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nor_o repent_a all_o our_o spring_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o from_o thou_o thou_o can_v not_o increase_v nor_o diminish_v whatever_o be_v do_v for_o or_o against_o thou_o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n give_v i_o so_o much_o of_o thyself_o as_o i_o may_v be_v like_a unto_o thou_o in_o all_o thing_n by_o grace_n here_o and_o in_o glory_n hereafter_o that_o i_o may_v steadfast_o faithful_o heedful_o careful_o and_o circumspect_o do_v thy_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n on_o earth_n until_o i_o come_v to_o glorify_v thy_o name_n in_o heaven_n o_o lord_n conform_v my_o will_n unto_o thy_o most_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v serve_v and_o please_v thou_o by_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n not_o turn_v a_o side_n to_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o pleasure_n or_o to_o the_o left_a hand_n of_o profit_n let_v thy_o most_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a spirit_n teach_v i_o lead_v i_o guide_v i_o and_o so_o direct_a and_o govern_v i_o that_o the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n may_v be_v now_o and_o always_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n o_o lord_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n o_o lord_n that_o search_v all_o heart_n and_o try_v the_o reins_o ponder_v all_o our_o action_n be_v please_v in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o look_v down_o upon_o i_o poor_a vile_a sinful_a dust_n and_o ash_n the_o great_a of_o sinner_n and_o the_o very_o worst_a of_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n wash_v away_o all_o my_o iniquity_n and_o purge_v i_o from_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o my_o transgression_n know_v or_o unknown_a secret_a or_o reveal_v past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v and_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o that_o most_o dear_a and_o precious_a blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a and_o only_a son_n which_o be_v i_o believe_v shed_v for_o i_o on_o the_o cross._n o_o lord_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v appear_v blameless_a and_o spotless_a before_o thy_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o justice_n at_o all_o time_n when_o i_o come_v before_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v delight_n in_o i_o and_o in_o all_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n and_o may_v according_o too_o thy_o good_a promise_n gracious_o hear_v and_o answer_v my_o petition_n and_o request_n which_o i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o desire_n may_v be_v frame_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o they_o may_v be_v according_a to_o thy_o holy_a mind_n and_o will_n and_o find_v acceptation_n through_o the_o mediation_n and_o merit_n of_o thy_o dear_a only_a and_o belove_a son_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a and_o grant_v o_o most_o merciful_a and_o love_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n my_o redeemer_n that_o i_o may_v set_v down_o from_o time_n to_o time_n the_o only_o dictate_v of_o thy_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a spirit_n unto_o my_o poor_a soul_n not_o any_o head_n notion_n but_o my_o very_a heart_n frame_v and_o only_a desire_n and_o motion_n that_o they_o may_v both_o then_o and_o ever_o after_o refresh_v rejoice_v glad_a and_o comfort_v i_o and_o cause_v i_o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n to_o newness_n and_o amendment_n of_o life_n for_o the_o honour_n and_o glory_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v ever_o renounce_v all_o merit_n or_o worthiness_n in_o myself_o for_o the_o very_a lest_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n no_o not_o for_o the_o crumb_n that_o fall_v by_o thy_o providence_n from_o the_o child_n table_n sure_o i_o be_o the_o more_o light_n i_o have_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o shall_v the_o better_o and_o clear_a see_v my_o own_o darkness_n the_o more_o i_o have_v of_o thy_o wisdom_n the_o better_a i_o
assure_v they_o that_o he_o be_v they_o and_o they_o be_v he_o 12._o god_n bless_v gracious_a and_o most_o glorious_a presence_n or_o communion_n with_o he_o be_v our_o vintage_n our_o harvest_n our_o nuptial_a feast_n our_o canaan_n flow_v with_o milk_n and_o honey_n our_o garden_n of_o spice_n where_o we_o sit_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o his_o wing_n and_o his_o fruit_n be_v pleasant_a to_o out_o taste_v he_o be_v all_o our_o good_a thing_n and_o our_o good_a thing_n always_o and_o only_o all_o our_o spring_n be_v in_o he_o and_o from_o he_o 13._o ah_o what_o true_a joy_n and_o what_o great_a joy_n have_v that_o soul_n that_o enjoy_v god_n true_o know_o and_o feel_o that_o say_v i_o know_v that_o he_o be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o 14._o he_o must_v needs_o be_v always_o full_a of_o joy_n that_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 15._o such_o ah_o such_o receive_v christ_n willing_o and_o cheerful_o at_o all_o time_n as_o zacheus_n do_v and_o for_o his_o sake_n be_v content_a to_o part_v with_o all_o to_o the_o poor_a and_o to_o become_v poor_a vile_a and_o contemptible_a etc._n etc._n and_o with_o bless_a simeon_n they_o embrace_v he_o with_o their_o whole_a heart_n as_o their_o salvation_n and_o with_o jacob_n say_v know_o that_o they_o have_v all_o and_o that_o they_o care_v for_o nothing_o else_o at_o all_o for_o indeed_o they_o have_v all_o they_o will_v have_v that_o they_o even_o can_v desire_v and_o crave_v for_o he_o be_v their_o well_o be_v their_o entire_a satisfaction_n and_o full_a and_o whole_a contentment_n their_o joy_n be_v full_a when_o they_o thus_o enjoy_v he_o 16._o ah_o soul_n labour_v to_o live_v to_o christ_n for_o if_o you_o live_v for_o he_o and_o to_o he_o then_o ah_o then_o you_o live_v in_o he_o and_o then_o you_o live_v indeed_o your_o life_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n and_o when_o he_o shall_v appear_v at_o his_o second_o and_o sudden_a come_n in_o glory_n you_o shall_v also_o appear_v with_o he_o 17._o no_o man_n be_v so_o willing_a or_o can_v be_v to_o receive_v christ_n as_o he_o be_v to_o give_v himself_o witness_v his_o life_n and_o his_o death_n and_o his_o now_o live_v continual_o make_v intercession_n for_o we_o see_v john_n 15._o 16_o and_o 17._o chapter_n none_o be_v or_o can_v be_v so_o hungry_a but_o he_o be_v able_a and_o many_o time_n do_v sudden_o resatiate_a he_o none_o be_v or_o can_v be_v so_o empty_a or_o hunger-starve_a but_o he_o be_v able_a will_n and_o many_o time_n sudden_o do_v fill_v with_o unspeakable_a joy_n and_o rejoice_v 18._o give_v o_o lord_n give_v so_o thyself_o to_o i_o as_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o empty_v of_o myself_o and_o fill_v only_o with_o thou_o with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n that_o i_o may_v o_o lord_n be_v bless_v in_o life_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n and_o all_o i_o beg_v in_o and_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o bless_a only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n 19_o god_n give_v not_o only_a space_n to_o repent_v but_o 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and_o i_o be_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v ah_o that_o i_o may_v henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o live_v in_o thy_o love_n love_n and_o adore_v thy_o love_n and_o give_v thou_o o_o god_n and_o give_v thou_o all_o my_o love_n and_o my_o all_o for_o this_o thy_o love_n through_o grace_n thy_o most_o gracious_a and_o free_a gift_n in_o thus_o account_v and_o make_v i_o lovely_a 23._o he_o that_o live_v in_o christ_n be_v a_o new_a creature_n and_o he_o that_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n live_v in_o christ._n 24._o all_o old_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o and_o behold_v all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a 25._o his_o life_n be_v new_a for_o he_o now_o love_v all_o truth_n because_o his_o love_n be_v true_a 26._o if_o he_o think_v or_o do_v any_o evil_a it_o be_v not_o what_o he_o will_v but_o that_o which_o he_o will_v not_o either_o do_v or_o think_v 27._o the_o law_n of_o god_n be_v so_o write_v in_o his_o heart_n that_o with_o his_o whole_a heart_n he_o desire_v to_o keep_v his_o whole_a law_n 28._o his_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a and_o his_o rejoice_n so_o many_o that_o they_o make_v he_o even_o to_o suppose_v that_o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o to_o believe_v that_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o 29._o he_o feel_v god_n love_n to_o be_v so_o true_a and_o so_o true_o nigh_v he_o as_o he_o value_v all_o love_n beside_o not_o worth_a the_o love_n nor_o the_o think_n 30._o his_o soul_n be_v so_o carry_v away_o aloft_o on_o this_o high_a tide_n on_o this_o full_a sea_n that_o he_o swim_v with_o ease_n pleasure_n delight_n joy_n and_o full_a contentment_n against_o all_o the_o stream_n and_o strong_a current_n of_o the_o world_n affection_n and_o the_o flesh_n
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and_o thy_o judgement_n drive_v i_o that_o i_o may_v run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a that_o i_o may_v walk_v and_o not_o faint_a be_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n a_o savour_n of_o life_n unto_o life_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o of_o death_n unto_o death_n to_o my_o sin_n and_o let_v thy_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a spirit_n of_o grace_n that_o know_v thy_o whole_a holy_a and_o sacred_a mind_n and_o will_n lead_v i_o teach_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o instruct_v i_o in_o all_o the_o thing_n i_o shall_v take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v and_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o that_o may_v draw_v i_o near_o and_o near_o unto_o thyself_o to_o make_v i_o thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o thou_o holy_a thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o that_o live_v here_o in_o thy_o fear_n i_o may_v die_v in_o thy_o favour_n and_o after_o death_n be_v need_n partaker_n of_o eternal_a life_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o bless_a and_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n for_o who_o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o bless_v thou_o as_o the_o lord_n my_o righteousness_n and_o to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a holy_a and_o sacred_a majesty_n thy_o eternal_a and_o bless_a spirit_n of_o grace_n be_v give_v and_o ascribe_v by_o i_o and_o all_o thou_o as_o all_o due_a be_v honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n here_o follow_v my_o spiritual_a soul-solace_n dictate_v or_o glean_n of_o god_n spirit_n set_v down_o in_o order_n and_o from_o time_n to_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o lord_n in_o his_o goodness_n love_n and_o mercy_n to_o frame_v and_o fit_v my_o heart_n unto_o with_o a_o journal_n of_o several_a passage_n as_o shall_v hereafter_o befall_v i_o by_o providence_n whereby_o i_o may_v as_o in_o a_o heavenly_a lookingglass_n see_v know_v taste_n feel_v and_o be_v certain_o assure_v of_o god_n love_v and_o merciful_a deal_n towards_o i_o and_o of_o my_o daily_a approach_n and_o bring_v near_o and_o near_o unto_o my_o long_a wish_a and_o desire_a home_n of_o heaven_n through_z and_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n there_o to_o sing_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o hallelujah_n of_o praise_n glory_n and_o thanksgiving_n unto_o his_o most_o holy_a bless_a eternal_a and_o glorious_a name_n let_v o_o lord_n the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n be_v ever_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n who_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n spiritual_a meditation_n be_v the_o gift_n and_o dictate_v of_o god_n spirit_n or_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o language_n that_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v spiritual_a and_o to_o live_v spiritual_o 1._o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o give_v all_o thing_n free_o willing_o abundant_o and_o continual_o therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ._n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o honeycomb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v for_o it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o precious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_n but_o contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n
