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down_o speedy_o that_o comfort_a spirit_n which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o send_v lest_o he_o otherwise_o perish_v for_o who_o safety_n thy_o dear_a son_n spare_v not_o his_o precious_a blood_n the_o 2._o disposition_n humility_n ii_o point_n consider_v and_o let_v we_o use_v as_o a_o second_o disposition_n rise_v out_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o former_a as_o absolute_a a_o desire_n as_o we_o can_v possible_o conceive_v not_o to_o be_v know_v nor_o esteem_v by_o any_o or_o at_o least_o let_n desire_v to_o be_v know_v as_o we_o know_v ourselves_o and_o as_o god_n know_v we_o that_o be_v to_o be_v poor_a miserable_a sinner_n not_o as_o we_o delude_o appear_v this_o as_o be_v a_o real_a effect_n of_o true_a humility_n be_v the_o best_a harbinger_n to_o prepare_v a_o place_n for_o this_o heavenly_a guest_n for_o in_o who_o say_v the_o holy_a scripture_n will_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n rest_n but_o in_o a_o hart_n that_o be_v mild_a and_o humble_a etc._n etc._n affection_n study_v to_o be_v a_o lover_n of_o truth_n my_o soul_n not_o of_o vanity_n and_o lie_n which_o have_v always_o prove_v empty_a shadow_n and_o have_v leave_v nothing_o in_o our_o hand_n be_v sincere_a and_o just_a and_o strive_v to_o keep_v justice_n betwixt_o thyself_o and_o thy_o own_o heart_n betwixt_o what_o thou_o appear_v to_o be_v and_o what_o indeed_o thou_o be_v and_o desire_v not_o that_o esteem_n and_o honour_n by_o other_o ignorance_n be_v pay_v to_o thy_o corruption_n and_o sinfulness_n have_v frequent_o in_o hart_n and_o mouth_n to_o thou_o alone_o o_o lord_n be_v honour_n and_o glory_n to_o i_o nothing_o but_o shame_n and_o confusion_n because_o in_o thy_o sight_n i_o be_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n and_o unworthy_a of_o all_o respect_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n the_o ii_o meditation_n the_o 3._o
disposition_n a_o holy_a retreat_n i._o point_n consider_v by_o the_o b._n apostles_n example_n that_o the_o three_o disposition_n to_o receive_v the_o holy_a ghost_n ought_v to_o be_v a_o sacred_a solitude_n or_o retreat_n from_o worldly_a affair_n vain_a fear_n fruitless_a sollicitude_n which_o disorder_n and_o take_v up_o the_o house_n of_o our_o hart_n which_o shall_v be_v whole_o keep_v for_o the_o entertainment_n of_o so_o great_a a_o guest_n the_o world_n be_v always_o his_o and_o our_o worst_a enemy_n and_o hate_v he_o it_o be_v not_o to_o receive_v he_o worthy_o to_o suffer_v his_o enemy_n to_o prepossess_v the_o place_n the_o design_n of_o his_o heavenly_a hart_n be_v to_o speak_v to_o we_o alone_o and_o to_o make_v we_o taste_v how_o sweet_a our_o god_n be_v and_o far_o unfit_a it_o be_v to_o mix_v those_o pure_a delight_n with_o the_o bitter-sweetes_a the_o world_n afford_v affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n strive_v to_o silence_v those_o as_o importune_v as_o 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we_o without_o our_o own_o concourse_n or_o cooperation_n he_o will_v save_v we_o in_o quality_n of_o such_o as_o he_o make_v we_o by_o his_o gift_n and_o grace_n to_o wit_n reasonable_a and_o free_a creature_n he_o have_v teach_v we_o to_o ask_v to_o seek_v to_o knock_v nor_o shall_v we_o otherwise_o receive_v or_o find_v the_o gate_n open_a nay_o he_o even_o reproach_n we_o that_o be_v so_o long_o so_o continual_o with_o we_o our_o coldness_n yet_o ask_v nothing_o nor_o will_v he_o ever_o say_v sweet_a s._n augustine_n so_o earnest_o exorte_v we_o to_o ask_v if_o he_o will_v not_o give_v let_v slothful_a man_n blush_v then_o since_o god_n be_v more_o ready_a to_o give_v than_o we_o to_o receive_v he_o be_v more_o ready_a to_o grant_v mercy_n than_o we_o to_o be_v deliver_v from_o misery_n the_o iii_o meditation_n the_o 5._o disposition_n prayer_n i._o point_n consider_v for_o the_o 5._o disposition_n the_o primitive_a and_o apostolical_a way_n to_o receive_v the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o 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dark_a