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that_o be_v in_o trouble_n with_o i_o here_o or_o elsewhere_o that_o the_o lord_n will_v be_v please_v to_o stand_v by_o we_o so_o that_o we_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o poor_a people_n it_o will_v have_v be_v better_a we_o have_v never_o make_v a_o profession_n of_o the_o gospel_n than_o for_o to_o deny_v any_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o lord_n or_o the_o cause_n of_o his_o people_n what_o be_v our_o life_n in_o comparison_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n better_o ten_o thousand_o of_o we_o shall_v die_v than_o the_o gospel_n
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thou_o be_v now_o correct_v we_o yet_o we_o have_v cause_n to_o love_v thou_o and_o bless_v thou_o o_o shed_v abroad_o thy_o love_n in_o our_o poor_a soul_n o_o lord_n we_o pray_v thou_o come_v and_o accept_v we_o and_o let_v our_o cry_n come_v and_o pierce_v the_o heaven_n o_o lord_n let_v we_o now_o be_v look_v for_o and_o hasten_v to_o the_o glorious_a appear_v of_o that_o bless_a hope_n our_o lord_n jesus_n christ._n he_o that_o shall_v come_v will_v come_v and_o will_v not_o tarry_v come_v quick_o lord._n o_o that_o thy_o servant_n can_v see_v thou_o as_o thy_o servant_n stephen_n in_o muchwhat_a such_o a_o condition_n as_o we_o be_v in_o he_o see_v jesus_n christ_n stand_v at_o thy_o right-hand_n though_o we_o can_v look_v upon_o thou_o with_o our_o bodily_a eye_n yet_o we_o desire_v to_o see_v thou_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n o_o we_o pray_v thou_o look_v down_o upon_o we_o and_o lord_n strengthen_v our_o faith_n and_o that_o our_o faith_n may_v not_o fail_v o_o let_v we_o 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christ_n will_v enable_v we_o to_o bear_v and_o come_v and_o take_v we_o into_o those_o mansion_n that_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n have_v prepare_v be_v it_o not_o thy_o promise_n to_o go_v and_o provide_v mansion_n for_o we_o our_o forerunner_n be_v go_v to_o appear_v for_o we_o in_o heaven_n now_o before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n o_o hear_v we_o now_o in_o he_o and_o dismiss_v we_o now_o with_o a_o blessing_n and_o the_o lord_n bless_v this_o nation_n the_o lord_n bless_v the_o government_n the_o lord_n continue_v thy_o truth_n keep_v the_o gospel_n still_o in_o this_o nation_n which_o have_v be_v the_o glory_n of_o it_o o_o let_v thy_o poor_a people_n glorify_v the_o gospel_n in_o their_o life_n it_o be_v that_o we_o beg_v of_o thou_o for_o the_o lord_n sake_n and_o do_v thou_o prevent_v those_o heavy_a judgement_n that_o hang_v over_o our_o head_n lord_n pardon_v those_o great_a abomination_n that_o thy_o eye_n do_v see_v that_o profanation_n of_o the_o sabbath_n o_o the_o 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godliness_n let_v those_o be_v more_o and_o more_o inquire_v after_o and_o embrace_v by_o the_o people_n of_o these_o nation_n and_o the_o lord_n grant_v that_o those_o superstition_n and_o idolatry_n that_o be_v a_o provocation_n in_o thy_o sight_n may_v not_o be_v bring_v into_o the_o nation_n for_o thou_o be_v a_o jealous_a god_n and_o if_o we_o go_v that_o way_n thy_o wrath_n will_v be_v kindle_v once_o more_o but_o lord_n show_v mercy_n to_o england_n and_o do_v not_o take_v away_o the_o gospel_n nor_o remove_v thy_o golden_a candlestick_n from_o the_o midst_n of_o we_o and_o the_o lord_n bless_v the_o government_n and_o the_o king_n thou_o have_v set_v over_o we_o that_o which_o we_o beg_v of_o thou_o for_o he_o be_v that_o he_o may_v rule_v righteous_o and_o let_v he_o hate_v who_o thou_o hate_v and_o love_v those_o who_o thou_o love_v and_o bless_v the_o minister_n of_o the_o word_n they_o that_o be_v faithful_a to_o thou_o lord_n continue_v they_o in_o their_o liberty_n and_o let_v not_o our_o teacher_n be_v remove_v into_o corner_n bless_v they_o that_o be_v faithful_a to_o thou_o and_o make_v they_o more_o faithful_a be_v interrupt_v after_o a_o while_o he_o proceed_v as_o follow_v o_o father_n we_o have_v many_o suit_n to_o put_v up_o unto_o thou_o but_o we_o now_o commit_v ourselves_o unto_o thou_o here_o we_o be_v lord_n we_o will_v roll_n our_o soul_n upon_o thou_o and_o rest_n and_o wait_v for_o thy_o salvation_n we_o pray_v thou_o accept_v of_o we_o forgive_v the_o sin_n of_o this_o duty_n o_o sprinkle_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n upon_o we_o and_o take_v we_o into_o thy_o arms._n father_n of_o mercy_n that_o comforte_v we_o in_o all_o our_o tribulation_n come_v and_o comfort_v we_o in_o this_o hour_n and_o do_v thou_o accept_v of_o we_o in_o christ_n for_o through_o he_o we_o offer_v up_o ourselves_o our_o soul_n a_o sacrifice_n father_n accept_v of_o we_o and_o our_o sacrifice_n etc._n etc._n the_o conclusion_n be_v omit_v because_o 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and_o be_v see_v no_o more_o now_o we_o pray_v thou_o for_o the_o lord_n jesus_n sake_n as_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o put_v a_o price_n into_o our_o hand_n so_o o_o lord_n we_o pray_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n sake_n give_v we_o heart_n to_o improve_v it_o o_o lord_n we_o pray_v thou_o convince_v we_o in_o who_o glorious_a presence_n we_o be_v and_o of_o the_o great_a work_n we_o be_v now_o about_o we_o be_v before_o thou_o the_o eternal_a and_o unchangeable_a lord_n who_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o know_v our_o thought_n and_o thou_o know_v with_o what_o intent_n we_o pour_v out_o our_o soul_n before_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n