never_o desire_v nor_o ask_v any_o other_o honour_n or_o condition_n 118._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v christ_n in_o i_o and_o doubt_v it_o than_o not_o in_o i_o and_o believe_v it_o rather_o such_o true_a sorrow_n than_o such_o false_a joy_n 119._o if_o christ_n be_v not_o in_o heaven_n i_o will_v not_o desire_v to_o be_v there_o my_o desire_n shall_v be_v to_o be_v where_o christ_n shall_v be_v 120._o let_v i_o so_o love_v thou_o o_o lord_n as_o i_o may_v always_o fear_v thou_o and_o so_o fear_v thou_o as_o i_o may_v ever_o unfeigned_o love_v thou_o let_v these_o two_o grace_n be_v never_o sever_v from_o i_o nor_o i_o from_o they_o 121._o let_v no_o sin_n keep_v i_o from_o thou_o but_o let_v every_o and_o all_o sin_n drive_v i_o unto_o thou_o for_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n pardon_v all_o sin_n and_o blasphemy_n all_o iniquity_n and_o transgression_n of_o such_o as_o repent_v and_o resolve_v to_o do_v so_o no_o more_o and_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 122._o love_v i_o then_o so_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n as_o to_o keep_v i_o unspotted_a that_o be_v from_o sin_v against_o thou_o either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n witting_o or_o willing_o 123._o let_v thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o good_a god_n so_o draw_v i_o and_o thy_o judgement_n so_o drive_v i_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v at_o rest_n nor_o quiet_a until_o i_o come_v to_o have_v quiet_a rest_n between_o thy_o breast_n my_o dear_a my_o sweet_a and_o save_a jesus_n 124._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o think_v on_o the_o world_n as_o to_o hate_v it_o more_o and_o more_o until_o thou_o give_v i_o so_o much_o grace_n so_o to_o hate_v it_o as_o to_o think_v on_o it_o no_o more_o 125._o let_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n live_v so_o long_o as_o to_o desire_v to_o be_v young_a to_o live_v long_o 126._o but_o let_v i_o rejoice_v in_o my_o age_n for_o that_o i_o be_o near_a the_o death_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o life_n of_o eternal_a glory_n 127._o make_v i_o o_o lord_n not_o only_o such_o as_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v but_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v which_o be_v i_o trust_v to_o be_v one_o with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o 128._o i_o desire_v o_o lord_n not_o only_o to_o be_v what_o i_o will_v be_v but_o what_o i_o shall_v be_v 129._o it_o be_v in_o thou_o o_o lord_n to_o give_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o be_v all_o thing_n therefore_o of_o thou_o do_v i_o humble_o beg_v all_o thing_n 130._o let_v i_o not_o live_v one_o moment_n long_o after_o i_o have_v do_v the_o work_n of_o my_o generation_n that_o be_v not_o live_v for_o myself_o but_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n 131._o let_v my_o will_n o_o lord_n be_v only_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n to_o will_v thy_o will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n will_n 132._o let_v i_o be_v whole_o thou_o holy_a thou_o only_o thou_o all_o thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o here_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n 133._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n and_o not_o sin_n than_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n and_o no_o punishment_n 134._o ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v it_o to_o want_v the_o world_n sweet_n and_o in_o its_o want_n to_o find_v no_o want_n but_o even_o in_o want_n most_o to_o abound_v 135._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v i_o desire_v not_o so_o much_o the_o world_n as_o to_o have_v my_o thought_n and_o affection_n take_v from_o the_o world_n 136._o can_v heaven_n and_o eternal_a life_n be_v purchase_v for_o to_o choose_v and_o commit_v one_o sin_n willing_o i_o will_v not_o purchase_v nor_o have_v it_o on_o that_o condition_n but_o rather_o depend_v on_o the_o love_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 137._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n be_v my_o god_n because_o he_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o fear_v he_o in_o love_n and_o to_o love_v he_o with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a to_o rejoice_v in_o his_o statute_n to_o desire_v to_o do_v his_o will_n universal_o and_o to_o depend_v and_o trust_v on_o his_o sure_a mercy_n and_o faithful_a promise_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 138._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n do_v ever_o love_v i_o because_o i_o be_o sure_a he_o do_v now_o love_v i_o and_o therefore_o i_o be_o sure_a he_o will_v ever_o love_v i_o for_o where_o he_o once_o love_v he_o ever_o love_v and_o do_v ever_o love_n 139._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n love_v i_o because_o he_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o hate_v all_o sin_n universal_o with_o a_o sincere_a and_o perfect_a hatred_n both_o in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n 140._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n love_v i_o because_o he_o have_v give_v i_o true_a conviction_n and_o sincere_a sound_n and_o unfeigned_a repentance_n from_o &_o for_o all_o sin_n esteem_v all_o exceed_a sinful_a both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a 141._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n love_v i_o because_o i_o delight_v in_o his_o way_n and_o for_o that_o all_o my_o long_n and_o 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thou_o can_v do_v make_v i_o like_o thyself_o ah_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n i_o well_o know_v thou_o know_v my_o heart_n and_o what_o more_o can_v my_o heart_n say_v unto_o thou_o thou_o only_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o searcher_n the_o tryer_n and_o the_o knower_n of_o all_o heart_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o know_v well_o that_o thou_o know_v how_o much_o my_o heart_n rejoice_v because_o thou_o know_v it_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beg_v and_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o search_v and_o try_v i_o even_o all_o the_o corner_n and_o cranny_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o what_o evil_a be_v still_o in_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o entreat_v thou_o to_o destroy_v with_o a_o utterr_v and_o total_a destruction_n that_o it_o may_v be_v say_v of_o it_o it_o be_v not_o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n as_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n grow_v every_o day_n weak_a and_o weak_a and_o grace_n as_o the_o house_n of_o david_n every_o day_n strong_a and_o strong_a o_o lord_n perfect_a that_o good_a work_n of_o grace_n which_o thou_o have_v in_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o love_n begin_v in_o i_o until_o thou_o have_v in_o love_n make_v it_o and_o bring_v i_o into_o perfect_a glory_n and_o all_o this_o i_o beg_v of_o thou_o o_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n &_o what_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n in_o life_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n for_o christ_n i_o shall_v ever_o bless_v thou_o and_o to_o he_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o comforter_n and_o sanctifier_n do_v i_o render_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n unfaigned_o as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o unto_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n might_n majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 1._o if_o our_o comfort_n and_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v the_o company_n of_o one_o imperfect_a saint_n on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a 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involve_v take_v in_o and_o swallow_v up_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n 7._o and_o if_o momentary_a earthly_a joy_n can_v give_v we_o joy_v any_o moment_n sure_o eternal_a heavenly_a joy_n shall_v make_v we_o to_o rejoice_v evermore_o 8._o and_o if_o hope_v fill_v we_o with_o joy_n unspeakable_a sure_o fruition_n shall_v make_v we_o flow_v over_o with_o fullness_n 9_o and_o if_o the_o thought_n of_o what_o we_o know_v not_o satisfy_v we_o so_o much_o sure_o when_o we_o shall_v know_v they_o to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v be_v full_o satisfy_v 10._o and_o if_o faith_n in_o believe_v be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o bring_v salvation_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v that_o salvation_n be_v when_o it_o shall_v be_v above_o and_o beyond_o that_o be_v moâ—e_n then_o faith_n 11._o and_o if_o to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n on_o earth_n imperfect_o delight_v the_o soul_n so_o much_o that_o there_o be_v no_o delight_n to_o he_o like_o it_o he_o prefer_v it_o above_o his_o daily_a food_n and_o all_o other_o delight_n in_o the_o flesh_n ah_o what_o delight_n shall_v that_o soul_n have_v in_o heaven_n where_o he_o shall_v always_o and_o perfect_o do_v his_o whole_a and_o holy_a perfect_a will_n 12._o and_o if_o god_n be_v so_o well_o please_v with_o we_o here_o for_o our_o weak_a and_o imperfect_a desire_n after_o grace_n ah_o how_o well_o please_v will_v he_o be_v with_o we_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v make_v our_o imperfect_a grace_n full_a and_o perfect_a glory_n 13._o and_o if_o god_n delight_v so_o much_o in_o we_o whilst_o we_o be_v here_o below_o imperfect_a and_o sinner_n ah_o how_o much_o and_o how_o great_o will_v he_o delight_v in_o we_o above_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v make_v we_o holy_a and_o perfect_a saint_n 14._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o see_v god_n here_o and_o his_o glory_n dark_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n with_o fleshly_a eye_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v to_o see_v he_o glorious_o and_o all_o his_o glory_n in_o heaven_n face_n to_o face_n with_o spiritual_a eye_n yea_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a spirit_n 15._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o hear_v of_o he_o here_o with_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o ear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v to_o be_v with_o he_o hereafter_o and_o to_o hear_v himself_o with_o a_o understand_a heart_n 16._o and_o if_o than_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v he_o here_o on_o earth_n and_o but_o in_o part_n imperfect_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o delight_v he_o to_o enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n not_o in_o part_n but_o in_o perfection_n perfect_o full_o whole_o and_o holy_a as_o he_o be_v 17._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n where_o we_o need_v fear_v no_o fear_n for_o that_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n there_o to_o fear_v 18._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n so_o great_a though_o surround_v with_o many_o sorrow_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o turn_v into_o fullness_n of_o joy_n 19_o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a among_o so_o many_o displease_a displeasure_n even_o here_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o displeasure_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o our_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o more_o 20._o ah_o fill_v i_o then_o o_o my_o good_a god_n with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n and_o thy_o joy_n alone_o that_o in_o thou_o only_o i_o may_v rejoice_v 21._o if_o the_o nether_a spring_n on_o earth_n be_v so_o sweet_a ah_o how_o delicious_a and_o sweet_a yea_o sweet_o delicious_a o_o god_n be_v the_o upper_a spring_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 22._o if_o thy_o left-hand_a mercy_n o_o god_n be_v so_o delightful_a and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_n and_o please_v we_o ah_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v those_o of_o thy_o right-hand_a delight_n we_o with_o pleasure_n 23._o if_o his_o footstool_n favour_v be_v so_o great_a and_o we_o esteem_v ourselves_o great_o favour_v by_o they_o to_o have_v they_o ah_o how_o great_a in_o favour_n yea_o what_o great_a favourite_n shall_v we_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v in_o heaven_n the_o favour_n of_o his_o throne_n and_o fit_a on_o throne_n by_o he_o 24._o if_o to_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o glory_n beauty_n and_o brightness_n here_o on_o earth_n do_v so_o ravish_v we_o with_o delight_n joy_n and_o admiration_n so_o as_o we_o can_v and_o will_v always_o be_v content_a to_o behold_v it_o ah_o how_o then_o shall_v our_o heart_n be_v ravish_v with_o that_o ravish_a fullness_n of_o his_o bright_a beautiful_a glory_n when_o we_o shall_v in_o heaven_n behold_v all_o his_o glory_n as_o he_o be_v in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n with_o all_o his_o glorious_a saint_n and_o angel_n from_o who_o beautiful_a brightness_n and_o glory_n they_o have_v all_o their_o glorious_a brightness_n and_o beauty_n and_o be_v make_v thus_o glorious_o beautiful_a with_o surpass_a beauty_n and_o glory_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n make_v like_a unto_o he_o 25._o if_o then_o his_o glory_n be_v so_o sweet_a in_o the_o bud_n what_o be_v it_o in_o the_o branch_n but_o ah_o then_o how_o much_o great_a and_o sweet_a be_v the_o tree_n that_o have_v so_o many_o branch_n 26._o if_o then_o so_o great_a and_o sweet_a on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o great_a and_o sweet_a in_o heaven_n 27._o and_o if_o our_o delight_n be_v so_o great_a in_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n here_o below_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o incomprehensible_o great_a shall_v they_o and_o will_v they_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v have_v find_v thou_o where_o thou_o be_v above_o in_o heaven_n 28._o and_o see_v o_o god_n thou_o give_v we_o such_o wage_n here_o whilst_o we_o offend_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v yea_o what_o be_v there_o but_o thou_o will_v give_v we_o when_o 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my_o heart_n desire_v to_o love_v the_o only_a and_o to_o serve_v the_o with_o all_o my_o whole_a heart_n 32._o if_o thy_o name_n o_o lord_n be_v so_o great_a and_o fearful_a unto_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o and_o that_o know_v that_o thou_o love_v they_o ah_o how_o fearful_o great_a and_o great_o fearful_a shall_v it_o be_v unto_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o yet_o know_v thy_o greatness_n and_o how_o great_o thou_o hate_v they_o 33._o all_o glory_n only_a glory_n and_o continual_o glory_n be_v give_v unto_o god_n the_o god_n and_o giver_n of_o all_o gift_n grace_n and_o
