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his_o locust_n into_o lobster_n but_o i_o pass_v over_o those_o blind_a and_o bold_a blasphemy_n and_o the_o only_a use_n that_o i_o will_v make_v of_o s._n johns_n example_n in_o â—is_n place_n be_v that_o man_n shall_v not_o do_v amiss_o thus_o 〈◊〉_d parallel_v themselves_o by_o he_o as_o to_o say_v that_o â—one_n sanctify_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n a_o prophet_n a_o angel_n a_o second_o elias_n a_o erâ—ite_n a_o virgin_n a_o precursor_n &_o baptist_n of_o â—hrist_n our_o lord_n and_o one_o who_o by_o his_o sacred_a testimony_n be_v pronounce_v to_o be_v the_o great_a which_o then_o have_v rise_v among_o the_o son_n â—f_a man_n do_v pass_v his_o day_n and_o year_n even_o â—rom_o his_o tender_a infancy_n in_o such_o a_o holy_a excess_n of_o sufferance_n and_o such_o a_o general_a restraint_n of_o himself_o even_o from_o those_o contentment_n and_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n which_o yet_o in_o themselves_o be_v not_o unlawful_a and_o all_o this_o before_o the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n have_v manifest_v his_o own_o â—aynefull_a life_n &_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o his_o never_n â—nough_o lament_v death_n what_o will_v it_o become_v we_o to_o do_v &_o to_o suffer_v for_o his_o sake_n &_o for_o our_o sin_n which_o we_o know_v if_o we_o will_v consider_v they_o to_o be_v infinite_a but_o in_o particular_a i_o desire_v that_o the_o royal_a prophet_n david_n be_v look_v upon_o with_o a_o attentive_a eye_n he_o pretend_v no_o such_o privilege_n as_o these_o carpet-cavallier_n of_o christ_n do_v sometime_o assume_v while_o they_o excuse_v themselves_o either_o upon_o the_o tenderness_n of_o their_o complexion_n or_o the_o contrariety_n of_o their_o custom_n or_o the_o variety_n of_o their_o employment_n and_o vocation_n 〈◊〉_d nature_n he_o be_v fair_a and_o of_o deliâ—ate_a constitution_n bâ—_n custom_n he_o be_v after_o his_o first_o remoâ—_n from_o private_a fortune_n a_o courtier_n &_o a_o souldie_a by_o condition_n he_o grow_v afterwards_o to_o be_v 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fruit_n worth_a of_o penance_n for_o one_o thing_n it_o be_v as_o say_v the_o great_a saint_n gâ—ey_n to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n worthy_a of_o innocency_n and_o another_o to_o bring_v they_o forth_o worthy_a of_o penance_n he_o bring_v they_o forth_o worthy_a of_o innocency_n who_o abstain_v â—om_n thing_n that_o be_v unlawful_a but_o they_o be_v â—t_z fruit_n worthy_a of_o penance_n which_o suppoâ—th_v that_o a_o man_n have_v sin_v unless_o as_o he_o have_v â—ne_a something_n unlawful_a so_o in_o contemplationâ—hereof_o he_o be_v content_a to_o abstain_v afterwards_o â—en_o from_o thing_n which_o in_o themselves_o be_v lawful_a but_o in_o the_o prophet_n david_n let_v we_o conâ—der_v first_o that_o without_o all_o doubt_n he_o do_v much_o afflict_v himself_o many_o way_n which_o we_o be_v neâ—er_o acquaint_v withal_o for_o a_o less_o perfect_a man_n â—en_o the_o prophet_n david_n be_v will_v not_o speak_v â—f_o all_o that_o past_a between_o god_n and_o he_o in_o that_o â—nd_n next_o let_v we_o due_o ponder_v that_o whatsoâ—er_n be_v recompt_v of_o he_o by_o himself_o be_v as_o true_a 〈◊〉_d god_n for_o the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v