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beside_o the_o rage_a and_o desperate_a confusion_n he_o bring_v upon_o his_o own_o spirit_n become_v such_o a_o spectacle_n to_o the_o eye_n of_o christendom_n as_o have_v be_v hardly_o hear_v of_o 13._o compare_v the_o poor_a short_a 1328._o vanish_v delight_n of_o the_o choice_a sensual_a worldly_a contentment_n if_o thou_o will_v of_o thy_o sweet_a sin_n with_o the_o exquisiteness_n and_o eternity_n of_o hellish_a torment_n out_o of_o which_o may_v a_o impenitent_a reprobate_a wretch_n be_v assure_v of_o enlargement_n after_o he_o have_v endure_v they_o so_o many_o thousand_o thousand_o year_n as_o there_o be_v sand_n on_o the_o seashore_n hair_n upon_o his_o head_n star_n in_o the_o firmament_n grass_n pile_n upon_o the_o ground_n creature_n both_o in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n he_o will_v think_v himself_o happy_a and_o as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n already_o see_v before_o pag._n 39_o but_o when_o all_o that_o time_n be_v past_a and_o infinite_a million_o of_o year_n beside_o they_o be_v no_o near_a end_n then_o when_o they_o begin_v nor_o he_o near_o out_o then_o when_o he_o come_v in_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n be_v most_o horrible_a yet_o i_o know_v not_o whether_o this_o incessant_a desperate_a cry_n in_o the_o conscience_n of_o a_o damn_a soul_n i_o must_v never_o come_v out_o do_v not_o outgo_v they_o all_o in_o horror_n what_o a_o height_n of_o madness_n be_v it_o then_o to_o purchase_v a_o moment_n of_o fugitive_a folly_n and_o fade_a pleasure_n with_o extremity_n of_o never_o end_a pain_n 14._o g.f._n when_o thou_o be_v step_v over_o the_o threshold_n towards_o any_o vile_a act_n lewd_a house_n dissolute_a company_n or_o to_o do_v the_o devil_n service_n in_o any_o kind_n which_o god_n forbid_v suppose_v thou_o see_v jesus_n christ_n come_v towards_o thou_o as_o he_o lie_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o joseph_n of_o arimathea_n new_o take_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n woeful_o wound_v win_v and_o pale_a his_o body_n all_o gore-blood_n the_o beauty_n of_o 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mortal_a man_n all_o tear_a and_o rend_v in_o piece_n with_o cruelty_n and_o spite_n as_o thou_o see_v what_o a_o heart_n have_v thou_o that_o dare_v go_v on_o against_o this_o dear_a entreaty_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 15._o when_o thou_o be_v unhappy_o move_v to_o break_v any_o branch_n of_o god_n bless_a law_n let_v the_o excellency_n and_o variety_n of_o his_o incomparable_a mercy_n come_v present_o into_o thy_o mind_n a_o most_o ingenuous_a sweet_a and_o mighty_a motive_n to_o hinder_v and_o hold_v off_o all_o gracious_a heart_n from_o sin_n how_o be_v it_o possible_a but_o a_o serious_a survey_n of_o the_o riches_n of_o god_n goodness_n forbearance_n &_o long-suffering_a lead_v thou_o to_o repentance_n to_o more_o forwardness_n and_o fruitfulness_n in_o the_o good_a way_n the_o public_a miracle_n of_o mercy_n which_o god_n have_v do_v in_o our_o day_n for_o the_o preservation_n of_o the_o gospel_n this_o kingdom_n ourselves_o and_o our_o posterity_n especial_o drown_v the_o spanish_a invincible_a armado_n discover_v and_o defeat_v the_o powder-plot_n sheild_v q._n elizabeth_n the_o most_o glorious_a princess_n of_o the_o world_n from_o a_o world_n of_o anti-christian_n cruelty_n save_v we_o from_o the_o papist_n bloody_a expectation_n at_o her_o death_n etc._n etc._n the_o particular_a and_o private_a catalogve_n of_o thy_o own_o personal_a favour_n from_o god_n bountiful_a hand_n which_o thy_o own_o conscience_n can_v easy_o lead_v thou_o unto_o and_o ready_o run_v over_o from_o thy_o infancy_n to_o the_o present_a wonderful_a protection_n in_o thy_o unregenerate_a time_n that_o miracle_n of_o mercy_n thy_o conversion_n if_o thou_o be_v already_o in_o that_o happy_a state_n all_z the_o