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portion_n to_o suffer_v of_o fool_n aristotle_n be_v tell_v that_o a_o simple_a fellow_n rail_v on_o he_o be_v not_o once_o move_v but_o say_v let_v he_o beat_v i_o also_o be_v absent_a i_o care_v not_o we_o may_v well_o suffer_v their_o word_n while_o god_n do_v deliver_v we_o out_o of_o their_o hand_n for_o if_o we_o go_v on_o in_o a_o silent_a constancy_n say_v our_o ear_n be_v beat_v yet_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v free_a and_o this_o heroical_a resolution_n have_v saint_n paul_n that_o choose_a vessel_n i_o pass_v very_o little_a to_o be_v judge_v of_o you_o mean_v blind_a sensualist_n or_o of_o man_n judgement_n
moon_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o ajalon_n lack_v they_o yet_o a_o land_n to_o inhabit_v the_o lord_n will_v cast_v out_o all_o the_o inhabitant_n and_o give_v they_o a_o land_n which_o flow_v with_o milk_n and_o honey_n etc._n etc._n affliction_n have_v this_o advantage_n that_o they_o occasion_n god_n to_o show_v that_o mercy_n to_o we_o whereof_o the_o prosperous_a be_v uncapable_a as_o we_o further_o see_v in_o hagar_n gen._n 21._o 17._o 18._o 19_o and_o manoahâ—_n wife_n judges_z 13._o 3._o to_o who_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o â—oâ—enant_n have_v not_o be_v send_v if_o they_o have_v not_o be_v in_o distress_n it_o will_v not_o become_v a_o mother_n to_o be_v so_o indulgent_a to_o a_o healthful_a child_n as_o to_o a_o sick_a and_o indeed_o some_o have_v find_v their_o outward_a castigation_n so_o sweeten_v with_o the_o inward_a consolation_n of_o god_n spirit_n that_o they_o have_v find_v and_o confess_v their_o receipt_n of_o joy_n and_o comfort_n to_o be_v a_o hundred-fold_n more_o 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exod._n 17._o 7_o as_o if_o god_n can_v not_o be_v with_o they_o and_o they_o athirst_a either_o he_o must_v humour_v carnal_a mind_n or_o be_v disinherit_v 〈◊〉_d both_o his_o presence_n and_o love_n be_v the_o same_o in_o adversity_n as_o it_o be_v in_o prosperity_n our_o sense_n only_o make_v the_o difference_n even_o as_o a_o church_n castle_n or_o town_n be_v unmoveable_a and_o keep_v one_o place_n though_o to_o we_o it_o may_v s_o 〈…〉_z e_o sometime_o on_o our_o right_a hand_n otherwhile_o on_o our_o left_a as_o we_o change_v our_o stand_n sit_v or_o walk_v yet_o if_o some_o unusual_a cross_n disturb_v our_o peace_n present_o there_o break_v out_o a_o voice_n mix_v with_o murmur_a and_o despair_n god_n have_v forsake_v we_o it_o be_v a_o common_a complaint_n with_o david_n the_o lord_n both_o forsake_v we_o those_o haste_n cast_v off_o and_o abhor_v we_o why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o etc._n etc._n yea_o the_o only_a son_n of_o god_n come_v to_o this_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o yet_o consider_v do_v god_n forsake_v either_o of_o they_o he_o may_v be_v angry_a with_o david_n more_o angry_a with_o christ_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o in_o their_o present_a sense_n that_o anger_n may_v work_v in_o they_o a_o apprehension_n of_o his_o forsake_v they_o but_o he_o do_v not_o forsake_v they_o nor_o will_v he_o forsake_v thou_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o first_o forsake_v he_o thou_o may_v think_v so_o but_o god_n will_v not_o do_v so_o but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n how_o can_v this_o be_v well_o take_v we_o see_v our_o wretchedness_n we_o do_v not_o see_v our_o blessedness_n no_o talk_n of_o his_o presence_n of_o his_o