retreaite_n of_o our_o distract_a heart_n come_v o_o thou_o clenser_n of_o sin_n and_o curer_n of_o wound_n come_v o_o thou_o strength_n of_o the_o weak_a and_o support_v of_o such_o as_o be_v ready_a to_o fall_v come_v o_o thou_o teacher_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o destroyer_n of_o the_o proud_a come_v purify_v this_o self-love_n by_o thy_o sacred_a fire_n enlighten_v this_o self-iudgement_n by_o thy_o clear_a light_n and_o break_v down_o this_o self_n will_v of_o i_o by_o thy_o unresistable_a power_n the_o 6._o disposition_n vnanimous_a perseverance_n in_o prayer_n ii_o point_n consider_v that_o the_o apostle_n and_o primitive_a christian_n prayer_n be_v accompany_v with_o unanimity_n and_o perseveuerance_n it_o be_v not_o slight_o and_o distract_o run_v over_o in_o a_o short_a time_n but_o they_o absolute_o make_v it_o their_o business_n be_v shut_v up_o together_o even_o from_o the_o ascension_n till_o pentecoste_n or_o the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n unanimous_o and_o instant_o beg_v and_o expect_v that_o best_a gift_n affection_n thus_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o and_o all_o that_o love_v the_o eternal_a love_n of_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n pray_v unanimous_o not_o with_o divide_a heart_n and_o perseverant_o all_o together_o not_o as_o though_o we_o be_v little_o concern_v or_o that_o we_o have_v not_o all_o one_o design_n since_o we_o ought_v all_o to_o have_v but_o one_o hart_n and_o join_v in_o prayer_n with_o that_o dear_a mediator_n and_o advocate_n of_o we_o to_o his_o father_n and_o our_o father_n at_o who_o right_a hand_n he_o be_v still_o plead_v for_o we_o his_o poor_a brethren_n according_a to_o flesh_n that_o he_o will_v dispatch_v down_o that_o holy_a spirit_n of_o they_o into_o our_o heart_n to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v all_o be_v but_o one_o by_o love_n and_o union_n with_o the_o father_n and_o son_n and_o the_o same_o spirit_n as_o they_o be_v but_o all_o one_o in_o essence_n and_o substance_n and_o that_o our_o heart_n 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thing_n but_o god_n can_v dispose_v man_n worthy_o to_o receive_v god_n what_o ever_o be_v good_a in_o our_o hart_n be_v his_o gift_n as_o well_o as_o the_o hart_n itself_o it_o can_v indeed_o wish_v well_o and_o move_v towards_o god_n but_o it_o be_v from_o he_o and_o by_o he_o and_o in_o he_o thou_o must_v then_o o_o god_n prevent_v dispose_n purify_v beautify_v work_v all_o in_o we_o because_o thou_o do_v love_v we_o and_o thou_o do_v love_v we_o because_o thou_o have_v love_v we_o from_o all_o eternity_n affection_n what_o have_v we_o then_o to_o do_v dear_a saviour_n when_o we_o be_v to_o receive_v thou_o but_o to_o run_v out_o before_o unto_o thou_o by_o a_o humble_a acknowledgement_n of_o our_o own_o insufficiency_n and_o with_o frequent_a and_o fervent_a prayer_n to_o beg_v of_o thy_o goodness_n to_o enable_v us._n how_o this_o great_a work_n be_v to_o be_v perform_v we_o true_o know_v not_o yet_o this_o we_o know_v that_o if_o the_o holy_a ghost_n descend_v upon_o we_o and_o 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which_o alone_o will_v be_v find_v very_o weakness_n that_o we_o be_v to_o encounter_v with_o and_o vanquish_v the_o devil_n but_o in_o the_o only_a power_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n by_o put_v on_o a_o firm_a faith_n that_o we_o serve_v a_o master_n who_o be_v able_a if_o he_o please_v to_o secure_v we_o and_o confound_v he_o but_o if_o his_o bless_a will_n be_v to_o leave_v we_o to_o that_o hard_a trial_n his_o bless_a name_n be_v praise_v for_o ever_o the_o servant_n may_v well_o follow_v the_o master_n have_v always_o in_o our_o mind_n for_o our_o strong_a defence_n the_o devil_n assault_n thou_o shall_v adore_v thy_o lord_n thy_o god_n and_o serve_v he_o alone_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o second_o sunday_n in_o lent_n he_o bring_v they_o to_o wit_n peter_n james_n and_o john_n into_o a_o high_a mountain_n and_o be_v transfigure_v before_o they_o matth._n 