will_v i_o willing_o will_v and_o willing_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o thou_o will_v 69._o i_o have_v rather_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o my_o god_n on_o earth_n for_o thyself_o and_o thy_o sake_n then_o be_v in_o heaven_n for_o my_o own_o self_n and_o my_o own_o sake_n thy_o service_n be_v dear_a to_o i_o then_o my_o soul_n 70._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o do_v the_o least_o work_n for_o god_n then_o have_v the_o great_a good_a and_o benefit_n for_o myself_o 71._o whatsoever_o o_o lord_n thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v do_v and_o suffer_v that_o i_o willing_o will_v be_v and_o long_o to_o do_v and_o suffer_v and_o to_o have_v and_o no_o other_o 72._o will_v thou_o o_o lord_n have_v i_o poor_a afflict_a persecute_a banish_a evil_a speak_v of_o torment_v tempt_v all_o these_o lord_n and_o what_o else_o thou_o will_v so_o thou_o come_v with_o they_o i_o shall_v rejoice_v in_o they_o and_o most_o willing_o receive_v they_o 73._o it_o be_v not_o lord_n what_o i_o desire_v only_o buâ—_n what_o thou_o have_v ordain_v that_o i_o only_o desire_v 74._o i_o know_v and_o be_o assure_v that_o thou_o will_v o_o lord_n soon_o cast_v the_o earth_n into_o the_o sea_n and_o remove_v the_o heaven_n then_o take_v any_o of_o thy_o love_n from_o those_o who_o thou_o love_v 75._o for_o see_v sin_n can_v nor_o shall_v not_o separate_z we_o lord_n what_o shall_v what_o can_v 76._o it_o be_v fix_v on_o thy_o own_o love_n o_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o son_n most_o lovely_a and_o therefore_o unchangeable_a unmoveable_a 77._o it_o be_v from_o thy_o great_a love_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o find_v thou_o lovely_a but_o thy_o love_n be_v great_a for_o that_o i_o love_v thou_o and_o yet_o more_o great_a that_o i_o love_v thou_o only_o but_o more_o great_a than_o all_o it_o be_v that_o thou_o have_v ever_o love_v and_o will_v ever_o love_v i_o 78._o ah_o love_n that_o pass_v all_o degree_n the_o offend_a dye_n to_o set_v the_o offender_n free_a 79._o it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n that_o i_o be_o not_o past_a mercy_n that_o i_o contemn_v not_o mercy_n that_o i_o know_v mercy_n that_o i_o value_v mercy_n that_o i_o prize_v mercy_n that_o i_o seek_v mercy_n that_o i_o hope_v for_o mercy_n be_o assure_v of_o mercy_n and_o that_o i_o desire_v the_o same_o mercy_n for_o all_o other_o that_o be_v not_o past_a mercy_n 80._o to_z will_v thy_o will_n o_o god_n be_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n when_o we_o will_v as_o willing_o do_v it_o be_v it_o what_o it_o will_v as_o we_o will_v it_o 81._o to_o serve_v thou_o best_a and_o most_o or_o to_o do_v thou_o o_o god_n most_o and_o best_a service_n be_v in_o most_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n be_v it_o what_o it_o will_n 82._o it_o be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o the_o hand_n or_o of_o the_o head_n but_o of_o the_o heart_n that_o be_v according_a to_o thy_o heart_n and_o most_o delight_v thy_o heart_n o_o my_o god_n the_o maker_n and_o the_o giver_n of_o all_o good_a heart_n 83._o to_o wait_v be_v better_a than_o to_o work_v if_o thou_o show_v we_o not_o what_o work_n be_v thy_o work_n and_o what_o work_n we_o shall_v do_v 84._o let_v i_o not_o o_o god_n ever_o ask_v any_o other_o condition_n than_o my_o present_a condition_n and_o always_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n in_o my_o condition_n as_o often_o as_o thou_o shall_v change_v my_o condition_n and_o esteem_v every_o change_n the_o best_a change_n yea_o and_o a_o change_n for_o the_o best_a 85._o and_o let_v cheerfulness_n witness_v my_o contentedness_n and_o my_o contentedness_n be_v show_v by_o my_o cheerfulness_n 86._o ah_o lord_n my_o lord_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o at_o time_n afflict_v i_o how_o often_o shall_v i_o ah_o how_o often_o shall_v i_o afflict_v thou_o 87._o but_o i_o mighty_o desire_v to_o magnify_v and_o praise_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n for_o that_o i_o find_v when_o affliction_n come_v on_o i_o thou_o come_v with_o it_o and_o do_v always_o abundant_o comfort_v i_o yea_o my_o great_a comfort_n have_v be_v when_o thou_o seem_v as_o if_o thou_o will_v afflict_v i_o that_o be_v even_o in_o affliction_n 88_o if_o affliction_n shall_v go_v from_o i_o i_o fear_v i_o shall_v go_v from_o all_o good_a which_o be_v from_o god_n 89._o afflict_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o much_o as_o thou_o will_v and_o so_o often_o as_o thou_o please_v so_o that_o in_o it_o i_o afflict_v not_o thou_o 90._o in_o affliction_n i_o fear_v but_o out_o of_o affliction_n ah_o lord_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o careless_a ah_o too_o too_o careless_a 91._o affliction_n make_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o run_v to_o thou_o to_o cry_v aloud_o after_o thou_o and_o to_o importune_v thou_o for_o thy_o presence_n but_o out_o of_o affliction_n i_o go_v soft_o i_o speak_v soft_o and_o know_v not_o how_o to_o beg_v with_o importunity_n 92._o if_o the_o outward_a man_n receive_v such_o joy_n and_o delight_n in_o the_o creature_n and_o by_o converse_v with_o they_o ah_o what_o joy_n delight_n and_o ravishment_n do_v the_o inward_a man_n receive_v have_v communion_n with_o god_n and_o enjoy_v his_o dear_a creator_n 93._o if_o earth_n and_o the_o thing_n below_o be_v able_a to_o satisfy_v any_o sure_o sure_o heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n above_o shall_v be_v able_a and_o will_v satisfy_v all_o for_o every_o one_o there_o shall_v enjoy_v god_n who_o be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o 94._o see_v heaven_n on_o earth_n be_v so_o sweet_a ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v heaven_n in_o heaven_n or_o the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n which_o be_v our_o god_n 94._o and_o see_v heaven_n joy_n be_v so_o great_a on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o great_a be_v they_o in_o heaven_n 96._o ah_o sweet_a most_o ravish_a sweet_a jesus_n let_v i_o enjoy_v they_o so_o here_o that_o i_o may_v long_o to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v in_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v they_o there_o ah_o to_o enjoy_v thou_o they_z there_o 97._o see_v one_o drop_n or_o â—ast_v of_o they_o be_v so_o delicious_a ah_o how_o delicious_o and_o delightful_o be_v they_o feed_v that_o feed_v on_o they_o continual_o and_o shall_v feed_v on_o they_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 98._o grant_v o_o my_o god_n that_o sin_n sweet_n be_v to_o i_o bitter_a and_o heaven_n bitter_a be_v to_o i_o sweet_a and_o that_o i_o may_v always_o prefer_v heaven_n bitter_a to_o sin_n sweet_a and_o never_o to_o find_v any_o sweet_a in_o the_o sweet_n of_o sin_n 99_o i_o have_v rather_o see_v christ_n with_o spiritual_a eye_n then_o in_o the_o flesh_n with_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o to_o have_v he_o in_o my_o heart_n then_o in_o my_o arm_n 100_o christ_n only_o can_v make_v we_o spiritual_o hungry_a and_o he_o only_o can_v feed_v we_o with_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n from_o he_o we_o have_v our_o spiritual_a thirst_v and_o he_o he_o only_o can_v give_v we_o to_o drink_v of_o those_o live_a water_n the_o fountain_n of_o life_n be_v in_o he_o only_o 101._o be_v there_o as_o many_o world_n to_o be_v offer_v i_o as_o there_o will_v be_v minute_n from_o eternity_n to_o eternity_n i_o will_v not_o nay_o praise_v be_v god_n i_o can_v not_o give_v my_o hope_n and_o my_o interest_n in_o my_o jesus_n to_o enjoy_v all_o their_o riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n unto_o all_o eternity_n 102._o for_o by_o how_o much_o be_v he_o above_o all_o thing_n and_o more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n by_o so_o much_o yea_o by_o so_o much_o more_o do_v i_o value_v my_o interest_n in_o he_o above_o all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n to_o god_n can_v be_v fit_o compare_v to_o nothing_o but_o to_o nothing_o 103._o for_o god_n be_v all_o thing_n and_o i_o be_o sure_a of_o he_o and_o therefore_o i_o have_v all_o thing_n sure_a 104._o he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n love_v he_o and_o he_o that_o love_v he_o fear_v he_o and_o he_o that_o fear_v he_o obey_v he_o and_o he_o that_o love_v fear_n obey_v and_o believe_v in_o he_o must_v and_o will_v walk_v as_o he_o walk_v 105._o we_o can_v both_o will_n and_o do_v our_o own_o will_n which_o be_v evil_a but_o we_o can_v neither_o will_v nor_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o god_n which_o be_v all_o and_o only_o good_a 106._o give_v i_o then_o grace_n o_o god_n the_o god_n and_o giver_n of_o all_o grace_n to_o deny_v my_o own_o will_n to_o hate_v and_o forsake_v my_o own_o will_n that_o i_o whole_o and_o perfect_o do_v thy_o perfect_a and_o holy_a will_n 107._o let_v i_o then_o o_o god_n my_o god_n so_o will_v to_o do_v as_o i_o may_v only_o do_v thy_o will_n for_o my_o whole_a will_n be_v that_o thy_o holy_a will_v be_v do_v on_o i_o and_o in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v do_v thy_o will_n here_o on_o
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the_o world_n and_o depart_v from_o all_o iniquity_n grant_v o_o my_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v be_v a_o member_n of_o satan_n i_o may_v be_v a_o member_n of_o christ_n my_o saviour_n bone_n of_o his_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o his_o flesh_n a_o member_n of_o his_o mystical_a body_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o of_o his_o glorious_a body_n in_o glory_n hereafter_o that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v be_v a_o son_n of_o satan_n a_o child_n of_o wrath_n i_o may_v be_v a_o adopt_a son_n and_o child_n of_o god_n a_o heir_n of_o heaven_n and_o co-heir_n with_o jesus_n chsi_v of_o that_o kingdom_n life_n and_o glory_n which_o he_o have_v provide_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o saint_n in_o life_n where_o their_o god_n will_v not_o i_o trust_v be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v call_v my_o god_n nor_o their_o father_n to_o be_v call_v my_o father_n inflame_v o_o lord_n my_o heart_n with_o hearty_a and_o sincere_a zeal_n in_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o may_v not_o do_v thy_o work_n faint_o droop_o drousy_o nor_o negligent_o but_o faithful_o circumspect_o willing_o cheerful_o obedient_o and_o persevere_o unto_o the_o end_n of_o my_o day_n that_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n may_v be_v at_o all_o time_n in_o all_o place_n and_o above_o all_o thing_n my_o joy_n my_o crown_n of_o joy_n and_o my_o rejoice_v my_o ultimate_a end_n aim_v and_o desire_v my_o supreme_a sovereign_a principal_a chief_a and_o superior_a good_a my_o lot_n my_o portion_n and_o my_o inheritance_n for_o ever_o and_o to_o this_o end_n suffer_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o walk_v in_o my_o old_a way_n and_o path_n of_o sin_n but_o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n god_n of_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n not_o according_a to_o my_o own_o sinful_a and_o deceitful_a heart_n which_o be_v all_o evil_a only_o evil_a and_o continual_o evil_a but_o o_o god_n according_a to_o thy_o heart_n which_o be_v all_o good_a only_o good_a and_o 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a_o natural_a father_n a_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n be_v and_o must_v be_v still_o a_o father_n and_o a_o child_n a_o child_n so_o i_o think_v it_o be_v with_o god_n our_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a father_n he_o have_v once_o beget_v we_o and_o we_o be_v bear_v again_o and_o be_v become_v his_o child_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o adoption_n justification_n and_o sanctification_n he_o must_v be_v still_o our_o father_n and_o we_o his_o child_n unto_o eternal_a salvation_n though_o we_o do_v many_o time_n as_o fleshly_a child_n not_o always_o do_v the_o will_n of_o their_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n nor_o please_v they_o always_o not_o satisfy_v or_o delight_v they_o nor_o give_v they_o content_a yet_o notwithstanding_o they_o be_v still_o child_n nor_o they_o can_v cease_v to_o be_v child_n nor_o their_o father_n to_o be_v their_o father_n even_o so_o though_o we_o do_v not_o always_o do_v what_o like_v god_n our_o heavenly_a father_n but_o that_o at_o time_n which_o dislike_v he_o and_o displease_v he_o he_o as_o a_o good_a father_n sometime_o punish_v we_o and_o sometime_o pass_v by_o our_o fail_n without_o punishment_n eye_v what_o be_v rest_n for_o we_o and_o as_o a_o father_n he_o never_o fail_v we_o neither_o will_v he_o suffer_v we_o to_o fail_v of_o be_v his_o child_n once_o his_o child_n and_o ever_o his_o he_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 31._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o be_v so_o glorious_a here_o in_o grace_n how_o transcendent_o glorious_a art_n thou_o in_o glory_n if_o the_o earth_n be_v so_o full_a of_o thy_o glory_n how_o full_a be_v heaven_n o_o lord_n thy_o dwell_a place_n where_o thou_o manifeste_v thyself_o unto_o the_o saint_n and_o they_o behold_v thy_o beauty_n and_o thy_o glory_n face_n to_o face_n 32._o if_o thy_o back_n part_n be_v so_o beautiful_a to_o our_o eye_n here_o in_o the_o flesh_n how_o beautiful_a ah_o how_o beautiful_a o_o lord_n will_v thy_o glorious_a countenance_n be_v unto_o we_o in_o glory_n where_o we_o shall_v see_v thou_o and_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v know_v 33._o thy_o presence_n even_o here_o o_o lord_n god_n when_o we_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o do_v so_o delight_n and_o ravish_v we_o that_o we_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o be_v a_o doorkeeper_n in_o thy_o house_n be_v a_o servant_n to_o the_o mean_a of_o all_o thy_o servant_n than_o sit_v on_o throne_n and_o rule_n among_o the_o wicked_a that_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n 34._o i_o have_v o_o lord_n i_o confess_v abuse_v thy_o mercy's_n and_o do_v therefore_o acknowledge_v that_o thou_o may_v just_o refuse_v i_o all_o mercy_n 35._o i_o have_v walk_v contrary_a unto_o thou_o o_o god_n and_o still_o do_v and_o therefore_o i_o confess_v that_o thou_o may_v just_o walk_v contrary_a unto_o i_o and_o give_v i_o up_o to_o do_v all_o the_o evil_a that_o be_v in_o my_o heart_n which_o be_v the_o very_o great_a of_o all_o thy_o judgement_n in_o this_o life_n 36._o we_o be_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n we_o be_v thy_o own_o and_o thou_o may_v just_o do_v with_o we_o all_o that_o seem_v good_a unto_o thou_o to_o do_v for_o what_o be_v right_a in_o thy_o sight_n o_o lord_n be_v just_a and_o right_a and_o good_a 37._o when_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o we_o for_o good_a than_o he_o have_v accept_v of_o we_o he_o be_v in_o we_o and_o we_o be_v in_o he_o one_o with_o he_o and_o he_o one_o with_o we_o we_o as_o bone_n of_o his_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o his_o flesh_n and_o he_o as_o bone_n of_o our_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o our_o flesh_n we_o be_v not_o two_o but_o one_o yea_o there_o be_v such_o a_o oneness_n as_o we_o be_v one_o in_o some_o measure_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o have_v the_o same_o affection_n for_o all_o thing_n love_v what_o be_v to_o be_v love_v and_o hate_v what_o be_v to_o be_v hate_v there_o be_v a_o like_a purity_n and_o no_o mixture_n in_o our_o choice_n of_o good_a and_o in_o our_o hatred_n and_o abhorrency_n of_o evil_n as_o to_o the_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n of_o it_o though_o much_o different_a in_o the_o degree_n 38._o thus_o even_o thus_o be_v man_n make_v in_o some_o measure_n as_o god_n that_o be_v god_n like_a thus_o even_o thus_o do_v he_o partake_v of_o the_o holy_a and_o divine_a nature_n of_o god_n thus_o even_o thus_o do_v god_n himself_o give_v of_o himself_o unto_o man_n to_o make_v man_n like_o himself_o that_o man_n may_v be_v satisfy_v as_o god_n be_v satisfy_v but_o different_o thus_o god_n see_v all_o thing_n in_o himself_o from_o himself_o and_o man_n see_v what_o be_v of_o god_n in_o he_o be_v of_o his_o free_a gift_n from_o his_o free_a love_n 39_o that_o be_v to_o have_v a_o heart_n according_a to_o god_n heart_n to_o be_v always_o satisfy_v in_o all_o god_n deal_n and_o do_n 40._o all_o that_o god_n do_v be_v to_o have_v his_o own_o will_v accomplish_a and_o do_v and_o if_o our_o will_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v according_a to_o his_o will_n then_o be_v we_o well_o content_a in_o and_o with_o all_o that_o be_v do_v for_o nothing_o be_v do_v or_o can_v be_v do_v but_o that_o and_o only_o that_o which_o god_n will_v have_v to_o be_v do_v 41._o the_o honour_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n be_v god_n honour_n and_o their_o glory_n be_v to_o bring_v he_o glory_n or_o to_o glorify_v he_o as_o the_o saint_n and_o angel_n do_v in_o glory_n 42._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o as_o the_o bee_n make_v honey_n of_o the_o weed_n as_o well_o as_o of_o the_o flower_n fetch_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a