ascended on high ye have claim to interest in that promise Remember my love in Christ to your father shew him it is late black might with him his long lying at the water-side is that he may look his papers eâ—â— he take shipping be at a point for his last answer before his judge Lord. All love all mercy all grace peace all multiplied saving consolations all joy faith in Christ all stability confirming strength of grace the good-will of him that dwelt in the bush be with you Aberd. 15. June 1637. Your unworthy brother is his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To MARION M C KNAUGHT 35 Worthy dearest in the Lord. I Ever loved since I knew you that little vineyard of the Lord 's planting in Galloway But now much more since I have heard that he who hath his fire in Zion his furnace in Ierusalem hath been pleased to set up a furnace amongst you with the first in this Kingdom He who maketh old things new seeing Scotland an old drossie rusted Kirk is beginning to make a new clean bride of her to bring a young chast wife to him self out of the fire This fire shall be quenched so soon as Christ hath brought a clean spouse thorow the fire Therefore my dearly beloved in the Lord fear not a worm fear noâ— worm Iacob Christ iâ— iâ— that plea shall win the plea Charge an unbeleeving heart under the pain of treason against our great royall King Jesus to dependence by faith quiet on-waiting on our Lord Get you in to your chambers shut the doors about you In in with speed to your strong hold ye prisoners of hope ye doves flee in to Christ's windowes till the indignation be over the storme be past Glorifie the Lord in your sufferings take his banner of love spread over you others will follow you if they see you strong in the Lord their courage shall take life from your Christian carriage look up see who is coming lift up your head he is coming to save in garments died in blood travelling in the greatness of his strength I laugh I smile I leap for joy to see Christ coming to save you so quickly O such wide steps as Christ taketh Three or four hills are but a step to him he skippeth over the mountains Christ hath set a battell betwixt his poor weak saints his enemies he waileth the weapons for both parties saith to the enemies Take you a sword of steel Law Authority Parliaments Kings upon your side that is your armour he saith to his saints I give you a feckless tree-sword in your hand that is suffering receiving of strokes spoiling of your goods with your tree-sword ye shall get gain the Victory Was not Christ dragged through the ditches of deep distâ—esses great straits yet Christ who is your head hath win through with his life howbeit not with a whole skin Ye are Christs members 〈◊〉 is drawing his members thorow the thorny hedge up to heaven after him Chrisâ— one day will not have so much as a pained toe but there are great 〈◊〉 portions of Christ's mystical body not yet within the gates of the great high city the new Jerusalem the dragon will strike at Christ so long as there is one 〈◊〉 member of Christ's body out of heaven I tell you Christ 〈◊〉 make new work out of old fore-castâ—n Scotland gather 〈◊〉 old broken boards of his tabernacle pin them nail them togâ—ther our bills supplications are up in heaven Christ 〈◊〉 â—offers full of them there is mercy on the other 〈◊〉 of this hiâ—… a good answer to all our bills is agreed 〈◊〉 I must tell you what lovely Jesus fair Jesus King Jesus â—ath done to my soul sometimes he sendeth me out a standing drink whispereth a word thorow the wall I am well content of kindnessâ—t the second hand his bode is ever welcome to â—â—e be what it will but at other times he will be messenger himself I get the cup of salvation out of his own hand 〈◊〉 to me we cannot rest till we be in others armes and O how swèet is a fresh kiss from his holy mouth his â—…athing that goeth before a kiss upon my poor soul is sweet 〈◊〉 faultâ— but that it is too short I am careless stand not much on this howbeit â—oines back shoulders head â—ive in pieces in steping up to my fathers house I know my Lord can make long broad high deep glory to his name out of this bit feckless body for Christ looketh not what stuffe 〈◊〉 â—…eth glory ouâ— of My dearly beloved ye have often frâ—hed 〈◊〉 but that is put up in my Master's accounts â—e have him debter for me but if ye will doe any thing for me 〈◊〉 â—â—ow ye will now in my extremity tell all my dear friends that a prisoner is fettered chained in Christ's love Lord never loâ—… the fetters ye they together take 〈◊〉 hartiest commâ—…tions to my Lord Jesus thank him for a poor friend I desire your husband to read this letter I send him a prisoners blessing I will be obliged to him if he will be willing to suffer for my dear Master suffering is the professors golden garment there shall be no losses on Christ's side of it ye have been witnesses of much joy betwixt Christ me at communion-feasts the remembrance whereof howbeit I be feasted in secret holleth my heart for I am put from the board-head the kings first mess to his by-board his broken meat is sweet unto me I thank my Lord for borrowed crumbs no less then when I was feasted at the communion-table in Anwoth Kirkâ—udbright pray that I may get one day of Christ in publike as I have had long since before my eyes be closed Oh that my Master would take up house again lend me the keys of his wine-cellar again God send me borrowed drink till then Remember my love to Chist's kinsmen with you I pray for Christ's father's blessing to them all Grace be with you a prisoners blessing be with you I write it and I bide by it God shall be glorious in Marion M c Knaught when this stormy blast shall be over O woman beloved of God beleeve rejoyce be strong in the Lord Grace is thy portion Aberd. 