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law_n of_o its_o god_n when_o it_o be_v prick_v to_o the_o heart_n act_v 2.37_o and_o be_v under_o very_o deep_a compunction_n and_o contrition_n of_o soul_n and_o mourn_v and_o lament_v for_o its_o grievous_a wickedness_n when_o it_o be_v afraid_a of_o the_o anger_n and_o indignation_n of_o that_o god_n who_o it_o have_v offend_v and_o have_v a_o just_a dread_n of_o those_o punishment_n it_o know_v it_o have_v deserve_v when_o it_o be_v under_o great_a conviction_n of_o the_o folly_n and_o evil_n of_o its_o sin_n and_o be_v very_o sensible_a of_o the_o sad_a fruit_n and_o consequence_n of_o those_o thing_n whereof_o it_o be_v now_o ashamed_a when_o it_o consider_v how_o little_a benefit_n and_o advantage_n it_o ever_o get_v by_o they_o when_o it_o commit_v they_o and_o to_o what_o a_o sad_a account_n they_o now_o turn_v and_o how_o that_o the_o end_n of_o they_o be_v like_a to_o be_v death_n and_o damnation_n this_o inward_a sense_n and_o godly_a sorrow_n if_o it_o continue_v upon_o the_o mind_n and_o go_v not_o off_o like_o a_o morning_n dew_n or_o a_o hasty_a cloud_n or_o sudden_a storm_n will_v sure_o work_v repentance_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o will_v bring_v it_o to_o perfect_a and_o true_a repentance_n not_o only_o to_o confession_n and_o humiliation_n and_o afflict_v its_o soul_n by_o fast_v and_o put_v on_o sackcloth_n and_o ash_n which_o may_v be_v sign_n and_o attendant_n sometime_o but_o no_o proper_a part_n or_o act_n of_o true_a repentance_n but_o this_o will_v beget_v in_o it_o good_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n of_o become_v better_a and_o forsake_v its_o sin_n hearty_a wish_n that_o it_o have_v never_o commit_v they_o and_o sincere_a vow_n and_o intention_n to_o forsake_v they_o for_o whilst_o it_o have_v that_o sense_n upon_o its_o mind_n it_o can_v well_o do_v otherwise_o now_o this_o be_v a_o very_a good_a beginning_n and_o a_o very_a good_a part_n of_o repentance_n and_o it_o want_v nothing_o to_o make_v it_o true_a perfect_a and_o complete_a but_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n meet_v for_o repentance_n matth._n 3.8_o act_n 26.20_o that_o be_v all_o this_o have_v a_o effect_n upon_o the_o life_n and_o action_n mend_v and_o reform_v those_o and_o make_v they_o suitable_a and_o agreeable_a to_o those_o inward_a thought_n and_o passion_n of_o mind_n that_o we_o may_v be_v not_o only_o renew_v in_o our_o mind_n but_o become_v new_a man_n and_o new_a creature_n and_o walk_v in_o newness_n of_o life_n rom._n 6.4_o that_o we_o may_v put_v off_o concern_v the_o former_a conversation_n the_o old_a man_n which_o be_v corrupt_a according_a to_o the_o deceitful_a lust_n and_o may_v put_v on_o the_o new_a man_n which_o after_o god_n be_v create_v in_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n eph._n 4.22_o 24._o that_o we_o put_v off_o the_o body_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o flesh_n coloss_n 2.11_o that_o if_o we_o have_v yield_v our_o member_n servant_n to_o uncleanness_n and_o to_o iniquity_n unto_o iniquity_n so_o now_o that_o we_o yield_v our_o member_n servant_n of_o righteousness_n unto_o holiness_n rom._n 6.19_o that_o we_o be_v wash_v that_o we_o be_v cleanse_v 1_o cor._n 6.11_o that_o we_o sin_v no_o more_o john_n 5.14_o that_o deny_v ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n we_o live_v sober_o righteous_o and_o godly_a in_o this_o present_a world_n tit._n 2.12_o for_o repentance_n be_v the_o whole_a practical_a condition_n of_o christianity_n and_o together_o with_o faith_n make_v up_o the_o entire_a duty_n of_o a_o christian_a as_o st._n paul_n sum_v it_o up_o act_v 