as_o well_o as_o increase_v and_o multiply_v good_a from_o good_a condemn_v sin_n where_o ever_o i_o see_v it_o hate_v it_o most_o where_o i_o see_v it_o most_o speak_v most_o against_o it_o when_o i_o hear_v it_o most_o speak_v for_o and_o let_v the_o hear_n and_o see_v of_o grace_n in_o other_o and_o from_o other_o beget_v more_o grace_n in_o i_o and_o let_v i_o lay_v it_o up_o as_o the_o bee_n do_v honey_n in_o the_o hive_n for_o myself_o to_o feed_v on_o in_o the_o winter_n of_o temptation_n and_o affliction_n and_o that_o as_o honey_n it_o may_v be_v sweet_a and_o comfort_v other_o also_o 43._o i_o be_o resolve_v o_o lord_n not_o to_o be_v satisfy_v until_o i_o find_v within_o i_o that_o thou_o be_v well_o and_o true_o satisfy_v with_o i_o and_o by_o my_o whole_a life_n and_o conversation_n 44._o i_o be_o o_o lord_n resolve_v through_o grace_n not_o to_o be_v satisfy_v until_o i_o find_v thy_o holy_a law_n so_o write_v on_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o heart_n be_v according_a to_o thy_o heart_n and_o set_v and_o bend_v and_o resolve_v entire_o and_o continual_o and_o universal_o in_o all_o thing_n to_o keep_v thy_o law_n 45._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o so_o find_v thou_o always_o within_o i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o do_v the_o thing_n and_o only_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v right_a in_o thy_o sight_n 46._o let_v my_o love_n be_v so_o true_a o_o lord_n for_o thou_o as_o i_o may_v only_o love_v thy_o truth_n that_o truth_n only_o in_o all_o thing_n may_v be_v only_o lovely_a unto_o i_o 47._o let_v my_o go_n out_o be_v 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much_o our_o dissatisfaction_n herein_o be_v his_o satisfaction_n our_o covet_n cause_v his_o liberality_n with_o our_o ambition_n to_o have_v all_o and_o to_o be_v deny_v nothing_o at_o all_o he_o be_v right_o well_o please_v and_o by_o thus_o exalt_v he_o as_o our_o chief_a and_o only_o good_a do_v he_o exalt_v we_o and_o set_v we_o on_o such_o high_a mountain_n that_o we_o can_v even_o see_v not_o only_o such_o glory_n as_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o old_a jerusalem_n but_o that_o of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o glory_n hereafter_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n the_o city_n of_o our_o god_n where_o he_o be_v sit_v on_o his_o throne_n of_o majesty_n and_o great_a glory_n unvail_v himself_o as_o it_o be_v that_o we_o may_v behold_v he_o and_o his_o unapproachable_a transcendent_a bright_a glorious_a light_n of_o glory_n 282._o i_o will_v be_v willing_o barren_a even_o of_o all_o spiritual_a comfort_n if_o thereby_o i_o may_v be_v make_v more_o able_a to_o bear_v fruit_n to_o god_n and_o for_o god_n i_o will_v have_v no_o comfort_n nor_o delight_n if_o thereby_o as_o it_o be_v i_o can_v and_o do_v more_o delight_n and_o comfort_v my_o god_n that_o be_v i_o will_v rather_o joy_n god_n than_o enjoy_v god_n by_o know_v or_o feel_n not_o that_o i_o can_v be_v content_a to_o know_v that_o i_o be_v without_o he_o that_o he_o be_v not_o my_o god_n god_n forbid_v but_o i_o prefer_v he_o much_o before_o my_o own_o chief_a good_a of_o joy_n his_o glory_n be_v my_o only_a yea_o all_o my_o glory_n 283._o i_o will_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o do_v god_n work_n here_o and_o have_v no_o wage_n than_o have_v wage_n here_o and_o do_v no_o work_n 284._o i_o have_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o whilst_o here_o be_v always_o work_v than_o always_o receive_v wage_n for_o this_o life_n of_o time_n i_o know_v be_v appoint_v for_o our_o work_a time_n and_o our_o hereafter_o life_n of_o time_n for_o our_o time_n of_o receive_v wage_n 285._o i_o will_v whilst_o hear_v be_v willing_a to_o spend_v all_o my_o time_n to_o do_v all_o good_a for_o i_o know_v that_o all_o my_o hereafter_o time_n shall_v be_v spend_v in_o receive_v all_o good_a 286._o i_o will_v willing_o most_o willing_o work_n god_n work_n always_o while_o here_o for_o that_o ah_o for_o that_o bless_a wage_n which_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v receive_v from_o he_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o which_o be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a as_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v ear_n have_v not_o hear_v neither_o have_v it_o ever_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n at_o any_o time_n to_o conceive_v i_o know_v that_o i_o shall_v enter_v not_o only_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o lord_n but_o also_o into_o the_o lord_n of_o my_o joy_n 287._o it_o be_v wage_n great_a enough_o and_o good_a enough_o to_o be_v always_o do_v thy_o great_a good_a work_n o_o great_a god_n 288._o i_o will_v willing_o ah_o most_o willing_o serve_v the_o lord_n most_o and_o best_a of_o all_o man_n if_o i_o can_v and_o yet_o i_o desire_v as_o much_o and_o as_o willing_o will_v that_o every_o man_n may_v serve_v he_o more_o and_o please_v he_o better_o 289._o ah_o what_o delight_n be_v it_o to_o that_o soul_n that_o delight_v his_o god_n what_o joy_n do_v it_o bring_v to_o that_o heart_n that_o joy_v his_o god_n that_o be_v to_o rejoice_v always_o in_o he_o for_o god_n much_o delight_v in_o those_o yea_o most_o of_o all_o that_o make_v he_o their_o only_a delight_n 290._o ah_o lord_n how_o unpleasant_a be_v all_o other_o pleasure_n to_o those_o that_o flow_v from_o thou_o how_o empty_a ah_o how_o empty_a be_v all_o other_o fullness_n what_o poverty_n ah_o how_o beggarly_a a_o thing_n be_v all_o other_o riches_n and_o how_o little_a ah_o how_o little_a joy_n do_v that_o soul_n take_v in_o all_o other_o thing_n that_o know_v thou_o and_o the_o ocean_n of_o joy_n yea_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o blessedness_n that_o be_v o_o lord_n in_o thou_o and_o prepare_v by_o thou_o to_o rejoice_v they_o that_o thus_o wait_v at_o thy_o gate_n and_o be_v hungar-starved_n for_o want_n of_o it_o 291._o who_o can_v ah_o who_o can_v measure_v the_o heaven_n span_v the_o earth_n empty_a the_o sea_n count_v the_o star_n and_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o seashore_n if_o not_o who_o then_o caâ—_n right_o speak_v of_o or_o tell_v the_o mercy_n of_o our_o god_n who_o delight_v in_o mercy_n yea_o who_o mercy_n be_v far_o above_o all_o these_o and_o all_o other_o his_o work_n 292._o how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v i_o forget_v myself_o to_o mind_n only_o my_o god_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o mind_n to_o fulfil_v all_o his_o will_n and_o to_o rejoice_v in_o all_o his_o do_n i_o will_v love_v myself_o my_o own_o self_n no_o more_o but_o only_o my_o god_n my_o god_n only_o and_o ever_o adore_v i_o will_v willing_o deny_v myself_o that_o be_v my_o flesh_n all_o pleasure_n to_o please_v he_o that_o have_v river_n of_o pleasure_n provide_v to_o please_v fill_v and_o satisfy_v i_o with_o even_o such_o as_o flow_v from_o his_o own_o right_a hand_n 293._o ah_o lord_n god_n how_o much_o better_a be_v it_o to_o see_v thy_o sweet_a thy_o bless_a and_o most_o amiable_a face_n in_o thy_o ordinance_n and_o in_o duty_n than_o the_o face_n of_o the_o most_o glorious_a angel_n in_o glory_n 294._o yea_o lord_n yea_o thy_o back_n part_n here_o i_o much_o prefer_v to_o see_v and_o behold_v than_o all_o their_o face_n 295._o sure_o a_o day_n yea_o one_o hour_n of_o a_o day_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v of_o communion_n with_o thou_o before_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o all_o our_o day_n 296._o for_o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n in_o thou_o be_v all_o thing_n but_o out_o of_o thou_o be_v nothing_o desirable_a 297._o all_o sweet_n but_o thou_o be_v bitter_a 298._o but_o o_o lord_n how_o savoury_a yea_o how_o pleasant_a and_o sweet_a be_v thy_o bitter_a when_o thou_o seasone_v they_o with_o grace_n 299._o thy_o voice_n rejoice_v o_o lord_n more_o that_o soul_n to_o who_o it_o speak_v peace_n than_o all_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o world_n can_v to_o any_o man_n if_o he_o do_v always_o and_o ever_o enjoy_v all_o their_o sweet_n and_o never_o enjoy_v any_o of_o their_o bitter_a 300._o above_o all_o thing_n and_o more_o than_o all_o thing_n my_o soul_n desire_v thou_o o_o lord_n god_n who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o all_o thing_n 301._o love_v of_o god_n be_v know_v of_o he_o fear_v of_o he_o be_v adore_v of_o he_o choose_v he_o show_v a_o delight_n in_o he_o run_v after_o he_o be_v prize_v of_o he_o seek_v of_o he_o show_v our_o long_a desire_n for_o he_o to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n for_o he_o be_v embrace_v of_o he_o with_o eager_a covet_n to_o serve_v he_o be_v to_o honour_v he_o to_o rejoice_v in_o he_o be_v to_o glorify_v he_o to_o praise_v he_o be_v to_o magnify_v he_o and_o to_o worship_v he_o be_v to_o exalt_v he_o 302._o it_o be_v better_a and_o more_o profitable_a many_o time_n to_o be_v silent_a than_o to_o speak_v for_o the_o eagerness_n of_o our_o desire_n to_o speak_v take_v away_o and_o hinder_v we_o from_o comprehend_v what_o we_o do_v hear_v so_o as_o we_o consider_v not_o what_o be_v speak_v so_o much_o as_o what_o we_o desire_v and_o will_v speak_v 303._o but_o ah_o how_o much_o better_a be_v it_o to_o hear_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v to_o our_o heart_n than_o the_o spirit_n of_o man_n to_o our_o ear_n or_o ourselves_o to_o ourselves_o to_o consult_v with_o the_o spirit_n and_o to_o talk_v with_o the_o spirit_n than_o with_o the_o flesh_n either_o our_o own_o or_o other_o
be_v thus_o make_v free_a 31._o that_o high_a heaven_n above_o be_v to_o be_v have_v here_o below_o and_o we_o have_v it_o when_o though_o we_o be_v high_a in_o god_n yet_o we_o be_v low_a in_o ourselves_o though_o we_o have_v our_o heart_n high_a live_v in_o that_o heaven_n above_o above_o all_o thing_n here_o below_o yet_o our_o affection_n esteem_v and_o desire_n be_v all_o always_o weak_a dull_a and_o low_a to_o all_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o yea_o much_o low_a than_o the_o low_a of_o thing_n 32._o ah_o do_v but_o our_o heart_n well_o consider_v what_o be_v in_o god_n heart_n to_o give_v we_o and_o to_o do_v for_o we_o sure_o we_o shall_v and_o we_o will_v do_v no_o other_o thing_n than_o wait_v upon_o he_o continual_o to_o hear_v what_o he_o will_v say_v unto_o we_o and_o do_v for_o we_o which_o will_v bring_v we_o more_o joy_n joy_v we_o more_o than_o our_o heart_n be_v able_a to_o hold_v than_o we_o be_v any_o of_o we_o able_a to_o think_v or_o to_o conceive_v 33._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o will_v not_o have_v all_o that_o i_o will_v have_v but_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o desire_n yea_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v to_o have_v only_o only_o to_o have_v that_o which_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n to_o have_v i_o to_o have_v 34._o let_v o_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o my_o thought_n heart_n and_o affection_n be_v always_o load_v with_o the_o loaf_n of_o thy_o love_n 35._o let_v my_o soul_n always_o be_v resatiate_v with_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n even_o with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n o_o lord_n 36._o o_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n let_v thy_o former_a mercy_n always_o glad_a my_o heart_n when_o it_o shall_v either_o droop_v or_o faint_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o 37._o let_v i_o not_o ah_o let_v i_o not_o wander_v from_o thou_o nor_o thy_o precept_n o_o lord_n who_o keep_v this_o close_a unto_o i_o 38._o let_v thy_o commandment_n be_v as_o a_o chain_n of_o gold_n about_o my_o neck_n and_o as_o bracelet_n of_o pearl_n on_o my_o arm_n 39_o let_v o_o lord_n god_n thy_o whole_a law_n which_o be_v holy_a be_v write_v on_o my_o heart_n with_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n and_o grant_v through_o thy_o grace_n love_n and_o mercy_n in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v never_o depart_v from_o they_o but_o always_o and_o ever_o delight_v in_o they_o much_o more_o than_o on_o my_o daily_a food_n which_o thou_o have_v appoint_v and_o ordain_v to_o feed_v this_o temporal_a life_n 40._o let_v thy_o word_n o_o god_n be_v as_o yea_o be_v the_o honey_n comb_n to_o the_o spiritual_a taste_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o resatiate_a and_o solace_v it_o as_o with_o marrow_n and_o fatness_n and_o comfort_n and_o glad_v it_o as_o wine_n on_o the_o lees_n yea_o as_o wine_n well_o refine_v on_o the_o lees._n 41._o ah_o lord_n god_n cause_n my_o soul_n always_o feel_o and_o rejoice_o to_o say_v i_o have_v none_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o nor_o on_o all_o the_o earth_n in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o my_o jesus_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o let_v the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n which_o be_v the_o riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n be_v as_o dirt_n dung_n and_o dross_n in_o comparison_n of_o it_o 42._o ah_o lord_n god_n what_o be_v man_n sinful_a man_n wretched_a blind_a despicable_a poor_a man_n that_o thou_o be_v thus_o mindful_a of_o he_o and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n that_o thou_o shall_v thus_o regard_v he_o delight_n in_o he_o and_o set_v thy_o heart_n upon_o he_o to_o do_v he_o good_a yea_o to_o do_v he_o all_o the_o good_a that_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o make_v he_o that_o be_v his_o heart_n according_a to_o thy_o own_o heart_n 43._o ah_o wonder_n of_o wonder_n that_o such_o a_o god_n shall_v thus_o condescend_v to_o love_v such_o a_o man_n nothing_o man_n man_n that_o be_v nothing_o but_o evil_a all_o evil_a yea_o and_o continual_o all_o evil_a for_o there_o be_v none_o good_a but_o thou_o o_o god_n o_o none_o no_o not_o one_o 44._o bow_v down_o o_o lord_n bow_v down_o my_o heart_n unto_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o law_n and_o lift_v it_o up_o to_o rejoice_v in_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o commandment_n to_o keep_v they_o and_o do_v they_o for_o in_o the_o keep_n of_o they_o there_o be_v life_n yea_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a life_n 45._o banish_v o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o earnest_o beseech_v thou_o out_o of_o my_o heart_n and_o thought_n the_o love_n and_o the_o like_n unto_o any_o other_o love_n beside_o thou_o and_o thy_o love_n 46._o and_o grant_v that_o with_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o in_o truth_n of_o heart_n unfeigned_o all_o the_o day_n and_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n that_o i_o may_v long_o after_o no_o other_o thing_n and_o that_o thy_o fear_n may_v be_v my_o daily_a food_n 47._o ah_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o give_v out_o thyself_o unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v give_v up_o myself_o unto_o thou_o 48._o give_v o_o lord_n give_v thyself_o unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v for_o ever_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o to_o live_v ever_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o as_o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o 49._o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o i_o desire_v not_o what_o i_o do_v desire_n unless_o it_o be_v conformable_a to_o thy_o desire_n so_o that_o my_o desire_n be_v not_o i_o but_o thou_o not_o my_o own_o but_o thy_o own_o yea_o thy_o all_o all_o thou_o 50._o i_o will_v not_o have_v o_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v right_a well_o what_o i_o will_v have_v but_o what_o i_o shall_v that_o what_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o have_v what_o thou_o have_v appoint_v i_o to_o have_v ah_o let_v i_o have_v that_o only_o that_o all_o all_o that_o 51._o i_o know_v that_o all_o that_o thou_o give_v we_o whether_o grace_n or_o gift_n thou_o will_v have_v a_o account_n of_o we_o shall_v account_v with_o thou_o for_o 52._o ah_o let_v i_o no_o long_o nor_o no_o more_o have_v this_o woe_n and_o grief_n of_o heart_n to_o have_v receive_v much_o and_o do_v little_a and_o to_o ask_v much_o for_o myself_o but_o to_o do_v little_a ah_o little_a for_o thou_o 53._o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n never_o to_o think_v or_o do_v that_o in_o secret_a which_o i_o will_v not_o which_o i_o shall_v not_o do_v open_o and_o let_v i_o o_o lord_n ah_o let_v i_o much_o more_o fear_v thy_o all_o see_v eye_n than_o all_o the_o see_v eye_n of_o angel_n and_o man_n 54._o how_o we_o be_v to_o desire_v and_o believe_v that_o we_o receive_v the_o lord_n in_o the_o sacrament_n of_o his_o bless_a supper_n and_o the_o assurance_n thereof_o to_o our_o soul_n to_o comfort_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v they_o 55._o ah_o lord_n god_n as_o for_o i_o as_o for_o i_o ah_o lord_n god_n the_o food_n my_o soul_n desire_v at_o thy_o table_n and_o supper_n that_o which_o resatiate_v feed_v fill_v and_o refresh_v it_o be_v the_o sweet_a breath_n and_o most_o divine_a and_o delicious_a breathe_n of_o thy_o divine_a and_o most_o holy_a spirit_n into_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n and_o faculty_n thereof_o to_o warm_v and_o heat_v they_o to_o ascertain_v and_o assure_v my_o heart_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o live_n in_o it_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n by_o sanctify_v it_o the_o will_n the_o mind_n the_o memory_n the_o desire_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n and_o faculty_n thereof_o and_o by_o make_v it_o and_o they_o more_o not_o only_o to_o desire_v but_o to_o perceive_v see_v feel_v and_o certain_o to_o know_v its_o growth_n and_o grow_v more_o and_o more_o in_o conformity_n and_o likeness_n to_o thou_o o_o god_n in_o christ_n by_o love_v delight_v choose_v embrace_v and_o rejoice_v in_o thy_o law_n way_n word_n will_n and_o commandment_n i_o do_v not_o bless_a o_o lord_n be_v thy_o name_n as_o do_v the_o papist_n suppose_v or_o believe_v that_o i_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n as_o thou_o be_v when_o thou_o be_v here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o flesh_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o i_o know_v that_o the_o spirit_n must_v be_v feed_v with_o spiritual_a food_n spiritual_o the_o food_n of_o the_o body_n can_v resatiate_a or_o satisfy_v the_o soul_n and_o that_o soul_n that_o have_v thus_o taste_v and_o feed_v on_o thou_o spiritual_o will_v assure_o hunger_n for_o this_o bless_a heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a heavenly_a bless_a most_o bless_a spirit_n even_o for_o the_o breathe_n of_o this_o thy_o spirit_n for_o the_o joy_n and_o ravishment_n which_o they_o enjoy_v that_o enjoy_v and_o be_v fill_v
