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to_o discern_v the_o secret_a conveyance_n and_o slight_n of_o the_o falshearted_a and_o to_o prevent_v the_o danger_n of_o they_o psal._n 119._o 98._o i_o become_v wise_a than_o my_o enemy_n because_o thy_o commandment_n be_v ever_o with_o i_o and_o that_o be_v by_o meditation_n thy_o spirit_n be_v sluggish_a and_o wearish_a thou_o want_v life_n and_o metal_n in_o the_o discharge_n of_o thy_o duty_n pray_v without_o sense_n and_o confess_v without_o sorrow_n beg_v mercy_n and_o do_v not_o affect_v it_o meditation_n will_v quicken_v thou_o in_o conference_n make_v thou_o apt_a and_o ready_a to_o all_o undertake_n store_v thou_o with_o matter_n fraught_v thy_o apprehension_n and_o tongue_n warm_a thy_o affection_n and_o make_v thou_o go_v with_o readiness_n to_o the_o work_n meditation_n add_v as_o it_o be_v wind_n to_o a_o man_n sail_n and_o wing_n to_o a_o man_n endeavour_n while_o i_o be_v muse_v my_o heart_n burn_v then_o speak_v i_o with_o my_o tongue_n psal._n 39_o 2_o 3._o if_o 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sin_n against_o thou_o he_o be_v 〈◊〉_d to_o attend_v all_o 〈◊〉_d but_o account_n most_o of_o those_o 〈◊〉_d work_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d of_o corruption_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d heart_n and_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o 〈◊〉_d from_o it_o though_o the_o truth_n which_o be_v deliver_v carry_v dread_a with_o they_o to_o the_o conscience_n rack_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o sinner_n in_o restless_a horror_n and_o perplexity_n be_v like_o the_o bitter_a pill_n and_o the_o sharp_a corrosive_n cross_a to_o the_o sinful_a security_n and_o that_o natural_a quiet_n the_o soul_n do_v covet_v yea_o to_o his_o credit_n and_o outward_a comfort_n and_o convenience_n in_o which_o he_o please_v himself_o yet_o he_o be_v content_a his_o hand_n shall_v be_v cut_v off_o and_o his_o eye_n pluck_v out_o that_o be_v that_o the_o 〈◊〉_d truth_n of_o god_n and_o powerful_a and_o plain_a dispensation_n thereof_o shall_v pluck_v away_o those_o darling_n distemper_n be_v they_o as_o profitable_a as_o a_o hand_n as_o dear_a as_o a_o eye_n rather_o than_o they_o shall_v once_o pluck_v his_o heart_n from_o the_o lord_n quarrel_n with_o the_o loathsome_a abomination_n of_o his_o nature_n which_o now_o be_v discover_v but_o glad_o welcome_n those_o soulsaving_a truth_n that_o will_v slay_v and_o subdue_v those_o sin_n and_o not_o quarrel_v with_o they_o the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v a_o good_a word_n though_o a_o convict_a terrify_a yea_o a_o condemn_a word_n to_o his_o own_o apprehension_n he_o that_o be_v sensible_a of_o his_o burden_n as_o unsupportable_a and_o pass_a strength_n he_o be_v best_o please_v with_o that_o ease_n a_o wise_a patient_n when_o by_o his_o trial_n he_o have_v find_v it_o and_o the_o consent_n of_o learned_a physician_n and_o surgeon_n have_v conclude_v that_o his_o gangren_a part_n must_v be_v cut_v off_o and_o cauterise_v can_v be_v heal_v though_o his_o nature_n shrink_v at_o it_o yet_o reason_n and_o his_o own_o preservation_n make_v he_o desire_v and_o choose_v the_o sharp_a instrument_n because_o by_o that_o his_o life_n and_o safety_n be_v best_a procure_v the_o sinner_n that_o find_v the_o burden_n of_o his_o sin_n the_o heavy_a of_o all_o other_o and_o a_o disease_n most_o deadly_a to_o his_o soul_n the_o sharp_a truth_n he_o account_v the_o safe_a and_o therefore_o take_v most_o content_a