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country_n o_o how_o beautiful_a be_v thou_o my_o dear_a jerusalem_n 2._o reproache_v unto_o thy_o hart_n the_o little_a courage_n which_o it_o have_v have_v unto_o this_o present_a for_o have_v go_v so_o much_o awry_o from_o the_o way_n of_o this_o glorious_a habitation_n o_o wherefore_o have_v i_o so_o much_o estrange_v myself_o from_o my_o sovereign_a good_a ah_o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o for_o these_o pleasure_n so_o displeasant_a and_o pight_v have_v i_o a_o thousand_o and_o a_o thousand_o time_n leave_v the_o eternal_a and_o insinit_fw-la delight_n where_o be_v my_o wit_n and_o understanding_n to_o despise_v such_o good_n so_o desirable_a to_o desire_n so_o vain_a and_o contemptible_a 3._o aspire_v notwithstanding_o with_o uchement_n resolution_n to_o this_o delicious_a &_o desire_a abode_n o_o my_o gracious_a god_n since_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o at_o the_o length_n to_o recall_v my_o wander_a step_n and_o to_o direct_v they_o into_o the_o right_a way_n never_o hereafter_o will_v i_o turn_v back_o to_o those_o byway_n never_o hereafter_o will_v i_o stray_v from_o the_o true_a path_n let_v we_o go_v with_o courage_n my_o dear_a soul_n let_v we_o run_v towards_o this_o bless_a country_n which_o be_v promise_v we_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n what_o make_v we_o so_o long_o in_o this_o beggarly_a country_n of_o egypt_n i_o will_v therefore_o dispatch_v myself_o from_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o may_v put_v i_o out_o of_o the_o way_n or_o hinder_v i_o in_o so_o happy_a a_o journey_n i_o will_v perform_v such_o and_o such_o thing_n as_o may_v bring_v i_o safe_o and_o speedy_o to_o my_o iornye_n end_v give_v thanks_n offer_n pray_v pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la the_o nine_o meditation_n by_o way_n of_o election_n or_o choice_n of_o paradise_n chapter_n 17._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o humble_a thyself_o before_o his_o majesty_n pray_v he_o to_o inspire_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n 3._o imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v in_o a_o plain_a field_n all_o alone_a in_o company_n of_o thy_o good_a angel_n as_o young_a toby_n go_v to_o rage_n and_o that_o he_o cause_v thou_o to_o see_v above_o thou_o paradise_n open_a with_o all_o the_o pleasure_n represent_v in_o the_o former_a meditation_n of_o paradise_n and_o beneathe_v that_o he_o make_v thou_o see_v the_o pit_n of_o hell_n wide_o open_a with_o all_o the_o torment_v describe_v in_o the_o meditation_n of_o hell_n thou_o be_v thus_o place_v upon_o thy_o knee_n before_o thy_o good_a angel_n consideration_n 1._o consider_v that_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o thou_o be_v in_o very_a deed_n in_o the_o midway_n to_o paradise_n and_o hell_n and_o that_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o be_v open_a to_o receive_v thou_o according_a to_o the_o choice_n which_o thou_o shall_v make_v 2._o consider_v that_o the_o choice_n which_o now_o thou_o make_v of_o the_o one_o or_o the_o other_o place_n in_o this_o world_n shall_v last_v for_o all_o eternity_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v 3._o consider_v that_o although_o both_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o be_v open_a to_o receive_v thou_o according_a to_o thy_o choice_n yet_o that_o god_n who_o be_v ready_a to_o give_v thou_o either_o the_o one_o by_o his_o justice_n or_o the_o other_o by_o his_o mercy_n desire_v not_o with_o stand_v with_o a_o incomparable_a desire_n that_o thou_o will_v make_v choice_n of_o paradise_n and_o thy_o good_a angel_n also_o urge_v and_o press_v thou_o with_o all_o his_o power_n offer_v thou_o on_o god_n behalf_n a_o thousand_o succour_n and_o a_o thousand_o grace_n to_o help_v thou_o to_o ascend_v and_o mount_v up_o thither_o 4._o consider_v that_o jesus_n christ_n from_o heaven_n above_o love_o behould_v thou_o and_o invit_v thou_o sweet_o say_v come_v o_o my_o dear_a soul_n to_o everlasting_a repose_n between_o the_o arm_n of_o my_o goodness_n where_o i_o have_v prepare_v immortal_a delight_n for_o thou_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o love_n behold_v likewise_o with_o thy_o inward_a eye_n the_o holy_a virgin_n who_o with_o a_o mother_n tender_a love_n exhort_v thou_o say_v take_v hart_n &_o courage_n my_o child_n despise_v not_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o son_n nor_o the_o manifold_a sigh_n which_o i_o have_v cast_v forth_o for_o thou_o earnest_o together_o with_o my_o son_n tender_v thy_o eternal_a salvation_n behold_v the_o saint_n also_o which_o exhort_v thou_o and_o a_o million_o of_o holy_a soul_n courteous_o allure_a thou_o and_o wish_v nothing_o else_o but_o that_o one_o day_n thy_o hart_n may_v be_v join_v with_o they_o in_o that_o happy_a company_n there_o to_o praise_n god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o assure_v thou_o that_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n be_v not_o so_o uneasy_a as_o the_o world_n will_v make_v it_o come_v bold_o dear_a soul_n say_v they_o forward_o with_o courage_n for_o he_o that_o shall_v ponder_v diligent_o the_o way_n of_o devotion_n by_o which_o we_o have_v ascend_v hither_o shall_v perceive_v that_o we_o arrive_v to_o these_o eternal_a joy_n through_o pleasure_n without_o comparison_n more_o pleasant_a than_o all_o the_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n election_n 1._o o_o hell_n i_o detest_v thou_o now_o and_o for_o evermore_o i_o detest_v thy_o torment_n and_o pain_n i_o detest_v thy_o unfortunat_a and_o accurse_a eternity_n and_o above_o all_o i_o detest_v those_o eternal_a blasphemy_n and_o execration_n which_o thou_o vomite_v out_o eternal_o against_o my_o god_n and_o turn_v my_o soul_n to_o thou_o o_o beautiful_a paradise_n everlasting_a glory_n and_o endless_a felicity_n i_o make_v choice_n for_o ever_o and_o irrevocable_o of_o my_o dwell_n &_o habitation_n within_o thy_o fair_a and_o beautiful_a buyldinge_n within_o thy_o holy_a and_o most_o lovely_a tabernacle_n i_o bless_v thy_o mercy_n o_o my_o god_n and_o accept_v the_o offer_n which_o it_o please_v thou_o to_o make_v i_o o_o sweet_a saviour_n jesus_n i_o likewise_o embrace_v thy_o everlasting_a love_n and_o agree_v to_o the_o purchase_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v for_o i_o of_o a_o happy_a lodging_n in_o this_o bless_a jerusalem_n not_o so_o much_o for_o any_o thing_n else_o as_o to_o love_v and_o bless_v thou_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 2._o in_o like_a manner_n accept_v the_o favour_n which_o the_o virgin_n and_o all_o the_o b._n saint_n present_a unto_o thou_o promise_v they_o that_o thou_o will_v walk_v towards_o they_o and_o give_v thy_o hand_n to_o thy_o good_a angel_n that_o he_o may_v guide_v thou_o thither_o and_o encourage_v thy_o soul_n to_o make_v this_o choice_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la the_o ten_o meditation_n by_o way_n of_o election_n and_o choice_n which_o the_o soul_n make_v of_o the_o devout_a life_n chapter_n 18._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o fore_o god_n 2._o prostrate_v thyself_o before_o he_o and_o crave_v the_o assistance_n of_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o imagine_v thyself_o once_o again_o to_o be_v in_o a_o plain_a field_n all_o alone_a with_o thy_o good_a angel_n &_o that_o thou_o see_v on_o thy_o left_a hand_n the_o devil_n seat_v upon_o a_o great_a high_a throne_n with_o many_o infernal_a fiend_n by_o he_o &_o round_o about_o he_o a_o great_a troop_n of_o worldling_n which_o all_o bareheaded_a acknowledge_v he_o for_o their_o lord_n and_o do_v he_o homage_n some_o by_o one_o sin_n &_o some_o by_o another_o behold_v the_o countenance_n of_o all_o these_o unfortunate_a courtier_n of_o this_o abominable_a king_n behold_v some_o of_o they_o furious_a and_o mad_a with_o hatred_n envy_n and_o choler_n other_o kill_v one_o another_o with_o spite_n and_o rancour_n other_o wither_v away_o pensive_a &_o busy_a only_a to_o heap_v up_o riches_n other_o attend_v only_o to_o vanity_n lead_v away_o with_o pleasure_n altogether_o fond_a and_o unprofitable_a other_o filthy_a ugly_a rot_a &_o putrify_a in_o