with_o this_o spirit_n for_o the_o peace_n tranquillity_n serenity_n and_o comfort_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o the_o life_n and_o live_n of_o thy_o spirit_n to_o please_v delight_n fill_v full_a satisfy_v and_o resatiate_a the_o appetite_n of_o the_o soul_n even_o as_o the_o body_n hunger_v and_o desire_v rejoice_v and_o delight_v in_o food_n to_o please_v its_o fleshly_a appetite_n what_o if_o we_o can_v or_o do_v o_o lord_n eat_v thy_o very_a body_n and_o blood_n that_o will_v not_o fill_v or_o feed_v our_o soul_n which_o be_v not_o feed_v with_o meat_n and_o drink_v corporal_o but_o spiritual_o and_o what_o matter_n it_o o_o lord_n as_o for_o i_o i_o care_v not_o what_o i_o eat_v or_o drink_v as_o to_o the_o outward_a man_n so_o i_o may_v eat_v and_o drink_v by_o faith_n in_o the_o spirit_n and_o my_o inward_a man_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n whether_o the_o body_n live_v or_o die_v as_o for_o the_o body_n sake_n i_o care_v not_o though_o the_o body_n be_v hunger_n starve_v it_o shall_v for_z sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n always_o 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 63._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o heart_n earthly_a but_o covet_n for_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n heavenly_a 64._o covet_n after_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n godlike_a according_a to_o his_o heart_n covet_n after_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n or_o beside_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n ungodly_a that_o be_v ungodlike_a and_o contrary_a to_o his_o heart_n 65._o covet_n after_o the_o flesh_n make_v the_o heart_n fleshly_a or_o a_o heart_n in_o the_o flesh_n covet_n after_o the_o spirit_n make_v the_o heart_n spiritual_a yea_o a_o heart_n live_v in_o god_n spirit_n 66._o i_o suppose_v that_o if_o a_o man_n love_n at_o time_n unlawful_o lust_a after_o strange_a flesh_n only_o with_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v desire_n and_o will_v their_o love_n with_o the_o flesh_n but_o not_o with_o the_o will_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o heart_n though_o the_o flesh_n say_v yea_o and_o yield_v if_o the_o spirit_n say_v nay_o and_o yield_v not_o and_o do_v much_o more_o ardent_o and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o willing_o most_o willing_o will_v if_o it_o may_v be_v love_v none_o but_o my_o god_n alone_o 68_o true_o lord_n true_a it_o be_v the_o outward_a man_n that_o be_v the_o flesh_n desire_v and_o delight_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o it_o be_v fleshly_a as_o the_o inner_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o faculty_n thereof_o delight_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n because_o it_o be_v spiritual_a 69._o i_o have_v no_o heaven_n here_o lord_n because_o my_o heaven_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v a_o heaven_n lord_n here_o because_o thou_o that_o be_v heaven_n be_v here_o and_o in_o i_o 70._o above_o all_o keep_n keep_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n my_o poor_a heart_n from_o sin_n from_o choose_v delight_v approve_v countenance_v or_o maintain_v sin_n 71._o but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o no_o lord_n no_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v to_o be_v thy_o servant_n to_o work_v thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v satisfy_v though_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v unless_o i_o do_v all_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o appoint_v i_o to_o do_v 72._o it_o be_v not_o ah_o it_o be_v not_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honur_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o honey_n of_o earth_n but_o heaven_n honey_n that_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o taste_v and_o ever_o to_o feed_v upon_o 73._o if_o i_o have_v and_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o have_v all_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o ever_o creature_n have_v and_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o o_o my_o god_n for_o my_o portion_n as_o i_o firm_o believe_v i_o have_v i_o shall_v and_o will_v account_v myself_o of_o all_o man_n on_o earth_n the_o most_o miserable_a 74._o i_o will_v not_o give_v the_o part_n and_o portion_n that_o i_o have_v at_o present_a in_o my_o god_n for_o all_o this_o world_n good_a for_o all_o its_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n 75._o ah_o lord_n how_o much_o nothing_o do_v all_o thing_n seem_v to_o be_v when_o compare_v to_o thou_o 76._o i'faith_o hope_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v be_v give_v that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o 77._o who_o be_v able_a or_o can_v express_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o that_o soul_n unto_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v love_n cordial_a faithful_a sincere_a and_o persevere_v love_n to_o love_v thou_o 78._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n ah_o how_o pleasant_a and_o delightsome_a to_o walk_v always_o in_o all_o his_o way_n
how_o willing_a to_o unmind_v it_o altogether_o and_o to_o forget_v it_o for_o ever_o even_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o how_o sweet_o ah_o how_o sweet_o do_v it_o pass_v the_o time_n away_o when_o all_o its_o faculty_n be_v employ_v and_o feast_v in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o god_n his_o love_n goodness_n greatness_n mercy_n truth_n wisdom_n and_o eternity_n how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o do_v it_o shake_v off_o put_v away_o divorce_n and_o separate_v itself_o from_o all_o thing_n of_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o and_o do_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n rejoice_v when_o it_o be_v not_o molest_v with_o perturbation_n it_o do_v at_o such_o a_o time_n as_o this_o forget_v these_o low_a thing_n even_o all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o as_o if_o he_o have_v never_o think_v on_o they_o as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o nor_o have_v never_o be_v 133._o ah_o how_o be_v the_o heart_n at_o rest_n and_o quiet_a how_o calm_a how_o peaceable_a how_o joyful_a i_o know_v not_o 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without_o spot_n and_o wrinkle_n unblameable_a his_o life_n be_v as_o it_o be_v even_o hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n christ_n be_v his_o life_n all_o his_o life_n be_v to_o live_v in_o he_o with_o he_o for_o he_o and_o unto_o he_o it_o be_v the_o end_n of_o his_o aim_n and_o the_o aim_n of_o all_o his_o end_n to_o be_v his_o only_z his_o none_o but_o he_o always_o he_o that_o he_o may_v be_v ever_o he_o even_o and_o for_o ever_o to_o live_v that_o life_n and_o die_v that_o death_n as_o may_v bring_v he_o most_o glory_n as_o may_v glorify_v he_o most_o in_o bourdeaux_n anno_fw-la 1658._o 1._o we_o may_v enjoy_v the_o world_n and_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n but_o we_o must_v not_o ah_o we_o must_v not_o joy_v in_o they_o so_o as_o to_o make_v they_o our_o joy_n use_v they_o we_o may_v but_o abuse_v they_o in_o the_o use_n of_o they_o not_o we_o may_v not_o we_o may_v possess_v they_o but_o must_v not_o ah_o we_o must_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o possess_v we_o esteem_v they_o good_a we_o may_v but_o our_o least_o good_a we_o must_v not_o ah_o not_o our_o best_a good_a not_o our_o chief_n supreme_a sovereign_a and_o only_a good_a for_o that_o be_v god_n only_o only_a god_n who_o be_v all_o good_a and_o all_o good_a only_a in_o heaven_n nor_o earth_n there_o be_v none_o beside_o he_o 2._o seek_v as_o well_o as_o find_v knock_v as_o well_o as_o open_n ask_v as_o well_o as_o give_v be_v god_n free_a gift_n for_o he_o free_o give_v all_o thing_n unto_o all_o that_o ask_v aright_o by_o faith_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o no_o good_a thing_n will_v he_o withhold_v from_o those_o that_o love_v he_o that_o love_v his_o fear_n and_o fear_v his_o love_n 3._o what_o be_v hell_n but_o thy_o absence_n o_o lord_n the_o absence_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o our_o live_n in_o and_o continue_v in_o sin_n 4._o and_o what_o o_o lord_n and_o what_o be_v heaven_n but_o thy_o love_n and_o thy_o presence_n o_o god_n the_o continual_a and_o everlasting_a enjoy_n of_o thy_o 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heart_n according_a to_o thy_o own_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v delight_v in_o it_o to_o make_v it_o thy_o delight_n and_o be_v please_v to_o live_v in_o it_o here_o until_o thou_o shall_v bring_v i_o to_o live_v with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 10._o what_o a_o stink_a carrion_n be_v man_n ah_o what_o a_o most_o deformable_a thing_n be_v man_n when_o god_n be_v not_o with_o he_o nor_o in_o he_o so_o much_o a_o enemy_n he_o be_v to_o himself_o
content_v i_o 152._o thy_o presence_n o_o god_n thy_o presence_n thy_o presence_n be_v much_o more_o esteem_v by_o i_o by_o much_o than_o life_n and_o sweet_a ten_o thousand_o time_n ten_o thousand_o than_o the_o honeycomb_n of_o any_o pleasure_n more_o desirable_a than_o the_o fine_a gold_n or_o most_o precious_a pearl_n and_o to_o be_v prefer_v above_o many_o river_n of_o wine_n and_o oil_n 153._o heap_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o heap_n upon_o heap_n of_o these_o thy_o favour_n and_o cause_v these_o thy_o overflowing_n to_o cover_v the_o bank_n of_o my_o barrenness_n and_o filthiness_n that_o i_o may_v be_v comely_a and_o pleasant_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o esteem_v 154._o fill_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o so_o full_a as_o that_o i_o never_o grow_v empty_a again_o of_o thy_o grace_n and_o goodness_n of_o obedience_n and_o love_n 155._o warm_a i_o so_o that_o i_o never_o grow_v cold_a again_o but_o let_v this_o heat_n of_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n 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to_o darkness_n therefore_o love_v the_o one_o good_a we_o must_v and_o can_v do_v no_o other_o than_o hate_v the_o other_o which_o be_v the_o contrary_a evil_a 159._o have_v our_o eye_n open_v our_o understanding_n enlighten_v we_o then_o see_v sin_n in_o its_o colour_n as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o sinful_a and_o therefore_o we_o must_v hate_v it_o and_o we_o can_v then_o do_v no_o other_o but_o hate_v it_o with_o a_o perfect_a which_o be_v sincere_a hatred_n not_o only_o leave_v all_o sin_n but_o hearty_o unfeigned_o sincere_o and_o with_o our_o whole_a heart_n hate_v all_o sin_n and_o loath_a all_o sin_n be_v change_v and_o bring_v out_o of_o darkness_n which_o be_v from_o sin_n into_o the_o marvellous_a light_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n we_o can_v be_v clothe_v with_o his_o nature_n love_v what_o he_o love_v holiness_n and_o righteousness_n but_o hate_v what_o he_o hate_v which_o be_v all_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n have_v put_v christ_n jesus_n on_o we_o 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good_a we_o love_v god_n true_o which_o ought_v and_o shall_v assure_v we_o that_o we_o be_v belove_v of_o god_n yea_o that_o we_o be_v his_o belove_a through_o jesus_n christ_n the_o true_o belove_v who_o he_o do_v and_o ever_o will_v love_v true_o and_o we_o in_o he_o for_o his_o love_n be_v not_o yea_o and_o nay_o unto_o we_o but_o yea_o and_o in_o christ_n yea_o and_o amen_o 162._o he_o that_o have_v thou_o o_o god_n have_v all_o and_o therefore_o he_o that_o want_v thou_o want_v all_o though_o he_o want_v nothing_o else_o at_o all_o 163._o he_o that_o possess_v thou_o o_o god_n possess_v sure_o the_o best_a possession_n that_o be_v or_o can_v be_v possess_v 164._o he_o that_o know_v thou_o o_o god_n have_v perfect_a knowledge_n for_o none_o do_v or_o can_v know_v thou_o but_o from_o and_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n of_o true_a wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n all_o knowledge_n and_o wisdom_n else_o to_o this_o be_v mere_a foolishness_n 165._o when_o we_o be_v in_o thou_o o_o god_n we_o be_v true_o free_a free_a from_o all_o evil_a and_o fill_v with_o all_o good_a for_o all_o good_a be_v in_o thou_o and_o come_v free_o from_o thou_o as_o the_o river_n from_o the_o sea_n 166._o wash_v i_o make_v i_o clean_o o_o god_n in_o and_o by_o christ_n that_o i_o may_v be_v pure_a in_o thy_o fight_n even_o as_o gold_n well_o refine_v without_o any_o dross_n or_o mixture_n perfect_o pure_a pure_a in_o perfection_n 167._o by_o give_v we_o receive_v that_o be_v when_o our_o heart_n be_v draw_v forth_o sincere_o to_o give_v what_o god_n have_v give_v we_o i_o mean_v of_o spiritual_n god_n give_v we_o what_o we_o will_v have_v yea_o and_o much_o above_o what_o we_o do_v ask_v or_o can_v think_v 168._o when_o thus_o we_o beg_v for_o other_o to_o have_v that_o we_o may_v have_v to_o give_v ah_o how_o good_a gracious_a and_o bountiful_a be_v the_o lord_n unto_o we_o in_o give_v of_o we_o according_a to_o our_o heart_n desire_n even_o the_o very_a desire_n of_o our_o heart_n 169._o when_o thus_o we_o desire_v grace_n to_o impart_v it_o unto_o other_o how_o agreeable_a unto_o god_n be_v our_o desire_n how_o ah_o how_o do_v he_o regard_v we_o and_o reward_v we_o 170._o when_o thus_o we_o be_v beggar_n for_o other_o god_n make_v we_o rich_a with_o the_o treasure_n of_o heaven_n with_o that_o true_a riches_n which_o will_v make_v we_o rich_a for_o ever_o which_o be_v grace_n here_o and_o glory_n hereafter_o 171._o when_o thus_o we_o mind_n other_o good_a and_o welfare_n as_o our_o own_o make_v their_o case_n we_o sympathize_v with_o they_o both_o in_o their_o good_a and_o evil_n in_o their_o present_a and_o future_a happiness_n than_o we_o show_v forth_o that_o we_o live_v in_o god_n and_o that_o god_n live_v in_o we_o for_o where_o true_a love_n be_v god_n be_v for_o love_n be_v god_n and_o god_n be_v love_n 172._o when_o we_o feel_v want_n in_o our_o brethren_n want_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o what_o they_o be_v fill_v bear_v their_o burden_n of_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n with_o they_o it_o show_v that_o we_o be_v of_o one_o heart_n and_o of_o one_o mind_n that_o we_o be_v brethren_n if_o we_o have_v thus_o compassion_n one_o of_o another_o 173._o and_o when_o we_o make_v their_o joy_n our_o joy_n it_o show_v plain_o that_o there_o be_v one_o spirit_n in_o we_o even_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n who_o lead_v we_o in_o his_o path_n and_o teach_v we_o to_o practice_v what_o he_o have_v command_v we_o and_o his_o child_n we_o be_v who_o we_o obey_v whether_o of_o sin_n unto_o death_n or_o of_o righteousness_n unto_o life_n by_o their_o work_n you_o shall_v know_v as_o god_n who_o be_v he_o 174._o when_o thus_o we_o be_v unto_o other_o what_o we_o be_v unto_o ourselves_o it_o show_v plain_o that_o we_o be_v member_n of_o christ_n mystical_a body_n and_o that_o he_o be_v our_o head_n 175._o when_o thus_o we_o agree_v and_o sympathize_v in_o one_o another_o honour_n and_o dishonour_n sorrow_n and_o joy_n we_o show_v forth_o that_o we_o be_v not_o two_o but_o one_o and_o this_o oneness_n show_v also_o that_o we_o be_v one_o in_o christ_n that_o he_o live_v in_o we_o and_o that_o we_o live_v in_o he_o that_o he_o be_v we_o and_o that_o we_o be_v his_o 176._o and_o when_o christ_n thus_o ow_v we_o for_o his_o own_o we_o may_v be_v sure_a that_o when_o he_o come_v at_o his_o second_o and_o sudden_a come_n in_o glory_n we_o shall_v also_o appear_v with_o he_o and_o be_v make_v like_o he_o glorious_a as_o he_o be_v glorious_a though_o not_o so_o glorious_a 177._o he_o
