ungrounded_a my_o faith_n presumption_n my_o claim_n to_o and_o propriety_n in_o christ_n uncertain_a if_o not_o quite_o desperate_a but_o he_o have_v shed_v his_o blood_n meritorious_o to_o procure_v it_o and_o i_o go_v to_o the_o ordinance_n as_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o to_o have_v my_o pardon_n and_o interest_n in_o his_o blood_n seal_v and_o assure_v unto_o i_o and_o to_o renew_v my_o engagement_n and_o resolution_n that_o i_o may_v be_v tie_v fast_o to_o thou_o with_o new_a cord_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o that_o it_o may_v be_v more_o impossible_a for_o i_o to_o unloose_v myself_o from_o thy_o service_n o_o let_v i_o therefore_o receive_v it_o as_o a_o sign_n and_o seal_v from_o thou_o to_o i_o represent_v and_o exhibit_v thyself_o and_o benefit_n and_o from_o i_o to_o thou_o a_o sign_n to_o separate_v i_o from_o sinner_n a_o seal_n to_o oblige_v i_o to_o all_o faithfulness_n and_o thankfulness_n require_v on_o my_o part_n oh_o make_v the_o ordinance_n effectual_a to_o all_o those_o bless_a end_n and_o purpose_n for_o which_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o let_v it_o be_v not_o only_o a_o sign_n to_o represent_v but_o a_o instrument_n to_o convey_v christ_n with_o the_o power_n and_o virtue_n of_o his_o death_n unto_o i_o and_o a_o seal_n to_o assure_v i_o of_o my_o interest_n in_o the_o covenant_n that_o in_o those_o holy_a mystery_n i_o may_v not_o only_o commemorate_v but_o effectual_o receive_v my_o bless_a saviour_n thou_o may_v communicate_v to_o i_o thyself_o and_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o passion_n and_o have_v not_o only_o a_o representation_n but_o a_o participation_n of_o he_o in_o the_o sacrament_n to_o the_o outward_a administration_n of_o it_o join_v the_o inward_a seal_n of_o thy_o spirit_n thou_o know_v all_o my_o corruption_n and_o temptation_n want_n weakness_n and_o imperfection_n poverty_n and_o nakedness_n trouble_n and_o danger_n how_o often_o i_o be_o tempt_v and_o defile_v grieve_a and_o indispose_v what_o strong_a corruption_n to_o be_v subdue_v and_o mortify_v languish_a grace_n to_o be_v quicken_v and_o strengthen_v faint_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n to_o be_v enlarge_v and_o confirm_v in_o confidence_n of_o thy_o great_a goodness_n faithfulness_n and_o mercy_n i_o thy_o creature_n come_v unto_o thou_o my_o creator_n thy_o son_n unto_o thou_o my_o father_n thy_o servant_n unto_o thou_o my_o lord_n in_o danger_n unto_o thou_o my_o saviour_n needy_a unto_o thou_o the_o possessor_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n disease_v unto_o thou_o the_o only_a physician_n unclean_a unto_o thou_o the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n desolate_a unto_o the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n guilty_a blind_a lifeless_a unto_o thou_o the_o author_n the_o father_n of_o pardon_n light_n life_n and_o salvation_n oh_o heal_v i_o of_o the_o guilt_n of_o my_o sin_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o blood_n of_o the_o power_n and_o corruption_n of_o my_o sin_n by_o the_o efficacy_n of_o thy_o spirit_n inflame_v my_o coldness_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n soften_v my_o hardness_n with_o the_o dew_n of_o thy_o grace_n enlighten_v my_o blindness_n with_o 〈◊〉_d beam_n of_o light_n from_o heaven_n anoint_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o eyesalve_n that_o i_o may_v see_v clear_v up_o spiritual_a thing_n to_o my_o apprehension_n heal_v all_o the_o distemper_n ease_v all_o the_o pain_n supply_v all_o the_o necessity_n of_o my_o soul_n make_v i_o more_o humble_a holy_a heavenly_a confident_a and_o believe_v fill_v thy_o house_n with_o thy_o own_o glory_n stand_v not_o at_o a_o distance_n behind_o the_o wall_n show_v thyself_o through_o the_o lettuce_n of_o the_o ordinance_n let_v i_o see_v the_o outgoing_n of_o my_o god_n and_o my_o king_n in_o his_o sanctuary_n let_v i_o not_o come_v unto_o thou_o nor_o go_v from_o thou_o without_o thou_o oh_o take_v this_o season_n of_o come_v in_o upon_o my_o soul_n bestow_v more_o of_o thyself_o upon_o i_o change_v i_o into_o thy_o likeness_n lift_v up_o my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o in_o heaven_n turn_v all_o earthly_a thing_n unto_o i_o to_o bitterness_n contempt_n and_o oblivion_n be_v thou_o my_o meat_n and_o drink_n my_o hope_n and_o strength_n my_o shield_n and_o portion_n my_o honour_n and_o glory_n my_o love_n and_o joy_n my_o delight_n and_o solace_n only_o sweet_a unto_o my_o taste_n from_o henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o these_o be_v the_o mercy_n thou_o have_v promise_v to_o thy_o people_n have_v bid_v they_o to_o ask_v be_v wont_a to_o convey_v by_o thy_o ordinance_n these_o be_v the_o legacy_n leave_v i_o by_o my_o saviour_n will_n whereof_o thou_o be_v executor_n his_o prayer_n promise_n and_o blessing_n this_o institution_n be_v engage_v to_o procure_v they_o for_o all_o believe_a receiver_n for_o these_o thing_n therefore_o which_o thou_o then_o grant_v he_o do_v i_o come_v unto_o and_o wait_v upon_o thou_o this_o day_n with_o no_o low_a aim_n go_v i_o to_o thy_o table_n with_o such_o precious_a thing_n be_v the_o lord_n jesus_n wont_a to_o feast_v his_o guest_n and_o of_o his_o infinite_a fullness_n it_o be_v that_o i_o hope_v to_o participate_v through_o he_o to_o be_v strengthen_v with_o might_n in_o the_o inner_a man_n even_o to_o be_v make_v strong_a by_o the_o grace_n that_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n thou_o have_v provide_v for_o my_o soul_n as_o well_o as_o body_n shall_v there_o be_v bread_n enough_o in_o my_o father_n house_n and_o i_o here_o perish_v for_o hunger_n pertain_v it_o not_o to_o thou_o to_o keep_v in_o repair_v that_o habitation_n thou_o have_v make_v so_o for_o thyself_o will_v it_o tend_v to_o thy_o honour_n who_o have_v begin_v to_o build_v to_o leave_v the_o workmanship_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n as_o if_o not_o able_a to_o finish_v must_v not_o the_o food_n and_o author_n of_o our_o spiritual_a life_n nourish_v and_o cherish_v redress_v the_o decay_n uphold_v the_o frame_n of_o it_o in_o we_o oh_o will_v the_o head_n let_v a_o member_n perish_v shall_v a_o branch_n wither_v for_o want_n of_o juice_n he_o be_v the_o true_a vine_n we_o the_o branch_n thou_o be_v the_o husbandman_n haft_n ordain_v he_o to_o be_v the_o root_n fountain_n and_o support_v of_o all_o spiritual_a furniture_n grace_n and_o fruitfulness_n to_o those_o implant_v in_o he_o oh_o of_o his_o fullness_n of_o grace_n communicate_v to_o i_o for_o without_o he_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o be_v not_o thou_o as_o willing_a to_o bestow_v the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o blood_n upon_o we_o as_o to_o shed_v it_o for_o we_o have_v not_o thou_o who_o once_o so_o ready_o heal_v disease_n cure_v all_o that_o come_v unto_o thou_o as_o much_o mercy_n to_o soul_n as_o body_n be_v thou_o not_o as_o merciful_a as_o tender_v as_o able_a as_o willing_a to_o help_v as_o ever_o if_o as_o i_o hope_v thou_o will_v thou_o can_v make_v i_o clean_a and_o supply_v my_o want_n outward_a mean_n without_o thou_o can_v yet_o here_o thou_o have_v bid_v i_o attend_v wait_v for_o the_o descent_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n oh_o say_v unto_o i_o be_v it_o unto_o thou_o even_o as_o thou_o will_v yea_o even_o as_o thou_o will_v who_o be_v ever_o ready_o strong_o incline_v to_o do_v thy_o people_n good_a oh_o let_v i_o be_v so_o refresh_v and_o strengthen_v with_o that_o spiritual_a banquet_n that_o i_o may_v cheerful_o walk_v on_o my_o way_n to_o glory_n through_o he_o who_o be_v both_o sacrifice_n and_o priest_n the_o feast_n and_o master_n of_o it_o invite_v we_o to_o and_o feed_v we_o by_o himself_o to_o who_o with_o thy_o bless_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n be_v ascribe_v all_o honour_n glory_n and_o praise_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n go_v to_o church_n come_v away_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o go_v oh_o that_o i_o may_v see_v how_o he_o love_v we_o how_o dear_a we_o be_v unto_o he_o how_o near_o relate_v he_o be_v unto_o we_o let_v we_o go_v die_v with_o and_o for_o he_o disclaim_v whatsoever_o be_v against_o he_o renew_v our_o covenant_n with_o he_o consecrate_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o he_o that_o we_o will_v never_o leave_v nor_o forsake_v he_o we_o be_v unworthy_a he_o shall_v speak_v to_o we_o or_o look_v upon_o we_o he_o come_v unto_o we_o dwell_v with_o we_o in_o our_o nature_n unworthy_a of_o the_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o the_o table_n he_o have_v spread_v for_o all_o creature_n and_o behold_v he_o call_v we_o to_o one_o furnish_v with_o the_o rich_a of_o his_o blessing_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v find_v he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v oh_o that_o he_o will_v speak_v comfortable_o save_o effectual_o sensible_o unto_o i_o that_o my_o heart_n may_v burn_v within_o i_o while_o he_o talk_v with_o i_o and_o open_v unto_o i_o his_o love_n and_o affection_n those_o holy_a mystery_n and_o my_o understanding_n his_o sweat_n