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beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n alone_o to_o pass_v by_o and_o forgive_v all_o my_o former_a iniquity_n transgression_n blasphemy_n and_o sin_n by_o nail_v they_o to_o his_o cross_n who_o be_v crucify_v for_o they_o that_o they_o may_v not_o crucify_v i_o by_o bury_v they_o in_o his_o grave_n who_o die_v for_o they_o that_o they_o may_v not_o put_v i_o to_o death_n and_o be_v bury_v that_o they_o may_v never_o rise_v in_o judgement_n against_o i_o to_o terrify_v i_o here_o in_o this_o life_n or_o to_o condemn_v i_o in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v ah_o my_o good_a lord_n god_n for_o thy_o great_a goodness_n sake_n grant_v that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v so_o much_o so_o often_o and_o so_o frequent_o disow_v thou_o and_o blaspheme_v thou_o i_o may_v own_v thou_o and_o praise_v thou_o and_o thou_o own_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v so_o much_o and_o so_o often_o dishonour_v thou_o by_o my_o wicked_a devilish_a and_o sinful_a life_n 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time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n desert_v dishonour_a and_o disobey_v thou_o ah_o lord_n my_o lord_n now_o and_o my_o god_n grant_v i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v in_o all_o thing_n at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n and_o company_n serve_v honour_n and_o obey_v thou_o by_o night_n and_o by_o day_n sleep_v and_o wake_v on_o thy_o day_n o_o lord_n and_o on_o our_o day_n in_o thy_o house_n o_o lord_n and_o in_o all_o other_o house_n at_o thy_o table_n o_o lord_n and_o at_o all_o other_o table_n in_o and_o by_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n grant_v o_o lord_n that_o here_o where_o sin_n have_v so_o much_o abound_v grace_n may_v much_o more_o abound_v and_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o those_o that_o have_v see_v i_o grow_v up_o in_o all_o sin_n may_v see_v sin_n destroy_v in_o i_o with_o a_o utter_a and_o total_a destruction_n and_o separation_n and_o my_o growth_n in_o all_o grace_n may_v appear_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o those_o that_o have_v be_v tempt_v by_o i_o and_o sin_v by_o my_o example_n may_v by_o my_o example_n fly_v sin_n and_o sin_n temptation_n and_o be_v bring_v home_o with_o i_o unto_o thou_o to_o serve_v thou_o and_o that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v serve_v satan_n and_o be_v a_o instrument_n in_o his_o work_n grant_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v despite_v he_o to_o his_o face_n and_o by_o thy_o almighty_a power_n i_o may_v trample_v all_o his_o powerful_a temptation_n under_o my_o foot_n show_v forth_o o_o lord_n that_o thy_o kingdom_n power_n and_o glory_n be_v
that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o thou_o own_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o that_o i_o may_v own_v thou_o for_o my_o all_o give_v i_o ah_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n much_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o much_o glory_n daily_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o daily_a glory_n continual_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o continual_o glory_n that_o i_o may_v be_v all_o thou_o o_o lord_n only_o thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o and_o all_o this_o i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beg_v of_o thou_o and_o what_o ever_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o the_o name_n and_o for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n do_v i_o render_v and_o give_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o unto_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_o amen_n 34._o if_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n be_v so_o lovely_a unto_o we_o and_o we_o esteem_v and_o love_v they_o most_o for_o their_o love_n and_o this_o their_o love_n do_v many_o time_n sweet_o satisfy_v and_o ravish_v our_o sense_n but_o how_o then_o be_v our_o heart_n set_v on_o fire_n with_o love_n when_o we_o have_v within_o we_o the_o fiery_a hot_a burn_a love_n of_o a_o love_a god_n yea_o of_o a_o god_n of_o love_n who_o love_n be_v so_o lovely_a as_o it_o knit_v our_o heart_n in_o love_n unto_o he_o and_o our_o great_a love_n unto_o he_o be_v from_o his_o own_o love_n because_o he_o have_v so_o love_v we_o as_o to_o give_v we_o heart_n to_o love_v he_o even_o according_a to_o his_o own_o heart_n 35._o if_o our_o joy_n be_v according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o love_n which_o we_o enjoy_v from_o the_o creature_n who_o we_o most_o love_n ah_o how_o great_a yea_o incomprehensible_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v when_o we_o shall_v know_v and_o feel_v that_o we_o be_v belove_v above_o measure_n by_o the_o creator_n who_o make_v the_o creature_n thus_o lovely_a and_o give_v he_o love_n thus_o to_o love_v he_o 36._o if_o our_o love_n many_o time_n be_v so_o great_a unto_o the_o creature_n for_o the_o creature_n that_o we_o do_v not_o and_o it_o seem_v to_o we_o that_o we_o can_v love_v he_o so_o much_o as_o we_o will_v and_o do_v desire_n to_o do_v and_o we_o crave_v and_o desire_v chief_o his_o love_n that_o we_o may_v yet_o love_v he_o more_o and_o this_o from_o and_o because_o we_o love_v he_o so_o much_o and_o for_o that_o our_o sense_n can_v be_v only_o satisfy_v with_o his_o love_n and_o by_o love_v of_o he_o for_o we_o love_v he_o most_o for_o his_o love_n and_o his_o love_n do_v cause_v we_o to_o love_v he_o more_o who_o we_o love_v so_o much_o yea_o who_o we_o love_v most_o 37._o but_o ah_o how_o great_a then_o yea_o how_o wonderful_o great_a be_v the_o love_n o_o lord_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n unto_o thou_o when_o they_o know_v that_o they_o be_v belove_v by_o thou_o who_o they_o most_o love_n and_o must_v love_v most_o for_o thy_o love_n thy_o love_n be_v most_o worth_a worth_n most_o and_o therefore_o do_v they_o despise_v all_o love_n and_o thing_n lovely_a in_o the_o creature_n to_o purchase_v thy_o love_n o_o god_n who_o be_v the_o creator_n of_o all_o love_n and_o thing_n lovely_a they_o love_v thy_o love_n most_o o_o god_n because_o they_o know_v and_o feel_v that_o thy_o love_n only_o cause_v they_o to_o love_v thou_o more_o who_o notwithstanding_o they_o do_v already_o love_v most_o and_o for_o that_o nothing_o but_o thy_o love_n can_v satisfy_v they_o with_o sufficient_a love_n to_o love_v thou_o sufficient_o for_o to_o love_v thou_o be_v to_o live_v and_o they_o can_v not_o live_v if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o thy_o love_n and_o therefore_o be_v they_o ready_a and_o willing_a always_o to_o die_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o to_o witness_v and_o show_v forth_o their_o love_n with_o which_o they_o love_v thou_o 38._o if_o then_o the_o love_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v so_o great_a for_o the_o creator_n that_o it_o be_v more_o above_z and_o beyond_o my_o love_n in_o the_o creature_n for_o the_o creature_n yea_o it_o be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o can_v be_v utter_v it_o be_v and_o proceed_v from_o the_o creator_n own_o love_n that_o the_o creature_n have_v this_o love_n and_o that_o he_o love_v thus_o his_o creator_n 39_o but_o ah_o then_o how_o incomprehensible_a and_o great_a be_v the_o love_n of_o the_o creator_n for_o and_o unto_o we_o his_o creature_n in_o that_o he_o give_v we_o so_o much_o of_o his_o love_n as_o to_o love_v he_o and_o such_o condescension_n be_v in_o he_o as_o he_o delight_v to_o be_v belove_v by_o they_o who_o out_o of_o his_o love_n do_v so_o much_o hate_v he_o and_o love_v only_o what_o he_o hate_v alas_o alas_o what_o can_v we_o poor_a we_o say_v of_o he_o who_o we_o know_v not_o but_o by_o himself_o and_o from_o himself_o and_o love_v not_o but_o from_o his_o love_n let_v we_o then_o ah_o let_v we_o then_o admire_v and_o in_o humility_n ever_o adore_v this_o his_o love_n with_o which_o he_o have_v so_o love_v we_o as_o to_o make_v we_o like_o himself_o in_o love_n which_o be_v to_o be_v all_o love_n love_v other_o as_o ourselves_o for_o even_o as_o his_o love_n only_o cause_v he_o to_o love_v we_o so_o likewise_o do_v this_o his_o love_n in_o we_o cause_v we_o thus_o to_o love_v he_o and_o thus_o to_o love_v one_o another_o with_o the_o same_o love_a love_n and_o all_o that_o we_o may_v be_v all_o one_o and_o the_o same_o in_o love_n in_o he_o to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o who_o be_v the_o love_n of_o our_o love_n the_o cause_n of_o our_o love_n love_n the_o subject_n of_o our_o love_n the_o object_n of_o our_o love_n which_o we_o only_o desire_v to_o love_v and_o the_o joy_n of_o this_o our_o joyous_a love_n and_o the_o aim_n of_o our_o end_n and_o the_o end_n of_o our_o aim_n be_v to_o live_v and_o love_v unto_o the_o end_n in_o this_o love_a love_n that_o be_v that_o our_o love_n may_v never_o know_v end_n as_o his_o never_o know_v no_o beginning_n nor_o never_o shall_v know_v end_n and_o this_o be_v and_o such_o be_v the_o great_a love_n of_o our_o god_n yea_o the_o incomprehensible_a love_n with_o which_o he_o love_v we_o be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a as_o we_o can_v comprehend_v its_o greatness_n it_o can_v enter_v into_o we_o therefore_o we_o shall_v enter_v into_o it_o neither_o can_v we_o sufficient_o express_v we_o for_o he_o which_o flow_v only_o from_o he_o from_o himself_o who_o be_v only_o and_o alone_o in_o himself_o perfect_a love_n and_o he_o alone_o can_v only_o create_v and_o give_v perfect_a love_n to_o love_v perfect_o none_o but_o himself_o from_o himself_o of_o himself_o can_v then_o thus_o love_v perfect_o or_o give_v perfect_a love_n to_o love_v perfect_o thus_o 40._o it_o be_v then_o thy_o love_n in_o i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o cause_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o 41._o inflame_v then_o my_o cold_n benumb_v icy_a freeze_a heart_n with_o the_o fiery_a hot_a burn_a flame_n of_o this_o thy_o burn_a hot_a love_n o_o my_o god_n that_o my_o heart_n may_v continual_o as_o moses_n bush_n and_o the_o seraphim_n still_o flame_o burn_v but_o never_o consume_v for_o it_o be_v by_o this_o and_o from_o this_o divine_a fire_n that_o come_v from_o thy_o holy_a altar_n o_o lord_n that_o my_o soul_n live_v and_o out_o of_o it_o it_o can_v 42._o let_v i_o then_o o_o lord_n ever_o burn_v that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v for_o why_o ah_o if_o i_o shall_v not_o still_o burn_v thus_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v eft_o soon_o die_v 43._o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n i_o desire_v to_o praise_v thou_o ever_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o forgive_v i_o all_o but_o give_v i_o all_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o give_v i_o a_o pardon_n for_o all_o my_o iniquity_n and_o transgression_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n but_o have_v also_o forget_v that_o ever_o i_o sin_v 44._o thou_o have_v not_o only_o give_v i_o such_o a_o pardon_n as_o never_o to_o remember_v my_o sin_n any_o more_o but_o with_o the_o pardon_n thou_o have_v o_o lord_n give_v i_o thy_o love_n and_o thyself_o so_o as_o i_o shall_v ever_o live_v in_o thyself_o to_o love_v thyself_o ever_o and_o to_o offend_v thou_o never_o 45._o thy_o love_n o_o my_o god_n and_o heavenly_a father_n be_v far_o great_a unto_o i_o than_o david_n be_v for_o his_o
joyful_o and_o hearty_o feed_v on_o the_o garlic_n and_o onion_n yea_o on_o the_o husk_n that_o swine_n feed_v on_o so_o much_o love_n they_o have_v to_o themselves_o as_o they_o forget_v god_n and_o that_o they_o be_v create_v for_o he_o and_o unto_o good_a work_n to_o please_v and_o serve_v he_o such_o then_o as_o thus_o love_n or_o love_v thus_o be_v self-lover_n only_o or_o chief_o and_o therefore_o not_o right_a or_o true_a lover_n because_o they_o love_v not_o god_n right_o therefore_o not_o true_o for_o he_o be_v to_o be_v belove_v first_o of_o all_o most_o of_o all_o beyond_o and_o above_o all_o he_o be_v our_o only_a chief_a supreme_a sovereign_a superior_a and_o best_a good_a all_o good_a be_v in_o he_o and_o flow_v only_o from_o he_o he_o contain_v all_o and_o be_v contain_v by_o none_o 54._o but_o as_o for_o i_o o_o lord_n as_o for_o i_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v none_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o nor_o in_o all_o the_o earth_n in_o comparison_n 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thou_o i_o desire_v to_o fly_v into_o thou_o and_o to_o be_v find_v ever_o in_o thou_o yea_o though_o thou_o shall_v make_v all_o my_o life_n as_o paul_n and_o peter_n be_v when_o they_o see_v and_o enjoy_v in_o part_n those_o bless_a joy_n prepare_v and_o lay_v up_o for_o the_o bless_a yea_o though_o i_o can_v always_o see_v heaven_n open_a as_o stephen_n and_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o jesus_n and_o my_o christ_n stand_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o will_v not_o my_o heart_n hearty_o say_v with_o simeon_n lord_n now_o let_v thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v thy_o great_a salvation_n will_v it_o not_o cry_v out_o none_o but_o christ_n none_o but_o christ_n and_o come_v lord_n jesus_n ah_o come_v quick_o and_o take_v i_o to_o thou_o to_o be_v ever_o with_o thou_o for_o though_o to_o i_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n yet_o to_o die_v will_v be_v great_a gain_n 55._o such_o and_o all_o such_o love_n false_o false_o as_o love_v their_o 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portion_n it_o be_v hard_a for_o a_o rich_a man_n here_o to_o be_v rich_a there_o 59_o and_o many_o that_o have_v no_o portion_n in_o this_o world_n of_o this_o world_n have_v god_n and_o shall_v have_v god_n for_o their_o sure_a and_o everlasting_a portion_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v 60._o ah_o happy_a yea_o thrice_o happy_a man_n that_o have_v such_o a_o portion_n there_o though_o he_o have_v none_o here_o what_o ever_o be_v his_o condition_n he_o be_v in_o a_o bless_a condition_n for_o he_o shall_v be_v ever_o bless_v bless_a for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 61._o but_o ah_o miserable_a man_n who_o be_v only_a miserable_a that_o have_v no_o portion_n there_o what_o ever_o portion_n he_o have_v here_o yea_o though_o he_o abound_v in_o corn_n and_o wine_n and_o oil_n and_o all_o this_o world_n good_a and_o glory_n 62._o give_v i_o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o any_o portion_n in_o heaven_n though_o but_o to_o be_v a_o doorkeeper_n if_o i_o may_v but_o see_v thy_o face_n and_o hear_v thy_o voice_n i_o care_v not_o though_o it_o be_v with_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o portion_n here_o both_o of_o riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n 63._o if_o thou_o give_v i_o here_o o_o lord_n but_o food_n and_o raiment_n how_o mean_a soever_o it_o be_v i_o will_v be_v content_a therewith_o and_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o and_o if_o thou_o give_v i_o none_o i_o will_v thank_v thou_o for_o the_o time_n past_a and_o believe_v i_o shall_v want_v none_o for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v and_o that_o shall_v content_v i_o 64._o ah_o if_o the_o want_n of_o the_o world_n be_v so_o sweet_a when_o in_o its_o want_n we_o find_v no_o want_n how_o sweet_a then_o yea_o how_o much_o sweet_a be_v heaven_n fullness_n where_o be_v all_o fullness_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o therefore_o no_o want_n at_o all_o of_o any_o thing_n 65._o ah_o how_o much_o better_a be_v it_o and_o how_o much_o great_a gain_n to_o lose_v this_o world_n all_o and_o gain_v heaven_n then_o to_o gain_v this_o world_n all_o and_o lose_v our_o part_n of_o heaven_n which_o be_v heaven_n all_o yea_o all_o heaven_n 66._o the_o world_n loss_n with_o heaven_n gain_n i_o shall_v not_o account_v any_o loss_n but_o all_o gain_n yea_o the_o great_a gain_n i_o can_v get_v but_o heaven_n loss_n with_o all_o this_o world_n gain_n i_o shall_v not_o account_v any_o gain_n but_o a_o great_a loss_n yea_o the_o great_a that_o i_o can_v or_o can_v sustain_v 67._o he_o that_o lose_v heaven_n lose_v all_o but_o he_o that_o get_v only_o this_o world_n all_o get_v nothing_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o 68_o i_o will_v and_o always_o will_v account_v all_o loss_n gain_v to_o win_v christ_n
