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A48438 A funeral sermon after the interment of Mrs. Sarah Lye. The late wife of Mr. Thomas Lye of Clapham. By Phil. Lamb, minister of the Word. Together with the scriptual evidence and experiences of the grace of God towards, and in her, left under her own hand Lamb, Philip, d. 1689.; Lye, Sarah, d. 1678. 1679 (1679) Wing L206; ESTC R213605 35,653 142

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