my_o former_a receive_n when_o it_o leave_v not_o earnest_a breathe_n for_o the_o like_a opportunity_n be_v it_o possible_a for_o i_o to_o meet_v with_o god_n to_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n the_o fullness_n of_o christ_n to_o experience_n the_o reaching_n forth_o of_o my_o love_n and_o desire_n the_o pleasure_n of_o act_v grace_n and_o not_o long_o for_o another_o meeting_n by_o thy_o grace_n i_o will_v therefore_o communicate_v with_o more_o devotion_n repent_v with_o great_a contrition_n walk_v with_o more_o caution_n pray_v more_o earnest_o receive_v with_o more_o reverence_n and_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o i_o shall_v find_v my_o affection_n increase_v together_o with_o the_o spiritual_a benefit_n the_o frequent_a solemn_a exercise_n of_o our_o grace_n must_v needs_o dispose_v strong_o to_o habitual_a one_o and_o huge_o promote_v the_o interest_n of_o religion_n it_o can_v be_v that_o the_o sacrament_n be_v undervalue_v by_o frequent_a repetition_n without_o great_a unworthiness_n of_o the_o person_n set_v light_n by_o and_o loathe_v spiritual_a manna_n and_o a_o unworthy_a communication_n for_o he_o that_o receive_v worthy_o increase_v in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o religion_n and_o the_o fire_n of_o the_o altar_n be_v apt_a to_o kindle_v into_o a_o flame_n and_o when_o our_o lord_n enter_v into_o we_o and_o we_o grow_v weary_a of_o he_o or_o less_o fond_a of_o his_o frequent_a entrance_n and_o perpetual_a cohabitation_n it_o be_v a_o infallible_a sign_n we_o have_v or_o be_v ready_a to_o let_v in_o his_o enemy_n no_o secular_a object_n have_v any_o pleasure_n in_o it_o long_o beyond_o the_o hope_n of_o it_o for_o the_o possession_n and_o enjoyment_n be_v find_v so_o empty_a that_o we_o grow_v weary_a of_o it_o but_o whatsoever_o be_v spiritual_a be_v less_o before_o we_o have_v it_o but_o in_o the_o fruition_n swell_v our_o desire_n enlarge_v the_o appetite_n and_o make_v we_o more_o receptive_a and_o forward_a in_o the_o entertainment_n nor_o be_v it_o likely_a they_o will_v suffer_v for_o who_o refuse_v to_o banquet_v with_o he_o they_o proclaim_v they_o have_v no_o portion_n in_o david_n no_o inheritance_n in_o the_o son_n of_o god_n oh_o he_o qualm_n of_o undesirous_a communicant_n shall_v just_o stir_v up_o the_o faithful_a to_o loathe_v it_o in_o themselves_o habitual_a preparation_n the_o death_n of_o christ_n in_o regard_n of_o his_o intent_n be_v a_o sacrifice_n to_o god_n but_o of_o the_o jew_n the_o great_a cruelty_n and_o murder_n when_o a_o profane_a person_n come_v he_o shed_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n which_o a_o believer_n receive_v and_o by_o faith_n feed_v on_o it_o be_v one_o with_o christ_n make_v as_o great_a satisfaction_n to_o god_n as_o if_o he_o have_v suffer_v to_o eternity_n this_o new_a wine_n must_v not_o be_v put_v into_o a_o old_a vessel_n else_o the_o wine_n will_v be_v spill_v and_o the_o vessel_n perish_v christ_n and_o belial_n can_v cohabit_v he_o will_v not_o enter_v through_o a_o besmear_v door_n nor_o dwell_v in_o a_o nasty_a house_n foot_n that_o walk_v in_o filthy_a path_n be_v not_o to_o tread_v his_o holy_a place_n nor_o a_o heart_n full_a of_o rancour_n hatred_n uncharitableness_n to_o sit_v down_o at_o this_o feast_n of_o love_n hand_n dip_v in_o blood_n pollute_v with_o unlawful_a gain_n stain_v with_o spot_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o stretch_v out_o to_o injure_v he_o in_o his_o member_n be_v most_o unfit_a to_o be_v reach_v forth_o to_o receive_v he_o in_o the_o sacrament_n to_o handle_v those_o holy_a mystery_n those_o tooth_n that_o grind_v the_o face_n of_o the_o poor_a to_o eat_v the_o bread_n of_o angel_n the_o mouth_n that_o be_v full_a of_o rot_a corrupt_a communication_n evil_o speak_v revile_v or_o that_o thirst_v after_o the_o blood_n of_o our_o neighbour_n to_o drink_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n eye_n gaze_v on_o vanity_n to_o look_v on_o jesus_n oh_o how_o pure_a ought_v i_o to_o keep_v those_o door_n of_o my_o soul_n at_o which_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n so_o often_o enter_v shall_v i_o kiss_v his_o hand_n with_o filthy_a lip_n put_v hallow_a bread_n and_o wine_n into_o a_o noisome_a sink_n go_v to_o that_o table_n as_o swine_n to_o their_o trough_n in_o my_o pollution_n ravish_v contemn_v the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n tear_v they_o asunder_o from_o the_o condition_n he_o have_v annex_v to_o they_o he_o will_v not_o be_v one_o with_o a_o harlot_n nor_o see_v with_o the_o same_o eye_n his_o body_n never_o see_v corruption_n nor_o will_v be_v mix_v with_o it_o it_o lay_v in_o a_o virgin_n womb_n and_o sepulchre_n and_o still_o reside_v only_o in_o virgin_n soul_n devote_v consecrate_a set_v apart_o to_o his_o use_n and_o service_n his_o glorify_a body_n be_v no_o more_o capable_a of_o dishonour_n nor_o will_v enter_v into_o a_o earthly_a soul_n unclean_a bird_n receive_v nothing_o but_o the_o carcase_n of_o the_o ordinance_n the_o bread_n without_o the_o body_n the_o wine_n without_o the_o blood_n both_o without_o the_o blessing_n the_o element_n but_o not_o the_o sacrament_n such_o be_v guilty_a of_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n for_o reach_v out_o their_o hand_n with_o purpose_n to_o receive_v he_o into_o a_o pollute_a soul_n though_o he_o withdraw_v himself_o that_o they_o can_v partake_v of_o he_o they_o disgrace_v their_o prince_n by_o show_v it_o to_o his_o statue_n erect_v for_o his_o honour_n and_o remembrance_n be_v guilty_a of_o treason_n by_o offer_v indignity_n to_o his_o seal_n and_o picture_n dishonour_n do_v to_o the_o image_n and_o representation_n reflect_v upon_o the_o original_a he_o be_v personal_o in_o heaven_n and_o will_v be_v no_o where_o sacramental_o but_o in_o the_o heavenly_a part_n of_o man_n he_o find_v no_o rest_n in_o a_o heart_n full_a of_o vain_a vicious_a thought_n it_o stink_v like_o the_o lake_n of_o sodom_n he_o retire_v thence_o vex_v with_o the_o unclean_a conversation_n of_o the_o impure_a inhabitant_n when_o he_o approach_v to_o a_o soul_n and_o find_v it_o a_o cage_n of_o unclean_a bird_n he_o fly_v with_o the_o wing_n of_o a_o dove_n to_o clean_a and_o white_a habitation_n but_o if_o we_o avoid_v hate_v and_o have_v no_o fondness_n of_o affection_n for_o they_o and_o with_o complacency_n entertain_v the_o contrary_a than_o christ_n have_v wash_v our_o foot_n and_o then_o he_o invite_v we_o to_o his_o supper_n the_o unavoidable_a infirmity_n of_o our_o life_n against_o which_o we_o daily_o strive_v and_o for_o which_o we_o never_o have_v any_o kindness_n or_o affection_n be_v not_o spot_n in_o these_o feast_n of_o charity_n but_o instrument_n of_o humility_n and_o strong_a invitation_n to_o come_v to_o rite_n ordain_v for_o corroborative_n against_o infirmity_n and_o for_o growth_n in_o the_o inner_a man_n but_o remanent_fw-la affection_n to_o a_o sin_n enmity_n with_o neighbour_n secular_a avocation_n to_o the_o height_n of_o care_n and_o trouble_v excuse_v not_o but_o increase_v man_n sin_n and_o secure_v their_o misery_n it_o be_v just_a they_o graze_v with_o goat_n that_o refuse_v to_o wash_v their_o hand_n that_o they_o may_v come_v to_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lamb._n the_o excuse_n wherewith_o they_o palliate_v their_o neglect_n of_o wait_v upon_o our_o lord_n and_o accept_v his_o kindness_n all_o grow_v upon_o this_o bitter_a root_n of_o a_o unholy_a careless_a life_n love_v the_o world_n and_o the_o lust_n thereof_o the_o only_a reason_n be_v they_o have_v a_o mind_n to_o live_v as_o stranger_n to_o he_o and_o not_o to_o be_v his_o household_n servant_n and_o domestics_n for_o than_o they_o may_v always_o come_v unto_o he_o they_o think_v they_o must_v not_o come_v so_o oft_o because_o to_o prepare_v themselves_o cost_v they_o so_o much_o time_n but_o will_v they_o spare_v so_o much_o as_o to_o lead_v a_o holy_a life_n and_o be_v at_o so_o much_o trouble_v as_o to_o please_v god_n in_o other_o thing_n they_o will_v not_o find_v it_o so_o laborious_a to_o please_v he_o in_o this_o keep_v they_o always_o a_o fear_n of_o god_n in_o their_o soul_n they_o will_v without_o much_o pain_n be_v fit_a to_o approach_v with_o fear_n and_o reverence_n into_o his_o presence_n will_v they_o fear_v to_o do_v what_o god_n have_v forbid_v they_o will_v not_o fear_v to_o do_v what_o he_o have_v command_v but_o while_o they_o refuse_v to_o obey_v he_o in_o one_o thing_n no_o wonder_n they_o do_v in_o another_o religion_n concern_v not_o our_o action_n only_o but_o the_o frame_n and_o disposition_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o mind_n and_o the_o same_o habitual_a grace_n be_v to_o be_v daily_o exercise_v though_o in_o a_o low_a measure_n and_o degree_n every_o day_n be_v to_o be_v holy_a to_o the_o lord_n though_o every_o action_n in_o the_o day_n be_v not_o equal_o holy_a when_o we_o labour_v conscientious_o to_o stand_v to_o our_o first_o promise_n and_o
my_o first_o in_o claim_n and_o title_n then_o in_o fruition_n and_o comfort_n no_o juice_n or_o sap_n from_o the_o vine_n except_o a_o branch_n in_o it_o no_o grace_n be_v there_o improve_v but_o what_o i_o have_v along_o with_o i_o i_o must_v prove_v my_o right_n to_o the_o purchase_n ere_o i_o can_v take_v possession_n it_o be_v high_a treason_n to_o annex_v the_o king_n broad_a seal_n to_o forge_a write_n no_o receive_v the_o benefit_n without_o show_v the_o condition_n and_o my_o interest_n in_o the_o covenant_n that_o be_v seal_v to_o they_o only_o that_o come_v up_o to_o the_o term_n of_o it_o now_o this_o be_v the_o covenant_n that_o i_o will_v make_v with_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n â—aith_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v put_v etc._n jer._n 31.31_o etc._n etc._n my_o law_n in_o their_o inward_a etc._n heb._n 8.10_o etc._n etc._n part_n and_o write_v it_o in_o their_o heart_n and_o will_v be_v their_o god_n and_o they_o shall_v be_v my_o people_n and_o they_o shall_v know_v i_o from_o the_o least_o unto_o the_o great_a and_o i_o will_v forgive_v their_o iniquity_n and_o remember_v their_o sin_n no_o more_o and_o oh_o my_o soul_n have_v i_o a_o inward_a right_n a_o actual_a interest_n in_o this_o covenant_n be_v the_o law_n of_o god_n write_v in_o my_o heart_n a_o permanent_a that_o no_o time_n temptation_n tribulation_n can_v obliterate_v universal_a counterpane_n answerable_a conformity_n legible_a by_o other_o in_o my_o conversation_n and_o by_o myself_o in_o my_o constitution_n of_o soul_n strong_o incline_v dispose_v and_o persuade_v to_o all_o cordial_a sincere_a entire_a cheerful_a spiritual_a obedience_n out_o of_o a_o principle_n of_o love_n to_o god_n and_o to_o glorify_v and_o enjoy_v he_o delight_v meditate_v in_o it_o day_n and_o night_n be_v renew_v according_a to_o his_o image_n in_o knowledge_n righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n have_v i_o