15. June 1637. Your brother in his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To JOHN GORDON At Risco in Galloway 36 My worthy dear Brother MIspend not your short sand-glass which runneth very fast seek your Lord in time let me obtain of you a letter under your hand for a promise to God by his grace to take a new course of walking with God heaven is not at the next door I finde it hard to be a Christian there is no little thrusting thronging to thrust in at
of that body whereof he is head hath excellently ordered this matter that they who have the fullest feasts of joy are admitted to the neerest fellowship upon earth to the end that pride may be hide from their eyes have ordinarily the deepest down-castings These warme hours hot blenks of a sensible presence are often followed with a sharpe showre darke night of bitter desertion so that if poor souls in reading these should begin to think or say Alas We are sparingly dealt with we are great strangers to such a favourit's feasts let them consider also besids that he was an Ambassadour now in bonds so his Master allowed liberally upon him that their soul-anguish is short of his so if they consider his condition well they will see that though he had much yet he had nothing over if they take notice of the mercy that is in their own they will perceive also that though they have little yet they have no lake for he abounds towards his in all wisdome prudence There is a third condition spoken frequently to in these Epistles also which lies in the middle betwixt these two And that is such a communion with God as consists in the soul 's being well pleased with him being most desireous to please him in all things abstracting from these extraordinary transpotts of joy upon the one hand free likewise of these deep down-castings upon the other And this is the more ordinary way of the saints whose dayly excercise it is to come take out their directions from their Master endeavour to walk according to these both as men who are still under their Masters eye as these who must give an account of themselves to him In which service they want not their own sweet peace for the way wherein they walk is a way of pleasantness all these paths are peace though it be not such an overflowing peace as amounts to a joy unspeakable full of glory for full joy is nothing else but peace swelling without it's ordinary channel overflowing all it's banks And on the other hand they want not their own checks challenges they are often before God with the tear in their eye knowes what it is to sigh because of a body of death within them Because of that law which is in their members warring against that law which is in their minde bringing them into Captivity to the law of sin which is in their members yet this is short of the sorrow of some dear to him who are made to roar by reason of the disquietness of their heart to cry out of the arrowes of the Almighty sticking within them the poison thereof drinking up their spirit so that while they suffer this they are with wiâ—e Heman almost distracted These things I say are mainly insisted upon which according to an epistolar method lie scattered in severall parcells up down the book In reading whereof thou wilt easily perceive also that though the whole of these Epistles may be of singular use for a Christian in every condition yet a great many of them have a more special reference both to the comforts the carriage of a Christian under the Cross whether his affliction be outward trouble or inward soul-Excercise terrour where he is most frequently to be found Which is all I have to say for the matter There are not a few in this generation I know who will make iâ— their business think it of their interest to derogat from the esteem which these Epistles doe justly challenge will readily get from all who know how to prize things according to their worth as knowing very well that what respect these get gain amongst readers they lose though I may truely say they will at last sinde it so that if they get the thing they seek by this artifice they lose by that getting I may asure my self also if these either finde the a Christian or make thee such they may well lose by this labour any esteem thou hadst for them but they will not prosylite thee to their profan contempt of so spirituall matter yet I know they will essay it First somwhat to this purpose may be said will be suggested by them that here is a needless and nauseating repetition of the same thing though it may be they are not so displeased that it is said often as that it said at all or if the frequenency of it offend them it is out of a fear that what is often said be once listened to at ast learned