therein_o there_o shall_v no_o course_n that_o can_v be_v prescribe_v be_v it_o never_o so_o tedious_a to_o flesh_n and_o blood_n no_o mean_n that_o shall_v be_v appoint_v to_o he_o be_v they_o attend_v with_o never_o so_o much_o danger_n and_o difficulty_n but_o he_o ready_o address_v himself_o to_o the_o use_n thereof_o and_o easy_o submit_v himself_o to_o the_o counsel_n and_o authority_n and_o command_v of_o god_n therein_o will_v that_o god_n shall_v do_v any_o thing_n with_o he_o that_o he_o may_v do_v good_a to_o his_o soul_n and_o remove_v that_o which_o he_o feel_v to_o be_v the_o great_a evil_n of_o it_o as_o ely_n to_o samuel_n 1_o sam._n 3._o 17._o hide_v nothing_o from_o i_o though_o the_o heavy_a and_o hard_a of_o the_o message_n that_o he_o be_v to_o report_v a_o break_a heart_a sinner_n will_v 〈◊〉_d capitulate_v with_o the_o almighty_a stick_v with_o god_n unless_o he_o may_v have_v his_o own_o 〈◊〉_d or_o look_v for_o some_o abatement_n from_o the_o lord_n if_o the_o corruption_n be_v more_o than_o ordinary_a strong_a and_o the_o mean_n which_o be_v to_o be_v use_v be_v mervailous_o cross_a not_o only_o to_o a_o man_n corruption_n but_o to_o one_o outward_a comfort_n yea_o to_o nature_n itself_o yea_o the_o heart_n under_o this_o disposition_n yield_v quiet_o that_o the_o lord_n shall_v take_v he_o own_o course_n any_o
a_o good_a word_n 〈◊〉_d their_o person_n and_o proceed_n and_o profession_n yea_o that_o they_o will_v confess_v but_o it_o be_v direct_o against_o their_o own_o judgement_n and_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n my_o own_o heart_n often_o give_v my_o tongue_n the_o lie_n when_o i_o do_v so_o speak_v and_o so_o 〈◊〉_d their_o conversation_n otherwise_o i_o must_v have_v condemn_v 〈◊〉_d own_o course_n and_o conscience_n also_o but_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o they_o and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d be_v with_o they_o and_o a_o 〈◊〉_d will_v undoubted_o follow_v they_o ask_v why_o these_o poor_a pierce_a sinner_n do_v not_o go_v to_o the_o scribe_n they_o will_v tell_v the_o truth_n oh_o it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d that_o deceive_v we_o lead_v 〈◊〉_d draw_v we_o to_o the_o commission_n of_o this_o hellish_a wickedness_n we_o can_v call_v they_o teacher_n but_o 〈◊〉_d they_o can_v never_o help_v themselves_o therefore_o not_o help_v we_o instruction_n sound_v contrition_n and_o brokenness_n use._n of_o heart_n bring_v a_o strange_a &_o a_o sudden_a alteration_n into_o the_o world_n vary_v the_o price_n and_o value_n of_o thing_n and_o person_n beyond_o imagination_n turn_v the_o market_n upside_o down_o make_v the_o thing_n appear_v as_o they_o be_v &_o the_o person_n to_o be_v honour_v and_o respect_v as_o they_o be_v in_o truth_n that_o look_v what_o the_o truth_n determine_v reason_n approve_v and_o conscience_n witness_v that_o account_n be_v current_a in_o the_o heart_n and_o 〈◊〉_d of_o those_o who_o heart_n have_v be_v pierce_v with_o godly_a sorrow_n for_o their_o sin_n because_o 〈◊〉_d not_o by_o outward_a appearance_n as_o it_o be_v the_o guise_n of_o man_n 〈◊〉_d corrupt_a mind_n but_o upon_o experience_n that_o which_o they_o have_v find_v and_o feel_v in_o their_o own_o heart_n what_o they_o have_v see_v and_o judge_v in_o their_o own_o spirit_n they_o can_v but_o see_v so_o and_o judge_v so_o of_o other_o those_o who_o be_v mock_v as_o man_n full_a of_o new_a wine_n be_v now_o the_o precious_a servant_n of_o the_o lord_n flout_v to_o their_o 〈◊〉_d not_o long_o since_o now_o they_o