a_o covenant-relation_n to_o and_o interest_n in_o god_n be_o i_o one_o of_o his_o people_n by_o federal_n profession_n not_o ashamed_a of_o but_o open_o declare_v and_o avouch_v myself_o to_o be_v his_o rejoice_v and_o glory_v therein_o as_o my_o great_a privilege_n and_o happiness_n in_o all_o covenant-relation_n to_o god_n and_o christ_n do_v i_o fear_v love_n obey_v submit_v to_o depend_v upon_o he_o for_o direction_n provision_n and_o protection_n be_o i_o whole_o at_o his_o dispose_n as_o my_o only_a wise_a faithful_a love_a father_n do_v i_o forsake_v all_o other_o corrival_n and_o competitor_n cleave_v only_o to_o he_o in_o all_o conjugal_a love_n and_o faithfulness_n do_v i_o delight_v in_o be_o i_o unsatisfied_a without_o his_o presence_n as_o my_o husband_n do_v i_o purify_v and_o keep_v clean_a his_o temple_n demean_v myself_o towards_o he_o as_o my_o inhabitant_n esteem_v live_v upon_o and_o rest_v full_o content_v with_o he_o as_o my_o portion_n be_o i_o his_o by_o federal_n appropriation_n not_o sin_n satan_n the_o world_n my_o own_o but_o entire_o his_o in_o all_o i_o be_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v my_o eye_n his_o to_o behold_v his_o wonderful_a work_n my_o ear_n to_o hear_v his_o heavenly_a save_a word_n my_o taste_n and_o smell_v his_o to_o relish_v his_o surpass_a sweetness_n in_o the_o creature_n my_o tongue_n to_o proclaim_v and_o triumph_v in_o his_o praise_n my_o hand_n to_o work_v that_o which_o be_v good_a my_o foot_n to_o walk_v in_o his_o way_n all_o my_o sense_n and_o member_n ability_n and_o faculty_n instrument_n of_o righteousness_n be_v my_o understanding_n his_o to_o know_v discern_v contemplate_v upon_o he_o my_o memory_n to_o treasure_n up_o and_o retain_v his_o counsel_n and_o covenant_n promise_n and_o dispensation_n my_o conscience_n his_o deputy_n to_o accuse_v or_o excuse_v under_o he_o my_o will_n his_o to_o will_v or_o will_v in_o subordination_n to_o he_o my_o grief_n hatred_n and_o detestation_n to_o mourn_v for_o abhor_v and_o fly_v every_o thing_n offensive_a to_o he_o or_o obstructive_a of_o my_o delightful_a enjoyment_n of_o he_o my_o desire_n love_n and_o delight_v his_o to_o long_o for_o embrace_z acquiesce_v full_o and_o content_o in_o he_o be_o i_o he_o in_o all_o i_o have_v do_v i_o approve_v myself_o his_o in_o all_o my_o relation_n and_o station_n inward_a qualification_n and_o endowment_n outward_a good_n and_o possession_n in_o all_o i_o can_v do_v or_o procure_v undergo_v or_o endure_v for_o he_o be_o i_o willing_a and_o ready_a to_o give_v myself_o to_o and_o for_o he_o take_n up_o my_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v he_o rejoice_v i_o be_o account_v worthy_a to_o suffer_v for_o his_o name_n have_v i_o a_o sanctify_a knowledge_n of_o god_n as_o to_o his_o essence_n attribute_n personal_a distinction_n word_n and_o work_n of_o man_n in_o his_o creation_n corruption_n restauration_n and_o perfection_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o person_n office_n estate_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n and_o the_o lord_n supper_n in_o its_o efficient_a material_a formal_a and_o final_a cause_n and_o be_v this_o my_o knowledge_n experimental_a heart_n purify_n and_o humble_v communicative_a grow_a affectionate_a efficatious_a and_o obediential_a be_v my_o iniquity_n forgive_v and_o forget_v by_o god_n do_v i_o groan_v under_o they_o as_o my_o great_a evil_a and_o heavy_a burden_n forsake_v they_o in_o affection_n and_o commission_n have_v i_o sincere_o confess_v bewail_v loathe_v they_o and_o myself_o for_o they_o unfeigned_o strive_v against_o and_o desire_v to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o filth_n power_n &_o dominion_n as_o well_o as_o the_o guilt_n and_o punishment_n of_o sin_n from_o a_o love_n and_o sense_n of_o god_n kindness_n and_o goodness_n to_o i_o be_v my_o heart_n calm_v and_o quiet_v through_o faith_n in_o christ_n be_v thereby_o at_o peace_n with_o god_n enlarge_v to_o bless_v he_o for_o pardon_n be_o i_o earnest_a with_o he_o more_o and_o more_o for_o assurance_n of_o it_o purity_n of_o heart_n establishment_n in_o his_o way_n be_v there_o in_o i_o a_o hearty_a sincere_a disposition_n inclination_n and_o propensity_n to_o pardon_v the_o offence_n of_o other_o pity_v and_o lament_v meek_o reprove_v prove_v and_o cover_v their_o infirmity_n a_o readiness_n to_o help_v they_o rejoice_v in_o their_o welfare_n as_o my_o own_o especial_o the_o demean_a saint_n in_o who_o be_v all_o my_o light_n christ_n be_v not_o to_o be_v receive_v of_o all_o comer_n 1.12_o comer_n john_n 1.12_o nor_o entertain_v by_o every_o guest_n 3.4_o guest_n can._n 3.4_o nor_o touch_v by_o every_o hand_n 9.21.22_o hand_n mat._n 9.21.22_o nor_o find_v by_o every_o enquiry_n 5.6_o enquiry_n can._n 5.6_o he_o be_v offer_v in_o the_o gospel_n to_o all_o but_o give_v himself_o here_o and_o be_v receive_v by_o such_o alone_a as_o have_v and_o have_v i_o a_o spiritual_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o he_o 5.6_o he_o mat._n 5.6_o a_o ear_n to_o hear_v he_o 13.9_o he_o mat._n 13.9_o a_o eye_n to_o see_v he_o 11.29_o he_o 1_o cor._n 11.29_o a_o foot_n to_o come_v to_o he_o 11.28_o he_o mat._n 11.28_o a_o hand_n to_o take_v he_o 11.24_o he_o 1_o cor._n 11.24_o arm_n to_o embrace_v he_o 3.4_o he_o can._n 3.4_o a_o mouth_n and_o taste_v to_o eat_v and_o drink_v relish_n and_o digest_v he_o 26.26_o he_o can._n 2.3_o mat._n 26.26_o a_o breast_n to_o retain_v he_o 3.17_o he_o eph._n 3.17_o bowel_n of_o affection_n towards_o he_o and_o his_o member_n a_o heart_n to_o mourn_v for_o my_o pierce_a of_o he_o to_o be_v true_o thankful_a for_o and_o above_o all_o to_o prize_v he_o be_v not_o these_o infallible_a scriptural_a character_n of_o christ_n disciple_n can_v i_o appeal_v to_o god_n and_o say_v lord_z thou_o know_v all_o thing_n thou_o know_v it_o be_v thus_o with_o i_o or_o be_o i_o willing_a to_o venture_v my_o eternal_a condition_n my_o last_o gasp_n upon_o my_o present_a hope_n have_v i_o a_o solid_a ground_n of_o confidence_n when_o i_o shall_v appear_v naked_a before_o god_n bar_n when_o the_o secret_n of_o heart_n shall_v be_v manifest_a will_v these_o plea_n find_v acceptance_n in_o that_o day_n when_o all_o the_o world_n must_v be_v save_v or_o damn_v by_o he_o oh_o my_o soul_n make_v nothing_o the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o peace_n but_o what_o god_n have_v make_v the_o condition_n of_o thy_o salvation_n let_v nothing_o satisfy_v we_o now_o but_o what_o will_v save_v we_o then_o for_o if_o our_o heart_n condemn_v we_o god_n be_v great_a than_o our_o heart_n and_o know_v all_o thing_n but_o if_o our_o heart_n condemn_v we_o not_o then_o have_v we_o confidence_n towards_o god_n deep_a humiliation_n before_o i_o go_v for_o a_o full_a discharge_n i_o must_v narrow_o look_v into_o the_o book_n of_o my_o conscience_n cast_v up_o my_o account_n and_o see_v how_o infinite_o i_o be_o indebt_v to_o my_o god_n view_v myself_o in_o the_o glass_n of_o his_o law_n and_o gospel_n
may_v therefore_o have_v grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o acceptable_o with_o reverence_n and_o godly_a fear_n and_o be_v clothe_v not_o only_o with_o the_o righteousness_n but_o humility_n of_o christ_n be_v low_a and_o mean_a base_a and_o vile_a in_o my_o own_o eye_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n make_v i_o as_o thy_o mean_a servant_n the_o low_a room_n at_o thy_o table_n give_v my_o sin_n thy_o pardon_n my_o soul_n thy_o grace_n my_o person_n and_o service_n thy_o acceptance_n in_o thy_o belove_a and_o what_o thou_o do_v convey_v seal_v to_o i_o by_o what_o i_o be_o to_o receive_v without_o knowledge_n the_o heart_n knowledge_n save_v knowledge_n the_o duty_n can_v be_v good_a but_o the_o covenant_n thou_o have_v make_v with_o thy_o people_n be_v they_o shall_v all_o know_v thou_o from_o the_o least_o to_o the_o great_a oh_o let_v i_o come_v with_o knowledge_n of_o the_o nature_n necessity_n use_n and_o end_n of_o the_o ordinance_n direct_v i_o how_o to_o behave_v myself_o at_o and_o meditate_v upon_o those_o divine_a mystery_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v a_o blind_a offerer_n nor_o bring_v a_o blind_a offering_n but_o offer_v unto_o thou_o a_o live_a sacrifice_n holy_a acceptable_a reasonable_a service_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v with_o understanding_n discern_v the_o lord_n body_n look_v into_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o sacrament_n lest_o not_o know_v the_o meaning_n ifeel_n not_o the_o comfort_n of_o it_o but_o be_v alienate_v estrange_v from_o thou_o through_o the_o ignorance_n that_o be_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v eat_v the_o passeover_n with_o bitter_a herb_n sorrow_n godly_a sorrow_n give_v i_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o my_o own_o vileness_n and_o unworthiness_n take_v away_o this_o heart_n of_o stone_n and_o give_v i_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n that_o i_o may_v loathe_v myself_o in_o my_o own_o sight_n for_o my_o iniquity_n and_o for_o my_o abomination_n be_v fill_v with_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n hatred_n and_o indignation_n against_o myself_o for_o my_o offend_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o love_v and_o bountiful_a a_o father_n redeemer_n and_o sanctifier_n that_o i_o may_v look_v upon_o he_o who_o i_o have_v pierce_v and_o mourn_v for_o he_o with_o detestation_n and_o holy_a revenge_n against_o those_o my_o sin_n that_o cost_v he_o so_o dear_a be_v the_o cause_n as_o well_o as_o any_o other_o man_n of_o his_o death_n and_o will_v have_v cost_v i_o damnation_n abominate_v they_o as_o the_o scourge_n and_o thorn_n nail_n and_o spear_n thar_z afflict_a crucify_a my_o dear_a saviour_n the_o lord_n of_o glory_n the_o day_n of_o mourning_n for_o he_o be_v at_o hand_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v then_o slay_v my_o most_o belove_a lust_n be_v revenge_v on_o they_o for_o it_o and_o for_o their_o endeavour_v to_o rob_v i_o of_o my_o spiritual_a birthright_n my_o eternal_a blessedness_n