motion_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n in_o thy_o heart_n many_o check_n of_o conscience_n fatherly_a correction_n excellent_a mean_n of_o sanctification_n as_o worthy_a a_o ministry_n in_o many_o place_n as_o ever_o the_o world_n enjoyde_v sermon_n upon_o sermon_n sabbath_n after_o sabbath_n bear_v with_o thou_o after_o so_o many_o time_n break_v thy_o covenant_n opportunity_n to_o attain_v the_o high_a degree_n of_o godliness_n that_o ever_o be_v etc._n etc._n i_o say_v how_o can_v it_o be_v but_o that_o the_o revise_n of_o these_o and_o innumerable_a mercy_n more_o shall_v so_o mollify_v thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o shall_v have_v no_o heart_n at_o all_o nay_o infinite_o abhor_v to_o displease_v or_o any_o way_n dishonour_n that_o high_a and_o dreadful_a majesty_n who_o free_a grace_n be_v the_o wellhead_n and_o first_o fountain_n of_o they_o all_o let_v this_o meditation_n of_o god_n mercy_n to_o keep_v from_o sin_n be_v quicken_v by_o consider_v 1._o that_o thou_o be_v far_o worthy_a to_o be_v now_o burn_v with_o the_o most_o abominable_a sodomite_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o hell_n then_o to_o be_v crown_v with_o any_o of_o these_o love_a kindness_n that_o if_o
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on_o christ_n as_o the_o ransom_n from_o sin_n and_o death_n now_o when_o a_o man_n be_v come_v hither_o he_o be_v true_o and_o real_o just_a 1._o we_o teach_v that_o in_o true_a conversion_n a_o man_n must_v be_v wound_v in_o his_o conscience_n by_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n his_o contrition_n must_v be_v compungent_fw-la and_o vehement_a bruise_a break_v rent_v the_o heart_n and_o feel_v she_o throw_v as_o a_o woman_n labour_v of_o child_n before_o the_o new-creature_n be_v bring_v forth_o or_o christ_n true_o form_v in_o he_o it_o be_v not_o do_v without_o bitterness_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o care_n indignation_n revenge_n 2._o cor._n 7.11_o but_o as_o some_o infant_n be_v bear_v with_o less_o pain_n to_o the_o mother_n and_o some_o with_o more_o so_o may_v the_o newman_n be_v regenerate_v in_o some_o with_o more_o in_o some_o with_o less_o anxiety_n of_o travel_n but_o sure_o grace_n be_v not_o infuse_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o any_o sinner_n except_o there_o be_v at_o 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nostril_n but_o it_o be_v otherwise_o with_o the_o king_n of_o king_n who_o sit_v upon_o the_o circle_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o be_v as_o grasshopper_n and_o the_o nation_n as_o the_o drop_n of_o a_o bucket_n who_o bring_v the_o prince_n to_o nothing_o and_o make_v the_o judge_n of_o the_o earth_n as_o vanity_n he_o be_v content_a to_o put_v up_o at_o our_o hand_n this_o indignity_n and_o affront_n if_o i_o may_v so_o speak_v he_o be_v glad_a to_o sue_v unto_o we_o first_o and_o send_v his_o ambassador_n day_n after_o day_n beseech_v we_o to_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o he_o o_o incomprehensible_a depth_n of_o unspeakable_a mercy_n and_o encouragement_n to_o come_v in_o and_o trust_v in_o his_o mercy_n in_o case_n of_o spiritual_a misery_n able_a to_o trample_v under_o foot_n triumphant_o all_o opposition_n of_o the_o most_o rage_a hell_n or_o distrustful_a heart_n 5._o nay_o he_o command_v we_o and_o this_o be_v his_o commandment_n that_o we_o shall_v believe_v on_o the_o name_n of_o his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n 1._o joh._n 3.23_o this_o command_n alone_o of_o rhe_n all-powerfull_a god_n shall_v infinite_o outweigh_v and_o prevail_v against_o all_o other_o countermands_a of_o heaven_n or_o earth_n flesh_n and_o blood_n satan_n nature_n reason_n sense_n the_o whole_a creation_n all_o the_o world_n it_o shall_v swallow_v up_o all_o scruple_n doubt_n fear_n despair_n come_v to_o jesus_n christ_n with_o break_a heart_n according_a to_o this_o commandment_n