attend_v they_o honour_n and_o reverence_v they_o yea_o fall_n at_o their_o very_a 〈◊〉_d it_o be_v before_o man_n and_o drunkard_n now_o man_n and_o brother_n the_o world_n you_o see_v be_v well_o amend_v but_o strange_o alter_v it_o be_v say_v of_o john_n baptist_n the_o forerunner_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o the_o scope_n of_o 〈◊〉_d doctrine_n be_v main_o to_o prepare_v the_o way_n for_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v say_v of_o he_o that_o elias_n be_v come_v and_o have_v reform_v all_o 〈◊〉_d a_o new_a face_n 〈◊〉_d frame_n in_o the_o profession_n of_o the_o gospel_n math._n 17._o 11._o turn_v the_o disobedient_a to_o the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o just_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o child_n to_o the_o father_n that_o though_o they_o be_v so_o degenerate_a that_o abraham_n will_v not_o own_v they_o have_v he_o be_v alive_a yet_o when_o the_o ministry_n of_o john_n have_v hammer_v and_o melt_v they_o for_o the_o work_n of_o our_o saviour_n they_o become_v to_o be_v whole_o alter_v their_o judgement_n alter_v and_o their_o carriage_n also_o for_o in_o truth_n the_o reason_n why_o man_n see_v not_o the_o loathsomeness_n of_o other_o man_n sin_n or_o else_o have_v not_o courage_n to_o pass_v a_o righteous_a sentence_n upon_o they_o it_o be_v because_o they_o be_v never_o convince_v to_o see_v the_o plague_n sore_o of_o their_o own_o corruption_n never_o have_v their_o heart_n affect_v with_o the_o evil_n of_o they_o in_o their_o own_o experience_n but_o their_o own_o conscience_n be_v mislead_v out_o of_o authority_n and_o stifle_v that_o it_o dare_v not_o outward_o condemn_v that_o which_o inward_o they_o can_v not_o but_o approve_v they_o therefore_o who_o either_o do_v not_o see_v their_o own_o evil_n or_o dare_v not_o proceed_v in_o open_a judgement_n to_o condemn_v they_o will_v either_o not_o see_v or_o not_o pass_v a_o 〈◊〉_d judgement_n upon_o other_o so_o paul_n intimate_v to_o agrippa_n act_n 26._o 8._o 9_o let_v it_o not_o seem_v strange_a oh_o king_n for_o i_o myself_o do_v think_v i_o shall_v do_v many_o thing_n against_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n which_o i_o also_o do_v q._n d._n while_o thou_o so_o 〈◊〉_d thou_o will_v see_v as_o i_o 〈◊〉_d and_o do_v as_o i_o do_v but_o after_o god_n have_v enter_v into_o 〈◊〉_d with_o he_o and_o speak_v dreadful_o to_o his_o soul_n see_v 〈◊〉_d be_v another_o man_n and_o of_o another_o mind_n he_o destroy_v the_o church_n now_o take_v care_n of_o they_o he_o that_o hate_v the_o name_n and_o gospel_n of_o jesus_n count_v all_o thing_n dung_n and_o dross_n for_o the_o excellent_a knowledge_n of_o jesus_n the_o world_n 8._o be_v well_o amend_v but_o its_o mervailous_o alter_v and_o therefore_o we_o have_v find_v this_o man_n a_o pestilent_a fellow_n act_n 17._o 16._o he_o have_v subdue_v the_o state_n of_o the_o world_n 2._o terror_n this_o show_v the_o dreadful_a and_o miserable_a condition_n of_o all_o those_o who_o after_o all_o the_o light_n that_o have_v be_v let_v into_o their_o mind_n conviction_n into_o their_o 〈◊〉_d horror_n into_o their_o heart_n touch_v the_o evil_n that_o have_v be_v commit_v and_o come_v now_o to_o be_v discover_v unto_o they_o they_o loathe_v the_o light_n that_o have_v lay_v open_a their_o evil_n distaste_n those_o person_n and_o preacher_n and_o christian_n most_o that_o have_v deal_v most_o plain_o to_o descover_v the_o loathsomeness_n of_o their_o distemper_n it_o show_v the_o 〈◊〉_d corruption_n of_o the_o mind_n and_o