examine_v his_o own_o way_n and_o upon_o his_o examination_n find_v his_o estate_n to_o be_v miserable_a and_o curse_a 〈◊〉_d he_o be_v in_o extreme_a danger_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o eternal_a condemnation_n for_o his_o sin_n this_o will_n makâ—_n a_o man_n deny_v himself_o and_o tâ—_n seek_v for_o help_v of_o god_n and_o this_o be_v that_o pass_n thâ—_n every_o one_o of_o we_o must_v labour_v tâ—_n bring_v our_o heart_n unto_o if_o we_o desâ—â—_n to_o come_v prepare_v unto_o thâ—_n lord_n table_n and_o to_o reap_v anâ—_n benefit_n and_o comfort_n unto_o oâ—â—_n soul_n by_o the_o use_n of_o this_o so_o holy_a â—n_n ordinance_n now_o if_o we_o will_v due_o examine_v ourselves_o and_o search_v into_o our_o own_o heart_n we_o shall_v find_v that_o we_o have_v run_v far_o into_o god_n score_n â—nd_v that_o our_o sin_n be_v infinite_a of_o all_o sort_n sin_n of_o omission_n and_o sin_n of_o commission_n sin_n of_o infirmity_n and_o presumptuous_a sin_n in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o 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repent_v how_o to_o come_v to_o repent_v we_o must_v therefore_o first_o of_o all_o make_v a_o narrow_a search_n after_o sin_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o prophet_n 3.40_o lam._n 3.40_o let_v we_o search_v and_o try_v our_o way_n and_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o this_o search_n ought_v to_o be_v strict_a and_o narrow_a in_o regard_n of_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o our_o our_o own_o heart_n which_o be_v deceitful_a above_o alâ—_n thing_n 17.9_o jer._n 17.9_o and_o there_o be_v in_o they_o many_o secret_a lurking-hole_n for_o sin_n â—hich_v will_n be_v unespied_a unless_o a_o â—rict_a search_n be_v use_v and_o therefore_o the_o prophet_n exhort_v unto_o his_o duty_n say_v gather_v yourselves_o 2.1_o hag_n 2.1_o â—â—at_o be_v gather_v your_o wit_n together_o and_o fix_v they_o upon_o the_o conâ—â—deration_n of_o your_o estate_n and_o this_o be_v to_o be_v observe_v as_o â—â—e_v only_a way_n to_o true_a repentance_n sin_n 1_o to_o see_v sin_n 〈◊〉_d get_v a_o sight_n of_o sin_n for_o he_o that_o â—es_v his_o sin_n thorough_o will_v besaile_v they_o hearty_o david_n consider_v his_o way_n and_o what_o follow_v upon_o the_o sight_n of_o his_o error_n use_v wander_v 119.59_o psa_fw-la 119.59_o i_o turn_v myself_o inâ—_n the_o way_n of_o thy_o testimony_n it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d possible_a that_o a_o stray_a traveler_n shall_v ever_o return_v into_o the_o â—â—ght_n way_n that_o do_v not_o understand_v â—â—s_o error_n when_o god_n will_v bring_v â—ome_o a_o poor_a wander_a sinner_n inâ—_n the_o way_n of_o life_n he_o give_v he_o eâ—â—r_v a_o heart_n to_o question_v his_o estate_n after_o this_o manner_n god_n have_v make_v i_o a_o man_n endue_v i_o with_o a_o reasonable_a soul_n afford_v unto_o i_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n and_o salvation_n what_o now_o do_v my_o walk_a answer_n this_o mercy_n of_o he_o be_v my_o life_n a_o walk_n in_o or_o rather_o not_o a_o wander_a from_o the_o path_n of_o his_o commandment_n this_o make_v a_o sinner_n with_o ephraim_n to_o smite_v upon_o his_o thigh_n and_o to_o be_v ashamed_a which_o before_o be_v as_o a_o untamed_a calf_n and_o then_o concludeâ—_n he_o thus_o after_o when_o i_o be_v instruct_v 31.18.19_o jer._n 31.18.19_o i_o repent_v and_o this_o may_v be_v assign_v aâ—â—_n the_o only_a cause_n of_o that_o greaâ—_n hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o sencelesnesse_n that_o so_o reign_v this_o day_n iâ—_n the_o world_n even_o that_o brutish_a in_o consideration_n that_o man_n go_v oâ—_n still_o in_o sin_n add_v sin_n unto_o sin_n not_o consider_v what_o they_o do_v but_o flatter_v themselves_o â—n_o their_o evil_a way_n