their_o brutish_a affection_n behold_v how_o they_o be_v all_o without_o any_o repose_n wihout_v order_n and_o without_o contentment_n behold_v how_o they_o despise_v one_o another_o &_o love_v but_o only_o from_o the_o theeth_n outward_a in_o a_o word_n thou_o shall_v see_v a_o pitiful_a common_a wealth_n miserable_a tyrannize_v by_o this_o accurse_a king_n which_o may_v just_o move_v thy_o hart_n to_o compassion_n 2._o on_o the_o right_a side_n behold_v jesus_n christ_n crucify_v who_o with_o most_o hearty_a love_n pray_v for_o these_o poor_a people_n pofess_z of_o the_o devil_n that_o they_o may_v be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o that_o tirannical_a thraldom_n and_o call_v they_o meek_o and_o courteous_o unto_o he_o behold_v round_o about_o he_o a_o great_a troop_n of_o devout_a person_n every_o one_o in_o company_n of_o his_o holy_a angel_n behold_v the_o beauty_n of_o this_o kingdom_n of_o devotion_n o_o what_o a_o goodly_a sight_n be_v it_o to_o see_v this_o troop_n of_o virgin_n of_o man_n and_o woman_n white_a than_o the_o lily_n that_o assembly_n of_o widow_n full_a of_o holy_a mortification_n and_o humility_n behold_v the_o rank_n of_o diverse_a marry_a folk_n live_v so_o sweet_o together_o with_o mutual_a comfort_n which_o can_v not_o proceed_v but_o from_o heavenly_a charity_n consider_v how_o these_o devout_a soul_n accommodate_v the_o care_n of_o their_o exterior_a house_n with_o the_o care_n of_o the_o interior_a and_o the_o honest_a love_n of_o the_o husband_n with_o that_o of_o the_o celestial_a bridegroom_n behold_v they_o all_o universal_o and_o thou_o shall_v see_v in_o they_o all_o a_o sweet_a holy_a and_o amiable_a countenance_n all_o of_o they_o reverent_o give_v ear_n to_o our_o bless_a lord_n who_o every_o one_o will_v willing_o plant_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o hart_n they_o be_v all_o full_a of_o joy_n but_o their_o joy_n be_v gracious_a charitable_a and_o well_o order_v they_o abound_v in_o love_n one_o towards_o another_o but_o their_o love_n be_v sacred_a pure_a and_o unspotted_a such_o as_o suffer_v affliction_n among_o this_o devout_a company_n nether_a torment_n nor_o trouble_v themselves_o nor_o lose_v their_o courage_n last_o behold_v those_o lovely_a eye_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n which_o sweet_o be_v cast_v upon_o they_o all_o to_o comfort_v they_o and_o how_o they_o altogether_o aspire_v unto_o he_o 3._o thou_o have_v already_o cast_v of_o satan_n with_o all_o his_o woeful_a and_o execrable_a troop_n by_o the_o good_a affection_n and_o resolution_n which_o through_o god_n grace_n thou_o have_v conceive_v notwithstanding_o thou_o be_v not_o yet_o arrive_v to_o the_o palace_n of_o thy_o king_n our_o lord_n jesus_n nor_o join_v with_o his_o bless_a court_n of_o devout_a soul_n but_o hitherto_o thou_o have_v always_o remain_v between_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o 4_o the_o bless_a virgin_n with_o s._n joseph_n s._n lewis_n s._n monica_n &_o a_o hundred_o thousand_o other_o saint_n which_o be_v in_o the_o squadron_n of_o those_o that_o live_v devout_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o world_n do_v invite_v and_o encourage_v thou_o 5._o the_o crucify_a king_n of_o glory_n himself_o call_v thou_o courteous_o by_o thy_o own_o name_n come_v my_o welbeloud_a come_v hither_o that_o i_o may_v crown_v thou_o election_n 1._o o_o vain_a world_n o_o abominable_a troop_n no_o you_o shall_v never_o more_o see_v i_o under_o your_o banner_n i_o have_v for_o ever_o leave_v of_o your_o foolery_n and_o vanity_n o_o execrable_a king_n of_o pride_n o_o curse_a king_n fiend_n of_o hell_n i_o renounce_v thou_o with_o all_o thy_o vain_a pomp_n i_o detest_v and_o defy_v thou_o with_o all_o thy_o work_n 2._o and_o humble_o turn_v myself_o unto_o thou_o my_o dear_a lord_n jesus_n king_n of_o felicity_n and_o eternal_a glory_n i_o embrace_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o force_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o adore_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n i_o choose_v thou_o now_o and_o ever_o for_o my_o king_n and_o for_o my_o only_a prince_n i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o my_o inviolable_a fidelity_n i_o do_v homage_n irrevocable_o unto_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d majesty_n and_o submit_v myself_o whole_o to_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o ordinance_n 3._o o_o sacred_a â—…gin_n my_o dread_n and_o dear_a lady_n i_o choose_v thou_o for_o my_o advocate_n &_o my_o guide_n i_o render_v myself_o under_o thy_o colour_n i_o offer_v from_o henceforth_o a_o particular_a respect_n &_o reverence_n unto_o thy_o menâ—…rie_n 4._o o_o my_o good_a angel_n preâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d unto_o this_o glorious_a and_o sacred_a asseâ—…_n and_o abandom_n i_o not_o until_o i_o arrive_v to_o the_o society_n of_o this_o bless_a company_n with_o who_o i_o say_v from_o my_o hart_n &_o will_v say_v for_o ever_o live_v for_o ever_o my_o lord_n jesus_n live_v for_o ever_o my_o lord_n jesus_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la how_o to_o make_v a_o general_a confession_n chapter_n 19_o 1._o hitherto_o my_o deer_n philotheus_n have_v i_o set_v down_o the_o meditation_n which_o i_o think_v requisite_a for_o our_o purpose_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v pass_v they_o over_o with_o diligence_n and_o devotion_n then_o go_v with_o a_o humble_a but_o yet_o courageous_a spirit_n to_o make_v thy_o general_a confession_n but_o â—_o pray_v thou_o suffer_v not_o thyself_o to_o be_v trouble_v with_o any_o kind_n of_o apprehension_n the_o scorpion_n be_v venomous_a in_o the_o wound_n which_o arise_v from_o his_o sting_n but_o himself_o be_v reduce_v into_o 〈◊〉_d become_v a_o fingular_a remedy_n agaiâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d own_o sting_a â—o_o sin_n be_v no_o 〈…〉_o full_a but_o when_o it_o be_v commâ—…ed_v but_o 〈…〉_o convert_v into_o confessioâ—…_n penaunâ—…â—ecometh_v wholesome_a &_o honourable_a 〈◊〉_d and_o confession_n be_v so_o precious_a 〈…〉_o sweet_a a_o smell_n that_o 〈…〉_o filth_n and_o disperse_v the_o 〈…〉_o of_o sin_n simon_n the_o leper_n judge_v mary_n magdalen_n to_o be_v a_o sinner_n and_o call_v she_o so_o but_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n deny_v it_o and_o speak_v no_o more_o of_o her_o sin_n but_o of_o the_o sweet_a perfume_n which_o she_o pour_v forth_o and_o of_o the_o greatness_n and_o odoriferous_a send_v of_o her_o inflame_a charity_n 2._o o_o my_o philotheus_n if_o we_o be_v true_o humble_a in_o our_o own_o eye_n and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n our_o sin_n will_v displease_v we_o above_o all_o thing_n because_o god_n be_v high_o offend_v with_o they_o but_o the_o accusation_n of_o our_o sin_n will_v be_v sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o we_o because_o god_n be_v great_o honour_v with_o it_o a_o kind_n of_o hart_n ease_n and_o a_o asswage_n of_o pain_n it_o be_v to_o have_v declare_v plain_o &_o sufficient_o the_o disease_n that_o torment_v we_o to_o a_o skilful_a physician_n that_o can_v cure_v us._n 3_o when_o thou_o come_v before_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v on_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n kneel_v right_o under_o the_o foot_n of_o jesus_n christ_n crucify_v from_o who_o distil_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n on_o all_o side_n to_o bathe_v &_o wash_v thou_o from_o thy_o iniquity_n for_o although_o it_o be_v not_o the_o very_a blood_n of_o our_o saviour_n yet_o it_o be_v the_o merit_n and_o valour_n of_o his_o blood_n shed_v for_o we_o upon_o the_o cross_n which_o wash_v &_o water_v abundant_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o penitent_n in_o every_o confessionarie_n open_v then_o thy_o hart_n well_o to_o expel_v thy_o sin_n by_o virtue_n of_o confession_n for_o according_a to_o that_o measure_n in_o which_o they_o go_v out_o of_o thy_o soul_n will_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n enter_v in_o their_o