let_v i_o call_v to_o mind_n and_o be_v true_o sensible_a of_o every_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o evil_a of_o it_o and_o of_o thou_o and_o my_o saviour_n love_n manifest_v to_o i_o in_o his_o suffering_n there_o where_o he_o appear_v most_o bloody_a let_v sin_n oppear_v most_o deadly_a that_o i_o may_v receive_v abroken_a bleed_a christ_n with_o a_o break_a contrite_a heart_n a_o sacrifice_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v o_o god_n prepare_v in_o i_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v i_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o his_o refreshment_n be_v suple_v in_o my_o own_o tear_n i_o may_v be_v fit_a to_o be_v wash_v in_o his_o blood_n and_o see_v thou_o give_v thyself_o only_o to_o thy_o disciple_n and_o friend_n obedience_n new_a obedience_n work_n in_o i_o fresh_a purpose_n of_o amendment_n that_o be_v willing_a and_o obedient_a i_o may_v eat_v the_o good_a of_o the_o ordinance_n let_v there_o be_v conformity_n that_o there_o may_v be_v communion_n let_v i_o not_o put_v that_o new_a wine_n into_o a_o old_a impure_a but_o new_a heart_n i_o can_v eat_v the_o passeover_n and_o stay_v in_o egypt_n still_o let_v i_o do_v it_o with_o my_o loin_n gird_v ready_a to_o march_v towards_o the_o promise_v land_n thou_o confirme_v thy_o covenant_n and_o expect_v i_o restipulate_v with_o thou_o that_o i_o cast_v out_o and_o execrate_v the_o old_a leaven_n see_v the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n seal_v let_v i_o seal_v a_o covenant_n of_o obedience_n see_v by_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n death_n i_o be_o purchase_v to_o be_v thou_o by_o the_o power_n of_o it_o let_v i_o be_v dead_a to_o sin_n and_o both_o receive_v life_n and_o change_v my_o life_n let_v i_o bring_v a_o wound_a heart_n to_o and_o carry_v wound_v sin_n from_o thy_o table_n die_v to_o sin_n see_v christ_n die_v for_o sin_n let_v i_o take_v he_o by_o way_n of_o surety_n and_o give_v up_o myself_o to_o he_o by_o way_n of_o surrender_n receive_v he_o as_o a_o saviour_n and_o submit_v to_o he_o as_o a_o prince_n set_v myself_o apart_o for_o thou_o on_o that_o feast_n of_o dedication_n let_v i_o approach_v with_o the_o most_o sincere_a fix_a resolution_n of_o a_o entire_a resignation_n and_o receive_v such_o grace_n and_o strength_n from_o thou_o as_o may_v enable_v i_o faithful_o to_o perform_v they_o that_o i_o may_v find_v myself_o in_o the_o number_n of_o those_o to_o who_o my_o saviour_n allow_v such_o special_a manifestation_n of_o himself_o by_o lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n upon_o they_o by_o intimate_v his_o good_a will_n and_o love_n unto_o they_o his_o fullness_n and_o righteousness_n for_o they_o as_o show_v his_o constant_a abode_n with_o they_o let_v no_o profane_a or_o unseasonable_a thought_n enter_v into_o my_o mind_n while_o i_o be_o about_o that_o holy_a solemnity_n purity_n purity_n let_v i_o lay_v aside_o leave_v behind_o i_o and_o be_v keep_v from_o all_o carnal_a earthly_a vain_a imagination_n drive_v away_o all_o drowsiness_n carelessness_n slothfulness_n idle_a apprehension_n that_o i_o may_v whole_o contemplate_v upon_o and_o give_v up_o myself_o unto_o he_o who_o sacrifice_v his_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o i_o and_o come_v before_o thou_o with_o such_o reverential_n hunger_a &_o holy_a affection_n as_o be_v due_a to_o the_o hand_n that_o reach_v to_o the_o seal_n that_o secure_v to_o the_o food_n that_o strengthen_v that_o spiritual_a life_n in_o we_o without_o which_o we_o can_v never_o be_v happy_a o_o thou_o that_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o let_v thy_o compassion_n pity_v my_o vileness_n let_v thy_o mercy_n pardon_v my_o sinfulness_n let_v thy_o grace_n cleanse_v my_o filthiness_n let_v thy_o wisdom_n enlighten_v my_o darkness_n let_v thy_o strength_n support_v my_o weakness_n adorn_v i_o with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o holiness_n of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o all_o my_o nakedness_n may_v be_v cover_v and_o my_o great_a deformity_n hide_v from_o thy_o eye_n pardon_v i_o by_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thy_o grace_n and_o fit_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thy_o mercy_n help_v i_o so_o to_o accuse_v myself_o that_o thou_o may_v acquit_v i_o so_o to_o judge_v and_o condemn_v myself_o that_o thou_o may_v absolve_v i_o so_o to_o exercise_v a_o holy_a revenge_n upon_o myself_o that_o thou_o may_v spare_v i_o let_v thy_o spirit_n be_v thy_o harbinger_n to_o provide_v entertainment_n for_o thy_o son_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o he_o may_v find_v â—t_a sweep_v of_o sin_n and_o garnish_v with_o grace_n make_v it_o day_n in_o my_o soul_n by_o hope_n and_o desire_n before_o i_o there_o receive_v the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n faith_n be_v thy_o own_o gift_n as_o well_o as_o christ_n faith_n faith_n i_o believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n that_o i_o may_v besprinkle_v my_o soul_n and_o conscience_n with_o his_o blood_n not_o only_o look_v upon_o and_o remember_v but_o close_o in_o with_o and_o receive_v he_o there_o tender_v eat_v his_o flesh_n and_o drink_v his_o blood_n apply_v he_o as_o take_v on_o he_o our_o nature_n &_o and_z giving_z it_o as_o a_o ransom_n for_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v not_o stagger_v at_o the_o promise_n through_o unbelief_n but_o be_v strong_a in_o faith_n give_v glory_n to_o god_n be_v full_o persuade_v that_o what_o thou_o have_v promise_v thou_o will_v perform_v when_o i_o see_v bread_n and_o wine_n upon_o the_o table_n let_v i_o see_v christ_n there_o as_o a_o feast_n in_o token_n of_o my_o reconciliation_n with_o thou_o and_o on_o the_o cross_n as_o a_o sacrifice_n offer_v up_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n to_o thou_o observe_v the_o bread_n break_v let_v i_o see_v chrirst_n crucify_v for_o and_o offer_v himself_o unto_o i_o upon_o the_o wine_n pour_v out_o let_v i_o behold_v how_o his_o blood_n be_v pour_v forth_o for_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o receive_v bread_n and_o wine_n for_o bodily_a sustenance_n
break_v of_o day_n and_o wonder_v we_o be_v not_o trim_v our_o lamp_n not_o deck_v ourselves_o know_v with_o who_o we_o be_v to_o meet_v to_o feast_v â—o_o day_n our_o beloved_n speak_v and_o say_v â—nto_n we_o rise_v up_o my_o love_n my_o fair_a one_o and_o come_v away_o this_o be_v the_o day_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v we_o will_v rejoice_v and_o be_v glad_a in_o it_o how_o shall_v we_o welcome_v it_o with_o suffcient_a joy_n &_o thankfulness_n for_o the_o approach_n of_o so_o great_a a_o blessing_n â—hat_n bring_v our_o saviour_n so_o near_o unto_o we_o it_o be_v too_o too_o late_a i_o will_v arise_v and_o get_v â—e_a ready_a but_o where_o be_v my_o clothes_n oh_o â—ow_o poor_a how_o empty_a how_o naked_a be_o i_o oh_o for_o the_o fair_a sweet_a robe_n of_o thought_n and_o wish_n out_o of_o my_o father_n wardrobe_n oh_o for_o my_o silken_a golden_a twist_n of_o faith_n to_o hang_v the_o jewel_n of_o godâ—_n sorrow_n and_o humility_n love_n and_o thankfulness_n upon_o i_o be_o never_o dress_v till_o they_o be_v on_o oh_o where_o be_v they_o i_o see_v they_o by_o i_o but_o just_a before_o i_o go_v to_o bed_n what_o be_v i_o then_o so_o long_o about_o but_o gather_v tie_v raise_v they_o up_o ah_o this_o vain_a world_n this_o envious_a devil_n this_o evil_a deceitful_a heart_n have_v be_v ravel_v steal_v they_o out_o or_o hide_v they_o from_o i_o that_o now_o i_o be_o as_o far_o to_o seek_v as_o ever_o oh_o whither_o shall_v i_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o find_v they_o behold_v the_o bridegroom_n come_v and_o i_o be_o not_o ready_a i_o can_v dare_v not_o go_v to_o day_n now_o will_v my_o lord_n be_v angry_a when_o he_o come_v in_o to_o see_v his_o guest_n he_o look_v over_o they_o will_v say_v where_o be_v such_o a_o one_o be_v he_o not_o bid_v i_o be_o sure_a i_o invite_v he_o if_o i_o go_v undress_v he_o will_v ask_v how_o come_v i_o in_o not_o have_v on_o a_o wedding_n garment_n to_o either_o i_o shall_v be_v speechless_a ah_o foolish_a 〈◊〉_d careless_a heart_n to_o let_v earthly_a so_o entangle_v thy_o heavenly_a thought_n thou_o know_v not_o now_o how_o to_o unloose_v they_o which_o heed_n and_o care_n may_v have_v prevent_v my_o horrible_a negligence_n and_o guiltiness_n make_v mâ—â—tremble_v to_o go_v yet_o not_o dare_v to_o keep_v away_o for_o where_o shall_v my_o pollute_a soul_n be_v wash_v but_o in_o that_o fountain_n set_v open_a for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n oh_o thou_o that_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a cast_v off_o he_o that_o come_v unto_o thou_o disentangle_a my_o thought_n from_o all_o thing_n below_o and_o dress_v i_o up_o as_o please_v thou_o overlook_a my_o manifold_a weakness_n and_o imperfection_n in_o my_o preparation_n if_o i_o know_v nothing_o by_o myself_o yet_o be_v i_o not_o thereby_o justify_v i_o have_v no_o righteousness_n of_o my_o own_o and_o if_o i_o have_v i_o will_v not_o mention_v it_o before_o thou_o though_o i_o be_v righteous_a and_o have_v the_o great_a fitness_n and_o perfection_n a_o creature_n be_v capable_a of_o yet_o will_v i_o not_o answer_v thou_o i_o will_v not_o plead_v but_o supplicate_v not_o stand_v upon_o my_o right_n but_o petition_v thy_o favour_n not_o expect_v thy_o justice_n but_o crave_v thy_o pity_n i_o will_v make_v supplication_n to_o my_o judge_n the_o righteousness_n of_o man_n be_v not_o pleadable_a before_o a_o righteous_a god_n if_o thou_o shall_v be_v extreme_a to_o mark_v what_o be_v do_v amiss_o by_o the_o best_a man_n in_o the_o best_a action_n o_o lord_n who_o can_v stand_v we_o be_v all_o as_o a_o unclean_a thing_n and_o all_o our_o righteousness_n be_v as_o filthy_a rag_n my_o person_n be_v loathsome_a and_o abominable_a my_o preparation_n and_o best_a performance_n carry_v in_o they_o matter_n of_o my_o own_o death_n and_o indictment_n except_o thou_o oh_o cover_v they_o