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chap._n 3._o the_o doctrine_n which_o arise_v from_o the_o text._n have_v thus_o open_v and_o divide_v the_o text_n it_o will_v not_o now_o be_v difficult_a to_o draw_v forth_o the_o doctrine_n the_o kernel_n be_v visible_a when_o the_o shell_n be_v crack_v and_o the_o grain_n be_v clear_a when_o the_o busk_n be_v thresh_v there_o be_v four_o doctrine_n which_o i_o shall_v gather_v as_o the_o principal_a grain_n in_o this_o floor_n and_o if_o christ_n will_v help_v i_o in_o the_o manage_n of_o they_o they_o will_v be_v bread_n to_o eat_v i._o even_o the_o choice_a saint_n and_o such_o as_o be_v according_a to_o god_n heart_n be_v liable_a to_o spiritual_a dejection_n and_o disquiet_v ii_o it_o be_v the_o wisdom_n and_o shall_v be_v the_o care_n of_o saint_n when_o they_o be_v cast_v down_o not_o to_o give_v way_n thereunto_o but_o to_o argue_v the_o case_n with_o their_o own_o soul_n iii_o saint_n in_o their_o deep_a dejection_n when_o they_o be_v most_o disquiet_v shall_v be_v 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next_o fear_n which_o i_o shall_v speak_v unto_o be_v that_o which_o concern_v the_o author_n of_o that_o work_n which_o be_v in_o the_o soul_n some_o soul_n when_o they_o be_v cast_v down_o cafe_z cafe_z cry_v out_o they_o fear_v that_o all_o that_o work_n which_o be_v pass_v upon_o they_o be_v no_o more_o than_o in_o the_o bare_a letter_n as_o they_o call_v it_o i._n e._n they_o doubt_v whether_o it_o be_v of_o the_o spirit_n yea_o or_o no_o as_o be_v open_v in_o the_o former_a part_n etc._n etc._n now_o for_o the_o remove_n of_o this_o fear_n satisfaction_n satisfaction_n and_o to_o raise_v up_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v cast_v down_o and_o lie_v doubt_v whether_o its_o call_n conviction_n and_o comfort_n be_v from_o the_o spirit_n yea_o or_o no_o i_o shall_v speak_v to_o each_o of_o these_o by_o themselves_o first_o for_o thy_o call_n o_o soul_n thou_o say_v thou_o fear_v thou_o be_v only_o call_v by_o man_n i.e._n wrought_v upon_o to_o leave_v thy_o sin_n and_o former_a course_n by_o 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your_o call_n you_o do_v at_o lest_o that_o now_o you_o do_v find_v your_o heart_n not_o only_o call_v and_o make_v willing_a to_o leave_v a_o sorrowful_a estate_n and_o come_v into_o a_o happy_a one_o but_o also_o to_o leave_v a_o sinful_a estate_n and_o come_v into_o a_o holy_a estate_n certain_o if_o your_o call_n be_v not_o only_o from_o misery_n but_o from_o sin_n and_o if_o it_o be_v to_o be_v as_o well_o and_o as_o much_o nay_o more_o unto_o holiness_n then_o unto_o freedom_n from_o misery_n i_o say_v if_o you_o can_v clear_v this_o and_o do_v not_o your_o conscience_n oh_o you_o deject_a soul_n witness_v to_o this_o then_o why_o do_v you_o doubt_v what_o reason_n have_v you_o to_o fear_v that_o your_o call_n be_v not_o of_o the_o spirit_n to_o come_v therefore_o to_o the_o other_o thing_n viz._n second_o to_o your_o conviction_n you_o say_v you_o doubt_v whether_o that_o be_v of_o the_o spirit_n and_o evangelical_a or_o only_o by_o the_o letter_n and_o legal_a now_o to_o 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spirit_n and_o in_o order_n to_o this_o it_o be_v which_o i_o be_o now_o speak_v now_o then_o be_v thou_o ever_o convince_v of_o unbelief_n have_v thou_o see_v this_o to_o be_v a_o sin_n yea_o and_o to_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n certain_o if_o thou_o have_v thy_o conviction_n have_v be_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n it_o be_v the_o peculiar_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o convince_v of_o unbelief_n as_o it_o be_v john_n 16.9.11_o many_o a_o soul_n be_v convince_v of_o these_o or_o these_o sin_n