holy_a will_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n and_o will_v be_v as_o willing_o sanctify_v as_o glorify_v this_o his_o imperfection_n cause_v he_o to_o long_o for_o perfection_n and_o this_o his_o holiness_n in_o part_n to_o long_o to_o be_v dissolve_v to_o enjoy_v for_o ever_o perfect_a holiness_n but_o though_o he_o be_v thus_o toss_v on_o the_o restless_a wave_n of_o tentation_n trial_n and_o affliction_n this_o spirit_n of_o god_n that_o dwell_v and_o abide_v in_o he_o assure_v he_o that_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v token_n of_o god_n love_n and_o come_v from_o he_o in_o love_n and_o therefore_o he_o be_v content_a for_o that_o he_o know_v that_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n christ_n jesus_n be_v touch_v with_o the_o feel_n of_o his_o infirmity_n and_o be_v in_o all_o point_n like_v unto_o he_o yet_o without_o sin_n 186._o this_o spirit_n comfort_v he_o when_o he_o be_v comfortless_a and_o bind_v up_o his_o break_a heart_n heal_v his_o wound_a heart_n visit_v his_o sick_a heart_n give_v feel_v to_o his_o senseless_a heart_n life_n to_o his_o dead_a heart_n faith_n to_o his_o doubt_a heart_n hope_v to_o his_o despair_a heart_n speak_v peace_n to_o his_o disconsolate_v and_o afflict_a heart_n and_o give_v understanding_n sense_n memory_n and_o reason_n unto_o his_o distract_a heart_n 187._o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n he_o be_v grieve_v to_o see_v christ_n dishonour_v by_o any_o and_o to_o see_v he_o blaspheme_v and_o evil_o speak_v off_o be_v to_o throw_v dirt_n and_o dung_n in_o his_o face_n mens_fw-la dishonest_a &_o filthy_a life_n and_o conversation_n make_v his_o soul_n â—o_o melt_v his_o heart_n to_o quake_v his_o ear_n to_o tingle_v and_o to_o gnash_v his_o tooth_n for_o grief_n he_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o and_o lament_v with_o a_o most_o bitter_a lamentation_n to_o hear_v the_o mock_n of_o god_n and_o his_o word_n because_o this_o be_v to_o crucify_v his_o jesus_n afresh_o and_o to_o put_v he_o again_o to_o open_a shame_n 188._o for_o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n rejoice_v to_o hear_v the_o name_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n magnify_v and_o praise_v to_o hear_v he_o well_o speak_v off_o cause_v his_o heart_n to_o leap_v within_o he_o as_o the_o babe_n do_v in_o elizabeth_n womb_n for_o he_o love_v those_o that_o love_v he_o and_o honour_v those_o that_o honour_v he_o and_o such_o only_o he_o account_v his_o father_n and_o mother_n his_o brother_n and_o sister_n that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n his_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n for_o he_o esteem_v only_o the_o true_a christian_n to_o be_v wise_a and_o rich_a and_o honourable_a though_o otherwise_o he_o be_v poor_a and_o vile_a and_o contemptible_a in_o the_o eye_n and_o esteem_n of_o man_n his_o very_a heart_n and_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o these_o as_o the_o heart_n of_o jonathan_n do_v unto_o david_n for_o 189._o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n of_o god_n dwell_v in_o he_o dwell_v in_o love_n and_o god_n the_o god_n of_o love_n in_o he_o he_o love_v the_o soul_n of_o all_o man_n as_o his_o own_o soul_n whether_o they_o be_v relation_n or_o stranger_n he_o pray_v for_o they_o in_o secret_a and_o exhort_v they_o in_o public_a yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o for_o all_o such_o as_o be_v not_o yet_o bring_v home_o to_o christ_n but_o especial_o for_o such_o as_o he_o see_v be_v dead_a in_o their_o sin_n as_o have_v eye_n but_o see_v not_o ear_n but_o hear_v not_o feet_z but_o walk_v not_o hands_z but_o handle_v not_o mouth_n but_o taste_n not_o for_o all_o such_o as_o walk_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o do_v the_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o with_o his_o will_n he_o will_v that_o none_o do_v go_v to_o hell_n and_o that_o the_o kingdom_n of_o satan_n be_v not_o so_o populous_a and_o that_o he_o have_v not_o so_o many_o faithful_a servant_n which_o be_v so_o faithless_a to_o jesus_n christ_n and_o to_o their_o own_o poor_a soul_n he_o will_v that_o all_o will_v believe_v and_o receive_v christ_n that_o 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those_o in_o who_o it_o dwell_v to_o rejoice_v ever_o more_o and_o again_o i_o say_v to_o rejoice_v for_o can_v any_o man_n in_o who_o this_o spirit_n dwell_v who_o be_v the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n and_o send_v we_o from_o heaven_n by_o our_o bless_a saviour_n be_v afflict_v can_v any_o mourn_v while_o the_o bridegroom_n be_v with_o they_o ah_o no_o sure_o no_o for_o he_o come_v with_o healing_n in_o his_o wing_n he_o bring_v ah_o he_o bring_v the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o peace_n and_o salvation_n to_o all_o soul_n where_o it_o come_v to_o abide_v and_o thus_o be_v all_o the_o son_n of_o god_n lead_v by_o his_o spirit_n comfort_v by_o his_o spirit_n ravish_v with_o his_o spirit_n teach_v by_o his_o spirit_n feast_v by_o his_o spirit_n bring_v home_o unto_o he_o by_o his_o spirit_n and_o make_v one_o with_o he_o by_o his_o spirit_n for_o we_o have_v all_o access_n unto_o the_o father_n through_o the_o same_o spirit_n let_v this_o then_o teach_v we_o all_o that_o be_v 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who_o bring_v we_o much_o more_o joy_n than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o think_v it_o convince_v our_o heart_n of_o sin_n of_o righteousness_n and_o of_o judgement_n 193._o this_o spirit_n give_v wisdom_n to_o the_o simple_a and_o teach_v the_o ignorant_a knowledge_n and_o cause_v he_o to_o understand_v so_o as_o babe_n and_o suckling_n show_v forth_o his_o mighty_a praise_n for_o he_o reveal_v unto_o they_o what_o he_o hide_v from_o the_o wise_a and_o mighty_a man_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o make_v appear_v plain_a that_o their_o wisdom_n be_v but_o mere_a foolishness_n their_o strength_n weakness_n and_o their_o honour_n but_o as_o a_o leaf_n
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as_o the_o prophet_n do_v and_o say_v unto_o thou_o in_o his_o word_n o_o earth_n earth_n earth_n return_n return_v unto_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v mercy_n his_o hand_n be_v not_o shorten_v his_o ear_n be_v not_o dull_a of_o hear_v he_o be_v the_o same_o yesterday_o to_o day_n and_o for_o ever_o it_o be_v thy_o sin_n thy_o sin_n and_o only_o thy_o sin_n that_o separate_v between_o thou_o and_o thy_o god_n leave_n ah_o leave_v then_o but_o thy_o sin_n and_o return_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v mercy_n and_o to_o our_o god_n who_o be_v full_a of_o compassion_n ah_o taste_n taste_n and_o see_v how_o good_a the_o lord_n be_v and_o how_o gracious_a he_o will_v be_v unto_o thou_o if_o thou_o will_v leave_v and_o forsake_v thy_o filthy_a filthy_a sin_n though_o thou_o have_v play_v the_o prodigal_n and_o spend_v the_o stock_n of_o his_o grace_n on_o harlot_n and_o stranger_n in_o a_o far_a country_n yet_o ah_o yet_o if_o thou_o will_v but_o 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and_o love_v it_o as_o thou_o shall_v love_v god_n and_o christ_n well_o the_o world_n and_o sin_n and_o its_o good_a and_o pleasure_n thou_o know_v well_o i_o desire_v only_o this_o one_o thing_n of_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v labour_v to_o know_v christ_n as_o well_o as_o thou_o know_v the_o world_n and_o sin_n serve_v he_o as_o many_o year_n as_o thou_o have_v serve_v they_o and_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o find_v more_o sweet_a more_o beauty_n more_o pleasantness_n more_o delight_n more_o profit_n more_o advantage_n and_o more_o honour_n than_o in_o the_o world_n and_o sin_n return_v then_o to_o thy_o old_a master_n again_o and_o serve_v they_o but_o i_o promise_v and_o assure_v thou_o and_o will_v free_o pawn_v thou_o my_o soul_n for_o surety_n that_o thou_o shall_v gain_v more_o by_o serve_v christ_n one_o year_n if_o that_o thou_o do_v it_o as_o thou_o ought_v then_o by_o serve_v the_o world_n and_o sin_n all_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o life_n and_o if_o thou_o do_v repent_v of_o thy_o bargain_n i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o do_v deserve_v thy_o curse_n and_o not_o thy_o prayer_n thou_o shall_v find_v thou_o shall_v find_v that_o his_o way_n be_v not_o strew_v with_o thorn_n and_o thistle_n as_o thou_o suppose_v but_o with_o odoriferent_a rose_n and_o sweet_a perfume_n as_o thou_o suppose_v not_o keep_v ah_o keep_v faithful_o thy_o covenant_n with_o god_n and_o he_o will_v give_v thou_o much_o more_o than_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v than_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o think_v 209._o consider_v the_o service_n thou_o shall_v do_v for_o god_n thou_o shall_v by_o thy_o life_n if_o godly_a perhaps_o bring_v home_o many_o to_o he_o for_o thy_o companion_n heretofore_o in_o sin_n will_v have_v more_o regard_n to_o thou_o then_o unto_o other_o of_o the_o godly_a and_o will_v now_o conclude_v that_o sure_o god_n way_n be_v the_o most_o pleasant_a and_o delight_v some_o see_v thou_o prefere_v they_o and_o choose_v and_o esteem_v and_o praise_v they_o above_o and_o more_o and_o beyond_o all_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n and_o this_o may_v cause_v they_o perhaps_o to_o make_v a_o trial_n which_o if_o they_o do_v there_o be_v hope_n for_o god_n will_v not_o be_v want_v on_o his_o part_n to_o show_v they_o mercy_n if_o they_o desire_v it_o and_o seek_v it_o faithful_o with_o all_o their_o heart_n 210._o if_o thou_o will_v then_o witness_v thy_o live_n and_o be_v rise_v with_o christ_n seek_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v above_o where_o christ_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n set_v your_o affection_n on_o thing_n above_o not_o on_o thing_n on_o the_o earth_n let_v your_o heart_n be_v where_o your_o treasure_n be_v for_o you_o be_v dead_a and_o your_o life_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n put_v off_o ah_o put_v off_o the_o old_a man_n with_o all_o his_o deed_n and_o put_v on_o the_o new_a man_n which_o be_v renew_v in_o knowledge_n after_o the_o image_n of_o he_o that_o create_v he_o and_o as_o the_o elect_a of_o god_n put_v on_o bowel_n of_o mercy_n kindness_n humbleness_n of_o mind_n meekness_n long_o suffer_v forbear_v one_o another_o and_o forgive_a one_o another_o if_o any_o man_n have_v a_o quarrel_n against_o any_o even_o as_o christ_n forgive_v you_o so_o also_o do_v you_o and_o above_o all_o these_o thing_n put_v on_o charity_n which_o be_v the_o bond_n of_o perfectness_n and_o let_v the_o peace_n of_o god_n rule_n in_o your_o heart_n to_o the_o which_o also_o you_o be_v call_v in_o one_o body_n and_o be_v you_o thankful_a let_v the_o word_n of_o christ_n dwell_v in_o you_o rich_o in_o all_o wisdom_n teach_v and_o admonish_v one_o another_o in_o
shall_v be_v never_o near_o he_o than_o it_o be_v he_o know_v he_o shall_v ever_o live_v thus_o that_o be_v be_v thus_o ever_o with_o god_n in_o god_n and_o see_v he_o and_o know_v he_o as_o he_o be_v to_o be_v know_v and_o see_v which_o be_v to_o possess_v he_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 280._o thus_o then_o holiness_n and_o sin_n be_v opposite_n and_o enemy_n but_o holiness_n destroy_v sin_n as_o light_n do_v darkness_n this_o eternal_a darkness_n of_o sin_n must_v vanish_v when_o this_o eternal_a everlasting_a light_n of_o holiness_n do_v appear_v thus_o be_v it_o conquer_v and_o overcome_v because_o holiness_n be_v from_o god_n and_o sin_n from_o the_o devil_n holiness_n from_o the_o creator_n sin_n from_o the_o creature_n holiness_n have_v never_o beginning_n nor_o shall_v never_o have_v end_n sin_n have_v a_o beginning_n and_o therefore_o not_o from_o the_o beginning_n the_o devil_n then_o bring_v sin_n into_o the_o world_n but_o god_n who_o be_v holiness_n be_v so_o 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continual_o receive_v as_o if_o they_o be_v as_o well_o empty_v as_o fill_v thus_o do_v our_o good_a gracious_a love_a and_o merciful_a god_n satisfy_v we_o and_o resasiate_n we_o every_o moment_n give_v we_o what_o we_o ask_v not_o what_o we_o want_v not_o what_o we_o know_v not_o and_o though_o he_o do_v thus_o increase_v his_o blessing_n by_o blessing_n we_o yet_o do_v he_o not_o suffer_v they_o to_o decrease_v in_o we_o when_o give_v we_o but_o we_o retain_v all_o hold_v fast_o all_o keep_v all_o rejoice_v in_o all_o and_o give_v he_o glory_n for_o all_o which_o be_v what_o he_o only_o require_v for_o this_o his_o continual_o give_v of_o we_o all_o even_o to_o give_v he_o continual_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o all_o glory_n for_o his_o thus_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o give_v we_o all_o grace_n perfect_a grace_n and_o glory_n yea_o fullness_n of_o all_o perfect_a grace_n and_o glory_n 281._o as_o on_o earth_n we_o delight_v to_o have_v much_o so_o nothing_o more_o delight_v god_n than_o that_o we_o crave_v much_o the_o more_o we_o ask_v the_o more_o we_o be_v sure_a to_o have_v and_o therefore_o do_v he_o do_v we_o to_o open_v our_o mouth_n wide_a and_o then_o he_o promise_v to_o fill_v they_o and_o the_o wide_a they_o be_v the_o soon_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v his_o way_n nor_o his_o thought_n be_v not_o as_o we_o he_o be_v never_o weary_a give_v nor_o repent_v importunate_a beggar_n be_v best_a welcome_n and_o those_o that_o be_v not_o satisfy_v with_o a_o little_a he_o take_v pleasure_n to_o give_v they_o much_o our_o dissatisfaction_n herein_o be_v his_o satisfaction_n our_o covet_n cause_v his_o liberality_n with_o our_o ambition_n to_o have_v all_o and_o to_o be_v deny_v nothing_o at_o all_o he_o be_v right_o well_o please_v and_o by_o thus_o exalt_v he_o as_o our_o chief_a and_o only_o good_a do_v he_o exalt_v we_o and_o set_v we_o on_o such_o high_a mountain_n that_o we_o can_v even_o see_v not_o only_o such_o a_o glory_n