and_o abandon_v the_o very_a thought_n that_o shall_v make_v their_o estate_n questionable_a oh_o this_o be_v the_o case_n of_o many_o thouâ—ands_n in_o the_o world_n which_o do_v manifest_o declare_v how_o far_o they_o â—re_n from_o the_o practice_n of_o true_a repentance_n this_o be_v a_o matter_n i_o confess_v â—hat_n will_v ask_v here_o a_o large_a discourse_n if_o i_o shall_v speak_v of_o all_o â—he_n part_n of_o repentance_n i_o desire_v â—ut_v brief_o to_o observe_v some_o â—ew_a passage_n of_o the_o same_o as_o there_o must_v be_v in_o the_o first_o â—lace_n a_o sight_n of_o sin_n as_o we_o have_v â—eard_v sin_n 2._o to_o be_v humble_v for_o sin_n so_o in_o true_a repentance_n â—here_o must_v be_v a_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n â—or_a the_o same_o sin_n neither_o will_v â—uery_n sorrow_n for_o sin_n serve_v the_o turn_n or_o have_v repentance_n accompany_v it_o but_o only_o godly_a sorrow_n 7.10_o two_o sort_n of_o sorrow_n 2._o cor._n 7.10_o there_o be_v a_o worldly_a sorrow_n that_o bring_v death_n as_o there_o be_v a_o godly_a sorrow_n the_o end_n whereof_o be_v life_n and_o peace_n the_o first_o sort_n of_o sorrow_n be_v to_o be_v find_v among_o hypocrite_n and_o wicked_a man_n which_o be_v many_o time_n full_a of_o sorrow_n but_o it_o be_v not_o for_o sin_n because_o it_o be_v sin_n and_o offend_v the_o majesty_n of_o god_n but_o because_o of_o the_o punishment_n which_o by_o their_o sin_n they_o have_v draw_v upon_o themselves_o even_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n a_o tremble_a heart_n and_o wound_a soul_n and_o withal_o a_o fearful_a expectation_n of_o judgement_n these_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o sin_n and_o these_o wound_n the_o hart_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o make_v he_o to_o fall_v out_o with_o his_o sin_n or_o rather_o indeed_o with_o the_o punishment_n like_v unto_o cain_n 9.28_o gen._n 4.14_o exod._n 9.28_o pharaoh_n saul_n and_o judas_n etc._n etc._n which_o only_o be_v affect_v with_o the_o punishment_n 27.5_o mat_n 27.5_o and_o can_v have_v wish_v with_o all_o their_o heart_n that_o the_o same_o have_v be_v no_o sin_n that_o so_o they_o may_v have_v live_v in_o the_o same_o without_o controlment_n but_o beside_o this_o 7.10_o what_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v 2._o cor._n 7.10_o there_o be_v also_o a_o godly_a sorrow_n which_o be_v only_o to_o be_v find_v among_o the_o godly_a which_o have_v the_o promise_n annex_v unto_o it_o and_o that_o be_v when_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v grieve_v for_o sin_n because_o by_o sin_n he_o have_v grieve_v god_n a_o good_a and_o gracious_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o if_o there_o be_v neither_o hell_n nor_o satan_n nor_o punishment_n for_o sin_n after_o this_o life_n yet_o inasmuch_o as_o the_o lord_n be_v offend_v and_o his_o righteous_a law_n be_v violate_v this_o be_v it_o that_o make_v the_o hart_n of_o the_o godly_a to_o smite_v they_o and_o they_o to_o be_v humble_v for_o their_o sin_n and_o this_o sorrow_n these_o sigh_n and_o throb_v of_o the_o godly_a for_o sin_n be_v those_o sour_a herb_n wherewith_o we_o must_v eaâ—e_v our_o new_a passeover_n 12._o exo._n 12._o and_o such_o trouble_a spirit_n shall_v be_v acceptable_a sacrifice_n unto_o god_n and_o such_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o despise_v 51.17_o psal_n 51.17_o sorrow_n the_o mean_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n now_o the_o mean_n by_o which_o this_o godly_a sorrow_n may_v be_v attain_v unto_o be_v these_o first_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o take_v notice_n of_o the_o manifold_a favour_n and_o mercy_n the_o lord_n have_v bestow_v upon_o he_o and_o his_o own_o unthankfulness_n again_o unto_o he_o and_o this_o