room_n to_o fill_v thou_o brimful_a with_o his_o blessing_n 4._o but_o be_v sure_a to_o declare_v the_o state_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o all_o thy_o sin_n simple_o plain_o and_o full_o satisfy_v thy_o conscience_n in_o this_o once_o for_o all_o thy_o life_n after_o and_o that_o do_v harken_v to_o the_o advertisment_n and_o ordonance_n of_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n to_o who_o thou_o confess_v and_o say_v with_o holy_a samuel_n in_o thy_o hart_n speak_v lord_n for_o thy_o servant_n hearkn_v unto_o thou_o yea_o my_o philotheus_n it_o be_v god_n who_o voice_n thou_o hear_v in_o that_o place_n for_o so_o say_v he_o unto_o his_o vicar_n he_o that_o hear_v you_o hear_v i_o 5._o after_o that_o take_v in_o hand_n this_o protestation_n follow_v which_o serve_v for_o a_o conclusion_n of_o all_o thy_o contrition_n ponder_v it_o well_o from_o the_o begin_n to_o the_o end_n and_o read_v it_o attentive_o and_o with_o the_o great_a feeling_n that_o possible_a thou_o can_v a_o authentical_a protestation_n serve_v to_o engrave_v in_o thy_o soul_n a_o firm_a resolution_n to_o serve_v god_n and_o to_o conclude_v the_o act_n of_o penance_n chap._n 20._o 1._o i_o wretched_a sinner_n here_o personal_o
rancour_n there_o be_v almost_o no_o remedy_n to_o be_v free_v from_o it_o for_o it_o nourish_v itself_o with_o ae_z thousand_o surmise_n and_o false_a persuasion_n because_o never_o be_v there_o yet_o any_o angry_a man_n that_o think_v his_o anger_n to_o be_v causeless_a or_o unjust_a it_o be_v better_a then_o and_o easy_o to_o learn_v and_o accustom_v our_o self_n to_o live_v without_o choler_n then_o to_o use_v our_o choler_n and_o anger_n moderate_o and_o discreet_o but_o if_o through_o imperfection_n and_o frailty_n we_o find_v ourselves_o surprise_v and_o overtake_v therewith_o it_o be_v better_a to_o chase_v it_o away_o speedy_o then_o to_o stand_v dalli_v and_o as_o it_o be_v copn_v with_o it_o for_o give_v it_o never_o so_o little_a leave_n and_o it_o will_v be_v mistress_n of_o the_o fort_n and_o like_o the_o serpent_n which_o can_v easy_o draw_v in_o his_o whole_a body_n where_o he_o can_v once_o get_v in_o his_o head_n 6._o but_o thou_o will_v say_v how_o shall_v i_o repress_v and_o refrain_v my_o anger_n once_o heat_v and_o inflame_v thou_o must_v philotheus_n at_o the_o first_o assault_n of_o choler_n speedy_o assemble_v thy_o force_n together_o reflect_v upon_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v in_o hand_n not_o rude_o nor_o violent_o but_o mild_o and_o gentle_o though_o serious_o and_o in_o all_o earnest_n for_o as_o we_o see_v in_o the_o audience_n &_o assembly_n of_o the_o senate_n or_o court_n the_o usher_n with_o cri_v of_o peace_n make_v more_o noise_n a_o great_a deal_n than_o those_o who_o they_o bid_v to_o be_v silent_a so_o it_o happen_v many_o time_n that_o endeavour_v with_o impetuositie_n and_o many_o force_n to_o assuage_v our_o choler_n we_o stir_v up_o more_o perturbation_n and_o trouble_n in_o ourselves_o than_o the_o motion_n itself_o of_o choler_n have_v do_v before_o so_o that_o the_o hart_n be_v thus_o trouble_v be_v no_o more_o master_n of_o itself_o 7._o second_o after_o this_o soft_a and_o sweet_a strain_n of_o thy_o power_n to_o reflect_v upon_o themselves_o practice_v the_o advice_n which_o s._n austin_n be_v now_o old_a give_v unto_o the_o young_a bishop_n auxilius_n do_v say_v he_o that_o which_o a_o man_n shall_v do_v if_o that_o cb_n chance_v thou_o which_o the_o man_n of_o god_n say_v in_o the_o psalm_n my_o eye_n be_v trouble_v for_o anger_n have_v recourse_n unto_o god_n cri_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n that_o he_o may_v stretch_v forth_o his_o right_a hand_n to_o repress_v thy_o choler_n i_o mean_v that_o we_o shall_v invoke_v the_o assistance_n of_o god_n when_o we_o perceive_v ourselves_o shake_v with_o choler_n imitate_v the_o apostle_n when_o they_o be_v toss_v with_o wind_n and_o tempest_n upon_o the_o water_n for_o he_o will_v command_v our_o passion_n to_o cease_v &_o cause_v a_o quiet_a calm_a to_o ensue_v but_o i_o admonish_v thou_o that_o always_o the_o prayer_n which_o thou_o make_v against_o this_o passion_n of_o anger_n which_o they_o possess_v &_o press_v thou_o be_v exercise_v meeklie_o leasurly_a &_o calm_o not_o violent_o hasty_o or_o turbulent_o &_o this_o self_n same_o rule_n must_v be_v observe_v in_o all_o remedy_n which_o be_v apply_v against_o this_o passion_n of_o anger_n 8._o three_o so_o soon_o as_o thou_o perceave_v that_o thou_o have_v do_v some_o act_n of_o choler_n repair_v and_o redress_v the_o fault_n immediate_o with_o another_o contrary_a act_n of_o mildness_n exercise_v prompt_o and_o sweet_o towards_o the_o same_o person_n against_o who_o thou_o be_v angry_a for_o as_o it_o be_v a_o sovereign_a remedy_n against_o li_v to_o unsay_v it_o and_o go_v back_o from_o the_o lie_n even_o in_o the_o very_a place_n where_o thou_o tolde_v it_o so_o be_v it_o a_o excellent_a salve_n against_o anger_n to_o apply_v sudden_o and_o out_o of_o hand_n a_o contrary_a act_n of_o mildness_n and_o courtesy_n for_o green_a wound_n they_o say_v be_v easy_a to_o be_v cure_v 9_o fourthe_o when_o thou_o be_v at_o repose_n and_o tranquillity_n and_o without_o any_o occasion_n or_o subject_n of_o choler_n make_v great_a store_n and_o provision_n as_o they_o say_v of_o meekness_n and_o gentleness_n speak_v all_o thy_o word_n and_o work_v all_o thy_o action_n and_o use_v all_o thy_o behaveour_n in_o the_o sweet_a soft_a and_o mild_a manner_n thou_o can_v call_v to_o mind_n that_o the_o spouse_n in_o the_o canticle_n have_v honey_n not_o only_o in_o her_o lip_n but_o also_o under_o her_o tongue_n that_o be_v in_o her_o breast_n nor_o honey_n only_o but_o milk_n too_o for_o so_o we_o must_v not_o only_o have_v sweet_a and_o courteous_a word_n to_o our_o neighbour_n but_o they_o must_v proceed_v also_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o hart_n neither_o must_v we_o have_v this_o 〈◊〉_d prince_n mildness_n which_o be_v pleasant_a and_o odoriferous_a in_o our_o conversation_n with_o stranger_n &_o forrener_n abroad_o but_o with_o all_o the_o milk_n sweet_a behaveour_n and_o fatherly_a or_o brotherly_a carriage_n also_o within_o door_n 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they_o be_v but_o according_a as_o he_o himself_o be_v so_o we_o correct_v ourselves_o much_o better_o by_o calm_a &_o settle_a repentance_n then_o by_o sour_a fret_a and_o fume_a dislike_n for_o repentance_n do_v with_o violence_n of_o passion_n be_v never_o according_a to_o the_o heaviness_n of_o our_o fault_n but_o according_a to_o the_o sway_n of_o our_o inclination_n for_o example_n he_o that_o much_o affect_v chastity_n will_v vex_v himself_o with_o a_o unspeakable_a bitterness_n for_o the_o least_o fault_n that_o he_o shall_v commit_v against_o it_o and_o will_v but_o laugh_v at_o a_o gross_a slander_n and_o detraction_n proceed_v from_o he_o on_o the_o other_o side_n he_o that_o hate_v the_o sin_n of_o detraction_n will_v afflict_v his_o soul_n for_o murmur_v a_o little_a and_o make_v no_o reckon_v of_o a_o grievous_a fault_n commit_v against_o chastity_n &_o so_o of_o other_o and_o this_o spring_v from_o no_o other_o fountain_n they_o that_o they_o judge_v not_o their_o 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poor_a he_o become_v true_a it_o be_v that_o god_n will_v pay_v it_o &_o render_v it_o all_o again_o not_o only_o in_o the_o next_o world_n but_o even_o in_o this_o present_a life_n for_o nothing_o so_o much_o prosper_v our_o temporal_a estate_n as_o almes-giving_a but_o notwithstanding_o until_o such_o time_n as_o god_n do_v restore_v &_o repay_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v thus_o give_v thou_o remain_v by_o so_o much_o poor_a in_o deed_n they_o thou_o be_v o_o how_o holy_a &_o rich_a be_v that_o poverty_n which_o come_v by_o almsdeed_n 5._o love_n poor_a folk_n &_o poverty_n for_o so_o shall_v thou_o become_v poor_a in_o deed_n because_o as_o the_o holy_a scripture_n teace_v we_o be_v make_v like_o the_o thing_n which_o we_o love_v love_n make_v lover_n fellow_n &_o equal_n who_o be_v weak_a say_v s._n paul_n with_o who_o i_o be_o not_o