17._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o as_o all_o who_o be_v already_o save_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o 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but_o rejoice_v at_o truth_n suffer_v all_o thing_n believe_v all_o thing_n hope_v all_o thing_n bear_v all_o thing_n and_o remain_v assure_v thence_o that_o our_o hart_n be_v right_a and_o that_o we_o be_v happy_o tendinge_v towards_o our_o beatitude_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n every_o tree_n which_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n the_o first_o point_n consider_v that_o every_o reasonable_a creature_n of_o what_o quality_n soever_o be_v a_o vine_n or_o tree_n plant_v in_o the_o vineyearde_n or_o orchard_n of_o christ_n jesus_n against_o who_o this_o dreadful_a doom_n be_v pronounce_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n in_o case_n it_o answer_v not_o to_o his_o expectation_n but_o in_o lieu_n of_o true_a grape_n yealde_v nothing_o but_o wild_a grape_n that_o be_v in_o lieu_n of_o true_a and_o solid_a virtue_n think_v to_o pay_v with_o appearance_n and_o in_o lieu_n of_o the_o sweet_a and_o agreeable_a fruit_n of_o charity_n yield_v nothing_o but_o bitterness_n animosity_n and_o aversion_n among_o the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n and_o god_n domestike_n who_o shall_v but_o all_o have_v one_o hart_n and_o one_o soul_n affection_n let_v we_o daily_a and_o diligent_o my_o soul_n examine_v what_o fruit_n this_o tree_n of_o our_o hart_n produce_v it_o import_v no_o less_o than_o a_o bless_a or_o curse_a eternity_n if_o sour_a grape_n bitterness_n of_o hart_n envy_n emulation_n dissension_n ah_o then_o truth_n affirm_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n alas_o it_o be_v not_o plant_v so_o that_o such_o fruit_n shall_v be_v expect_v from_o it_o it_o be_v plant_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n water_v which_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o chr._n let_v nothing_o then_o but_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o christianity_n proceed_v from_o it_o the_o second_o point_n he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n he_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n consider_v that_o here_o the_o wisdom_n of_o heaven_n in_o a_o few_o word_n lay_v we_o down_o the_o abridgement_n of_o all_o perfection_n and_o the_o bless_a imitation_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n and_o passion_n to_o wit_n a_o absolute_a and_o love_a resignation_n to_o the_o holy_a will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n as_o well_o in_o all_o that_o he_o do_v as_o all_o that_o he_o suffer_v i_o come_v not_o say_v that_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o do_v my_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n who_o be_v in_o heaven_n the_o thing_n that_o please_v he_o i_o do_v always_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v fawn_v word_n and_o lord_n lord_n may_v please_v fool_n who_o desire_v to_o be_v flatter_v but_o the_o actual_a comply_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v only_o grateful_a in_o his_o eye_n who_o see_v heart_n affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n absolute_o and_o for_o ever_o renounce_v our_o own_o will_n that_o disturber_n of_o our_o life_n and_o depriver_n of_o our_o rest_n peace_n and_o true_a liberty_n and_o yield_v it_o up_o into_o the_o secure_a guidance_n of_o god_n holy_a will_n have_v always_o upon_o all_o occasion_n in_o all_o our_o do_n and_o suffering_n in_o our_o heart_n and_o mouth_n thy_o bless_a will_n be_v do_v my_o dear_a lord_n and_o master_n who_o best_o know_v what_o be_v most_o behooveful_a for_o i_o i_o be_o most_o willing_o in_o thy_o holy_a hand_n turn_v i_o and_o wind_v i_o when_o thou_o will_v where_o thou_o will_v and_o how_o thou_o will_v thatthy_a will_n and_o i_o may_v be_v but_o one_o repress_v in_o i_o o_o lord_n that_o unhappy_a liberty_n by_o which_o i_o be_o able_a to_o will_v any_o other_o thing_n then_o what_o thou_o will_v