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a_o man_n will_v sustain_v his_o infirmity_n but_o a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v it_o and_o yet_o with_o both_o those_o at_o one_o time_n have_v the_o lord_n exercise_v his_o dear_a servant_n so_o hardly_o that_o the_o vehemency_n of_o their_o trouble_n have_v force_v they_o to_o pour_v out_o most_o lamentable_a complaint_n my_o heart_n say_v david_n 22_o be_v wound_v within_o i_o my_o spirit_n be_v 4_o in_o perplexity_n and_o my_o soul_n be_v amaze_v the_o lord_n renew_v his_o plague_n and_o increase_v 8._o his_o wrath_n against_o i_o say_v job_n so_o that_o change_v and_o army_n of_o sorrow_n be_v against_o i_o the_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o take_v my_o breath_n but_o fill_v i_o with_o bitterness_n the_o lord_n say_v nahomi_n have_v give_v i_o much_o bitterness_n i_o have_v fight_n 5_o without_o and_o terror_n within_o say_v the_o apostle_n it_o be_v a_o common_a disease_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o their_o trouble_n to_o think_v that_o their_o trouble_n be_v singular_a i_o have_v therefore_o mark_v this_o that_o none_o of_o they_o shall_v think_v themselves_o marrowlesse_a when_o the_o lord_n deal_v with_o they_o after_o this_o manner_n for_o no_o tentation_n have_v overtake_v you_o but_o 10._o that_o which_o appertain_v to_o man_n we_o have_v here_o in_o like_a manner_n to_o promise_n mark_v another_o kind_n of_o tentation_n whereby_o god_n try_v the_o faith_n of_o his_o child_n which_o be_v when_o his_o work_n seem_v direct_o to_o fight_v against_o his_o word_n so_o that_o in_o work_v with_o his_o child_n he_o appear_v to_o come_v against_o his_o promise_n as_o for_o example_n the_o lord_n have_v promise_v that_o if_o i_o repent_v he_o will_v forgive_v if_o i_o mourn_v for_o my_o sin_n he_o will_v comfort_v i_o if_o i_o ask_v from_o he_o he_o will_v give_v unto_o i_o so_o say_v he_o in_o his_o word_n yet_o i_o find_v in_o his_o work_n with_o i_o the_o contrary_n will_n the_o trouble_a conscience_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n say_v i_o 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no_o way_n be_v prejudicial_a to_o the_o verity_n of_o his_o word_n o_o strong_a o_o rare_a o_o wonderful_a faith_n therefore_o the_o lord_n who_o give_v no_o vain_a style_n to_o his_o servant_n honour_v abraham_n with_o this_o name_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a for_o by_o his_o example_n our_o weakness_n be_v strengthen_v to_o give_v credit_n to_o the_o lord_n when_o he_o speak_v to_o us._n and_o the_o same_o lesson_n of_o faith_n be_v in_o jacob_n like_a manner_n teach_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o example_n of_o patient_a job_n for_o many_o schoolmaster_n and_o example_n have_v we_o on_o who_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n be_v fall_v no_o doubt_v he_o have_v lay_v up_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n in_o his_o heart_n whereupon_o he_o depend_v yet_o do_v the_o lord_n handle_v he_o sohard_o both_o in_o body_n and_o mind_n as_o if_o he_o be_v determinate_a to_o keep_v no_o promise_n unto_o he_o yet_o job_n for_o all_o this_o distrust_v not_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n promise_n but_o gripe_v they_o so_o sure_o that_o in_o his_o great_a extremity_n he_o resolve_v o_o lord_n albeit_o thou_o shall_v slay_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o thou_o that_o be_v albeit_o lord_n thou_o shall_v deal_v hardly_o with_o i_o than_o thou_o have_v do_v yet_o will_v i_o never_o think_v but_o thou_o will_v be_v merciful_a