20.21_o testify_v both_o to_o the_o jew_n and_o to_o the_o greek_n repentance_n towards_o god_n and_o faith_n towards_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n that_o we_o who_o be_v enemy_n to_o god_n by_o our_o wicked_a work_n may_v be_v reconcile_v to_o he_o by_o conversion_n and_o obedience_n and_o may_v become_v holy_a and_o unblamable_a and_o unreprovable_a in_o his_o sight_n coloss_n 1.21_o 22._o that_o we_o be_v make_v free_a from_o sin_n and_o become_v servant_n to_o god_n may_v have_v our_o fruit_n unto_o holiness_n and_o the_o end_n everlasting_a life_n rom._n 6.22_o which_o be_v the_o full_a and_o excellent_a description_n which_o be_v give_v we_o in_o the_o new_a testament_n of_o this_o duty_n of_o repentance_n which_o make_v actual_a reformation_n and_o obedience_n essential_a to_o it_o and_o which_o make_v it_o consist_v plain_o in_o these_o two_o thing_n i._o apoc._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d quaest_n athanas_n ascript_n q._n 133._o the_o parab_n 72._o p._n 435._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n chrus_n hom._n 10._o in_o math._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aret._n in_o 3._o c._n apoc._n in_o a_o relinquish_a and_o forsake_v every_o sin_n or_o all_o the_o sin_n we_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o ii_o in_o perform_v and_o practise_v the_o virtue_n contrary_a to_o those_o sin_n in_o st._n peter_n phrase_n eschew_v evil_a and_o do_v good_a 1_o pet._n 3.11_o i_o e._n the_o good_a that_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o former_a evil_n i._o a_o reliquish_a and_o forsake_v every_o sin_n or_o all_o the_o sin_n we_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o we_o must_v first_o break_v off_o the_o practice_n of_o those_o and_o cease_v from_o any_o one_o act_n of_o they_o and_o so_o we_o shall_v by_o degree_n break_v the_o strength_n and_o force_n of_o they_o upon_o our_o mind_n for_o as_o all_o habit_n grow_v upon_o we_o by_o many_o repeat_v act_n which_o be_v like_o so_o many_o stroke_n as_o it_o be_v beat_v upon_o the_o mind_n that_o do_v form_n and_o fashion_v it_o into_o such_o a_o habit_n and_o disposition_n so_o when_o this_o force_n and_o impression_n be_v take_v off_o the_o habit_n will_v grow_v more_o weak_a and_o languid_a and_o the_o mind_n will_v be_v able_a to_o recover_v and_o unbend_v itself_o from_o it_o let_v we_o then_o resolute_o cease_v from_o act_v and_o certain_o if_o any_o thing_n be_v in_o our_o power_n our_o outward_a action_n be_v and_o we_o shall_v find_v that_o the_o most_o habitual_a sin_n will_v fade_v and_o wither_v as_o be_v without_o that_o recruit_v which_o shall_v feed_v and_o nourish_v it_o for_o all_o habit_n grow_v by_o new_a and_o repeat_v act_n as_o a_o tree_n by_o the_o accession_n of_o new_a sap_n into_o its_o branch_n and_o if_o they_o be_v not_o supply_v with_o these_o they_o will_v decay_v and_o die_v of_o themselves_o if_o we_o can_v but_o put_v a_o little_a stop_n to_o our_o lust_n in_o their_o violent_a career_n and_o check_v but_o a_o few_o act_n of_o they_o this_o will_v keep_v they_o from_o be_v so_o unruly_a and_o ungovernable_a till_o in_o time_n we_o may_v whole_o master_n and_o conquer_v they_o the_o sinner_n must_v first_o keep_v himself_o from_o the_o outward_a act_n from_o touch_v the_o unclean_a thing_n wherewith_o he_o be_v defile_v he_o must_v refrain_v his_o foot_n from_o every_o evil_a way_n and_o go_v on_o no_o further_a in_o a_o wrong_a path_n that_o so_o he_o may_v return_v into_o the_o way_n of_o virtue_n if_o his_o repentance_n do_v not_o make_v he_o break_v off_o every_o transgression_n and_o keep_v he_o back_o from_o every_o sin_n and_o restrain_v