as_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o old_a jerusalem_n but_o that_o of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o glory_n hereafter_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n the_o city_n of_o our_o god_n where_o he_o be_v sit_v on_o his_o throne_n of_o majesty_n and_o great_a glory_n unvail_v himself_o as_o it_o be_v that_o we_o may_v behold_v he_o and_o his_o unapproachable_a transcendent_a bright_a glorious_a light_n of_o glory_n 282._o i_o will_v be_v willing_o barren_a even_o of_o all_o spiritual_a comfort_n if_o thereby_o i_o may_v be_v make_v more_o able_a to_o bear_v fruit_n to_o god_n and_o for_o god_n i_o will_v have_v no_o comfort_n nor_o delight_n if_o thereby_o as_o it_o be_v i_o can_v and_o do_v more_o delight_n and_o comfort_v my_o god_n that_o be_v i_o will_v rather_o joy_n god_n than_o enjoy_v god_n by_o know_v or_o feel_v nor_o that_o i_o can_v be_v content_a to_o know_v that_o i_o be_v without_o he_o that_o he_o be_v not_o my_o god_n god_n forbid_v but_o i_o prefer_v he_o much_o before_o my_o own_o chief_a good_a of_o joy_n his_o glory_n be_v my_o only_a yea_o all_o my_o glory_n 283._o i_o will_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o do_v god_n work_v here_o and_o have_v no_o wage_n than_o have_v wage_n here_o and_o do_v no_o work_n 284._o i_o have_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o whilst_o here_o be_v always_o work_v than_o always_o receive_v wage_n for_o this_o life_n of_o time_n i_o know_v be_v appoint_v for_o our_o work_a time_n and_o our_o hereafter_o life_n of_o time_n for_o our_o time_n of_o recive_a wage_n 285._o i_o will_v whilst_o hear_v be_v willing_a to_o spend_v all_o my_o time_n to_o do_v all_o good_a for_o i_o know_v that_o all_o my_o hereafter_o time_n shall_v be_v all_o spend_v in_o receive_v all_o good_a 286._o i_o will_v willing_o most_o willing_o work_n god_n work_n always_o while_o here_o for_o that_o ah_o for_o that_o bless_a wage_n which_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v receive_v from_o he_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o which_o be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a as_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v ear_n have_v not_o hear_v neither_o have_v it_o ever_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n at_o any_o time_n to_o conceive_v i_o know_v that_o i_o shall_v enter_v not_o only_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o lord_n but_o also_o into_o the_o lord_n of_o my_o joy_n 287._o it_o be_v wage_n great_a enough_o and_o good_a enough_o to_o be_v always_o do_v thy_o great_a good_a work_n o_o great_a god_n 288._o i_o will_v willing_o ah_o most_o willing_o serve_v the_o lord_n most_o and_o best_a of_o all_o man_n if_o i_o can_v and_o yet_o i_o desire_v as_o much_o and_o as_o willing_o will_v that_o every_o man_n may_v serve_v he_o more_o and_o please_v he_o better_o 289._o ah_o what_o delight_n be_v it_o to_o that_o soul_n that_o delight_v his_o god_n what_o joy_n do_v it_o bring_v to_o that_o heart_n that_o joy_v his_o god_n that_o be_v to_o rejoice_v always_o in_o he_o for_o god_n much_o delight_v in_o those_o yea_o most_o of_o all_o that_o make_v he_o their_o only_a delight_n 290._o ah_o lord_n how_o unpleasant_a be_v all_o other_o pleasure_n to_o those_o that_o flow_v from_o thou_o how_o empty_a ah_o how_o empty_a be_v all_o other_o fullness_n what_o poverty_n ah_o how_o beggarly_a a_o thing_n be_v all_o other_o riches_n and_o how_o little_a ah_o how_o little_a joy_n do_v that_o soul_n take_v in_o all_o other_o thing_n that_o know_v thou_o and_o the_o ocean_n of_o joy_n yea_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o blessedness_n that_o be_v o_o lord_n in_o thou_o and_o prepare_v by_o thou_o to_o rejoice_v they_o that_o thus_o wait_v at_o thy_o gate_n and_o be_v hunger-starve_v for_o want_n of_o it_o 292._o who_o can_v ah_o who_o can_v measure_v the_o heaven_n span_v the_o earth_n empty_a the_o sea_n count_v the_o star_n and_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n shore_n if_o not_o who_o then_o can_v right_o speak_v of_o or_o tell_v the_o mercy_n of_o our_o god_n who_o delight_v in_o mercy_n yea_o who_o mercy_n be_v far_o above_o all_o these_o and_o all_o other_o his_o work_n 291._o how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v i_o forget_v myself_o to_o mind_n only_o my_o god_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o mind_n to_o fulfil_v all_o his_o will_n and_o to_o rejoice_v in_o all_o his_o do_n i_o will_v love_v myself_o my_o own_o self_n no_o more_o but_o only_o my_o god_n my_o god_n only_o and_o ever_o adore_v i_o will_v willing_o deny_v myself_o that_o be_v my_o flesh_n all_o pleasure_n to_o please_v he_o that_o have_v river_n of_o pleasure_n provide_v to_o please_v fill_v and_o satisfy_v i_o with_o even_o such_o as_o flow_v from_o his_o own_o right_a hand_n 293._o
ah_o lord_n god_n how_o much_o better_a be_v it_o to_o see_v thy_o sweet_a thy_o bless_a and_o most_o amiable_a face_n in_o thy_o ordinance_n and_o in_o duty_n than_o the_o face_n of_o the_o most_o glorious_a angel_n in_o glory_n 294._o yea_o lord_n yea_o thy_o back_n part_n here_o i_o much_o prefer_v to_o see_v and_o behold_v than_o all_o their_o face_n 295._o sure_o a_o day_n yea_o one_o hour_n of_o a_o day_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v of_o communion_n with_o thou_o before_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o all_o our_o day_n 296._o for_o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n in_o thou_o be_v all_o thing_n but_o out_o of_o thou_o be_v nothing_o desirable_a 297._o all_o sweet_n but_o thou_o be_v bitter_a 298._o but_o o_o lord_n how_o savoury_a yea_o how_o pleasant_a and_o sweet_a be_v thy_o bitter_a when_o thou_o seasone_v they_o with_o grace_n 299._o thy_o voice_n rejoice_v o_o lord_n more_o that_o soul_n to_o who_o it_o speak_v peace_n than_o all_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o world_n 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comprehend_v what_o we_o do_v hear_v so_o as_o we_o consider_v not_o what_o be_v speak_v so_o much_o as_o what_o we_o desire_v and_o will_v speak_v 303._o but_o ah_o how_o much_o better_o be_v it_o to_o hear_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v to_o our_o heart_n than_o the_o spirit_n of_o man_n to_o our_o ear_n or_o ourselves_o to_o ourselves_o to_o consult_v with_o the_o spirit_n and_o to_o talk_v with_o the_o spirit_n than_o with_o the_o flesh_n either_o our_o own_o or_o other_o though_o they_o have_v the_o letter_n yea_o and_o the_o spirit_n too_o 304._o for_o what_o we_o hear_v from_o god_n in_o the_o spirit_n by_o meditation_n be_v usual_o engrave_v and_o write_v as_o it_o be_v with_o the_o pen_n of_o a_o diamond_n on_z and_o in_o the_o heart_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n but_o the_o word_n of_o man_n be_v even_o as_o man_n who_o breath_n be_v in_o his_o nostril_n soon_o blow_v out_o soon_o put_v out_o empty_v and_o bring_v forth_o nothing_o come_v to_o nothing_o be_v a_o part_n of_o that_o whole_a man_n nothing_o nothing_o man_n 305._o ah_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v how_o willing_o i_o will_v be_v deaf_a and_o not_o hear_v any_o of_o man_n word_n so_o i_o can_v or_o be_v always_o to_o hear_v thou_o and_o dumb_a to_o and_o not_o able_a to_o speak_v to_o man_n so_o i_o may_v and_o be_v fit_a and_o able_a always_o to_o speak_v unto_o thou_o i_o will_v willing_o be_v blind_a to_o all_o thing_n and_o see_v nothing_o of_o all_o the_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o so_o i_o can_v always_o ah_o so_o i_o can_v always_o see_v thou_o i_o will_v willing_o most_o willing_o lose_v all_o thing_n to_o have_v all_o thou_o or_o to_o be_v all_o thou_o enjoy_v nothing_o at_o all_o but_o thou_o o_o god_n in_o christ_n but_o thou_o but_o thou_o for_o enjoy_v thou_o i_o shall_v be_v complete_a and_o enjoy_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o be_v all_o thing_n desirable_a yea_o thou_o only_o be_v all_o my_o desire_n be_v all_o thing_n 306._o the_o great_a work_n we_o can_v do_v for_o god_n i_o conceive_v be_v to_o destroy_v sin_n and_o to_o endeavour_v to_o extinguish_v it_o and_o root_v it_o out_o of_o the_o great_a sinner_n be_v the_o great_a work_n as_o it_o be_v great_a glory_n to_o god_n speak_v as_o man_n to_o forgive_v many_o sin_n and_o great_a one_o than_o few_o and_o small_a one_o and_o when_o we_o be_v most_o tempt_v or_o entice_v then_o to_o labour_v most_o to_o overcome_v they_o in_o ourselves_o and_o in_o other_o ah_o then_o then_o the_o work_n be_v great_a and_o well_o wrought_v and_o be_v sure_o great_a shall_v be_v thy_o recompense_n of_o reward_n if_o thou_o so_o live_v and_o act_v thy_o own_o heart_n be_v not_o able_a to_o conceive_v be_v thou_o what_o thou_o will_v how_o great_a thy_o wage_n shall_v be_v even_o here_o 307._o but_o in_o heaven_n we_o shall_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o have_v no_o desire_n for_o any_o other_o for_o any_o more_o than_o those_o which_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v and_o 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blessedness_n felicity_n peace_n rest_n joy_n eternity_n and_o eternal_a happiness_n thou_o only_o o_o god_n comprehende_v all_o thing_n and_o have_v all_o thing_n in_o thyself_o from_o thyself_o thyself_o only_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o yet_o both_o much_o more_o and_o much_o above_o all_o thing_n 308._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o think_v on_o nothing_o then_o on_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o or_o beside_o god_n 309._o to_o think_v on_o nothing_o i_o think_v be_v good_a thought_n in_o comparison_n of_o any_o other_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n and_o beside_o god_n 310._o ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v those_o sweet_n not_o to_o think_v that_o be_v to_o resolve_v and_o intend_v never_o to_o taste_v more_o of_o the_o bitter_a sweet_n of_o sin_n 311._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o not_o to_o sin_v though_o a_o man_n do_v else_o nothing_o or_o nothing_o else_o but_o to_o keep_v his_o thought_n from_o sin_n 312._o sinful_a thought_n be_v harsh_a and_o hard_a thought_n and_o can_v be_v 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that_o the_o world_n &_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n shall_v have_v again_o re-entrance_n there_o where_o thou_o lord_n have_v be_v for_o it_o cool_v that_o warmth_n it_o freeze_v that_o heat_n it_o quench_v that_o fire_n it_o put_v out_o those_o flame_n that_o do_v so_o warm_a heat_n burn_v and_o flame_n in_o the_o heart_n that_o it_o now_o as_o the_o fire_n under_o ash_n and_o as_o the_o flame_n in_o the_o smoke_n it_o be_v not_o discernible_a 117._o how_o ah_o how_o be_v the_o heart_n by_o the_o world_n and_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n cart_v as_o it_o be_v away_o and_o draw_v by_o great_a force_n from_o thou_o o_o god_n and_o thy_o good_a from_o feast_v at_o thy_o table_n of_o dainty_n to_o take_v and_o taste_v and_o feed_v on_o those_o dirty_a hoggish_a brutish_a earthly_a husk_n or_o earth_n husk_n which_o can_v solace_v nor_o satisfy_v it_o for_o a_o moment_n with_o any_o true_a delight_n of_o taste_n or_o enjoyment_n 118._o how_o lazy_a sluggish_a cold_a faint_a 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ah_o how_o willing_o will_v he_o still_o live_v in_o contempt_n and_o be_v flout_v deride_v scorn_v and_o scoff_v at_o among_o and_o by_o man_n to_o be_v thus_o honour_v by_o god_n and_o honourable_a among_o the_o bless_a how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v he_o be_v ever_o banish_v from_o earth_n home_n to_o be_v thus_o bring_v home_o to_o enjoy_v what_o be_v at_o home_n in_o heaven_n and_o to_o feed_v on_o the_o unpleasant_a sour_a bitter_n of_o loss_n cross_n and_o affliction_n to_o drink_v only_o of_o these_o sweet_a pleasant_a stream_n and_o river_n of_o pleasure_n that_o flow_v continual_o and_o abundant_o from_o god_n right_a hand_n 124._o this_o ah_o this_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o over_o the_o red_a sea_n and_o from_o his_o weary_a and_o long_o journey_v in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o inherit_v a_o quiet_a and_o peaceable_a possession_n in_o that_o true_a heavenly_a celestial_a canaan_n flow_v always_o with_o milk_n and_o honey_n for_o here_o 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when_o all_o its_o faculty_n be_v employ_v and_o feast_v in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o god_n his_o love_n goodness_n greatness_n mercy_n truth_n wisdom_n and_o eternity_n how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o do_v it_o shake_v off_o put_v away_o divorce_n and_o separate_v itself_o from_o all_o thing_n of_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o and_o do_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n rejoice_v when_o it_o be_v not_o molest_v with_o perturbation_n it_o do_v at_o such_o a_o time_n as_o this_o forget_v these_o low_a thing_n even_o all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o as_o if_o he_o have_v never_o think_v