to_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o promise_n there_o be_v a_o heart_n knit_v to_o the_o lord_n there_o be_v a_o soul_n clean_v to_o god_n without_o separation_n that_o thus_o conclude_v o_o lord_n none_o of_o thy_o work_n shall_v make_v i_o to_o misbeleeve_v thy_o word_n though_o thou_o cast_v i_o down_o to_o hell_n my_o eye_n shall_v be_v upward_o towards_o thou_o &_o my_o soul_n shall_v love_v thou_o even_o when_o it_o appear_v thou_o say_v that_o thou_o have_v no_o delight_n in_o i_o and_o the_o like_a also_o may_v we_o see_v in_o that_o canaan_n woman_n of_o canaan_n according_a to_o that_o promise_n askâ—…_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v call_v on_o i_o in_o thy_o trouble_n and_o i_o shall_v hear_v thou_o and_o deliver_v thou_o she_o 〈◊〉_d o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o but_o at_o the_o 〈◊〉_d get_v no_o answer_n she_o cry_v again_o &_o again_o but_o contrary_a to_o another_o promise_n as_o it_o will_v appear_v god_n give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o reproach_n no_o man_n not_o only_o be_v she_o refuse_v but_o reproach_v as_o a_o dog_n and_o one_o not_o meet_v to_o eat_v the_o child_n bread_n but_o at_o the_o length_n lean_v without_o waver_v to_o the_o lord_n promise_v she_o receive_v a_o favourable_a answer_n o_o woman_n great_a be_v thy_o â—…aith_n chap._n x._o let_v we_o ever_o lean_a to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n how_o strange_a soever_o his_o work_n sâ—…eme_v unto_o us._n of_o all_o this_o then_o the_o lesson_n arise_v unto_o we_o that_o when_o ere_o the_o lord_n shall_v exercise_v we_o so_o hardly_o as_o to_o our_o judgement_n god_n work_v with_o we_o seem_v to_o fight_v with_o his_o promise_n make_v unto_o we_o so_o that_o suppose_v we_o pray_v and_o we_o mourn_v and_o we_o seek_v comfort_n we_o can_v find_v none_o yea_o the_o more_o we_o pray_v the_o more_o our_o trouble_n increase_v yet_o let_v we_o not_o despair_n but_o learn_v at_o our_o brethren_n who_o have_v fight_v the_o like_a battle_n before_o we_o to_o rest_v assure_o on_o god_n promise_n for_o in_o the_o end_n his_o hard_a work_n shall_v be_v find_v to_o tend_v unto_o the_o performance_n of_o his_o promise_n make_v we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n let_v the_o lord_n walk_v on_o in_o his_o secret_a way_n know_v to_o himself_o and_o let_v we_o give_v to_o the_o lord_n this_o glory_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o it_o can_v 89._o 〈◊〉_d but_o well_o with_o they_o who_o love_v thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thy_o judgement_n be_v right_a for_o thy_o word_n endure_v for_o euâ—…r_n in_o heaven_n and_o thy_o truth_n be_v from_o generation_n to_o generation_n heaven_n &_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o but_o one_o jot_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o pass_v 〈◊〉_d o_o happy_a be_v they_o to_o who_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v a_o promise_n of_o mercy_n they_o shall_v sing_v in_o the_o end_n with_o ezechiel_n the_o lord_n have_v 33_o say_v it_o and_o the_o lord_n have_v do_v it_o he_o will_v establish_v the_o promise_n he_o have_v make_v to_o his_o servant_n and_o he_o will_v not_o alter_v the_o word_n that_o he_o have_v speak_v with_o his_o lip_n wherefore_o o_o thou_o that_o be_v afflict_v &_o humble_v in_o spirit_n disquiet_v within_o thyself_o wait_v upon_o god_n and_o thou_o shall_v yet_o give_v he_o thanks_o now_o in_o the_o four_o room_n we_o have_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o time_n how_o long_o the_o wrestle_n wrestle_n continue_v moses_n say_v