and_o to_o stick_v the_o close_o unto_o he_o who_o only_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v we_o up_o and_o to_o keep_v we_o from_o fall_v i_o think_v if_o we_o do_v not_o sometime_o fall_v not_o that_o i_o desire_v to_o fall_v or_o stumble_v at_o all_o neither_o to_o sin_n in_o the_o least_o to_o have_v grace_n abound_v but_o i_o think_v if_o we_o do_v not_o at_o time_n fall_v we_o shall_v not_o see_v his_o fatherly_a love_n so_o clear_o so_o great_o in_o take_v care_n of_o we_o to_o preserve_v we_o by_o protect_v of_o we_o from_o great_a evil_n and_o danger_n for_o when_o he_o have_v lift_v we_o up_o again_o after_o we_o have_v fall_v ah_o how_o do_v we_o cling_v to_o he_o how_o do_v we_o hold_v he_o fast_o how_o do_v we_o endeavour_v to_o have_v he_o always_o in_o our_o sight_n and_o how_o do_v we_o cry_v after_o he_o when_o we_o perceive_v any_o evil_n of_o affliction_n or_o temptation_n to_o be_v nigh_o we_o and_o how_o do_v we_o cast_v ourselves_o down_o before_o he_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o bewail_v our_o infirmity_n and_o weakness_n beg_v strength_n from_o he_o to_o support_v and_o keep_v we_o up_o how_o do_v we_o wonder_v and_o be_v astonish_v to_o see_v the_o fire_n of_o his_o wrath_n kindle_v against_o the_o wicked_a and_o against_o evildoer_n and_o yet_o that_o such_o wicked_a evildoer_n as_o we_o be_v be_v not_o consume_v to_o see_v fire_n in_o the_o bush_n and_o yet_o the_o bush_n not_o burn_v 11._o thus_o we_o may_v plain_o see_v that_o god_n see_v all_o to_o be_v good_a for_o we_o yea_o best_a of_o all_o which_o he_o send_v we_o cause_v every_o thing_n to_o work_v together_o for_o our_o good_a ah_o see_v then_o that_o his_o love_n mercy_n and_o goodness_n be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a for_o we_o let_v we_o always_o mighty_o prize_v he_o and_o prize_v he_o at_o the_o very_o high_a price_n and_o give_v up_o our_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n to_o live_v to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o unto_o and_o for_o his_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n it_o be_v our_o glory_n and_o our_o honour_n our_o happiness_n and_o our_o bliss_n that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v to_o he_o alone_o therefore_o be_v give_v always_o all_o honour_n glory_n and_o praise_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 12._o lay_v out_o be_v lay_v up_o lay_v out_o of_o earthly_a treasure_n on_o earth_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n be_v to_o lay_v up_o heavenly_a treasure_n in_o heaven_n according_a to_o god_n word_n and_o his_o heart_n 13._o god_n give_v unto_o his_o child_n of_o his_o own_o strength_n to_o overcome_v as_o it_o be_v himself_z he_o delight_v to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v overcome_v by_o they_o and_o to_o make_v we_o more_o than_o conqueror_n 14._o ah_o the_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n and_o bounty_n of_o god_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n that_o god_n be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v shall_v notwithstanding_o continue_v to_o do_v so_o much_o for_o man_n and_o man_n nevertheless_o continue_v continual_o to_o do_v so_o much_o against_o his_o god_n i_o say_v against_o his_o god_n even_o then_o when_o he_o know_v god_n to_o be_v his_o god_n 156._o ah_o lord_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o shall_v take_v pleasure_n to_o mind_v we_o so_o much_o as_o thou_o do_v although_o thou_o know_v well_o our_o evil_a mind_n and_o how_o little_a we_o mind_v thou_o and_o although_o thou_o tell_v we_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n how_o that_o we_o be_v near_o and_o dear_a unto_o thou_o even_o always_o in_o thy_o mind_n and_o heart_n to_o do_v we_o good_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o ah_o how_o great_a be_v our_o misery_n to_o have_v such_o deprave_a nature_n and_o such_o devil-like_a heart_n to_o pay_v thy_o merciful_a kindness_n with_o such_o high_a unkindness_n and_o ingratitude_n to_o thou_o who_o be_v our_o only_a good_a 16._o how_o be_v it_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o take_v such_o continual_a care_n and_o pain_n as_o it_o be_v and_o be_v at_o so_o much_o cost_n to_o overcome_v we_o with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o yet_o we_o remain_v so_o 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such_o heart_n desire_v mighty_o largeness_n of_o heart_n or_o large_a heart_n to_o give_v according_a to_o what_o they_o receive_v whether_o it_o be_v spiritual_n or_o temporal_n nothing_o be_v so_o near_a or_o dear_a unto_o they_o as_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o be_v to_o do_v his_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o very_o high_a of_o grace_n to_o the_o very_o low_a of_o thing_n in_o nature_n 21._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o always_o bear_v thou_o in_o mind_n when_o ever_o i_o mind_n that_o be_v think_v on_o any_o thing_n 22._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o do_v every_o thing_n that_o i_o do_v as_o know_v and_o remember_v that_o thou_o see_v and_o know_v all_o the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o write_v down_o all_o my_o word_n and_o work_n on_o thy_o bless_a book_n of_o remembrance_n 23._o let_v i_o do_v all_o that_o i_o do_v before_o man_n as_o before_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n know_v that_o thou_o see_v it_o and_o hear_v it_o 24._o and_o all_o that_o i_o take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v o_o god_n before_o thou_o let_v i_o do_v it_o all_o as_o if_o all_o the_o man_n in_o the_o world_n do_v look_v on_o i_o and_o see_v it_o 25._o notwithstanding_o the_o greatness_n and_o numberless_a number_n of_o my_o sin_n thy_o goodness_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a towards_o i_o as_o move_v thou_o to_o have_v compassion_n on_o i_o and_o to_o pour_v out_o thy_o endless_a and_o everlasting_a love_n and_o kindness_n in_o mercy_n upon_o i_o 26._o also_o o_o god_n thou_o cause_v my_o own_o sin_n to_o appear_v so_o great_a and_o filthy_a before_o i_o that_o i_o be_v thereby_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o and_o confound_v before_o thou_o 27._o so_o that_o see_v myself_o thus_o pollute_v filthy_a abominable_a and_o unclean_a yea_o abominable_o unclean_a i_o leave_v myself_o willing_o i_o hate_v and_o do_v hate_v myself_o true_o and_o i_o embrace_v through_o grace_n thy_o most_o gracious_a offer_n of_o grace_n love_n and_o mercy_n hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o return_v unto_o thou_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n desire_v entire_o and_o sincere_o a_o entire_a change_n from_o all_o evil_n to_o all_o good_a from_o my_o own_o evil_a way_n to_o thy_o most_o bless_a way_n that_o be_v so_o good_a so_o sweet_a so_o beautiful_a so_o delightful_a that_o since_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o my_o soul_n have_v be_v often_o delight_v refresh_v feast_v and_o satisfy_v in_o they_o and_o with_o they_o 28._o ah_o mercy_n of_o mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n be_v please_v thus_o in_o mercy_n to_o look_v on_o i_o when_o i_o be_v fit_a and_o ripe_a for_o all_o thy_o judgement_n and_o when_o thou_o may_v just_o have_v pour_v out_o the_o viol_n of_o thy_o wrath_n and_o fury_n upon_o i_o with_o the_o great_a indignation_n that_o then_o even_o then_o to_o kindle_v the_o flame_n of_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n from_o the_o continual_a burn_n in_o thy_o o_o god_n in_o thou_o to_o love_v fear_v seek_v adore_v and_o serve_v thou_o unfeigned_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n ah_o what_o mercy_n to_o this_o mercy_n 29._o continue_v o_o god_n that_o be_v my_o god_n and_o only_a good_a continue_v ah_o continue_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o be_v thus_o merciful_a unto_o i_o that_o i_o turn_v not_o thy_o grace_n into_o wantonness_n but_o in_o some_o râ—easure_n labour_n and_o strive_v to_o walk_v worthy_a of_o these_o thy_o rich_a and_o save_a mercy_n with_o which_o thou_o have_v and_o will_v for_o ever_o enrich_v my_o poor_a soul_n with_o and_o save_v it_o 30._o as_o
be_v thou_o and_o thou_o we_o ah_o lord_n god_n i_o praise_v thou_o thou_o have_v often_o give_v i_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o love_n thy_o holy_a spirit_n witness_v assure_v establish_v and_o persuade_v my_o soul_n heart_n and_o conscience_n of_o the_o free_a full_a and_o gracious_a pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v thou_o have_v often_o o_o god_n i_o praise_v thou_o thus_o cover_v i_o thus_o spread_v the_o banner_n of_o thy_o love_n over_o i_o thus_o make_v i_o sit_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o branch_n thus_o feast_v my_o soul_n in_o thy_o banquet_a house_n of_o love_n rest_n peace_n and_o joy_n thus_o show_v i_o thy_o beauty_n and_o thy_o glory_n thus_o allure_v i_o and_o tie_v i_o fast_o unto_o thyself_o with_o the_o cord_n of_o thy_o divine_a love_n thus_o show_v i_o thy_o great_a salvation_n thus_o give_v i_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n to_o know_v thou_o my_o god_n and_o father_n and_o jesus_n christ_n who_o thou_o have_v send_v thus_o cause_v 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of_o nature_n that_o it_o may_v be_v no_o long_o i_o that_o live_v but_o thou_o in_o i_o and_o that_o even_o whilst_o i_o live_v here_o in_o the_o flesh_n it_o may_v be_v by_o thy_o faith_n and_o in_o thy_o faith_n o_o son_n of_o god_n who_o have_v love_v i_o and_o give_v thyself_o for_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o believe_v increase_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o faith_n that_o i_o may_v increase_v in_o strength_n grow_v in_o grace_n from_o one_o degree_n unto_o another_o that_o have_v finish_v my_o course_n here_o in_o thy_o fear_n i_o may_v die_v in_o thy_o favour_n and_o after_o this_o life_n end_v live_v with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o in_o bliss_n and_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n ah_o lord_n god_n see_v i_o have_v take_v upon_o i_o to_o speak_v be_v thou_o please_v to_o hear_v i_o and_o to_o continue_v to_o inspire_v and_o teach_v i_o to_o direct_v and_o instruct_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v yet_o prize_v thou_o and_o praise_v thou_o for_o thy_o late_a great_a and_o 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thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n here_o follow_v my_o spiritual_a soul-solace_n dictate_v or_o glean_n of_o god_n spirit_n set_v down_o in_o order_n and_o from_o time_n to_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o lord_n in_o his_o goodness_n love_n and_o mercy_n to_o frame_v and_o fit_v my_o heart_n unto_o with_o a_o journal_n of_o several_a passage_n as_o shall_v hereafter_o befall_v i_o by_o providence_n whereby_o i_o may_v as_o in_o a_o heavenly_a looking-glass_n see_v know_v taste_n feel_v and_o be_v certain_o assure_v of_o god_n love_a and_o merciful_a deal_n towards_o i_o and_o of_o my_o daily_a approach_n and_o bring_v near_o and_o near_o unto_o my_o â—long_a wish_a and_o desire_a home_n of_o heaven_n through_o and_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n there_o to_o sing_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o hallelujah_n of_o praise_n glory_n and_o thanksgiving_n unto_o his_o most_o holy_a bless_a eternal_a and_o glorious_a name_n let_v o_o lord_n the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n be_v ever_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n who_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n spiritual_a meditation_n be_v the_o gift_n and_o dictate_v of_o god_n spirit_n or_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o language_n that_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v spiritual_a and_o to_o live_v spiritual_o 1._o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o give_v all_o thing_n free_o willing_o abundant_o and_o continual_o therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v â—or_a it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o preâ—ious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_v â—ut_v contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_n my_o god_n always_o than_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_o heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ_n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o methinks_v be_v ever_o afflict_v than_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o k_o 〈…〉_o the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n leaâ—_n i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v
that_o i_o have_v all_o that_o i_o have_v ah_o give_v this_o mercy_n also_o to_o be_v as_o willing_a to_o it_o thou_o back_o when_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o be_v willing_a to_o receive_v it_o when_o thou_o g_o 〈…〉_o it_o 35._o when_o man_n speak_v to_o man_n it_o take_v no_o effect_n but_o when_o god_n speak_v to_o whatever_o he_o speak_v it_o shall_v take_v effeâ—â—_n 36._o let_v o_o lord_n thy_o speak_n to_o and_o in_o i_o be_v effectual_a for_o the_o be_v and_o not_o for_o the_o worse_a of_o my_o soul_n savour_n of_o life_n unto_o life_n and_o not_o of_o dâ—_n death_n of_o life_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o of_o death_n â—y_a sin_n â—7_n i_o have_v rather_o hear_v and_o learn_v one_o thing_n the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n than_o a_o thouâ—_n thousand_o from_o the_o wisdom_n of_o man_n â—8_o let_v all_o thy_o truth_n in_o i_o o_o god_n be_v firm_v to_o i_o by_o the_o powerful_a wisdom_n work_v of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n â—9_n god_n voice_n bring_v i_o always_o joy_n comfort_v my_o sad_a heart_n but_o man_n voice_n faith_fw-mi i_o always_o grief_n and_o sadden_v my_o â—ul_a heart_n â—0_n i_o have_v rather_o be_v ever_o alone_o with_o god_n â—_o want_v all_o other_o thing_n than_o be_v one_o day_n rout_n he_o to_o have_v and_o gain_v and_o keep_v other_o thing_n beside_o he_o â—1_n for_o when_o god_n be_v in_o i_o then_o be_o i_o in_o â—ven_n but_o when_o god_n be_v not_o in_o i_o than_o i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o presence_n to_o i_o lord_n â—o_z i_o heaven_n upon_o earth_n and_o thy_o ab_fw-la 〈…〉_o ce_fw-fr o_o lord_n hell_n upon_o earth_n 42._o it_o be_v thyself_o o_o lord_n thy_o bless_a that_o i_o desire_v and_o not_o the_o desire_n of_o other_o desire_n 43._o when_o i_o have_v thou_o lord_n i_o have_v all_o desire_n and_o yet_o when_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o â—o_z not_o because_o i_o can_v desire_v thou_o 44._o so_o impotent_a be_o i_o as_o not_o able_a to_o â—l_v or_o desire_v my_o own_o good_a so_o poor_a a_o â—etch_n as_o not_o of_o myself_o â—o_o wish_v my_o self_n rich_a so_o much_o a_o slave_n as_o to_o be_v content_a yea_o willing_a and_o delight_n to_o ever_o to_o be_v a_o slave_n yea_o the_o worst_a of_o slave_n even_o to_o my_o own_o sinful_a lust_n although_o i_o know_v they_o will_v if_o live_v in_o drown_v i_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o pit_n of_o eternal_a destruction_n from_o which_o good_a lord_n ever_o deliver_v i_o as_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o keep_v i_o out_o as_o thou_o have_v hitherto_o keep_v i_o out_o and_o preserve_v i_o to_o my_o life_n end_v as_o thou_o have_v preserve_v i_o from_o the_o beginning_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v to_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o praise_v thou_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 45._o thou_o have_v in_o mercy_n o_o god_n my_o god_n bring_v thyself_o thy_o ever_o sweet_a bless_a gracious_a and_o most_o glorious_a self_n to_o i_o ah_o bring_v myself_o in_o love_n and_o obedience_n home_o unto_o thou_o 46._o my_o word_n ah_o my_o word_n i_o know_v well_o be_v but_o word_n and_o the_o breathe_n of_o a_o sinful_a man_n but_o thy_o word_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o well_o know_v also_o that_o they_o be_v the_o breathe_n of_o a_o holy_a god_n 47._o grant_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o all_o my_o word_n may_v breathe_v out_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o thy_o word_n breath_n in_o i_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n 48._o for_o who_o sin_n o_o lord_n thou_o forgive_v thou_o also_o forget_v who_o thou_o pardone_v thou_o will_v save_v for_o where_o thou_o love_v thou_o live_v and_o will_v i_o be_o sure_a ever_o live_v there_o in_o love_n 49._o to_o be_v teach_v by_o thou_o o_o god_n of_o wisdom_n be_v to_o be_v well_o teach_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o as_o willing_a to_o learn_v of_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o teach_v i_o 50._o and_o give_v i_o grace_n o_o god_n to_o retain_v what_o i_o shall_v learn_v of_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v forget_v what_o i_o have_v learn_v of_o myself_o and_o the_o world_n 51._o if_o earth_n sweet_n be_v so_o sweet_a to_o earthly_a mind_n as_o they_o prefer_v it_o to_o the_o sweet_a of_o heaven_n ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v heaven_n sweet_n to_o heavenly_a