heart_n that_o grow_v worst_a under_o the_o best_a mean_n and_o cleave_v most_o to_o its_o sin_n under_o all_o the_o choice_a mean_n that_o will_v pluck_v their_o sin_n from_o their_o heart_n and_o their_o heart_n from_o they_o they_o be_v either_o fool_n or_o mad_a man_n that_o 〈◊〉_d endure_v the_o presence_n of_o the_o physician_n without_o who_o help_n they_o can_v not_o be_v cure_v this_o be_v make_v a_o evidence_n 〈◊〉_d the_o estrangment_n of_o god_n heart_n from_o a_o people_n and_o a_o immediate_a forerunner_n of_o their_o ruin_n isa._n 9_o 13._o 14._o 17._o for_o this_o people_n turn_v not_o unto_o he_o that_o smite_v they_o neither_o do_v they_o seek_v the_o lord_n therefore_o the_o lord_n will_v cut_v off_o from_o israel_n head_n &_o tail_n branch_n &_o we_fw-mi one_o day_n therefore_o the_o lord_n shall_v have_v no_o pify_v on_o their_o young_a man_n nor_o mercy_n on_o their_o fatherless_a for_o every_o one_o be_v a_o hypocrite_n it_o take_v away_o all_o pity_n in_o god_n all_o hope_n in_o themselves_o of_o any_o good_a after_o pharaoh_n have_v many_o qualm_n &_o recoyling_n of_o spirit_n by_o moses_n deal_v with_o he_o &_o the_o miracle_n which_o he_o have_v wrought_v for_o his_o repentance_n &_o at_o last_o side_n it_o with_o the_o hellish_a stiffness_n of_o his_o own_o stubborn_a heart_n so_o that_o he_o can_v endure_v the_o speech_n or_o presence_n of_o moses_n any_o more_o exod._n 10._o 28._o get_v thou_o from_o i_o see_v my_o face_n no_o more_o for_o the_o day_n thou_o see_v my_o face_n thou_o shall_v die_v god_n send_v '_o moses_n no_o more_o but_o send_v his_o plague_n to_o destroy_v his_o first_o bear_v he_o will_v not_o see_v the_o face_n of_o moses_n he_o shall_v feel_v the_o fierceness_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lord_n he_o that_o be_v true_o pierce_v by_o the_o ministry_n of_o doct._n the_o word_n he_o be_v buisy_n to_o inquire_v and_o ready_a to_o submit_v to_o the_o minister_n of_o god_n make_v know_v his_o mind_n therein_o they_o who_o never_o have_v think_v of_o their_o own_o condition_n never_o crave_v nor_o care_v for_o the_o counsel_n &_o direction_n of_o any_o in_o the_o thing_n of_o god_n as_o see_v no_o need_n of_o either_o but_o now_o the_o case_n be_v otherwise_o every_o man_n heart_n be_v now_o full_a of_o fear_n &_o his_o mind_n sul_z of_o doubt_n and_o he_o be_v store_v with_o question_n they_o all_o with_o one_o mouth_n and_o one_o mind_n as_o one_o man_n that_o 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water_n of_o life_n john_n 4._o 10._o thou_o know_v not_o that_o thou_o be_v poor_a and_o wretched_a and_o 〈◊〉_d and_o 〈◊〉_d rev._n 3._o 17._o those_o that_o be_v ignorant_a of_o the_o way_n will_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d any_o man_n ask_v of_o any_o child_n so_o a_o soul_n under_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o ignorances_n will_v inquire_v of_o any_o christian_a ask_v of_o any_o minister_n that_o may_v direct_v he_o in_o the_o way_n he_o shall_v take_v this_o doctrine_n be_v a_o bill_n of_o indictment_n against_o a_o world_n use._n of_o ungodly_a man_n who_o live_v in_o the_o church_n who_o may_v here_o read_v their_o doom_n and_o the_o dreadfulness_n of_o their_o own_o condition_n discover_v beyond_o all_o denial_n namely_o to_o be_v such_o who_o as_o yet_o be_v never_o trouble_v never_o so_o much_o as_o touch_v with_o a_o through_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o baseness_n and_o curse_a corruption_n of_o their_o nature_n and_o life_n they_o