will_v be_v a_o good_a mean_n to_o break_v a_o man_n heart_n with_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n thus_o do_v nathan_n deal_v with_o david_n 7.8_o 2._o sam._n 12_o 7.8_o put_v he_o iâ—_n mind_n of_o god_n mercy_n in_o advance_v he_o to_o be_v king_n over_o israel_n use_v deliver_v he_o out_o of_o the_o â—nds_n of_o saul_n add_v moreover_o 〈◊〉_d that_o have_v be_v too_o little_a he_o will_v â—ave_n give_v thou_o more_o that_o be_v it_o ytâ—rought_o remorse_n and_o sorrow_n in_o â—â—e_z heart_n of_o david_n and_o this_o be_v 〈◊〉_d that_o prevail_v so_o
do_v examine_v and_o prepare_v themselves_o thereunto_o use_v 3_o three_o and_o last_o see_v it_o be_v god_n commandment_n estate_n be_v for_o trial_n of_o our_o estate_n that_o none_o come_v to_o this_o sacrament_n but_o only_o such_o as_o can_v and_o do_v examine_v and_o prepare_v themselves_o there-unto_a let_v this_o serve_v then_o to_o admonish_v we_o all_o in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n to_o enter_v into_o ourselves_o to_o try_v our_o own_o heart_n and_o soul_n whether_o we_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n 13.5_o 2._o cor._n 13.5_o or_o not_o how_o we_o be_v fit_v and_o prepare_v to_o come_v to_o so_o holy_a a_o banquet_n let_v we_o descend_v into_o our_o own_o heart_n ask_v thy_o heart_n this_o question_n whether_o it_o be_v purge_v of_o sin_n of_o ignorance_n malice_n uncleanness_n &_o c_o and_o let_v this_o examination_n be_v do_v in_o a_o serious_a manner_n 17.9_o jer._n 17.9_o for_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n be_v deceitful_a above_o all_o thing_n call_v to_o mind_n thy_o life_n that_o be_v past_a examine_v it_o by_o god_n law_n and_o by_o his_o word_n whether_o it_o have_v becom_v the_o gospel_n of_o christ_n whether_o it_o be_v true_o humble_v wound_a and_o bruise_v for_o sin_n since_o by_o thy_o sin_n thou_o have_v grieve_v the_o good_a spirit_n of_o god_n and_o whether_o thou_o hungere_v and_o thirste_a after_o christ_n and_o his_o righteousness_n desire_v to_o be_v ease_v of_o that_o burden_n of_o sin_n and_o corruption_n that_o hang_v on_o so_o fast_o and_o that_o press_v down_o 12.1_o heb._n 12.1_o and_o if_o upon_o examination_n thou_o find_v this_o to_o be_v thy_o case_n be_v not_o any_o whit_n discourage_v for_o thy_o want_n or_o too_o much_o cast_v down_o for_o thy_o sin_n i_o will_v say_v unto_o thou_o as_o sometime_o the_o disciple_n say_v unto_o blind_a bartimeus_n 11.28_o luk._n 19_o mat._n 11.28_o behold_v christ_n call_v thou_o for_o so_o say_v christ_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o travail_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v refresh_v you_o here_o be_v the_o physician_n that_o be_v able_a to_o heal_v thou_o and_o here_o be_v a_o medicine_n for_o thy_o sick_a heart_n this_o sacrament_n will_v minister_v comfort_n unto_o thy_o sorrowful_a soul_n but_o if_o on_o the_o contrary_a part_n upon_o this_o examination_n thou_o find_v thy_o heart_n to_o be_v fraught_v with_o sin_n with_o blindness_n ignorance_n contempt_n of_o god_n and_o godliness_n pride_n drunkenness_n malice_n etc._n etc._n oh_o deceive_v not_o thy_o own_o soul_n any_o long_o but_o know_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n to_o thy_o good_a and_o to_o thy_o comfort_n but_o with_o great_a hazard_n to_o provoke_v the_o lord_n to_o wrath_n to_o punish_v thou_o with_o both_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a judgement_n with_o utter_a confusion_n and_o eternal_a condemnation_n and_o thus_o much_o for_o the_o necessity_n of_o this_o preparation_n we_o be_v now_o to_o speak_v of_o the_o subject_n of_o this_o preparation_n and_o that_o be_v a_o man_n self_n let_v a_o man_n therefore_o examine_v himself_o the_o apostle_n here_o give_v a_o special_a command_n examination_n the_o