he_o from_o the_o commission_n of_o what_o he_o be_v former_o guilty_a of_o though_o it_o make_v he_o never_o so_o much_o trouble_v and_o dissatisfy_v with_o what_o he_o do_v though_o he_o commit_v it_o with_o never_o so_o much_o reluctancy_n and_o be_v never_o so_o sorrowful_a for_o it_o after_o he_o have_v do_v it_o yet_o if_o he_o still_o commit_v it_o and_o repeat_v it_o when_o a_o temptation_n be_v offer_v to_o he_o he_o be_v very_o far_o from_o true_a repentance_n and_o let_v he_o be_v never_o so_o unwilling_o drag_v to_o it_o so_o that_o the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v he_o will_v not_o let_v he_o
and_o the_o folly_n of_o it_o be_v so_o visible_a and_o so_o amaze_a that_o no_o man_n of_o common_a prudence_n no_o man_n in_o his_o wit_n one_o will_v think_v shall_v neglect_v to_o do_v it_o it_o be_v so_o important_a so_o weighty_a so_o absolute_o necessary_a a_o duty_n that_o our_o saviour_n most_o earnest_o press_v it_o in_o several_a discourse_n and_o propose_v it_o in_o two_o or_o three_o parable_n that_o it_o may_v make_v a_o more_o strong_a and_o lively_a impression_n upon_o our_o mind_n in_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o wise_a and_o foolish_a virgin_n mat._n 25._o at_o the_o beginning_n where_o the_o come_n of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n be_v compare_v to_o the_o unexpected_a come_n of_o the_o bridegroom_n at_o midnight_n ver_fw-la 6._o in_o other_o to_o a_o master_n surprise_v his_o servant_n unaware_o at_o the_o second_o or_o three_o watch_n luke_n 12.38_o matth._n 24._o at_o the_o latter_a end_n and_o in_o both_o the_o evangelist_n to_o a_o thief_n steal_v upon_o a_o man_n at_o a_o unknown_a and_o uncertain_a hour_n of_o the_o night_n the_o design_n of_o all_o which_o be_v to_o press_v this_o great_a duty_n upon_o we_o of_o be_v always_o watchful_a and_o always_o do_v our_o duty_n and_o always_o prepare_v for_o our_o lord_n come_v this_o be_v the_o inference_n which_o christ_n draw_v from_o all_o those_o parable_n and_o discourse_n be_v you_o therefore_o ready_a for_o the_o son_n of_o man_n come_v at_o a_o hour_n when_o you_o think_v not_o luke_n 12.40_o christ_n often_o call_v himself_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o as_o such_o he_o be_v to_o be_v our_o judge_n and_o as_o a_o judge_n he_o be_v say_v to_o come_v when_o ever_o he_o pass_v judgement_n upon_o we_o and_o therefore_o st._n james_n represent_v the_o nearness_n of_o his_o judgement_n by_o that_o phrase_n behold_v the_o judge_n stand_v before_o the_o door_n jam._n 5.9_o and_o his_o execute_n judgement_n and_o destruction_n upon_o jerusalem_n be_v call_v his_o come_n matth._n 24.3_o and_o as_o his_o final_a public_a judgement_n of_o all_o the_o world_n at_o the_o last_o day_n be_v call_v his_o come_n 1_o cor._n 15.23_o and_o several_a time_n in_o that_o chapter_n of_o st._n matthew_n so_o his_o private_a judge_v of_o we_o at_o our_o death_n be_v his_o come_n also_o mean_v by_o these_o several_a parable_n and_o for_o that_o come_n of_o his_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v always_o ready_a i._n e._n always_o prepare_v for_o die_v here_o i_o shall_v show_v i._o that_o this_o readiness_n or_o preparation_n consist_v only_o in_o repentance_n and_o a_o holy_a life_n as_o the_o fruit_n and_o perfection_n of_o it_o ii_o the_o great_a obligation_n we_o have_v to_o be_v always_o thus_o ready_a and_o prepare_v for_o death_n i._o this_o readiness_n or_o preparation_n for_o death_n consist_v only_o in_o repentance_n and_o a_o good_a life_n as_o the_o fruit_n of_o it_o for_o nothing_o else_o can_v fit_v we_o to_o die_v but_o to_o repent_v and_o live_v well_o neither_o can_v there_o