the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o eigth_n sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n there_o be_v a_o certain_a rich_a man_n who_o have_v a_o bailife_n luc._n 16._o consider_v that_o this_o rich_a man_n be_v god_n the_o great_a maker_n and_o master_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o bailife_n man_n every_o one_o of_o we_o be_v we_o master_n or_o servant_n rich_a or_o poor_a who_o hold_v all_o that_o we_o have_v of_o that_o great_a landlord_n the_o good_n of_o our_o body_n the_o good_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o those_o of_o fortune_n all_o be_v he_o and_o all_o proceed_v from_o his_o bountiful_a hand_n we_o have_v the_o stewardshippe_n of_o they_o to_o work_v thereby_o our_o salvation_n but_o the_o property_n remain_v still_o he_o affection_n let_v we_o not_o then_o my_o soul_n mistake_v ourselves_o apprehend_v that_o we_o be_v lord_n and_o master_n while_o we_o be_v but_o indeed_o farmer_n and_o removable_a at_o pleasure_n of_o what_o seem_v to_o be_v we_o be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o to_o vaunt_v
his_o hand_n full_a and_o be_v justify_v the_o pharisee_n preach_v his_o own_o justice_n innocence_n and_o virtue_n and_o yet_o return_v humble_v the_o publican_n be_v so_o far_o from_o pretend_v justice_n innocence_n or_o virtue_n that_o he_o plead_v only_o his_o poverty_n and_o sinfulness_n and_o rely_v whole_o on_o god_n mercy_n and_o he_o return_v home_o exalt_v affection_n let_v we_o my_o soul_n have_v as_o high_a conceit_n as_o we_o will_v of_o our_o own_o advancement_n in_o virtue_n and_o good_a action_n pride_n will_v never_o prevail_v with_o god_n nay_o it_o will_v insensible_o lead_v we_o into_o confusion_n god_n always_o disperse_v the_o proud_a in_o the_o conceit_n of_o his_o hart_n and_o exalte_v the_o humble_a those_o he_o send_v away_o with_o empty_a hand_n these_o he_o replenish_v with_o good_a thing_n for_o lo_o the_o poor_a underualued_a despise_a publican_n who_o find_v none_o of_o his_o own_o justice_n but_o his_o true_a poverty_n and_o misery_n to_o plead_v his_o cause_n return_v justify_v while_o the_o pharisee_n be_v send_v away_o with_o confusion_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n and_o they_o bring_v to_o he_o christ_n one_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a matt._n 7._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v in_o this_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a man_n cure_v by_o our_o saviour_n in_o his_o pass_n by_o sidon_n etc._n etc._n the_o miserable_a condition_n of_o a_o poor_a soul_n which_o happen_v often_o to_o be_v both_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a too_o the_o great_a commerce_n that_o poor_a man_n have_v with_o heaven_n be_v either_o by_o speak_v or_o hear_v i_o will_v speak_v to_o our_o lord_n though_o i_o be_v but_o dust_n and_o ash_n abraham_n speak_v o_o lord_n for_o thy_o seruantheare_n psal_n when_o the_o soul_n fall_v then_o into_o such_o a_o lythergie_n that_o it_o neither_o list_n to_o speak_v to_o god_n by_o prayer_n nor_o to_o hear_v god_n speak_v to_o it_o by_o his_o preacher_n alas_o in_o what_o a_o lamentable_a state_n it_o be_v affection_n ah_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o be_v so_o unhappy_a to_o fall_v into_o so_o dangerous_a a_o disease_n that_o thou_o have_v neither_o list_n to_o pray_v nor_o gust_n in_o prayer_n nor_o yet_o inclination_n to_o hear_v or_o read_v the_o word_n of_o god_n whereby_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strengthen_v and_o nourish_v fail_v not_o to_o testify_v to_o thy_o brethren_n by_o sigh_n and_o sob_n and_o tear_n that_o thou_o lie_v sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n and_o be_v sore_o torment_v procure_v at_o least_o some_o good_a soul_n to_o go_v thy_o errand_n for_o thou_o and_o signify_v to_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n in_o what_o a_o sad_a condition_n thou_o be_v as_o do_v the_o good_a centurion_n for_o his_o servant_n thus_o do_v and_o confident_o hope_v for_o assistance_n in_o god_n good_a tyme._n the_o second_o point_n they_o