subject_n of_o examination_n that_o every_o one_o shall_v narrow_o try_v and_o examine_v himself_o that_o be_v that_o every_o man_n enter_v into_o his_o own_o heart_n and_o conscience_n and_o examine_v himself_o how_o it_o fare_v betwixt_o god_n and_o his_o soul_n whether_o or_o no_o he_o find_v his_o conscience_n to_o be_v at_o peace_n with_o god_n q._n d._n mark_v and_o behold_v in_o what_o estate_n you_o stand_v what_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o your_o own_o conscience_n whether_o they_o excuse_v or_o accuse_v for_o if_o our_o own_o heart_n condemn_v we_o god_n be_v great_a than_o our_o heart_n and_o will_v much_o more_o condemn_v us._n doct._n estate_n every_o man_n must_v be_v most_o diligent_a to_o know_v his_o own_o estate_n now_o in_o that_o our_o apostle_n bid_v we_o not_o to_o try_v one_o another_o or_o our_o neighbour_n to_o try_v we_o but_o every_o man_n to_o try_v himself_o we_o be_v teach_v this_o point_n of_o holy_a instruction_n that_o our_o principal_a and_o special_a care_n and_o diligence_n must_v be_v in_o know_v ourselves_o and_o labour_v to_o discern_v of_o our_o own_o estate_n how_o it_o fare_v betwixt_o god_n and_o our_o soul_n 3.40_o lam._n 3.40_o he_o bid_v not_o our_o neighbour_n to_o try_v we_o or_o we_o to_o try_v our_o neighbour_n but_o every_o man_n to_o try_v himself_o examine_v your_o own_o heart_n upon_o your_o bed_n 4.4_o psal_n 4.4_o say_v david_n this_o be_v that_o holy_a direction_n that_o paul_n give_v unto_o the_o godly_a corinth_n 13.15_o 2._o cor._n 13.15_o prove_v yourselves_o whether_o you_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n know_v you_o not_o that_o christ_n jesus_n be_v in_o you_o except_o you_o be_v reprobate_n and_o to_o this_o agree_v that_o exhortation_n of_o the_o same_o apostle_n to_o the_o galathian_o let_v every_o man_n â—rove_v his_o own_o work_n 6.4_o gal._n 6.4_o that_o he_o may_v have_v â—oy_n in_o himself_o and_o this_o duty_n belong_v unto_o all_o from_o the_o high_a unto_o the_o low_a be_v a_o man_n never_o â—o_o holy_a wise_a learned_a mighty_a &c_n &c_n â—et_a before_o he_o must_v dare_v to_o come_v â—o_o this_o sacrament_n this_o be_v the_o duâ—y_n that_o be_v to_o be_v perform_v by_o he_o â—e_n must_v examine_v himself_o and_o â—reat_a reason_n reason_n 1_o for_o first_o none_o can_v be_v so_o ceratine_a of_o the_o estate_n of_o a_o man_n hart_n â—nd_v conscience_n estate_n every_o man_n be_v best_a acquaint_v with_o his_o own_o estate_n as_o a_o man_n own_o â—elfe_n it_o be_v true_a the_o apostle_n here_o â—oeth_v not_o exclude_v other_o from_o â—e_a trial_n of_o we_o it_o be_v lawful_a for_o the_o pastor_n to_o try_v we_o and_o we_o must_v be_v ready_a to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o our_o faith_n 3.15_o minister_n not_o exempt_v from_o take_v trial_n of_o us._n 1._o pet._n 3.15_o and_o that_o hope_v that_o be_v in_o we_o whensoever_o we_o shall_v be_v 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as_o to_o man_n for_o it_o be_v he_o that_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o tri_v the_o reins_n 28.9_o psal_n 7.9_o 1._o chro._n 28.9_o he_o see_v where_o man_n can_v discern_v and_o before_o he_o all_o thing_n be_v naked_a in_o which_o respect_n we_o conclude_v that_o there_o be_v none_o so_o meet_a to_o try_v the_o spirit_n of_o man_n to_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o to_o prove_v the_o conscience_n of_o man_n as_o be_v man_n himself_o reason_n 2_o another_o reason_n to_o show_v the_o necessity_n of_o this_o duty_n 18._o every_o man_n shall_v answer_v for_o his_o own_o sin_n eze._n 18._o may_v be_v this_o because_o every_o man_n must_v answer_v for_o his_o own_o sin_n and_o the_o soul_n that_o sin_v shall_v die_v the_o death_n and_o here_o unto_o agree_v that_o of_o the_o apostle_n 10_o 2._o cor._n 5_o 