be_v any_o other_o readiness_n and_o preparation_n for_o death_n but_o only_o that_o for_o we_o must_v not_o imagine_v that_o we_o can_v be_v ready_a on_o a_o sudden_a and_o that_o though_o we_o be_v utter_o unprepared_a before_o that_o at_o a_o few_o day_n or_o hour_n warning_n we_o can_v make_v ourselves_o ready_a and_o fit_a to_o die_v no_o our_o whole_a life_n at_o least_o a_o considerable_a part_n of_o it_o be_v to_o be_v spend_v in_o make_v ourselves_o ready_a for_o we_o must_v not_o think_v that_o our_o soul_n can_v like_o our_o body_n be_v dress_v in_o a_o few_o moment_n or_o that_o we_o can_v be_v fit_a to_o meet_v the_o bridegroom_n when_o he_o call_v we_o in_o haste_n and_o on_o a_o sudden_a virtuous_a habit_n be_v not_o put_v on_o in_o a_o moment_n nor_o can_v vicious_a one_o be_v so_o easy_o and_o quick_o cast_v off_o as_o our_o clothes_n be_v no_o rather_o like_o disease_n that_o be_v chronical_a and_o have_v by_o long_a time_n be_v grow_v upon_o we_o they_o require_v long_a time_n and_o great_a care_n and_o much_o pain_n and_o many_o remedy_n and_o a_o timely_a course_n before_o they_o can_v be_v cure_v and_o get_v off_o and_o before_o we_o can_v be_v well_o and_o so_o ready_a to_o meet_v the_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o a_o few_o penitential_a tear_n upon_o a_o deathbed_n will_v wash_v away_o the_o filth_n of_o a_o wicked_a life_n or_o cleanse_v a_o guilty_a and_o pollute_a soul_n that_o have_v be_v many_o year_n contract_v a_o habitual_a uncleanness_n who_o sin_n stick_v to_o it_o like_o a_o old_a leprosy_n and_o have_v eat_v like_o rust_n or_o a_o canker_n into_o the_o very_a heart_n and_o substance_n of_o it_o and_o yet_o they_o must_v be_v all_o get_v out_o by_o repentance_n and_o the_o soul_n must_v be_v make_v sound_n and_o clear_a and_o recover_v itself_o into_o a_o virtuous_a and_o good_a habit_n before_o it_o can_v be_v ready_a for_o another_o world_n and_o due_o prepare_v for_o a_o future_a state_n indeed_o there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n to_o be_v make_v according_a to_o the_o past_a course_n of_o man_n life_n there_o may_v be_v a_o great_a many_o such_o happy_a soul_n who_o by_o a_o very_a careful_a education_n and_o the_o good_a example_n of_o their_o parent_n and_o other_o and_o by_o a_o virtuous_a disposition_n and_o inclination_n in_o themselves_o and_o above_o all_o by_o the_o grace_n and_o providence_n of_o god_n have_v be_v always_o keep_v from_o great_a and_o mortal_a sin_n and_o so_o never_o fall_v into_o a_o bad_a and_o damnable_a state_n all_o their_o life_n but_o be_v always_o virtuous_a and_o innocent_a as_o to_o any_o such_o offence_n as_o shall_v forfeit_v and_o endanger_v their_o salvation_n by_o the_o term_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n without_o that_o we_o be_v all_o in_o a_o damnable_a state_n and_o the_o scripture_n have_v conclude_v all_o under_o sin_n without_o that_o gal._n 3.22_o for_o we_o have_v all_o sin_v and_o come_v short_a of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o of_o that_o 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if_o some_o man_n be_v more_o afraid_a of_o death_n than_o they_o be_v and_o as_o i_o be_o sure_a they_o have_v all_o reason_n to_o be_v that_o so_o they_o may_v be_v bring_v off_o from_o their_o evil_a way_n and_o not_o run_v headlong_o upon_o those_o danger_n which_o be_v very_o near_o they_o though_o they_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o they_o the_o sword_n hang_v over_o their_o head_n though_o they_o do_v not_o see_v it_o and_o nothing_o but_o the_o thin_a thread_n of_o life_n keep_v it_o from_o fall_v upon_o they_o they_o walk_v blindfold_a upon_o the_o brink_n