shall_v make_v choice_n of_o such_o a_o poor_a creature_n as_o i_o be_o to_o be_v employ_v in_o his_o work_n i_o must_v further_o say_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v crooked_a thing_n straight_o and_o rough_a way_n plain_a and_o hard_a and_o difficult_a thing_n easy_a to_o i_o through_o the_o free_a and_o rich_a love_n of_o christ_n oh_o he_o hâ—th_v make_v death_n nothing_o unto_o i_o now_o but_o yet_o i_o have_v no_o strength_n of_o my_o own_o no_o my_o strength_n lie_v in_o my_o weakness_n and_o it_o be_v christ_n alone_a that_o can_v renew_v my_o strength_n which_o he_o do_v daily_a by_o set_v upon_o my_o heart_n these_o follow_a scripture_n which_o have_v be_v a_o constant_a relief_n to_o i_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o light_n and_o salvation_n who_o shall_v i_o fear_v the_o lord_n be_v the_o rock_n of_o my_o life_n of_o who_o shall_v i_o be_v afraid_a psal._n 28.14_o wait_v on_o the_o lord_n be_v of_o good_a courage_n and_o he_o shall_v strengthen_v thy_o heart_n wait_v i_o say_v on_o the_o lord_n psalm_n 33.11_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o lord_n stand_v for_o ever_o and_o the_o thought_n of_o his_o heart_n to_o all_o generation_n bless_a be_v the_o soul_n that_o have_v the_o lord_n for_o its_o inheritance_n psalm_n 138._o vers_fw-la 8._o the_o lord_n will_v perfect_v that_o which_o concern_v i_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n endure_v for_o ever_o forsake_v not_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n prov._n 16._o vers_fw-la 9_o a_o man_n heart_n devise_v his_o way_n but_o the_o lord_n direct_v his_o step_n in_o the_o day_n when_o i_o cry_v thou_o answer_v i_o and_o strengthen_v i_o with_o strength_n in_o my_o soul_n commit_v thy_o way_n to_o the_o lord_n and_o thy_o thought_n shall_v be_v establish_v prov._n 28._o vers_fw-la 28._o when_o the_o wicked_a arise_v man_n hide_v themselves_o but_o when_o they_o perish_v the_o righteous_a increase_n but_o now_o thus_o say_v the_o lord_n that_o create_v thou_o o_o jacob_n and_o he_o that_o form_v thou_o o_o israel_n fear_v not_o i_o be_o he_o that_o blot_v out_o thy_o transgression_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n and_o will_v not_o remember_v thy_o sin_n esaiah_n 63._o vers_fw-la 9_o in_o all_o their_o affliction_n he_o be_v afflict_v and_o the_o angel_n of_o his_o presence_n save_v they_o in_o his_o love_n and_o in_o his_o pity_n he_o redeem_v they_o and_o he_o bear_v they_o and_o carry_v they_o all_o the_o day_n of_o old_a lam._n 3._o vers_fw-la 24._o and_o 2.5.2.6_o 37._o vers_fw-la 38._o the_o lord_n be_v my_o portion_n say_v my_o soul_n therefore_o will_v i_o hope_v in_o he_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a unto_o they_o that_o wait_v for_o he_o to_o the_o soul_n that_o seek_v he_o it_o be_v good_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v both_o hope_n and_o quiet_o wait_v for_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v he_o that_o say_v it_o come_v to_o pass_v when_o the_o lord_n command_v it_o not_o out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o most_o high_a proceed_v not_o evil_a and_o good_a psal._n 34.9_o oh_o fear_v the_o lord_n you_o his_o saint_n for_o there_o be_v no_o want_n to_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o psal._n 11.22_o though_o hand_n join_v in_o hand_n the_o wicked_a shall_v not_o be_v unpunished_a but_o the_o seed_n of_o the_o righteous_a shall_v be_v deliver_v some_o experimental_a passage_n in_o discourse_n with_o a_o friend_n a_o friend_n come_v to_o he_o the_o week_n of_o his_o trial_n and_o suffer_v do_v partake_v of_o many_o choice_a breathe_n from_o he_o some_o of_o they_o which_o he_o can_v call_v to_o mind_n be_v here_o faithful_o collect_v we_o be_v to_o esteem_v suffering_n the_o better_a when_o they_o be_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n and_o we_o must_v not_o esteem_v the_o way_n of_o god_n the_o worse_a because_o they_o be_v accompany_v with_o suffering_n in_o this_o world_n a_o believe_a soul_n suffering_n for_o christ_n do_v confirm_v he_o the_o more_o in_o the_o way_n of_o christ._n a_o principle_n of_o faith_n find_v three_o sort_n of_o promise_n in_o the_o gospel_n first_o 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