10_o we_o must_v all_o appear_v before_o the_o judgement_n seat_n of_o christ_n 14._o rom._n 14._o that_o every_o man_n may_v receive_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v in_o his_o body_n according_a to_o that_o he_o have_v do_v whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o evil_n a_o man_n stand_v and_o fall_v to_o his_o own_o conscience_n it_o all_o the_o world_n shall_v condemn_v i_o and_o account_v i_o wicked_a if_o i_o have_v peace_n in_o my_o soul_n and_o my_o own_o conscience_n do_v acquit_v i_o i_o may_v have_v peace_n the_o world_n can_v judge_n but_o by_o the_o outward_a appearance_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o know_v the_o heart_n 1.13_o 1._o sam._n 1.13_o eli_n be_v deceive_v in_o hannah_n who_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o her_o soul_n mourn_v before_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o judge_v she_o no_o better_o then_o drink_v even_o so_o if_o all_o the_o world_n shall_v justify_v i_o if_o my_o own_o conscience_n do_v not_o
have_v a_o quarrel_n to_o another_o even_o as_o christ_n forgive_v you_o even_o so_o do_v eye_n and_o above_o all_o thing_n put_v on_o love_n which_o be_v the_o bond_n of_o perfection_n where_o the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v require_v we_o that_o we_o will_v make_v it_o manifest_a to_o ourselves_o &_o other_o â—hat_n we_o be_v the_o elect_a of_o god_n and_o â—hat_n the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v shed_v into_o our_o heart_n that_o we_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o lord_n mercy_n towards_o our_o own_o soul_n in_o particular_a for_o the_o pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n which_o we_o â—hall_v do_v by_o show_v ourselves_o â—eady_a and_o willing_a to_o forgive_v other_o as_o we_o have_v find_v the_o lord_n both_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o forgive_v us._n and_o to_o this_o end_n have_v the_o lord_n ordain_v this_o sacrament_n of_o his_o supper_n that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o feast_n of_o love_n and_o a_o band_n or_o chain_n to_o knit_v we_o fast_o one_o unto_o another_o wherefore_o not_o unfit_o be_v this_o sacrament_n call_v the_o communion_n to_o show_v that_o there_o will_v be_v a_o holy_a and_o bless_a agreement_n among_o those_o that_o come_v thereunto_o that_o they_o come_v in_o love_n with_o one_o hart_n &_o mind_n even_o as_o one_o man_n as_o the_o apostle_n teach_v we_o that_o be_v many_o be_v one_o bread_n &_o one_o body_n because_o we_o be_v all_o partaker_n of_o one_o bread_n love_n reason_n to_o prove_v the_o necessity_n of_o love_n and_o to_o provoke_v we_o unto_o this_o duty_n consider_v first_o it_o be_v god_n commandment_n that_o we_o shall_v love_v one_o another_o this_o be_v his_o commandment_n that_o we_o shall_v love_v one_o another_o 5_o 2._o joh._n 5_o second_o it_o be_v a_o mark_n or_o cognisance_n by_o the_o which_o we_o be_v know_v to_o be_v christ_n disciple_n 13.35_o joh._n 13.35_o by_o this_o shall_v all_o man_n know_v that_o you_o be_v my_o disciple_n if_o you_o love_v one_o another_o three_o we_o come_v all_o to_o one_o table_n drink_v of_o the_o same_o 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it_o minister_v unto_o we_o the_o certain_a assurance_n of_o our_o election_n that_o we_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n that_o it_o be_v it_o that_o season_v all_o our_o action_n in_o god_n service_n and_o make_v all_o duty_n accept_v to_o god_n or_o man_n oh_o how_o shall_v this_o cause_v we_o to_o labour_v for_o this_o excellent_a grace_n 3.12_o col._n 3.12_o that_o we_o put_v on_o tender_a mercy_n kindness_n humbleness_n of_o mind_n meekness_n long_o suffer_v &c_n &c_n and_o above_o all_o thing_n love_n the_o bond_n of_o perfection_n otherwise_o we_o