of_o hell_n and_o damnation_n and_o it_o will_v be_v well_o of_o fear_n will_v open_v their_o eye_n and_o make_v they_o recover_v themselves_o before_o death_n make_v it_o too_o late_a nothing_o can_v true_o and_o thorough_o arm_v we_o against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n but_o repentance_n and_o a_o good_a life_n to_o those_o who_o have_v live_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o they_o death_n be_v a_o very_a harmless_a thing_n it_o 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now_o offer_v eternal_a thanksgiving_n and_o pay_v his_o vow_n of_o praise_n to_o his_o great_a deliverer_n and_o rejoice_v evermore_o in_o his_o glorious_a and_o heavenly_a salvation_n chap._n iii_o whether_o all_o sin_n be_v pardonable_a and_o may_v have_v the_o benefit_n of_o repentance_n i_o be_o next_o to_o consider_v whether_o all_o sin_n be_v pardonable_a and_o may_v have_v this_o benefit_n of_o repentance_n this_o have_v be_v deny_v by_o a_o great_a many_o and_o particular_o by_o the_o novatian_o who_o will_v not_o allow_v pardon_n and_o absolution_n to_o wilful_a and_o great_a sin_n commit_v after_o baptism_n and_o this_o be_v charge_v upon_o smalcius_n and_o other_o socinian_o that_o they_o deny_v the_o same_o to_o heinous_a and_o habitual_a sin_n of_o relapse_n into_o which_o any_o shall_v fall_v after_o they_o have_v once_o repent_v and_o be_v free_v from_o they_o and_o there_o be_v some_o place_n of_o scripture_n that_o seem_v very_o much_o to_o favour_v these_o hard_a 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and_o make_v a_o mock_n of_o sin_n a_o abuse_v the_o scripture_n and_o ridicul_v the_o holy_a word_n of_o god_n a_o obstinate_a resistance_n of_o all_o the_o motion_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n upon_o our_o mind_n these_o and_o such_o like_a gross_a and_o obstinate_a impiety_n though_o i_o do_v not_o think_v they_o be_v any_o of_o they_o the_o very_a sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n for_o that_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v extend_v further_a than_o we_o have_v a_o warrant_n from_o scripture_n yet_o they_o be_v so_o many_o approach_n as_o it_o be_v to_o it_o and_o have_v more_o of_o the_o ill_a symptom_n of_o that_o upon_o they_o and_o therefore_o we_o ought_v especial_o to_o avoid_v they_o lest_o they_o bring_v we_o by_o degree_n into_o that_o sad_a state_n which_o be_v unpardonable_a for_o though_o one_o sin_n i_o believe_v do_v not_o do_v this_o yet_o a_o great_a many_o may_v and_o especial_o such_o as_o those_o which_o do_v so_o waste_v the_o conscience_n and_o corrupt_v the_o 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sect_n iii_o of_o concupiscence_n the_o lusting_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o struggle_v between_o that_o and_o the_o spirit_n the_o right_a understanding_n of_o ourselves_o be_v very_o necessary_a to_o the_o right_a understanding_n of_o religion_n religion_n be_v fit_v and_o adapt_v to_o humane_a nature_n in_o its_o present_a state_n and_o capacity_n in_o this_o world_n and_o be_v design_v not_o to_o destroy_v it_o but_o to_o perfect_a and_o improve_v it_o and_o raise_v it_o to_o its_o true_a happiness_n and_o perfection_n we_o can_v be_v like_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n nor_o like_o pure_a and_o glorious_a spirit_n whilst_o we_o live_v here_o upon_o earth_n and_o have_v body_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n unite_v to_o our_o soul_n god_n who_o make_v we_o and_o know_v our_o frame_n do_v not_o intend_v to_o destroy_v and_o undo_v his_o own_o creation_n by_o the_o precept_n of_o religion_n nor_o make_v we_o cease_v to_o be_v man_n