imagination_n what_o can_v wâ—…_n look_v for_o from_o a_o viper_n but_o poison_n a_o man_n natural_o be_v either_o weave_n spidâ—…_n 5._o web_n or_o hatch_n cockatrice_n egg_n thâ—…_n be_v his_o heart_n be_v exercise_v either_o in_o vaâ—…_n or_o mischief_n for_o not_o only_o the_o frame_n 〈◊〉_d the_o heart_n but_o what_o the_o heart_n frame_v iâ—…_n evil_a continual_o a_o wicked_a man_n that_o iâ—…_n 5._o besot_v with_o false_a conceit_n will_v adâ—…_n of_o no_o good_a thought_n to_o enter_v 5._o even_o when_o we_o be_v good_a and_o devise_v 5._o good_a thing_n yet_o there_o be_v 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time_n to_o come_v while_o man_n be_v lead_v with_o imagination_n they_o work_v not_o according_a to_o right_n rule_v prescribe_v to_o man_n but_o as_o other_o base_a creature_n in_o who_o fantasy_n be_v the_o chief_a roll_a power_n and_o therefore_o those_o who_o will_n be_v guide_v by_o their_o fancy_n live_v more_o like_a beast_n than_o man_n we_o allow_v a_o horse_n to_o prance_v and_o skip_v in_o a_o pasture_n which_o if_o he_o do_v when_o he_o be_v once_o back_v by_o the_o rider_n we_o count_v he_o a_o unruly_a and_o a_o unbroken_a jade_n so_o howsoever_o in_o other_o creature_n we_o allow_v liberty_n of_o fancy_n yet_o we_o allow_v it_o not_o in_o man_n to_o frisk_v and_o rove_v at_o its_o pleasure_n because_o in_o he_o it_o be_v to_o be_v bridle_v
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to_o â—…easure_v it_o therefore_o whatsoever_o â—…e_o god_n bring_v my_o soul_n into_o i_o be_o 〈◊〉_d rest_n in_o his_o goodness_n and_o not_o except_o â—…gainst_a his_o deal_n that_o peace_n and_o joy_n â—…ich_a rise_v from_o grief_n in_o the_o use_n of_o â—…eanes_n and_o make_v the_o soul_n more_o â—…ble_a and_o thankful_a to_o god_n and_o less_o censorious_a and_o more_o pitiful_a to_o other_o be_v no_o illusion_n nor_o false_a light_n the_o main_a end_n of_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n be_v tâ—…_n make_v we_o value_v the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n 4._o in_o christ_n above_o all_o the_o contentment_n which_o sin_n feed_v on_o which_o where_o it_o be_v find_v we_o may_v know_v that_o grief_n for_o sin_n have_v enough_o possess_v the_o soul_n before_o the_o sufficiency_n of_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v judge_v by_o a_o answerablenesse_n to_o their_o use_n and_o end_n god_n make_v sin_n bitter_a that_o christ_n may_v be_v sweet_a that_o measure_n of_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n be_v sufficient_a which_o bring_v we_o and_o hold_v we_o to_o christ._n hatred_n be_v the_o strong_a deep_a and_o steady_a affection_n of_o the_o soul_n against_o 5._o that_o which_o be_v evil_a grief_n for_o sin_n be_v then_o right_a when_o it_o spring_v from_o hatred_n and_o increase_v further_a hatred_n against_o it_o now_o the_o soul_n may_v be_v know_v to_o hate_v sin_n when_o it_o seek_v the_o utter_a â—…lishing_n right_o of_o it_o for_o hatred_n be_v a_o impâ—…ble_a and_o irreconcilable_a affection_n true_a hatred_n be_v carry_v against_o 〈◊〉_d 1._o whole_a kind_n of_o sin_n without_o respect_n 〈◊〉_d 2._o any_o wrong_n do_v to_o we_o but_o only_o out_o of_o mere_a antipathy_n and_o contrariety_n of_o â—…sposition_n to_o it_o as_o the_o lamb_n hate_v â—…he_v whole_a kind_n of_o wolf_n and_o man_n â—…eth_v the_o whole_a kind_n of_o serpent_n a_o load_n do_v we_o no_o harm_n but_o yet_o we_o â—…e_v it_o that_o which_o be_v hateful_a to_o we_o the_o â—…earer_a it_o be_v the_o more_o we_o shun_v and_o abâ—…orre_v 3._o it_o as_o venomous_a serpent_n and_o â—…full_a creature_n because_o the_o nearness_n of_o the_o object_n affect_v we_o more_o deep_o therefore_o if_o our_o grief_n spring_v â—…om_o true_a hatred_n of_o sin_n it_o will_v make_v â—…o_o new_a league_n with_o it_o but_o grieve_v for_o 〈◊〉_d sin_n especial_o for_o our_o own_o particular_a sin_n as_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o work_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o we_o then_o be_v grief_n 〈◊〉_d affection_n of_o the_o new_a creature_n and_o every_o way_n of_o the_o right_a breed_n but_o for_o full_a satisfaction_n in_o this_o case_n 4._o â—…e_o must_v know_v there_o be_v sometime_o grief_n 〈◊〉_d sin_n in_o we_o when_o we_o think_v there_o be_v none_o 〈◊〉_d want_v but_o stir_v up_o by_o some_o quicken_a word_n the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n â—…avours_n and_o our_o unkindness_n or_o the_o aâ—…â—…aking_n of_o our_o conscience_n by_o some_o â—…osse_n will_v raise_v up_o this_o affection_n feel_o in_o we_o as_o in_o the_o affection_n of_o love_n many_o think_v that_o they_o have_v no_o love_n to_o god_n at_o all_o yet_o let_v god_n be_v dishonour_v in_o his_o name_n truth_n or_o child_n and_o their_o love_n will_v soon_o stir_v and_o appear_v in_o just_a anger_n in_o want_n of_o grief_n for_o sin_n we_o must_v remember_v 1._o