not_o only_o make_v â—he_v pen_n but_o guide_v the_o hand_n that_o write_v it_o so_o 〈◊〉_d to_o make_v the_o least_o doubt_n of_o the_o certain_a truth_n â—hereof_o be_v to_o be_v without_o doubt_v no_o christian_a by_o his_o eye_n he_o have_v offend_v and_o behold_v â—hose_v eye_n of_o his_o be_v now_o become_v even_o sluice_n &_o â—ud-gates_n of_o tear_n which_o when_o he_o be_v in_o his_o â—d_a do_v serve_v he_o for_o a_o bath_n and_o when_o he_o be_v 〈◊〉_d table_n do_v water_v the_o wine_n as_o he_o be_v drink_v 〈◊〉_d exitus_fw-la aquarum_fw-la deduxerunt_fw-la oculi_fw-la mâ—â—_n â—uia_fw-la non_fw-la custodierunt_fw-la legem_fw-la tuam_fw-la lachrymis_fw-la meis_fw-la stratum_fw-la meum_fw-la rigabo_o pâ—_n tum_fw-la meum_fw-la cum_fw-la sletu_fw-la miscebam_fw-la turbâ—_n tus_fw-la est_fw-la à _fw-la furore_fw-la oculus_fw-la meus_fw-la inveteraâ—_n inter_fw-la omnes_fw-la inimicos_fw-la meos_fw-la his_o very_a eyâ—_n sight_n grow_v dim_a through_o his_o consideratiâ—_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o it_o waste_v he_o in_o suâ—_n sort_n that_o even_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o all_o his_o enemy_n it_o decay_v he_o and_o make_v he_o old_a he_o be_v 〈◊〉_d continual_o in_o lamentation_n as_o that_o it_o bring_v he_o to_o be_v nothing_o but_o skin_n and_o bone_n a_o voâ—_n gemitus_fw-la mei_fw-la ad_fw-la haesit_fw-la os_fw-la meum_fw-la carnimeâ—_n he_o be_v not_o only_o mortify_v in_o his_o drink_n &_o 〈◊〉_d his_o lodging_n but_o as_o much_o at_o least_o in_o his_o meat_n and_o clothing_n for_o he_o feed_v upon_o ash_n as_o if_o iâ—_n have_v be_v bread_n quia_fw-la cinerem_fw-la tamquam_fw-la panem_fw-la manducabam_fw-la yea_o he_o be_v not_o sâ—_n much_o a_o protestant_n but_o that_o he_o think_v it_o 〈◊〉_d good_a way_n to_o work_v upon_o the_o interior_a by_o meanâ—_n of_o the_o exterior_a for_o he_o humble_v his_o soul_n by_o fast_v humiliavi_fw-la ieiunio_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la and_o not_o only_o with_o fast_v but_o with_o haircloatâ—_n or_o sackecloath_n also_o &_o induebam_fw-la i_o cilicioâ—_n nor_o yet_o be_v all_o this_o all_o the_o trouble_n thaâ—_n he_o put_v his_o body_n unto_o for_o he_o say_v quoniam_fw-la ego_fw-la in_o flagella_fw-la paratus_fw-la sum_fw-la and_o certain_o if_o he_o be_v prepare_v for_o the_o whip_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v doubt_v but_o that_o the_o whip_n be_v sometime_o prepare_v for_o he_o he_o have_v offend_v god_n by_o the_o unlawful_a use_n of_o bersabee_n company_n but_o now_o he_o will_v be_v leave_v both_o she_o and_o all_o other_o company_n and_o lament_v himself_o all_o alone_a like_o a_o pelican_n in_o the_o wilderness_n like_o a_o solitary_a sparrow_n upon_o the_o house_n top_n and_o like_o a_o night-raven_n in_o that_o sad_a habitation_n which_o she_o chocse_v similis_fw-la factus_fw-la sum_fw-la pellicano_fw-la solitudinis_fw-la factus_fw-la sum_fw-la sicut_fw-la nicticorax_n in_fw-la domicilio_fw-la vigilavi_fw-la &_o factus_fw-la sum_fw-la sicut_fw-la passer_n solitarius_fw-la in_o tecto_fw-la he_o have_v certain_o be_v of_o scandal_n and_o induce_v other_o by_o his_o example_n to_o sin_n and_o for_o this_o cause_n it_o become_v he_o to_o be_v so_o zealous_a afterward_o of_o the_o good_a of_o other_o which_o affect_v he_o so_o far_o as_o by_o the_o excese_n