it_o last_v to_o the_o break_n of_o the_o day_n here_o then_o be_v a_o new_a mercy_n to_o be_v mark_v the_o lord_n will_v never_o so_o exercise_v his_o child_n with_o wrestle_n but_o in_o regard_n of_o their_o weakness_n grant_n they_o some_o intermission_n and_o a_o 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but_o it_o may_v be_v unto_o we_o his_o servant_n according_a to_o his_o word_n and_o now_o before_o we_o enter_v to_o speak_v of_o this_o trial_n lest_o the_o tender_a conscience_n of_o the_o godly_a by_o reason_n of_o that_o which_o i_o have_v speak_v shall_v be_v discourage_v and_o cast_v down_o with_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o unworthines_n which_o at_o all_o time_n be_v great_a in_o their_o eye_n but_o great_a when_o by_o trial_n they_o look_v most_o narrow_o unto_o themselves_o we_o have_v therefore_o to_o consider_v that_o there_o be_v two_o sort_n of_o trial_n one_o whereby_o a_o thing_n perfect_a be_v try_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o it_o be_v not_o make_v better_o but_o sound_a to_o be_v that_o which_o it_o be_v and_o with_o this_o kind_n of_o trial_n man_n be_v say_v to_o try_v the_o lord_n and_o his_o word_n so_o speak_v the_o lord_n by_o malachi_n 3._o prove_v i_o and_o try_v i_o now_o if_o i_o will_v not_o pour_v you_o out_o a_o blessing_n without_o measure_n by_o this_o trial_n if_o a_o man_n fall_v to_o try_v the_o lord_n he_o shall_v find_v he_o such_o as_o he_o be_v true_a constant_a and_o faithful_a to_o perform_v that_o which_o he_o have_v speak_v or_o if_o again_o man_n will_v enter_v and_o try_v the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n he_o shall_v find_v that_o 7._o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v perfect_a no_o dross_n in_o it_o but_o like_o silver_n fine_v seven_o time_n 12._o in_o the_o fire_n there_o be_v again_o another_o trial_n whereby_o thing_n imperfect_a be_v so_o try_v that_o they_o be_v make_v better_o and_o at_o the_o length_n perfect_v and_o hereby_o god_n try_v man_n for_o so_o he_o speak_v by_o the_o same_o malachi_n the_o lord_n will_v 3._o fine_v the_o son_n of_o levi_n and_o purify_v they_o as_o gold_n &_o silver_n that_o they_o bring_v offering_n to_o he_o in_o righteousness_n and_o with_o this_o imperfection_n trial_n also_o man_n try_v himself_o search_v out_o his_o iniquity_n that_o he_o may_v forsake_v they_o and_o this_o trial_n tend_v indeed_o to_o a_o perfection_n at_o the_o last_o but_o stand_v rather_o in_o a_o sind_n out_o and_o forsake_v of_o our_o imperfection_n then_o in_o any_o present_a perfection_n and_o of_o this_o tâ—…yall_a the_o apostle_n mean_v here_o so_o that_o this_o precept_n do_v command_v we_o to_o search_v out_o our_o iniquity_n &_o to_o depart_v from_o they_o but_o do_v no_o way_n import_v that_o we_o shall_v not_o communicate_v at_o this_o table_n because_o that_o new_a trial_n discover_v to_o we_o new_a transgression_n for_o we_o come_v not_o here_o as_o man_n without_o sin_n but_o as_o poor_a and_o miserable_a sinner_n seek_v the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n know_v that_o he_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n 32._o to_o repentance_n thou_o then_o who_o after_o examination_n shall_v find_v thyself_o a_o miserable_a and_o yet_o a_o penitent_a sinner_n say_v not_o with_o peter_n lord_n depart_v from_o i_o for_o i_o be_o a_o 8._o sinful_a man_n but_o so_o much_o the_o rather_o go_v to_o he_o and_o cry_n with_o david_n have_v 1._o mercy_n on_o i_o o_o god_n and_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o compassion_n put_v away_o my_o iniquity_n for_o it_o be_v a_o