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rejoice_v to_o do_v thy_o holy_a will_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n mind_n and_o will_n 52._o such_o and_o so_o great_a be_v thy_o love_n and_o thy_o goodness_n o_o lord_n that_o thou_o delight_v to_o make_v we_o good_a and_o then_o delight_v in_o our_o goodness_n thou_o delight_v to_o give_v we_o grace_n and_o then_o delight_v in_o our_o grace_n thou_o delight_v to_o make_v we_o holy_a and_o then_o delight_v in_o our_o holiness_n thou_o delight_v to_o make_v we_o perfect_a and_o then_o thou_o delight_v in_o our_o perfection_n thou_o delight_v to_o make_v we_o obedient_a and_o then_o thou_o delight_v in_o our_o obedience_n thou_o delight_v to_o make_v we_o lovely_a and_o then_o thou_o take_v delight_n in_o our_o loveliness_n thou_o delight_v ah_o thou_o delight_v to_o make_v we_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v we_o to_o be_v and_o then_o thou_o take_v great_a delight_n in_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n even_o in_o thy_o own_o handiwork_n 53._o ah_o our_o great_a most_o great_a 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it_o not_o yea_o give_v we_o himself_o many_o many_o time_n when_o we_o seek_v he_o not_o when_o we_o think_v not_o of_o he_o 56._o how_o do_v he_o many_o time_n measure_v our_o unto_o we_o and_o shower_v down_o upon_o we_o such_o measure_n of_o mercy_n even_o when_o we_o never_o measure_v the_o sweetness_n nor_o the_o greatness_n of_o what_o receive_v much_o less_o of_o that_o which_o we_o do_v not_o of_o that_o which_o we_o can_v not_o expect_v 57_o ah_o how_o much_o above_o all_o thing_n be_v our_o god_n even_o in_o the_o want_n of_o all_o thing_n of_o all_o this_o world_n all_o that_o soul_n ah_o that_o soul_n that_o have_v he_o find_v not_o nor_o can_v find_v any_o want_n at_o all_o 58._o but_o want_v ah_o want_v he_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o we_o have_v nothing_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o but_o want_v all_o even_o all_o in_o the_o very_a enjoyment_n of_o all_o this_o world_n all_o 59_o o_o god_n our_o god_n thou_o fille_v we_o many_o time_n so_o full_a that_o we_o even_o 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spiritual_a thing_n ah_o if_o i_o can_v always_o walk_v talk_v and_o live_v in_o the_o spirit_n and_o obey_v the_o spirit_n i_o will_v account_v all_o other_o joy_n and_o wisdom_n very_a toy_n and_o mere_a foolishness_n 65._o to_o forget_v all_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n and_o beside_o god_n and_o to_o mind_v he_o so_o as_o to_o have_v nothing_o else_o in_o my_o mind_n this_o ah_o this_o be_v my_o long_a desire_n and_o i_o trust_v it_o will_v continue_v in_o i_o through_o grace_n and_o augment_v until_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v which_o be_v my_o christ_n my_o christ_n who_o be_v my_o god_n 66._o take_v all_o this_o world_n all_o you_o man_n of_o the_o world_n give_v i_o my_o god_n my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v never_o ask_v you_o your_o god_n but_o yet_o i_o will_v that_o you_o have_v i_o that_o my_o god_n be_v your_o god_n that_o my_o portion_n be_v all_o your_o portion_n also_o and_o that_o we_o may_v be_v ever_o brethren_n 67._o let_v i_o ah_o let_v i_o be_v blind_a as_o it_o be_v to_o see_v beauty_n in_o no_o beauty_n out_o of_o thou_o o_o christ_n dumb_a to_o hear_v no_o voice_n but_o thou_o ah_o the_o still_o sweet_a voice_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o senseless_a to_o feel_v no_o pleasure_n but_o in_o those_o thing_n o_o god_n as_o be_v please_v precious_a and_o dear_a in_o thy_o fight_n lame_a so_o as_o i_o may_v not_o walk_v after_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n so_o that_o i_o may_v be_v only_o thou_o and_o none_o but_o thou_o at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n company_n and_o thing_n 68_o he_o that_o have_v not_o taste_v of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o god_n even_o of_o those_o sweet_a sweet_n that_o god_n give_v to_o soul_n know_v it_o not_o and_o therefore_o desire_v it_o not_o but_o ah_o he_o that_o feed_v on_o they_o and_o have_v be_v resatiate_v with_o they_o he_o find_v no_o sweet_n like_o they_o nay_o all_o other_o pleasant_a thing_n unpleasant_a and_o all_o other_o sweet_n bitter_a in_o comparison_n of_o these_o his_o sweet_a most_o pleasant_a sweet_n 69._o be_v with_o god_n have_v god_n enjoy_v god_n and_o communion_n with_o he_o a_o dungeon_n be_v to_o he_o a_o palace_n bread_n and_o water_n be_v good_a cheer_n to_o lie_v on_o the_o ground_n the_o earth_n his_o bed_n the_o heaven_n his_o canopy_n and_o the_o tree_n root_v his_o pillow_n be_v as_o a_o bed_n of_o down_o as_o curtains_z of_o gold_n and_o pillow_n of_o wool_n nay_o in_o flame_n of_o fire_n or_o on_o a_o rack_n he_o can_v lie_v
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aim_n do_v thou_o hearty_o hare_n all_o the_o former_a evil_n that_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n loathe_v detest_a and_o abhor_v the_o sin_n of_o thy_o life_n heretofore_o thy_o heretofore_o sin_n be_v all_o their_o sweet_n become_v to_o thy_o taste_n bitter_a as_o gall_v and_o wormwood_n be_v all_o their_o pleasure_n altogether_o unsavoury_a unpleasant_a and_o so_o loathsome_a as_o thy_o very_a heart_n rise_v aganist_n they_o and_o loathe_v the_o very_a thought_n of_o they_o do_v they_o appear_v unto_o thou_o all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a in_o their_o own_o black_a colour_n filthy_a and_o ugly_a hue_n be_v there_o no_o one_o lull_v in_o thy_o bosom_n hug_v in_o thy_o arm_n embrace_v in_o thy_o heart_n pleasant_a in_o thy_o eye_n sweet_a to_o thy_o taste_n or_o wink_v or_o connive_v at_o as_o a_o small_a one_o or_o but_o as_o one_o as_o a_o dear_a one_o even_o near_o and_o dear_a as_o a_o right_a eye_n or_o a_o right_a hand_n but_o be_v they_o all_o both_o great_a and_o 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sin_n because_o it_o be_v a_o breach_n of_o god_n holy_a law_n and_o divine_a commandment_n which_o be_v altogether_o all_o holy_a just_a and_o good_a because_o they_o disturb_v thy_o peace_n and_o thy_o communion_n with_o god_n and_o be_v contrary_a to_o thy_o nature_n in_o truth_n as_o to_o god_n nature_n and_o because_o they_o make_v thou_o to_o lose_v thy_o image_n and_o likeness_n of_o god_n and_o christ_n and_o converse_v with_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n who_o be_v thy_o sole_a and_o soul_n comfort_v and_o comforter_n and_o for_o that_o they_o make_v thou_o vile_a in_o god_n eye_n and_o disobedient_a unto_o he_o for_o who_o thou_o be_v and_o be_v create_v and_o for_o who_o and_o unto_o who_o thou_o desire_v to_o live_v to_o love_v to_o fear_v to_o honour_v and_o to_o obey_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 93._o be_v thou_o conformable_a to_o christ_n thy_o head_n thy_o husband_n thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o king_n do_v he_o whole_o reign_v and_o rule_v in_o thy_o heart_n with_o 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vilify_v condemn_v cast_v out_o scoff_v at_o mock_v lie_v in_o the_o dust_n on_o a_o dunghill_n be_v feed_v with_o the_o dog_n yea_o refuse_v what_o be_v give_v they_o even_o the_o very_a crumb_n that_o fall_v under_o other_o man_n table_n yea_o though_o thou_o shall_v be_v banish_v imprison_v persecute_a scourge_v whip_v torment_a rack_v tear_v by_o wild_a horse_n consume_v by_o fire_n or_o drown_v in_o the_o depth_n of_o the_o sea_n 95._o can_v thou_o choose_v any_o of_o all_o these_o yea_o all_o these_o and_o all_o other_o affliction_n whatsoever_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o joyful_o for_o christ_n sake_n and_o the_o gospel_n rather_o than_o deny_v thy_o faith_n thy_o hope_n thy_o love_n rather_o than_o commit_v any_o sin_n rather_o than_o do_v the_o least_o evil_a with_o consent_n approbation_n like_v or_o choice_n be_v christ_n better_a to_o thou_o than_o all_o thing_n can_v thou_o true_o cordial_o and_o sincere_o say_v that_o thou_o have_v nothing_o so_o dear_a and_o near_o to_o thou_o as_o christ_n honour_n crown_n and_o glory_n be_v and_o whatever_o be_v thy_o portion_n here_o below_o of_o these_o high_a low_a thing_n thou_o can_v willing_o with_o all_o thy_o heart_n and_o will_v go_v from_o they_o all_o or_o be_v content_a that_o all_o thing_n be_v take_v from_o thou_o house_n land_n good_n kindred_n friend_n father_n mother_n wife_n child_n and_o what_o else_o desire_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o to_o hold_v fast_o thy_o integrity_n with_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o these_o then_o hold_v fast_o these_o and_o lose_v thy_o love_n thy_o light_n thy_o life_n which_o be_v thy_o jusus_n 96._o will_v thou_o mnch_v rather_o choose_v affliction_n any_o affliction_n yea_o all_o affliction_n temporal_a and_o spiritual_a on_o body_n and_o soul_n as_o the_o child_n of_o god_n rather_o than_o commit_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n for_o a_o season_n rather_o than_o in_o the_o least_o displease_v thy_o christ_n thy_o jesus_n thy_o god_n thy_o good_a thy_o saviour_n and_o 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most_o holy_a thing_n be_v too_o too_o unholy_a and_o all_o thy_o all_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o thou_o be_v altogether_o ashamed_a of_o thyself_o that_o thou_o be_v what_o thou_o be_v and_o abhor_v thyself_o in_o dust_n and_o ash_n account_v thyself_o as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o the_o vile_a of_o creature_n the_o great_a of_o sinner_n and_o the_o very_o worst_a of_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n 98._o and_o this_o cause_v in_o thou_o sorrow_n shame_n grief_n and_o astonishment_n wonder_v that_o such_o a_o god_n shall_v love_v such_o a_o man_n such_o a_o worm_n such_o a_o wretch_n such_o a_o miscreant_n such_o a_o dog_n such_o a_o sinner_n yea_o such_o a_o devil_n as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o do_v thou_o thus_o condemn_v thyself_o loath_a and_o abhor_v thyself_o and_o be_v thus_o true_o angry_a with_o thyself_o and_o ashamed_a of_o thyself_o and_o of_o all_o thy_o do_n and_o marvelle_v how_o thou_o can_v find_v acceptance_n at_o such_o a_o glorious_a throne_n of_o grace_n and_o gracious_a throne_n of_o glory_n and_o that_o god_n have_v have_v so_o long_a patience_n and_o that_o he_o do_v not_o cut_v thou_o off_o long_o ago_o and_o give_v thou_o thy_o portion_n with_o thy_o brethren_n in_o iniquity_n whoremonger_n drunkard_n prophaner_n of_o the_o sabbath_n with_o the_o covetous_a proud_a boaster_n malicious_a railer_n false_a accuser_n etc._n etc._n even_o with_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n and_o that_o thou_o do_v esteem_v it_o a_o heaven_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o now_o in_o hell_n give_v continual_a glory_n to_o god_n in_o christ_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o cut_v off_o long_o ago_o and_o that_o he_o have_v not_o give_v only_o space_n to_o repent_v but_o also_o grace_n to_o repent_v from_o all_o and_o every_o sin_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n even_o with_o repentance_n unto_o life_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 99_o and_o if_o thus_o thou_o be_v in_o sincere_a truth_n i_o say_v if_o in_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n these_o or_o the_o like_a be_v thy_o desire_n endeavour_n life_n and_o live_v end_n and_o aim_v habitual_o continual_o and_o universal_o than_o be_v thou_o what_o thou_o shall_v be_v and_o what_o god_n will_v have_v thou_o to_o be_v assure_v thyself_o thy_o heart_n be_v upright_o clean_o pure_a holy_a and_o perfect_a even_o according_a to_o god_n own_o holy_a heart_n thou_o be_v a_o man_n in_o christ_n a_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o sure_o sure_o christ_n will_v assure_o own_v thou_o for_o his_o own_o and_o always_o love_v thou_o and_o live_v in_o thou_o even_o as_o he_o do_v in_o his_o own_o as_o he_o do_v to_o those_o in_o who_o he_o live_v and_o who_o he_o love_v and_o thy_o life_n shall_v henceforth_o be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n so_o that_o when_o he_o shall_v appear_v at_o his_o second_o and_o sudden_a come_n in_o glory_n thou_o shall_v also_o appear_v with_o he_o to_o his_o eternal_a glory_n and_o thy_o everlasting_a comfort_n joy_n and_o eternal_a salvation_n 100_o and_o therefore_o o_o man_n of_o god_n child_n of_o god_n son_n of_o god_n and_o servant_n of_o the_o eternal_a and_o ever_o live_a god_n cheer_v up_o thyself_o and_o rejoice_v yea_o i_o say_v evermore_o rejoice_v for_o god_n be_v thy_o god_n and_o thy_o father_n thy_o portion_n thy_o lot_n and_o thy_o inheritance_n thou_o be_v sure_o he_o and_o he_o be_v as_o sure_o thou_o and_o christ_n jesus_n will_v be_v also_o thou_o all_o all_o thou_o the_o way_n the_o truth_n and_o the_o life_n to_o bring_v thou_o unto_o and_o give_v thou_o possession_n of_o erernal_a life_n life_n eternal_a which_o he_o have_v prepare_v for_o thou_o by_o his_o death_n and_o be_v prepare_v thou_o for_o it_o by_o his_o life_n for_o he_o live_v to_o make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o thou_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n be_v thou_o he_o will_v guide_v thou_o lead_v thou_o direct_v thou_o keep_v thou_o and_o preserve_v thou_o unto_o the_o end_n even_o in_o the_o way_n of_o all_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n of_o peace_n joy_n comfort_n and_o consolation_n which_o be_v the_o foretasts_a and_o foresight_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o salvation_n the_o very_a beginning_n of_o the_o beatifical_a vision_n of_o glory_n in_o glory_n and_o of_o those_o ravish_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n prepare_v and_o lay_v up_o for_o the_o just_a before_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n be_v which_o be_v such_o as_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v as_o ear_n have_v not_o hear_v neither_o have_v it_o ever_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o any_o man_n at_o any_o time_n to_o conceive_v be_v much_o an_z much_o above_o all_o that_o we_o can_v ask_v or_o think_v for_o there_o we_o shall_v ever_o possess_v and_o enjoy_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n yea_o fullness_n of_o all_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n for_o evermore_o even_o god_n himself_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n who_o be_v all_o in_o all_o and_o in_o all_o the_o bless_a to_o he_o alone_o be_v eternal_o give_v all_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_o amen_n 101._o none_o but_o the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n can_v true_o love_v god_n child_n they_o that_o be_v he_o will_v love_v those_o that_o be_v he_o chief_o and_o most_o because_o they_o be_v his_o and_o those_o most_o that_o appear_v to_o be_v his_o most_o and_o those_o dearly_a that_o be_v his_o dear_a 102._o i_o will_v much_o more_o more_o by_o much_o rejoice_v in_o a_o obedient_a heart_n to_o submit_v unto_o and_o to_o do_v the_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o case_n condition_n and_o place_n than_o to_o enjoy_v the_o wisdom_n of_o solomon_n and_o all_o the_o honour_n riches_n delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n 103._o ah_o lord_n let_v my_o heart_n never_o be_v at_o rest_n until_o i_o find_v that_o it_o do_v most_o willing_o free_o joyful_o and_o choose_o submit_v and_o acquiess_n unto_o all_o that_o god_n will_v be_v it_o what_o it_o will_v and_o to_o say_v of_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o condition_n so_o will_v i_o have_v it_o 104._o there_o be_v sure_o nothing_o so_o delightful_a unto_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a as_o to_o do_v the_o whole_a will_n of_o god_n holy_o and_o hearty_o as_o to_o please_v he_o by_o a_o sincere_a hearty_a and_o cheerful_a obedience_n