thereof_o to_o be_v grow_v even_o into_o a_o consumption_n tabescere_fw-la i_o fecit_fw-la zelus_fw-la meus_fw-la yea_o and_o he_o will_v faint_v &_o swoon_n through_o the_o anguish_n he_o conceive_v for_o the_o sin_n that_o be_v commit_v by_o other_o against_o god_n defectio_fw-la tenuit_fw-la i_o pro_fw-la peccatoribus_fw-la derelinquentibus_fw-la legem_fw-la tuam_fw-la his_o prayer_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n be_v far_o from_o be_v intermit_v for_o in_o that_o kind_n he_o call_v upon_o god_n seven_o time_n in_o day_n and_o night_n whereof_o midnight_n be_v one_o and_o early_o in_o the_o morning_n be_v another_o septies_fw-la in_o die_v laudeâ—_n dixi_fw-la tibi_fw-la media_fw-la nocte_fw-la surgebam_fw-la in_o matutinis_fw-la meditabor_fw-la in_o te_fw-la such_o a_o penitent_a be_v this_o and_o far_o more_o than_o such_o a_o one_o as_o i_o have_v here_o express_v for_o i_o may_v not_o enlarge_v myself_o as_o i_o will_v and_o yet_o he_o be_v assure_v by_o nathan_n that_o god_n have_v forgive_v his_o sin_n nay_o himself_n be_v make_v prophet_n of_o god_n and_o a_o type_n of_o christ_n and_o a_o secretary_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o moreover_o he_o be_v a_o king_n and_o he_o never_o have_v but_o one_o fit_a of_o that_o burn_a fever_n of_o sensuality_n and_o when_o once_o he_o have_v be_v reprove_v by_o the_o prophet_n he_o instant_o reformeâ—_n himself_o and_o never_o will_v nor_o never_o do_v serve_v up_o the_o second_o course_n of_o sin_n how_o much_o theâ—_n may_v this_o example_n confound_v we_o catholik_o whâ—_n offend_v god_n so_o much_o and_o which_o
more_o inflame_a â—owardes_n the_o purchase_n of_o virtue_n with_o â—hese_n profitable_a and_o laudable_a direction_n â—he_n go_v through_o her_o office_n in_o such_o sort_n â—hat_n she_o be_v account_v by_o all_o the_o religious_a to_o be_v the_o very_a rule_n itself_o of_o live_v well_o of_o the_o zeal_n which_o she_o have_v to_o god_n honour_n and_o the_o hatred_n which_o she_o bear_v to_o sin_n chap._n 55._o the_o zeal_n which_o she_o have_v of_o god_n honour_n be_v so_o ardent_a that_o as_o she_o often_o say_v she_o will_v be_v glad_a to_o give_v her_o life_n for_o it_o a_o thousand_o time_n in_o a_o day_n and_o she_o will_v often_o affirm_v with_o tear_n to_o i_o it_o seem_v a_o strange_a thing_n and_o for_o my_o part_n i_o can_v comprehend_v it_o how_o there_o shall_v be_v so_o few_o soul_n in_o the_o world_n note_n note_n which_o hold_v the_o honour_n of_o god_n in_o the_o true_a account_n of_o greatness_n that_o it_o deserve_v but_o especial_o consider_v how_o little_a diligence_n there_o be_v use_v in_o frequent_v the_o b._n sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n she_o will_v be_v so_o oppress_v with_o sorrow_n anâ—_n pain_n as_o if_o with_o a_o sharp_a knife_n she_o haâ—_n be_v strike_v to_o the_o hart_n &_o she_o woulâ—_n often_o say_v well_o i_o be_o sure_a that_o one_o communion_n make_v with_o true_a spirit_n and_o feeling_n be_v apâ—_n to_o procure_v that_o a_o soul_n may_v come_v to_o great_a perfection_n of_o life_n at_o other_o time_n be_v full_a of_o these_o celestial_a thought_n she_o call_v somâ—_n one_o of_o the_o religious_a to_o she_o &_o say_v thus_o with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n let_v we_o pray_v unto_o our_o lord_n o_o my_o sister_n that_o he_o will_v grant_v