true_a say_n christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n 15_o stay_v not_o thou_o therefore_o back_o from_o he_o because_o thou_o be_v sinful_a only_o try_v if_o thou_o be_v weary_a of_o thy_o sin_n for_o we_o be_v sure_a that_o a_o sin_n discover_v by_o trial_n and_o cast_v out_o by_o repentance_n will_v never_o condemn_v we_o wash_v you_o say_v the_o lord_n make_v you_o clean_o take_v away_o the_o 16_o evil_a of_o your_o work_n from_o before_o my_o eye_n and_o then_o though_o your_o sin_n be_v as_o crimson_a they_o shall_v be_v make_v white_a as_o snow_n though_o they_o be_v red_a like_o scarlet_n they_o shall_v be_v as_o wool_n omne_fw-la quod_fw-la ipse_fw-la mihi_fw-la non_fw-la 23._o imputare_fw-la decreverit_fw-la sic_fw-la est_fw-la quasi_fw-la non_fw-la fuerit_fw-la every_o sin_n say_v the_o ancient_a which_o god_n have_v conclude_v not_o to_o impute_v unto_o i_o be_v as_o if_o it_o have_v never_o be_v if_o therefore_o in_o thy_o conscience_n thou_o feel_v thy_o sin_n a_o heavy_a burden_n unto_o thou_o under_o the_o which_o thou_o sigh_v &_o grone_v and_o whereof_o thou_o earnest_o desire_v to_o be_v relieve_v cry_v with_o that_o holy_a apostle_n o_o miserable_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o 7._o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n then_o go_v thou_o to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n for_o sure_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o those_o who_o he_o be_v seek_v he_o come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o sane_a thou_o and_o the_o like_a of_o thou_o lay_v thy_o burden_n upon_o the_o back_n of_o christ_n and_o he_o shall_v bear_v it_o and_o take_v thou_o up_o his_o yoke_n which_o be_v easy_a and_o his_o burden_n which_o be_v light_a so_o shall_v thou_o find_v rest_n to_o thy_o soul_n 29_o o_o happy_a exchange_n when_o we_o be_v take_v from_o the_o servitude_n of_o sin_n and_o enter_v into_o the_o service_n of_o christ_n when_o the_o burden_n of_o sin_n that_o press_v we_o down_o be_v take_v from_o our_o back_n and_o the_o sweet_a yoke_n of_o christ_n that_o lift_v we_o up_o be_v lay_v upon_o we_o for_o albeit_o it_o be_v call_v a_o burden_n yet_o be_v it_o such_o a_o burden_n as_o ease_v we_o and_o make_v we_o light_a like_o the_o wing_n of_o a_o bird_n quidenim_fw-la levius_fw-la co_fw-la onere_fw-la 72._o quod_fw-la non_fw-la solum_fw-la onerat_fw-la sed_fw-la portat_fw-la omnem_fw-la cui_fw-la portandum_fw-la imponitur_fw-la where_o for_o our_o far_a comfort_n let_v we_o consider_v what_o manner_n of_o guest_n these_o be_v who_o the_o great_a king_n command_v to_o bring_v into_o his_o banquet_a blind_a house_n even_o the_o poor_a the_o maim_a the_o halt_n and_o the_o blind_a take_v heed_n unto_o this_o o_o thou_o that_o be_v disquiet_v in_o mind_n &_o wound_v in_o spirit_n with_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o infirmity_n the_o lord_n be_v gracious_a &_o 3._o ready_a to_o show_v mercy_n he_o will_v not_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n nor_o quench_v the_o smoke_a flax_n he_o will_v not_o despise_v thou_o because_o thou_o be_v weak_a but_o bid_v thou_o come_v to_o he_o that_o he_o may_v heal_v all_o thy_o infirmity_n be_v thou_o then_o poor_a and_o destitute_a of_o spiritual_a grace_n in_o thy_o ceiling_n turn_v thou_o to_o christ_n who_o be_v rich_a become_v poor_a for_o thy_o sake_n that_o 31._o thou_o in_o he_o might_n be_v make_v rich_a be_v thou_o weak_a and_o disease_a remember_v they_o who_o be_v whole_a need_n no_o physician_n but_o the_o sick_a and_o that_o it_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o