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in_o sorrow_n and_o anguish_n the_o tongue_n express_v true_o the_o sorrow_n of_o it_o as_o the_o stroke_n on_o the_o instrument_n or_o voice_n of_o the_o singer_n answer_v the_o note_n that_o be_v prick_v in_o the_o rule_n feat_o dr._n feat_o so_o that_o by_o the_o quality_n and_o nature_n of_o the_o speech_n or_o word_n utter_v the_o inward_a condition_n the_o sincerity_n and_o soundness_n or_o unsoundnesse_n of_o its_o sorrow_n be_v common_o discover_v david_n as_o we_o see_v different_o in_o david_n david_n conscience_n be_v inward_o trouble_v for_o sin_n while_o he_o keep_v silence_n he_o find_v god_n hand_n still_o more_o heavy_a upon_o he_o then_o say_v he_o i_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n unto_o thou_o and_o my_o iniquity_n have_v i_o not_o
intercede_v for_o they_o urge_v god_n much_o with_o his_o glory_n exod._n 32.11_o 12._o so_o confess_v their_o sin_n he_o beg_v pardon_n at_o lea_n spare_v for_o they_o say_v v._o 32._o yet_o now_o if_o thou_o will_v forgive_v their_o sin_n and_o if_o not_o blot_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o out_o of_o thy_o book_n which_o thou_o have_v write_v that_o be_v the_o book_n of_o life_n or_o of_o god_n predestination_n so_o paul_n in_o his_o zeal_n of_o god_n glory_n and_o desire_v of_o his_o brethren_n the_o israelite_n salvation_n or_o wish_v the_o salvation_n of_o his_o brethren_n with_o respect_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n as_o moses_n also_o do_v serious_o and_o from_o the_o heart_n protest_v that_o as_o he_o have_v great_a heaviness_n in_o his_o heart_n in_o consideration_n of_o their_o rejection_n so_o say_v he_o i_o can_v wish_v be_v and_o paul_n be_v that_o myself_o be_v accurse_v or_o separate_v from_o christ_n for_o my_o brethren_n my_o kinsman_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n who_o be_v israelites_n etc._n etc._n rom._n 9.1_o 2_o 3._o that_o be_v not_o to_o speak_v of_o some_o other_o man_n interpretation_n as_o if_o he_o mean_v only_o of_o defer_v his_o glory_n or_o be_v deprive_v of_o it_o for_o a_o time_n or_o that_o he_o mean_v by_o christ_n the_o anoint_a priest_n or_o that_o he_o speak_v only_o hyperbolical_o or_o otherwise_o in_o a_o violent_a passion_n of_o charity_n or_o according_a to_o the_o disposition_n of_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o the_o mind_n but_o even_o to_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o glory_n and_o fruition_n of_o christ_n and_o that_o christ_n by_o his_o utter_a perish_v may_v be_v glorify_v in_o their_o salvation_n thus_o wish_v and_o as_o in_o another_o case_n it_o be_v say_v judge_v it_o better_o and_o more_o profitable_a that_o one_o member_n perish_v ibid._n mat._n 5.29_o and_o chrysost_o ibid._n and_o not_o that_o the_o whole_a body_n shall_v be_v cast_v into_o hell_n now_o whereas_o paul_n know_v he_o can_v not_o indeed_o be_v 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cast_n for_o it_o be_v not_o whether_o paul_n shall_v be_v cut_v of_o or_o the_o whole_a body_n of_o that_o nation_n neither_o be_v paul_n or_o moses_n so_o put_v to_o it_o but_o this_o i_o say_v see_v god_n have_v otherwise_o manifest_v his_o glory_n in_o their_o rejection_n for_o a_o while_n rom._n 11.31_o 32_o 33._o if_o god_n have_v require_v this_o of_o paul_n or_o of_o moses_n or_o that_o it_o have_v be_v a_o case_n whether_o they_o or_o their_o charge_n shall_v have_v perish_v so_o that_o the_o perish_v of_o the_o one_o shall_v have_v be_v the_o salvation_n of_o the_o other_o in_o this_o case_n unto_o yet_o if_o it_o be_v it_o shall_v be_v yield_v unto_o god_n glory_n in_o the_o salvation_n of_o many_o shall_v be_v prefer_v before_o the_o other_o and_o it_o be_v a_o duty_n in_o we_o also_o if_o it_o be_v require_v of_o we_o now_o in_o such_o thing_n as_o god_n may_v just_o require_v we_o be_v if_o not_o to_o desire_v the_o same_o yet_o to_o show_v a_o willingness_n and_o so_o 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whole_a world_n all_o and_o each_o shall_v have_v perish_v eternal_o though_o christ_n so_o die_v be_v not_o as_o the_o damn_a be_v and_o shall_v be_v separate_v from_o god_n be_v even_o then_o able_a to_o say_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o how_o soever_o if_o it_o hold_v true_a in_o the_o former_a branch_n concern_v other_o damnation_n then_o