universal_o 105._o ah_o the_o joy_n the_o joy_n the_o true_a joy_n the_o great_a joy_n yea_o the_o unspeakable_a joy_n the_o peace_n the_o peace_n the_o comfort_n the_o comfort_n the_o solace_n and_o the_o rest_n and_o quiet_a that_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o that_o fear_v always_o from_o love_n for_o it_o destroy_v all_o servile_a fear_n and_o cause_v such_o joy_n and_o gladness_n as_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 106._o what_o ah_o what_o honour_n be_v there_o like_o that_o as_o true_o and_o sincere_o to_o honour_n god_n what_o pleasure_n ah_o what_o pleasure_n like_o that_o as_o always_o to_o please_v god_n what_o joy_n ah_o what_o joy_n like_o that_o as_o always_o to_o enjoy_v god_n what_o happiness_n ah_o what_o happiness_n like_o that_o comparable_a to_o that_o as_o to_o know_v he_o to_o be_v we_o and_o we_o to_o be_v he_o what_o peace_n ah_o what_o peace_n like_o that_o as_o when_o we_o know_v our_o peace_n to_o be_v make_v with_o the_o god_n of_o peace_n through_o and_o by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o king_n and_o prince_n of_o peace_n witness_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o continual_a indwel_n in_o we_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n the_o sanctifier_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o the_o comforter_n of_o our_o heart_n ah_o what_o comfort_n what_o comfort_n like_v unto_o that_o as_o to_o find_v ourselves_o in_o god_n and_o that_o great_a good_a god_n to_o be_v in_o we_o what_o ah_o what_o so_o sweet_a as_o to_o feed_v continual_o on_o these_o true_a heavenly_a sweet_n here_o on_o earth_n which_o be_v the_o very_a sweet_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 107._o i_o do_v now_o wonder_v that_o any_o man_n have_v or_o can_v have_v any_o pâ—ace_n a_o moment_n that_o have_v not_o his_o peace_n make_v sure_a or_o a_o sure_a peace_n make_v with_o god_n 108._o all_o other_o quiet_a ah_o how_o unquiet_a will_v it_o prove_v in_o the_o end_n that_o be_v not_o found_v or_o ground_v on_o this_o sure_a foundation_n or_o ground_n of_o god_n love_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 109._o i_o wonder_v ah_o i_o wonder_v man_n be_v not_o as_o it_o be_v continual_o tear_v in_o piece_n with_o fear_n and_o care_n till_o all_o these_o fear_n be_v take_v away_o by_o a_o lively_a live_a faith_n and_o their_o whole_a care_n cast_v on_o christ._n 110._o i_o wonder_v ah_o i_o wonder_v that_o terror_n do_v
be_o thy_o god_n and_o i_o will_v be_v thy_o god_n and_o thy_o guide_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 145._o to_o fear_v god_n be_v to_o walk_v upright_o in_o all_o his_o way_n esteem_v they_o all_o holy_a just_a and_o good_a 146._o how_o ah_o how_o do_v the_o heart_n of_o a_o child_n of_o god_n open_a and_o shut_v pant_v and_o gape_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n grieve_v and_o groan_v after_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n which_o be_v after_o his_o likeness_n to_o be_v like_o he_o for_o it_o can_v else_o be_v satisfy_v no_o not_o with_o all_o thing_n not_o with_o heaven_n all_o or_o that_o be_v on_o the_o earth_n for_o god_n only_o be_v all_o his_o good_a 147._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o have_v the_o grace_n to_o please_v god_n than_o the_o grace_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n rather_o have_v the_o grace_n or_o sanctification_n then_o of_o consolation_n 148._o let_v i_o get_v and_o keep_v my_o god_n with_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o and_o i_o will_v account_v it_o no_o loss_n i_o 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will_v be_v ill_a with_o i_o and_o for_o i_o 3._o if_o thou_o be_v i_o o_o god_n if_o thou_o be_v i_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o be_o and_o shall_v be_v ever_o thou_o but_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o i_o so_o sure_a even_o so_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o i_o be_o not_o thou_o 4._o if_o i_o have_v thou_o o_o god_n for_o my_o god_n i_o have_v all_o i_o need_v to_o have_v but_o if_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o i_o have_v nothing_o thou_o know_v of_o all_o that_o i_o desire_v and_o crave_v 5._o let_v i_o then_o so_o find_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v feel_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o feeling_n may_v rejoice_v with_o that_o unspeakable_a joy_n which_o they_o only_o feel_v and_o find_v that_o have_v find_v thou_o and_o feed_v on_o thou_o 6._o let_v all_o thing_n else_o what_o ever_o they_o be_v pass_v away_o do_v but_o thou_o o_o god_n with_o thy_o own_o spirit_n abide_v in_o i_o i_o say_v ever_o abide_v in_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v i_o be_o sure_o rejoice_v and_o be_v glad_a that_o they_o be_v all_o banish_a what_o 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it_o keep_v we_o fast_o to_o he_o and_o he_o fast_o to_o we_o who_o only_o we_o desire_v to_o hold_v fast_o and_o never_o to_o let_v go_v 17._o truth_n have_v power_n to_o weaken_v all_o that_o be_v amiss_o in_o we_o to_o bring_v it_o under_o until_o it_o be_v conquer_v final_o and_o destroy_v total_o 18._o truth_n inflame_v our_o heart_n that_o they_o be_v as_o a_o fire_n new_o kindle_v which_o can_v easy_o be_v quench_v 19_o truth_n abound_v over_o all_o and_o make_v we_o to_o abound_v likewise_o so_o that_o we_o know_v both_o how_o to_o want_v and_o how_o to_o abound_v 20._o truth_n enable_v to_o go_v beyond_o all_o thing_n for_o truth_n bring_v we_o home_o to_o possess_v all_o thing_n even_o to_o possess_v god_n the_o god_n and_o giver_n of_o all_o thing_n who_o be_v truth_n 21._o by_o truth_n we_o be_v enable_v to_o lead_v new_a life_n and_o to_o have_v holy_a affection_n frequent_a in_o we_o our_o heart_n be_v set_v on_o earth_n 22._o truth_n be_v lovely_a amiable_a beautiful_a 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and_o sweet_a much_o more_o desirable_a and_o to_o be_v desire_v than_o gold_n yea_o than_o much_o fine_a gold_n and_o the_o most_o precious_a pearl_n 97._o he_o that_o be_v in_o god_n and_o find_v god_n in_o he_o that_o be_v the_o life_n of_o christ_n within_o he_o christ_n which_o be_v holiness_n to_o be_v write_v on_o his_o heart_n esteem_v himself_o rich_a in_o the_o great_a poverty_n for_o he_o know_v that_o all_o thing_n be_v he_o he_o still_o carry_v about_o with_o he_o that_o unspeakable_a treasure_n that_o unpusible_a treasure_n that_o will_v make_v he_o true_o rich_a wise_a and_o honourable_a to_o all_o eternity_n and_o with_o this_o riches_n he_o make_v many_o rich_a though_o such_o a_o one_o be_v despise_v he_o mock_v at_o their_o laughter_n and_o mock_n and_o sincere_o desire_v and_o wish_v that_o they_o have_v change_v their_o estate_n for_o such_o a_o estate_n as_o will_v make_v they_o sure_o and_o true_o for_o ever_o rich_a 98._o he_o that_o possess_v the_o riches_n of_o god_n his_o spirit_n esteem_v the_o wiscome_n of_o the_o wise_a according_a to_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v humane_a fresh_o wisdom_n to_o be_v but_o mere_a foolishness_n the_o treasure_n of_o the_o world_n though_o it_o be_v even_o all_o this_o world_n treasure_n to_o be_v but_o mere_a trash_n and_o all_o its_o honour_n and_o pleasure_n to_o be_v but_o mere_a emptiness_n shadow_n outside_n nothing_o and_o can_v be_v all_o fit_o compare_v to_o nothing_o but_o to_o nothing_o 99_o let_v i_o have_v thou_o o_o god_n always_o and_o i_o will_v always_o say_v as_o jacob_n do_v when_o he_o have_v thou_o i_o have_v all_o and_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v never_o lack_v any_o thing_n at_o all_o for_o this_o life_n or_o the_o life_n to_o come_v for_o thou_o be_v o_o god_n more_o than_o all_o that_o be_v either_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o on_o earth_n below_o 100_o he_o that_o possess_v god_n thus_o have_v in_o some_o measure_n god_n likeness_n which_o be_v holiness_n within_o and_o without_o and_o that_o bring_v true_a contentment_n and_o he_o that_o be_v true_o content_v want_v nothing_o but_o possess_v much_o more_o by_o much_o than_o he_o which_o if_o it_o can_v be_v shall_v possess_v all_o the_o whole_a world_n its_o riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n thus_o the_o man_n that_o live_v in_o god_n know_v find_v and_o feel_v and_o therefore_o rejoice_v with_o unspeakable_a joy_n and_o this_o his_o joy_n as_o no_o man_n know_v so_o no_o man_n can_v take_v it_o from_o he_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n yea_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n god_n 101._o what_o ah_o what_o heart_n be_v able_a to_o conceive_v or_o tongue_n express_v the_o joy_n ah_o the_o joy_n the_o joy_n that_o he_o enjoy_v that_o thus_o enjoy_v god_n how_o how_o ah_o how_o do_v he_o rejoice_v and_o triumph_v have_v get_v such_o a_o victory_n have_v such_o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n such_o a_o glorious_a most_o glorious_a crown_n put_v on_o his_o head_n much_o fine_a than_o the_o fine_a gold_n and_o bright_a than_o the_o clear_a pearl_n or_o diamond_n thus_o faith_n make_v such_o soul_n triumph_v without_o control_n they_o be_v so_o full_o fill_v with_o those_o river_n of_o pleasure_n that_o flow_v from_o god_n own_o right_a hand_n 102._o thou_o be_v o_o god_n thou_o be_v and_o there_o be_v none_o else_o none_o beside_o thou_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o give_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o if_o it_o be_v agreeable_a unto_o thou_o those_o joy_n continual_o that_o i_o may_v ah_o that_o i_o may_v continual_o fear_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v continual_o love_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v continual_o serve_v thou_o and_o more_o and_o more_o o_o lord_n much_o by_o much_o give_v up_o myself_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n unto_o thou_o to_o worship_n and_o to_o adore_v thou_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o greatness_n which_o be_v so_o incomprehensible_a and_o without_o end_n ah_o lord_n i_o leave_v myself_o with_o thou_o leave_v thou_o thyself_o with_o i_o i_o desire_v thou_o know_v never_o to_o go_v from_o thou_o go_v not_o then_o i_o beseech_v thou_o from_o i_o but_o let_v i_o be_v all_o thou_o and_o always_o thou_o from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_o so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o amen_o amen_n 103._o the_o glory_n of_o my_o glory_n be_v that_o thou_o have_v o_o god_n create_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o self_n for_o thy_o own_o glory_n swallow_v i_o up_o so_o in_o thyself_o that_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o and_o beside_o thou_o o_o god_n who_o be_v my_o best_a good_a may_v be_v swallow_v up_o that_o be_v consume_v that_o all_o i_o may_v be_v all_o thou_o &_o thou_o &_o thy_o mine_n 105._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o that_o god_n shall_v keep_v from_o i_o the_o great_a comfort_n than_o not_o to_o see_v and_o know_v my_o fail_n and_o fall_n 106._o ah_o lord_n the_o sight_n and_o knowledge_n of_o my_o fail_n and_o fall_n cause_v thou_o to_o have_v thought_n of_o good_a for_o i_o to_o send_v i_o comfort_n by_o restore_v i_o to_o thy_o wont_a favour_n and_o by_o give_v i_o repent_v grace_n pardon_v grace_n and_o preserve_a grace_n 107._o by_o see_v my_o fail_n and_o my_o fall_n thou_o pity_v i_o o_o lord_n because_o i_o be_o in_o so_o pitiful_a a_o case_n 108._o ah_o lord_n let_v thy_o eye_n be_v always_o open_a and_o watch_v thou_o over_o i_o to_o see_v i_o in_o what_o case_n or_o condition_n soever_o i_o be_v 109._o i_o be_v indeed_o i_o confess_v heretofore_o ashamed_a and_o afraid_a that_o thou_o shall_v and_o do_v see_v i_o and_o know_v i_o i_o be_v so_o vile_a and_o filthy_a and_o find_v no_o true_a love_n in_o i_o for_o thou_o i_o think_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o have_v noise_n in_o thou_o for_o i_o but_o that_o thou_o do_v hate_v i_o because_o indeed_o i_o be_v altogether_o hateful_a but_o now_o i_o know_v and_o for_o which_o i_o hearty_o and_o sincere_o desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o that_o thy_o anger_n be_v turn_v away_o and_o that_o thy_o hand_n be_v stretch_v out_o still_o over_o i_o to_o preserve_v protect_v defend_v maintain_v and_o to_o do_v i_o good_a 110._o so_o that_o what_o i_o think_v be_v my_o ill_n i_o now_o know_v be_v my_o great_a good_a that_o thou_o see_v i_o o_o god_n that_o thou_o always_o see_v i_o and_o i_o will_v not_o but_o that_o thou_o do_v always_o see_v i_o as_o well_o when_o i_o be_o in_o my_o sin_n in_o my_o worst_a case_n and_o condition_n as_o when_o at_o the_o very_o best_a because_o at_o the_o very_o best_a thou_o can_v see_v i_o acknowledge_v and_o sincere_o confess_v nothing_o in_o i_o that_o thou_o shall_v do_v any_o good_a to_o i_o or_o for_o i_o so_o bad_a be_v my_o very_a best_a so_o empty_a nothing_o and_o vile_a be_v all_o my_o all_o and_o know_v thou_o now_o o_o lord_n god_n by_o thy_o own_o sweet_a name_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n i_o be_o not_o i_o praise_v thou_o at_o all_o afraid_a that_o thou_o see_v in_o i_o all_o my_o sin_n past_a because_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o free_a pardon_n for_o 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and_o strengthen_v i_o and_o that_o i_o never_o forget_v what_o a_o god_n thou_o be_v and_o that_o thou_o change_v not_o thou_o be_v still_o the_o same_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 116._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o forget_v these_o thy_o mercy_n but_o through_o grace_n and_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n walk_v worthy_a of_o they_o unto_o all_o eternity_n through_o the_o worthiness_n merit_n and_o obedience_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o only_a son_n and_o my_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n sake_n amen_n 117._o many_o time_n god_n be_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o merciful_a and_o love_a unto_o we_o that_o then_o even_o then_o when_o we_o fear_v we_o shall_v see_v his_o frown_n that_o he_o will_v frown_v on_o we_o when_o we_o come_v before_o he_o he_o to_o our_o great_a astonishment_n and_o admiration_n smile_v on_o we_o when_o we_o fear_v that_o he_o will_v strike_v we_o with_o the_o rod_n of_o his_o anger_n he_o embrace_v and_o kiss_v we_o 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be_v nigh_o we_o and_o how_o do_v we_o cast_v ourselves_o down_o before_o