it_o will_v bear_v we_o out_o against_o all_o opposition_n accusation_n weakness_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o evil_a time_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o temptation_n upon_o our_o bed_n of_o death_n at_o that_o last_o and_o great_a day_n it_o will_v be_v a_o plea_n at_o such_o time_n utter_o above_o all_o exception_n against_o all_o allegation_n terror_n and_o temptation_n to_o the_o contrary_a to_o say_v i_o be_v humble_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o sin_n and_o sense_n of_o my_o spiritual_a misery_n god_n in_o mercy_n offer_v i_o his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n free_o in_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o gospel_n by_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o word_n i_o thereupon_o thirst_v infinite_o for_o his_o person_n and_o precious_a blood_n that_o i_o may_v thereby_o obtain_v pardon_n and_o power_n against_o my_o sin_n he_o call_v upon_o i_o and_o command_v i_o to_o drink_v my_o fill_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n free_o i_o accept_v his_o gracious_a offer_n and_o according_a to_o his_o commandment_n cast_v myself_o upon_o the_o lord_n christ_n against_o all_o the_o contradiction_n of_o carnal_a reason_n and_o sophistry_n of_o satan_n and_o since_o that_o time_n he_o have_v give_v i_o power_n to_o serve_v he_o in_o sincerity_n of_o heart_n this_o be_v my_o ground_n and_o warrant_n even_o the_o commandment_n of_o my_o bless_a god_n thus_o to_o drink_v when_o i_o be_v thirsty_a against_o which_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n can_v never_o possible_o prevail_v in_o thy_o case_n then_o who_o thirst_v extreme_o and_o upon_o free_a offer_n yet_o refuse_v to_o drink_v consider_v how_o unworthy_o thou_o dishonour_v god_n and_o wrong_v thy_o own_o soul_n by_o suffer_v the_o devil_n cavil_n and_o the_o groundless_a exception_n of_o thy_o own_o distrustful_a heart_n to_o prevail_v with_o thou_o against_o the_o direct_a command_n of_o almighty_a god_n 194._o which_o thou_o ought_v to_o obey_v against_o all_o reason_n sense_n fear_n doubt_n despair_n and_o hellish_a suggestion_n abraham_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a do_v ready_o and_o willing_o submit_v to_o god_n commandment_n even_o to_o kill_v his_o own_o only_a dear_a son_n with_o his_o own_o hand_n natural_o matter_n of_o as_o great_a grief_n as_o can_v possible_o pierce_v the_o heart_n of_o a_o mortal_a man_n and_o will_v thou_o be_v brokenhearted_a stand_v off_o from_o believe_v and_o refuse_v when_o he_o command_v thou_o
he_o be_v upon_o the_o earth_n call_v thy_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n devil_n see_v matth._n 10.25_o joh._n 7.20_o which_o pass_v all_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o any_o drunken_a belial_n ever_o yet_o fasten_v upon_o thou_o contemn_v thou_o therefore_o for_o ever_o and_o trample_v upon_o with_o a_o humble_a and_o triumphant_a patience_n all_o their_o contumely_n and_o contempt_n passe-by_a noble_o without_o touch_n or_o trouble_v without_o wound_n or_o passion_n the_o utmost_a malice_n of_o the_o most_o scurrile_a tongue_n the_o base_a gibe_v of_o the_o impure_a drunkard_n do_v the_o world_n carnal_a man_n thy_o own_o friend_n ormall_a teacher_n suppose_v and_o censure_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o dissembler_n in_o thy_o profession_n and_o will_v needs_o concurrent_o and_o confident_o yet_o false_o fasten_v upon_o thou_o the_o imputation_n of_o hypocrisy_n a_o heavy_a charge_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o let_v thy_o truly-humble_a heart_n conscious_a to_o itself_o of_o its_o own_o sincerity_n in_o holy_a service_n like_o a_o strong_a pillar_n of_o brass_n beat_v back_o all_o their_o empoison_a arrow_n of_o malice_n and_o mistake_v this_o way_n without_o any_o dejection_n or_o discouragement_n only_o take_v occasion_n hereby_o to_o search_v more_o