with_o the_o robe_n of_o christ_n righteousness_n and_o sprinkle_v they_o with_o his_o blood_n they_o can_v find_v no_o acceptance_n with_o thou_o and_o oh_o thou_o who_o for_o our_o sake_n take_v upon_o thou_o our_o passion_n and_o sensibility_n our_o weakness_n and_o suffering_n so_o be_v become_v a_o merciful_a high_a priest_n and_o pitiful_a to_o our_o infirmity_n receive_v a_o weary_a sinner_n a_o overburthened_n conscience_n a_o afflict_a pollute_a soul_n into_o thy_o care_n custody_n and_o cure_v the_o humility_n and_o sorrow_n love_n and_o purity_n of_o any_o creature_n be_v not_o sufficient_a to_o make_v i_o worthy_a to_o be_v feed_v with_o thy_o body_n nourish_v with_o thy_o blood_n unite_v to_o thou_o to_o dwell_v and_o be_v one_o with_o thou_o but_o what_o i_o can_v be_v of_o myself_o let_v i_o be_v make_v of_o thou_o who_o of_o god_n be_v make_v unto_o we_o wisdom_n righteousness_n sanctification_n and_o redemption_n oh_o weigh_v thy_o own_o not_o my_o merit_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v up_o a_o odour_n of_o a_o sweet_a smell_n a_o sacrifice_n acceptable_a well_o please_v unto_o thou_o by_o christ_n jesus_n the_o life_n of_o they_o that_o believe_v and_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o dead_a from_o he_o i_o hope_v for_o victory_n against_o my_o sin_n strength_n in_o duty_n against_o my_o weakness_n succour_n in_o my_o life_n against_o temptation_n in_o my_o death_n against_o despair_n after_o death_n against_o damnation_n i_o presume_v upon_o thy_o help_n not_o because_o i_o â—ave_n deserve_v it_o for_o i_o have_v be_v a_o unprofitable_a servant_n but_o because_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o for_o thy_o blood_n can_v be_v unprofitable_a help_v i_o if_o not_o for_o my_o misery_n which_o i_o have_v deserve_v yet_o for_o thy_o mercy_n which_o thou_o have_v promise_v for_o thy_o goodness_n be_v more_o ready_a to_o forgive_v than_o thy_o power_n to_o punish_v and_o thy_o blood_n cry_v â—ouder_a for_o pardon_n than_o my_o sin_n for_o punishment_n thou_o have_v not_o yet_o forgive_v so_o much_o as_o thou_o have_v promise_v nor_o promise_v more_o than_o thou_o have_v puchase_v have_v thy_o blood_n satisfy_v for_o more_o sin_n than_o i_o can_v commit_v and_o shall_v it_o not_o satisfy_v for_o those_o 〈◊〉_d have_v forsake_v and_o do_v detest_v have_v thou_o purchase_v mercy_n for_o more_o than_o repent_v and_o will_v thou_o not_o show_v it_o on_o those_o to_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v repentance_n have_v thou_o be_v so_o long_o call_v that_o thou_o shall_v at_o last_n reject_v i_o so_o long_o promise_v salvation_n that_o thou_o shall_v at_o last_n deny_v i_o i_o be_o thy_o debtor_n for_o thy_o purchase_n but_o thou_o be_v i_o for_o the_o promise_n 〈◊〉_d can_v not_o oblige_v thou_o by_o my_o desert_n but_o thou_o have_v oblige_v thyself_o by_o thy_o word_n i_o plead_v not_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o obedience_n but_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o covenant_n which_o thy_o lâ—â—â—_n and_o mercy_n move_v thou_o to_o make_v and_o thy_o truth_n tie_v thou_o to_o perform_v free_a grace_n make_v thou_o a_o promiser_n and_o thy_o promise_n have_v make_v thou_o a_o debtor_n thou_o be_v not_o more_o free_a in_o make_v promise_n then_o faithful_a in_o make_v they_o good_a a_o god_n that_o keep_v covenant_n unto_o a_o thousand_o generation_n and_o oh_o that_o i_o can_v now_o laâ—â—_n aside_o my_o body_n with_o my_o business_n put_v off_o this_o outward_a man_n forâ—_n more_o naked_a fix_v the_o soul_n fix_v inward_a spiritual_a sight_n that_o my_o mind_n may_v be_v render_v more_o sensible_a of_o he_o fit_a to_o receive_v 〈◊〉_d deep_a impression_n from_o his_o hand_n that_o nothing_o but_o he_o may_v enter_v in_o away_o be_v go_v you_o wander_v worldly_a vaiâ—_n thought_n for_o i_o be_o go_v to_o my_o god_n stiâ—_n not_o up_o nor_o disturb_v the_o belove_a of_o my_o soul_n come_v not_o near_o i_o charge_v you_o make_v no_o noise_n to_o displease_v he_o or_o to_o call_v mâ—_n away_o from_o entertain_v and_o enjoy_v oâ—_n him_z yea_o lord_n bid_v they_o be_v go_v and_o not_o dare_v to_o appear_v before_o thou_o it_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o belove_a i_o hear_v he_o invite_v i_o to_o his_o table_n i_o see_v he_o come_v to_o entertain_v i_o let_v all_o flesh_n therefore_o be_v silent_a and_o not_o be_v so_o bold_a as_o to_o whisper_v in_o his_o presence_n welcome_o holy_a thought_n and_o pure_a desire_n oh_o happy_a time_n wherein_o i_o may_v embrace_v my_o saviour_n and_o solace_v my_o soul_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o my_o dear_a love_n awake_v my_o understanding_n will_n and_o affection_n awake_v my_o glory_n and_o my_o heart_n awake_v all_o you_o power_n faculty_n and_o grace_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o be_v summon_v in_o stir_v up_o and_o whole_o bend_v to_o attend_v this_o service_n my_o costly_a box_n of_o ointment_n can_v be_v bestow_v better_a than_o on_o my_o
more_o constant_o more_o effectual_o remember_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o passionate_a affection_n of_o a_o heart_n full_a of_o love_n to_o whole_o in_o love_n with_o thou_o with_o all_o zealous_a desire_n to_o glorify_v thou_o with_o all_o fervent_a long_n after_o thou_o always_o to_o remember_v thou_o never_o to_o forget_v thou_o oh_o that_o the_o fire_n of_o love_n will_v now_o kindle_v and_o burn_v in_o my_o soul_n boil_v up_o even_o run_v over_o with_o love_n unto_o thou_o oh_o that_o i_o have_v the_o flame_n of_o a_o seraphim_n the_o voice_n of_o a_o angel_n to_o sing_v thy_o praise_n oh_o that_o i_o can_v go_v out_o of_o myself_o when_o i_o remember_v thou_o and_o never_o think_v of_o thou_o without_o a_o ecstasy_n forget_v and_o quit_v all_o the_o world_n to_o live_v upon_o thou_o the_o thought_n of_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v be_v able_a to_o break_v a_o heart_n of_o marble_n with_o love_n to_o turn_v a_o rock_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n to_o unloose_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o dumb_a that_o they_o may_v sound_v forth_o thy_o love_a kindness_n oh_o after_o all_o his_o forego_n suffering_n fee_v thou_o he_o not_o my_o soul_n fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n conflict_v with_o his_o father_n wrath_n groan_v under_o the_o weight_n and_o burden_n of_o our_o sin_n look_v how_o his_o whole_a body_n be_v stretch_v and_o tenter_v his_o hand_n and_o foot_n bore_v through_o his_o precious_a blood_n trickle_v down_o and_o how_o miserable_o the_o thorn_n pierce_v his_o holy_a head_n see_v how_o his_o look_n be_v change_v his_o cheek_n pale_a his_o blood_n go_v his_o neck_n too_o weak_a to_o support_v his_o head_n which_o lie_v a_o die_a on_o his_o bleed_a breast_n look_v how_o he_o shake_v and_o stir_v his_o die_a limb_n what_o gasp_n and_o sigh_n he_o fetch_v as_o if_o his_o soul_n be_v struggle_v to_o get_v out_o hear_v you_o not_o his_o die_a groan_n the_o taunt_n of_o the_o jew_n yea_o the_o groan_n of_o the_o earth_n under_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o cross_n see_v the_o sun_n blush_v under_o a_o veil_n of_o darkness_n to_o behold_v the_o son_n of_o righteousness_n under_o a_o eclipse_n can_v oh_o can_v my_o bosom_n hold_v now_o i_o see_v the_o innocent_a lamb_n of_o god_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n a_o bleed_a victim_n on_o the_o purple_a altar_n of_o death_n this_o this_o my_o soul_n may_v have_v be_v the_o day_n that_o thou_o may_v have_v be_v the_o malefactor_n and_o have_v drink_v the_o cup_n of_o the_o fierceness_n of_o god_n wrath_n but_o there_o be_v he_o that_o have_v do_v it_o for_o thou_o he_o harbour_v no_o grief_n of_o his_o own_o but_o be_v acquaint_v with_o the_o just_a and_o deadly_a grief_n of_o other_o he_o take_v our_o sorrow_n on_o he_o to_o bestow_v upon_o we_o his_o joy_n he_o sorrow_n for_o we_o that_o have_v neither_o cause_n nor_o likelihood_n to_o sorrow_n for_o himself_o what_o but_o god_n implacable_a vengeance_n can_v inflict_v what_o but_o his_o all-sufficient_a patience_n can_v endure_v what_o but_o man_n heinous_a sin_n deserve_v such_o his_o sad_a and_o wrathful_a dolour_n ah_o sinful_a wretch_n it_o be_v our_o do_n that_o he_o suffer_v our_o evil_n but_o his_o smart_n our_o trespass_n his_o punishment_n his_o breast_n be_v make_v a_o large_a receptable_a for_o our_o care_n his_o back_n a_o common_a prop_n unto_o our_o load_n he_o be_v deliver_v for_o our_o offence_n he_o be_v slay_v but_o not_o for_o himself_o he_o bear_v our_o grief_n and_o carry_v our_o sorrow_n he_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n bruise_v for_o our_o iniquity_n for_o the_o transgression_n of_o his_o people_n be_v he_o smite_v why_o then_o be_v we_o angry_a with_o rail_v against_o the_o jew_n and_o complain_v not_o of_o find_v no_o fault_n with_o ourselves_o greatly_a guilty_a they_o be_v the_o instrument_n we_o the_o procurer_n of_o his_o suffering_n their_o sin_n practise_v we_o provoke_v his_o death_n we_o pity_v his_o abuse_a innocency_n but_o think_v not_o of_o our_o unworthiness_n and_o desert_n bewail_v the_o event_n and_o redress_v not_o the_o cause_n we_o have_v as_o great_a enmity_n against_o his_o image_n as_o they_o against_o his_o person_n they_o grieve_v he_o in_o his_o body_n we_o in_o his_o spirit_n and_o make_v his_o wound_n bleed_v afresh_o he_o take_v it_o as_o heinous_o we_o shall_v despise_v he_o now_o as_o that_o they_o persecute_v he_o then_o they_o be_v but_o our_o executioner_n to_o inflict_v these_o punishment_n our_o sin_n deserve_v and_o god_n justice_n impose_v on_o he_o it_o be_v thy_o sin_n o_o my_o soul_n be_v the_o associate_n to_o crucify_v he_o thy_o hypocrisy_n be_v the_o kiss_n that_o betray_v he_o thy_o pride_n and_o covetousness_n the_o thorn_n that_o crown_v he_o thy_o oppression_n and_o cruelty_n the_o nail_n that_o pierce_v he_o thy_o unbelief_n and_o apostasy_n the_o spear_n that_o gore_v he_o thy_o idolatry_n superstition_n juke_n warmness_n the_o knee_n that_o mock_v he_o thy_o contempt_n