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though_o thou_o have_v not_o punish_v we_o according_a to_o our_o sin_n turn_v thou_o o_o lord_n unto_o i_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v o_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o my_o trouble_n have_v thou_o forget_v to_o be_v gracious_a and_o shut_v up_o thy_o love_a kindness_n in_o displeasure_n o_o remember_v thy_o compassion_n of_o old_a and_o thy_o love_a kindness_n which_o have_v be_v for_o many_o generation_n i_o have_v utter_o faint_v if_o i_o have_v not_o believe_v to_o see_v thy_o goodness_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n let_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o our_o prosperity_n deprive_v we_o of_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o affliction_n let_v this_o fiery_a trial_n consume_v the_o dross_n which_o in_o long_a peace_n and_o plenty_n we_o have_v contract_v though_o thou_o continue_v misery_n yet_o withdraw_v not_o thy_o grace_n what_o be_v want_v of_o prosperity_n make_v up_o in_o patience_n and_o 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