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that_o hour_n for_o while_o we_o live_v we_o negotiate_v that_o which_o shall_v aid_v we_o at_o that_o instant_a to_o this_o purpose_n we_o shall_v make_v our_o profit_n of_o a_o manner_n of_o preparation_n to_o die_v well_o which_o shall_v be_v put_v in_o the_o four_o part_n in_o the_o fift_v and_o first_o meditation_n collect_v from_o what_o christ_n our_o saviour_n do_v at_o his_o death_n as_o likewise_o of_o what_o shall_v be_v say_v in_o the_o five_o part_n in_o the_o thirty_o and_o four_o meditation_n concern_v the_o glorious_a passage_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n the_o nine_o meditation_n of_o the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o instant_a of_o death_n 5._o d._n th._n 3._o p._n q._n 59_o art_n 5._o in_o this_o meditation_n i_o be_o to_o presuppose_v that_o verity_n of_o our_o faith_n 14.10_o 2._o cor._n 5.10_o ad_fw-la rom._n 14.10_o that_o all_o man_n as_o s._n paul_n saithe_v be_v to_o be_v present_v before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o 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and_o irrevocable_a for_o all_o that_o may_v be_v see_v in_o this_o process_n he_o see_v and_o comprehend_v it_o at_o first_o sight_n so_o that_o a_o review_v be_v superfluous_a ponder_v these_o thing_n i_o will_v imagine_v that_o my_o soul_n stand_v to_o be_v judge_v before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o so_o upright_o a_o judge_n as_o god_n our_o lord_n be_v and_o consider_v a_o while_n my_o sin_n to_o move_v i_o to_o fear_n i_o will_v behold_v the_o judge_n in_o indignation_n against_o i_o with_o a_o severe_a countenance_n and_o a_o inexorable_a mind_n and_o i_o will_v behold_v satan_n stand_v on_o my_o right_a side_n full_a of_o content_a and_o as_o it_o be_v victorious_a apply_v to_o myself_o
that_o which_o the_o royal_a prophet_n david_n say_v 6._o psal_n 108_o 6._o appoint_v a_o sinner_n over_o he_o and_o let_v the_o devil_n stand_v on_o his_o right_a hand_n when_o he_o be_v judge_v let_v he_o come_v forth_o condemn_v and_o let_v his_o prayer_n that_o he_o make_v be_v turn_v into_o sinne._n another_o while_n to_o move_v myself_o to_o confidence_n i_o will_v behold_v the_o judge_n gentile_a towards_o i_o with_o a_o amiable_a and_o please_a countenance_n and_o on_o my_o right_a side_n my_o angel_n guardian_n cheerful_a for_o my_o victory_n imagine_v that_o he_o be_v say_v in_o my_o favour_n against_o the_o devil_n that_o which_o the_o prophet_n zacharie_n repeat_v 3.2_o zach._n 3.2_o our_o lord_n rebuke_v thou_o o_o satan_n our_o lord_n rebuke_v thou_o be_v not_o perhaps_o this_o poor_a wretch_n a_o coal_n pull_v out_o of_o the_o fire_n that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v burn_v then_o what_o will_v thou_o o_o most_o lust_n judge_n colloquy_n colloquy_n and_o most_o merciful_a 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this_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n and_o of_o the_o great_a benefit_n that_o we_o receive_v thereby_o pag._n 24._o the_o iij._o meditat._n of_o the_o decree_n that_o god_n make_v to_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o woman_n and_o of_o the_o election_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n to_o be_v his_o mother_n and_o of_o the_o singular_a grace_n that_o therefore_o he_o grant_v she_o in_o the_o instant_n of_o her_o conception_n 30_o the_o iiij_o meditat._n of_o the_o life_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n until_o the_o incarnation_n wherein_o be_v treat_v of_o her_o nativity_n of_o her_o presentation_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o her_o betrthe_v to_o s._n joseph_n 42_o the_o v._o meditat._n of_o the_o time_n that_o god_n choose_v to_o annunciate_v and_o execute_v the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n pag._n 58_o the_o vi_fw-la meditat._n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o angel_n s_o gabriel_n to_o annunciate_v to_o the_o virgin_n the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n and_o of_o the_o manner_n how_o he_o salute_v she_o and_o remove_v her_o fear_n 66_o the_o seven_o meditat._n of_o the_o manner_n how_o the_o angel_n annunciate_v and_o declare_v to_o the_o b._n virgin_n the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n 80_o the_o viij_o meditat._n of_o the_o final_a answer_n give_v by_o the_o virgin_n to_o the_o angel_n consent_v to_o his_o embassage_n 89_o the_o ix_o meditat._n of_o the_o execution_n of_o the_o incarnation_n and_o of_o some_o circumstance_n thereof_o as_o concern_v the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n christ_n 100_o the_o x._o meditat._n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a soul_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n and_o of_o the_o heroical_a act_n of_o virtue_n that_o he_o exercise_v in_o the_o first_o instant_n of_o the_o incarnation_n 108_o the_o xi_o meditat._n of_o the_o journey_n which_o the_o eternal_a word_n incarnate_a make_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n to_o the_o house_n of_o zacharias_n to_o sancttfie_v his_o forerunner_n s._n john_n the_o baptist_n 117_o the_o xij_o meditat._n of_o what_o happen_v in_o the_o bless_a virgin_n visitation_n of_o s._n elizabeth_n 123_o the_o xiij_o meditat._n of_o the_o birth_n of_o s._n john_n the_o forerunner_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n 143_o the_o fourteen_o meditat._n of_o what_o happen_v when_o s._n joseph_n will_v have_v forsake_v the_o virgin_n see_v she_o with_o child_n and_o of_o the_o revelation_n make_v unto_o he_o by_o the_o angel_n concern_v this_o mystery_n 149_o the_o xv_o meditat._n of_o the_o expectation_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n delivery_n and_o of_o the_o preparation_n for_o the_o birth_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n 159_o the_o xvi_o meditat._n of_o the_o journey_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n the_o virgin_n from_o nazareth_n to_o bethlehem_n 166_o the_o xvij_o meditat._n of_o the_o birth_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n in_o a_o stable_n in_o bethlehem_n 173_o the_o xviij_o meditation_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o angel_n at_o the_o nativitye_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o of_o the_o news_n which_o they_o tell_v to_o the_o shepherd_n p._n 182._o the_o nineteeen_o meditat._n of_o the_o go_n of_o the_o shepherd_n to_o bethlehem_n and_o what_o there_o happen_v unto_o they_o and_o all_o the_o rest_n unto_o the_o circumcision_n p._n 190._o the_o xx_o meditation_n of_o the_o circumcision_n of_o our_o saviour_n on_o the_o eigth_n day_n 195_o the_o xxi_o meditat._n of_o the_o impose_v upon_o our_o saviour_n the_o name_n of_o jesus_n 201_o the_o xxij_o meditat._n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o three_o king_n of_o the_o east_n to_o adore_v the_o child_n and_o of_o their_o entrance_n into_o jerusalem_n 210_o the_o twenty-three_o meditat._n of_o the_o departure_n of_o the_o sage_n from_o jerusalem_n and_o their_o entrance_n into_o the_o inn_n at_o bethlehem_n and_o what_o happen_v there_o p._n 220._o the_o twenty-four_o meditat._n of_o the_o