weak_a he_o may_v have_v say_v likewise_o who_o be_v poor_a with_o who_o i_o be_o not_o poor_a for_o love_n make_v he_o like_o those_o who_o he_o love_v if_o then_o thou_o love_v the_o poor_a from_o thy_o hart_n thou_o shall_v be_v true_o partaker_n of_o their_o poverty_n &_o become_v as_o poor_a as_o they_o but_o if_o thou_o love_v the_o poor_a witness_v this_o thy_o love_n by_o go_v oftenn_n among_o they_o be_v glad_a to_o see_v they_o in_o thy_o own_o house_n and_o visit_v they_o in_o they_o keep_v they_o company_n willing_o rejoice_v that_o they_o approache_v nighthee_o in_o the_o church_n in_o the_o street_n and_o else_o where_o be_v poor_a in_o talk_v speaking_z and_o converse_v courteous_o among_o they_o but_o be_v richehanded_a give_v they_o liberal_o of_o thy_o good_n as_o have_v more_o abundance_n 6._o will_v thou_o go_v one_o step_n far_o my_o philotheus_n content_v not_o thyself_o to_o be_v poor_a but_o procure_v to_o be_v poor_a they_o the_o poor_a themselves_o and_o how_o may_v that_o be_v the_o servant_n be_v inferior_a to_o his_o master_n be_v thou_o then_o a_o servant_n of_o the_o poor_a go_v and_o attend_v on_o 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he_o do_v very_o often_o he_o serve_v they_o ordinary_o which_o have_v the_o most_o horrible_a and_o loathsome_a disease_n as_o lazar_n canker_n and_o such_o like_a and_o perform_v all_o this_o service_n unto_o they_o bareheaded_a and_o kneel_v on_o the_o ground_n consider_v and_o respect_v in_o their_o person_n the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n and_o cherrish_v they_o with_o as_o tender_v a_o love_n as_o any_o sweet_a mother_n can_v do_v she_o one_o child_n saint_n elisabeth_n daughter_n to_o the_o king_n of_o hungary_n often_o time_n put_v herself_o among_o the_o poor_a and_o for_o her_o recreation_n sometime_o will_v apparel_v herself_o like_o a_o poor_a woman_n among_o her_o lady_n say_v unto_o they_o if_o i_o be_v poor_a thus_o will_v i_o attire_v myself_o o_o good_a god_n philotheus_n how_o poor_a be_v this_o prince_n and_o princess_n amid_o their_o royal_a riches_n and_o how_o scotfree_a be_v they_o in_o this_o their_o admirable_a poverty_n bless_a be_v they_o that_o be_v poor_a in_o this_o sort_n for_o unto_o they_o belong_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n i_o be_v hungry_a and_o you_o give_v i_o to_o eat_v i_o be_v naked_a and_o you_o clothe_v i_o possess_v you_o the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o you_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n will_v the_o king_n of_o the_o poor_a and_o of_o king_n say_v at_o his_o great_a doom_n day_n 7._o there_o be_v no_o man_n but_o upon_o some_o occasion_n one_o time_n or_o other_o shall_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o some_o commodity_n sometime_o come_v a_o guest_n who_o we_o ought_v or_o will_v entertain_v royallie_o and_o for_o the_o present_a we_o have_v nothing_o to_o receive_v he_o in_o good_a sort_n withal_o sometime_o our_o best_a apparel_n be_v in_o one_o place_n and_o we_o ourselves_o in_o another_o where_o occasion_n require_v that_o we_o shall_v go_v better_o clothe_v it_o happen_v another_o time_n that_o all_o the_o wine_n of_o our_o cellar_n do_v work_v and_o loose_v their_o taste_n so_o that_o there_o remain_v only_o low_a and_o green_a wine_n for_o our_o own_o use_n another_o time_n in_o a_o long_a journey_n we_o light_v upon_o some_o cottage_n to_o lodge_v in_o where_o all_o thing_n be_v lack_v where_o there_o be_v nether_a table_n nor_o chair_n nor_o bed_n nor_o chamber_n nor_o any_o to_o serve_v us._n to_o be_v brief_a it_o be_v a_o very_a ordinary_a thing_n to_o stand_v oft_o time_n in_o need_n of_o some_o necessary_a commodity_n be_v we_o otherwise_o never_o so_o rich_a well_o this_o be_v to_o be_v poor_a in_o effect_n and_o in_o very_a deed_n when_o we_o lack_v these_o thing_n philotheus_n rejoice_n in_o such_o occasion_n and_o accept_v they_o with_o all_o thy_o hart_n and_o suffer_v they_o cheerful_o for_o god_n love_n 8._o when_o some_o inconvenience_n befall_v that_o empoverish_v thou_o either_o of_o a_o great_a deal_n or_o of_o a_o little_a as_o tempest_n fire_n inundation_n dearth_n thief_n process_n persecution_n or_o the_o like_a o_o then_o philotheus_n be_v the_o time_n indeed_o to_o practice_v poverty_n of_o spirit_n receive_v with_o mildness_n this_o loss_n &_o diminish_n of_o our_o wealth_n and_o accommodate_v ourselves_o patient_o and_o constant_o to_o this_o unexpected_a empoverishement_n esau_n present_v himself_o to_o his_o father_n with_o his_o hand_n all_o hairy_a and_o so_o do_v jacob_n likewise_o but_o because_o the_o hair_n that_o cover_v jacobs_n hand_n stick_v not_o to_o his_o own_o skin_n but_o to_o his_o glove_n one_o may_v have_v take_v away_o the_o hair_n from_o he_o without_o hurt_v he_o but_o because_o the_o hair_n of_o esau_n hand_n grow_v upon_o his_o own_o skin_n and_o not_o upon_o his_o glove_n be_v hairy_a by_o nature_n he_o that_o will_v have_v endeavour_v to_o pull_v of_o his_o hair_n shall_v have_v put_v he_o to_o pain_n and_o torment_n and_o he_o will_v have_v strive_v and_o sweat_v to_o defend_v himself_o from_o flay_v when_o our_o riches_n cleave_v to_o our_o very_a soul_n if_o a_o tempest_n if_o thief_n if_o a_o catch_v pole_n do_v but_o snatch_v any_o piece_n from_o we_o what_o complaint_n what_o stir_v what_o impatience_n present_o show_v we_o but_o when_o our_o riches_n cleave_v but_o only_o to_o the_o care_n that_o god_n will_v have_v we_o take_v and_o do_v not_o stick_v to_o our_o hart_n if_o they_o fleece_v we_o and_o despoil_v we_o of_o they_o we_o do_v not_o fall_v beside_o ourselves_o therefore_o nor_o loose_v the_o quiet_a and_o tranquillity_n of_o mind_n this_o be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o beast_n and_o man_n as_o touch_v their_o clothes_n for_o beast_n clothes_n stick_v to_o their_o flesh_n and_o man_n apparel_n be_v only_o cast_v about_o they_o so_o that_o they_o may_v be_v put_v of_o and_o one_o at_o their_o pleasure_n without_o any_o pain_n or_o inconvenience_n how_o to_o practice_v richnes_n of_o spirit_n in_o real_a poverty_n chapter_n 16._o 1._o but_o if_o thou_o chance_v to_o be_v very_o poor_a in_o deed_n philotheus_n o_o god_n be_v then_o poor_a likewise_o in_o spirit_n make_v a_o virtue_n of_o necessity_n and_o value_v this_o precious_a pearl_n of_o poverty_n at_o the_o high_a rate_n and_o estimation_n which_o it_o deserve_v the_o lustre_n thereof_o be_v not_o discover_v perfect_o in_o this_o world_n and_o yet_o never_o the_o less_o it_o be_v exceed_o rich_a and_o beautiful_a 2._o be_v patient_a because_o thou_o be_v in_o good_a company_n our_o lord_n and_o our_o lady_n the_o apostle_n so_o many_o saint_n both_o man_n and_o woman_n have_v be_v exceed_v poor_a though_o they_o have_v mean_n to_o be_v scotfree_a yet_o they_o contemn_v riches_n how_o many_o great_a worldling_n have_v there_o be_v and_o be_v who_o even_o with_o mighty_a contradiction_n and_o resistance_n of_o their_o friend_n have_v