that_o we_o must_v have_v this_o sin_n affection_n from_o god_n before_o we_o can_v bring_v it_o unto_o god_n and_o therefore_o in_o the_o second_o place_n our_o chief_a care_n shall_v be_v not_o to_o harden_v 1._o our_o heart_n against_o the_o motion_n of_o 2._o the_o spirit_n stir_v we_o to_o seasonable_a grief_n for_o that_o may_v cause_v a_o judicial_a hardness_n from_o god_n god_n oft_o inflict_v some_o spiritual_a judgement_n as_o a_o correction_n upon_o man_n for_o not_o yield_v to_o his_o spirit_n at_o the_o first_o they_o feel_v a_o hardness_n of_o heart_n grow_v upon_o they_o this_o make_v the_o church_n complain_v why_o have_v thou_o harden_v our_o heart_n from_o thy_o 63._o fear_n which_o if_o christian_n do_v well_o consider_v they_o will_v more_o careful_o entertain_v such_o impression_n of_o sorrow_n as_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o mean_n and_o observation_n of_o god_n deal_v towardâ—…_n tselve_n or_o other_o shall_v work_v in_o â—…m_n than_o they_o do_v it_o be_v a_o say_n of_o 〈◊〉_d let_v a_o man_n grieve_v for_o his_o sin_n and_o 〈◊〉_d for_o his_o grief_n though_o we_o can_v neiâ—…er_v love_n nor_o grieve_v nor_o joy_n of_o our_o â—…es_n as_o we_o shall_v yet_o our_o heart_n tell_v 〈◊〉_d we_o be_v often_o guilty_a of_o give_v a_o â—…ck_n to_o the_o spirit_n stir_v these_o affectiâ—…_n in_o we_o which_o be_v a_o main_a cause_n of_o the_o â—…y_a sharp_a affliction_n we_o endure_v in_o â—…is_n life_n though_o god_n love_n in_o the_o main_a â—…er_n of_o salvation_n be_v most_o firm_a unto_o 〈◊〉_d we_o must_v not_o think_v to_o have_v all_o this_o â—…fe_n at_o first_o &_o at_o once_o for_o oftentimes_o 3._o â—…n_v deep_o after_o a_o sight_n and_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n than_o it_o be_v before_o god_n be_v a_o 〈◊〉_d agent_n and_o know_v every_o man_n seâ—…ll_a mould_n and_o the_o several_a service_n â—…is_n to_o use_v they_o in_o and_o oft_o take_v liberâ—…_n afterward_o to_o humble_a man_n more_o â—…en_o he_o have_v enable_v they_o better_a to_o â—…e_v it_o then_o in_o their_o first_o entrance_n inâ—…_n first_o religion_n grief_n before_o spring_n â—…monly_o from_o self-love_n and_o fear_v â—…ger_n let_v no_o man_n suspect_v his_o estate_n â—…se_n god_n spare_v he_o in_o the_o beginning_n for_o christian_n many_o time_n meet_v with_o great_a trial_n after_o their_o conversion_n then_o ever_o they_o think_v on_o when_o man_n take_v little_a fine_n they_o mean_v to_o take_v the_o great_a rent_n god_n will_v have_v his_o child_n first_o or_o last_o to_o feel_v what_o sin_n be_v and_o how_o much_o they_o be_v behold_v to_o he_o for_o christ._n this_o grief_n do_v not_o always_o arise_v frâ—…_n sin_n pore_v on_o sin_n but_o by_o oft_o consider_v of_o the_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o thereby_o reflect_v on_o our_o own_o unworthiness_n not_o only_o in_o regard_n of_o sin_n past_a but_o like_o wise_a of_o the_o sin_n that_o hang_v upon_o we_o and_o issue_v daily_o from_o 〈◊〉_d the_o more_o holy_a a_o man_n be_v the_o more_o he_o see_v the_o holiness_n of_o god_n nature_n with_o who_o he_o desire_v to_o have_v communion_n the_o more_o he_o be_v grieve_v that_o there_o shoul_a be_v any_o thing_n find_v in_o he_o displease_v to_o so_o pure_a a_o majesty_n and_o as_o all_o our_o grief_n come_v noâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d first_o so_o god_n will_v not_o have_v it_o come_v 〈◊〉_d once_o but_o to_o be_v a_o stream_n always_o â—…ning_v feed_v with_o a_o spring_n yet_o withiin_n 〈◊〉_d bank_n though_o sometime_o deepâ—…_n sometime_o shallow_a grief_n for_o sâ—…_n iâ—…_n like_o a_o constant_a stream_n grief_n for_o â—…her_n thing_n be_v like_o a_o torrent_n or_o swell_a water_n which_o be_v soon_o up_o soon_o down_o what_o it_o want_v in_o greatness_n be_v make_v up_o in_o continuance_n again_o if_o we_o watch_v not_o our_o nature_n grief_n there_o will_v be_v a_o spice_n of_o popery_n which_o be_v a_o natural_a religion_n in_o this_o great_a desire_n of_o â—…re_a griefeâ—…_n as_o if_o we_o have_v that_o than_o we_o have_v something_o to_o satisfy_v god_n withal_o â—…nd_v so_o our_o mind_n will_v run_v too_o much_o â—…pon_n work_v this_o grief_n must_v not_o â—…ly_o be_v wrought_v by_o god_n reveal_v 〈◊〉_d sin_n and_o his_o mercy_n unto_o we_o in_o christ_n but_o when_o it_o be_v wrought_v we_o â—…st_v altogether_o rest_v in_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o â—…e_a emptiness_n upon_o the_o full_a satisfaâ—…on_n and_o worthiness_n of_o christ_n our_o saâ—…_n all_o this_o that_o have_v be_v say_v tend_v grief_n 〈◊〉_d to_o the_o abate_n of_o our_o desire_n to_o have_v 〈◊〉_d tender_a and_o bleed_a heart_n for_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d that_o in_o the_o pursuit_n of_o this_o desire_n we_o 〈◊〉_d not_o cast_v down_o so_o as_o to_o question_v our_o â—…es_n if_o we_o feel_v not_o that_o measure_n of_o â—…se_n which_o we_o desire_v and_o endeavour_v 〈◊〉_d or_o to_o refuse_v our_o portion_n of_o joy_n which_o god_n offer_v we_o in_o christ._n consider_v grief_n be_v no_o further_o good_a than_o it_o make_v way_n for_o joy_n which_o cause_v our_o saviour_n to_o join_v they_o together_o bless_a be_v the_o mourner_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v 5._o comfort_v be_v thus_o dispose_v we_o may_v commit_v our_o soul_n to_o god_n in_o peace_n notwithstanding_o satan_n trouble_v of_o we_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o temptation_n chap._n xxiii_o other_o spiritual_a cause_n of_o the_o soul_n trouble_n discover_v and_o remove_v and_o objectâ—…ons_n answer_v another_o thing_n that_o