mind_n and_o how_o do_v they_o prefer_v it_o to_o all_o the_o sweet_n on_o earth_n 52._o how_o much_o sweet_a o_o my_o god_n be_v the_o honey_n of_o thy_o word_n to_o the_o taste_n of_o my_o inward_a man_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n of_o the_o world_n to_o the_o taste_n of_o my_o outward_a man_n 53._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o say_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o work_n do_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o word_n and_o have_v nothing_o then_o all_o my_o own_o desire_n 54._o ah_o lord_n god_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o live_v in_o heaven_n whilst_o on_o earth_n by_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 55._o they_o be_v not_o the_o word_n of_o the_o mouth_n but_o of_o the_o heart_n that_o be_v agreeable_a and_o well_o please_v to_o thy_o heart_n o_o my_o god_n the_o searcher_n the_o tryer_n and_o the_o knower_n of_o all_o heart_n 56._o he_o that_o have_v his_o heart_n right_a all_o thing_n that_o he_o do_v and_o do_v not_o be_v right_o dear_a and_o precious_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o according_a to_o thy_o heart_n o_o god_n the_o giver_n and_o maker_n of_o all_o heart_n 57_o when_o i_o sleep_v o_o god_n thou_o be_v still_o by_o i_o and_o when_o i_o wake_v i_o be_o still_o with_o thou_o so_o that_o whether_o i_o sleep_v or_o whether_o i_o wake_v i_o be_o sure_a o_o lord_n thou_o do_v i_o never_o forsake_v 58._o to_o believe_v in_o god_n be_v to_o know_v god_n to_o know_v he_o be_v to_o love_v he_o to_o love_v he_o be_v to_o fear_v he_o and_o to_o fear_v he_o be_v to_o serve_v he_o and_o to_o serve_v he_o be_v to_o obey_v he_o and_o to_o obey_v he_o be_v to_o do_v his_o will_n and_o to_o do_v his_o will_n be_v to_o give_v up_o our_o will_n to_o his_o will_n and_o to_o give_v up_o our_o will_n to_o his_o will_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o do_v and_o will_n and_o to_o rejoice_v in_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o do_v and_o will_n be_v to_o have_v a_o heart_n according_a to_o his_o own_o heart_n 59_o it_o be_v not_o what_o i_o do_v or_o can_v do_v but_o what_o i_o will_v do_v that_o best_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o give_v both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v 60._o o_o lord_n let_v not_o what_o or_o any_o thing_n of_o that_o i_o do_v please_v i_o until_o i_o be_o sure_a that_o it_o please_v thou_o 61._o o_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o seek_v my_o own_o delight_n but_o let_v my_o delight_n be_v to_o delight_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o delight_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o in_o who_o only_o my_o soul_n delight_v 62._o if_o thy_o back_n part_n o_o lord_n do_v so_o much_o rejoice_v my_o heart_n here_o on_o earth_n how_o shall_v thy_o face_n cause_v i_o to_o rejoice_v in_o heaven_n where_o i_o shall_v see_v thou_o face_n to_o face_n and_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v know_v 63._o and_o see_v it_o be_v my_o only_a grief_n on_o earth_n that_o i_o have_v offend_v thou_o my_o god_n by_o sin_n it_o shall_v be_v my_o only_a joy_n in_o heaven_n to_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o offend_v with_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n 64._o give_v i_o o_o my_o god_n for_o christ_n his_o sake_n thy_o kingdom_n and_o thy_o glory_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o honour_n and_o glory_n for_o ever_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n 65._o and_o till_o that_o day_n shall_v be_v give_v i_o grace_n o_o my_o sweet_a and_o save_a jesus_n so_o to_o watch_v and_o to_o wait_v that_o when_o thy_o kingdom_n shall_v come_v i_o may_v rejoice_v and_o say_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n be_v do_v and_o so_o enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o lord_n even_o into_o the_o lord_n of_o my_o joy_n 66._o to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o god_n be_v all_o the_o thought_n and_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o will_n and_o in_o do_v thy_o will_n be_v all_o the_o joy_n delight_n and_o ravishment_n of_o my_o willing_a heart_n thus_o make_v willing_a through_o thy_o own_o good_a will_n 67._o i_o know_v well_o that_o it_o be_v thou_o in_o i_o my_o dear_a and_o sweet_a jesus_n that_o cause_v my_o desire_n to_o desire_v thou_o and_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n for_o thou_o and_o also_o that_o give_v i_o boldness_n to_o speak_v unto_o thou_o 68_o o_o lord_n i_o desire_v nothing_o but_o what_o thou_o will_v and_o all_o that_o thou_o
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sin_n robe_n for_o grace_n rag_n and_o all_o sin_n pleasure_n and_o honour_n for_o christ_n dishonour_n for_o i_o be_o now_o henceforth_o resolve_v to_o be_v christ_n servant_n ever_o and_o sin_n never_o ah_o never_o never_o 226._o blessing_n be_v in_o the_o liar_n prov._n 30._o 6._o add_v thou_o not_o unto_o his_o word_n lest_o he_o reprove_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v find_v a_o liar_n mouth_n and_o they_o proceed_v from_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n 227._o but_o curse_n come_v from_o he_o that_o know_v he_o not_o 228._o he_o that_o be_v wise_a in_o his_o own_o conceit_n be_v a_o fool._n 229._o the_o righteous_a man_n bless_v and_o be_v never_o weary_a of_o so_o do_v but_o the_o wicked_a curse_v and_o be_v always_o empty_a as_o hell_n 230._o shame_n shall_v fall_v on_o he_o that_o wish_v mischief_n to_o his_o neighbour_n without_o a_o cause_n 231._o but_o glory_n and_o honour_n shall_v be_v the_o portion_n of_o he_o that_o love_v he_o 232._o if_o thy_o enemy_n sin_n rebuke_v he_o but_o let_v not_o thy_o countenance_n go_v along_o with_o he_o 233._o he_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n no_o evil_a shall_v befall_v he_o for_o he_o be_v keep_v safe_a 234._o wisdom_n glory_n and_o honour_n be_v the_o portion_n of_o he_o that_o wait_v at_o his_o gate_n 235._o behold_v he_o that_o love_v the_o lord_n and_o thou_o shall_v see_v all_o his_o work_n to_o prosper_v 236._o regard_v not_o the_o evil_a of_o affliction_n on_o he_o that_o submit_v himself_o thereunto_o for_o it_o shall_v prove_v the_o joy_n of_o his_o heart_n 237._o gladness_n be_v always_o iâ—_n the_o heart_n of_o he_o that_o love_v righteousness_n because_o he_o fear_v always_o 238._o as_o honey_n be_v to_o the_o taste_n so_o be_v holiness_n to_o he_o that_o love_v righteousness_n 239._o dwell_v in_o peace_n and_o god_n love_n shall_v abide_v with_o thou_o 240._o be_v watchful_a over_o all_o thy_o way_n so_o shall_v all_o thy_o do_n prosper_v 241._o glad_a the_o heart_n of_o the_o mourner_n and_o thou_o shall_v anoint_v he_o with_o sweet_a oil_n 242._o rejoice_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o affliction_n and_o let_v thy_o heart_n be_v merry_a for_o the_o lord_n have_v hear_v thy_o vow_n 243._o give_v thyself_o up_o to_o learn_v his_o wisdom_n and_o refuse_v not_o his_o teach_n when_o they_o come_v upon_o thou_o 244._o bound_v they_o upon_o thy_o shoulder_n lean_a upon_o they_o with_o thy_o whole_a might_n and_o they_o shall_v support_v thou_o 245._o grieve_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o thy_o god_n who_o delight_v in_o thou_o 246._o give_v thy_o heart_n to_o know_v he_o so_o shall_v thou_o be_v fill_v with_o his_o praise_n 247._o learn_v his_o way_n and_o go_v not_o out_o of_o his_o path_n for_o he_o delight_v to_o delight_v thou_o 248._o ah_o love_v he_o with_o thy_o whole_a heart_n and_o mind_n that_o all_o thy_o day_n may_v be_v the_o day_n of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n 249._o where_o ever_o the_o lord_n be_v there_o be_v bountifulness_n and_o peace_n that_o pass_v all_o 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thy_o do_n without_o he_o be_v as_o the_o puff_n of_o a_o wind_n which_o be_v not_o see_v 258._o he_o that_o submit_v to_o his_o way_n shall_v find_v his_o do_n advantageous_a for_o he_o know_v of_o what_o we_o be_v make_v and_o all_o thing_n that_o come_v from_o he_o bring_v joy_n where_o he_o be_v the_o giver_n 259._o his_o mercy_n be_v as_o the_o sun_n they_o dispel_v the_o cloud_n of_o affliction_n and_o warm_v the_o heart_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o love_n 260._o he_o can_v do_v what_o he_o list_v there_o be_v none_o can_v hold_v his_o strong_a arm_n but_o all_o must_v bend_v when_o he_o command_v 261._o trust_v then_o in_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v thy_o strength_n and_o in_o the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n who_o have_v give_v himself_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o he_o will_v provide_v for_o thou_o he_o will_v satisfy_v all_o the_o desire_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o cause_v thy_o heart_n mighty_o to_o rejoice_v in_o his_o goodness_n and_o to_o triumph_v in_o all_o and_o over_o all_o thing_n that_o come_v upon_o thou_o for_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v speak_v it_o and_o he_o will_v do_v it_o according_a to_o the_o former_a promise_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n make_v unto_o thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o strait_n and_o want_n 262._o praise_v thou_o the_o lord_n for_o great_a be_v his_o goodness_n towards_o thou_o and_o his_o love_a kindness_n have_v no_o end_n 263._o this_o be_v thy_o portion_n from_o the_o almighty_a amen_o amen_n 264._o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n live_v for_o ever_o in_o his_o love_n dwell_v in_o peace_n 265._o o_o lord_n i_o know_v that_o thou_o hear_v not_o my_o prayer_n for_o their_o worthiness_n but_o they_o be_v worthy_a because_o thou_o hear_v they_o 266._o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a for_o any_o worthiness_n that_o be_v in_o i_o but_o for_o thy_o worthiness_n o_o my_o jesus_n and_o my_o good_a god_n that_o flow_v from_o thy_o exceed_a bounty_n into_o i_o 267._o i_o know_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o love_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o any_o loveliness_n that_o be_v in_o i_o or_o because_o i_o love_v thou_o but_o i_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n because_o thou_o know_v i_o 268._o and_o because_o that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o now_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o ever_o and_o therefore_o will_v love_v i_o ever_o even_o unto_o the_o end_n and_o yet_o i_o know_v well_o that_o there_o be_v nor_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o thy_o love_n it_o be_v endless_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 269._o thy_o love_n o_o lord_n i_o know_v be_v like_o thyself_o nay_o thy_o
and_o to_o do_v his_o will_n willing_o 79._o ah_o lord_n my_o only_a grief_n and_o trouble_n be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n and_o for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o regard_v to_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o will_v 80._o ah_o that_o i_o be_v even_o as_o a_o barren_a wilderness_n to_o bear_v no_o fruit_n for_o myself_o and_o as_o a_o dry_a spring_n to_o give_v no_o refreshment_n to_o my_o self_n to_o my_o own_o self_n that_o be_v my_o flesh_n ah_o that_o i_o be_v as_o it_o be_v liveless_a and_o loveless_a to_o myself_o that_o i_o may_v only_o live_v to_o love_n and_o adore_v thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n 81._o what_o be_v my_o life_n or_o myself_o if_o it_o be_v not_o spend_v for_o thou_o and_o what_o be_v all_o my_o day_n if_o i_o walk_v not_o only_o and_o altogether_o that_o be_v always_o in_o all_o thy_o way_n 82._o be_v it_o not_o and_o will_v it_o not_o be_v much_o better_a for_o i_o that_o i_o be_v not_o and_o that_o i_o never_o have_v be_v if_o i_o be_v not_o o_o lord_n thy_o and_o if_o i_o live_v not_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o to_o thy_o praise_n and_o for_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n 83._o beautiful_a be_v all_o thy_o way_n o_o god_n they_o be_v most_o yea_o they_o be_v only_o desirable_a 84._o he_o that_o walk_v in_o they_o without_o waver_v turn_v aside_o or_o go_v astray_o shall_v assure_o at_o last_o come_v to_o his_o journey_n end_n to_o his_o long_a home_n to_o that_o harbour_n and_o haven_n of_o rest_n happiness_n eternal_a felicity_n and_o blessedness_n 85._o to_o think_v on_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o or_o beside_o god_n bring_v no_o true_a solace_n joy_n savour_n or_o content_v 86._o but_o to_o think_v on_o he_o as_o we_o ought_v how_o easy_o and_o quiet_o do_v it_o dispel_v all_o other_o thought_n make_v we_o to_o see_v they_o as_o they_o be_v naked_a empty_a nothing_o 87._o thought_n on_o god_n fill_v the_o soul_n with_o joy_n delight_n and_o pleasure_n above_o and_z as_o it_o be_v even_o beyond_o end_n and_o measure_n 88_o good_a 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93._o i_o can_v o_o lord_n thou_o know_v i_o can_v live_v without_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n who_o be_v my_o only_a comfort_n or_o comforter_n for_o when_o i_o want_v thou_o o_o lord_n i_o want_v all_o good_a thing_n yea_o i_o account_v nothing_o good_a 94._o it_o be_v not_o the_o world_n that_o i_o long_o for_o or_o care_n for_o it_o be_v not_o o_o lord_n the_o nether_a but_o the_o upper_a spring_n not_o the_o left-hand_a mercy_n but_o the_o right-hand_a not_o the_o footstool_n but_o the_o throne_n favour_n that_o i_o esteem_v favour_n and_o mercy_n indeed_o 95._o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n do_v thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o so_o possess_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v only_o be_v possess_v with_o thou_o 96._o o_o lord_n be_v thou_o please_v so_o to_o live_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v only_o and_o always_o live_v to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o 97._o give_v o_o lord_n give_v so_o thyself_o to_o i_o as_o i_o may_v give_v myself_o to_o thou_o 98._o when_o i_o want_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o be_v my_o all_o and_o my_o only_a good_a i_o want_v all_o even_o all_o but_o when_o i_o have_v thou_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o heart_n say_v it_o have_v all_o it_o have_v all_o it_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v all_o that_o it_o do_v think_v on_o or_o desire_v or_o crave_v 99_o how_o much_o nothing_o o_o lord_n be_v all_o other_o thing_n to_o thou_o and_o how_o much_o above_o all_o thing_n o_o lord_n be_v thou_o to_o i_o 100_o give_v i_o then_o thyself_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o i_o will_v always_o cheerful_o say_v i_o have_v all_o and_o that_o i_o desire_v nothing_o else_o at_o all_o but_o unless_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n give_v i_o thyself_o thy_o only_a and_o thy_o very_a very_a self_n thou_o know_v that_o all_o thing_n seem_v to_o i_o and_o be_v esteem_v by_o i_o even_o as_o nothing_o as_o dirt_n as_o dung_n as_o dross_n 101._o thou_o know_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o i_o can_v live_v without_o thou_o and_o i_o desire_v only_o to_o live_v to_o live_v in_o thou_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o 102._o ah_o that_o i_o be_v dead_a to_o all_o thing_n and_o all_o thing_n dead_a to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v only_o be_v alive_a to_o thou_o 103._o oh_o that_o all_o thing_n will_v take_v themselves_o wing_n and_o fly_v from_o i_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v keep_v back_o from_o fly_v up_o to_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n 104._o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n there_o be_v true_a rest_n a_o rest_n of_o peace_n in_o truth_n but_o out_o of_o thou_o o_o god_n there_o be_v no_o rest_n for_o the_o sole_n of_o the_o foot_n of_o my_o soul_n 105._o i_o can_v rest_v but_o on_o thy_o breast_n i_o can_v live_v but_o in_o thy_o love_n i_o can_v walk_v but_o in_o thy_o way_n i_o can_v joy_v but_o in_o thy_o day_n i_o can_v run_v but_o unto_o thou_o i_o can_v see_v but_o only_o thou_o i_o can_v joy_v but_o in_o thy_o love_n i_o be_o not_o well_o but_o when_o above_o o_o god_n my_o god_n take_v i_o to_o thou_o that_o no_o other_o i_o ever_o see_v for_o see_v thou_o i_o see_v that_o all_o that_o ever_o be_v and_o ever_o shall_v that_o glorious_a sun_n that_o bless_a light_n that_o show_v to_o go_v by_o day_n and_o night_n that_o give_v all_o thing_n unto_o all_o that_o ever_o be_v and_o ever_o shall_v to_o thou_o o_o god_n and_o thy_o great_a name_n be_v ever_o praise_n laud_n and_o great_a fame_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o for_o ever_o more_o thyself_o thy_o love_n i_o will_v adore_v 106._o how_o sweet_a o_o god_n oh_o god_n how_o sweet_a be_v thy_o sweet_n 107._o oh_o happy_a condition_n to_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o god_n whatever_o my_o condition_n be_v 108._o o_o heavenly_a heart_n that_o be_v always_o in_o heaven_n meditate_v on_o thou_o god_n the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 109._o oh_o happy_a he_o that_o have_v always_o heaven_n in_o his_o mind_n that_o mind_n only_a heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o heaven_n 110._o such_o ah_o such_o