chaunce_v to_o hear_v any_o man_n speak_v ill_a of_o another_o procure_v if_o thou_o can_v to_o make_v his_o accusation_n doubtful_a if_o thou_o can_v not_o do_v that_o justly_o endeavour_n to_o excuse_v the_o intention_n of_o the_o party_n censure_v if_o that_o can_v be_v do_v neither_o show_v thy_o compassion_n towards_o his_o frailty_n cut_v off_o the_o discourse_n remember_v thyself_o and_o bring_v the_o hearer_n in_o remembrance_n that_o if_o they_o have_v not_o offend_v in_o that_o sort_n that_o they_o be_v the_o more_o behold_v to_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n for_o the_o same_o and_o withal_o recall_v courteous_o the_o detractor_n to_o himself_o and_o last_o if_o thou_o know_v any_o good_a of_o the_o party_n detract_v endeavour_n to_o set_v it_o forth_o other_o advice_n and_o instruction_n to_o be_v observe_v in_o talk_n chapter_n 30._o 1._o let_v our_o talk_n be_v courteous_a frank_a sincere_a plain_a &_o faithful_a without_o double_a deal_n subtlety_n or_o dissemble_v for_o though_o it_o be_v not_o good_a always_o to_o tell_v the_o truth_n in_o all_o matter_n and_o in_o all_o occasion_n yet_o be_v it_o never_o lawful_a to_o speak_v against_o the_o truth_n accustom_v thyself_o never_o to_o lie_v witting_o and_o of_o set_a purpose_n neither_o to_o excuse_v thyself_o nor_o for_o any_o other_o cause_n call_v always_o to_o mind_n that_o god_n be_v the_o god_n of_o truth_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o tell_v a_o lie_n and_o can_v handsome_o correct_v it_o out_o of_o hand_n either_o by_o recall_v it_o merry_o or_o by_o some_o good_a explication_n do_v it_o a_o true_a excuse_n have_v much_o more_o grace_n and_o force_v to_o give_v satisfaction_n than_o a_o lie_n never_o so_o smooth_o tell_v 2._o though_o sometime_o a_o man_n may_v prudent_o and_o discreet_o disguise_v and_o cover_v the_o truth_n by_o some_o artificial_a colour_n of_o speech_n yet_o must_v that_o be_v use_v only_o in_o matter_n of_o importance_n when_o the_o glory_n and_o service_n of_o god_n manifest_o require_v it_o except_v only_o those_o occasion_n such_o artificial_a equivocation_n be_v dangerous_a for_o as_o holy_a write_v say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n dwell_v not_o in_o a_o dissemble_n and_o double_a spirit_n no_o cunning_a be_v so_o much_o to_o be_v desire_v as_o simplicity_n the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o world_n and_o subtility_n of_o the_o flesh_n belong_v to_o the_o child_n of_o this_o world_n but_o the_o child_n of_o god_n walk_v plain_o without_o go_v awry_o their_o hart_n be_v free_a from_o all_o doublenes_n he_o that_o walk_v simple_o say_v the_o wiseman_n walk_v confident_o li_v double_a deal_n &_o dissemble_v be_v always_o sign_n of_o a_o weak_a and_o base_a spirit_n s._n austin_n have_v say_v in_o the_o 4._o book_n of_o his_o confession_n that_o his_o soul_n and_o his_o friend_n soul_n be_v but_o one_o soul_n and_o that_o his_o life_n be_v tedious_a unto_o he_o after_o the_o death_n of_o his_o friend_n because_o he_o will_v not_o live_v by_o by_o half_n and_o yet_o that_o for_o the_o self_n same_o cause_n he_o fear_v to_o die_v lest_o his_o friend_n shall_v die_v whole_o in_o he_o these_o word_n afterward_o seem_v unto_o he_o too_o artificial_a and_o affect_v in_o so_o much_o that_o he_o correct_v they_o in_o the_o book_n of_o his_o retractation_n censure_v they_o with_o a_o note_n of_o folly_n see_v thou_o not_o philotheus_n what_o a_o lively_a and_o delicate_a feel_n this_o holy_a and_o pure_a soul_n have_v of_o curious_a paint_a speech_n sure_o it_o be_v a_o great_a ornament_n of_o a_o christian_n soul_n to_o be_v faithful_a plain_a and_o sincere_a in_o talk_n i_o have_v say_v i_o will_v observe_v and_o keep_v my_o way_n that_o i_o may_v not_o offend_v in_o my_o tongue_n set_a o_o lord_n a_o watch_n before_o my_o mouth_n and_o a_o door_n of_o strength_n and_o closenes_n to_o shut_v my_o lip_n say_v david_n 3._o it_o be_v a_o advice_n of_o the_o holy_a king_n s._n lewes_n to_o contrary_a or_o gainsay_v no_o man_n unless_o it_o be_v either_o sin_n or_o damage_n to_o let_v his_o word_n pass_v without_o contradict_v they_o and_o by_o this_o mean_n a_o man_n may_v be_v sure_a to_o escape_v all_o quarrel_n and_o debate_n but_o when_o necessity_n constrain_v to_o oppose_v thy_o opinion_n against_o another_o man_n use_v mildness_n wariness_n and_o dexterity_n not_o seek_v to_o vex_v his_o spirit_n who_o thou_o gainsayest_n nor_o to_o confound_v he_o for_o nothing_o be_v gain_v by_o sharp_a reprehension_n or_o too_o much_o stomach_n in_o contradict_v 4._o the_o ancient_a sage_n high_o commend_v they_o that_o speak_v little_a which_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v not_o of_o they_o that_o speak_v few_o word_n but_o of_o they_o that_o use_v not_o many_o needless_a and_o unprofitable_a word_n for_o in_o this_o matter_n of_o talk_n we_o regard_v not_o so_o much_o the_o quantity_n as_o the_o quality_n and_o in_o my_o opinion_n we_o ought_v for_o to_o fly_v both_o extreme_n for_o to_o show_v one_o self_n a_o grave_n profound_a doctor_n refuse_v to_o condescend_v to_o familiar_a talk_n use_v in_o honest_a recreation_n argue_v either_o some_o distrust_n or_o disdain_n and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n to_o prate_v always_o and_o give_v neither_o place_n nor_o occasion_n unto_o other_o man_n to_o speak_v their_o pleasure_n smell_v either_o of_o vainglory_n or_o of_o folly_n and_o lightness_n 5._o s._n lewes_n allow_v it_o not_o for_o good_a manner_n when_o one_o be_v in_o company_n to_o talk_v to_o any_o man_n in_o secret_a and_o in_o counsel_n principal_o at_o the_o table_n lest_o he_o give_v some_o cause_n to_o suspect_v that_o he_o speak_v ill_a of_o other_o he_o that_o be_v at_o table_n say_v he_o in_o good_a company_n and_o have_v any_o good_a and_o merry_a conceit_n to_o say_v let_v he_o speak_v that_o all_o the_o company_n may_v hear_v he_o if_o it_o be_v any_o thing_n of_o importance_n that_o he_o will_v not_o have_v all_o man_n know_v let_v he_o conceal_v it_o altogether_o and_o tell_v it_o no_o man_n while_o the_o company_n be_v not_o dissolve_v of_o honest_a and_o commendable_a pastime_n and_o recreation_n chapter_n 31._o 1._o it_o be_v sometime_o necessary_a to_o ease_v our_o spirit_n and_o afford_v it_o and_o the_o body_n also_o some_o kind_n of_o recreation_n s._n john_n the_o evangelist_n as_o the_o devout_a cassianus_n report_v be_v upon_o a_o time_n find_v by_o a_o huntsman_n to_o have_v a_o partridge_n in_o his_o hand_n and_o to_o make_v much_o of_o it_o and_o play_v with_o it_o for_o his_o passetine_n the_o huntsman_n demand_v wherefore_o he_o a_o man_n of_o such_o quality_n take_v delight_n in_o so_o low_a and_o base_a a_o recreation_n well_o say_v s._n john_n and_o wherefore_o do_v not_o thou_o carry_v thy_o bow_n always_o bend_v marry_v quoth_v the_o huntsman_n lest_o if_o it_o shall_v be_v always_o bend_v it_o will_v loose_v his_o force_n and_o strength_n when_o it_o shall_v be_v needful_a wonder_v not_o then_o at_o i_o reply_v the_o bless_a apostle_n if_o i_o cease_v a_o little_a from_o the_o rigour_n and_o attention_n of_o my_o spirit_n to_o take_v a_o little_a rest_n and_o recreation_n that_o after_o this_o small_a ease_n i_o may_v after_o employ_v myself_o more_o earnest_o in_o contemplation_n of_o high_a matter_n it_o be_v doubtless_o a_o great_a vice_n to_o be_v so_o rude_a and_o savage_a as_o nether_a to_o allow_v one_o self_n nor_o to_o suffer_v any_o other_o to_o enjoy_v some_o kind_n of_o lawful_a passerime_n &_o recreation_n 2._o to_o take_v the_o air_n to_o walk_v and_o talk_v merry_o and_o love_o together_o to_o play_v on_o the_o lute_n and_o other_o such_o instrument_n to_o sing_v in_o music_n to_o go_v a_o hunt_n be_v recreation_n so_o honest_a that_o to_o use_v they_o well_o there_o need_v but_o ordinary_a prudence_n which_o give_v every_o thing_n due_a order_n place_n season_n and_o measure_n 3._o those_o game_n in_o which_o the_o gain_n get_v by_o they_o serve_v for_o a_o price_n and_o recompense_n of_o nimbleness_n of_o the_o body_n or_o industry_n of_o the_o mind_n as_o tennis_n balloon_n stool_n bale_n chess_n table_n run_v at_o the_o ring_n be_v of_o themselves_o good_a and_o lawful_a only_a excess_n be_v to_o be_v avoid_v either_o in_o the_o time_n employ_v upon_o they_o or_o in_o the_o wager_n that_o be_v play_v for_o if_o too_o much_o time_n be_v spend_v in_o these_o disport_n they_o be_v no_o more_o recreation_n but_o a_o occupation_n not_o ease_v either_o body_n or_o mind_n but_o weeri_v the_o one_o and_o dull_v the_o other_o after_o five_o or_o six_o hour_n spend_v at_o chess_n who_o be_v not_o altogether_o weary_v in_o spirit_n with_o so_o much_o attention_n to_o play_v a_o whole_a afternoon_n at_o tennis_n be_v not_o to_o recreate_v the_o body_n but_o to_o tire_v it_o