be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v break_v by_o the_o truth_n and_o batter_v all_o to_o powder_v by_o the_o power_n of_o a_o ordinance_n that_o indeed_o the_o day_n be_v yet_o to_o come_v that_o they_o 〈◊〉_d any_o 〈◊〉_d blow_n from_o the_o 〈◊〉_d word_n of_o the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d on_o upon_o their_o conscience_n by_o the_o hand_n and_o good_a spirit_n of_o the_o almighty_a and_o that_o be_v evidence_v out_o of_o the_o 〈◊〉_d have_v they_o receive_v the_o like_a impression_n with_o these_o convert_v they_o will_v have_v be_v 〈◊〉_d upon_o the_o like_a practice_n with_o they_o have_v their_o spirit_n be_v break_v as_o they_o they_o will_v have_v be_v as_o 〈◊〉_d to_o seek_v out_o for_o succour_n and_o relief_n as_o 〈◊〉_d do_v but_o alas_o this_o duty_n appear_v not_o scant_o in_o the_o life_n of_o man_n therefore_o this_o 〈◊〉_d be_v far_o enough_o 〈◊〉_d their_o heart_n if_o thou_o have_v be_v sick_a as_o they_o thou_o will_v have_v inquire_v of_o the_o physician_n as_o they_o but_o where_o be_v the_o man_n almost_o that_o have_v put_v the_o quare_fw-la 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man_n in_o the_o bond_n of_o 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o depth_n of_o his_o 〈◊〉_d distemper_n 〈◊〉_d 3._o 11._o they_o have_v no_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d do_v they_o seek_v after_o god_n and_o it_o be_v make_v a_o evidence_n of_o satan_n rule_n luke_n 11._o 21._o when_o 〈◊〉_d strong_a 〈◊〉_d keep_v the_o palace_n all_o his_o good_n be_v at_o peace_n but_o when_o a_o strong_a come_v and_o 〈◊〉_d he_o he_o take_v from_o he_o all_o his_o armour_n wherein_o be_v trust_n and_o divide_v 〈◊〉_d the_o spoil_n the_o house_n and_o palace_n be_v the_o heart_n and_o spirit_n of_o a_o sinner_n his_o 〈◊〉_d and_o furniture_n be_v 11._o all_o those_o noisome_a lust_n by_o which_o he_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o exercise_v 〈◊〉_d power_n in_o the_o sinner_n and_o as_o the_o apostle_n say_v fight_v against_o the_o soul_n as_o despair_n be_v the_o head-piece_n unrighteous_a and_o careless_a and_o unconscionable_a walk_n be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d carnal_a reason_n the_o sword_n unbelief_n the_o shield_n and_o a_o indisposition_n of_o heart_n to_o yield_v to_o the_o term_n 〈◊〉_d the_o 〈◊〉_d be_v that_o whereby_o the_o sinner_n be_v prepare_v to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o 〈◊〉_d his_o foot_n shod_a sit_v for_o every_o evil_a work_n while_o satan_n be_v 〈◊〉_d furnish_v with_o the_o armour_n of_o darkness_n all_o his_o good_n be_v at_o peace_n he_o do_v without_o any_o trouble_n act_v the_o soul_n and_o wrong_v the_o comfort_n and_o happiness_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o so_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d his_o good_n it_o be_v all_o he_o desire_v endeavour_n take_v as_o the_o gain_n of_o his_o labour_n and_o diligence_n in_o his_o temptation_n do_v satan_n act_v thou_o by_o his_o temptation_n and_o so_o increase_v both_o thy_o guilt_n and_o ruin_n thereby_o 〈◊〉_d be_v 〈◊〉_d his_o good_n in_o peace_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thy_o woe_n thy_o 〈◊〉_d be_v satan_n wealth_n and_o substance_n he_o have_v what_o he_o 〈◊〉_d and_o do_v what_o he_o will_v and_o thou_o be_v not_o trouble_v with_o any_o thing_n nor_o will_v trouble_v he_o by_o seek_v out_o for_o relief_n and_o deliverance_n enquire_v 〈◊〉_d what_o thou_o may_v do_v to_o be_v rescue_v and_o 〈◊〉_d know_v satan_n have_v his_o armour_n on_o and_o he_o