a_o heart_n o_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n 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and_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_o amen_n 102._o none_o but_o the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n can_v true_o love_v god_n child_n they_o that_o be_v he_o will_v love_v those_o that_o be_v he_o chief_o and_o most_o because_o they_o be_v his_o and_o those_o most_o that_o appear_v to_o be_v his_o most_o and_o those_o dearly_a that_o be_v his_o dear_a 103._o i_o will_v much_o more_o more_o by_o much_o rejoice_v in_o a_o obedient_a heart_n to_o submit_v unto_o and_o to_o do_v the_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o case_n condition_n and_o place_n than_o to_o enjoy_v the_o wisdom_n of_o solomon_n and_o all_o the_o honour_n riches_n delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n 104._o ah_o lord_n let_v my_o heart_n never_o be_v at_o rest_n until_o i_o find_v that_o it_o do_v most_o willing_o free_o joyful_o and_o choose_o submit_v and_o acquiesce_v unto_o all_o that_o god_n will_v be_v it_o what_o it_o will_v and_o to_o say_v of_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o condition_n so_o will_v i_o have_v it_o 105._o there_o be_v sure_o nothing_o so_o delightful_a unto_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a as_o to_o do_v the_o whole_a will_n of_o god_n holy_o and_o hearty_o as_o to_o please_v he_o by_o a_o sincere_a hearty_a and_o cheerful_a obedience_n universal_o 106._o ah_o the_o joy_n the_o joy_n the_o true_a joy_n the_o great_a joy_n yea_o the_o unspeakable_a joy_n the_o peace_n the_o peace_n the_o comfort_n the_o comfort_n the_o solace_n and_o the_o rest_n and_o quiet_a that_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o that_o fear_v always_o from_o love_n for_o it_o destroy_v all_o servile_a fear_n and_o cause_v such_o joy_n and_o gladness_n as_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 107._o what_o ah_o what_o honour_n be_v there_o like_o that_o as_o true_o and_o sincere_o to_o honour_n god_n what_o pleasure_n ah_o what_o pleasure_n like_o that_o as_o always_o to_o please_v god_n what_o joy_n ah_o what_o joy_n like_o that_o as_o always_o to_o enjoy_v god_n what_o happiness_n ah_o what_o happiness_n like_o that_o comparable_a to_o that_o as_o to_o know_v he_o to_o be_v we_o and_o we_o to_o be_v he_o what_o peace_n ah_o what_o peace_n like_o that_o as_o when_o we_o know_v our_o peace_n to_o be_v make_v with_o the_o god_n of_o peace_n through_o and_o by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o king_n and_o prince_n of_o peace_n witness_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o continual_a indwel_n in_o we_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n the_o sanctifier_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o the_o comforter_n of_o our_o heart_n ah_o what_o comfort_n what_o comfort_n like_v unto_o that_o as_o to_o find_v ourselves_o in_o god_n and_o that_o great_a good_a god_n to_o be_v
to_o have_v god_n we_o must_v hate_v ourselves_o that_o be_v all_o even_o all_o that_o be_v not_o of_o god_n 142._o to_o see_v god_n we_o must_v put_v out_o our_o own_o eye_n and_o not_o see_v with_o they_o but_o with_o his_o eye_n only_o only_o with_o he_o 143._o to_o feel_v god_n he_o must_v be_v in_o we_o and_o we_o must_v be_v in_o he_o 144._o to_o know_v god_n we_o must_v first_o know_v ourselves_o as_o we_o be_v in_o ourselves_o then_o ah_o then_o shall_v we_o have_v our_o eye_n open_v to_o see_v he_o and_o know_v he_o as_o he_o be_v to_o be_v know_v and_o see_v which_o be_v by_o faith_n from_o love_n 145._o to_o hear_v god_n we_o must_v resolve_v to_o be_v obedient_a unto_o he_o then_o shall_v we_o sure_o hear_v his_o sweet_a still_a voice_n even_o of_o his_o own_o spirit_n within_o we_o say_v son_n be_v of_o good_a cheer_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o i_o be_o thy_o god_n and_o i_o will_v be_v thy_o god_n and_o thy_o guide_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 146._o to_o fear_v god_n be_v to_o walk_v upright_o in_o all_o his_o way_n esteem_v they_o all_o holy_a just_a and_o good_a 147._o how_o ah_o how_o do_v the_o heart_n of_o a_o child_n of_o god_n open_a and_o shut_v pant_v and_o gape_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n grieve_v and_o groan_v after_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n which_o be_v after_o his_o likeness_n to_o be_v like_o he_o for_o it_o can_v else_o be_v satisfy_v no_o not_o with_o all_o thing_n not_o with_o heaven_n all_o or_o that_o be_v on_o the_o earth_n for_o god_n only_o be_v all_o his_o good_a 148._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o have_v the_o grace_n to_o please_v god_n than_o the_o grace_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n rather_o have_v the_o grace_n of_o sanctification_n than_o of_o consolation_n 149._o let_v i_o get_v and_o keep_v my_o god_n with_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o and_o i_o will_v account_v it_o no_o loss_n i_o say_v no_o loss_n at_o all_o 150._o the_o world_n be_v all_o be_v nothing_o i_o say_v nothing_o at_o all_o to_o god_n our_o all_o who_o be_v only_o all_o even_o all_o only_a that_o be_v or_o can_v be_v desire_v 151._o sure_o sure_o the_o very_a soul_n of_o religion_n be_v to_o serve_v god_n sincere_o and_o hearty_o with_o our_o whole_a heart_n and_o soul_n 152._o for_o a_o little_a ah_o for_o a_o very_a little_a which_o we_o give_v to_o god_n he_o give_v much_o to_o we_o let_v we_o not_o be_v niggard_n then_o if_o we_o will_v or_o desire_v to_o have_v he_o bountiful_a unto_o we_o and_o recompense_v our_o little_a with_o his_o much_o our_o small_a with_o his_o all_o 153._o no_o man_n sure_o not_o man_n ever_o lose_v or_o repent_v for_o give_v too_o much_o to_o god_n or_o for_o do_v too_o much_o for_o he_o for_o every_o mite_n we_o right_o give_v a_o talon_n at_o least_o we_o shall_v receive_v thus_o to_o love_n and_o fear_v the_o lord_n in_o truth_n be_v true_a wisdom_n 154._o ah_o the_o happiness_n the_o unspeakable_a great_a and_o true_a happiness_n to_o possess_v god_n and_o to_o be_v possess_v by_o he_o if_o then_o so_o great_a here_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v it_o be_v and_o will_v it_o be_v hereafter_o if_o the_o beginning_n here_o bring_v such_o unspeakable_a joy_n how_o unspeakable_a will_v they_o be_v when_o begin_v there_o where_o we_o know_v they_o will_v never_o pass_v away_o or_o have_v a_o end_n 155._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o have_v god_n with_o i_o and_o in_o i_o and_o feel_v it_o and_o know_v it_o and_o have_v nothing_o else_o than_o to_o have_v he_o and_o not_o feel_v he_o and_o have_v all_o that_o my_o heart_n do_v or_o can_v else_o desire_v 156._o when_o ah_o when_o i_o be_o in_o his_o presence_n i_o be_o so_o satisfy_v to_o the_o full_a that_o i_o ask_v after_o no_o other_o satisfaction_n all_o other_o thing_n be_v not_o regard_v no_o nor_o think_v on_o but_o think_v altogether_o unworthy_a to_o be_v think_v on_o or_o in_o the_o least_o regard_v 157._o possess_v then_o ah_o possess_v then_o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o my_o good_a my_o whole_a heart_n mind_n thought_n and_o affection_n that_o i_o may_v be_v all_o thou_o and_o none_o but_o thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o even_o whole_o thou_o until_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v which_o be_v holy_a as_o thou_o be_v holy_a pure_a and_o perfect_a as_o thou_o o_o god_n art_n even_o in_o all_o thing_n in_o some_o measure_n like_o unto_o thou_o so_o be_v it_o o_o lord_n god_n so_o be_v it_o amen_o and_o amen_n in_o bourdeaux_n anno_fw-la 1659._o 1._o if_o thou_o be_v o_o god_n my_o god_n i_o be_o sure_a thou_o will_v be_v my_o guide_n and_o if_o thou_o be_v my_o guide_n o_o god_n i_o be_o sure_a thou_o be_v my_o god_n 2._o if_o o_o god_n thou_o go_v with_o i_o i_o be_o sure_a that_o all_o will_v go_v well_o with_o i_o but_o if_o thou_o go_v not_o with_o i_o i_o be_o sure_a that_o what_o ever_o i_o do_v will_v be_v ill_a with_o i_o and_o for_o i_o 3._o if_o thou_o be_v i_o o_o god_n if_o thou_o be_v i_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o be_o and_o shall_v be_v ever_o thou_o but_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o i_o so_o sure_a even_o so_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o i_o be_o not_o thou_o 4._o if_o i_o have_v thou_o o_o god_n for_o my_o god_n i_o have_v all_o i_o need_v to_o have_v but_o if_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o i_o have_v nothing_o thou_o know_v of_o all_o that_o i_o desire_v and_o crave_v 5._o let_v i_o then_o so_o find_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v feel_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o feel_a may_v rejoice_v with_o that_o unspeakable_a joy_n which_o they_o only_o feel_v and_o find_v that_o have_v find_v thou_o and_o feed_v on_o thou_o 6._o let_v all_o thing_n else_o what_o ever_o they_o be_v pass_v away_o do_v but_o thou_o o_o god_n with_o thy_o own_o spirit_n abide_v in_o i_o i_o say_v ever_o abide_v in_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v i_o be_o sure_o rejoice_v and_o be_v glad_a that_o they_o be_v all_o banish_a what_o ever_o they_o be_v and_o that_o it_o be_v say_v of_o they_o all_o they_o be_v not_o they_o be_v not_o at_o all_o 7._o 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know_v both_o how_o to_o want_v and_o how_o to_o abound_v 20._o truth_n enable_v to_o go_v beyond_o all_o thing_n for_o truth_n bring_v we_o home_o to_o possess_v all_o thing_n even_o to_o possess_v god_n the_o god_n and_o giver_n of_o all_o thing_n who_o be_v truth_n 21._o by_o truth_n we_o be_v enable_v to_o lead_v new_a life_n and_o to_o have_v holy_a affection_n frequent_a in_o we_o our_o heart_n be_v set_v on_o earth_n 22._o truth_n be_v lovely_a amiable_a beautiful_a desirable_a as_o the_o fine_a gold_n that_o can_v be_v fine_a 23._o truth_n make_v we_o unlovely_a lovely_a beautiful_a bright_a shine_a transparent_a and_o glorious_a be_v a_o beam_n a_o spark_n a_o coal_n a_o little_a light_n of_o that_o great_a light_n in_o who_o we_o be_v comprehend_v but_o can_v ah_o can_v comprehend_v for_o he_o be_v altogether_o incomprehensible_a 24._o truth_n make_v we_o always_o lovely_a fair_a and_o beautiful_a in_o his_o eye_n who_o can_v behold_v no_o falsity_n no_o evil_a 25._o truth_n be_v that_o mantle_n to_o cover_v our_o many_o infirmity_n and_o to_o make_v we_o that_o with_o boldness_n we_o may_v approach_v that_o glorious_a sun_n and_o not_o be_v burn_v that_o glorious_a day_n and_o partake_v of_o its_o glory_n that_o will_v cloud_n and_o eclipse_v the_o error_n that_o be_v yet_o in_o we_o and_o make_v we_o to_o feel_v and_o to_o know_v that_o we_o be_v bind_v up_o in_o this_o bless_a mantle_n with_o his_o hand_n that_o will_v take_v care_n over_o we_o and_o for_o we_o that_o no_o evil_a any_o more_o hurt_v we_o 26._o ah_o god_n the_o god_n of_o truth_n and_o my_o god_n let_v this_o truth_n of_o thou_o never_o depart_v from_o i_o nor_o i_o from_o it_o let_v i_o shine_v in_o it_o more_o and_o more_o that_o i_o may_v be_v resplendent_a and_o glorious_a always_o shine_v in_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v delight_v to_o look_v upon_o i_o to_o love_v i_o and_o to_o honour_v i_o make_v i_o thy_o delight_n in_o and_o through_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o the_o saviour_n and_o redeemer_n of_o my_o soul_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a let_v my_o heart_n be_v always_o a_o heart_n of_o truth_n a_o true_a heart_n of_o truth_n serve_v thou_o unfeigned_o and_o do_v always_o all_o that_o i_o do_v in_o truth_n from_o love_n 27._o when_o god_n be_v present_a there_o be_v present_a all_o good_a for_o all_o good_a be_v in_o god_n and_o from_o he_o proceed_v nothing_o but_o good_a he_o be_v the_o best_a the_o chief_a and_o the_o only_a good_a 28._o according_o as_o we_o enjoy_v god_n our_o joy_n abound_v increase_n or_o decrease_v 29._o when_o we_o possess_v he_o whatever_o other_o thing_n we_o possess_v we_o possess_v they_o not_o whatever_o else_o we_o hear_v we_o hear_v not_o whatever_o else_o we_o see_v we_o see_v not_o whatever_o else_o we_o be_v we_o be_v as_o if_o we_o be_v not_o he_o be_v the_o soul_n all_o even_o all_o that_o it_o will_n will_v love_n or_o desire_n the_o soul_n be_v so_o glue_v to_o he_o that_o it_o can_v be_v take_v off_o by_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v either_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o on_o earth_n below_o 30._o who_o can_v ah_o who_o can_v recount_v express_v tell_v or_o set_v forth_o the_o gracious_a magnificent_a transcendent_a bountiful_a bountifulness_n of_o our_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n its_o height_n be_v too_o high_a its_o breadth_n be_v too_o broad_a its_o length_n be_v too_o long_o and_o its_o depth_n be_v too_o deep_a as_o it_o be_v only_o his_o own_o spirit_n that_o can_v tell_v what_o be_v in_o his_o mind_n for_o our_o good_a so_o it_o be_v only_o they_o they_o only_o that_o possess_v his_o spirit_n that_o can_v comprehend_v in_o some_o measure_n the_o sweet_a sweet_n that_o he_o give_v that_o he_o pour_v and_o shower_n down_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o beloved_a one_o 31._o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n be_v far_o above_o unto_o all_o those_o that_o true_o love_n than_o all_o else_o be_v that_o we_o do_v know_v that_o we_o taste_v that_o we_o feel_v that_o we_o see_v 32._o go_v on_o go_v on_o o_o god_n go_v on_o to_o give_v i_o thy_o belove_a son_n let_v he_o be_v i_o let_v i_o be_v his_o for_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n my_o peace_n and_o bliss_n 33._o let_v i_o in_o he_o and_o he_o in_o i_o be_v always_o see_v to_o live_v and_o be_v then_o when_o this_o all_o shall_v pass_v away_o my_o soul_n with_o he_o shall_v ever_o stay_v 34._o it_o be_v unto_o thou_o o_o christ_n that_o i_o come_v to_o have_v of_o thyself_o thyself_o 35._o let_v the_o world_n and_o devil_n use_v all_o their_o skill_n i_o be_o sure_a my_o god_n will_v be_v with_o i_o still_o 36._o i_o be_o sure_a that_o god_n will_v fit_v and_o prepare_v i_o for_o all_o trial_n and_o affliction_n whatsoever_o either_o before_o or_o in_o the_o trial_n of_o affliction_n 37._o ah_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v i_o this_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v desire_v grace_n pray_v for_o grace_n and_o prize_v grace_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o i_o do_v and_o shall_v do_v glory_n hereafter_o in_o heaven_n for_o i_o know_v that_o he_o that_o have_v not_o grace_n here_o shall_v not_o have_v glory_n hereafter_o and_o the_o more_o grace_n here_o the_o more_o glory_n hereafter_o 38._o if_o then_o i_o live_v the_o life_n of_o grace_n here_o i_o be_o as_o sure_o i_o shall_v live_v the_o life_n of_o glory_n hereafter_o 39_o methinks_v it_o be_v much_o too_o low_a a_o thing_n for_o a_o christian_n to_o desire_v any_o thing_n either_o here_o or_o hereafter_o for_o himself_o alone_o if_o i_o desire_v any_o thing_n here_o methinks_v it_o be_v chief_o for_o other_o most_o of_o all_o for_o other_o to_o refesh_v and_o comfort_v they_o i_o desire_v to_o have_v that_o i_o may_v have_v to_o give_v as_o for_o myself_o any_o condition_n i_o praise_v god_n will_v now_o full_o please_v i_o will_v now_o full_o content_v i_o yea_o i_o be_o full_o persuade_v that_o any_o bitter_a yea_o all_o bitter_n will_v be_v to_o i_o sweet_a in_o poverty_n i_o shall_v find_v riches_n in_o banishment_n liberty_n in_o dishonour_n honour_n in_o contempt_n applause_n in_o be_v despise_v rejoice_v and_o though_o i_o have_v nothing_o yet_o methinks_v i_o shall_v enjoy_v all_o thing_n 40._o my_o god_n know_v how_o much_o i_o desire_v heaven_n but_o more_o for_o his_o sake_n than_o for_o my_o own_o sake_n he_o know_v that_o know_v all_o the_o secret_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o with_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n i_o love_v he_o more_o much_o by_o much_o than_o myself_o i_o be_o so_o unlovely_a to_o myself_o that_o i_o can_v that_o i_o dare_v not_o love_v myself_o but_o in_o subordination_n to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o that_o i_o may_v praise_v he_o that_o i_o may_v prize_v he_o that_o i_o may_v fear_v he_o that_o i_o may_v love_v he_o ah_o that_o i_o may_v love_v he_o obey_v he_o and_o adore_v he_o 41._o to_o love_n god_n i_o be_o unfit_a i_o be_o unworthy_a because_o i_o can_v ah_o because_o i_o can_v love_v he_o as_o i_o will_v as_o i_o shall_v indeed_o if_o thus_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o to_o love_v he_o ah_o how_o will_v i_o delight_v even_o in_o my_o own_o love_n and_o love_v myself_o if_o that_o i_o have_v such_o a_o heart_n according_a to_o his_o heart_n to_o love_v he_o only_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n even_o with_o a_o holy_a heart_n 42._o but_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n so_o dull_a so_o dead_a so_o cold_a so_o benumb_v so_o icy_a and_o freeze_a that_o there_o be_v not_o that_o heat_n leave_v within_o i_o of_o love_n as_o i_o will_v as_o i_o desire_v and_o as_o i_o shall_v have_v for_o my_o god_n for_o my_o good_a for_o my_o heaven_n for_o my_o bliss_n for_o my_o rest_n for_o my_o peace_n and_o for_o my_o only_a joy_n all_o which_o be_v my_o god_n 43._o ah_o my_o love_n thou_o be_v altogether_o unlovely_a because_o thou_o do_v not_o and_o because_o thou_o can_v not_o love_v as_o thou_o shall_v what_o thou_o shall_v love_v and_o because_o thou_o love_v so_o much_o too_o much_o what_o thou_o shall_v not_o love_v thy_o self_n thy_o unlovely_a loveless_a self_n 44._o ah_o lord_n my_o lord_n it_o be_v thou_o it_o be_v thou_o that_o my_o soul_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n will_v love_v and_o will_v if_o it_o can_v love_v none_o else_o love_v none_o beside_o in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o and_o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o desire_v sincere_o and_o will_v be_v fill_v with_o this_o grace_n of_o love_n buâ—_n for_o thou_o alone_o alone_o for_o thou_o for_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v to_o i_o only_o lovely_a let_v i_o beseech_v thou_o all_o other_o love_n that_o be_v disordinate_a decrease_n