just_a condescendence_n do_v lead_v we_o thereunto_o 2._o i_o receive_v great_a comfort_n in_o hart_n to_o read_v in_o the_o life_n of_o bless_a charles_n boro_n maeus_fw-la the_o holy_a bishop_n of_o milan_n that_o he_o condescend_v unto_o the_o suisser_n in_o certain_a thing_n in_o which_o otherwise_o he_o be_v very_o severe_a and_o that_o the_o bless_a ignatius_n de_fw-fr loyola_n be_v desire_v to_o play_v accept_v of_o it_o s._n elizabeth_n of_o hungary_n be_v wont_a to_o sport_v herself_o and_o be_v present_a at_o assembly_n of_o passetime_o without_o hurt_n of_o her_o devotion_n which_o be_v so_o deep_o root_v in_o her_o soul_n that_o as_o the_o rock_n about_o the_o lake_n of_o rietta_n do_v increase_n by_o the_o wash_n and_o beat_v of_o the_o wave_n so_o her_o devotion_n increase_v among_o the_o pomp_n &_o vanity_n of_o the_o court_n where_o unto_o her_o high_a estate_n expose_v she_o these_o be_v great_a fire_n and_o of_o such_o property_n as_o to_o increase_v with_o the_o wind_n where_o as_o little_a flame_n be_v soon_o blow_v out_o if_o we_o carry_v they_o not_o cover_v to_o be_v faithful_a and_o constant_a in_o great_a and_o small_a occasion_n chapter_n 34._o 1._o the_o sacred_a spouse_n in_o the_o canticle_n say_v that_o his_o espouse_v have_v ravish_v his_o hart_n with_o one_o of_o her_o eye_n and_o one_o hair_n of_o her_o head_n among_o all_o the_o exterior_a part_n of_o man_n body_n none_o be_v more_o noble_a for_o the_o artificiallnes_n of_o the_o make_n or_o the_o activity_n then_o be_v the_o eye_n none_o more_o base_a than_o the_o hair_n the_o meaning_n then_o of_o the_o divine_a spouse_n be_v to_o give_v we_o to_o understand_v that_o he_o accept_v not_o only_o the_o great_a work_n of_o devout_a person_n but_o even_o the_o small_a and_o least_o and_o that_o to_o serve_v he_o well_o and_o according_a to_o his_o will_n be_v to_o take_v great_a care_n in_o great_a and_o little_a piece_n of_o service_n in_o low_a and_o in_o lofty_a thing_n and_o that_o equal_o in_o both_o kind_n we_o may_v as_o it_o be_v rob_v he_o of_o his_o hart_n 2._o prepare_v thyself_o then_o my_o philotheus_n to_o suffer_v many_o great_a affliction_n yea_o &_o martyrdom_n itself_o for_o our_o lord_n resolve_v thyself_o to_o give_v up_o unto_o he_o all_o that_o which_o thou_o esteem_v most_o precious_a whensoever_o it_o please_v he_o to_o demand_v it_o father_n mother_n husband_n wife_n brother_n sister_n child_n thy_o own_o eye_n and_o thy_o life_n too_o thy_o hart_n must_v be_v ready_a to_o yield_v he_o up_o all_o these_o thing_n at_o a_o beck_n but_o as_o long_o as_o his_o divine_a providence_n send_v thou_o no_o affliction_n so_o sensible_a and_o heavy_a that_o they_o require_v not_o thy_o eye_n at_o least_o give_v he_o thy_o hair_n i_o mean_v suffer_v meek_o and_o love_o little_a injury_n small_a offence_n &_o petty_a damage_n which_o daily_a happen_v unto_o thou_o for_o by_o such_o little_a occasion_n employ_v for_o his_o love_n thou_o shall_v win_v his_o hart_n whole_o and_o make_v it_o thy_o own_o the_o headache_n the_o toothache_n the_o rheum_n a_o check_n of_o thy_o husband_n or_o wife_n the_o break_n of_o a_o glass_n loss_n of_o a_o pair_n of_o glove_n of_o a_o jewel_n of_o a_o handkerchief_n a_o frump_n or_o mock_v patient_o bear_v a_o little_a violence_n offer_v to_o thyself_o in_o goinge_v to_o bed_v soon_o and_o rise_v early_o to_o serve_v god_n and_o communicate_v a_o little_a shame_n sustain_v for_o do_v some_o action_n of_o devotion_n in_o public_a to_o be_v brief_n any_o such_o slight_a occasion_n of_o patience_n &_o sufferance_n take_v &_o embrace_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n do_v infinite_o please_v his_o divine_a goodness_n who_o for_o one_o glass_n of_o water_n have_v promise_v &_o prepare_a heaven_n to_o his_o servant_n and_o because_o these_o occasion_n offer_v themselves_o every_o moment_n they_o be_v great_a instrument_n to_o heap_v up_o spiritual_a treasure_n if_o they_o be_v well_o employ_v 3._o when_o i_o read_v in_o the_o life_n of_o s._n catherine_n of_o sienna_n so_o many_o raptes_fw-la and_o elevation_n of_o her_o spirit_n so_o many_o wise_a say_n and_o godly_a sermon_n make_v by_o she_o i_o nothing_o doubt_v but_o that_o with_o this_o fair_a eye_n of_o contemplation_n she_o ravish_v the_o hart_n of_o her_o heavenly_a spouse_n and_o i_o receive_v no_o less_o comfort_n when_o i_o find_v she_o in_o her_o father_n kitchen_n make_v the_o fire_n turn_v the_o spit_n dress_v meat_n knead_v bread_n &_o do_v all_o the_o low_a &_o base_a office_n of_o the_o house_n with_o a_o courage_n full_a of_o love_a delight_n in_o she_o god_n and_o i_o esteem_v no_o less_o the_o lowly_a meditation_n which_o she_o make_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o thesabiect_a office_n they_o the_o ecstasy_n and_o heavenly_a vision_n which_o she_o have_v so_o often_o which_o peradventure_o be_v give_v unto_o she_o only_o for_o recompense_n of_o this_o humility_n &_o abjection_n as_o for_o her_o meditation_n they_o be_v such_o as_o follow_v when_o she_o prepare_v meat_n for_o her_o father_n she_o imagine_v that_o she_o prepare_v it_o for_o our_o lord_n like_o another_o martha_fw-mi and_o that_o her_o mother_n be_v in_o place_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n and_o her_o brethren_n in_o steed_n of_o the_o holy_a apostle_n in_o this_o sort_n encourage_v her_o mind_n to_o serve_v all_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n and_o employ_v her self_o most_o delightful_o in_o such_o humiliation_n because_o she_o know_v it_o be_v god_n will_n i_o have_v set_v down_o this_o example_n my_o philotheus_n that_o thou_o may_v know_v of_o what_o importance_n it_o be_v to_o direct_v well_o all_o thy_o action_n be_v they_o never_o so_o base_a to_o the_o service_n of_o his_o divine_a majesty_n 4._o therefore_o my_o counsel_n be_v that_o thou_o imitate_v that_o courageous_a woman_n who_o the_o wise_a king_n solomon_n so_o high_o commend_v she_o set_v her_o hand_n as_o he_o say_v to_o great_a important_a &_o magnificent_a thing_n and_o yet_o disdain_v not_o to_o lay_v hold_n on_o the_o spindle_n and_o rock_n put_v thou_o thy_o hand_n to_o great_a thing_n exercise_v thyself_o in_o prayer_n &_o meditation_n in_o frequent_v the_o sacrament_n to_o engender_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o thy_o neighbour_n &_o to_o stir_v up_o good_a inspiration_n in_o their_o soul_n and_o in_o a_o word_n to_o do_v great_a &_o excellent_a good_a work_n according_a to_o thy_o call_n forget_v not_o for_o all_o that_o the_o rock_n and_o spindle_n that_o be_v the_o practice_n of_o lowly_a action_n and_o humble_a virtue_n which_o like_o small_a flower_n grow_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o the_o cross_n as_o to_o serve_v the_o poor_a visit_v the_o sick_a to_o have_v care_n of_o thy_o family_n with_o the_o work_n belong_v thereunto_o to_o use_v all_o profitable_a diligence_n to_o avoid_v idleness_n and_o amid_o all_o these_o action_n enterlace_v such_o devout_a consideration_n as_o s._n catherine_n of_o sienna_n do_v in_o her_o mortification_n 5._o great_a occasion_n of_o serve_v god_n present_v themselves_o but_o seldom_o lesser_a occasion_n offer_v themselves_o every_o day_n and_o he_o that_o shall_v be_v trusty_a in_o small_a matter_n say_v our_o saviour_n shall_v be_v establish_v over_o great_a thing_n do_v every_o thing_n then_o on_o the_o name_n of_o god_n and_o every_o thing_n will_v be_v well_o do_v whether_o thou_o eat_v or_o drinck_a sleep_v or_o wake_v be_v it_o in_o recreation_n or_o business_n so_o that_o thou_o handle_v thy_o matter_n well_o and_o have_v always_o a_o eye_n to_o god_n pleasure_n and_o will_n thou_o shall_v profit_v much_o before_o god_n do_v all_o these_o thing_n because_o that_o god_n will_v be_v that_o thou_o do_v they_o that_o we_o must_v keep_v our_o soul_n just_a and_o reasonable_a in_o all_o her_o action_n chapter_n 35._o 1._o we_o be_v not_o man_n but_o through_o the_o use_n of_o reason_n and_o yet_o be_v it_o a_o rate_n thing_n to_o find_v man_n that_o be_v reasonnable_a indeed_o for_o common_o self_n love_n make_v we_o swerve_v from_o reason_n conduct_v we_o unaware_o and_o almost_o without_o our_o knowledge_n or_o feeling_n to_o a_o thousand_o sort_n of_o small_a yet_o dangerous_a unjust_a and_o unreasonable_a action_n which_o like_o the_o little_a fox_n in_o the_o canticle_n root_v up_o the_o fruitful_a vine_n for_o because_o they_o be_v little_a man_n take_v no_o great_a heed_n of_o they_o and_o because_o they_o be_v many_o in_o number_n they_o let_v not_o to_o do_v harm_n enough_o 2._o these_o thing_n which_o now_o i_o will_v reken_fw-mi be_v they_o not_o unjust_a &_o against_o true_a reason_n we_o accuse_v our_o neighbour_n upon_o every_o light_a occasion_n and_o excuse_v ourselves_o in_o all_o thing_n we_o will_v sell_v very_a deer_n &_o buy_v very_o cheap_a we_o