seek_v thy_o heart_n as_o his_o palace_n under_o his_o sovereign_a power_n and_o command_n to_o this_o day_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o preparation_n nor_o the_o 〈◊〉_d inkling_n or_o intimation_n of_o 〈◊〉_d of_o that_o wretched_a 〈◊〉_d of_o thou_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d in_o this_o secure_a condition_n as_o one_o that_o meddle_v not_o haste_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o the_o thing_n of_o grace_n and_o life_n as_o it_o be_v say_v judge_n 17._o 7._o of_o the_o man_n of_o 〈◊〉_d who_o dwell_v careless_a quiet_a and_o secure_a far_o from_o the_o zidonian_o and_o have_v no_o business_n with_o man_n it_o be_v a_o picture_n of_o this_o 〈◊〉_d temper_n and_o secure_a condition_n of_o thou_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d far_o from_o the_o state_n and_o grace_n of_o glory_n thou_o have_v no_o business_n with_o christian_n with_o ordinance_n officer_n thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o say_v or_o to_o demand_v touch_v eternal_a life_n thou_o know_v nothing_o yet_o enquire_v not_o what_o thou_o shall_v do_v haste_v nothing_o yet_o 〈◊〉_d not_o for_o help_v and_o succour_n thou_o have_v no_o business_n that_o appertain_v to_o heaven_n with_o any_o man_n live_v thy_o business_n lie_v not_o with_o the_o word_n and_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o word_n have_v as_o little_a to_o do_v with_o thou_o that_o show_v thy_o heart_n be_v not_o there_o nor_o thy_o portion_n there_o as_o each_o man_n affection_n and_o expression_n of_o himself_o be_v where_o his_o employment_n lie_v as_o 〈◊〉_d as_o a_o bee_n they_o carry_v their_o business_n in_o
virtue_n of_o his_o death_n put_v a_o end_n to_o the_o commission_n of_o sin_n 384_o 3_o how_o far_o the_o soul_n be_v active_a in_o contrition_n 385_o 1_o there_o be_v no_o power_n in_o man_n to_o remove_v the_o resistance_n of_o his_o heart_n against_o god_n and_o grace_n 385_o 2_o the_o lord_n must_v put_v a_o spiritual_a power_n into_o the_o will_n before_o it_o can_v put_v forth_o a_o act_n for_o remove_v this_o resistance_n 386_o 3_o the_o influence_n of_o this_o spiritual_a power_n be_v not_o by_o a_o gracious_a habit_n but_o by_o the_o motion_n of_o the_o spirit_n upon_o the_o soul_n 388_o 4_o in_o remove_v this_o resistance_n the_o will_n be_v a_o mere_a patient_n 〈◊〉_d 5_o this_o resistance_n be_v remove_v the_o will_n consent_v to_o a_o divorce_n between_o itself_o and_o sin_n 393_o 4_o the_o behaviour_n of_o the_o heart_n under_o this_o work_n 396_o 1_o the_o contrite_a sinner_n have_v the_o loath_a somness_n of_o fin_n ever_o in_o sight_n ibid._n 2_o he_o be_v tender_a and_o easy_a to_o be_v convince_v 399_o 3_o he_o loathe_v himself_o for_o his_o sin_n 404_o 4_o he_o fear_v all_o fin_n and_o provocation_n thereunto_o 406_o 5_o he_o delight_v most_o in_o those_o mean_n that_o discover_v and_o remove_v corruption_n 407_o 6_o he_o be_v restles_o importunate_a in_o seek_v christ_n and_o mercy_n 411_o reason_n four_o because_o  _fw-fr 1_o such_o a_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n be_v only_o true_a in_o god_n account_n 414_o 2_o without_o this_o the_o heart_n can_v never_o be_v separate_v from_o fin_n 415_o 3_o by_o this_o the_o resistance_n of_o the_o heart_n against_o christ_n be_v remove_v 416_o 4_o without_o this_o he_o can_v receive_v christ._n ibid._n use_v four_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o humiliation_n for_o the_o want_n of_o this_o save_a sorrow_n ibid._n five_o sort_n want_v it_o  _fw-fr 