by_o become_a christian_n we_o find_v indeed_o in_o ourselves_o a_o great_a many_o weakness_n and_o corruption_n strong_a passion_n and_o sensual_a inclination_n which_o if_o we_o do_v not_o wise_o govern_v will_v be_v great_a occasion_n of_o sin_n to_o we_o and_o if_o we_o let_v they_o loose_o will_v carry_v we_o into_o a_o thousand_o mischief_n as_o well_o as_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n they_o who_o give_v the_o reins_o to_o those_o and_o the_o full_a swinge_n to_o their_o natural_a lust_n and_o passion_n run_v into_o all_o vice_n and_o debauchery_n and_o commit_v all_o uncleanness_n with_o greediness_n and_o the_o best_a of_o man_n can_v be_v whole_o free_a from_o that_o original_a concupiscence_n and_o those_o sensual_a motion_n and_o desire_n that_o be_v not_o always_o agreeable_a to_o reason_n and_o religion_n but_o they_o complain_v of_o this_o bondage_n of_o corruption_n and_o this_o body_n of_o death_n which_o they_o can_v be_v deliver_v from_o rom._n 8.21_o and_o 7.24_o grace_n and_o religion_n though_o it_o give_v we_o another_o principle_n and_o convey_v new_a power_n of_o a_o divine_a and_o spiritual_a life_n into_o our_o soul_n yet_o whilst_o the_o animal_n and_o sensual_a life_n remain_v and_o whilst_o we_o be_v compound_v of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n as_o well_o as_o spirit_n and_o reason_n and_o have_v a_o carnal_a as_o well_o as_o spiritual_a principle_n in_o we_o there_o will_v be_v a_o mighty_a struggle_n and_o a_o great_a contest_v between_o those_o two_o and_o a_o kind_n of_o civil_a war_n in_o our_o breast_n between_o those_o different_a party_n and_o which_o of_o those_o shall_v be_v uppermost_a and_o have_v the_o chief_a power_n and_o gain_v the_o victory_n be_v the_o great_a point_n and_o the_o great_a concern_v of_o all_o virtue_n and_o religion_n since_o in_o all_o of_o we_o as_o the_o apostle_n say_v the_o flesh_n lu_v against_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o spirit_n against_o the_o flesh_n and_o these_o be_v contrary_a one_o to_o the_o other_o so_o that_o we_o can_v do_v the_o thing_n that_o we_o will_v gal._n 5.17_o and_o this_o we_o know_v by_o experience_n as_o well_o as_o by_o revelation_n now_o this_o concupiscence_n that_o remain_v in_o good_a man_n be_v often_o matter_n of_o great_a trouble_n to_o they_o and_o they_o know_v not_o what_o to_o judge_v of_o it_o or_o how_o far_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n and_o aught_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o and_o what_o way_n they_o may_v best_o overcome_v it_o i_o shall_v therefore_o to_o clear_v and_o satisfy_v their_o thought_n about_o this_o matter_n of_o the_o struggle_n or_o lust_a between_o the_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n show_v these_o three_o thing_n first_o that_o mere_a lust_a on_o either_o side_n be_v not_o what_o make_v either_o sin_n or_o virtue_n or_o denominate_v a_o bad_a or_o a_o good_a man._n second_o that_o these_o be_v the_o proper_a matter_n of_o vice_n or_o virtue_n in_o which_o the_o trial_n and_o exercise_n of_o they_o lie_v three_o that_o we_o ought_v to_o lessen_v the_o power_n of_o the_o fleshly_a lust_a and_o increase_v that_o of_o the_o spirit_n and_o what_o be_v the_o proper_a mean_n to_o do_v this_o i_o shall_v brief_o consider_v first_o that_o mere_a lust_a on_o either_o side_n be_v not_o what_o make_v either_o sin_n or_o virtue_n nor_o what_o constitute_v or_o denominate_v a_o bad_a or_o a_o good_a man_n for_o this_o lust_a be_v in_o both_o good_a and_o bad_a though_o according_a to_o several_a degree_n and_o measure_n in_o the_o one_o the_o lust_a of_o the_o flesh_n prevail_v and_o in_o the_o other_o that_o of_o the_o spirit_n and_o it_o be_v from_o this_o the_o prevalency_n of_o either_o of_o these_o and_o not_o the_o mere_a contention_n of_o they_o that_o we_o be_v count_v good_a or_o bad_a before_o god_n the_o best_a of_o man_n may_v have_v the_o same_o passion_n appetite_n and_o