vainglory_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o when_o the_o temptation_n assail_v thou_o thy_o inclination_n will_v be_v now_o no_o more_o able_a to_o take_v part_n with_o the_o temptation_n and_o thy_o soul_n will_v have_v more_o strength_n to_o resist_v it_o 2._o if_o thou_o be_v incline_v to_o covetousness_n think_v often_o upon_o the_o extreme_a folly_n and_o madness_n of_o this_o vice_n which_o render_v we_o slave_n to_o that_o dross_n which_o be_v create_v to_o serve_v we_o think_v how_o at_o our_o death_n we_o must_v leave_v all_o and_o that_o perhaps_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o they_o that_o will_v scatter_v it_o as_o careless_o as_o we_o have_v careful_o scrape_v it_o together_o and_o perchance_o in_o their_o hand_n to_o who_o it_o will_v be_v cause_n of_o their_o utter_a ruin_n and_o damnation_n speak_v much_o against_o avarice_n and_o praise_v the_o contempt_n of_o worldly_a pelf_n enforce_v thyself_o often_o time_n to_o give_v alm_n and_o to_o put_v in_o ure_n the_o act_n of_o charity_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n and_o accustom_v some_o time_n to_o omit_v some_o occasion_n of_o gain_n and_o commodity_n 3._o so_o if_o thou_o be_v subject_a to_o the_o passion_n of_o idle_a and_o carnal_a love_n think_v how_o dangerous_a a_o folly_n it_o be_v as_o well_o to_o thyself_o as_o to_o other_o who_o thy_o fancy_n may_v bring_v to_o be_v companion_n of_o thy_o peril_n consider_v what_o a_o unseemlie_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o abuse_v and_o as_o a_o man_n may_v say_v profane_v the_o noble_a affection_n of_o our_o soul_n in_o such_o vain_a employment_n how_o subject_a this_o passion_n be_v to_o blame_v of_o the_o wise_a sort_n and_o how_o pregnant_a a_o token_n of_o extreme_a lightness_n of_o understanding_n talk_v often_o in_o praise_n of_o chaste_a behaveour_n let_v thy_o discource_n be_v still_o in_o commendation_n of_o clean_a and_o pure_a soul_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a endeavour_n to_o avoid_v all_o light_a behaveour_n and_o all_o trick_n and_o toy_n of_o fond_a love_n 4._o to_o be_v brief_a in_o time_n of_o peace_n and_o rest_n that_o be_v when_o the_o temptation_n of_o those_o sin_n to_o which_o thou_o be_v most_o subject_a do_v not_o trouble_v thou_o then_o exercise_v all_o the_o act_n of_o the_o contrary_a virtue_n thou_o can_v and_o if_o occasion_n of_o do_v they_o present_v not_o themselves_o find_v mean_n to_o meet_v with_o the_o occasion_n for_o so_o will_v thy_o hart_n be_v strengthen_v and_o arm_v against_o future_a temptation_n of_o unquietnes_n of_o mind_n chapter_n 11._o 1._o vnqvietnes_n be_v not_o a_o simple_a and_o single_a temptation_n but_o a_o source_n and_o spring_n from_o whence_o many_o other_o temptation_n take_v their_o beginning_n i_o will_v speak_v a_o word_n or_o two_o thereof_o sadness_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n of_o mind_n conceive_v for_o some_o ill_a or_o damage_n which_o be_v in_o we_o against_o our_o will_n whether_o this_o evil_a be_v outward_a as_o poverty_n sickness_n contempt_n or_o inward_a as_o ignorance_n lack_v of_o devotion_n repugnance_n temptation_n for_o when_o the_o soul_n feel_v herself_o charge_v and_o burden_v with_o any_o evil_a she_o be_v aggreeved_a thereat_o and_o there_o enter_v sadness_n into_o she_o and_o present_o she_o desire_v to_o be_v deliver_v and_o free_v from_o it_o and_o not_o with_o out_o good_a reason_n for_o every_o thing_n natural_o desire_v that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o fly_v from_o that_o which_o be_v know_v or_o suppose_v to_o be_v evil_a if_o the_o soul_n seek_v out_o mean_n to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o evil_a which_o oppress_v she_o and_o to_o be_v rid_v from_o the_o burden_n of_o it_o for_o god_n love_n she_o will_v seek_v those_o mean_n with_o patience_n sweetness_n humility_n and_o repose_v of_o mind_n expect_v her_o delivery_n more_o from_o the_o providence_n and_o goodness_n of_o god_n then_o from_o her_o own_o industry_n labour_n and_o diligence_n but_o if_o she_o desire_v to_o be_v ease_v from_o her_o vexation_n for_o self_n love_n then_o will_v she_o torment_v and_o weary_a and_o trouble_v herself_o in_o seek_v the_o mean_n of_o her_o ease_n as_o though_o it_o depend_v more_o of_o herself_o then_o of_o god_n i_o say_v not_o that_o she_o thinck_v or_o judge_v so_o but_o that_o she_o behave_v herself_o so_o careful_o so_o hasty_o &_o so_o earnest_o as_o if_o indeed_o she_o think_v so_o so_o that_o if_o she_o meet_v not_o with_o that_o which_o she_o desire_v present_o and_o out_o of_o hand_n then_o fall_v she_o into_o great_a unquietnes_n and_o impatience_n by_o which_o the_o former_a vexation_n or_o evil_a not_o depart_v from_o she_o but_o rather_o wax_v far_o worse_o she_o enter_v into_o anguish_n distress_n faintness_n of_o hart_n and_o loss_n of_o all_o courage_n so_o that_o she_o judge_v and_o deem_v her_o misery_n to_o be_v past_o all_o remedy_n where_o thou_o see_v that_o sadness_n which_o have_v a_o just_a and_o lawful_a beginning_n ground_v upon_o reasonable_a consideration_n afterward_o engender_v unquietnes_n and_o unquietness_n again_o add_v a_o increase_n of_o sadness_n which_o be_v exceed_o perilous_a 2._o this_o unquietnes_n of_o mind_n be_v the_o great_a ill_n that_o can_v come_v to_o the_o soul_n except_v sin_n for_o as_o the_o sedition_n and_o civil_a discord_n of_o a_o common_a wealth_n be_v the_o utter_a ruin_n and_o overthrow_v thereof_o and_o make_v it_o altogether_o unable_a to_o resist_v the_o foreign_a invader_n so_o our_o hart_n trouble_v and_o disquiet_v in_o itself_o lose_v all_o force_n and_o ability_n to_o defend_v the_o virtue_n which_o it_o have_v purchase_v and_o all_o mean_n to_o resist_v the_o tentation_n of_o the_o ghostly_a enemy_n who_o at_o that_o time_n use_v all_o kind_n of_o divice_n and_o invention_n know_v that_o according_a to_o the_o proverb_n it_o be_v good_a fish_n in_o trouble_a water_n 3._o unquietness_n proceed_v of_o a_o inordinate_a desire_n to_o be_v deliver_v from_o the_o evil_a that_o one_o feel_v or_o to_o obtain_v the_o good_a that_o one_o desire_v and_o yet_o nothing_o make_v the_o evil_a worse_o nor_o remove_v the_o good_a far_o from_o we_o then_o do_v unquietnes_n and_o unreasonable_a hastiness_n bird_n do_v remain_v fast_o in_o the_o net_n and_o lime-twig_n because_o find_v themselves_o but_o a_o little_a catch_v hold_n of_o they_o beat_v and_o flutter_v up_o and_o down_o so_o eagre_o that_o they_o be_v more_o and_o more_o entangle_v in_o the_o snare_n when_o thou_o desire_v earnest_o to_o be_v free_v from_o any_o evil_a or_o to_o obtain_v any_o good_a the_o first_o thing_n thou_o must_v do_v be_v to_o repose_v thy_o mind_n and_o quiet_a thy_o thought_n and_o affect_n from_o overhasty_a poursuite_n of_o thy_o desire_n and_o then_o fair_a and_o soft_o begin_v to_o pourchase_v thy_o wish_n take_v by_o order_n and_o one_o after_o another_o the_o mean_n which_o thou_o iudge_v convenient_a to_o the_o attain_n thereof_o and_o when_o i_o say_v fair_a and_o soft_o i_o do_v not_o mean_v slow_o and_o negligent_o but_o without_o post-haste_a without_o trouble_n and_o unquietnes_n otherwise_o instead_o of_o attain_v to_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o desire_n thou_o will_v be_v more_o entangle_v in_o this_o labyrinthe_n of_o troublsom_a thought_n then_o before_o 4._o my_o soul_n be_v allway_o in_o my_o hand_n o_o lord_n and_o i_o have_v not_o forget_v thy_o law_n say_v david_n examine_v often_o every_o day_n at_o least_o morning_n &_o evening_n whether_o thy_o soul_n be_v in_o thy_o hand_n or_o some_o passion_n of_o unquietnes_n have_v rob_v thou_o of_o it_o consider_v whether_o thou_o have_v thy_o hart_n at_o commandment_n whether_o it_o be_v not_o escape_v and_o flee_v away_o from_o thou_o to_o some_o unrulie_a affection_n of_o love_n hatred_n envy_n covetousness_n fear_n joy_n sadness_n and_o if_o it_o be_v wander_v astray_o seek_v it_o out_o present_o and_o bring_v it_o back_o again_o gentle_o to_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n resign_v it_o with_o all_o thy_o affection_n and_o desire_n unto_o the_o obedience_n and_o direction_n of_o his_o divine_a pleasure_n for_o as_o they_o that_o fear_v lest_o they_o lose_v a_o thing_n which_o they_o love_v well_o keep_v it_o fast_o clasp_v in_o their_o hand_n so_o in_o imitation_n of_o this_o great_a king_n we_o shall_v always_o say_v from_o our_o heart_n o_o my_o god_n my_o soul_n be_v in_o continual_a danger_n of_o be_v lose_v and_o therefore_o i_o carry_v it_o always_o in_o my_o hand_n and_o for_o this_o diligent_a care_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v not_o forget_v thy_o holy_a law_n 5._o permit_v not_o thy_o desire_n be_v they_o never_o so_o little_a and_o of_o never_o so_o small_a importance_n to_o disquiet_v thy_o mind_n for_o after_o little_a desire_n come_v great_a one_o and_o find_v thy_o hart_n more_o ready_a and_o dispose_v to_o be_v trouble_v