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hand_n and_o read_v they_o not_o no_o wonder_n therefore_o you_o say_v you_o find_v not_o the_o comfort_n of_o they_o many_o soul_n have_v the_o promise_n as_o child_n have_v the_o nipple_n of_o the_o breast_n in_o their_o mouth_n but_o do_v not_o suck_v and_o no_o wonder_n if_o they_o cry_v out_o they_o taste_v not_o the_o sweetness_n of_o they_o object_n nay_o but_o i_o fear_v and_o tremble_v i_o be_o full_a of_o doubt_n and_o vexation_n and_o have_v i_o close_v with_o the_o promise_n this_o will_v not_o be_v answ_n say_v not_o so_o o_o soul_n the_o womâ—â—_n that_o come_v behind_o christ_n touch_v he_o though_o she_o tremble_v it_o be_v possible_a for_o a_o soul_n to_o touch_v a_o promise_n even_o so_o far_o as_o to_o draw_v virtue_n out_o of_o it_o aâ—_n it_o be_v indirect_o and_o by_o the_o hinder_a part_n when_o happy_o it_o dare_v not_o as_o the_o woman_n in_o thâ—â—_n case_n come_v before_o the_o promise_n and_o close_o direct_o with_o it_o in_o the_o face_n thereof_o but_o four_o thou_o must_v know_v o_o soul_n that_o some_o promise_n have_v their_o time_n of_o fulfil_a and_o peradventure_o the_o time_n be_v not_o yet_o come_v the_o promise_n of_o hide_a manna_n be_v to_o a_o time_n of_o conquest_n apoc._n 2.17_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o combat_n be_v not_o yet_o over_o why_o then_o do_v thou_o expect_v the_o manna_n some_o promise_n be_v seal_v up_o as_o commission_n not_o to_o be_v open_v till_o the_o commander_n come_v to_o such_o a_o place_n sure_o i_o be_o god_n keep_v some_o promise_n till_o the_o life_n to_o come_v and_o we_o do_v but_o in_o vain_a trouble_n ourselves_o to_o look_v for_o the_o fulfil_n of_o they_o here_o last_o suppose_v as_o yet_o thou_o have_v never_o as_o thou_o say_v close_v with_o any_o promise_n what_o hinder_v o_o soul_n but_o that_o thou_o do_v it_o now_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n lie_v open_a before_o you_o why_o do_v you_o not_o come_v and_o take_v sure_o you_o shall_v not_o cast_v down_o your_o soul_n with_o fear_n that_o you_o have_v not_o close_v with_o they_o yet_o but_o you_o shall_v thus_o arise_v and_o lie_v hold_v of_o they_o now_o obj._n so_o i_o will_v if_o i_o be_v but_o thus_o or_o have_v but_o this_o i_o want_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o till_o i_o have_v that_o i_o dare_v not_o meddle_v with_o it_o answ_n beware_v of_o this_o rock_n o_o soul_n it_o have_v split_v many_o let_v it_o not_o split_v thou_o to_o this_o end_n you_o be_v to_o know_v and_o pray_v mind_n it_o first_o you_o be_v to_o fetch_v all_o from_o the_o promise_n not_o to_o bring_v any_o thing_n to_o the_o promise_n the_o promise_n be_v not_o as_o pump_n that_o will_v give_v no_o water_n except_o some_o be_v pour_v in_o but_o they_o be_v as_o well_n and_o there_o be_v nothing_o for_o we_o to_o do_v but_o to_o come_v and_o draw_v such_o as_o stand_v off_o from_o act_v faith_n upon_o the_o promise_v naked_o because_o they_o see_v not_o this_o or_o that_o in_o themselves_o be_v guilty_a of_o make_v their_o own_o qualification_n their_o faith_n bottom_n second_o the_o great_a promise_n as_o of_o pardon_n of_o sin_n etc._n etc._n be_v free_a it_o be_v say_v come_v and_o take_v free_o ult_n isa_n 43._o ult_n buy_v wine_n and_o milk_n without_o money_n or_o money_n worth_n god_n blot_v out_o sin_n for_o his_o name_n sake_n its_o only_a for_o we_o to_o declare_v it_o and_o put_v he_o in_o remembrance_n that_o we_o may_v be_v justify_v and_o three_o the_o promise_n be_v to_o give_v the_o condition_n it_o be_v considerable_a that_o whatever_o condition_n may_v be_v urge_v as_o pre-requisite_a to_o any_o one_o promise_n be_v free_o promise_v in_o another_o a_o new_a heart_n a_o new_a and_o right_a spirit_n repentance_n of_o sin_n victory_n over_o corruption_n etc._n etc._n these_o thing_n be_v call_v out_o for_o as_o condition_n and_o these_o thing_n be_v hold_v forth_o as_o promise_v see_v to_o this_o purpose_n these_o place_n jer._n 25.7_o eze._n 36.25_o act._n 5.31_o ro._n 7._o ult_n etc._n etc._n 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