mercy_n and_o judge_n himself_o as_o incapable_a of_o it_o as_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n when_o god_n spirit_n have_v leave_v he_o so_o that_o he_o can_v neither_o pray_v nor_o do_v any_o thing_n to_o relieve_v himself_o but_o lie_v as_o a_o condemn_a caitiff_n a_o malefactor_n sentence_v past_o all_o hope_n of_o pardon_n and_o only_o expect_v punishment_n and_o the_o last_o stroke_n of_o vengeance_n this_o be_v a_o sad_a a_o deplorable_a condition_n which_o i_o have_v know_v many_o a_o sinner_n in_o under_o a_o wound_a spirit_n and_o have_v one_o great_a instance_n before_o i_o when_o i_o be_v write_v this_o these_o wound_n be_v not_o feel_v indeed_o by_o many_o a_o sinner_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o blood_n in_o the_o career_n of_o his_o lust_n and_o the_o hot_a pursuit_n of_o his_o sin_n when_o in_o his_o high_a frolic_n and_o jovial_a diversion_n he_o drown_v the_o noise_n of_o his_o conscience_n or_o lull_v it_o asleep_a with_o charm_a pleasure_n or_o full_a cup_n or_o some_o 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one_o repent_v and_o say_v i_o have_v sin_v mat._n 27.3_o 4._o the_o second_o be_v exceed_v sorry_a for_o what_o he_o have_v do_v matth._n 6.26_o and_o the_o other_o be_v so_o sensible_a of_o his_o sin_n that_o he_o cry_v out_o my_o punishment_n be_v great_a than_o i_o can_v bear_v gen._n 4.13_o but_o true_a repentance_n be_v only_o know_v and_o make_v to_o be_v so_o by_o a_o habitual_a and_o last_a change_n both_o of_o mind_n and_o life_n by_o a_o actual_a amendment_n and_o reformation_n by_o a_o turn_n away_o from_o all_o our_o evil_a deed_n and_o all_o our_o wickedness_n whatsoever_o that_o we_o have_v commit_v and_o do_v that_o which_o be_v lawful_a and_o right_a which_o be_v the_o clear_a and_o full_a scripture_n expression_n that_o give_v we_o the_o true_a nature_n of_o repentance_n which_o include_v constant_a and_o actual_a obedience_n and_o destroy_v these_o foolish_a and_o wicked_a reserve_v of_o secure_v ourselves_o by_o play_v a_o aftergame_n of_o repentance_n they_o who_o design_n this_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o the_o true_a worth_n and_o excellency_n of_o religion_n but_o be_v only_o for_o make_v use_n of_o it_o for_o a_o little_a turn_n at_o the_o last_o as_o goal-bird_n learn_v to_o read_v mere_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o their_o neck-verse_n for_o though_o they_o like_o their_o sin_n much_o better_a and_o will_v always_o live_v in_o they_o it_o be_v plain_a if_o they_o be_v leave_v to_o their_o choice_n yet_o they_o at_o last_o unwilling_o bring_v themselves_o to_o part_n with_o they_o as_o man_n throw_v over_o their_o good_n in_o a_o storm_n for_o fear_n they_o shall_v be_v lose_v and_o shipwreck_v with_o they_o thus_o miserable_o do_v they_o mistake_v and_o misunderstand_v the_o true_a nature_n of_o repentance_n which_o be_v a_o perfect_a change_v the_o habit_n and_o temper_n and_o frame_v of_o a_o man_n mind_n and_o bring_v other_o thought_n and_o principle_n and_o inclination_n into_o it_o which_o be_v call_v in_o scripture_n a_o new_a heart_n and_o a_o new_a spirit_n and_o this_o produce_v a_o entire_a and_o permanent_a and_o universal_a change_n of_o the_o life_n and_o action_n and_o make_v a_o man_n become_v better_a in_o every_o particular_a and_o in_o the_o whole_a a_o very_a good_a man._n 5._o it_o be_v observable_a