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that_o love_v we_o as_o he_o do_v his_o own_o life_n and_o our_o most_o noble_a benefactor_n who_o have_v so_o infinite_o oblige_v we_o and_o do_v such_o kindness_n for_o we_o as_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o express_v he_o be_v our_o true_a friend_n who_o espouse_n our_o interest_n as_o his_o own_o and_o be_v sensible_a of_o all_o our_o want_n and_o pain_v in_o all_o our_o affliction_n and_o rejoice_v in_o all_o our_o joy_n and_o seek_v to_o make_v we_o share_v in_o his_o own_o happiness_n and_o will_v part_v with_o any_o thing_n he_o have_v to_o please_v we_o nay_o give_v his_o own_o heart_n blood_n in_o any_o case_n which_o be_v worth_a the_o while_n to_o do_v we_o a_o kindness_n he_o be_v our_o most_o noble_a benefactor_n who_o have_v do_v we_o such_o kindness_n as_o be_v beyond_o all_o expression_n have_v procure_v for_o we_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n the_o help_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o assure_a hope_n of_o eternal_a happiness_n when_o all_o these_o seem_v irrevocable_o lose_v and_o no_o way_n attainable_a by_o we_o and_o when_o he_o can_v not_o gain_v they_o at_o a_o less_o rate_n than_o by_o lay_v down_o his_o own_o life_n for_o the_o purchase_n and_o these_o be_v endearment_n which_o pass_v all_o imagination_n they_o be_v such_o argument_n to_o a_o reciprocal_a love_n and_o kindness_n as_o can_v be_v withstand_v by_o any_o man._n so_o that_o have_v receive_v all_o this_o love_n from_o he_o we_o must_n needs_o return_v the_o small_a tribute_n of_o love_n to_o he_o again_o or_o else_o we_o shall_v be_v the_o unworthy_a of_o any_o person_n live_v and_o this_o be_v one_o temper_v which_o be_v necessary_a to_o a_o worthy_a remembrance_n of_o so_o kind_a a_o friend_n and_o so_o noble_a a_o benefactor_n as_o we_o have_v of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n we_o must_v love_v the_o thought_n of_o he_o and_o be_v most_o kind_o affect_v towards_o he_o or_o else_o we_o shall_v show_v ourselves_o utter_o unworthy_a of_o he_o 2_o lie_v we_o must_v remember_v he_o our_o most_o noble_a benefactor_n and_o the_o favour_n he_o have_v do_v we_o with_o joy_n and_o gladness_n this_o be_v a_o temper_n very_o necessary_a in_o we_o when_o we_o will_v worthy_o commemorate_v the_o receipt_n of_o benefit_n for_o when_o we_o rejoice_v in_o they_o we_o show_v what_o rate_v we_o put_v upon_o they_o and_o how_o much_o we_o be_v please_v in_o they_o and_o how_o happy_a we_o think_v ourselves_o in_o that_o love_n which_o bestow_v they_o on_o we_o and_o this_o will_v make_v the_o person_n that_o confer_v they_o think_v they_o well_o place_v and_o please_v himself_o in_o what_o he_o have_v do_v conclude_v that_o we_o who_o be_v so_o sensible_a of_o a_o kindness_n when_o it_o be_v show_v we_o be_v worthy_a to_o receive_v one_o and_o therefore_o the_o scripture_n call_v all_o good_a man_n who_o have_v receive_v most_o â—nvaluable_a benefit_n to_o joy_n and_o 〈◊〉_d rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n o_o you_o righteous_a 〈◊〉_d the_o psalmist_n for_o praise_n be_v comely_a for_o the_o upright_o psal._n 33.1_o and_o this_o we_o all_o ought_v to_o show_v when_o we_o commemorate_v those_o blessing_n which_o our_o bless_a saviour_n have_v confer_v upon_o we_o he_o have_v get_v all_o those_o thing_n for_o we_o which_o our_o heart_n can_v wish_v no_o less_o than_o the_o pure_a and_o perfect_a joy_n of_o heaven_n and_o eternal_a happiness_n and_o these_o he_o have_v take_v the_o hard_a pain_n and_o be_v at_o the_o great_a cost_n to_o compass_v lay_v down_o his_o own_o life_n for_o they_o rather_o than_o he_o will_v suffer_v we_o to_o go_v without_o they_o and_o this_o we_o ought_v not_o at_o any_o time_n to_o think_v of_o without_o joy_n and_o gladness_n when_o we_o reflect_v upon_o so_o great_a love_n and_o such_o inestimable_a benefit_n it_o be_v most_o fit_a and_o reasonable_a we_o rejoice_v over_o they_o that_o thereby_o we_o may_v show_v forth_o how_o happy_a we_o think_v ourselves_o in_o they_o and_o our_o bless_a lord_n may_v well_o think_v he_o throw_v they_o away_o upon_o we_o and_o repent_v that_o ever_o he_o bestow_v or_o take_v such_o pain_n for_o they_o if_o after_o all_o he_o see_v we_o insensible_a of_o what_o be_v do_v and_o still_o as_o cold_a and_o