beseech_v he_o christ_n that_o he_o will_v impose_v his_o hand_n upon_o he_o consider_v that_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o these_o good_a people_n how_o we_o ought_v to_o behave_v ourselves_o towards_o our_o distress_a brother_n they_o do_v not_o only_o bring_v he_o to_o our_o saviour_n presence_n but_o they_o sue_v for_o he_o and_o prevail_v with_o that_o god_n of_o pity_n to_o touch_v he_o with_o his_o holy_a hand_n and_o soon_o after_o to_o cure_v he_o affection_n o_o my_o soul_n how_o our_o dear_a lord_n love_v that_o brotherly_a love_n they_o no_o soon_o bring_v this_o distress_a brother_n of_o they_o and_o intercede_v for_o he_o but_o that_o merciful_a hart_n be_v touch_v with_o compassion_n and_o bless_v they_o and_o he_o with_o the_o effect_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o prayer_n for_o his_o ear_n be_v open_v and_o he_o speak_v right_o let_v we_o hence_o learn_v never_o to_o fear_v to_o leave_v the_o dear_a devotious_a we_o have_v to_o afford_v office_n of_o brotherly_a charity_n to_o our_o afflict_a brother_n what_o we_o do_v to_o they_o in_o quality_n of_o brother_n of_o christ_n we_o do_v to_o christ_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n and_o take_v he_o from_o the_o multitude_n apart_o etc._n etc._n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o christ_n take_v the_o dumb_a man_n apart_o from_o the_o multitude_n before_o he_o perfect_o cure_v he_o to_o teach_v we_o that_o there_o be_v no_o better_a way_n to_o cure_v our_o neighbour_n or_o ourselves_o in_o case_n of_o our_o spiritual_a deafness_n and_o dumnesse_n then_o to_o quit_v the_o multitude_n and_o to_o betake_v we_o to_o some_o holy_a retreat_n there_o will_v christ_n speak_v loud_o enough_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o the_o deaf_a ear_n there_o will_v he_o make_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o dumb_a speak_v loud_o enough_o too_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o he_o there_o will_v the_o cure_n be_v absolute_o wrought_v the_o ear_n be_v immediate_o open_v and_o the_o string_n of_o the_o tongue_n be_v loose_v affection_n i_o will_v lead_v she_o the_o faithful_a soul_n into_o the_o wilderness_n and_o i_o will_v speak_v to_o her_o heart_n the_o wilderness_n my_o soul_n where_o our_o deafness_n ought_v to_o be_v cure_v be_v our_o chamber_n or_o celle_n there_o the_o world_n be_v silent_a and_o break_v not_o our_o head_n with_o its_o idle_a tumult_n and_o rumour_n but_o leave_v god_n his_o turn_n to_o speak_v there_o he_o break_v through_o our_o deafness_n say_v not_o to_o our_o ear_n but_o to_o our_o heart_n i_o not_o the_o world_n be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o say_v it_o so_o that_o we_o hear_v it_o there_o it_o be_v too_o that_o he_o make_v our_o dumnesse_n speak_v unto_o he_o say_v o_o dear_a lord_n thou_o haste_v make_v i_o to_o thyself_o and_o for_o thyself_o and_o thence_o it_o be_v that_o wander_v where_o i_o will_v i_o be_o at_o unrest_n and_o even_o weary_v out_o till_o i_o return_v to_o thou_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o soul_n capable_a of_o thy_o immensity_n and_o no_o less_o thing_n than_o thyself_o can_v or_o shall_v ever_o saciate_a that_o large_a capacity_n dam_fw-la mihi_fw-la te_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la for_o this_o will_v i_o day_n lie_v cry_v thou_o be_v my_o heart_n repose_v dark_a night_n be_v my_o day_n in_o thou_o in_o solitude_n my_o god_n a_o multitude_n to_o i_o the_o second_o point_n he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v consider_v the_o exceed_a gratitude_n of_o those_o good_a people_n for_o a_o temporal_a benefit_n and_o that_o do_v not_o to_o themselves_o neither_o but_o to_o their_o neighbour_n while_o we_o hardly_o take_v notice_n of_o so_o many_o spiritual_a one_o do_v to_o ourselves_o every_o day_n they_o though_o otherwise_o command_v to_o tell_v no_o body_n can_v contain_v themselves_o but_o they_o cry_v it_o out_o to_o every_o body_n with_o joy_n and_o wonderment_n free_o publish_v that_o he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v