thorough_o and_o walk_v more_o wary_o job_n may_v be_v a_o right_n noble_a pattern_n to_o thou_o in_o this_o point_n also_o he_o have_v against_o he_o not_o only_o the_o devil_n his_o enemy_n push_v at_o he_o with_o his_o poison_a weapon_n but_o even_o his_o own_o friend_n scourge_v he_o with_o their_o tongue_n his_o own_o wife_n a_o thorn_n prick_v he_o in_o the_o eye_n yea_o his_o own_o god_n run_v upon_o he_o like_o a_o gyaâ—â—_n and_o his_o terror_n set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o himâ—_n powerful_a motive_n to_o make_v he_o suspect_v himself_o of_o former_a halt_n and_o hollowheartednesse_n in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n yet_o notwithstanding_o his_o good_a and_o honest_a heart_n have_v be_v long_o before_o acquaint_v with_o and_o knit_v unto_o his_o god_n â—â—_o truth_n make_v he_o break_v out_o bold_o and_o resolute_o protest_v till_o i_o die_v i_o will_v not_o remove_v my_o integrity_n from_o i_o my_o righteousness_n i_o hold_v fast_o and_o will_v not_o let_v it_o go_v chap._n 27.5.6_o behold_v my_o witness_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o my_o record_n be_v on_o high_a cap._n 16.19_o be_v thou_o a_o love_a and_o tender-hearted_a mother_n unto_o thy_o child_n and_o have_v thou_o lose_v the_o dear_a the_o great_a outward_a cross_n i_o confess_v that_o ever_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o adam_n taste_v and_o go_v near_a to_o the_o heart_n yet_o thy_o sorrow_n be_v not_o singular_a but_o outgo_v in_o this_o also_o for_o the_o bless_a mother_n of_o christ_n stand_v by_o and_o see_v she_o own_o only_o dear_a innocent_a son_n the_o lord_n of_o life_n most_o cruel_o and_o villainous_o murder_v upon_o the_o cross_n before_o her_o eye_n joh._n 19.25_o have_v thou_o lose_v thy_o good_n or_o child_n do_v thy_o wife_n that_o lie_v in_o thy_o bosom_n set_v herself_o against_o thou_o do_v thy_o near_a friend_n charge_v thou_o false_o be_v thou_o pain_v extreme_o from_o top_n to_o toe_n do_v the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a stick_n fast_o in_o thy_o soul_n thy_o affliction_n be_v grievous_a enough_o if_o thou_o taste_v any_o of_o these_o several_o but_o do_v they_o all_o in_o great_a extremity_n concur_v upon_o thou_o at_o once_o have_v thou_o lose_v all_o thy_o child_n and_o all_o thy_o good_n do_v thy_o wife_n afflict_v thy_o affliction_n etc._n etc._n if_o this_o be_v not_o thy_o case_n and_o rueful_a condition_n thou_o come_v yet_o short_a of_o job_n a_o most_o just_a man_n and_o one_o of_o god_n dear_a jewel_n 4._o the_o exceed_a greatness_n and_o pretiousnesse_n of_o the_o promise_n 1.4_o in_o every_o one_o of_o which_o it_o be_v incredible_a to_o consider_v what_o abundant_a matter_n of_o unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a joy_n lie_v wâ—rpâ—_n up_o oh_o how_o sweet_a be_v they_o to_o a_o thirsty_a soul_n in_o the_o â—â—me_n of_o angvish_v and_o trouble_v they_o be_v like_o a_o cloud_n of_o rain_n that_o come_v in_o the_o time_n of_o a_o drought_n they_o be_v very_a glimpse_n of_o heaven_n shed_v into_o a_o heart_n many_o time_n as_o dark_a as_o hell_n they_o be_v even_o rock_n of_o eternity_n upon_o which_o every_o bruise_a reed_n may_v sweet_o repose_v with_o impregnable_a safety_n a_o true_o humble_a spirit_n relish_v spiritual_a thing_n will_v not_o exchange_v any_o one_o of_o they_o for_o all_o the_o riches_n and_o sweetness_n of_o both_o the_o indies_n tell_v i_o dear_a heart_n thou_o that_o in_o thy_o unregenerate_a time_n though_o now_o happy_o change_v lie_v soak_v in_o sin_n of_o cruelty_n and_o blood_n whether_o that_o merciful_a promise_n isai._n 1.18_o come_v now_o and_o let_v we_o reason_n together_o say_v the_o lord_n though_o your_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n though_o they_o be_v red_a like_o crimson_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o wool_n be_v not_o far_o dear_a unto_o thou_o than_o thousand_o of_o gold_n and_o silver_n