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his_o life_n by_o only_o touch_v the_o ark_n of_o god_n nimis_fw-la officiâ—sa_fw-la seduliâ—as_fw-la for_o too_o much_o diligence_n 6.6_o 2_o sam._n 6.6_o as_o it_o be_v therefore_o make_v not_o any_o sin_n small_a but_o bewail_v and_o leave_v they_o if_o it_o shall_v be_v say_v that_o there_o be_v many_o sin_n a_o man_n can_v know_v or_o if_o they_o be_v know_v yet_o peradventure_o we_o do_v not_o conceive_v of_o they_o as_o we_o ought_v for_o answer_v hereunto_o first_o if_o that_o ignorance_n be_v not_o affect_v ignorance_n but_o after_o a_o sort_n invincible_a because_o use_v all_o good_a mean_n to_o know_v it_o and_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o clear_a to_o he_o in_o this_o case_n bewail_v his_o know_a and_o unknown_a sin_n will_v suffice_v and_o second_o for_o the_o other_o i_o answer_v that_o we_o must_v know_v that_o how_o great_a soever_o we_o can_v conceive_v our_o sin_n to_o be_v so_o great_a they_o be_v and_o great_a according_a to_o thy_o fear_n 90.11_o ps_n 90.11_o so_o be_v 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