â—ot_n expect_v any_o fruit_n or_o comfort_v â—n_o the_o use_n of_o this_o sacrament_n or_o â—ny_v other_o the_o ordinance_n of_o god_n use_v 2_o second_o see_v love_n and_o charity_n with_o man_n be_v so_o necessary_a to_o the_o due_a receive_n of_o this_o sacrament_n this_o may_v serve_v to_o reprove_v those_o that_o be_v grow_v â—uen_o rusty_a with_o rancour_n and_o mance_n towards_o their_o brother_n that_o â—ake_v every_o small_a occasion_n or_o â—espasse_n occasion_n sufficient_a of_o alling_n out_o among_o they_o such_o â—en_n deceive_v themselves_o and_o â—â—eir_n own_o soul_n if_o they_o look_v â—r_o any_o benefit_n or_o comfort_n in_o this_o sacrament_n object_n object_n i_o do_v he_o no_o wrong_n â—e_v wrong_v i_o and_o if_o he_o will_v â—me_v and_o confess_v his_o fault_n i_o â—â—ould_v forgive_v he_o but_o i_o will_v â—uer_o seek_v unto_o he_o but_o mark_v this_o be_v the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n and_o as_o yet_o thou_o have_v take_v counsel_n of_o none_o but_o they_o answ_n christ_n will_v teach_v thou_o another_o lesson_n if_o thou_o remember_v that_o thy_o brother_n have_v aught_o against_o thou_o etc._n etc._n 5.23_o mat._n 5.23_o stand_v not_o upon_o such_o term_n but_o go_v thou_o to_o he_o look_v not_o for_o he_o to_o come_v to_o thou_o first_o and_o seek_v reconciliation_n with_o he_o hereby_o thou_o shall_v heap_v coal_n of_o fire_n upon_o his_o head_n otherwise_o with_o what_o hart_n can_v thou_o pray_v forgive_v we_o our_o trespass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o us._n do_v thou_o not_o pray_v the_o lord_n to_o hasten_v thy_o destruction_n and_o no_o way_n to_o forgive_v thou_o in_o asmuch_o as_o thy_o heart_n be_v shut_v up_o against_o thy_o brother_n whereas_o in_o deed_n we_o be_v teach_v to_o love_v ouâ—_n very_a enemy_n after_o the_o example_n of_o christ_n who_o pray_v for_o hâ—â—_n enemy_n thus_o unto_o his_o father_n father_n forgive_v they_o they_o wot_v not_o what_o they_o do_v ult._n luk._n 23.35_o act._n 7._o ult._n and_o that_o of_o stephen_n lord_n lay_v not_o this_o sin_n to_o their_o charge_n oh_o this_o this_o be_v the_o truth_n let_v we_o then_o acknowledge_v it_o and_o this_o be_v the_o way_n let_v we_o then_o walk_v in_o it_o otherwise_o let_v we_o not_o look_v â—o_o reap_v peace_n unto_o our_o soul_n â—or_a comfort_n by_o any_o of_o god_n ordinance_n and_o thus_o belove_v you_o have_v scene_v the_o necessity_n of_o a_o christiâ—n_a man_n preparation_n conclusion_n the_o conclusion_n before_o he_o â—omes_v to_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n you_o have_v see_v again_o â—he_v subject_n of_o it_o not_o another_o â—ut_v a_o man_n self_n and_o last_o of_o all_o â—ou_fw-mi have_v see_v wherein_o this_o duâ—y_n do_v consist_v now_o if_o we_o find_v ourselves_o â—urnished_v with_o some_o competent_a â—easure_n of_o knowledge_n faith_n repentance_n and_o love_n as_o you_o have_v hear_v all_o which_o be_v require_v to_o the_o due_a receive_n of_o this_o sacrament_n we_o may_v then_o with_o comfort_n come_v unto_o it_o and_o howsoever_o these_o grace_n be_v in_o we_o but_o in_o part_n and_o in_o much_o weakness_n yet_o if_o we_o be_v humble_v for_o our_o want_n and_o desire_v to_o increase_v in_o our_o knowledge_n to_o be_v strengthen_v in_o our_o faith_n to_o be_v better_v in_o our_o repentance_n etc._n etc._n here_o we_o be_v call_v to_o the_o live_a fountain_n from_o whence_o we_o may_v look_v to_o have_v supply_v make_v unto_o all_o our_o want_n but_o if_o on_o the_o contrary_a part_n upon_o examination_n we_o find_v ourselves_o altogether_o ignorant_a of_o god_n and_o his_o son_n christ_n and_o the_o mean_n of_o our_o redemption_n that_o we_o have_v not_o our_o heart_n true_o touch_v with_o our_o sin_n and_o that_o we_o be_v not_o at_o peace_n with_o man_n better_a not_o