a_o wise_a redeem_n of_o time_n to_o observe_v the_o best_a season_n of_o thankfulness_n a_o cheerful_a heart_n will_v best_o close_v with_o a_o cheerful_a duty_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v not_o good_a to_o waste_v so_o fit_a a_o temper_n in_o frivolous_a thing_n but_o after_o some_o contentment_n give_v to_o nature_n let_v god_n have_v the_o fruit_n of_o his_o own_o plant_n otherwise_o it_o be_v even_o no_o better_a than_o the_o refresh_n of_o he_o that_o stand_v by_o a_o good_a fire_n and_o cry_v ah_o ah_o i_o 〈◊〉_d warm_a 16._o david_n do_v not_o say_v i_o will_v thank_v god_n but_o i_o shall_v priase_n he_o though_o he_o intend_v that_o thank_n be_v then_o best_a when_o it_o tend_v to_o praise_v and_o there_o end_v for_o thanks_n alone_o show_v respect_n to_o our_o 〈◊〉_d good_a only_o praise_n to_o god_n glory_n and_o in_o particular_a to_o the_o glory_n of_o such_o excellency_n whence_o the_o benefit_n come_v and_o from_o thence_o the_o soul_n be_v enlarge_v to_o think_v high_o of_o all_o god_n excellenty_n hanna_n upon_o particular_a thanks_n for_o 1._o hear_v she_o about_o a_o child_n take_v occasion_n to_o set_v out_o god_n other_o excellency_n and_o rise_v high_a and_o high_o from_o one_o to_o many_o from_o the_o present_a time_n to_o that_o which_o be_v to_o come_v from_o particular_a favour_n to_o herself_o she_o stir_v up_o other_o to_o praise_n god_n for_o his_o mercy_n to_o they_o so_o david_n deliver_v i_o o_o god_n and_o my_o tongue_n shall_v sing_v of_o thy_o praise_n he_o propound_v 51._o this_o as_o a_o engagement_n to_o the_o lord_n to_o help_v he_o because_o it_o shall_v tend_v to_o the_o enlargement_n of_o his_o glory_n he_o be_v resolve_v to_o improve_v god_n favour_n this_o way_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n work_v like_o new_a â—…ine_n enlarge_a the_o spirit_n from_o one_o degree_n large_a of_o praise_v god_n to_o another_o and_o because_o it_o foresee_v the_o eternity_n of_o god_n love_n as_o far_o as_o it_o can_v it_o endeavour_v a_o eternity_n of_o god_n praise_n a_o gracious_a heart_n upon_o taste_n of_o favour_n show_v to_o itself_o be_v present_o warm_v to_o spread_v the_o praise_n of_o god_n to_o other_o and_o the_o more_o it_o see_v the_o fruit_n of_o trust_v god_n and_o his_o truth_n in_o perform_v promise_n the_o more_o it_o still_o honour_v that_o trust_n as_o know_v that_o it_o lie_v upon_o god_n honour_n to_o honour_v those_o that_o honour_v he_o blessing_n will_v 30._o procure_v blessing_n the_o soul_n have_v never_o such_o freedom_n from_o sin_n as_o when_o it_o be_v in_o a_o thankful_a frame_n for_o thankfulness_n issue_v from_o a_o heart_n true_o humble_v and_o empty_v of_o itself_o true_o love_v and_o rejoice_v in_o god_n and_o upon_o any_o sin_n the_o spirit_n be_v grieve_v and_o straighten_a and_o the_o lip_n seal_v up_o in_o such_o a_o heart_n for_o the_o conscience_n upon_o any_o sin_n look_v upon_o it_o not_o only_o as_o disobedience_n against_o god_n will_n and_o authority_n but_o as_o unâ—…ankfulnesse_n to_o his_o goodness_n and_o this_o â—…elteth_v a_o godly_a heart_n most_o of_o all_o when_o nathan_n tell_v david_n god_n have_v do_v this_o 8._o â—…d_v this_o for_o he_o and_o be_v ready_a to_o do_v north_n he_o can_v not_o hold_v in_o the_o confessiâ—…_n of_o his_o sin_n but_o relent_v and_o give_v in_o present_o we_o ought_v not_o only_o to_o give_v thanks_o praise_n but_o â—…o_o be_v thankful_a to_o meditate_v and_o study_v the_o praise_n of_o god_n our_o whole_a life_n shall_v be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o continual_a â—…lessing_n of_o his_o holy_a name_n endeavour_v to_o bring_v in_o all_o we_o have_v and_o to_o lay_v iâ—…_n out_o for_o god_n and_o his_o people_n to_o see_v where_o he_o have_v any_o receiver_n our_o goodness_n be_v nothing_o to_o god_n we_o need_v bring_v 2._o 〈◊〉_d water_n to_o the_o fountain_n nor_o light_n to_o the_o sun_n thankfulness_n be_v full_a of_o invention_n it_o devise_v liberal_a thing_n though_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o be_v good_a steward_n of_o our_o talent_n yet_o thankfulness_n add_v a_o lustre_n and_o a_o more_o gracious_a acceptance_n as_o have_v more_o of_o that_o which_o