or_o thou_o who_o former_o pollute_v thyself_o villainous_o with_o such_o secret_a execrable_a lust_n which_o now_o thou_o can_v not_o remember_v without_o horror_n tell_v i_o if_o it_o be_v utterable_a by_o the_o tongue_n of_o man_n with_o what_o dear_a sweetness_n and_o bless_a peace_n thy_o break_a heart_n be_v bind_v up_o and_o revive_v when_o thou_o cast_v thy_o eye_n considerate_o and_o beleeve_o upon_o that_o precious_a place_n ezech._n 36.25_o i_o will_v sprinkle_v water_n upon_o you_o and_o you_o shall_v be_v clean_o and_o from_o all_o your_o filthiness_n and_o from_o all_o your_o idol_n will_v i_o cleanse_v you_o etc._n etc._n there_o be_v beyond_o the_o sea_n as_o my_o author_n report_v seq_n christian_a matron_n of_o excellent_a part_n and_o piety_n who_o langvish_v long_o under_o the_o horrible_a pressure_n of_o most_o furious_a and_o fiery_a temptation_n woeful_o at_o length_n yield_v to_o despair_n and_o attempt_v the_o destruction_n of_o herself_o after_o often_o and_o curious_a seek_v occasion_n for_o that_o bloody_a fact_n at_o last_o have_v first_o put_v off_o her_o apparel_n throw_v herself_o headlong_o from_o a_o high_a promontory_n into_o the_o sea_n but_o have_v receive_v no_o hurt_n by_o her_o fall_n she_o be_v there_o by_o a_o miracle_n and_o extraordinary_a mercy_n strange_o preserve_v for_o the_o space_n of_o two_o hour_n at_o the_o least_o though_o all_o the_o while_o she_o labour_v industrious_o to_o destroy_v herself_o afterwards_o draw_v out_o with_o much_o ado_n and_o recover_v she_o yet_o still_o do_v conflict_n with_o that_o extreme_a desperate_a horror_n almost_o a_o whole_a year_n but_o by_o god_n good_a providence_n which_o sweet_o and_o wise_o order_v all_o thing_n listen_v on_o a_o time_n though_o very_o unwilling_o at_o first_o to_o her_o husband_n read_v among_o other_o place_n that_o isa._n 57.15_o thus_o say_v the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o name_n be_v holy_a i_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n with_o he_o also_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a spirit_n to_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o to_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a one_o for_o i_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o will_v i_o be_v always_o wroth_a for_o the_o spirit_n shall_v fail_v before_o i_o and_o the_o soul_n which_o i_o have_v make_v i_o say_v listen_v to_o these_o word_n the_o holy_a ghost_n draw_v her_o heart_n she_o begin_v to_o reason_n thus_o within_o herself_o god_n do_v here_o promise_v to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a and_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o that_o he_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o bâ—_n always_o wroth_a but_o i_o have_v a_o very_a contrite_a heart_n and_o a_o spirit_n humble_a 〈◊〉_d to_o the_o dust_n one_o of_o the_o acknowledgement_n and_o sense_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o divine_a vengeance_n against_o they_o therefore_o peradventure_o god_n will_v vouchsafe_v to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v my_o heart_n and_o spirit_n and_o not_o contend_v with_o 〈◊〉_d for_o ever_o nor_o be_v wroth_a against_o i_o still_o etc._n etc._n hereupon_o by_o little_a and_o little_a there_o flow_v by_o god_n blessing_n into_o her_o dark_a and_o heavy_a heart_n abundance_n of_o life_n lightsomness_n spiritual_a strength_n and_o assurance_n in_o which_o she_o continue_v with_o constancy_n and_o comfort_n many_o a_o year_n after_o crown_v those_o happy_a day_n and_o a_o bless_a old_a age_n with_o a_o glorious_a and_o triumphant_a death_n and_o go_v to_o heaven_n in_o the_o year_n 1595._o what_o heart_n now_o but_o she_o that_o feel_v it_o can_v possible_o conceive_v the_o depth_n of_o that_o extraordinary_a unutterable_a