of_o religion_n the_o spittle_n that_o defile_v he_o thy_o anger_n and_o bitterness_n the_o vinegar_n and_o gall_n that_o distaste_v he_o thy_o scarlet_a sin_n the_o crimson_a that_o dishonour_v he_o my_o drink_a iniquity_n like_o water_n make_v he_o drink_v a_o cup_n of_o wrath_n my_o forsake_v my_o father_n make_v he_o forsake_v of_o his_o all_o the_o member_n of_o his_o body_n be_v object_n of_o such_o cruelty_n because_o i_o instrument_n of_o iniquity_n oh_o i_o be_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n i_o be_o the_o stroke_n of_o thy_o grief_n i_o be_o the_o fault_n of_o thy_o kill_n i_o be_o the_o desert_n of_o thy_o death_n i_o be_o the_o offence_n of_o thy_o revenge_n i_o be_o the_o grievousness_n of_o thy_o passion_n i_o be_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o torment_n oh_o wonderful_a condition_n of_o censure_n oh_o ineffable_a disposition_n of_o the_o misery_n the_o unjust_a sin_n and_o the_o just_a be_v punish_v the_o guilty_a transgress_v and_o the_o guiltless_a be_v strike_v the_o impious_a offend_v and_o the_o pious_a condemn_v what_o the_o bad_a deserve_v the_o good_a suffer_v what_o the_o servant_n perpetrate_v the_o lord_n pay_v what_o man_n commit_v god_n undergo_v whither_o oh_o son_n of_o god_n whither_o descend_v thy_o humility_n whither_o flame_v thy_o charity_n whither_o proceed_v thy_o pity_n whither_o increase_v thy_o benignity_n whither_o reach_v thy_o love_n whither_o come_v thy_o compassion_n i_o have_v be_v proud_a thou_o have_v be_v humble_v i_o have_v do_v unjust_o thou_o be_v punish_v i_o have_v deal_v heinous_o thou_o be_v revengeful_o smite_v i_o have_v commit_v the_o fault_n thou_o be_v torture_v how_o much_o do_v i_o owe_v thou_o most_o bless_a redeemer_n how_o great_a be_v the_o price_n thou_o have_v pay_v for_o i_o miserable_a sinner_n oh_o i_o blush_v to_o see_v my_o soul_n so_o foul_a and_o loathsome_a that_o nothing_o less_o than_o thy_o precious_a blood_n serve_v to_o wash_v and_o cleanse_v it_o i_o be_o confound_v to_o see_v thou_o in_o such_o a_o case_n for_o we_o who_o care_v not_o how_o vile_a how_o base_a how_o miserable_a we_o be_v oh_o how_o be_v that_o justice_n injure_v that_o can_v not_o rest_v appease_v in_o punishment_n but_o rigour_n how_o odious_a and_o intolerable_a be_v every_o sin_n which_o require_v no_o cheap_a blood_n for_o a_o sacrifice_n then_o that_o of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o which_o not_o suffer_v only_o but_o extremity_n must_v expiate_v how_o heinous_a be_v the_o commission_n since_o even_o the_o remission_n be_v so_o grievous_a that_o make_v such_o a_o breach_n between_o god_n and_o we_o as_o require_v such_o suffering_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o glory_n wretch_n that_o i_o be_o to_o cost_v my_o god_n so_o dear_a i_o be_o not_o worthy_a for_o which_o he_o shall_v have_v suffer_v the_o least_o care_n or_o trouble_v much_o less_o the_o torment_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o yet_o what_o mean_v i_o to_o be_v so_o treacherous_a unto_o he_o how_o have_v i_o break_v his_o command_n and_o my_o vow_n even_o since_o the_o last_o communion_n oh_o can_v i_o kiss_v the_o nail_n hug_v the_o spear_n desire_v that_o which_o be_v the_o blood_n of_o he_o that_o lose_v his_o life_n can_v i_o account_v that_o light_n which_o make_v his_o soul_n heavy_a unto_o death_n can_v that_o be_v my_o joy_n which_o make_v he_o a_o wan_a of_o sorrow_n sweet_a to_o i_o which_o be_v so_o bitter_a to_o he_o shall_v those_o sin_n not_o be_v forsake_v by_o i_o that_o make_v he_o forsake_v of_o god_n or_o live_v in_o i_o that_o will_v not_o suffer_v he_o to_o live_v in_o the_o world_n oh_o can_v i_o endure_v my_o lord_n shall_v be_v evermore_o disgu_v and_o affront_v oh_o how_o be_v my_o heart_n provoke_v and_o incense_v against_o you_o my_o
he_o a_o seal_n to_o the_o promise_n of_o pardon_n and_o eternal_a life_n though_o he_o do_v not_o testify_v it_o by_o give_v in_o extraordinary_a joy_n he_o look_v not_o so_o much_o at_o fit_n of_o passion_n as_o at_o the_o steady_a bent_n and_o tenor_n of_o the_o soul_n the_o true_a communion_n with_o god_n be_v to_o enjoy_v the_o communication_n of_o his_o grace_n whereby_o we_o be_v make_v conformable_a to_o he_o we_o may_v enjoy_v the_o save_a influence_n of_o his_o spirit_n when_o we_o can_v feel_v his_o more_o abundant_a consolation_n though_o this_o ordinance_n be_v not_o at_o present_a joyous_a yet_o may_v afterward_o yield_v the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n to_o those_o that_o be_v conversant_a therein_o it_o can_v be_v well_o know_v what_o grace_n we_o have_v receive_v further_o measure_n of_o which_o be_v the_o holy_a spirit_n accompany_v those_o mean_n be_v the_o great_a benefit_n we_o be_v apt_a to_o expect_v till_o we_o come_v to_o the_o exercise_n of_o it_o in_o duty_n and_o against_o temptation_n but_o oh_o how_o much_o cause_n have_v i_o to_o rejoice_v in_o his_o love_n and_o goodness_n to_o render_v he_o hearty_a thanks_o who_o may_v have_v leave_v i_o as_o well_o as_o other_o to_o myself_o for_o his_o quicken_a and_o refreshment_n for_o his_o satisfy_v i_o so_o abundant_o with_o the_o fatness_n of_o his_o house_n and_o make_v i_o drink_v of_o the_o river_n of_o his_o pleasure_n especial_o now_o i_o find_v and_o oh_o that_o i_o can_v more_o and_o more_o such_o real_a benefit_n receive_v by_o it_o my_o soul_n more_o deep_o break_v and_o humble_v under_o the_o sense_n of_o sin_n and_o that_o become_v more_o loathsome_a hateful_a burdensome_a to_o i_o my_o heart_n true_o thankful_a for_o what_o i_o have_v enjoy_v and_o sorrowful_a i_o have_v enjoy_v no_o more_o more_o strong_o engage_v and_o resolve_v to_o inward_a and_o universal_a holiness_n my_o faith_n in_o christ_n more_o increase_v and_o settle_v my_o love_n to_o he_o more_o inflame_v my_o soul_n strengthen_v and_o embolden_v to_o undergo_v any_o thing_n for_o he_o my_o spiritual_a delight_n and_o joy_n in_o he_o raise_v and_o lessen_v to_o other_o thing_n my_o esteem_n and_o valuation_n of_o the_o ordinance_n heighten_v my_o grace_n in_o it_o exercise_v my_o desire_n after_o full_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n and_o christ_n in_o glory_n more_o enlarge_v if_o he_o be_v please_v to_o kill_v i_o he_o will_v not_o have_v receive_v a_o burnt-offering_a and_o a_o meat-offering_a at_o my_o hand_n neither_o will_v he_o have_v show_v i_o all_o these_o thing_n nor_o as_o at_o this_o time_n have_v give_v i_o to_o experience_n such_o thing_n as_o these_o oh_o that_o i_o may_v always_o retain_v a_o thankful_a sense_n of_o all_o his_o benefit_n oh_o how_o much_o be_o i_o behold_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n i_o have_v be_v praise_v of_o thou_o but_o nothing_o to_o what_o i_o ought_v or_o what_o thou_o deserve_v oh_o how_o can_v i_o cease_v to_o magnify_v thou_o for_o what_o i_o be_o and_o have_v for_o the_o use_n of_o thy_o creature_n and_o thy_o blessing_n with_o they_o for_o every_o crumb_n much_o more_o for_o christ_n that_o foundation_n mercy_n that_o have_v all_o mercy_n fold_v up_o in_o he_o and_o entail_v unto_o he_o that_o sweeten_v and_o sanctify_v every_o mercy_n for_o this_o feast_n on_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n for_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o the_o viand_n of_o heaven_n for_o any_o measure_n of_o life_n and_o affection_n raisedness_n and_o comfort_n grace_n and_o goodness_n bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n while_o i_o live_v i_o will_v praise_v thou_o i_o will_v sing_v praise_n unto_o my_o god_n while_o i_o have_v a_o be_v and_o what_o be_v here_o want_v in_o thy_o due_a praise_n i_o will_v pay_v hereafter_o in_o everlasting_a hallelujah_n rest_v not_o in_o the_o work_n do_v tho_o do_v never_o so_o well_o beware_v lest_o by_o spiritual_a pride_n and_o future_a negligence_n thou_o lose_v the_o thing_n thou_o have_v wrought_v have_v i_o do_v all_o as_o well_o as_o be_v command_v i_o i_o will_v say_v i_o be_o a_o unprofitable_a servant_n i_o have_v do_v but_o my_o duty_n but_o o_o how_o short_a come_v i_o of_o it_o oh_o let_v not_o the_o lord_n lie_v to_o my_o charge_n my_o want_n of_o due_a preparation_n my_o coldness_n and_o indifferency_n distraction_n and_o unbelief_n my_o so_o many_o fail_n before_o and_o at_o the_o ordinance_n that_o my_o heart_n be_v in_o no_o better_a frame_n that_o i_o take_v no_o more_o pain_n with_o it_o to_o fit_v it_o for_o thyself_o that_o it_o be_v no_o more_o break_v for_o my_o sin_n when_o the_o minister_n break_v the_o bread_n that_o when_o i_o take_v it_o i_o be_v so_o dull_a so_o dead_a and_o do_v no_o better_o reach_v forth_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n to_o lay_v hold_v on_o and_o apply_v christ_n and_o his_o benefit_n so_o play_v the_o hypocrite_n before_o thou_o and_o my_o fellow_n communicant_n that_o when_o the_o wine_n be_v pour_v forth_o and_o i_o see_v how_o christ_n shed_v his_o blood_n for_o sinner_n i_o scarce_o drop_v a_o tear_n for_o the_o cause_n from_o a_o heart_n sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n and_o his_o love_n unto_o my_o soul_n when_o i_o take_v and_o drink_v the_o cup_n i_o do_v not_o remember_v he_o as_o i_o ought_v that_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o so_o serious_o intent_n and_o reverend_a so_o deep_o affect_v suitable_a to_o the_o importance_n and_o excellency_n of_o the_o duty_n and_o the_o majesty_n of_o he_o with_o who_o i_o have_v to_o do_v spend_v some_o time_n in_o strengthen_v and_o confirm_v thy_o holy_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n o_o that_o some_o fruit_n may_v be_v see_v of_o this_o day_n till_o the_o solemnity_n return_n that_o the_o thought_n and_o meditation_n i_o have_v there_o may_v be_v so_o strong_o so_o deep_o fix_v and_o root_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o nothing_o may_v be_v able_a to_o pluck_v they_o up_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o sensible_o possess_v with_o the_o persuasion_n that_o christ_n be_v in_o and_o unite_v to_o i_o that_o when_o a_o temptation_n come_v and_o knock_v