in_o our_o self_n also_o if_o once_o we_o know_v god_n will_n in_o it_o for_o what_o be_v we_o to_o god_n more_o than_o other_o consider_v in_o ourselves_o i_o conclude_v this_o point_n with_o the_o speech_n of_o a_o die_a man_n man_n the_o speeth_n of_o a_o die_a man_n as_o i_o have_v hear_v it_o to_o this_o effect_n relate_v who_o have_v accuse_v himself_o with_o god_n yet_o say_v he_o here_o be_v my_o comfort_n i_o be_o able_a to_o say_v that_o in_o my_o most_o serious_a thought_n i_o ever_o prefer_v god_n above_o myself_o and_o now_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o heart_n if_o my_o damnation_n may_v more_o glorify_v thou_o then_o my_o salvation_n lo_o here_o i_o be_o and_o thus_o i_o may_v true_o say_v we_o in_o all_o true_a submission_n of_o ourselves_o soul_n and_o body_n unto_o god_n aught_o to_o be_v affect_v and_o so_o i_o conclude_v this_o first_o and_o large_a use_n wherein_o if_o in_o some_o passage_n of_o it_o i_o may_v seem_v to_o have_v digress_v yet_o i_o hope_v i_o shall_v not_o be_v think_v by_o such_o especial_o as_o desire_v true_o to_o deny_v themselves_o to_o have_v transgress_v i_o not_o know_v whither_o 1642._o this_o be_v preach_v at_o dantzick_n in_o prusia_n in_o march_n 1642._o in_o regard_n of_o my_o doubtful_a stay_n among_o you_o i_o shall_v have_v like_o occasion_n again_o to_o fall_v upon_o this_o so_o necessary_a a_o argument_n of_o self-deniall_n sect_n 10._o contain_v a_o second_o use_v or_o a_o reproof_n of_o such_o as_o be_v convict_v by_o the_o word_n do_v yet_o oppose_v it_o and_o be_v all_o for_o themselves_o reproof_n second_o use_n of_o reproof_n now_o second_o the_o practice_n of_o these_o jew_n in_o my_o text_n do_v just_o reprove_v all_o such_o as_o be_v especial_o convince_v of_o their_o evil_a way_n and_o do_n by_o the_o word_n word_n 1_o generally_n of_o such_o as_o be_v convict_v do_v yet_o oppose_v the_o word_n do_v yet_o oppose_v the_o same_o and_o withstand_v the_o save_a work_n of_o it_o by_o stand_v so_o much_o upon_o their_o own_o wisdom_n will_n worth_n and_o good_a conceit_n of_o themselves_o in_o which_o through_o self-love_n and_o self-pride_n they_o can_v deny_v themselves_o in_o the_o least_o be_v we_o blind_a also_o say_v the_o
my_o face_n my_o heart_n say_v unto_o thou_o thy_o face_n lord_n will_v i_o seek_v and_o elsewhere_o lo_o i_o come_v 8._o psal_n 40.7_o 8._o i_o delight_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o my_o god_n yea_o thy_o law_n be_v within_o my_o heart_n this_o be_v chief_o verify_v in_o christ_n who_o herein_o be_v a_o example_n to_o we_o suffer_v hebr._n 10.5_o so_o if_o god_n call_v we_o to_o suffer_v of_o who_o also_o we_o must_v learn_v to_o become_v obedient_a if_o need_v be_v unto_o death_n even_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n that_o be_v the_o most_o shameful_a painful_a and_o accurse_a death_n if_o we_o be_v call_v thereunto_o for_o his_o name_n sake_n rev._n 2.10_o excuse_n in_o all_o these_o we_o must_v obey_v first_o before_z lay_v aside_o 1._o all_o excuse_n now_o in_o all_o these_o whether_o in_o matter_n of_o salvation_n religion_n and_o worship_n or_o of_o obedience_n general_o we_o be_v be_v call_v to_o obey_v god_n cheerful_o and_o sincere_o as_o be_v say_v lay_v aside_o before_z 1._o all_o excuse_n whereby_o we_o show_v ourselves_o both_o to_o obey_v as_o do_v moses_n exod._n 4.1_o 2._o 10.13_o with_o who_o god_n be_v therefore_o angry_a vers_fw-la 14._o where_o god_n enjoin_v any_o thing_n hard_a dangerous_a and_o impossible_a to_o we_o we_o must_v trust_v to_o his_o promise_a assistance_n which_o be_v ever_o imply_v 2._o delay_n 2._o all_o delay_n all_o delay_n i_o make_v haste_n say_v david_n and_o delay_v not_o to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n fear_n 3._o all_o fear_n psal_n 119.60_o 3._o all_o fear_n such_o fear_n will_v not_o excuse_v saul_n in_o his_o disobedience_n but_o increase_v his_o sin_n as_o fear_v man_n more_o than_o god_n 1_o sam._n 15.24_o let_v we_o hear_v what_o god_n say_v to_o jeremy_n whatsoever_o i_o command_v thou_o thou_o shall_v speak_v be_v not_o afraid_a of_o their_o face_n for_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o to_o deliver_v thou_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v not_o dismay_v at_o their_o face_n lest_o i_o confound_v thou_o before_o they_o jer._n 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