god_n call_v for_o our_o praise_a god_n shall_v not_o be_v as_o free_a spark_n out_o of_o a_o flint_n but_o as_o water_v out_o of_o a_o spring_n natural_a ready_a free_a as_o god_n love_v to_o we_o be_v mercy_n please_v he_o so_o 8._o shall_v praise_n please_v we_o it_o be_v our_o happiness_n when_o the_o best_a part_n in_o we_o be_v exercise_v about_o the_o best_a and_o high_a work_n it_o be_v a_o good_a speech_n of_o he_o that_o say_v if_o god_n have_v make_v i_o a_o nightingale_n i_o will_v have_v sing_v as_o a_o nightingale_n but_o now_o god_n have_v make_v i_o a_o man_n i_o will_v sing_v forth_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n which_o be_v the_o work_n of_o a_o saint_n only_o all_o thy_o work_n bless_v thou_o and_o thy_o saint_n praise_v thou_o all_o thing_n be_v either_o blessing_n in_o 10._o their_o nature_n or_o so_o bless_v as_o 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bring_v god_n and_o the_o soul_n together_o 264._o to_o settle_v trust_n know_v the_o mind_n as_o well_o as_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n 295._o trust_v must_v answer_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n 300._o direction_n about_o trust_v 303._o whether_o we_o may_v trust_v to_o friend_n riches_n or_o help_n 318._o a_o sin_n so_o to_o do_v 323_o trust_v itself_o not_o to_o be_v trust_v in_o 326_o trust_v shall_v follow_v god_n order_n of_o promise_v 330_o trial_n of_o ourselves_o exceed_v necessary_a 127_o five_o victory_n over_o ourselves_o sign_n of_o it_o 142._o how_o it_o may_v be_v obtain_v 147_o uniformity_n necessary_a in_o the_o life_n of_o christian_n 139_o unthankfulness_n to_o god_n most_o sinful_a 445._o detestable_a to_o god_n and_o man_n 455_o unworthiness_n may_v not_o keep_v from_o god_n 489_o there_o be_v a_o sanctify_a use_n of_o all_o trouble_n to_o god_n child_n 250_o w._n wait_v on_o god_n a_o necessary_a duty_n 435._o what_o it_o be_v to_o wait_v 437._o be_v ever_o in_o a_o 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tuo_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la magnitudo_fw-la causae_fw-la sed_fw-la ma_fw-fr gnitudo_fw-la in_o credulitatis_fw-la nostrae_fw-la si_fw-mi causa_fw-la salsa_fw-la est_fw-la revocemus_fw-la si_fw-mi vera_fw-la cur_n facimus_fw-la illum_fw-la tantis_fw-la promissis_fw-la mendacem_fw-la i_o uctaâ—…_n contra_fw-la teipsum_fw-la maximum_fw-la hostem_fw-la 2_o cor._n 1._o ult_n 1._o verse_n 1._o 2._o verse_n 2._o quest._n answ._n verse_n 3._o verse_n 4._o verse_n 7._o verse_n 8._o vers._n 10_o obser._n 1._o obser._n 2._o reason_n acrius_fw-la urgent_a quae_fw-la necessitatis_fw-la sunt_fw-la quam_fw-la quae_fw-la spectant_fw-la ad_fw-la voluptutem_fw-la obser._n 3_o part_n 1._o 2._o 1._o 2._o obser._n 1._o 1._o christ_n the_o head_n be_v a_o man_n of_o many_o sorrow_n 2._o the_o church_n have_v be_v and_o be_v full_a of_o sorrow_n 3._o the_o member_n of_o the_o church_n have_v be_v and_o be_v full_a of_o cross_n act_n 14._o 22._o use_v obser._n 2._o reas._o 1_o 2._o 3._o outward_a cause_n of_o disconragement_n 1._o god_n himself_o a_o divine_a temptation_n what_o mat._n 27._o 46_o 2._o in_o regard_n of_o satan_n who_o be_v all_o for_o cast_v down_o the_o devil_n envy_v our_o happiness_n first_o and_o last_o 3._o satan_n instrument_n who_o be_v all_o for_o cast_v down_o psa._n 35._o 13._o psal._n 39_o 1._o verse_n 3._o mat._n 4._o this_o be_v preach_v in_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o trouble_n of_o the_o church_n gen._n 22._o 14._o quest._n vers._n 10_o a_o murder_n of_o the_o tongue_n 1_o judg._n 24._o judge_n 7._o 4._o discouragement_n come_v from_o ourselves_o simile_n 5._o a_o delude_a fancy_n cause_v disquietness_n 2._o cause_n privative_a of_o discouragement_n in_o ourselves_o 1._o ignorance_n in_o the_o understanding_n 2._o forgetfulness_n cause_v discouragement_n 3._o not_o due_o prize_v of_o comfort_n job_n 15._o 11_o 4._o a_o childish_a peevishness_n gen._n 16._o 1_o king_n jonah_n 4._o 9_o jer_z 31._o 15._o 5._o false_a reason_v erroneous_a discourse_n a_o double_a cunning_n of_o satan_n according_a to_o the_o humour_n of_o his_o patient_n 6._o a_o fall_v method_n and_o order_n in_o judge_v of_o our_o estate_n 2_o pet._n 1._o mat._n 13._o 20_o eph._n 1._o 13._o 1_o john_n 4._o 19_o 1_o john_n 4._o 20._o comfort_n seek_v in_o sanctification_n philip_n 3._o psal._n 24._o 3._o rom._n 8._o 39_o to_o have_v and_o maintain_v true_a comfort_n we_o must_v grow_v up_o holiness_n 8._o want_v of_o a_o clear_a conscience_n raise_v tumult_n in_o the_o soul_n psal._n 51._o gal._n 6._o 16._o ignorance_n of_o our_o christian_a liberty_n danger_n of_o abuse_v christian_a liberty_n 10._o want_v of_o employment_n 11._o omission_n of_o office_n and_o duty_n of_o love_n rom._n 13_o 8_o 12._o want_v of_o resolution_n in_o good_a thing_n 1_o king_n 18._o 21._o james_n 1._o 6._o when_o man_n lay_v up_o too_o much_o comfort_n in_o outward_a