come_v for_o this_o be_v but_o to_o abuse_v so_o holy_a a_o ordinance_n to_o mock_v god_n to_o his_o face_n and_o to_o stir_v he_o up_o to_o wrath_n against_o us._n and_o by_o this_o that_o have_v be_v say_v it_o may_v appear_v that_o few_o come_v worthy_o and_o prepare_v as_o they_o ought_v but_o ignorant_o and_o for_o custom_n sake_n to_o the_o great_a dishonour_n of_o god_n and_o abuse_v of_o so_o holy_a a_o ordinance_n and_o thus_o much_o concern_v the_o preparation_n that_o be_v to_o be_v make_v by_o every_o faithful_a communicant_a the_o participation_n follow_v which_o we_o refer_v to_o another_o time_n let_v 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ache_v but_o all_o the_o body_n suffer_v pain_n even_o so_o it_o fare_v in_o this_o mystical_a body_n he_o that_o touch_v you_o touch_v the_o apple_n of_o my_o eye_n 2.8_o zach._n 2.8_o there_o be_v a_o most_o sweet_a and_o secret_a sympathy_n betwixt_o christ_n and_o his_o member_n so_o as_o to_o persecute_v they_o be_v to_o persecute_v he_o 25.40_o act._n 9.4_o mat._n 25.40_o he_o still_o partake_v with_o they_o in_o their_o weal_n or_o woe_n a_o sweet_a comfort_n three_o we_o have_v by_o virtue_n of_o this_o union_n and_o conjunction_n with_o christ_n comfort_n 3_o comfort_n a_o most_o certain_a assurance_n of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o these_o our_o body_n to_o life_n eternal_a for_o so_o say_v the_o apostle_n 8.11_o rom._n 8.11_o if_o the_o spirit_n of_o he_o that_o raise_v up_o jesus_n from_o the_o dead_a dwell_v in_o you_o he_o that_o raise_v up_o christ_n from_o the_o dead_a shall_v also_o quicken_v your_o mortal_a body_n by_o his_o spirit_n that_o dwell_v in_o you_o and_o this_o be_v likewise_o confirm_v by_o that_o of_o our_o saviour_n where_o he_o say_v 6.33.54.58_o joh._n 6.33.54.58_o whosoever_o eat_v my_o flesh_n and_o drink_v my_o â—loud_n have_v eternal_a life_n and_o i_o will_v â—ayse_v he_o up_o at_o the_o last_o day_n what_o â—hough_o these_o body_n of_o we_o for_o â—_o time_n do_v taste_v corruption_n they_o â—hall_v not_o perish_v in_o corruption_n tree_n and_o plant_n of_o the_o earth_n in_o â—he_n winter_n season_n appear_v like_o dead_a tree_n without_o leaf_n or_o fruit_n but_o in_o the_o spring_n time_n they_o bud_v blossom_n and_o bring_v forth_o and_o the_o reason_n be_v because_o of_o that_o union_n and_o conjunction_n which_o they_o have_v with_o the_o root_n where_o lie_v the_o sappe_n all_o the_o winter_n season_n even_o so_o by_o virtue_n of_o our_o union_n and_o conjunction_n we_o have_v with_o christ_n these_o decay_a body_n of_o we_o shall_v one_o day_n rise_v again_o and_o that_o to_o life_n eternal_a where_o we_o shall_v 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a_o word_n use_v see_v the_o godly_a be_v thus_o knit_v unto_o christ_n and_o have_v such_o a_o union_n and_o conjunction_n with_o he_o it_o show_v as_o the_o happy_a and_o bless_a estate_n of_o all_o those_o that_o be_v thus_o unite_v unto_o christ_n in_o regard_n of_o their_o manifold_a privilege_n they_o enjoy_v by_o he_o so_o the_o miserable_a estate_n and_o condition_n of_o such_o as_o be_v leave_v in_o their_o old_a sin_n as_o wild_a olive_n not_o pluck_v up_o and_o plant_v into_o the_o stock_n christ_n their_o nature_n be_v not_o change_v christ_n partake_v not_o with_o they_o in_o their_o suffering_n but_o the_o same_o be_v inflict_v as_o a_o judgement_n of_o god_n upon_o they_o little_a comfort_n can_v such_o have_v in_o their_o life_n who_o hope_n and_o glory_n be_v but_o vain_a and_o die_v with_o they_o if_o not_o before_o they_o less_o comfort_n in_o death_n inasmuch_o as_o judgement_n do_v follow_v 9.27_o heb._n 9.27_o and_o they_o be_v then_o to_o give_v up_o their_o 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oâ—er_n to_o glad_a man_n heart_n for_o use_v â—nd_a