absence_n we_o complain_v our_o cowardly_a spirit_n give_v he_o for_o quite_o go_v yet_o he_o be_v not_o far_o from_o every_o one_o of_o we_o act_v 17._o 27._o yea_o this_o confession_n can_v seneca_n make_v but_o like_o a_o divine_a god_n be_v near_o unto_o thou_o he_o be_v with_o thou_o he_o be_v within_o thou_o and_o sure_o if_o he_o have_v not_o be_v with_o these_o israelite_n they_o have_v not_o live_v if_o he_o have_v be_v in_o they_o they_o have_v not_o murmur_v we_o can_v think_v he_o absent_a in_o our_o want_n and_o can_v see_v he_o absent_a in_o our_o sin_n yet_o wickedness_n not_o affliction_n argue_v he_o go_v yea_o he_o be_v then_o most_o present_a when_o he_o most_o chastise_v for_o as_o the_o suffering_n of_o christ_n abound_v in_o we_o so_o our_o consolation_n abound_v through_o christ_n 2_o cor._n 1._o 5._o again_o god_n may_v be_v present_a with_o we_o and_o yet_o we_o not_o be_v please_v as_o the_o israelite_n repine_v for_o a_o king_n when_o the_o lord_n be_v their_o king_n or_o christ_n may_v be_v with_o we_o and_o yet_o we_o want_v something_o that_o we_o desire_v christ_n be_v in_o the_o ship_n and_o yet_o say_v the_o apostle_n we_o hâ—ve_v no_o breâ—d_n jesus_n be_v at_o the_o marriage_n yet_o say_v his_o mother_n they_o have_v no_o wine_n john_n 2._o 3._o we_o may_v want_v bread_n and_o wine_n and_o yet_o have_v christ_n company_n but_o if_o food_n fail_v it_o be_v because_o manna_n be_v to_o come_v if_o wine_n be_v absent_a yet_o grace_n and_o salvation_n be_v present_a if_o god_n take_v away_o flesh_n and_o give_v manna_n deny_v sun_n and_o mâ—one_n and_o give_v we_o himself_o he_o do_v we_o no_o wrong_n now_o why_o do_v god_n by_o his_o promise_n tie_v himself_o to_o be_v present_a with_o we_o more_o especial_o in_o affliction_n but_o that_o he_o may_v resist_v our_o enemy_n sustain_v we_o when_o we_o faint_v and_o crown_v we_o when_o we_o overcome_v but_o that_o he_o may_v be_v exact_a in_o take_v notice_n of_o our_o particular_a suffering_n and_o as_o david_n say_v count_v our_o wander_n put_v our_o tear_n into_o his_o bottle_n and_o enter_v all_o into_o his_o register_n psal._n 56._o 8._o 9_o all_o our_o affliction_n be_v more_o note_v by_o that_o god_n that_o send_v they_o than_o of_o the_o patient_a that_o suffer_v they_o every_o pang_n and_o stitch_n and_o gird_v be_v first_o feel_v of_o he_o that_o send_v it_o can_v we_o be_v miserable_a unseen_a we_o have_v reason_n to_o be_v heartless_a but_o how_o can_v it_o be_v but_o less_o possible_a to_o endure_v any_o thing_n that_o he_o know_v not_o than_o that_o he_o inflict_v not_o as_o he_o say_v to_o manoah_n by_o a_o angel_n thou_o be_v barren_a judg._n 13._o 3._o so_o he_o say_v to_o one_o thou_o be_v sick_a to_o another_o thou_o be_v poor_a to_o a_o three_o thou_o be_v defame_v thou_o be_v oppress_v to_o another_o that_o all-seeing_a eye_n take_v notice_n from_o heaven_n of_o every_o man_n condition_n no_o less_o than_o if_o he_o shall_v send_v a_o angel_n to_o tell_v we_o he_o know_v it_o and_o his_o knowledge_n compare_v with_o his_o mercy_n be_v the_o just_a comfort_n of_o all_o our_o suffering_n o_o god_n we_o be_v many_o time_n miserable_a and_o feel_v it_o not_o thou_o know_v even_o those_o sorrow_n which_o we_o may_v have_v thou_o know_v what_o thou_o have_v do_v do_v what_o thou_o please_v chap._n xxxvi_o that_o all_o affliction_n from_o the_o least_o to_o the_o great_a do_v come_v to_o pass_v not_o by_o accident_n chance_n or_o fortune_n but_o by_o the_o especial_a providence_n of_o god_n section_n 1._o 2._o we_o shall_v bear_v the_o cross_n with_o more_o patience_n and_o comfort_n if_o we_o consider_v that_o all_o affliction_n from_o the_o least_o to_o the_o great_a do_v come_v to_o pass_v not_o by_o accident_n chance_n or_o fortune_n but_o by_o the_o special_a providence_n of_o god_n who_o not_o only_o decree_v
