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no_o way_n be_v prejudicial_a to_o the_o verity_n of_o his_o word_n o_o strong_a o_o rare_a o_o wonderful_a faith_n therefore_o the_o lord_n who_o give_v no_o vain_a style_n to_o his_o servant_n honour_v abraham_n with_o this_o name_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a for_o by_o his_o example_n our_o weakness_n be_v strengthen_v to_o give_v credit_n to_o the_o lord_n when_o he_o speak_v to_o us._n and_o the_o same_o lesson_n of_o faith_n be_v in_o jacob_n like_a manner_n teach_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o example_n of_o patient_a job_n for_o many_o schoolmaster_n and_o example_n have_v we_o on_o who_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n be_v fall_v no_o doubt_v he_o have_v lay_v up_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n in_o his_o heart_n whereupon_o he_o depend_v yet_o do_v the_o lord_n handle_v he_o sohard_o both_o in_o body_n and_o mind_n as_o if_o he_o be_v determinate_a to_o keep_v no_o promise_n unto_o he_o yet_o job_n for_o all_o this_o distrust_v not_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n promise_n but_o gripe_v they_o so_o sure_o that_o in_o his_o great_a extremity_n he_o resolve_v o_o lord_n albeit_o thou_o shall_v slay_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o thou_o that_o be_v albeit_o lord_n thou_o shall_v deal_v hardly_o with_o i_o than_o thou_o have_v do_v yet_o will_v i_o never_o think_v but_o thou_o will_v be_v merciful_a to_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o promise_n there_o be_v a_o heart_n knit_v to_o the_o lord_n there_o be_v a_o soul_n clean_v to_o god_n without_o separation_n that_o thus_o conclude_v o_o lord_n none_o of_o thy_o work_n shall_v make_v i_o to_o misbeleeve_v thy_o word_n though_o thou_o cast_v i_o down_o to_o hell_n my_o eye_n shall_v be_v upward_o towards_o thou_o &_o my_o soul_n shall_v love_v thou_o even_o when_o it_o appear_v thou_o say_v that_o thou_o have_v no_o delight_n in_o i_o and_o the_o like_a also_o may_v we_o see_v in_o that_o canaan_n woman_n of_o canaan_n according_a to_o that_o promise_n askâ—…_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v call_v on_o i_o in_o thy_o trouble_n and_o i_o shall_v hear_v thou_o and_o deliver_v thou_o she_o 〈◊〉_d o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o but_o at_o the_o 〈◊〉_d get_v no_o answer_n she_o cry_v again_o &_o again_o but_o contrary_a to_o another_o promise_n as_o it_o will_v appear_v god_n give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o reproach_n no_o man_n not_o only_o be_v she_o refuse_v but_o reproach_v as_o a_o dog_n and_o one_o not_o meet_v to_o eat_v the_o child_n bread_n but_o at_o the_o length_n lean_v without_o waver_v to_o the_o lord_n promise_v she_o receive_v a_o favourable_a answer_n o_o woman_n great_a be_v thy_o â—…aith_n chap._n x._o let_v we_o ever_o lean_a to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n how_o strange_a soever_o his_o work_n sâ—…eme_v unto_o us._n of_o all_o this_o then_o the_o lesson_n arise_v unto_o we_o that_o when_o ere_o the_o lord_n shall_v exercise_v we_o so_o hardly_o as_o to_o our_o judgement_n god_n work_v with_o we_o seem_v to_o fight_v with_o his_o promise_n make_v unto_o we_o so_o that_o suppose_v we_o pray_v and_o we_o mourn_v and_o we_o seek_v comfort_n we_o can_v find_v none_o yea_o the_o more_o we_o pray_v the_o more_o our_o trouble_n increase_v yet_o let_v we_o not_o despair_n but_o learn_v at_o our_o brethren_n who_o have_v fight_v the_o like_a battle_n before_o we_o to_o rest_v assure_o on_o god_n promise_n for_o in_o the_o end_n his_o hard_a work_n shall_v be_v find_v to_o tend_v unto_o the_o performance_n of_o his_o promise_n make_v we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n let_v the_o lord_n walk_v on_o in_o his_o secret_a way_n know_v to_o himself_o and_o let_v we_o give_v to_o the_o lord_n this_o glory_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o it_o can_v 89._o 〈◊〉_d but_o well_o with_o they_o who_o love_v thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thy_o judgement_n be_v right_a for_o thy_o word_n endure_v for_o euâ—…r_n in_o heaven_n and_o thy_o truth_n be_v from_o generation_n to_o generation_n heaven_n &_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o but_o one_o jot_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o pass_v 〈◊〉_d o_o happy_a be_v they_o to_o who_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v a_o promise_n of_o mercy_n they_o shall_v sing_v in_o the_o end_n with_o ezechiel_n the_o lord_n have_v 33_o say_v it_o and_o the_o lord_n have_v do_v it_o he_o will_v establish_v the_o promise_n he_o have_v make_v to_o his_o servant_n and_o he_o will_v not_o alter_v the_o word_n that_o he_o have_v speak_v with_o his_o lip_n wherefore_o o_o thou_o that_o be_v afflict_v &_o humble_v in_o spirit_n disquiet_v within_o thyself_o wait_v upon_o god_n and_o thou_o shall_v yet_o give_v he_o thanks_o now_o in_o the_o four_o room_n we_o have_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o time_n how_o long_o the_o wrestle_n wrestle_n continue_v moses_n say_v it_o last_v to_o the_o break_n of_o the_o day_n here_o then_o be_v a_o new_a mercy_n to_o be_v mark_v the_o lord_n will_v never_o so_o exercise_v his_o child_n with_o wrestle_n but_o in_o regard_n of_o their_o weakness_n grant_n they_o some_o intermission_n and_o a_o 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