I grant that the same matter purpose is diverse times touched insisted upon But consider 1. that thiâ— is to diverse persons is there either reason or religion in it to envy him the Liberty of telling all the fearers of God to whom he writs what was done for his soul or the people of God the advantage of that relation Was it not for the edification of the Church that all who had heard of his persecution for the Gospel should hear also that the world doe there worst cannot make a sufferer truely miserable while God maks him happy in a communion with himself The heat of persecution may dry up or imbitter all the nether springs but then the soul hath free accesse to the upper is admitted to drink yea drink abundantly of these rivers of his pleasure This is the spiced wine he drinks the meat the gets to eat in secret which the world knoweth not of cannot take from him having found how sweet to the taste this bread of God which comes down from heaven is he cannot forbeare to tell others how he is feasted to excite desires in all to come share with him in these dainties forbeare to surffet themselves with the world 's deceitfull meat 2. consider that it is at diverse times surely he finding the consolations of God new every morning abounding every moment it had been a peece of base ingratitude in him to have made mention of that but once which God had given him often 3. Consider though the same matter be often mentioned yet it is mostly with a sweet taking variety of phrase he brings forth the old new togither nay there is ever so much new in it as may contribute to kindle new desires in the in order to the satisfaction of thy own soul to seek what he found when thou hast fallen upon that art filled with it thy practice in telling it over to others will without doubt have such a coincidency with his as will justify what he hath done thou wilt then judge that an apology for publishing frequent proclaming the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living is either wholly superfluous Or it doeth suppose the reader not be a Christian at least in case Secondly somthing will be said by malicious mutterers I know against the
fetch home all your love to himself it is but too narrow short for him if it were more if ye were before pouring all your love if it had been many gallons more in upon your Lord if drops fell by in the in-pouring he forgiveth you he hath done now all that can be done to win beyond it all hath left little to wooe your love from himself except one onely childe what is his purpose herein he knoweth best who hath taken your soul in tutouring Your faith may be boldly charitable of Christ that however matters goe the worst shall be a tired traveller a joyfull sweet welcome-home the back of your winter-night is broken Look to the East the day skie is breaking think not that Christ loseth time or lingereth unsutably O fair fair sweet morning We are but here as sea-passengers if we look right we are upon our countrey-coast our Redeemer is fast coming to take this old worm-eaten world like an old moth-eaten garment in his two hands to roll it up lay it by him These are the last dayes an oath is given Rev. 10. by God himself that Time shall be no more when Time it self is old gray-haired it were good we were away Thus Madam ye see I am as my custom is tedious in my lines your La will pardon it The Lord Jesus be with your spirit Anwoth January 18. 1636. Your La at all obedience in Christ. S. R. To my Lady KENMURE 24 Right honourable I Cannot finde time for writing some things I intended on Iob I have been so taken up with the broils that we are incumbered with in our calling for our Prelat will have us either to swallow our light over digest it contrary to our stomacks howbeit we should vomit our conscience all in this troublesom Conformity or then he will try if Deprivation can convert us to the Ceremonial faith I write to your La Madam not as distrusting your affection or willingnesse to help me as your La is able by your self or others but to advertise you that I hang by a small threed for our learned Prelat because we cannot see with his eyes so far in a mil-stone as his light doeth will not follow his Master meek Jesus who waiteth upon the wearied short-breathed in the way to heaven where all see not alike some are weaker he carrieth the lambs in his bosom leadeth gently these that are with young But we must either see all the evill of Ceremonies to be but as indifferent strawes or suffer no loss then to be easten our of the Lord's inheritance Madam if I had time I would write more at length but your La will pardon me till a fitter occasion Grace be with you and your childe and bear you company to your best home Anwoth June 8. 