shall_v he_o not_o show_v mercy_fw-mi to_o the_o penitent_a or_o who_o will_v not_o eâ—st_v his_o burden_n upon_o he_o that_o do_v desire_v to_o give_v ease_n as_o i_o live_v say_v thâ—_n lord_n i_o will_v nâ—t_v the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n ezek._n 18._o 32._o &_o 33._o 11._o section_n 5._o objection_n ay_o but_o i_o can_v repeat_v answer_n in_o time_n of_o temptation_n a_o man_n be_v not_o a_o competent_a judge_n in_o his_o own_o case_n in_o humane_a law_n there_o be_v a_o nullity_n hold_v of_o word_n and_o action_n extort_a and_o wring_v from_o man_n by_o fear_n because_o in_o such_o case_n a_o man_n be_v hold_v not_o to_o be_v a_o freeman_n nor_o to_o have_v power_n or_o command_v in_o some_o sort_n of_o himself_o a_o trouble_a soul_n be_v like_o trouble_a water_n we_o can_v discern_v nothing_o clear_o in_o it_o wherefore_o if_o thou_o can_v lay_v aside_o prejudice_n and_o tell_v i_o in_o cold_a blood_n how_o it_o fare_v with_o thou_o at_o other_o time_n though_o indeed_o thy_o word_n at_o present_a be_v enough_o to_o convince_v thou_o for_o first_o thou_o sinde_v sin_n a_o burden_n too_o heavy_a for_o thou_o to_o hear_v which_o thou_o do_v not_o former_o what_o be_v the_o reason_n be_v thy_o sin_n more_o and_o great_a no_o but_o the_o contrary_a for_o though_o they_o appear_v more_o yet_o they_o be_v less_o for_o sin_n the_o more_o it_o be_v see_v 〈…〉_z e_o and_o selt_z the_o more_o it_o be_v hate_v and_o thereupon_o be_v the_o less_o moat_n be_v in_o a_o room_n before_o the_o sun_n shine_v but_o they_o appear_v only_o then_o again_o second_o the_o very_a complaint_n of_o sin_n spring_v from_o a_o displeasure_n against_o it_o show_n that_o there_o be_v something_o in_o thou_o opposite_a to_o sin_n viz._n that_o thou_o be_v penitent_a in_o affection_n though_o not_o yet_o in_o action_n even_o as_o a_o child_n be_v rational_a in_o power_n though_o not_o in_o act_n yea_o more_o thou_o accâ—sest_v and_o condemnâ—st_v thy_o self_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o by_o accuse_v ourselves_o we_o pâ—â—â—ent_v satan_n by_o judge_v ourselves_o we_o preâ—ent_v god_n neither_o be_v the_o centurion_n ever_o so_o worthy_a as_o when_o he_o think_v himself_o most_o unworthy_a for_o all_o our_o worthiness_n be_v in_o a_o capable_a misery_n nor_o do_v god_n ever_o think_v well_o of_o he_o that_o think_v so_o of_o himself_o but_o to_o let_v this_o pass_v be_v not_o your_o fayling_n your_o grief_n be_v they_o not_o beside_o your_o will_n be_v they_o not_o contrary_a to_o the_o current_n of_o your_o desire_n and_o the_o main_a bend_v of_o your_o resolution_n and_o endeavour_n do_v thou_o determine_v to_o continue_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o any_o one_o sin_n yea_o do_v thou_o not_o make_v conscience_n of_o all_o god_n commandment_n one_o aswell_o as_o another_o the_o first_o table_n aswell_o as_o the_o second_o and_o the_o second_o aswell_o as_o the_o first_o matth._n 5._o 19_o do_v thou_o not_o grieve_v for_o sin_n of_o all_o sort_n secret_a aswell_o as_o know_v original_a aswell_o as_o actual_a of_o omission_n as_o of_o commission_n lesser_a viz._n thought_n aswell_o as_o great_a yea_o aswell_o for_o the_o evil_n which_o cleave_v to_o thy_o best_a work_n as_o for_o the_o evil_a work_n rom._n 7._o 