for_o entrance_n i_o may_v ready_o natural_o say_v i_o be_o not_o he_o that_o i_o be_v before_o the_o property_n of_o the_o house_n be_v quite_o change_v i_o live_v yet_o not_o i_o but_o christ_n in_o i_o i_o be_v indeed_o a_o common_a inn_n to_o entertain_v all-comer_n but_o now_o i_o be_o become_v the_o sole_a habitation_n of_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a one_o he_o expect_v to_o be_v honourable_o treat_v like_o unto_o himself_o he_o will_v have_v no_o competitor_n or_o unclean_a thing_n in_o his_o house_n i_o can_v arise_v and_o open_v to_o you_o oh_o how_o shall_v i_o treat_v he_o who_o have_v take_v up_o his_o abode_n with_o i_o shall_v i_o take_v the_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o make_v they_o the_o member_n of_o a_o harlot_n defile_v that_o body_n wherein_o he_o have_v choose_v to_o reside_v force_v he_o out_o of_o his_o habitation_n by_o any_o impurity_n offend_v he_o by_o any_o noisome_a thought_n or_o unsavoury_a breath_n out_o of_o my_o mouth_n shall_v those_o hand_n that_o have_v receive_v the_o sacred_a element_n work_v deceit_n those_o eye_n that_o have_v be_v fill_v with_o tear_n at_o the_o lord_n table_n be_v fill_v with_o envy_n those_o tooth_n that_o have_v eat_v holy_a bread_n â—grind_v the_o face_n of_o the_o poor_a those_o lip_n that_o have_v touch_v the_o sacramental_a cup_n salute_v a_o harlot_n the_o mouth_n that_o have_v drink_v consecrate_v wine_n be_v full_a of_o rot_a discourse_n shall_v i_o be_v so_o greedy_a of_o the_o world_n as_o to_o forget_v to_o retire_v to_o converse_v with_o my_o saviour_n shall_v i_o so_o perplex_v myself_o in_o business_n as_o to_o omit_v to_o pray_v to_o meditate_v to_o sing_v praise_n unto_o thou_o no_o i_o be_o not_o at_o my_o own_o dispose_n i_o have_v swear_v and_o i_o will_v perform_v that_o i_o will_v keep_v thy_o righteous_a judgement_n and_o often_o consider_v how_o deep_o i_o be_o oblige_v to_o he_o that_o have_v pay_v my_o debt_n oh_o i_o can_v never_o parallel_v his_o love_n yet_o let_v i_o show_v myself_o thankful_a i_o can_v do_v nothing_o satisfactory_a but_o let_v i_o do_v something_o gratulatory_a he_o give_v himself_o a_o sin-offering_n for_o i_o let_v i_o give_v myself_o a_o thank-offering_n to_o he_o offer_v up_o myself_o a_o live_a facrifice_n unto_o my_o redeemer_n who_o offer_v up_o himself_o a_o die_a sacrifice_n for_o my_o redemption_n beware_v of_o crucify_a christ_n afresh_o to_o they_o that_o believe_v he_o be_v precious_a now_o i_o have_v begin_v to_o celebrate_v the_o marriage_n oh_o let_v i_o never_o throw_v off_o the_o
of_o a_o ungrateful_a world_n be_v so_o mindful_a of_o your_o good_a and_o comfort_n to_o arm_v establish_z and_o refresh_v you_o and_o will_v you_o neglect_v disesteem_n contemn_v it_o do_v not_o the_o benefit_n of_o my_o passion_n without_o your_o desert_n plead_v for_o the_o constant_a meditation_n of_o it_o without_o your_o scandal_n the_o frequent_a faithful_a remembrance_n of_o what_o i_o do_v and_o suffer_v for_o you_o be_v my_o chief_a request_n and_o your_o only_a requital_n and_o yet_o do_v you_o distaste_v what_o i_o â—mbraced_v and_o endure_v not_o to_o think_v of_o what_o i_o refuse_v not_o to_o endure_v loath_a you_o the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n that_o cost_v i_o a_o cup_n of_o astonishment_n have_v i_o leave_v the_o glory_n of_o my_o father_n to_o be_v clothe_v with_o and_o dwell_v in_o flesh_n lead_v a_o life_n of_o suffering_n undergo_v a_o shameful_a painful_a accurse_a death_n rise_v again_o ascend_v prepare_v mansion_n take_v possession_n for_o you_o where_o i_o plead_v your_o cause_n and_o will_v come_v ere_o long_o to_o absolve_v you_o before_o all_o the_o world_n and_o with_o who_o you_o shall_v be_v for_o ever_o have_v i_o give_v such_o costly_a evidence_n of_o my_o love_n unto_o you_o and_o love_v you_o not_o to_o do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o do_v but_o for_o thou_o dear_a saviour_n i_o have_v be_v for_o ever_o undo_v for_o thou_o then_o and_o for_o thy_o sake_n what_o be_v it_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o do_v thy_o desire_n be_v my_o injunction_n there_o be_v authority_n enough_o in_o thy_o love_n to_o do_v thy_o pleasure_n since_o thou_o will_v have_v no_o nature_n but_o i_o i_o will_v have_v no_o will_n but_o thou_o when_o once_o signify_v by_o command_n upon_o my_o obligation_n i_o shall_v upon_o my_o fealty_n to_o thou_o the_o king_n of_o the_o church_n and_o sovereign_a as_o well_o as_o saviour_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o ought_v i_o may_v i_o must_v not_o dispute_v nor_o delay_n i_o dare_v not_o but_o must_v do_v else_o how_o must_v i_o be_v look_v upon_o when_o the_o king_n command_v all_o his_o love_a subject_n to_o take_v the_o oath_n of_o allegiance_n and_o i_o stay_v away_o and_o refuse_v do_v i_o not_o public_o disow_v he_o for_o my_o sovereign_n who_o have_v enjoin_v the_o celebration_n of_o this_o as_o a_o evidence_n and_o symbol_n of_o my_o relation_n to_o and_o communion_n with_o he_o be_v not_o this_o appoint_a for_o a_o memorial_n of_o his_o death_n whereby_o he_o deliver_v his_o people_n and_o destroy_v their_o enemy_n transcendent_o to_o we_o what_o the_o passeover_n be_v to_o the_o jew_n and_o the_o neglect_n of_o it_o more_o provoke_v yet_o the_o man_n that_o be_v unclean_a and_o be_v not_o in_o a_o journey_n and_o forbear_v to_o keep_v the_o passeover_n at_o the_o time_n appoint_v when_o he_o may_v and_o ought_v eat_v it_o even_o the_o same_o soul_n shall_v be_v cut_v off_o from_o his_o people_n because_o he_o bring_v not_o the_o offering_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o his_o appoint_a season_n that_o man_n shall_v bear_v his_o sin_n there_o be_v a_o punishment_n annex_v to_o the_o neglect_n as_o well_o as_o ill_a performance_n of_o it_o he_o that_o eat_v irreverent_o be_v guilty_a of_o profane_v the_o lord_n body_n and_o he_o that_o eat_v not_o of_o despise_v it_o and_o of_o prefer_v his_o lust_n before_o he_o the_o one_o eat_v damnation_n to_o himself_o and_o the_o other_o by_o not_o eat_v judge_n himself_o to_o be_v in_o a_o damnable_a state_n it_o be_v dangerous_a stay_v in_o that_o condition_n wherein_o we_o judge_v ourselves_o unmeet_a society_n for_o christ_n if_o i_o can_v partake_v of_o his_o supper_n here_o how_o can_v i_o think_v myself_o fit_a to_o feast_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n or_o hope_v to_o look_v on_o his_o face_n with_o comfort_n there_o and_o take_v no_o pleasure_n to_o behold_v remember_v come_v near_o have_v any_o thing_n to_o do_v with_o he_o here_o will_v not_o his_o presence_n be_v most_o terrible_a then_o to_o who_o his_o memory_n be_v no_o way_n delightful_a now_o be_o i_o trouble_v for_o neglect_n of_o other_o duty_n and_o not_o of_o this_o when_o christ_n item_n at_o the_o last_o day_n be_v make_v up_o of_o sin_n of_o omission_n dare_v i_o pick_v and_o choose_v when_o whosoever_o shall_v keep_v the_o whole_a law_n yet_o offend_v in_o one_o point_n be_v guilty_a of_o all_o this_o not_o to_o climb_v a_o cross_n or_o undergo_v a_o bitter_a passion_n for_o thy_o sake_n i_o shall_v not_o think_v much_o to_o do_v that_o who_o have_v do_v so_o much_o more_o for_o i_o not_o to_o be_v have_v to_o a_o scaffold_n but_o to_o come_v to_o thy_o table_n not_o to_o go_v to_o slaughter_n but_o a_o feast_n not_o to_o bleed_v or_o burn_v but_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o that_o not_o bread_n of_o affliction_n or_o water_n of_o adversity_n which_o flag_n the_o spirit_n but_o such_o bread_n and_o wine_n as_o confirm_v and_o comfort_v my_o heart_n not_o a_o mourner_n bread_n tear_n or_o a_o martyr_n cup_n blood_n but_o a_o saviour_n fare_n bless_a wine_n and_o bread_n yea_o in_o they_o what_o both_o be_v and_o make_v bless_v his_o body_n and_o blood_n meat_n and_o drink_n bread_n of_o life_n and_o well_o of_o life_n that_o both_o joy_n my_o heart_n and_o save_v my_o soul_n do_v thou_o on_o the_o cross_a drink_n vinegar_n make_v infinite_o more_o tart_a by_o my_o sin_n for_o i_o and_o shall_v not_o i_o at_o thy_o table_n drink_v wine_n for_o myself_o make_v infinite_o sweet_a with_o the_o blood_n it_o convey_v do_v thou_o drink_v a_o cup_n of_o wrath_n and_o shall_v not_o i_o drink_v the_o cup_n of_o blessing_n eat_v the_o bread_n of_o affliction_n and_o shall_v not_o i_o eat_v the_o bread_n of_o life_n suffer_v thy_o passion_n and_o shall_v not_o i_o enjoy_v it_o do_v thou_o stretch_v out_o thy_o hand_n on_o the_o cross_n and_o shall_v i_o be_v wither_v and_o shrink_v towards_o thy_o table_n have_v thou_o bid_v i_o do_v some_o great_a thing_n for_o procure_v so_o great_a a_o good_a that_o there_o have_v be_v between_o the_o service_n and_o reward_v no_o disproportion_n shall_v i_o not_o endeavour_v to_o do_v it_o how_o much_o more_o when_o thou_o bid_v i_o eat_v and_o live_v i_o be_o not_o save_v but_o by_o thy_o body_n i_o shall_v be_v damn_v without_o thy_o blood_n do_v thou_o offer_v they_o for_o i_o on_o the_o cross_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o take_v the_o pledge_n from_o thou_o at_o thy_o supper_n do_v thou_o give_v i_o a_o title_n to_o they_o and_o shall_v i_o bar_v myself_o of_o possession_n rob_v myself_o of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o my_o right_n of_o no_o less_o than_o the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n do_v thou_o give_v i_o the_o purchase_n in_o thy_o blood_n and_o shall_v i_o deny_v myself_o the_o seal_n in_o thy_o church_n dare_v i_o be_v guilty_a of_o so_o great_a a_o robbery_n and_o rebellion_n to_o violate_v thy_o will_n and_o seal_v to_o steal_v at_o once_o thy_o bread_n and_o cup_n and_o sceptre_n against_o thy_o express_a will_n and_o testament_n to_o take_v the_o bread_n and_o cup_n out_o of_o my_o own_o hand_n and_o the_o sceptre_n out_o of_o thou_o to_o deprive_v my_o soul_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n and_o thou_o of_o thy_o authority_n by_o thy_o grace_n i_o will_v never_o but_o observe_v as_o thou_o appointe_v if_o this_o be_v thy_o command_n o_o saviour_n i_o be_o a_o rebel_n as_o much_o to_o my_o good_a as_o thy_o law_n a_o damn_a rebel_n if_o i_o do_v not_o this_o in_o remembrance_n i_o blush_v lord_n to_o see_v myself_o need_v thy_o memento_n have_v i_o a_o room_n for_o the_o trash_n of_o the_o world_n and_o none_o for_o thou_o memory_n for_o what_o i_o listen_v and_o none_o for_o what_o i_o shall_v o_o thou_o that_o have_v so_o do_v thy_o marvellous_a work_n that_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v have_v in_o everlasting_a remembrance_n who_o name_n be_v wonderful_a and_o all_o thy_o work_n as_o thy_o name_n and_o this_o above_o all_o thy_o work_n can_v i_o ever_o forget_v thou_o can_v i_o forget_v my_o self_n so_o much_o that_o breathe_v not_o a_o moment_n on_o earth_n or_o out_o of_o hell_n without_o thou_o if_o i_o forget_v thou_o o_o saviour_n let_v my_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o the_o roof_n of_o my_o mouth_n if_o i_o remember_v not_o thou_o let_v my_o right_a hand_n forget_v she_o cunning_n sure_o that_o harp_n have_v never_o know_v the_o tune_n of_o joy_n nor_o hand_n to_o do_v with_o harp_n have_v not_o thou_o put_v a_o world_n all_o out_o in_o order_n again_o and_o set_v all_o in_o tune_n and_o be_v that_o all_o when_o i_o owe_v a_o thousand_o life_n unto_o thou_o to_o require_v not_o my_o body_n but_o my_o mind_n to_o say_v remember_v not_o to_o die_v