he_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o bewail_v our_o infirmity_n and_o weakness_n beg_v strength_n from_o he_o to_o support_v and_o keep_v we_o up_o how_o do_v we_o wonder_v and_o be_v astonish_v to_o see_v the_o fire_n of_o his_o wrath_n kindle_v against_o the_o wicked_a and_o against_o evil_a doer_n and_o yet_o that_o such_o wicked_a evil_a doer_n as_o we_o be_v be_v not_o consume_v to_o see_v fire_n in_o the_o bush_n and_o yet_o the_o bush_n not_o burn_v 11._o thus_o we_o may_v plain_o see_v that_o god_n see_v all_o to_o be_v good_a for_o we_o yea_o best_a of_o all_o which_o he_o send_v we_o cause_v every_o thing_n to_o work_v together_o for_o our_o good_a ah_o see_v then_o that_o his_o love_n mercy_n and_o goodness_n be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a for_o we_o let_v we_o always_o mighty_o praise_v he_o and_o prize_v he_o at_o the_o very_o high_a price_n and_o give_v up_o our_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n to_o live_v to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o unto_o and_o for_o his_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n it_o be_v our_o glory_n and_o our_o honour_n our_o happiness_n and_o our_o bliss_n that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v to_o he_o alone_o therefore_o be_v give_v always_o all_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o praise_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 12._o lay_v out_o be_v lay_v up_o lay_v out_o of_o earthly_a treasure_n on_o earth_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n be_v to_o lay_v up_o heavenly_a treasure_n in_o heaven_n according_a to_o god_n word_n and_o his_o heart_n 13._o god_n give_v unto_o his_o child_n of_o his_o own_o strength_n to_o overcome_v as_o it_o be_v himself_z he_o delight_v to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v overcome_v by_o they_o and_o to_o make_v we_o more_o than_o conqueror_n 14._o ah_o the_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n and_o bounty_n of_o god_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n that_o god_n be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v shall_v notwithstanding_o continue_v to_o do_v so_o much_o for_o man_n and_o man_n nevertheless_o continue_v continual_o to_o do_v so_o much_o against_o his_o god_n i_o say_v against_o his_o god_n even_o then_o when_o he_o know_v god_n to_o be_v his_o god_n 15._o ah_o lord_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o shall_v take_v pleasure_n to_o mind_v we_o so_o much_o as_o thou_o do_v although_o thou_o know_v well_o our_o evil_a mind_n and_o how_o little_a we_o mind_v thou_o and_o although_o thou_o tell_v we_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n how_o that_o we_o be_v near_o and_o dear_a unto_o thou_o even_o always_o in_o thy_o mind_n and_o heart_n to_o do_v we_o good_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o ah_o how_o great_a be_v our_o misery_n to_o have_v such_o deprave_a nature_n and_o such_o devil-like_a heart_n to_o pay_v thy_o merciful_a kindness_n with_o such_o high_a unkindness_n and_o ingratitude_n to_o thou_o who_o be_v our_o only_a good_a 16._o how_o be_v it_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o take_v such_o continual_a care_n and_o pain_n as_o it_o be_v and_o be_v at_o so_o much_o cost_n to_o overcome_v we_o with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o yet_o we_o remain_v so_o brutish_a and_o senseless_a stupid_a and_o unkind_a that_o we_o will_v not_o but_o refuse_v to_o be_v overcome_v 17._o ah_o the_o misery_n the_o misery_n of_o man_n who_o be_v never_o weary_a nor_o will_v never_o be_v weary_a of_o do_v evil_a yea_o all_o manner_n of_o evil_n against_o his_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a lord_n and_o god_n who_o be_v so_o good_a to_o he_o as_o he_o be_v never_o weary_a nor_o repent_v of_o do_v of_o he_o good_a notwithstanding_o his_o continual_a do_v of_o evil_a or_o do_v of_o all_o evil_n continual_o 18._o a_o good_a heart_n give_v unto_o the_o lord_n free_o cheerful_o willing_o and_o rejoice_o of_o all_o that_o he_o have_v and_o always_o acknowledge_v and_o say_v of_o thy_o own_o o_o lord_n i_o will_v and_o do_v give_v thou_o 19_o when_o that_o the_o lord_n give_v unto_o such_o a_o soul_n grace_n he_o give_v he_o glory_n when_o he_o give_v he_o outward_a thing_n he_o praise_v he_o and_o enlarge_v his_o bowel_n of_o compassion_n unto_o the_o saint_n 20._o such_o heart_n desire_v mighty_o largeness_n of_o heart_n or_o large_a heart_n to_o give_v according_a to_o what_o they_o receive_v whether_o it_o be_v spiritual_n or_o temporal_n nothing_o be_v so_o near_a or_o dear_a unto_o they_o as_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o be_v to_o do_v his_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o very_o high_a of_o grace_n to_o the_o very_o low_a of_o thing_n in_o nature_n 21._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o always_o bear_v thou_o in_o mind_n when_o ever_o i_o mind_n that_o be_v think_v on_o any_o thing_n 22._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o do_v every_o thing_n that_o i_o do_v as_o know_v and_o remember_v that_o thou_o see_v and_o all_o know_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o write_v down_o all_o my_o word_n and_o work_n on_o thy_o bless_a book_n of_o remembrance_n 23._o let_v i_o do_v all_o that_o i_o do_v before_o man_n as_o before_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n know_v that_o thou_o see_v it_o and_o hear_v it_o 24._o and_o all_o that_o i_o take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v o_o god_n before_o thou_o let_v i_o do_v it_o all_o as_o if_o all_o the_o man_n in_o the_o world_n do_v look_v on_o i_o and_o see_v it_o 25._o norwithstand_v the_o greatness_n and_o numberless_a number_n of_o my_o sin_n thy_o goodness_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a towards_o i_o as_o move_v thou_o to_o have_v compassion_n on_o i_o and_o to_o pour_v out_o thy_o endless_a and_o everlasting_a love_n and_o kindness_n in_o mercy_n upon_o i_o 26._o also_o o_o god_n thou_o cause_v my_o own_o sin_n to_o appear_v so_o great_a and_o filthy_a before_o i_o that_o i_o be_v thereby_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o and_o confound_v before_o thou_o 27._o so_o that_o see_v myself_o thus_o pollute_v filthy_a abominable_a and_o unclean_a yea_o abominable_o unclean_a i_o leave_v myself_o willing_o i_o hate_v and_o do_v hate_n and_o do_v hate_v myself_o true_o and_o i_o embrace_v through_o grace_n thy_o most_o gracious_a offer_n of_o grace_n love_n and_o mercy_n hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o return_v unto_o thou_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n desire_v entire_o and_o sinsere_o a_o entire_a change_n from_o all_o evil_n to_o all_o good_a from_o my_o own_o evil_a way_n to_o thy_o most_o bless_a way_n that_o be_v so_o good_a so_o sweet_a so_o beautiful_a so_o delightful_a that_o since_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o my_o soul_n have_v be_v often_o delight_v refresh_v feast_v and_o satisfy_v in_o they_o and_o with_o they_o 28._o ah_o mercy_n of_o mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n be_v please_v thus_o in_o mercy_n to_o look_v on_o i_o when_o i_o be_v fit_a and_o ripe_a for_o all_o thy_o judgement_n and_o when_o thou_o may_v just_o have_v pour_v out_o the_o viol_n of_o thy_o wrath_n and_o fury_n upon_o i_o with_o the_o great_a indignation_n that_o then_o even_o then_o to_o kindle_v the_o flame_n of_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n from_o the_o continual_a burn_n in_o thy_o o_o god_n in_o thou_o to_o love_v fear_v seek_v adore_v and_o serve_v thou_o unfiegned_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n ah_o what_o mercy_n to_o this_o mercy_n 29._o continue_v o_o god_n that_o be_v my_o god_n and_o only_a good_a continue_v ah_o continue_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o be_v thus_o merciful_a unto_o i_o that_o i_o turn_v not_o thy_o grace_n into_o wantonness_n but_o in_o some_o measure_n labour_n and_o strive_v to_o walk_v worthy_a of_o these_o thy_o rich_a and_o save_a mercy_n with_o which_o thou_o have_v and_o will_v for_o ever_o enrich_v my_o poor_a soul_n with_o and_o save_v it_o 30._o as_o a_o natural_a father_n a_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n be_v and_o must_v be_v still_o a_o father_n and_o a_o child_n a_o child_n so_o i_o think_v it_o be_v with_o god_n our_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a father_n he_o have_v once_o beget_v we_o and_o we_o be_v bear_v again_o and_o be_v become_v his_o child_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o adoption_n justification_n and_o sanctification_n he_o must_v be_v still_o our_o father_n and_o we_o his_o child_n unto_o eternal_a salvation_n though_o we_o do_v many_o time_n as_o fleshly_a child_n not_o always_o do_v the_o will_n of_o their_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n not_o please_v they_o always_o not_o satisfy_v or_o delight_v they_o nor_o give_v they_o content_a yet_o notwithstanding_o they_o be_v still_o child_n nor_o they_o can_v cease_v to_o be_v child_n nor_o their_o father_n to_o be_v their_o father_n even_o so_o though_o we_o do_v not_o always_o do_v
what_o like_v god_n our_o heavenly_a father_n but_o that_o at_o time_n which_o dislike_v he_o and_o displease_v he_o he_o as_o a_o good_a father_n sometime_o punish_v we_o and_o sometime_o pass_v by_o our_o fail_n without_o punishment_n eye_v what_o be_v best_a for_o we_o and_o as_o a_o father_n he_o never_o fail_v we_o neither_o will_v he_o suffer_v we_o to_o fail_v of_o be_v his_o child_n once_o his_o child_n and_o ever_o his_o he_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 31._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o be_v so_o glorious_a here_o in_o grace_n how_o transcendent_o glorious_a art_n thou_o in_o glory_n if_o the_o earth_n be_v so_o full_a of_o thy_o glory_n how_o full_a be_v heaven_n o_o lord_n thy_o dwell_a place_n where_o thou_o manifeste_v thyself_o unto_o the_o saint_n and_o they_o behold_v thy_o beauty_n and_o thy_o glory_n face_n to_o face_n 32._o if_o thy_o back_n part_n be_v so_o beautiful_a to_o our_o eye_n here_o in_o the_o flesh_n how_o beautiful_a ah_o how_o beautiful_a o_o lord_n will_v thy_o glorious_a countenance_n be_v unto_o we_o in_o glory_n where_o we_o shall_v see_v thou_o and_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v know_v 33._o thy_o presence_n even_o here_o o_o lord_n god_n when_o we_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o do_v so_o delight_n and_o ravish_v we_o that_o we_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o be_v a_o doorkeeper_n in_o thy_o house_n be_v a_o servant_n to_o the_o mean_a of_o all_o thy_o servant_n than_o sit_v on_o throne_n and_o rule_n among_o the_o wicked_a that_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n 34._o i_o have_v o_o lord_n i_o confess_v abuse_v thy_o mercy_n and_o do_v therefore_o acknowledge_v that_o thou_o may_v just_o refuse_v i_o all_o mercy_n 35._o i_o have_v walk_v contrary_a unto_o thou_o o_o god_n and_o still_o do_v and_o therefore_o i_o confess_v that_o thou_o may_v just_o walk_v contrary_a unto_o i_o and_o give_v i_o up_o to_o do_v all_o the_o evil_a that_o be_v in_o my_o heart_n which_o be_v the_o very_o great_a of_o all_o thy_o judgement_n in_o this_o life_n 36._o we_o be_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n we_o be_v thy_o own_o and_o thou_o may_v just_o do_v with_o we_o all_o that_o seem_v good_a unto_o thou_o to_o do_v for_o what_o be_v right_a in_o thy_o sight_n o_o lord_n be_v just_a and_o right_a and_o good_a 37._o when_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o we_o for_o good_a than_o he_o have_v accept_v of_o we_o he_o be_v in_o we_o and_o we_o be_v in_o he_o one_o with_o he_o and_o he_o one_o with_o we_o we_o as_o bone_n of_o his_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o his_o flesh_n and_o he_o as_o bone_n of_o our_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o our_o flesh_n we_o be_v not_o two_o but_o one_o yea_o there_o be_v such_o a_o oneness_n as_o we_o be_v one_o in_o some_o measure_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o have_v the_o same_o affection_n for_o all_o thing_n love_v what_o be_v to_o be_v love_v and_o hate_v what_o be_v to_o be_v hate_v there_o be_v a_o like_a purity_n and_o no_o mixture_n in_o our_o choice_n of_o good_a and_o in_o our_o hatred_n and_o abhorrency_n of_o evil_n as_o to_o the_o truth_n and_o cincerity_n if_o it_o though_o much_o different_a in_o the_o degree_n 38._o thus_o even_o thus_o be_v man_n make_v in_o some_o measure_n as_o god_n that_o be_v godlike_a thus_o even_o thus_o do_v he_o partake_v of_o the_o holy_a and_o divine_a nature_n of_o god_n thus_o even_o thus_o do_v god_n himself_o give_v of_o himself_o unto_o man_n to_o make_v man_n like_o himself_o that_o man_n may_v be_v satisfy_v as_o god_n be_v satisfy_v but_o different_o thus_o god_n see_v all_o thing_n in_o himself_o from_o himself_o and_o man_n see_v what_o be_v of_o god_n in_o he_o be_v of_o his_o free_a gift_n from_o his_o free_a love_n 39_o that_o be_v to_o have_v a_o heart_n according_a to_o god_n heart_n to_o be_v always_o satisfy_v in_o all_o god_n deal_n and_o do_n 40._o all_o that_o god_n do_v be_v to_o have_v his_o own_o will_v accomplish_a and_o do_v and_o if_o our_o will_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v according_a to_o his_o will_n then_o be_v we_o well_o conrent_a in_o and_o with_o all_o that_o be_v do_v for_o nothing_o be_v do_v or_o can_v be_v do_v but_o that_o and_o only_o that_o which_o god_n will_v have_v to_o be_v do_v 41._o the_o honour_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n be_v god_n honour_n and_o their_o glory_n be_v to_o bring_v he_o glory_n or_o to_o glorify_v he_o as_o the_o saint_n and_o angel_n do_v in_o glory_n 42._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o as_o the_o bee_n make_v honey_n of_o the_o weed_n as_o well_o as_o of_o the_o flower_n fetch_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a as_o well_o as_o increase_v and_o multiply_v good_a from_o good_a condemn_v sin_n where_o ever_o i_o see_v it_o hate_v it_o most_o where_o i_o see_v it_o most_o speak_v most_o against_o it_o when_o i_o hear_v it_o most_o speak_v for_o and_o let_v the_o hear_n and_o see_v of_o grace_n in_o other_o and_o from_o other_o beget_v more_o grace_n in_o i_o and_o let_v i_o lay_v it_o up_o as_o the_o bee_n do_v honey_n in_o the_o hive_n for_o myself_o to_o 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