affection_n o_o my_o lord_n my_o life_n and_o my_o dear_a delight_n what_o be_v any_o man_n able_a to_o say_v of_o thou_o bear_v any_o proportion_n to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n show_v to_o man_n shall_v we_o therefore_o be_v silent_a o_o no_o for_o woe_n be_v to_o they_o who_o be_v silent_a in_o thy_o praise_n since_o even_o they_o who_o speak_v most_o thereof_o may_v be_v account_v to_o be_v but_o even_o dumb_a i_o be_o my_o dear_a lord_n thy_o redeem_a slave_n thou_o haste_v thunder_v through_o my_o deafness_n and_o break_v my_o bond_n asunder_o let_v my_o heart_n and_o my_o tongue_n praise_v thou_o and_o let_v all_o my_o bowel_n say_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v like_a to_o thou_o say_v therefore_o my_o soul_n if_o i_o forget_v thou_o let_v my_o right_a hand_n be_v forget_v let_v my_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o my_o jaw_n if_o i_o do_v not_o remember_v thou_o and_o place_v thou_o in_o the_o begininge_n of_o all_o my_o joy_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n bless_a be_v the_o eye_n which_o see_v what_o you_o see_v luc._n 10._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v how_o great_a a_o blessing_n it_o be_v indeed_o for_o a_o company_n of_o poor_a fisher_n man_n to_o behold_v god_n incarnate_v fimiliar_o to_o converse_v with_o he_o to_o discourse_v with_o he_o in_o a_o friendly_a manner_n to_o sit_v at_o table_n and_o eat_v and_o drink_v with_o he_o to_o be_v the_o hearer_n of_o the_o sacred_a word_n which_o stream_v from_o his_o divine_a lip_n to_o be_v companion_n of_o his_o labour_n etc._n etc._n to_o see_v he_o in_o earth_n a_o mild_a emmanuel_n who_o the_o cherubin_n and_o seraphin_n adore_v with_o tremble_v in_o heaven_n affection_n certes_o my_o soul_n this_o be_v a_o great_a blessing_n and_o a_o thing_n ardent_o breathe_v after_o by_o the_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n who_o cry_v out_o come_v
which_o we_o have_v set_v up_o in_o our_o own_o heart_n be_v not_o equal_o adore_v by_o other_o be_v pride_n there_o then_o she_o sister_n envy_n be_v not_o far_o absent_a and_o thence_o we_o be_v greeve_v at_o our_o neighbour_n good_a and_o excellency_n and_o if_o pride_n and_o envy_n the_o devil_n elder_a daughter_n be_v present_a hatred_n their_o young_a sister_n be_v at_o hand_n to_o wish_v evil_a and_o do_v mischief_n to_o these_o be_v our_o intentious_a suit_v and_o duplicitie_n use_v to_o cover_v all_o deformity_n use_v diligence_n my_o soul_n to_o subdue_v all_o sin_n yet_o let_v our_o most_o vigilant_a care_n be_v employ_v to_o stifle_v this_o hellish_a brood_n by_o earnest_o beg_v of_o the_o divine_a mercy_n that_o humility_n and_o charity_n those_o heaven-bred_n sister_n may_v quite_o destroy_v pride_n envy_n and_o hatred_n in_o our_o heart_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n as_o he_o see_v they_o he_o say_v go_v show_v yourselves_o to_o the_o priest_n 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be_v point_v out_o where_o there_o shall_v be_v weep_v wail_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n for_o ever_o the_o first_o be_v pass_v with_o extreme_a horror_n and_o disaster_n to_o the_o incredulous_a jew_n the_o second_o shall_v pass_v with_o utter_a consternation_n both_o to_o jew_n and_o gentile_a but_o the_o three_o shall_v prove_v the_o abomination_n and_o desolation_n indeed_o among_o the_o damn_a and_o shall_v never_o pass_v affection_n great_a my_o soul_n astonish_v great_a be_v the_o desolation_n of_o those_o accurse_a jew_n when_o they_o see_v the_o temple_n of_o god_n that_o wonder_n of_o the_o world_n utter_o destroy_v and_o behold_v jerusalem_n that_o lady_n of_o all_o nation_n bury_v in_o she_o own_o ruin_n her_o inhabitant_n famish_v and_o butcher_v final_o her_o matron_n devowr_a the_o fruit_n of_o their_o own_o womb_n great_a yet_o will_v it_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v behold_v not_o jerusalem_n alone_o but_o the_o whole_a world_n on_o fire_n at_o the_o day_n of_o doom_n 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