that_o love_v these_o less_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o more_o love_v thou_o so_o as_o thou_o require_v and_o deserve_v that_o be_v above_o all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n above_o or_o on_o earth_n below_o 45._o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o of_o a_o truth_n because_o thy_o truth_n be_v with_o i_o that_o be_v in_o i_o of_o a_o very_a truth_n 46._o love_n from_o god_n fill_v our_o heart_n with_o sincere_a and_o true_a love_n for_o god_n or_o god_n love_n to_o we_o fill_v we_o with_o love_n for_o he_o his_o love_n sweet_o constrain_v we_o 47._o ah_o how_o light_n how_o light_n be_v that_o heart_n that_o be_v empty_v of_o all_o sin_n be_v unburden_v of_o that_o intolerable_a burden_n for_o if_o a_o wound_a heart_n can_v be_v bear_v ah_o then_o when_o such_o a_o heart_n be_v make_v whole_a it_o must_v needs_o bring_v ease_n refresh_v comfort_n and_o unspeakable_a joy_n 48._o when_o god_n be_v in_o the_o heart_n it_o may_v be_v see_v in_o the_o face_n and_o perceive_v by_o the_o word_n that_o come_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n such_o a_o lustre_n be_v on_o the_o whole_a man_n both_z within_z and_o without_o when_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n by_o his_o spirit_n be_v within_o he_o be_v sure_o beautiful_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o beholder_n that_o delight_n and_o desire_v to_o behold_v the_o face_n of_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n the_o very_a majesty_n of_o god_n in_o some_o sort_n be_v on_o such_o a_o soul_n and_o through_o the_o glorious_a light_n of_o christ_n gracious_a face_n his_o face_n do_v shine_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o all_o good_a man_n 49._o i_o will_v make_v no_o condition_n with_o thou_o o_o god_n but_o only_o this_o that_o be_v to_o love_v thou_o only_o in_o all_o condition_n as_o my_o god_n and_o my_o only_a good_a 50._o ah_o lord_n i_o most_o unfeigned_o and_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o let_v i_o never_o taste_v of_o this_o bitter_a bitter_a that_o be_v to_o find_v any_o sin_n sweet_a 51._o but_o let_v all_o sin_n even_o all_o oh_o all_o be_v unto_o i_o as_o wormwoe_v and_o gall_n 52._o ah_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o never_o suffer_v the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o former_a pleasure_n of_o sin_n to_o please_v i_o but_o let_v their_o remembrance_n be_v altogether_o displease_v hateful_a and_o detestable_a and_o to_o be_v deliver_v from_o they_o let_v it_o be_v unto_o i_o as_o the_o deliverance_n from_o death_n and_o from_o hell_n 53._o let_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o grace_n quench_v total_o the_o heat_n and_o fire_n of_o all_o and_o every_o lust_n sinful_a and_o disordinate_a affection_n that_o i_o may_v henceforth_o burn_v only_o in_o the_o fire_n of_o love_n to_o thy_o law_n 54._o the_o true_a life_n of_o god_n in_o a_o christian_n be_v most_o of_o all_o and_o plainly_a see_v by_o his_o hatred_n to_o all_o evil_a and_o sin_n and_o by_o his_o unfeigned_a sincere_a ardent_a and_o continual_a love_n to_o all_o that_o be_v good_a he_o love_v all_o that_o be_v good_a in_o all_o to_o see_v it_o though_o afar_o off_o to_o hear_v it_o speak_v of_o by_o any_o whatsoever_o but_o to_o find_v it_o in_o himself_o most_o of_o all_o joy_n and_o satisfy_v he_o to_o see_v any_o evil_n commit_v or_o to_o hear_v any_o evil_n speak_v by_o any_o trouble_n and_o afflict_v he_o such_o be_v his_o antipathy_n against_o it_o that_o he_o will_v not_o give_v it_o the_o least_o heal_a or_o parley_n no_o nor_o cast_v the_o least_o glance_n of_o a_o eye_n to_o favour_v it_o it_o be_v abominable_a to_o he_o in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o in_o all_o its_o circumstance_n even_o in_o all_o and_o as_o well_o have_v the_o whole_a man_n all_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n hatred_n to_o the_o least_o circumstance_n of_o all_o ill_a as_o well_o as_o to_o the_o great_a but_o the_o degree_n and_o measure_n be_v according_a to_o the_o measure_n and_o degree_n or_o nature_n of_o the_o ill_a but_o it_o be_v alike_o hate_a sincere_o as_o well_o the_o very_a lest_o as_o the_o very_o great_a of_o all_o and_o in_o the_o same_o manner_n and_o measure_n be_v his_o unfeigned_a love_n to_o all_o that_o be_v good_a he_o thank_v and_o praise_v and_o prize_v god_n for_o good_a thought_n as_o hearty_o and_o sincere_o as_o for_o good_a word_n or_o action_n because_o he_o as_o plain_o see_v the_o true_a love_n of_o god_n in_o the_o very_o least_o particular_a as_o in_o the_o very_o great_a and_o it_o be_v the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v his_o presence_n in_o love_n that_o make_v his_o soul_n to_o leap_v within_o he_o with_o joy_n when_o that_o the_o soul_n see_v his_o god_n it_o see_v all_o his_o good_a his_o heaven_n his_o bliss_n his_o peace_n his_o love_n his_o joy_n his_o rest_n his_o whole_a and_o only_a delight_n contentment_n and_o comfort_n but_o in_o the_o most_o good_a he_o see_v he_o most_o and_o therefore_o desire_v to_o do_v the_o most_o good_a that_o ever_o be_v do_v or_o be_v possible_a to_o be_v do_v and_o therein_o he_o be_v best_o please_v because_o that_o please_v his_o god_n best_o and_o to_o please_v he_o be_v his_o only_a pleasure_n all_o his_o pleasure_n joy_n and_o delight_v only_o it_o be_v his_o heaven_n and_o therefore_o he_o make_v it_o his_o only_a happiness_n 55._o ah_o god_n my_o god_n and_o my_o only_a good_a let_v it_o be_v i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n always_o thus_o with_o i_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v satisfy_v may_v be_v solace_v may_v be_v refresh_v and_o comfort_v by_o thy_o live_n in_o i_o and_o by_o my_o live_n always_o in_o thou_o and_o unto_o thou_o to_o thy_o eternal_a honour_n praise_n and_o glory_n for_o thy_o own_o glorious_a and_o holy_a name_n sake_n give_v i_o this_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v live_v this_o life_n here_o on_o earth_n until_o i_o come_v to_o live_v that_o life_n that_o i_o shall_v after_o this_o be_v end_v live_v with_o thou_o in_o heaven_n so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o amen_n amen_n 56._o ah_o how_o happy_a thrice_o happy_a be_v we_o who_o both_o taste_n know_v feel_v find_v savour_n &_o see_v that_o thou_o live_v in_o we_o and_o that_o we_o live_v in_o thou_o 57_o empty_v i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o even_o of_o all_o that_o i_o may_v be_v fit_a to_o receive_v and_o be_v fill_v with_o thy_o fullness_n even_o with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n the_o ocean_n and_o sea_n of_o all_o goodness_n 58._o as_o long_o as_o we_o be_v full_a or_o in_o part_n fill_v with_o world_n flesh_n or_o self_n so_o much_o less_o room_n there_o be_v for_o god_n for_o when_o a_o vessel_n be_v full_a it_o can_v receive_v nothing_o and_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n it_o be_v empty_a it_o be_v capable_a to_o receive_v 59_o how_o then_o ah_o how_o then_o shall_v we_o labour_v to_o empty_v our_o heart_n of_o all_o that_o be_v not_o of_o god_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v only_o with_o god_n with_o god_n only_o and_o always_o be_v thus_o empty_a that_o we_o may_v be_v thus_o always_o fill_v for_o it_o be_v clear_a according_a to_o the_o measure_n we_o be_v empty_a we_o be_v capable_a to_o receive_v and_o we_o shall_v receive_v from_o god_n of_o his_o bless_a fullness_n of_o unspeakable_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n if_o we_o be_v willing_a and_o labour_n earnest_o and_o sincere_o to_o empty_v ourselves_o of_o ourselves_o and_o of_o all_o fleshly_a worldly_a pleasure_n and_o joy_n which_o be_v but_o mere_a fancy_n vanity_n foolery_n and_o toy_n 60._o ah_o lord_n god_n the_o fountain_n and_o the_o ocean_n that_o can_v never_o be_v empty_v empty_a i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o in_o the_o name_n and_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n my_o heart_n of_o all_o thing_n even_o of_o all_o what_o ever_o it_o be_v that_o be_v not_o according_a to_o thy_o heart_n that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v pant_v and_o gape_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n long_o and_o desire_v to_o be_v fill_v with_o thou_o alone_o alone_o with_o thou_o with_o thou_o who_o art_n only_o desirable_a and_o to_o be_v desire_v only_o grant_v that_o all_o the_o world_n all_o may_v be_v more_o and_o more_o unto_o i_o nothing_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v all_o i_o and_o i_o all_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v love_v all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o less_o and_o less_o daily_o and_o thou_o o_o god_n more_o and_o more_o until_o i_o so_o love_v thou_o as_o it_o may_v not_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o to_o love_v thou_o more_o that_o my_o love_n may_v cause_v i_o so_o to_o sink_v into_o thou_o as_o i_o may_v see_v myself_o in_o
thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o yea_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o swallow_v up_o into_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v i_o but_o thou_o not_o my_o own_o at_o all_o but_o thy_o own_o all_o even_o all_o thou_o now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o amen_o amen_n 61._o the_o great_a gift_n that_o god_n can_v give_v we_o be_v himself_o by_o christ_n and_o then_o faith_n to_o believe_v it_o a_o heart_n to_o love_v he_o and_o rejoice_v in_o it_o and_o to_o praise_v he_o continual_o for_o it_o 62._o and_o this_o will_v work_v in_o we_o unfeigned_a sincere_a ardent_a true_a love_n which_o will_v cast_v out_o all_o fear_n of_o doubt_v and_o work_v in_o we_o a_o true_a fear_n not_o to_o offend_v or_o grieve_v he_o any_o more_o see_v he_o have_v give_v we_o himself_o to_o make_v we_o his_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 63._o the_o great_a gift_n that_o god_n give_v man_n here_o on_o earth_n be_v to_o ascertain_v and_o assure_v he_o by_o his_o own_o spirit_n that_o he_o have_v and_o will_v give_v he_o himself_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o to_o behold_v his_o face_n in_o heaven_n and_o that_o we_o be_v his_o and_o shall_v be_v his_o for_o ever_o 64._o ah_o lord_n god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o augment_v and_o increase_v my_o faith_n that_o it_o may_v remove_v the_o mountain_n of_o my_o sin_n altogether_o out_o of_o my_o sight_n that_o they_o may_v never_o shadow_v thy_o grace_n in_o i_o any_o more_o but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o say_v as_o now_o thy_o own_o spirit_n in_o i_o cause_v i_o to_o say_v sweet_o and_o bold_o that_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v in_o all_o need_v want_n cross_n and_o affliction_n whatsoever_o say_v i_o have_v enough_o i_o shall_v not_o want_v i_o can_v be_v poor_a because_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 65._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o feel_v anew_o anâ—_n afresh_o daily_o what_o i_o have_v feel_v of_o thy_o louâ—_n and_o kindness_n in_o truth_n and_o know_v more_o anâ—_n more_o clear_o that_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o thaâ—_n i_o be_o thou_o let_v i_o be_v still_o constant_o assure_v that_o thou_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o nor_o forâ—_n sake_n i_o but_o will_v live_v in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o so_o ever_o 66._o let_v all_o doubt_n and_o fear_n be_v scatter_v that_o satan_n may_v never_o gather_v they_o together_o to_o molest_v or_o trouble_v i_o that_o my_o joy_n may_v be_v full_a that_o i_o may_v always_o joy_n in_o this_o thy_o so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o thâ—_n light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n shine_v upon_o i_o which_o be_v better_a much_o by_o much_o and_o cheer_v more_o than_o any_o wine_n 67._o it_o be_v a_o most_o sweet_a thing_n to_o live_v freâ—_n from_o all_o sin_n 68_o to_o see_v ourselves_o as_o we_o be_v in_o ourselves_o and_o as_o we_o be_v in_o christ_n in_o ourselves_o black_a ugly_a deform_a loathsome_a filthy_a and_o abominable_a but_o in_o christ_n comely_a fair_a beautiful_a white_a clean_a pure_a bright_a delightful_a and_o spotless_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o darkness_n black_a thick_a horrible_a darkness_n but_o in_o christ_n transparent_a transcendent_a bright_a light_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o our_o weak_a but_o in_o christ_n strong_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o barren_a but_o in_o christ_n fruitful_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o very_a foolishness_n but_o in_o christ_n true_a wisdom_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o loveless_a but_o in_o christ_n lovely_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o nothing_o but_o in_o christ_n all_o thing_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o sinner_n miserable_a sinner_n member_n of_o satan_n heir_n of_o hell_n and_o eternal_a damnation_n but_o in_o christ_n ah_o in_o christ_n our_o christ_n without_o sin_n as_o if_o we_o have_v never_o sin_v as_o member_n of_o his_o own_o glorious_a body_n and_o coheir_n with_o he_o of_o eternal_a life_n and_o glory_n thus_o faith_n do_v cause_v we_o to_o see_v ourselves_o when_o our_o eye_n be_v open_v 69._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o have_v obedience_n than_o any_o grace_n of_o comfort_n or_o assurance_n i_o have_v rather_o much_o by_o much_o be_v whole_o obedient_a and_o want_v assurance_n than_o have_v assurance_n and_o fail_v in_o any_o point_n of_o obedience_n 70._o ah_o god_n my_o god_n and_o my_o only_a good_a give_v this_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o obedient_a unto_o all_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o divine_a commandment_n for_o as_o thou_o look_v on_o it_o as_o the_o best_a of_o sacrifice_n so_o my_o soul_n rejoice_v more_o in_o it_o than_o in_o all_o grace_n for_o methinks_v it_o comprehend_v all_o grace_n to_o be_v obedient_a from_o true_a sincere_a unfeigned_a love_n such_o a_o one_o will_v be_v whole_o holy_a do_v thy_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n always_o for_o such_o a_o soul_n make_v the_o keep_n of_o thy_o commandment_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o the_o solace_n of_o his_o soul_n 71._o what_o ah_o what_o a_o sweet_a most_o sweet_a condition_n be_v it_o to_o live_v in_o god_n only_o and_o to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o he_o for_o then_o the_o heart_n desire_v nothing_o else_o nor_o the_o mind_n mind_v nothing_o else_o nor_o the_o will_v choose_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o the_o affection_n love_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o the_o soul_n care_v for_o any_o thing_n else_o nay_o it_o rejoice_v for_o that_o it_o be_v thus_o divorce_v from_o all_o thing_n else_o and_o ah_o how_o it_o choose_v and_o desire_v thus_o to_o be_v ever_o to_o be_v ever_o thus_o to_o joy_v only_o in_o god_n and_o to_o make_v god_n only_o his_o joy_n 72._o the_o heart_n and_o soul_n be_v then_o to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n as_o a_o man_n asleep_a he_o value_v no_o more_o crown_n sceptre_n nor_o kingdom_n wisdom_n strength_n beauty_n riches_n honour_n or_o pleasure_n than_o a_o stock_n or_o a_o stone_n do_v or_o can_v do_v he_o be_v so_o senseless_a so_o benumb_v freeze_a icy_a and_o cold_a that_o he_o have_v no_o sense_n or_o feeling_n he_o be_v catch_v up_o above_o all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o and_o when_o he_o do_v return_v to_o consider_v they_o ah_o how_o low_a vain_a and_o foolish_a do_v he_o account_v they_o nay_o he_o make_v not_o any_o account_n of_o they_o at_o all_o either_o great_a or_o small_a 73._o he_o weep_v to_o see_v that_o he_o have_v esteem_v they_o as_o he_o have_v and_o laugh_v at_o their_o folly_n that_o do_v choose_v they_o for_o their_o choice_n best_a sovereign_a and_o chief_a good_a 74._o a_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n say_v what_o have_v i_o any_o more_o to_o do_v with_o such_o idol_n ah_o that_o i_o can_v say_v such_o a_o soul_n ever_o enjoy_v my_o god_n so_o as_o that_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o