21._o and_o as_o hearty_o and_o unfayned_o desire_v that_o thou_o may_v never_o commit_v it_o as_o that_o god_n shall_v never_o impute_v it_o 2_o tim._n 2._o 19_o do_v thou_o not_o fear_v to_o displease_v he_o not_o so_o much_o because_o he_o be_v just_a to_o punish_v as_o for_o his_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n sake_n and_o more_o fear_v the_o breach_n of_o the_o law_n than_o the_o curse_n do_v thou_o not_o love_v rather_o to_o be_v then_o seem_v or_o be_v think_v good_a and_o seek_v more_o the_o power_n of_o godliness_n than_o the_o show_n of_o it_o job_n 1._o 1._o if_o so_o well_o may_v satan_n and_o thy_o own_o conscience_n accuse_v thou_o of_o impenitency_n and_o unbelief_n but_o christ_n thy_o judge_n never_o yea_o then_o notwithstanding_o your_o 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to_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o hate_v and_o to_o hate_v those_o who_o thou_o love_v yeâ—_n we_o can_v deny_v but_o we_o have_v persecute_v thou_o with_o paul_n deny_v thou_o with_o peter_n be_v 〈…〉_z ay_v thou_o with_o judas_n and_o crucify_v thou_o with_o those_o cruel_a jew_n now_o lord_n it_o be_v thus_o with_o we_o how_o can_v we_o expect_v that_o thâ—n_n shouldâ—st_v hear_v our_o prayer_n and_o grant_v our_o â—â—quâ—sts_n yea_o how_o can_v we_o look_v for_o other_o at_o thinâ—_n hand_n then_o great_a and_o grievous_a yea_o then_o double_a damnation_n as_o most_o just_o we_o have_v deserve_v yet_o most_o merciful_a father_n be_v that_o thou_o have_v give_v thy_o son_n and_o thy_o son_n hiâ—selfe_n for_o the_o ransom_n of_o so_o many_o as_o shall_v truâ—ly_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d unfeigned_o believe_v in_o he_o who_o hâ—th_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d sake_n fulfil_v all_o righteousness_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d on_o the_o cross_n and_o there_o make_v full_a satis_fw-la 〈…〉_z on_o fâ—r_v the_o sin_n of_o all_o thy_o 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send_v down_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o our_o soul_n regenerate_v our_o heart_n câ—ange_a and_o purify_v our_o nature_n subdue_v our_o reason_n rectify_v our_o â—udgements_n strengthen_v our_o will_n renew_v our_o affection_n put_v a_o stop_n to_o our_o mad_a aâ—d_n â—â—raâ—ing_v fancy_n beat_v down_o in_o we_o whatsoever_o stand_v in_o opposition_n to_o the_o sâ—epter_n of_o â—esus_fw-la christ_n and_o enable_v we_o in_o some_o measure_n both_o to_o with_v 〈…〉_z that_o which_o to_o evil_n and_o perform_v that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o please_a in_o thy_o sight_n yea_o â—ive_a we_o repentance_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o and_o possess_v ouâ—_n soul_n with_o sucâ—_n a_o dreadful_a awe_n of_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d that_o we_o may_v fear_v as_o well_o to_o commit_v small_a sin_n aâ—_n great_a one_o consider_v that_o the_o least_o sin_n be_v moral_a without_o our_o repentance_n and_o thy_o mercy_n as_o well_o fear_v to_o sin_n in_o secret_a as_o open_o since_o there_o be_v nothing_o hide_v from_o thou_o as_o well_o condemn_v ourselves_o for_o evil_a thought_n as_o evil_a deed_n consider_v that_o the_o law_n be_v spiritual_a bind_v the_o heart_n no_o less_o than_o the_o haâ—ds_n as_o well_o abstain_v from_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n as_o sin_n itself_o and_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o abstain_v from_o eâ—ill_n unless_o we_o hate_v it_o also_o and_o do_v the_o contrary_a