unaffected_a as_o if_o we_o have_v receive_v nothing_o so_o that_o if_o we_o will_v worthy_o commemorate_v the_o receipt_n of_o so_o great_a happiness_n we_o must_v do_v it_o with_o joyful_a heart_n and_o cheerful_a look_n and_o a_o open_a show_n of_o gladness_n as_o we_o be_v tell_v the_o disciple_n do_v in_o the_o first_o day_n who_o as_o st._n luke_n say_v continue_v daily_o in_o the_o temple_n and_o break_v bread_n eat_v it_o with_o gladness_n of_o heart_n act._n 2.46_o 3_o lie_v we_o must_v remember_v he_o our_o most_o noble_a benefactor_n with_o grateful_a resentment_n and_o hearty_a thanks_o for_o all_o his_o kindness_n particular_o for_o that_o of_o his_o die_v for_o we_o in_o thankfulness_n be_v imply_v two_o thing_n 1_o sy_n a_o grateful_a acknowledgement_n of_o the_o gift_n and_o a_o praise_v he_o that_o give_v it_o 2_o lie_v a_o readiness_n and_o endeavour_n according_a to_o our_o power_n to_o requite_v it_o it_o imply_v a_o grateful_a acknowledgement_n of_o the_o gift_n and_o a_o praise_v of_o he_o that_o give_v it_o for_o when_o we_o receive_v a_o undeserved_a benefit_n it_o be_v very_o fit_a that_o we_o let_v the_o donor_n know_v we_o be_v sensible_a of_o it_o and_o understand_v very_o well_o both_o our_o own_o happiness_n in_o receive_v and_o his_o kindness_n in_o bestow_v it_o we_o must_v give_v he_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o beneficence_n and_o express_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o own_o obligation_n for_o if_o we_o fail_v in_o this_o we_o show_v either_o that_o we_o contemn_v his_o gift_n and_o set_v no_o value_n on_o it_o or_o that_o we_o think_v it_o only_o a_o tribute_n to_o our_o own_o desert_n so_o as_o that_o we_o be_v not_o behold_v to_o he_o for_o it_o or_o that_o we_o will_v be_v independent_a and_o be_v too_o proud_a to_o be_v oblige_v by_o it_o all_o which_o have_v they_o be_v know_v to_o he_o beforehand_o will_v have_v make_v he_o and_o all_o man_n judge_v we_o most_o unworthy_a to_o receive_v it_o it_o imply_v also_o a_o readiness_n and_o endeavour_n according_a to_o our_o power_n to_o requite_v it_o for_o love_n shall_v engage_v love_n and_o the_o kindness_n which_o be_v do_v we_o oblige_v we_o upon_o all_o opportunity_n to_o do_v the_o same_o again_o to_o encourage_v benefit_n and_o bestow_v favour_n we_o ought_v to_o take_v care_n that_o they_o who_o give_v they_o never_o have_v any_o just_a cause_n to_o repent_v of_o they_o and_o to_o let_v they_o see_v that_o if_o we_o have_v the_o power_n and_o opportunity_n we_o will_v do_v as_o much_o for_o they_o for_o kindness_n shall_v be_v a_o sort_n of_o loan_n which_o upon_o any_o fit_a occasion_n be_v to_o be_v repay_v back_o to_o he_o who_o show_v they_o that_o so_o all_o man_n may_v be_v encourage_v to_o abound_v in_o they_o and_o never_o be_v hinder_v by_o a_o fear_n lest_o afterward_o they_o shall_v be_v offend_v with_o themselves_o for_o have_v bestow_v they_o and_o if_o any_o man_n be_v either_o so_o stupid_a or_o so_o proud_a that_o he_o will_v take_v no_o notice_n of_o they_o nor_o endeavour_v afterward_o to_o requite_v they_o by_o the_o consent_n of_o all_o he_o be_v unfit_a to_o be_v deal_v with_o in_o this_o generous_a way_n of_o love_n and_o be_v utter_o unworthy_a to_o receive_v they_o thus_o do_v thankfulness_n imply_v both_o a_o affectionate_a acknowledgement_n of_o the_o gift_n and_o praise_v he_o that_o give_v it_o and_o also_o a_o readiness_n and_o endeavour_n according_a to_o our_o power_n to_o requite_v it_o and_o this_o we_o owe_v in_o the_o high_a measure_n to_o our_o saviour_n christ_n and_o must_v be_v sure_a always_o to_o pay_v he_o when_o we_o commemorate_v the_o inestimable_a benefit_n which_o we_o have_v receive_v from_o he_o we_o must_v not_o remember_v the_o great_a thing_n he_o have_v do_v for_o we_o in_o deliver_v we_o from_o eternal_a death_n and_o gain_v we_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n when_o it_o cost_v he_o no_o less_o than_o his_o own_o heart_n blood_n for_o the_o purchase_n without_o affectionate_a resentment_n and_o mouth_n full_a of_o praise_n and_o a_o fix_a readiness_n and_o resolution_n of_o mind_n to_o make_v what_o small_a requital_n we_o be_v able_a in_o our_o zeal_n for_o his_o service_n and_o our_o kindness_n to_o his_o brethren_n who_o he_o look_v on_o as_o his_o own_o member_n resent_v any_o good_a that_o be_v do_v to_o they_o as_o if_o it_o be_v do_v to_o himself_o mat._n 25.40_o and_o this_o duty_n of_o thankfulness_n be_v a_o most_o especial_a
