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manner_n we_o be_v to_o make_v a_o particular_a examination_n of_o our_o conscience_n concern_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n chapter_n xxviii_o the_o particular_a examination_n as_o we_o have_v say_v already_o in_o the_o proper_a place_n be_v to_o be_v of_o some_o one_o only_a thing_n for_o thus_o will_v this_o mean_n be_v more_o efficatious_a and_o have_v great_a force_n than_o if_o we_o carry_v over_o many_o thing_n together_o and_o it_o be_v therefore_o call_v particular_a because_o it_o concern_v one_o only_a thing_n and_o this_o be_v of_o so_o great_a importance_n that_o ordinary_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o take_v many_o time_n one_o vice_n which_o we_o will_v avoid_v and_o one_o virtue_n which_o we_o will_v obtain_v into_o part_n that_o so_o by_o little_a and_o little_a we_o may_v be_v able_a to_o compass_v that_o which_o we_o desire_v so_o be_v it_o therefore_o in_o this_o virtue_n if_o you_o will_v make_v your_o particular_a examination_n about_o root_a up_o the_o pride_n 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