thing_n prov._n 30._o mich._n 2._o 10_o psal._n 39_o 2._o too_o much_o rely_v upon_o the_o opinion_n of_o other_o sic_fw-la leave_n sic_fw-la parvum_fw-la est_fw-la animum_fw-la quod_fw-la laudis_fw-la avarum_fw-la subruit_fw-la aut_fw-la reficit_fw-la job_n 1_o sam._n 1._o 14._o 3._o too_o much_o look_v and_o pore_v on_o evil_n in_o ourselves_o &_o abroad_o philip._n 4._o 4_o use_v 1_o use_v 2._o obser._n 1._o joh._n 14._o 1._o use_v obser._n 2._o luk_n 18._o 13_o reason_n how_o sorrow_n do_v weaken_v the_o soul_n 1._o 2._o eccles._n 4._o 10_o use_v how_o to_o prevent_v cast_v down_o pro._n 12._o 25._o matt._n 11._o obser._n 1._o reason_n remedy_n against_o cast_v down_o &_o disquiet_v reason_n against_o discouragement_n 1._o it_o indispose_v to_o all_o good_a duty_n 1._o thess._n 5._o 2._o it_o wrong_n god_n make_v we_o think_v amiss_o of_o he_o 3._o it_o make_v a_o manforget_v former_a blessing_n etc._n etc._n 4._o it_o make_v we_o unfit_a to_o receive_v good_a james_n 1._o 21._o 5._o it_o hinder_v beginner_n come_v into_o god_n way_n 1_o pet._n 3._o mat._n
5._o 24._o exodus_fw-la 9_o use_v obser._n 1._o the_o court_n of_o conscience_n in_o man_n judgement_n must_v pass_v first_o or_o last_o without_o or_o within_o upon_o we_o reason_n distemper_n fall_v down_o when_o they_o be_v arraign_v before_o reason_n want_v of_o consideration_n raise_v and_o maintain_v our_o distemper_n in_o discouragement_n we_o cross_v our_o own_o principle_n corruption_n of_o the_o heart_n set_v the_o wit_n a_o work_n 1_o king_n 22_o act_n 24._o 25_o the_o soul_n expostulation_n blaspheme_v whence_o a_o lesson_n for_o young_a man_n sin_n be_v unreasonable_a so_o much_o the_o more_o as_o without_o reason_n it_o pretend_v reason_n psal._n 50._o reas._o 1_o why_o we_o be_v so_o backward_o to_o keep_v court_n in_o ourselves_o proverb_n 2._o irksomeness_n of_o labour_n 1_o cor._n 11._o 31._o 3._o pride_n mens_fw-la mihi_fw-la pro_fw-la regne_fw-la jonah_n 4._o esther_n 5._o faâ—…it_fw-la ira_fw-la nocentes_fw-la obser._n 2._o 1_o sam._n 2._o 24._o pro._n 29._o 15._o psal._n 82._o 6_o 7._o 2_o sam._n 24._o 4._o prov._n 30._o 9_o esther_n 6._o 1._o lam._n 3._o 27._o quest._n answ._n domine_fw-la libera_fw-la me_fw-it a_o male_a homine_fw-la meipso_fw-la obser._n 3_o exod._n 15._o 5_o 2_o sam._n 17._o 23._o there_o be_v a_o art_n of_o bear_v trouble_n obser._n 4._o the_o cause_n why_o wicked_a man_n can_v endure_v solitariness_n as_o charles_n the_o nine_o after_o the_o masâ—…cre_n in_o france_n thuanus_n li._n 57_o somnâ—…_n post_fw-la casum_fw-la sanâ—…tholomaeum_n nocturni_fw-la horrores_fw-la plerumque_fw-la interrumpebant_fw-la &_o rursus_fw-la adhibiti_fw-la sympl_a oniaci_fw-la expergefacto_fw-la conciliabant_fw-la ideo_fw-la scribantur_fw-la omnes_fw-la libri_fw-la ut_fw-la emendetur_fw-la unus_fw-la obser._n 5._o judge_n 9_o mat._n 25._o 21_o pro._n 16._o 32._o obser._n 6._o all_o outward_a trouble_n be_v for_o to_o help_v the_o soul_n psalm_n 32._o job_n 1._o 2._o sam._n 17._o 23._o we_o shall_v set_v the_o soul_n first_o in_o order_n obser._n 7._o jam_fw-la 1._o 13._o 1._o sam._n 16._o matt._n 27._o 3._o ephes._n 4._o 〈◊〉_d obser._n 8._o obser._n 8._o 1._o 2._o 3._o major_a sum_n &_o ad_fw-la majora_fw-la natus_fw-la quam_fw-la ut_fw-la corporis_fw-la mei_fw-la fim_fw-la mancipium_fw-la senec._n 2._o king_n 12._o 2._o 4._o 5._o quest._n 2._o 3._o 4._o 5._o 6._o evil_n of_o sin_n 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o 7_o psal._n 66._o 18_o psal._n 119._o 5_o 1_o joh._n 3._o 9_o use_v obser._n 9_o quest._n answ._n 1_o 2._o 3_o quest._n answ._n 1_o luk._n 23._o 42_o 2_o psal._n 118._o 24._o 1._o thes._n 5._o 16._o 3._o quest._n answ._n judas_n 23._o 1._o right_o grief_n how_o raise_v levit._fw-la 16._o 29._o 2._o jerem._n 9_o 1._o si_fw-mi nil_fw-la curarem_fw-la nil_fw-la orarem_fw-la 2._o grief_n to_o be_v bound_v 1._o when_o our_o affection_n be_v pliable_a 2._o when_o fit_a to_o have_v communion_n with_o god_n gen._n 22._o 5._o 3._o when_o our_o affection_n be_v suber_fw-la dinate_a 4._o when_o our_o affection_n become_v grace_n 5_o when_o fit_a to_o perform_v duty_n in_o case_n of_o god_n dishonour_n exceed_v affection_n be_v no_o excess_n cant._n 25._o 1_o sam._n 6._o 12_o the_o life_n of_o a_o christiâ—…_n a_o be_v a_o life_n of_o trouble_n joh._n 11._o 13._o obser._n 1._o obser._n 2._o 1_o cor._n 10._o 22._o obser._n 3_o vnitas_fw-la â—…te_fw-la unionem_fw-la 1._o change_n must_v be_v forethought_a of_o quae_fw-la alii_fw-la diu_fw-la patiendo_fw-la levia_fw-la faciunt_fw-la sapiens_fw-la levia_fw-la facit_fw-la diu_fw-la cogitando_fw-la joh._n 16._o 33._o heb._n 4._o 9_o rev._n 14._o 13._o caution_n 1_o sam._n 27._o 1_o 2._o col._n 3._o 1._o &_o 5._o 3_o 2_o sam._n 12._o 9_o mat_n 26._o 72._o luke_n 22._o 3._o job_n 1_o aperta_fw-la perdunt_fw-la odia_fw-la vindictae_fw-la locum_fw-la solve_n leâ—…nem_fw-la &_o senties_fw-la 4._o 5._o we_o must_v crush_v