for_o i_o but_o to_o forbid_v thy_o memory_n to_o die_v in_o i_o o_o thou_o love_a and_o bless_a above_o all_o belove_n when_o thy_o passion_n be_v engrave_v by_o thy_o own_o hand_n in_o a_o holy_a mystery_n for_o my_o mind_n to_o wear_v shall_v not_o i_o keep_v this_o memorial_n shall_v i_o not_o wear_v thy_o ring_n who_o be_o so_o ready_a to_o wear_v a_o death's-head_n to_o preserve_v alive_a the_o memory_n of_o a_o dead_a friend_n o_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o keep_v this_o manna_n that_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n not_o in_o a_o leaden_a but_o golden_a pot_n not_o in_o a_o dull_a barren_a bareley_o contemplative_a but_o humble_a tender_a active_a precious_a memory_n which_o move_v all_o good_a affection_n to_o thou_o and_o promove_v all_o good_a ability_n for_o thou_o such_o a_o memory_n will_v mind_v and_o do_v all_o duty_n admire_v and_o love_v thou_o obey_v endure_v do_v and_o suffer_v for_o thou_o establish_v faith_n excite_v repentance_n inflame_v love_n maintain_v constancy_n i_o can_v but_o repent_v believe_v and_o love_n to_o the_o end_n if_o thou_o be_v in_o my_o mind_n if_o i_o fail_v payment_n of_o any_o duty_n to_o thou_o or_o man_n it_o be_v because_o i_o do_v not_o remember_v thou_o of_o i_o of_o my_o death_n and_o your_o redemption_n by_o it_o this_o sacrament_n than_o be_v a_o obelisk_n to_o the_o eternal_a memory_n of_o thy_o passion_n so_o oft_o as_o i_o neglect_v it_o what_o do_v i_o but_o pull_v down_o this_o pyramid_n of_o everlasting_a date_n set_v up_o in_o the_o church_n for_o a_o solemn_a memorial_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o bury_v thou_o and_o thy_o merit_n as_o the_o jew_n do_v thy_o body_n but_o in_o a_o worse_a grave_n not_o in_o a_o garden_n but_o desert_n a_o grave_n of_o oblivion_n wretch_n be_o i_o that_o have_v need_n of_o such_o a_o help_n to_o my_o memory_n and_o spur_n to_o my_o duty_n as_o both_o a_o command_n and_o a_o sacrament_n it_o cast_v reproach_n on_o i_o o_o saviour_n that_o thou_o shall_v give_v thy_o body_n for_o i_o and_o i_o scarce_o give_v my_o mind_n to_o thou_o that_o i_o shall_v have_v so_o great_a a_o room_n in_o thy_o heart_n and_o thou_o so_o hardly_o get_v any_o in_o i_o that_o thou_o shall_v be_v more_o ready_a to_o bleed_v for_o i_o than_o i_o to_o think_v of_o thou_o dear_a jesus_n thou_o do_v empty_v all_o thy_o vein_n for_o i_o shall_v not_o i_o find_v a_o vessel_n to_o preserve_v thy_o precious_a blood_n do_v i_o not_o spill_v what_o thou_o shed_v if_o i_o let_v it_o run_v out_o of_o my_o memory_n yet_o be_v thou_o put_v to_o it_o to_o find_v i_o both_o blood_n and_o mind_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v do_v all_o that_o out_o of_o remembrance_n of_o i_o lest_o it_o shall_v be_v forget_v orda_v a_o sanction_n and_o sacrament_n say_v do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o but_o more_o wretch_n i_o if_o i_o do_v not_o so_o do_v for_o lord_n if_o i_o do_v thou_o honour_n do_v thou_o not_o do_v i_o favour_n for_o it_o if_o i_o give_v thou_o glory_n be_v it_o more_o my_o duty_n then_o felicity_n to_o do_v it_o if_o thy_o sacrament_n be_v it_o not_o my_o benefit_n receive_v i_o not_o great_a honour_n in_o it_o reap_v i_o not_o good_a benefit_n by_o it_o convey_v it_o not_o the_o blood_n royal_a of_o heaven_n into_o i_o be_o i_o not_o relate_v to_o brother_n of_o christ_n heir_n and_o prince_n of_o heaven_n by_o virtue_n of_o that_o blood_n be_v not_o the_o godhead_n bodily_a in_o he_o and_o be_v not_o this_o body_n mystical_o in_o i_o and_o i_o near_o ally_v to_o god_n by_o the_o communion_n of_o that_o body_n and_o can_v he_o want_v demean_n that_o be_v such_o a_o prince_n be_v not_o the_o earth_n thy_o gift_n and_o heaven_n in_o thy_o power_n o_o thou_o son_n and_o heir_n of_o all_o and_o have_v i_o not_o thy_o spirit_n thy_o flesh_n to_o pledge_v for_o all_o the_o conveyance_n seal_v in_o thy_o blood_n and_o thy_o merit_n make_v over_o and_o assure_v in_o thy_o body_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o so_o much_o concern_v in_o honour_n and_o estate_n to_o do_v what_o thou_o command_v that_o if_o i_o consider_v myself_o i_o shall_v do_v it_o to_o thy_o memory_n in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o as_o well_o as_o thou_o wherever_o god_n have_v bestow_v a_o vital_a principle_n faith_n whereby_o the_o just_a live_v he_o afford_v nourishment_n to_o sustain_v it_o and_o a_o inclination_n and_o attractive_a faculty_n towards_o it_o christ_n crucify_a be_v as_o the_o cause_n of_o our_o new_a birth_n so_o the_o food_n which_o sustain_v and_o preserve_v we_o in_o it_o unto_o who_o body_n and_o blood_n there_o must_v needs_o be_v as_o proportionable_a a_o appetite_n in_o a_o new_a christian_a as_o to_o milk_n in_o a_o infant_n that_o be_v more_o nourishable_a than_o milk_n and_o faith_n more_o vital_a to_o desire_v it_o then_o nature_n oh_o i_o know_v not_o what_o grace_n and_o comfort_n i_o have_v lose_v that_o other_o have_v find_v in_o the_o conscientious_a use_n of_o this_o if_o there_o be_v any_o thing_n in_o the_o lively_a discovery_n of_o the_o evil_a and_o desert_n of_o sin_n the_o wrath_n and_o love_n of_o god_n the_o cordial_n of_o the_o gospel_n by_o frequent_v it_o may_v it_o not_o have_v be_v much_o better_a with_o i_o in_o my_o spiritual_a condition_n be_v not_o this_o great_a hypecrisie_n and_o dissimulation_n to_o complain_v of_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o not_o apply_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n to_o soften_v it_o of_o the_o prevalencie_n of_o corruption_n and_o not_o bring_v they_o to_o his_o cross_n to_o subdue_v they_o of_o my_o timorous_a spirit_n and_o not_o come_v where_o god_n secure_v i_o and_z gives_z evidence_n for_o the_o discharge_n of_o his_o covenant_n and_o promise_v that_o god_n be_v depart_v when_o i_o stand_v at_o a_o distance_n and_o will_v not_o come_v nigh_o he_o be_v withdraw_v from_o my_o soul_n when_o i_o withdraw_v from_o my_o duty_n that_o i_o be_o a_o stranger_n to_o spiritual_a joy_n when_o i_o will_v not_o come_v to_o draw_v water_n out_o of_o the_o well_n of_o salvation_n of_o die_v weakness_n of_o grace_n and_o not_o use_v of_o all_o mean_n of_o strengthen_v it_o can_v i_o refuse_v my_o food_n yet_o be_v nourish_v grow_v in_o grace_n and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n not_o grow_v and_o be_v guiltless_a live_v in_o a_o know_a sin_n by_o neglect_v a_o plain_a command_v duty_n and_o expect_v the_o reward_n of_o obedience_n may_v not_o partial_a obedience_n to_o god_n command_v well_o increase_v my_o doubt_n of_o his_o favour_n be_v not_o this_o to_o slight_v and_o disesteem_v a_o firm_a conveyance_n of_o all_o christ_n purchase_v benefit_n here_o offer_v and_o assure_v to_o believer_n and_o than_o think_v not_o much_o soul_n if_o thou_o go_v without_o they_o for_o ever_o who_o be_v also_o so_o unwilling_a to_o bind_v thyself_o to_o thankfulness_n and_o obedience_n for_o they_o meal_n which_o be_v for_o nourishment_n must_v be_v often_o it_o be_v not_o tell_v i_o how_o often_o i_o shall_v eat_v or_o drink_v the_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o the_o want_n of_o my_o food_n direct_v i_o to_o make_v i_o do_v it_o often_o be_o i_o not_o apt_a to_o grow_v dull_a lukewarm_a cold_a to_o and_o in_o duty_n to_o contract_n guilt_n blot_v my_o evidence_n disturb_v my_o peace_n to_o forget_v he_o and_o his_o matchless_a love_n be_v he_o so_o much_o in_o my_o serious_a thought_n as_o he_o deserve_v be_v it_o enough_o to_o have_v some_o accasional_a thought_n of_o he_o do_v i_o not_o complain_v that_o i_o love_v and_o think_v of_o he_o no_o more_o can_v apply_v he_o no_o better_o have_v so_o little_a of_o he_o be_o so_o insensible_a of_o his_o kindness_n and_o affection_n to_o his_o member_n be_v it_o not_o a_o sin_n and_o shame_n i_o no_o more_o solemn_o dwell_v in_o meditation_n upon_o he_o be_o no_o more_o in_o praise_v of_o rejoice_v in_o he_o do_v i_o not_o often_o need_v so_o great_a a_o help_n to_o soften_v my_o heart_n to_o renew_v my_o repentance_n to_o strengthen_v and_o confirm_v my_o faith_n hope_n and_o resolution_n to_o increase_v inflame_v my_o love_n and_o thankfulness_n fix_v my_o thought_n more_o solemn_o upon_o he_o apply_v he_o get_v and_o maintain_v more_o intimate_a communion_n with_o he_o close_o knit_v my_o soul_n to_o he_o and_o his_o member_n be_v it_o not_o a_o sad_a sign_n i_o perform_v no_o duty_n as_o and_o to_o those_o end_n i_o ought_v but_o out_o of_o custom_n without_o expect_v therefore_o without_o find_v any_o great_a advantage_n from_o they_o be_v the_o consolation_n of_o god_n small_a unto_o i_o be_v it_o not_o a_o sign_n when_o i_o be_v there_o i_o miss_v of_o the_o benefit_n have_v i_o not_o cause_n to_o repent_v of_o