enter_v upon_o a_o good_a life_n who_o as_o yet_o be_v stranger_n to_o it_o they_o must_v consider_v particular_o of_o all_o god_n law_n which_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o it_o and_o examine_v their_o own_o heart_n at_o every_o one_o to_o see_v against_o which_o of_o they_o they_o have_v offend_v and_o there_o make_v their_o particular_a purpose_n and_o full_a resolution_n of_o amendment_n they_o must_v spend_v time_n and_o pain_n upon_o this_o examination_n to_o bring_v they_o to_o a_o penitent_a purpose_n and_o a_o deliberate_a well-weighed_a resolution_n and_o when_o that_o be_v do_v it_o will_v cost_v they_o more_o time_n and_o pain_n still_o in_o frequent_a trial_n as_o in_o the_o course_n of_o life_n and_o business_n they_o meet_v with_o opportunity_n to_o practice_v and_o perform_v what_o they_o have_v resolve_v upon_o for_o when_o upon_o a_o strict_a review_n of_o their_o whole_a life_n they_o find_v they_o have_v several_a sin_n to_o amend_v they_o must_v not_o think_v after_o they_o have_v resolve_v against_o they_o to_o get_v perfect_o quit_v of_o they_o on_o the_o sudden_a but_o they_o must_v withstand_v the_o temptation_n to_o they_o once_o and_o again_o and_o pass_v through_o frequent_a trial_n and_o exercise_v themselves_o in_o many_o conflict_n before_o they_o will_v have_v get_v the_o conquest_n and_o be_v indeed_o reform_v from_o they_o thus_o will_v it_o require_v both_o much_o time_n and_o pain_n for_o a_o ill_a man_n to_o become_v good_a and_o not_o only_o to_o resolve_v that_o he_o will_v amend_v all_o his_o way_n but_o to_o put_v in_o practice_n and_o perform_v it_o too_o it_o be_v true_a indeed_o i_o can_v say_v the_o actual_a amendment_n of_o every_o fault_n and_o the_o performance_n as_o well_o as_o purpose_n of_o obey_v in_o every_o commandment_n be_v necessary_a to_o a_o worthy_a communicant_a for_o a_o full_a resolution_n of_o amendment_n without_o stay_v for_o time_n and_o opportunity_n to_o fulfil_v it_o be_v sufficient_a to_o fit_v 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sin_n that_o they_o may_v resolve_v against_o they_o they_o have_v many_o more_o sin_n to_o repent_v of_o and_o employ_v their_o mind_n upon_o and_o be_v more_o stranger_n to_o their_o own_o heart_n and_o life_n have_v never_o observe_v or_o look_v into_o they_o and_o so_o need_v the_o great_a labour_n of_o recollection_n and_o more_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o coldness_n of_o spirit_n so_o that_o they_o do_v not_o so_o easy_o renounce_v they_o nor_o can_v so_o ready_o and_o full_o resolve_v against_o they_o when_o thâ—y_o have_v discover_v they_o as_o good_a man_n can_v aâ—_n for_o this_o repentance_n of_o all_o their_o sin_n then_o which_o consist_v not_o in_o a_o actual_a amendment_n of_o they_o but_o in_o full_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n never_a more_o to_o commit_v they_o which_o be_v sufficient_a to_o a_o worthy_a communion_n it_o have_v more_o difficulty_n in_o it_o and_o require_v more_o time_n than_o ordinary_a to_o ill_a man_n who_o be_v hold_v captive_n by_o they_o 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heart_n forgive_v not_o every_o one_o his_o brother_n their_o trespass_n mat._n 18._o v._n 24._o to_o c._n 19_o but_o if_o they_o be_v commence_v against_o responsible_a person_n they_o be_v not_o reparative_a but_o vindictive_a still_o if_o they_o be_v upon_o such_o word_n or_o action_n for_o which_o beside_o cost_v no_o damage_n that_o be_v valuable_a be_v like_a to_o be_v allow_v we_o a_o great_a number_n of_o suit_n be_v for_o abusive_a word_n or_o a_o box_n on_o the_o ear_n or_o some_o other_o trivial_a matter_n which_o leave_v no_o permanent_a ill_a effect_n but_o if_o our_o passion_n may_v be_v withhold_v from_o estimate_v they_o pass_v off_o without_o make_v we_o the_o worse_a or_o do_v we_o any_o prejudice_n and_o in_o all_o these_o since_o there_o be_v no_o damage_n stick_v to_o we_o there_o be_v no_o need_n of_o any_o reparation_n so_o that_o if_o we_o begin_v suit_n it_o be_v not_o to_o indemniâ—ie_v ourselves_o but_o to_o be_v vexation_n and_o afflict_v other_o who_o 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