1636. Your La in his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To EARLESTOWN Elder 25. Much honoured Sir I Have heard of the minde malice of your adversaries against you It 's like they will extend the law they have in length breadth answerable to their heat of minde but it is a great part of your glory that the cause is not yours but your Lord's whom ye serve I doubt not but Christ will count it his honour to back his weak servant it were a shame for him with reverence to his holy Name that he should suffer himself to be in the common of such a poor man as ye are that ye should give out for him not get in again Write up your depursments for your Master Christ keep the count what ye give out whether name credit goods or life suspend your reckoning till nigh the evening remember that a poor weak servant of Christ wrote it to you ye shall have Christ a King caution for your incomes all your losses Reckon not from the fore-noon Take the word of God for your warrand and for Christ's act of cautionry howbeit body life goods goe for Christ your Lord though ye should lose the head for him yet Luk 21. 18. There shall not one hair of your head perish ver 19. in patience therefore possess your soul because ye are the first man in Galloway called out questioned for the name of Jesus his eye hath been upon you as upon one whom he hath designed to be among his witnesses Christ hath said Alexander Gordon shall lead the ring in witnessing a good confession therefore he hath put the garland of suffering for himself first upoÌ„ your head think your self so much the more obliged to him fear not for he layeth his right hand on your head He who was dead is alive will plead your cause will look attentively upon the process from the beginning to the end the Spirit of glory shall rest upon you Rev. 2 10. Fear none of these things which thou shalt suffer behold the Devil shall cast some â—f you into prison that ye may be tried ye shall have tribuâ—â—tion ten dayes Be thou faithfull unto the death I will give thee the crown of life That lovely one esus who also became the Son of man that he might take strokes for you write the cross-sweetning soul-supporting sense of these words in your heart These rumbling wheels â—f Scotland's ten dayes tribulation are under his look who hath seven eyes Take a house on your head slip your self by faith in under Christ's wings till the storm be over And remember when they have drunken us down Ierusalem will be a Cup of trembling of poison Zech. 12 2. They shall be fain to vomit out the saints for Iudah v. 6. Shall be a hearth of â—ire in a sheaf they shall devour all the people round about on the right band on the â—ft Woe to Zion's enemies they have the worst or it for we have write for the victory Sir ye were never honourable till now this is your glory that Christ hath put you in the roll with himself and the rest of the witnesses who are come out of great tribulation have washen their garments made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Be not cast down for what the servants of Antichrist cast in your tâ—eth that Yeare ahead to and favourer of the Puritanes leader to thâ—â—â—â—ct if your conscience say Alas here is much din little done is the proverb is because ye have not done so much service to Christ that way as ye might should Take courage from that same temptation for â—our Lord Christ looketh â—poâ— that very challenge as an hungring desire in you to have done more then ye did that filleth up the blank he will accept of what ye have done in that kinde If great men be kinde to you I pray you overlook them if they smile on you Christ but borroweth their face to smile through them upon his afflicted
this life but not satisfie it Your La is a debter to the Son of God's Cross that is weaâ—ing out love and affiance in the creature out of your heart by degrees or rather the obligation standeth to his free grace who careth for your La in this gracious dispensation and who is preparing making ready the garments of Salvation for you who calleth you with a new name that the mouth of the Lord hath named purposeth to make you a crown of glory a royal diadem in the hand of your God Isa. 62. 2. 3. Ye are obliged to frist him more then one heaven yet he craveth not a long day it is fast coming is sure payment though ye gave no hire for him yet hath he given a great price ransom for you if the bargain were to make again Christ would give no less for you then what he hath already given he is far from ruing I shall wish you no more till Time be gone out of the way then the earnest of that which he hath purchased prepared for you which can never be fully preached written or thought of since it hath not entered into the heart to consider it So recommending your La to the rich grace of our Lord Jesus I am rests St Andrews Your La at all respective observance in Christ Iesus S R. To Mistress TAYLOR 41 MISTRESS GRace mercy peace be to you Though I have no relation worldly or acquaintance with you yet upon the testimony importunity of your Elder son now at London where I am but chiefily because I esteem Jesus Christ in you to be in place of all relations I make bold in Christ to speak my poor thoughts to you concerning your Son lately fallen asleep in the Lord who was some time under the ministery of the worthy servant of Christ my fellow-labourer Mr Blair and by whose ministery I hope he reaped no small advantage I know grace rooteth not out the affections of a mother but putteth them on his wheel who maketh all things new that they may be refined therefore sorrow for a dead childe is allowed to you though by measure ounce-weights the redeemed of the Lord have not a dominion or Lordship over their sorrow other affections