1_o the_o heedless_a professor_n 417_o 2_o the_o treacherous_a 〈◊〉_d 419_o 3_o the_o self-conceited_a pharisee_fw-mi 423_o 4_o the_o complain_v 〈◊〉_d 425_o 5_o the_o discourage_v hypocrite_n 427_o 2_o terror_n to_o 〈◊〉_d sinner_n as_o 428_o 1_o secure_a sinner_n that_o never_o be_v 〈◊〉_d to_o 〈◊〉_d and_o feel_v their_o sin_n 429_o 1_o such_o be_v out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o god_n 431_o 2_o so_o continue_v god_n have_v appoint_v no_o good_a for_o they_o 432_o 3_o christ_n come_v not_o to_o save_v such_o 434_o 2_o relapsed_a sinner_n who_o have_v be_v awaken_v to_o see_v and_o feel_v their_o sin_n but_o have_v fall_v back_o again_o and_o their_o heart_n grow_v hard_a than_o before_o ibid._n 1_o it_o be_v suspicious_a the_o day_n of_o grace_n be_v pass_v with_o such_o a_o one_o 436_o 2_o their_o judgement_n hasten_v 438_o 3_o comfort_n ibid._n 1_o to_o brokenhearted_a sinner_n themselves_o their_o sorrow_n be_v not_o to_o death_n but_o in_o the_o way_n to_o deliver_v from_o death_n and_o so_o to_o bring_v unto_o life_n 439_o 2_o to_o their_o friend_n and_o wellwisher_n they_o be_v now_o and_o be_v never_o before_o in_o the_o way_n of_o mercy_n 444_o 4_o exhortation_n labour_n for_o this_o save_a sorrow_n of_o contrition_n 447_o 1_o do_v not_o tug_v with_o the_o resistance_n of_o thy_o heart_n by_o thy_o own_o power_n 449_o 2_o do_v not_o fear_v the_o terror_n of_o the_o truth_n so_o as_o to_o step_v aside_o from_o under_o it_o but_o think_v of_o the_o goodness_n of_o it_o 450_o 3_o possess_v thy_o soul_n with_o the_o ticklishness_n and_o danger_n of_o miscarry_v in_o this_o work_n 451_o doct._n 11._o they_o who_o heart_n be_v pierce_v by_o the_o word_n be_v carry_v with_o love_n and_o respect_n to_o the_o minister_n of_o it_o 453_o reason_n two_o because_o  _fw-fr 1_o they_o know_v more_o now_o than_o they_o do_v before_o 454_o 2_o 〈◊〉_d have_v more_o liberty_n now_o to_o express_v what_o they_o know_v 455_o uses_n two_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o sound_z contrition_n make_v a_o strange_a and_o sudden_a 〈◊〉_d 557_o 2_o terror_n to_o such_o as_o after_o conviction_n hate_v both_o the_o word_n and_o minister_n of_o it_o 558_o doct._n 12._o he_o that_o be_v pierce_v by_o the_o word_n true_o be_v busy_a to_o inquire_v and_o ready_a to_o submit_v to_o the_o mind_n of_o god_n 560_o 1_o he_o be_v busy_a to_o inquire_v ibid._n reason_n two_o because_o  _fw-fr 1_o he_o now_o find_v the_o evil_a of_o sin_n 562_o 2_o and_o the_o folly_n of_o his_o former_a conceit_n 563_o use_v two_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o terror_n to_o hard-hearted_a sinner_n who_o never_o inquire_v after_o the_o mind_n of_o god_n 564_o 2_o direction_n teach_v the_o way_n to_o make_v man_n serious_a in_o their_o inquiry_n after_o christ_n viz._n maintain_v the_o work_n of_o contrition_n 570_o 2_o he_o be_v ready_a to_o submit_v to_o the_o minister_n make_v know_v the_o mind_n of_o god_n ibid._n reason_n three_o because_o  _fw-fr 1_o the_o pride_n of_o their_o carnal_a reason_n be_v conquer_v 572_o 2_o the_o stubbornness_n of_o their_o will_n be_v tame_v 573_o 3_o they_o have_v find_v the_o truth_n and_o terror_n of_o the_o word_n ibid._n use_v two_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o see_v the_o reason_n of_o that_o unreadiness_n and_o unwillingness_n of_o man_n to_o submit_v to_o the_o evidence_n of_o the_o word_n they_o want_v broken-heartedness_n ibid._n 2_o trial_n discover_v such_o as_o be_v never_o brokenhearted_a at_o all_o 574_o 1_o open_a rebel_n