that_o repentance_n be_v all_o along_o in_o the_o gospel_n make_v a_o duty_n previous_a and_o antecedent_n to_o christianity_n and_o what_o be_v suppose_v to_o go_v before_o baptism_n and_o what_o be_v necessary_a beforehand_o to_o fit_v and_o prepare_v man_n to_o become_v christian_n thus_o they_o be_v to_o repent_v and_o be_v baptize_v act_v 2.38_o john_n the_o baptist_n who_o be_v to_o prepare_v the_o way_n for_o christianity_n do_v it_o by_o preach_a repentance_n for_o this_o reason_n because_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v at_o hand_n matth._n 3.2_o i_o e._n christianity_n or_o the_o state_n of_o the_o gospel_n which_o be_v agree_v by_o all_o to_o be_v there_o mean_v by_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v now_o approach_v and_o our_o bless_a saviour_n upon_o that_o principle_n and_o argument_n preach_v the_o same_o duty_n ver_fw-la 17._o from_o that_o time_n he_o begin_v to_o preach_v and_o to_o say_v repent_v for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v at_o hand_n and_o the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n preach_v this_o duty_n mark_n 6.12_o when_o they_o be_v to_o prepare_v and_o dispose_v man_n to_o receive_v christ_n and_o to_o embrace_v christianity_n and_o when_o any_o that_o be_v adult_n be_v receive_v into_o the_o church_n and_o christianity_n by_o baptism_n they_o be_v suppose_v to_o be_v penitent_n before_o they_o be_v christian_n it_o be_v a_o duty_n and_o a_o condition_n always_o employ_v and_o require_v that_o they_o repent_v of_o their_o past_a sin_n and_o sincere_o promise_v and_o resolve_v upon_o a_o new_a course_n of_o life_n that_o they_o who_o have_v their_o conversation_n in_o time_n pass_v in_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o of_o the_o mind_n and_o be_v by_o nature_n the_o child_n of_o wrath_n as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v eph._n 2.3_o i_o e._n in_o the_o state_n they_o be_v in_o before_o they_o be_v christian_n for_o the_o gospel_n consider_v all_o mankind_n as_o in_o a_o state_n of_o sin_n and_o gild_n before_o they_o be_v admit_v into_o christianity_n which_o be_v a_o state_n of_o pardon_n and_o salvation_n that_o these_o when_o they_o be_v make_v christian_n be_v to_o put_v off_o the_o old_a man_n with_o his_o deed_n col._n 3.9_o i_o e._n all_o the_o old_a habit_n and_o act_n of_o sin_n which_o they_o be_v guilty_a of_o in_o their_o unchristian_a state_n and_o be_v to_o put_v on_o the_o new_a man_n which_o after_o god_n be_v create_v in_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n eph._n 4.24_o and_o they_o be_v to_o become_v new_a creature_n in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o be_v therefore_o then_o say_v to_o be_v regenerate_v and_o to_o be_v bear_v again_o and_o be_v represent_v in_o scripture_n as_o die_v unto_o all_o sin_n in_o baptism_n that_o they_o shall_v not_o henceforth_o live_v any_o long_a therein_o rom._n 6.2_o they_o be_v bury_v with_o christ_n by_o baptism_n into_o his_o death_n that_o like_a as_o christ_n be_v raise_v from_o the_o dead_a even_o so_o we_o also_o who_o be_v baptize_v into_o his_o death_n shall_v walk_v in_o newness_n of_o life_n ver_fw-la 3._o so_o that_o after_o baptism_n we_o shall_v reckon_v ourselves_o to_o be_v dead_a unto_o sin_n but_o alive_a unto_o god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n ver_fw-la 11._o so_o that_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n be_v then_o to_o be_v put_v off_o and_o destroy_v that_o henceforth_o we_o shall_v not_o serve_v sin_n ver_fw-la 6._o thus_o though_o man_n be_v consider_v as_o sinner_n before_o their_o baptism_n
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