he_o and_o beside_o he_o may_v give_v i_o no_o joy_n 75._o such_o a_o soul_n say_v when_o and_o whilst_o i_o have_v the_o best_a good_a the_o sovereign_a good_a take_v the_o other_o he_o that_o will_v i_o will_v ah_o i_o will_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n give_v all_o to_o any_o so_o i_o can_v give_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o that_o it_o may_v never_o more_o come_v into_o my_o thought_n but_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o swallow_v up_o in_o god_n as_o he_o may_v only_o contain_v i_o and_o be_v all_o my_o all_o 76._o what_o have_v the_o king_n more_o than_o the_o beggar_n or_o what_o be_v he_o more_o when_o he_o be_v asleep_a as_o to_o enjoyment_n the_o beggar_n than_o want_v nothing_o of_o what_o his_o heart_n desire_v and_o the_o king_n possess_v nothing_o then_o of_o all_o that_o he_o possess_v according_a to_o the_o desire_n of_o his_o heart_n they_o be_v then_o alike_o frustrate_a of_o all_o thing_n and_o possess_v nothing_o 77._o even_o so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o soul_n nay_o with_o the_o whole_a man_n when_o he_o be_v draw_v in_o drown_v bury_v or_o 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only_o his_o thought_n be_v on_o any_o sin_n though_o never_o so_o small_a or_o never_o so_o liâ—â—le_a if_o in_o the_o least_o measure_n consent_v unto_o it_o rob_v he_o at_o that_o time_n of_o all_o his_o happiness_n his_o sight_n be_v darken_v his_o eye_n be_v so_o dim_a that_o he_o can_v look_v up_o sin_n be_v so_o heavy_a so_o devilish_a that_o it_o press_v the_o soul_n downward_o to_o hell_n to_o the_o devil_n which_o plain_o show_v its_o centre_n whence_o it_o be_v and_o what_o it_o be_v for_o the_o time_n that_o it_o be_v thus_o like_v or_o love_v or_o but_o connive_v at_o it_o metamorphosis_n the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o instead_o of_o be_v godlike_a spiritual_a knowledge_n light_n purity_n serenity_n peace_n rest_v comfort_n joy_n and_o full_a contentedness_n to_o be_v in_o some_o measure_n devil-like_a darkness_n fear_v shame_n horror_n confusion_n condomnation_n accusation_n hang_v yea_o fall_v always_o downward_o and_o not_o able_a in_o the_o least_o measure_n to_o 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thou_o have_v at_o this_o time_n cause_v so_o bright_o clear_o transparent_o and_o full_o to_o shine_v upon_o i_o ah_o lord_n let_v this_o glorious_a light_n of_o thou_o always_o continue_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o see_v myself_o in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o and_o know_v thou_o to_o be_v i_o and_o that_o i_o be_o thou_o that_o thereby_o i_o may_v be_v enable_v to_o tell_v of_o and_o to_o set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v and_o to_o be_v desire_v and_o seek_v after_o only_o be_v only_o the_o desirable_a and_o the_o desire_a and_o grant_v that_o the_o remembrance_n of_o this_o thy_o love_n and_o gracious_a deal_n with_o i_o at_o this_o time_n may_v never_o be_v forget_v by_o i_o nor_o slip_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o have_v it_o in_o remembrance_n that_o it_o may_v be_v as_o a_o strong_a tower_n and_o bulwark_n against_o all_o and_o every_o temptation_n that_o shall_v at_o any_o time_n fall_v upon_o i_o and_o that_o hereby_o i_o may_v be_v make_v more_o and_o more_o able_a to_o resist_v every_o lust_n and_o sin_n whether_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n to_o hate_v it_o and_o fly_v from_o it_o as_o the_o great_a of_o all_o evil_n as_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n and_o the_o worm_n of_o conscience_n esteem_v it_o the_o very_o worst_a of_o the_o worst_a of_o the_o devil_n let_v it_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o o_o our_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n strengthen_v and_o augment_v my_o resolution_n and_o hatred_n against_o all_o and_o every_o sin_n as_o well_o against_o the_o least_o of_o all_o as_o the_o very_o great_a of_o all_o that_o i_o may_v more_o and_o more_o see_v all_o sin_n to_o be_v exceed_o sinful_a the_o bane_n ruin_n destruction_n and_o destroyer_n of_o all_o good_a blessedness_n and_o happiness_n ah_o lord_n hear_v i_o and_o answer_v i_o in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o continue_v thus_o gracious_o to_o go_v along_o with_o i_o to_o be_v always_o by_o i_o and_o to_o watch_v over_o i_o that_o no_o evil_a at_o any_o time_n either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n overtake_v i_o or_o come_v nigh_o i_o to_o hurt_v i_o to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v walk_v before_o thou_o with_o a_o perfect_a and_o upright_a heart_n do_v always_o all_o that_o be_v right_a in_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v o_o lord_n more_o and_o more_o delight_n in_o i_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o in_o some_o measure_n i_o hope_v trust_v and_o believe_v in_o jesus_n christ_n the_o joy_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v gracious_o own_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o and_o never_o be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v call_v my_o god_n for_o christ_n my_o soul_n do_v and_o shall_v always_o bless_v thou_o and_o to_o he_o with_o thy_o own_o most_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o comforter_n be_v always_o and_o eternal_o give_v honour_n gloey_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n 124._o god_n he_o wait_v to_o be_v gracious_a to_o bring_v deliverance_n to_o his_o child_n and_o servant_n as_o they_o wait_v for_o the_o grace_n of_o deliverance_n 125._o thus_o be_v our_o god_n good_a gracious_a and_o merciful_a sympathize_v with_o we_o in_o our_o affliction_n as_o well_o as_o in_o our_o comfort_n 126._o thus_o be_v our_o god_n a_o most_o gracious_a god_n the_o god_n of_o all_o grace_n and_o father_n of_o all_o mercy_n always_o do_v good_a never_o weary_a repent_v or_o stand_v still_o 127._o his_o fountain_n of_o love_n favour_n grace_n and_o mercy_n be_v not_o only_o always_o open_a for_o we_o but_o always_o run_v over_o flow_v out_o to_o run_v into_o we_o he_o be_v abundant_a in_o love_a kindness_n yea_o his_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v always_o do_v good_a he_o will_v that_o we_o will_v always_o ask_v that_o he_o may_v always_o give_v 128._o it_o be_v not_o possible_a but_o impossible_a to_o be_v weary_a speak_v unto_o god_n when_o that_o we_o have_v his_o spirit_n or_o to_o be_v weary_a hear_n of_o he_o speak_v to_o we_o by_o the_o same_o spirit_n 129._o his_o word_n be_v as_o the_o dropping_n of_o honey_n the_o sweet_a of_o all_o sweet_n sweet_a much_o by_o much_o than_o the_o honey_n or_o the_o honeycomb_n 130._o the_o soul_n of_o a_o right_a christian_a of_o a_o true_a believer_n do_v not_o nor_o can_v desire_v more_o favour_n than_o to_o be_v admit_v to_o speak_v free_o unto_o god_n be_v fit_v by_o he_o and_o teach_v by_o his_o spirit_n what_o to_o speak_v for_o than_o he_o be_v sure_a to_o hear_v he_o to_o speak_v to_o he_o again_o a_o answer_n of_o peace_n 131._o if_o it_o be_v so_o delightful_a
that_o think_v any_o thing_n more_o worth_a than_o christ_n be_v not_o worthy_a of_o christ_n 178._o he_o that_o will_v not_o willing_o lose_v all_o thing_n for_o he_o and_o for_o his_o sake_n shall_v never_o have_v he_o nor_o of_o he_o partake_v 179._o he_o that_o hold_v any_o thing_n dear_a than_o christ_n love_n shall_v never_o partake_v of_o his_o love_n 180._o but_o he_o that_o love_v he_o above_o all_o thing_n beyond_o all_o thing_n and_o more_o than_o all_o thing_n may_v sure_o say_v that_o he_o have_v all_o thing_n for_o as_o christ_n be_v above_o all_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o so_o he_o be_v all_o in_o all_o unto_o all_o those_o that_o true_o love_v he_o 181._o so_o sure_a as_o we_o will_v that_o he_o do_v love_v we_o so_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o he_o do_v love_v we_o and_o more_o sure_a much_o by_o much_o and_o so_o much_o as_o we_o will_v that_o he_o do_v love_v we_o so_o much_o he_o do_v love_v we_o and_o yet_o much_o more_o by_o much_o and_o so_o strong_o and_o continual_o as_o we_o will_v that_o he_o do_v love_v we_o so_o do_v he_o and_o so_o will_v he_o even_o unto_o the_o end_n for_o there_o be_v nor_o never_o shall_v be_v any_o end_n of_o his_o love_n he_o will_v love_v who_o he_o do_v love_n world_n without_o end_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 182._o so_o sure_a as_o we_o be_v god_n creature_n so_o sure_o be_v he_o our_o god_n and_o so_o sure_a as_o he_o be_v the_o father_n of_o all_o mercy_n so_o sure_o be_v he_o our_o father_n and_o therefore_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o we_o be_v his_o dear_a child_n and_o therefore_o sure_o he_o will_v be_v ever_o unto_o we_o a_o most_o love_a and_o merciful_a father_n delight_v to_o do_v we_o good_a and_o to_o make_v we_o his_o very_a delight_n in_o jesus_n christ_n our_o elder_a brother_n bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n 183._o o_o lord_n i_o have_v no_o good_a in_o i_o but_o what_o come_v from_o thou_o i_o say_v none_o at_o all_o either_o great_a or_o small_a 184._o from_o thou_o o_o lord_n alone_o i_o have_v all_o that_o i_o have_v therefore_o i_o and_o all_o i_o i_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v be_v all_o thou_o 185._o how_o weary_a ah_o how_o weary_a be_o i_o of_o myself_o and_o yet_o not_o so_o weary_a as_o i_o will_v be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n 186._o how_o loathsome_a ah_o how_o loathsome_a be_o i_o to_o myself_o and_o yet_o not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o as_o i_o will_v be_v because_o i_o love_v thou_o not_o o_o god_n my_o god_n as_o i_o will_v and_o as_o i_o shall_v love_v thou_o 187._o that_o god_n be_v what_o he_o be_v be_v the_o great_a and_o chief_a joy_n of_o all_o those_o that_o love_v he_o fear_v he_o know_v he_o and_o have_v give_v up_o themselves_o unto_o he_o 188._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n which_o be_v communion_n with_o he_o through_o his_o holy_a spirit_n be_v the_o feast_n of_o fat_a and_o pleasant_a thing_n yea_o the_o feast_n of_o feast_n unto_o that_o soul_n and_o every_o soul_n that_o have_v true_o taste_v of_o he_o 189._o in_o his_o presence_n be_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n and_o from_o his_o right_a hand_n flow_v continual_a pleasure_n for_o evermore_o 190._o the_o good_a and_o the_o only_a good_a that_o a_o soul_n in_o god_n desire_v choose_v long_v for_o and_o pant_v continual_o after_o be_v ever_o hungry_a and_o a_o thirst_n to_o enjoy_v be_v in_o some_o measure_n to_o be_v like_o he_o in_o all_o thing_n always_o to_o be_v conformable_a unto_o he_o to_o put_v he_o on_o and_o that_o he_o may_v never_o put_v he_o off_o 191._o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a goodness_n the_o glory_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a glory_n the_o honour_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a honour_n the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a wisdom_n the_o riches_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a riches_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a love_n god_n be_v only_o he_o his_o only_a good_a his_o only_a all_o in_o all_o always_o all_o that_o be_v god_n be_v dear_a and_o near_o unto_o he_o yea_o be_v his_o dear_a and_o his_o near_a of_o all_o thing_n either_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o on_o earth_n below_o his_o cause_n such_o a_o soul_n make_v he_o and_o his_o truth_n and_o way_n he_o be_v so_o wed_v unto_o as_o he_o only_o joy_v in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o and_o for_o that_o he_o be_v by_o his_o holy_a spirit_n thus_o strict_o wed_v unto_o they_o have_v choose_v they_o for_o his_o love_n his_o delight_n his_o refresh_n and_o rejoice_n have_v his_o heart_n in_o some_o measure_n according_a to_o god_n heart_n and_o his_o mind_n according_a to_o the_o mind_n of_o god_n 192._o all_o that_o be_v in_o all_o creature_n both_o in_o heaven_n above_o and_o here_o on_o earth_n below_o be_v from_o god_n all_o their_o strength_n be_v from_o his_o strength_n all_o their_o power_n from_o his_o power_n all_o their_o might_n from_o his_o might_n all_o their_o wisdom_n from_o his_o wisdom_n all_o their_o love_n from_o his_o love_n and_o all_o their_o loveliness_n from_o his_o loveliness_n all_o their_o goodness_n from_o his_o goodness_n and_o all_o their_o greatness_n from_o his_o greatness_n all_o their_o riches_n from_o his_o riches_n and_o all_o their_o peace_n from_o he_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o peace_n all_o their_o rest_n from_o he_o who_o be_v their_o rest_n all_o their_o joy_n from_o he_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o joy_n all_o happiness_n felicity_n and_o bliss_n from_o he_o who_o be_v all_o happiness_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v his_o own_o felicity_n and_o bliss_n thus_o from_o god_n all_o all_o creature_n saint_n and_o angel_n have_v their_o all_o and_o therefore_o they_o return_v unto_o he_o always_o as_o all_o due_a be_v all_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thansgiving_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 193._o ah_o god_n how_o great_a be_v thy_o greatness_n how_o good_a ah_o how_o good_a be_v thy_o great_a goodness_n how_o delicious_o sweet_a be_v thy_o sweetness_n how_o lovely_a ah_o how_o transcendent_o lovely_a be_v thy_o loveliness_n how_o beautiful_a ah_o how_o beautiful_a be_v thy_o beautifulness_n who_o ah_o who_o be_v a_o god_n like_o unto_o thou_o our_o god_n abundant_a in_o love_a kindness_n always_o do_v good_a 194._o ah_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o glorious_a lord_n god_n full_a of_o all_o grace_n and_o all_o glory_n thou_o be_v all_o fullness_n of_o all_o blessedness_n all_o the_o bless_a be_v all_o bless_a in_o thou_o even_o from_o thy_o ever_o bless_a blessedness_n 195._o the_o lord_n will_v not_o give_v i_o the_o world_n at_o full_a till_o he_o have_v first_o full_o give_v i_o heaven_n to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o may_v not_o love_v what_o i_o shall_v not_o but_o what_o i_o shall_v that_o i_o may_v not_o love_v most_o the_o less_o but_o the_o most_o that_o be_v have_v the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o the_o worth_n of_o heaven_n i_o may_v choose_v it_o prize_v it_o love_v it_o and_o make_v it_o my_o whole_a choice_n delight_n and_o love_n for_o if_o the_o lord_n have_v first_o give_v i_o my_o fill_n of_o the_o world_n i_o shall_v doubtless_o have_v satisfy_v myself_o therewith_o and_o rest_v on_o it_o and_o seek_v only_o after_o it_o and_o not_o have_v mind_v heaven_n nor_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n i_o shall_v have_v make_v these_o low_a thing_n here_o below_o the_o high_a thing_n in_o my_o esteem_n and_o choice_n and_o seek_v no_o other_o heaven_n than_o thus_o to_o have_v live_v on_o earth_n possess_v earthly_a thing_n 196._o but_o now_o bless_a be_v god_n for_o his_o goodness_n though_o i_o have_v earthly_a thing_n in_o abundance_n i_o esteem_v account_n and_o prize_v they_o but_o as_o the_o thing_n of_o earth_n even_o as_o dirt_n dung_n and_o dross_n compare_v with_o the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n yea_o with_o those_o thing_n of_o heaven_n that_o god_n give_v here_o on_o earth_n to_o those_o that_o love_v he_o for_o he_o that_o have_v see_v that_o have_v taste_v and_o that_o know_v the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o must_v needs_o acknowledge_v confess_v and_o say_v ah_o how_o low_o be_v all_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o when_o compare_v with_o the_o thing_n above_o they_o be_v all_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o empty_a poor_a despicable_a poor_a low_a thing_n 197._o the_o lord_n will_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o possess_v the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n first_o ere_o he_o have_v feast_v resatiate_v and_o satisfy_v i_o with_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n with_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a thing_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o make_v a_o fit_a
kindness_n and_o the_o other_o of_o our_o own_o desperate_a badness_n unkindness_n ingratitude_n and_o misery_n thus_o even_o thus_o i_o think_v we_o shall_v always_o be_v all_o the_o day_n long_o all_o our_o day_n unto_o the_o very_a end_n of_o our_o life_n 6._o according_a as_o be_v our_o spiritual_a warfare_n within_o we_o so_o be_v our_o peace_n if_o there_o be_v a_o universal_a war_n in_o all_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o member_n of_o the_o body_n against_o all_o sin_n then_o and_o only_o then_o do_v we_o enjoy_v peace_n true_a peace_n full_a peace_n and_o perfect_a peace_n wherefore_o make_v first_o a_o covenant_n with_o thy_o eye_n that_o they_o gaze_v not_o abroad_o nor_o look_v irregular_o or_o wanton_o second_o with_o thy_o ear_n that_o thou_o take_v no_o pleasure_n but_o avoid_v to_o hear_v all_o vain_a idle_a foolish_a or_o sinful_a talk_n three_o with_o thy_o hand_n that_o they_o touch_v no_o unclean_a thing_n that_o be_v that_o they_o serve_v not_o as_o a_o 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