ibid._n 2_o secret_a traitor_n 575_o doct._n 13._o sinner_n in_o distress_n of_o conscience_n be_v ignorant_a what_o they_o shall_v do_v 576_o reason_n two_o take_v from_o  _fw-fr 1_o the_o secrecy_n of_o the_o way_n of_o god_n 577_o 2_o the_o blindness_n of_o the_o distraction_n of_o their_o mind_n 579_o uses_n two_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o instruction_n man_n in_o distress_n of_o conscience_n be_v apt_a to_o be_v mislead_v 580_o 2_o advice_n to_o mourner_n in_o zion_n be_v careful_a to_o who_o counsel_n you_o commit_v yourselves_o 582_o doct._n 14._o a_o contrite_a sinner_n see_v a_o necessity_n of_o come_v out_o of_o his_o sinful_a condition_n 583_o 1_o he_o propound_v no_o term_n of_o toleration_n 584_o 2_o he_o maintain_v no_o reservation_n ibid._n 3_o he_o admit_v no_o case_n of_o exception_n 385_o reason_n three_o because_o  _fw-fr 1_o he_o have_v feel_v the_o severity_n of_o god_n justice_n against_o every_o sin_n ibid._n 2_o he_o find_v it_o impossible_a to_o bear_v the_o weight_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n 587_o 3_o he_o perceive_v the_o combination_n of_o all_o lusts._n so_o that_o any_o one_o sin_n 589_o 1_o keep_v possession_n for_o satan_n ibid._n 2_o keep_v off_o the_o power_n of_o god_n ordinance_n 590_o uses_n three_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o trial_n whether_o we_o have_v find_v this_o absolute_a necessity_n of_o part_v with_o all_o sin_n ibid._n it_o discover_v the_o falsehood_n of_o  _fw-fr 1_o neuter_n 593_o 2_o formal_a professor_n 594_o 2_o instruction_n see_v the_o reason_n of_o man_n un-even_a and_o unsteady_a walk_n viz._n the_o want_n of_o 〈◊〉_d 593_o 3_o direction_n how_o to_o keep_v the_o heart_n opposite_a to_o every_o sin_n ibid._n 1_o be_v convince_v sin_n be_v the_o great_a evil_a ibid._n 2_o confider_v not_o of_o any_o cavil_n to_o the_o contrary_n ibid._n doct._n 15._o there_o be_v a_o secret_a hope_n wherewith_o the_o lord_n support_v the_o heart_n of_o contrite_a sinner_n 596_o this_o hope_n differ_v from_o that_o which_o a_o believer_n have_v in_o two_o thing_n  _fw-fr 1_o in_o the_o ground_n of_o it_o 598_o 2_o in_o the_o uncertainty_n 600_o reason_n two_o that_o so_o he_o may_v thereby_o  _fw-fr 1_o secret_o support_v the_o 〈◊〉_d 601_o 2_o make_v way_n for_o the_o work_n of_o the_o mean_n ibid._n use_v three_o hence_o  _fw-fr 1_o instruction_n see_v the_o reason_n why_o satan_n so_o much_o endeavour_n to_o dead_a the_o hope_n of_o the_o contrite_a by_o suggest_v 602_o 1_o he_o be_v not_o elect_v ibid._n 2_o the_o day_n of_o grace_n be_v past_o 606_o 3_o he_o have_v sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n all_o which_o be_v answer_v ibid._n 2_o observe_v how_o easy_a it_o be_v with_o the_o lord_n to_o confound_v a_o sinner_n with_o his_o own_o imagination_n 607_o 3_o exhortation_n to_o nourish_v this_o hope_n ibid._n therefore_o be_v persuade_v  _fw-fr 1_o of_o thy_o own_o ignorance_n and_o inability_n to_o relieve_v thyself_o 608_o 2_o of_o god_n all-sufficiency_n who_o can_v do_v beyond_o what_o thou_o can_v conceive_v ibid._n doct._n 16._o they_o who_o be_v true_o pierce_v for_o their_o sin_n do_v prize_n and_o covet_v deliverance_n from_o their_o sin_n ibid._n 1_o in_o the_o want_n of_o this_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o quiet_v 610_o 2_o he_o be_v content_a with_o this_o though_o he_o want_v other_o thing_n 611_o 3_o he_o be_v resolve_v to_o submit_v to_o any_o counsel_n 613_o 4_o his_o 〈◊〉_d be_v upon_o it_o his_o prayer_n daily_o about_o it_o 614_o