uâ—_n light_n and_o that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v so_o frozen-cold_a in_o his_o service_n and_o especial_o in_o frequent_v that_o food_n of_o life_n which_o since_o it_o be_v all_o fire_n and_o love_n o_o let_v we_o even_o now_o constreyne_v jesus_n by_o our_o prayer_n to_o grant_v we_o ever_o in_o this_o place_n 〈◊〉_d pastor_n who_o may_v be_v zealous_a of_o god_n honour_n and_o who_o may_v have_v such_o light_n as_o wherewithal_o to_o admit_v we_o worthy_o to_o this_o celestial_a table_n she_o have_v moreover_o a_o most_o fervent_a zeal_n in_o say_v the_o divine_a office_n &_o when_o she_o go_v towards_o the_o choir_n she_o feel_v such_o joy_n of_o hart_n that_o she_o seem_v as_o one_o invite_v to_o a_o sumptuous_a banquet_n she_o endeavour_v always_o that_o those_o divine_a laudes_fw-la shall_v be_v say_v devout_o and_o when_o she_o hear_v any_o of_o the_o religious_a make_v a_o little_a more_o than_o ordinary_a haste_n she_o suffer_v much_o affliction_n thereby_o and_o she_o will_v often_o say_v to_o they_o that_o she_o have_v not_o the_o hart_n to_o post_v over_o the_o divine_a laudes_fw-la like_a to_o the_o other_o external_a exercise_n of_o the_o monastery_n note_v note_v offence_n make_v against_o god_n do_v â—o_o displease_v she_o and_o cause_v in_o she_o such_o grief_n that_o hear_v sometime_o but_o these_o word_n mortal_a sin_n she_o can_v hardly_o contain_v herself_o through_o the_o vehemency_n of_o her_o affliction_n from_o cry_v out_o with_o 〈◊〉_d loud_a voice_n give_v a_o evident_a sign_n of_o â—he_n offence_n which_o in_o her_o hart_n she_o feel_v be_v able_a as_o she_o be_v to_o penetrate_v the_o deformity_n of_o sin_n even_o to_o the_o quick_a so_o much_o she_o abhor_v it_o and_o such_o horror_n â—he_v have_v thereat_o that_o to_o she_o it_o will_v seem_v impossible_a to_o find_v a_o christian_a so_o wicked_a â—s_n deliberate_o to_o offend_v god_n and_o 15._o â—ayes_v before_o she_o depart_v this_o life_n i_o goeâ—sayd_v â—sayd_z she_o out_o of_o the_o world_n with_o this_o incapacity_n above_o all_o the_o rest_n that_o i_o can_v devise_v â—ow_o to_o understand_v by_o what_o mean_v a_o creature_n â—an_v be_v induce_v to_o consent_n and_o resolve_v to_o commit_v a_o mortal_a sin_n against_o the_o creator_n whereby_o it_o may_v be_v well_o see_v how_o much_o she_o be_v illuminate_v by_o god_n who_o have_v make_v she_o so_o zealous_a of_o his_o honour_n of_o her_o great_a humility_n chap._n 56._o this_o servant_n of_o god_n be_v moreover_o a_o bright_a example_n of_o perfect_a humility_n and_o she_o ever_o have_v herself_o in_o so_o base_a conceit_n that_o she_o think_v herself_o good_a for_o nothing_o and_o will_v often_o say_v thaâ—_n therefore_o it_o seem_v to_o she_o that_o her_o superior_a shall_v speak_v to_o she_o in_o this_o sort_n get_v you_o out_o of_o this_o holy_a place_n for_o you_o be_v nâ—â—_n worthy_a to_o remain_v in_o the_o company_n of_o thâ—_n spouse_n of_o christ_n therefore_o will_v she_o bâ—_n turn_v towards_o the_o prioress_n with_o such_o a_o tremble_a as_o if_o she_o have_v commit_v somâ—_n grievous_a fault_n sometym_v she_o will_v caâ—â—_n herself_o upon_o her_o knee_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o heâ—_n sister_n &_o beseech_v they_o that_o they_o will_v let_v she_o know_v her_o fault_n 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