the_o first_o motion_n of_o sin_n psal._n 4._o psal._n 73._o 22._o 6._o jam._n 2._o 5._o 7._o anima_fw-la nunquam_fw-la melius_fw-la agit_fw-fr quam_fw-la ex_fw-la imperio_fw-la alicujus_fw-la insignis_fw-la affectus_fw-la math._n 11._o 29._o 1_o cor._n 14._o 33._o there_o must_v be_v a_o uniformity_n in_o the_o life_n of_o christian_n 8_o christian_n must_v deny_v themselves_o joh._n 12._o 43._o mat._n 19_o 22_o mat._n 13_o 22._o rom._n 8._o mic._n 6._o quest._n answ._n 1._o 2_o king_n 10._o 16._o 2._o 3._o 4._o 2._o sam._n 12._o 4._o 5._o 6._o object_n answ._n job_n 〈◊〉_d 7._o neh._n 2._o 3._o how_o to_o get_v the_o mastery_n of_o ourselves_o te_fw-la vince_n &_o mundus_fw-la tibi_fw-la victus_fw-la est_fw-la etc._n etc._n rom._n 7._o psal._n 51._o gen._n 19_o 9_o 1_o sam._n 24._o 6_o psal._n 30._o 6._o most_o of_o the_o most_o dangerous_a opinion_n of_o popery_n as_o justification_n by_o work_n state_n of_o perfection_n merit_n satisfaction_n supererogation_n etc._n etc._n spring_n from_o hence_o that_o they_o have_v slight_a conceit_n of_o concupiscence_n as_o a_o condition_n of_o nature_n yet_o some_o of_o they_o as_o michael_n bayn_v professor_n at_o lovane_n etc._n etc._n be_v sound_n in_o the_o point_n answ._n gen._n 1._o 1_o 2._o 3._o quest._n answ._n nemo_fw-la se_fw-la palpet_fw-la de_fw-fr svo_fw-la satan_n est_fw-la etc._n etc._n aug_n suspiraâ—…a_n ligatus_fw-la non_fw-la ferro_fw-la aliquâ—…_n sed_fw-la mea_fw-la ferreavoluntate_fw-la vellen_v meum_fw-la tenebet_fw-la iniâ—…icus_fw-la &_o inde_fw-la mihi_fw-la catenam_fw-la secerit_fw-la aug._n confess_v quicquid_fw-la siâ—…_n imperavit_fw-la animus_n 〈◊〉_d seneca_n câ—…sset_fw-la voluntas_fw-la propria_fw-la &_o non_fw-la erit_fw-la infernus_fw-la ephes._n 3._o 18_o sixefold_a duty_n in_o respect_n of_o natural_a corruption_n 1._o 2._o evil_n of_o not_o bewail_v our_o corrupt_a nature_n 1_o 2._o 3._o 4._o 5._o 3._o rom._n 7._o 9_o job_n 42._o 6._o 4._o caution_n 5._o 6._o 2_o cor._n 12._o 8_o ezek._n 36._o 25._o 27._o zach._n 13._o 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o sinfulness_n and_o vanity_n seat_v in_o the_o imagination_n be_v a_o cause_n of_o much_o disquiet_n act._n 28._o 22_o dan._n 36._o how_o sinful_a imagination_n work_v upon_o the_o soul_n matt._n 15._o 9_o isaiah_n 1._o 12._o the_o 1._o remedy_n for_o hurtful_a imagination_n 2._o cor._n 10._o 5._o 2_o psal._n 39_o 6._o luke_n 15._o 9_o pro._n 23._o 5._o 3_o mat._n 12._o 35._o ma'a_fw-fr mens_fw-la maltis_n animus_n 1_o sam._n 24._o 13._o 1_o cor._n 13._o 5_o mat._n 22._o 27_o 2_o king_n 2._o 20._o isaiah_n 59_o 5._o gen._n 6._o 5._o 5._o zach._n 12._o 10._o 1_o pet._n 18._o luk._n 19_o 47_o bernard_n 6._o ephes._n 5._o 15_o jer._n 4._o 14._o 7._o phil._n 4._o 8._o 8._o eccles._n 1._o 2._o job_n 31._o 1._o pro._n 17._o 24._o praeclara_fw-la cogitatio_fw-la beza_n in_o his_o life_n doctrinae_fw-la praedestinationis_fw-la incipit_fw-la a_o vulneribus_fw-la christi_fw-la 2._o tim._n 1._o 9_o eccles._n 12._o 10._o luk._n 10._o 32_o pro._n 15._o 15_o 1_o cor._n 2._o 9_o est_fw-la atiquid_fw-la quod_fw-la ex_fw-la magno_fw-la viro_fw-la vel_fw-la tacente_fw-la proficias_fw-la 9_o object_n answ._n imagination_n and_o thought_n not_o free_a 2_o cor._n 10._o 5_o 1_o cor._n 14._o 25._o 1._o 2._o 3_o job_n 27._o 12._o joh_n 6._o 46._o similitude_n mater_fw-la errorum_fw-la eph._n 4._o 22._o 1_o tim._n 6._o 9_o prov._n 19_o 2._o joh._n 4._o 24._o object_n answ._n not_o impossible_a to_o â—…ule_v the_o imagination_n and_o how_o misconceit_n about_o imagination_n to_o be_v avoid_v 1._o 1._o thess._n 5_o 22._o act._n 26._o 24._o mat._n 11._o 19_o 2._o eccles._n 7._o 17._o 1._o cor._n 3._o 16_o 17._o 3._o this_o a_o very_a pertinent_a doctrine_n and_o why_o laesa_fw-la phantasia_fw-la divers_a principle_n of_o man_n action_n 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o 5._o there_o be_v a_o help_n for_o we_o against_o troublesin_n other_o pro._n 17._o 17._o 1._o 2._o 3._o 1._o sam._n 2._o 25._o pro._n 14._o 14._o ideo_fw-la amicus_fw-la deest_fw-la quia_fw-la nihildeest_fw-la prov._n 29._o 1._o job_n 2._o 12._o job_n 6._o 14._o 1._o 2._o 3_o luk._n 1._o 41._o grace_n necessary_a in_o deal_v with_o another_o 1._o 2._o 3._o 1._o cor._n 13._o 6._o act._n 13_o 18._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d non_fw-fr est_fw-fr i_o will_v â—…re_v si_fw-la quid_fw-la ferendam_fw-la est_fw-la &_o probare_fw-la si_fw-la quid_fw-la probanduns_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la further_a direction_n 3._o act_n 16._o 31_o col._n 3._o 14._o psal._n 41._o 1._o 1._o thess._n 5._o 14._o ezek._n 34_o 4_o si_fw-mi illatas_fw-la molestias_fw-la lingua_fw-la dicat_fw-la a_o conscientia_fw-la dolour_n emanat_fw-la vulnera_fw-la enim_fw-la clausa_fw-la plus_fw-la cruciant_fw-la greg._n mat._n 4._o gen._n 3._o eccles._n 4._o 9_o 1._o 2._o 3._o solatium_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la haeere_o cuipectus_fw-la aperias_fw-la ambros._n 2._o sam._n 1._o 20._o phil._n 2._o 27._o miscarriage_n in_o the_o party_n that_o need_v to_o be_v comfort_v 1._o 2._o sam._n 23._o 15._o 3._o job_n 2._o quest._n quest._n answ._n ergo_v it_o a_o liberi_fw-la esse_fw-la volunt_fw-la ut_fw-la nec_fw-la deum_fw-la volunt_fw-la habere_fw-la dominum_fw-la aug._n de_fw-fr spir._n &_o lit._n john_n 15._o certum_fw-la