to lavish out Christ's goods at their pleasure for ye are not your own but bought with a price your sorrow is not your own nor hath he redeemed you by halves therefore ye are not to make Christ's cross no cross He commandeth you to weep that Princely one who took up to heaven with him a man's heart to be a compassionat high priest became your fellow companion on earth by weeping for the dead Ioh. 11 35. And therefore ye are to love that cross because it was once on Christ's shoulders before you so that by his own practice he hath overguilded and covered your cross with the Mediator's lustre The cup ye drink was at the lip of sweet Jesus he drank of it so it hath a smell of his breath And I conceive ye love it not the worse that it is thus sugared therefore drink beleeve the resurrection of your Son's body If one coal of hell could fall off the exalted head Iesus Jesus the Prince of the Kings of the earth burn me to ashes knowing I were a partner with Christ a fellow-sharer with him though the unworthiest of men I think I should die a lovely death in that fire with him The worst things of Christ even his cross have much of heaven from himself so hath your Christian sorrow being of kin to Christ's in that kinde If your sorrow were a Bastard not of Christ's house because of the relation ye have to him in conformity with his death sufferings I should the more compassionat your condition but kinde compassionat Jesus at every sigh ye give for the loss of your now-glorified childe so I beleeve as is meet with a man's heart cryeth halfe mine I was not a witness to his death being called out or the Kingdom but ye shall credit these whom I doe credit I dare not lye he died comfortably It is true he died before he did so much service to Christ on earth as I hope heartily desire your Son Mr Hugh very dear to me in Jesus Christ shall doe But that were a reall matter of sorrow if this were not to counterballance it that he hath changed service-houses but hath not changed services or master Rev. 22 3. And there shall be no more curse but the throne of God of the Lamb shall be in it his servants shall serve him What he could have don in this lower house he is now upon that same service in the higher house it is all one it is the same service the same Master onely there is a change of conditions And ye are not to think it a bad bargain for your beloved son where he hath gold for copper brass Eternity for Time I beleeve Christ hath taught you for I give credit to such a witness of you as your Son Mr Hugh not to sorrow because he died All the knot must be he died too soon he died too young he died in the morning of his life this is all but soveraignity must silence your thoughts I was in your condition I had but two children both are dead since I came hither The supream and absolut former of all things giveth not an account of any of his matters The good husband-man may pluck his roses gather in his lilies at midsummer for ought I dare say in the beginning of the first summer-moneth he may transplant young trees out of the lower-ground to the higher where they may have more of the sun a more free air at any season of the year what is that to you or me The goods are his own The Creator of time winds did a mercifull injurie if I dare borrow the word to nature in landing the passenger so early They love the sea too well who complain of a fair wind a desirable tide and a speedy coming ashore especially a coming ashore in that land where all the inhabitants have everlasting joy upon their heads He cannot be too earely in heaven His twelve hours were not short hours And withall if ye consider this had ye been at his bed-side and should have seen Christ coming to him ye would not ye could not have adjourned Christ's free love who would want him no longer And dying in an other land where his mother could not close his eyes is not much who closed Mose's eyes And who put on his winding-sheet For ought I know neither father nor mother nor friend but God onely And there is as expedite fair easie a way betwixt Scotland heaven as if he had died in the very bed he was born in The whole earth is his father's Any corner of his
all the inhabitants have ever lasting joy upon their heads and where he will be put beyond hazard of sinning aswell as without the reach of suffering there is somtimes a felt emptiness I say that casts into a fever of desires That river of God that is full of water which did overflow refresh the soul running again into that sea whence it came in this low ebbe ye see how the patient is pained with absence what a panting there is for a sensible presence the soul as it were is evapourate in such wishes as these O when wilt thou come unto me Or O when shall I come appear before thee be put once for all for ever beyond the fear of the arising of any cloud to eclipse the light of thy countenance The soul in this absence is scorched with the fever flame of burning desires but to keep it from being burnt up there is hope this holds the soul in life that it expire not this saves from swooning perserves from sinking into despondency And though while hope is deferred the heart be sick yet there is ease in this very pain for an unerring expectation of a future good