refresh_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o promise_n upon_o her_o forlorn_a and_o fearful_a soul_n or_o the_o excess_n of_o that_o love_n which_o she_o bear_v ever_o after_o to_o those_o bless_a line_n to_o the_o mercy_n that_o make_v they_o and_o to_o the_o blood_n that_o seal_v they_o a_o other_o terrify_v in_o conscience_n for_o sin_n resolve_v to_o turn_v on_o god_n side_n but_o the_o cry_n of_o his_o goodfellow_n companion_n strength_n of_o corruption_n and_o cunning_a of_o satan_n carry_v he_o back_o to_o his_o former_a course_n a_o good_a number_n of_o year_n after_o he_o be_v so_o thorough_o wound_v that_o whatsoever_o come_v of_o he_o he_o will_v never_o return_v again_o unto_o folly_n then_o come_v into_o his_o mind_n the_o first_o of_o the_o proverbes_n whence_o he_o thus_o reason_v against_o himself_o so_o many_o year_n ago_o god_n call_v and_o stretch_v out_o his_o hand_n in_o mercy_n but_o i_o refuse_v and_o therefore_o now_o thâ—_n i_o call_v upon_o he_o he_o will_v not_o answer_v though_o i_o seek_v he_o early_o i_o shall_v not_o find_v he_o whereupon_o be_v his_o heart_n fill_v with_o much_o grief_n terror_n and_o slavish_a fear_n but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n lead_v he_o at_o length_n to_o that_o place_n luke_n 17.4_o if_o thy_o brother_n trespass_n against_o thou_o seven_o time_n in_o a_o day_n and_o seven_o time_n in_o a_o day_n turn_v again_o to_o thou_o say_v i_o repent_v thou_o shall_v forgive_v he_o he_o thence_o happy_o argue_v thus_o for_o himself_o must_v i_o a_o silly_a sinful_a man_n forgive_v my_o brother_n as_o often_o as_o he_o repent_v and_o will_v not_o then_o the_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n entertain_v i_o seek_v again_o in_o truth_n his_o face_n and_o â—avour_n god_n forbid_v from_o which_o he_o bless_o draw_v such_o a_o deal_n of_o divine_a sweetness_n and_o secret_a sense_n of_o god_n love_n that_o his_o tremble_a heart_n at_o first_o receive_v some_o good_a satisfaction_n and_o afterward_o be_v settle_v in_o a_o sure_a and_o glorious_a peace_n an_o other_o godly_a man_n pass_v through_o his_o lâ—st_o sickness_n with_o such_o extraordinary_a calmness_n of_o conscience_n and_o absolute_a freedom_n from_o temptation_n that_o some_o of_o his_o christian_a friend_n observe_v and_o admire_v the_o singularity_n of_o his_o soul_n quiet_a at_o that_o time_n especial_o question_v he_o above_o it_o he_o answer_v that_o he_o have_v steadfast_o fix_v his_o heart_n upon_o that_o sweet_a promise_n isa._n 26.3_o thou_o will_v keep_v he_o in_o perfect_a peace_n who_o mind_n be_v stay_v on_o thou_o because_o he_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o his_o god_n have_v gracious_o make_v it_o full_o good_a unto_o his_o soul_n and_o so_o must_v every_o saint_n do_v who_o will_v sound_v the_o sweetness_n of_o a_o promise_n to_o the_o bottom_n &_o make_v it_o the_o arm_n of_o god_n unto_o he_o for_o sound_n &_o thorow-comfort_n even_o settle_v his_o heart_n fix_o upon_o it_o and_o set_v his_o faith_n on_o work_n to_o brood_n it_o as_o it_o be_v with_o its_o spiritual_a heat_n that_o quickenesse_n and_o life_n may_v thence_o come_v into_o the_o soul_n indeed_o for_o god_n be_v wont_n to_o make_v good_a his_o promise_n unto_o his_o child_n 2._o proportionable_o to_o their_o trust_n in_o they_o and_o dependence_n upon_o his_o truth_n and_o goodness_n for_o a_o seasonable_a performance_n of_o they_o now_o all_o these_o promise_n in_o god_n bless_a book_n which_o add_v infinite_o to_o their_o sweetness_n and_o certainty_n be_v seal_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n loc_n heb._n 9.16_o and_o confirm_v with_o the_o oath_n of_o almighty_a god_n heb._n 6.17.18_o god_n willing_a more_o abundant_o to_o show_v unto_o the_o heir_n of_o promise_n the_o immutability_n of_o his_o counsel_n confirm_v it_o by_o a_o oath_n that_o by_o two_o immutable_a par._n thing_n in_o which_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o god_n to_o lie_v we_o may_v have_v a_o strong_a consolation_n who_o have_v 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