est_fw-la nos_fw-la velle_fw-la cum_fw-la volumus_fw-la sed_fw-la ille_fw-la facit_fw-la ut_fw-la velimus_fw-la aug._n duty_n 1._o 2._o obser._n 1._o 2._o rom._n 8._o 28._o 3._o 4._o jam._n 5._o 17._o 5._o gen._n 8._o 11._o object_n answ._n trust_v in_o god_n though_o a_o offend_a god_n psal._n 97._o 10_o 6._o vnde_fw-la hoc_fw-la montrum_fw-la &_o quare_fw-la istud_fw-la aug._n confess_v non_fw-la ex_fw-la toto_fw-la vult_fw-la non_fw-la ex_fw-la toto_fw-la imperat_fw-la in_fw-la tantum_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la quod_fw-la imperat_fw-la in_fw-la quantum_fw-la non_fw-la vult_fw-la 7._o isaiah_n 26._o 3._o ephes._n 6._o 10._o psal._n 80._o 19_o animus_fw-la aeger_fw-la semper_fw-la errat_fw-la 8._o jussisti_fw-la domine_fw-la &_o sic_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la omnis_fw-la inordinatus_fw-la affectus_fw-la sibi_fw-la sit_fw-la poena_fw-la aug._n gen._n 3._o god_n and_o the_o soul_n must_v be_v bring_v together_o by_o trust_n jonah_n 1._o 17_o dan._n 3._o esa._n 28._o 29._o 1._o 2._o 3._o 1_o cor._n 5._o 19_o 4._o 5._o exo._n 34._o 6._o exod._n 33._o 16._o 1._o 2._o 6._o 7._o what_o god_n be_v he_o make_v good_a by_o providence_n deut._n 19_o 5_o prov._n 21._o 1._o ps._n 135._o 6._o 1._o 2._o intimior_fw-la intimo_fw-la nostro_fw-la 3._o 4._o psal._n 125._o 3_o deus_fw-la est_fw-la prima_fw-la causa_fw-la cujuscunque_fw-la non_fw-la esse_fw-la esther_n 6._o 1._o divinum_fw-la consilium_fw-la dum_fw-la devitatur_fw-la impletur_fw-la humana_fw-la sapientia_fw-la dum_fw-la reluctatur_fw-la comprehenditur_fw-la greg._n ex._n 10._o 11._o psal._n 39_o 9_o leu._n 10._o 1_o 2._o psal._n 73._o 1._o 2._o voluntas_fw-la dei_fw-la necessitas_fw-la rei_fw-la 2_o sam._n 15._o 26._o 1_o sam._n 3._o 18._o act_n 21._o 14_o vox_fw-la veer_fw-la christianorum_fw-la rev._n 6._o 10._o 3._o propria_fw-la voluntas_fw-la deum_fw-la quantum_fw-la in_o ipsa_fw-la eximit_fw-la prov._n 3._o 6._o esa._n 48._o 10._o 4._o quest._n 1._o answ._n summa_fw-la ratio_fw-la quae_fw-la pro_fw-la religione_fw-la sacit_fw-la 2._o 3._o nimis_fw-la angusta_fw-la innocentia_fw-la â—…st_fw-la ad_fw-la legem_fw-la bonam_fw-la esse_fw-la 5._o sententia_fw-la boni_fw-la viri_fw-la 6._o 7._o 8._o phil._n 2._o 4._o dan._n 3._o there_o must_v be_v a_o discovery_n of_o the_o mind_n of_o god_n as_o well_o as_o of_o his_o nature_n 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o 5._o rome_n 8._o 39_o heb._n 13._o 8._o 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o 5._o psal._n 19_o 7._o trust_v must_v answer_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n why_o say_v so_o requisite_a in_o christian_n 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o jere._n 31._o 3._o mat._n 9_o 20._o direction_n about_o trust_v 1._o it_o must_v be_v by_o divine_a light_n esa._n 54._o 13_o 2._o by_o subdue_a and_o change_v the_o will_n 3._o by_o carry_v the_o whole_a soul_n to_o god_n 4._o by_o put_v case_n to_o ourselves_o psal._n 3._o 6._o psal._n 46._o 3._o psal._n 27._o 3._o 5._o by_o fit_v the_o promise_n to_o every_o condition_n of_o our_o life_n 6._o by_o trust_v in_o god_n alone_o 7._o 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o 5._o 8._o by_o trust_v god_n for_o all_o thing_n in_o all_o time_n 9_o by_o trust_v god_n when_o it_o see_v no_o help_n 2_o cor._n 5._o 7._o why_o god_n suffer_v his_o child_n to_o fall_v into_o great_a extremity_n 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o christian_n shall_v trust_v god_n most_o in_o the_o worst_a time_n esa._n 50._o 10_o 1._o psal._n 31._o 7._o 2._o 10._o by_o call_v to_o mind_n former_a experience_n of_o god_n love_n psal._n 22._o 4._o psal._n 9_o 10._o psal._n 119._o 140._o psal._n 12._o 6._o christian_n shall_v communicate_v their_o experience_n psal._n 66._o 19_o ps._n 142._o 7._o 11._o by_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n 12._o by_o set_v a_o high_a price_n upon_o faith_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 7._o luke_n 17._o 6_o hos._n 8._o 12._o the_o mean_n to_o get_v a_o high_a esteem_n of_o faith_n be_v to_o undervalue_v all_o thing_n else_o object_n answ._n 1._o 2._o james_n 1._o 8._o luk._n 16._o 13_o joh._n 5._o 44._o psal._n 30._o 6._o 1._o 2._o psa._n 62._o 10_o jere._n 17._o 5._o eccles._n 1._o 2._o eccles._n 12._o 13._o 1._o 2._o esa._n 47._o 10_o 3._o 4._o we_o shall_v labour_v to_o subdue_v the_o first_o inclination_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o the_o creature_n 1_o cor._n 13._o 11._o 13._o our_o