yeelds a present ease to the expectant maks the man give himself the Check thus why art thou cast down O my soul This sickness was never yet unto death but ever to the glory of God therefore hope thou in him for I shall yet praise him In a word that which is principally insisted upon in these short summaries of a communion with God is this on the one hand how a hungry longing soul is filled feasted with the Consolations of God when in that posture how pufled non-plus'd as to what to think or say of God It knowes not what to doe or how to lay out it self for him the satisfaction that it hath in him the obligation it sees it self under to him making it look one very thing it doth for him sayeth or thinketh of him with a kinde of regrate holy dissatisfaction It doth not please it self in pleasing him though he accept what love offers yet love desiderats so much in the offering that it presents all with a blush suitable to this amiable orderly confusion of spirit it 's greatest Oratory Eloquence is a kinde of abrupt concise broken discourse It is most desireous to speake but not knowing what to say which is not unworthy of him it falls into silent admiration yet some thing it must say wherein though it doe not please it self yet it maks good sense before him is a most pleasent melody in his ears it 's then when he seems to be so taken with that wherein the soul finds so many failings defects that he says speak on let me see that blushing countenance â—â—t me hear thy voice for sweet is thy voice thy countenance is comely And truely thou mayest perceive much of this kinde of discourse in these Epistles whereto the holy writter was so habituat in these soliloquies with God which were ordinary to him in his retirement that his pen preaching did ever after keep the tincture had the relish of that For while many preached notions soâ—e spake because they believed he was perceived oftimes not so much to speake as believing as seeing His being so long in the mount with God made his face to shine ever thereafter in his publike appearances And there was some peculiar sweetness in his Phrase especially in crying up and commending the love of Christ In mentioning the joy of the Holy Ghost or the Glory of the life to come beyond what was to be found even with other holy men Neither was it amongst the dry School-men nor at Arestotle his feet though there were few in the age so well acquaint with either that he learned this Nay nay flesh and blood did not could not reveale it unto him he was a student above the clouds there it was where he learned these Metaphysicks This I say i the thing upon the one hand which is insisted upon on the other thou hast the sad condition of a soul deprived of these sweet injoyments He who was just now taken in to the banquetting house had the banner of love for his canopy hath that spiced wine which his soul was drinking with delight snatcht out of his hand is panting for a drop of the rivers of his pleasure wherein not long agoe he was bathing himself Where upon followes a night of sorrow in the soul because the sun that did illuminat warme it with his rayes is set Then as if the soul would break forth at many passages togither for hast to be after him who hath withdrawn himself it runs out at the eyes in tears at the mouth in complaints because of his absence yet faith sets downe the fainter upon the brink of the river puts him under an arrest that he run not away till the sea flow again And desire maks him look out with a watery eye as impatient of delay the inward Echo of the heart in the mean time being still this how long wilt thou hide thy face from me How long while he is in thiâ— posture ye would not know him to be the mâ—n that a few minuts since he was a few minut hence he maâ— will be no wonder sincâ— that is wanting away which wa the health of his countenance that he look pale As the weeping man's eye being blinded with water cannot take up objects as they are especially if they be at any distance so ye have this holy man in these heavy hours venting his jealousies because of withdrawing giving way to his sorrow Now as the joy of injoying God is by the former made clear to be of all the greatest for under these full manifestations the soul may be transported to such an extasy of delight that for the time whether in the body or out of the body the man knowes not so the sorrow for being deprived of that the giver seeing it necessary to withold suspend these manifestations knowing that heaviness for a season through manifold temptations is fit for these who are sons of consolation who shall have a few dayes hence an everlasting year of Jubile is of all sorrowes seen to bee the sorest sharpest This is soul anguish so lâ—st of any supportable because it maks the very spirit which if it were sound would sustain a man's infirmities sink under it While it is thus with him ye may perceive that his bed cannot comfort him nor his couch ease his complaint And in this fever there are some expressions dropped which after the hight is over he doth retract as rash unadvised upon more mature deliberation iâ— madâ— to say this was my infirmity And truely he who intendeth the advantage of the whole in his way of dealing with every member