comfort_n what_o will_v we_o â—ave_n more_o and_o therefore_o of_o all_o â—her_a creature_n the_o fit_a for_o â—ch_v a_o holy_a use_n teach_v we_o â—us_o much_o doct._n 6_o that_o the_o true_a believer_n that_o â—rtakes_v of_o christ_n elect_a christ_n every_o way_n a_o sufficient_a saviour_n unto_o the_o elect_a as_o every_o true_a believer_n do_v in_o this_o sacrament_n shall_v find_v he_o every_o way_n a_o sufficient_a saviour_n whatsoever_o our_o want_n be_v we_o shall_v here_o find_v a_o supply_n make_v unto_o they_o all_o for_o the_o weak_a here_o be_v bread_n to_o strengthen_v they_o for_o the_o sorrowful_a here_o be_v wine_n to_o comfort_v they_o and_o thus_o do_v the_o lord_n by_o his_o prophet_n esay_n make_v a_o free_a and_o a_o large_a proffer_n of_o his_o heavenly_a grace_n unto_o his_o church_n yea_o such_o good_a thing_n as_o shall_v make_v a_o supply_n unto_o all_o our_o want_n hâ—e_v every_o one_o that_o thirst_v 55.1_o esay_n 55.1_o come_v you_o unto_o the_o water_n and_o you_o that_o have_v no_o silver_n come_v buy_v and_o eat_v come_v i_o say_v buy_v wine_n and_o milk_n without_o money_n etc._n etc._n whereby_o wine_n and_o milk_n etc._n etc._n be_v to_o be_v understand_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n yea_o such_o good_a thing_n as_o will_v fit_v every_o manâ—_n turn_v according_a to_o their_o several_a necessity_n some_o have_v sorrowful_a heart_n for_o such_o he_o have_v wine_n to_o comfort_v they_o some_o be_v babe_n for_o such_o he_o have_v milk_n to_o nourish_v they_o other_o be_v feeble_a â—nd_n weak_a for_o such_o he_o have_v bread_n to_o strengthen_v they_o uther_n be_v grow_v christian_n and_o â—espect_v their_o pleasure_n and_o unto_o â—hem_o he_o have_v let_v your_o soul_n deâ—ght_v in_o fatness_n so_o that_o christ_n be_v all_o â—_o all_o unto_o all_o 1.19_o col._n 1.19_o for_o so_o say_v the_o apostle_n it_o please_v the_o father_n that_o in_o â—m_n shall_v all_o fullness_n dwell_v and_o â—his_n fullness_n we_o all_o receive_v grace_n â—r_o grace_n 1.21_o mat._n 1.21_o he_o be_v jesus_n a_o saviourâ—â—d_n â—â—d_z shall_v save_v his_o people_n from_o their_o â—nes_n he_o be_v the_o way_n the_o truth_n 10.3.4_o 1._o cor._n 10.3.4_o use_v the_o life_n and_o there_o be_v salvation_n â—_o none_o other_o say_v we_o than_o â—th_v the_o apostle_n lord_n whether_o â—ll_v we_o go_v thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o arnall_a life_n it_o shall_v little_o avail_v to_o go_v to_o saint_n or_o angel_n or_o the_o virgin_n mary_n to_o procure_v a_o pardon_n from_o the_o pope_n indulgence_n etc._n etc._n in_o asmuch_o as_o for_o all_o our_o want_n of_o what_o nature_n soever_o here_o we_o may_v have_v supply_n the_o reason_n follow_v reason_n 1_o for_o first_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n he_o have_v satisfy_v the_o law_n full_o in_o the_o rigour_n thereof_o &_o by_o his_o death_n have_v remove_v the_o curse_n even_o that_o judgement_n that_o be_v due_a for_o sin_n as_o also_o by_o his_o obedience_n merit_v our_o peace_n and_o procure_v the_o blessing_n so_o that_o now_o we_o may_v safe_o reason_n with_o the_o apostle_n if_o when_o we_o be_v enemy_n we_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o god_n by_o the_o death_n oâ—_n his_o son_n 5.10_o rom._n 5.10_o how_o much_o more_o be_v reconcile_v we_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o his_o life_n the_o reason_n be_v clear_a reason_n 2_o second_o god_n the_o father_n iâ—_n he_o that_o be_v offend_v with_o mankind_n for_o his_o disobedience_n and_o he_o it_o be_v that_o threaten_v the_o curse_n anâ—_n afflict_v the_o punishment_n now_o â—ath_v not_o he_o appoint_v his_o own_o â—onne_n to_o be_v our_o peacemaker_n â—â—_o workman_n reconciliation_n â—nd_o to_o make_v attonment_n for_o we_o â—ow_o then_o can_v he_o but_o be_v