trust_n shall_v follow_v god_n order_n of_o promise_v eph._n 1._o 20._o defect_n in_o life_n rise_v from_o defect_n in_o trust_n satan_n study_n be_v to_o unloose_v our_o heart_n from_o god_n heb._n 3._o 12._o what_o trust_v in_o god_n be_v the_o trial_n of_o trust_n 1._o it_o can_v and_o be_v willing_a to_o endure_v trial_n psal._n 39_o 7._o 2._o it_o look_v to_o all_o the_o promise_n fides_n non_fw-la eligit_fw-la objectum_fw-la 3._o it_o make_v the_o soul_n bold_a 1._o 4._o yet_o humble_a motus_fw-la ex_fw-la indigentia_fw-la 5._o trust_n be_v dependent_a 6._o and_o obsequion_n phil._n 2._o 12_o 13._o heb._n 12._o 5._o 1_o pet._n 4._o 7._o it_o serve_v god_n providence_n in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n tim._n 5._o 5._o gen._n 2._o 2._o dan._n 5._o 23._o pro._n 30._o 25_o 8._o it_o run_v not_o before_o god_n 9_o it_o still_v and_o quiet_v the_o soul_n upon_o good_a ground_n psal._n 29._o 2._o nihil_fw-la est_fw-la tentatio_fw-la vel_fw-la universi_fw-la mundi_fw-la &_o totius_fw-la inferni_fw-la in_o unum_fw-la conflata_fw-la ad_fw-la eam_fw-la qua_fw-la deus_fw-la contrarius_fw-la homini_fw-la ponitur_fw-la luther_n tentatio_fw-la blasphemiarum_fw-la jon._n 2._o 4._o isaiah_n 50._o 10_o esa._n 63._o 16_o 2_o cor._n 1._o 4._o object_n answ._n 2_o cor._n 5._o 21_o psal._n 38._o object_n answ._n mic._n 7._o 18._o psal._n 51._o rom._n 5._o 17_o god_n mercy_n not_o to_o be_v limit_v isaiah_n 55._o 8._o zac._n 13._o 1._o isaiah_n 55._o 8._o sin_n of_o continuance_n dangerous_a how_o to_o deal_v with_o such_o as_o have_v live_v long_o in_o sin_n bonitas_fw-la invicti_fw-la non_fw-la vincitur_fw-la &_o infinita_fw-la miserecordia_fw-la non_fw-la finitur_fw-la fulgent_n cavenduâ—…_n est_fw-la vulnus_fw-la quod_fw-la dolore_fw-la curatur_fw-la rom._n 3._o 26._o jer._n 3._o 2._o object_n answ._n object_n answ._n luke_n 15._o caution_n object_n answ._n 1._o sorrow_n not_o require_v for_o itself_o as_o sorrow_n ans._n 2._o the_o great_a sorrow_n can_v make_v no_o satisfaction_n for_o sin_n ans._n 3._o cause_n of_o our_o want_n of_o grief_n for_o sin_n 1._o want_v of_o consideration_n use_v of_o cross_n 2._o want_v of_o a_o divine_a work_n 3._o a_o kind_n of_o doublenes_n of_o heart_n selfe-deniall_n 2_o cor._n 7._o 10._o 4._o 5._o because_o god_n see_v not_o grief_n so_o fit_a for_o one_o disposition_n as_o another_o earnest_a desire_n of_o too_o much_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n dangerous_a mr._n leaver_n caution_n the_o most_o constant_a state_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o regard_n of_o sin_n quest._n answ._n 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o a_o never-failing_a character_n of_o a_o good_a soul_n 5._o quest._n 1._o when_o the_o soul_n be_v sufficient_o humble_v 2._o fear_n be_v the_o awband_n of_o the_o soul_n 3._o 4._o 5._o how_o to_o know_v that_o we_o hate_v sin_n right_o 1._o 2._o 3._o 4._o what_o we_o must_v do_v in_o want_n of_o grief_n for_o sin_n 1._o 2._o isaiah_n 63._o 3._o all_o a_o christian_n grief_n be_v not_o at_o first_o grief_n arise_v not_o always_o from_o our_o pore_v on_o sin_n 4._o that_o there_o may_v be_v a_o spice_n of_o popery_n in_o this_o our_o earnest_a desire_n of_o much_o grief_n the_o scope_n of_o this_o discourse_n of_o grief_n mat._n 5._o that_o the_o great_a conflict_n in_o we_o betwixt_o grace_n and_o corruption_n do_v also_o much_o cast_v we_o down_o proximorum_fw-la odiae_fw-la sunt_fw-la acerbissima_fw-la rom._n 7._o rom._n 7._o that_o the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o this_o sharp_a conflict_n shall_v cause_v we_o to_o trust_v the_o more_o in_o god_n object_n of_o peâ—…severance_n to_o the_o end_n answer_v answ._n pet._n 2._o object_n answ._n zach._n 4._o 7._o psal_n 95._o object_n answ._n ephes._n 5._o object_n answ._n object_n answ._n 1._o 2._o 1._o for_o outward_a evil_n amaziah_n 2._o for_o the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n of_o our_o nature_n and_o condition_n psal._n 116._o job_n 6._o 15._o joh._n 16._o 32._o solus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la cui_fw-la christus_fw-la comes_fw-la est_fw-la cypr._n tim._n 17._o ps._n 69._o 120_o comfort_n in_o departure_n of_o friend_n mat._n 12._o 50_o comfort_n in_o sickness_n mean_v not_o to_o be_v rely_v on_o optimi_fw-la sumus_fw-la dum_fw-la infirmi_fw-la sumus_fw-la 2_o cor._n 1._o 9_o sin_n the_o great_a trouble_n avoid_v not_o trouble_v by_o fin_n 1_o pet._n 4._o 3._o 21._o john_n 1_o isaiah_n 50._o â—…lt_n â—…lt_n meâ—…or_fw-la est_fw-la tristitia_fw-la iniqua_fw-la patientis_fw-la quam_fw-la â—…titia_fw-la iniqua_fw-la facientis_fw-la aug._n luk._n â—…3_n 34_o comfort_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n joh._n 11._o 25_o comfort_n from_o the_o state_n after_o death_n john_n 14._o 2._o 1_o thes._n 〈◊〉_d comfort_n in_o regard_n of_o our_o general_a call_n exod._n 7._o 11_o jam._n 1._o 5._o caution_n