good_a and_o because_o every_o day_n which_o do_v not_o abate_v of_o our_o reckon_n will_v increase_v it_o and_o that_o by_o procrastinate_v we_o shall_v but_o heap_v unto_o ourselves_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n good_a lord_n suffer_v we_o not_o we_o beseech_v thou_o to_o defer_v our_o repentance_n lest_o the_o custom_n of_o evil_n make_v it_o altogether_o unalterable_a in_o we_o or_o lest_o we_o die_v before_o we_o begin_v to_o live_v or_o lest_o thou_o â—esusest_v to_o hear_v we_o another_o day_n call_v upon_o thou_o for_o mercy_n because_o we_o refuse_v to_o hear_v thou_o now_o call_v to_o we_o for_o repentance_n wherefore_o if_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o convert_v let_v this_o be_v the_o happy_a hour_n of_o our_o conversion_n that_o as_o our_o body_n be_v rise_v by_o thy_o power_n and_o providence_n from_o sleep_n so_o our_o soul_n may_v daily_o be_v raise_v from_o the_o sleep_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o darkness_n of_o this_o world_n that_o so_o we_o may_v enjoy_v that_o everlasting_a light_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o thinâ—_n and_o purchase_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ._n give_v unto_o we_o we_o beseech_v thou_o a_o true_a lively_a and_o justify_v faith_n whereby_o we_o may_v lay_v hold_n upon_o those_o gracious_a promise_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v unto_o we_o in_o he_o and_o wherewith_o we_o may_v vanquish_v all_o our_o spiritual_a adversary_n seal_v up_o unto_o we_o the_o assurance_n of_o our_o salvation_n by_o the_o testimony_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n give_v to_o we_o thy_o servant_n that_o wisdom_n which_o descend_v from_o above_o that_o we_o may_v be_v wise_a unto_o our_o eternal_a salvation_n so_o shall_v our_o heart_n instead_o of_o a_o commentary_n help_v we_o to_o understand_v the_o scripture_n and_o our_o life_n be_v a_o exposition_n of_o the_o inward_a man_n give_v we_o grace_n to_o account_v all_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n even_o as_o dross_n and_o dung_n that_o we_o may_v win_v christ_n jesus_n and_o heaven_n and_o happiness_n by_o mean_n of_o he_o give_v we_o single_a heart_n and_o spirit_n without_o guile_n that_o we_o may_v love_v goodness_n for_o itself_o and_o more_o seek_v the_o power_n of_o godliness_n than_o the_o show_n of_o it_o and_o love_v the_o godly_a for_o thy_o sake_n and_o because_o they_o be_v godly_a grant_v that_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o our_o life_n we_o may_v do_v unto_o all_o other_o as_o we_o will_v that_o they_o shall_v do_v unto_o we_o consider_v that_o whether_o we_o do_v good_a or_o evil_n unto_o any_o one_o of_o thy_o member_n thou_o take_v it_o as_o do_v unto_o thyself_o discover_v unto_o we_o all_o our_o own_o sin_n that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v so_o forward_o th'unsure_a other_o as_o we_o have_v be_v heretofore_o give_v we_o patience_n to_o bear_v thy_o fatherly_a chastisement_n which_o through_o thy_o grace_n sanctify_v they_o to_o we_o become_v both_o medicine_n to_o cure_v we_o and_o antidote_n to_o preserve_v we_o from_o the_o sickness_n of_o sin_n consider_v that_o all_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o life_n be_v not_o worthy_a those_o joy_n which_o shall_v be_v reveal_v unto_o we_o final_o good_a father_n we_o beseech_v thou_o enable_v we_o so_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o fear_n that_o in_o mirth_n we_o be_v not_o vain_a in_o knowledge_n we_o be_v not_o proud_a