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A59685 The sound beleever, or, A treatise of evangelicall conversion discovering the work of Christs spirit in reconciling of a sinner to God / by Tho. Shepard ... Shepard, Thomas, 1605-1649. 1645 (1645) Wing S3133; ESTC R3907 171,496 360

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god_n yet_o within_o a_o little_a while_n after_o he_o get_v into_o the_o sanctuary_n of_o god_n and_o then_o loathe_v himself_o for_o such_o foolish_a and_o brutish_a thought_n and_o close_v with_o god_n again_o say_v who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o thou_o verse_n 25._o all_o the_o out-running_n of_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o faithful_a and_o their_o disquietness_n of_o spirit_n thereby_o make_v they_o to_o return_v to_o their_o rest_n again_o and_o give_v they_o the_o more_o rest_n in_o the_o conclusion_n 116.7_o david_n be_v a_o bird_n out_o of_o his_o nest_n for_o a_o time_n and_o therefore_o when_o he_o consider_v how_o the_o lord_n have_v save_v his_o eye_n from_o tear_n his_o soul_n from_o hell_n return_n again_o and_o say_v return_v to_o thy_o rest_n oh_o my_o soul_n psal._n 25.13_o it_o be_v say_v his_o soul_n shall_v dwell_v at_o ease_n or_o as_o the_o word_n signify_v shall_v lodge_v in_o goodness_n some_o hard_a work_n full_a of_o trouble_n some_o strong_a 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5.9.16_o when_o she_o be_v ask_v what_o her_o beloved_a be_v above_o other_o she_o s●ts_v he_o out_o in_o every_o part_n of_o he_o and_o conclude_v with_o this_o he_o be_v altogether_o lovely_a because_o thy_o love_a kindness_n say_v david_n be_v better_a than_o life_n my_o lip_n shall_v praise_v thou_o and_o i_o will_v bless_v thou_o while_o i_o live_v psal._n 63.3_o 4._o can_v it_o stand_v with_o this_o life_n of_o love_n to_o be_v always_o speak_v about_o worldly_a affair_n or_o news_n at_o the_o best_a both_o weekday_n and_o sabbath_n day_n in_o bed_n and_o at_o board_n in_o good_a company_n and_o in_o bad_a at_o home_o and_o abroad_o i_o tell_v you_o it_o will_v be_v one_o main_a reason_n why_o you_o desire_v to_o live_v that_o you_o may_v make_v the_o lord_n jesus_n know_v to_o your_o child_n friend_n acquaintance_n that_o so_o in_o the_o age_n to_o come_v his_o name_n may_v ring_v and_o his_o memorial_n may_v be_v of_o sweet_a odour_n from_o generation_n to_o generation_n 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