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and_o verse_n 5._o join_v thyself_o to_o the_o lord_n in_o a_o perpetual_a covenant_n chap._n v._n communion_n with_o christ_n shall_v be_v know_v before_o partake_v the_o four_o inference_n if_o that_o the_o worthy_a receiver_n at_o the_o lord_n table_n obtain_v the_o communion_n of_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n then_o communicant_n be_v oblige_v to_o understand_v what_o that_o be_v which_o be_v call_v communion_n with_o christ_n before_o they_o partake_v lest_o they_o be_v find_v ignorant_a of_o it_o when_o they_o partake_v consider_v then_o that_o true_a communion_n with_o christ_n be_v the_o happiness_n and_o honour_n of_o all_o who_o obtain_v it_o merit_v the_o great_a seriousness_n to_o know_v how_o sinful_a mortal_n partake_v of_o it_o and_o though_o it_o be_v wonderful_a yet_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o free_a grace_n have_v make_v it_o sure_o for_o believer_n have_v the_o privilege_n of_o enter_v into_o the_o holy_a by_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n and_o so_o obtain_v a_o 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so_o be_v make_v the_o plain_a duty_n of_o the_o people_n of_o god_n to_o seek_v after_o it_o but_o be_v also_o promise_v psal_n 140._o 13._o the_o upright_a shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o presence_n joh._n 14._o 23._o we_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o and_o make_v our_o abode_n with_o he_o so_o that_o believer_n may_v expect_v success_n to_o their_o prayer_n and_o endeavour_n after_o communion_n with_o god_n for_o faithful_a be_v he_o who_o have_v promise_v heb_fw-mi 10._o 23._o second_o the_o near_a union_n that_o be_v between_o christ_n and_o believer_n do_v undeniable_o prove_v this_o communion_n he_o be_v the_o head_n and_o believer_n the_o body_n supply_v in_o every_o part_n by_o the_o head_n
in_o act_n of_o worship_n and_o yet_o have_v no_o fellowship_n with_o god_n as_o isa_n 58._o 2._o and_o many_o be_v apt_a to_o think_v if_o they_o have_v joy_n and_o pleasure_n in_o these_o duty_n that_o then_o doubtless_o they_o have_v fellowship_n with_o god_n which_o become_v a_o snare_n to_o they_o not_o consider_v the_o deep_a deceit_n and_o hypocrisy_n of_o man_n heart_n which_o can_v easy_o stretch_v itself_o in_o the_o external_o of_o religion_n and_o that_o with_o pleasure_n that_o thereby_o they_o may_v think_v themselves_o religious_a as_o well_o as_o to_o be_v think_v so_o by_o other_o this_o yield_v they_o some_o delight_n and_o so_o much_o the_o more_o that_o notwithstanding_o of_o all_o they_o perform_v in_o religion_n they_o can_v reserve_v their_o lust_n and_o idol_n of_o heart_n entire_a even_o the_o whorish_a woman_n can_v delight_v in_o her_o peace-offering_n to_o god_n that_o she_o may_v have_v the_o more_o peace_n in_o her_o wickedness_n prov._n 7._o 14_o 15._o 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