devotion_n then_o consist_v not_o in_o such_o tender_a and_o sensible_a affection_n which_o sometime_o proceed_v of_o a_o nature_n or_o complexion_n in_o itself_o soft_a supple_a apt_a and_o easy_a to_o receive_v any_o impression_n but_o sometime_o of_o the_o craft_n of_o the_o devel_n who_o to_o busy_v we_o unprofitablie_o about_o such_o trash_n and_o droguerie_n stir_v up_o our_o fantasy_n to_o the_o appresion_n fit_a for_o to_o receive_v such_o motion_n 5._o yet_o these_o self_n same_o tender_a and_o sweet_a affection_n be_v many_o time_n good_a and_o profitable_a for_o they_o provoke_v the_o appetite_n of_o the_o soul_n comfort_v the_o spirit_n and_o add_v to_o the_o promptitude_n of_o our_o devotion_n a_o kind_n of_o jollity_n and_o cheerfullnes_n which_o make_v our_o action_n comely_a &_o delightful_a even_o in_o outward_a show_n &_o appeerance_n which_o be_v the_o gust_n or_o taste_v that_o one_o feel_v in_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a matter_n of_o which_o david_n exclaim_v o_o lorrique_n how_o sweet_a be_v thy_o word_n to_o my_o taste_n they_o be_v sweet_a than_o honey_n to_o my_o mouth_n and_o indeed_o the_o least_o and_o mean_a contentment_n of_o devotion_n which_o we_o receive_v in_o holy_a exercise_n be_v better_a in_o all_o respect_n than_o the_o most_o excellent_a recreation_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n the_o breast_n and_o milk_n that_o be_v the_o favour_n of_o the_o heavenly_a spouse_n be_v sweet_a and_o pleasaunt_a to_o the_o soul_n than_o the_o dainty_a and_o most_o precious_a wine_n of_o earthly_a delight_n he_o that_o once_o have_v taste_v they_o esteem_v all_o other_o comfort_n but_o gaulle_a and_o wormwood_n as_o they_o that_o hold_v the_o herb_n scitique_a in_o their_o mouth_n taste_v so_o pleasant_a a_o sweetness_n that_o they_o feel_v neither_o hunger_n nor_o thirst_n for_o the_o while_n so_o they_o to_o who_o god_n have_v impart_v this_o celestial_a manna_n of_o internal_a consolation_n can_v neither_o desire_v nor_o receive_v the_o contentment_n of_o the_o world_n at_o least_o to_o take_v any_o pleasure_n in_o they_o or_o to_o set_v their_o affection_n upon_o they_o they_o be_v taste_v give_v before_o hand_n of_o the_o immortal_a delight_n which_o god_n have_v lay_v up_o in_o heaven_n for_o the_o soul_n that_o search_n after_o he_o they_o be_v the_o sugar_a comfit_n and_o carowaye_n which_o he_o give_v unto_o we_o as_o his_o little_a child_n to_o allure_v we_o they_o be_v the_o cordial_a water_n which_o he_o present_v to_o strengthen_v they_o and_o many_o time_n they_o be_v handsel_n or_o pledge_n of_o everlasting_a felicity_n they_o say_v that_o alexander_n the_o great_a sail_v in_o the_o many_o sea_n discover_v before_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o companion_n the_o land_n of_o the_o happy_a arabia_n by_o the_o smell_n of_o the_o sweet_a odour_n which_o the_o wind_n bring_v with_o it_o and_o thereupon_o receive_v himself_o and_o give_v great_a encouragement_n to_o his_o felow-soldiour_n so_o oft_o time_n in_o this_o mortal_a life_n we_o receive_v these_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o devotion_n which_o no_o doubt_n present_a unto_o our_o memory_n the_o joy_n and_o delight_n of_o the_o happy_a land_n of_o heaven_n whereunto_o we_o do_v all_o sail_n and_o aspire_v 6._o but_o thou_o will_v say_v since_o there_o be_v some_o sensible_a consolation_n that_o be_v good_a and_o come_v from_o god_n and_o other_o some_o that_o be_v unprofitable_a and_o pernicious_a proceed_v either_o from_o nature_n or_o from_o the_o enemy_n how_o shall_v i_o distinguishe_v the_o one_o from_o the_o other_o and_o discern_v the_o unprofitable_a from_o those_o that_o be_v good_a it_o be_v a_o general_a rule_n my_o philotheus_n for_o all_o the_o passion_n and_o affection_n of_o our_o soul_n that_o we_o must_v know_v they_o by_o their_o fruit_n our_o soul_n be_v as_o it_o be_v tree_n affection_n and_o passion_n be_v the_o bow_n and_o branch_n work_n and_o action_n be_v the_o fruit_n it_o be_v a_o good_a soul_n that_o feel_v good_a affection_n and_o the_o affection_n be_v good_a which_o bring_v forth_o in_o we_o great_a effect_n of_o holy_a action_n if_o the_o delight_n the_o tenderness_n the_o consolation_n which_o we_o feel_v in_o spiritual_a exercise_n do_v make_v we_o more_o humble_a more_o patient_a tractable_a charitable_a full_a of_o compassion_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n more_o fervent_a in_o mortify_v our_o concupiscence_n and_o naughty_a inclination_n more_o constant_a in_o our_o good_a exercise_n and_o resolution_n more_o meek_a and_o supple_a and_o pliable_a to_o those_o who_o we_o ought_v to_o obey_v more_o simple_a and_o sincere_a in_o our_o life_n then_o without_o all_o doubt_n philotheus_n they_o be_v from_o god_n but_o if_o these_o delight_n have_v no_o sweetness_n save_v only_o for_o our_o own_o self_n if_o they_o make_v we_o curious_a peevish_a sour_a sullen_a impatient_a stubborn_a fierce_a presumptuous_a hard_a heart_a towards_o our_o neighbour_n if_o therefore_o esteem_v ourselves_o allredie_o petty_a saint_n we_o will_v no_o more_o be_v subject_a to_o correction_n nor_o direction_n then_o dear_a philotheus_n beware_v of_o they_o then_o doubtless_o they_o be_v false_a and_o pernicious_a consolation_n a_o good_a tree_n can_v bring_v forth_o any_o other_o but_o good_a fruit_n 7._o when_o we_o receive_v these_o delight_n and_o comfort_n in_o our_o exercise_n we_o must_v 1._o first_o of_o all_o humble_a ourselves_o profound_o before_o allmightie_a god_n and_o take_v heed_n of_o say_v to_o ourselves_o by_o reason_n of_o these_o sweet_a comfort_n how_o perfect_a how_o good_a be_o i_o become_v no_o philotheus_n not_o so_o these_o be_v good_a thing_n in_o deed_n but_o they_o make_v we_o never_o the_o better_a for_o have_v they_o for_o as_o i_o have_v say_v devotion_n consist_v not_o in_o they_o but_o let_v we_o say_v and_o think_v from_o our_o heart_n o_o how_o good_a be_v god_n to_o such_o as_o hope_v in_o he_o to_o the_o soul_n that_o seek_v after_o he_o he_o that_o have_v sugar_n melt_v in_o his_o mouth_n can_v proper_o say_v that_o his_o mouth_n be_v sweet_a but_o that_o the_o sugar_n which_o be_v in_o his_o mouth_n be_v sweet_a to_o his_o mouth_n so_o though_o these_o spiritual_a delight_n be_v very_o good_a and_o that_o god_n who_o impat_v they_o to_o we_o be_v exceed_v good_a yet_o follow_v it_o not_o that_o he_o which_o receave_v they_o be_v good_a 2._o let_v we_o acknowledge_v ourselves_o as_o yet_o to_o be_v little_a child_n and_o that_o we_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o milk_n that_o these_o sugar_a confit_n be_v give_v we_o because_o as_o yet_o our_o spirit_n be_v tender_a and_o delicate_a and_o therefore_o need_v allurement_n and_o bait_n to_o be_v draw_v with_o all_o to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 3._o but_o after_o that_o speak_v general_o and_o ordinary_o let_v we_o receive_v these_o grace_n and_o favour_n humble_o and_o reverent_o esteem_v they_o exceed_v precious_a not_o so_o much_o for_o that_o they_o be_v in_o themselves_o as_o that_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n of_o god_n which_o pour_v they_o into_o our_o hart_n as_o a_o love_a mother_n to_o allure_v her_o child_n put_v she_o own_o self_n the_o sugar_a confit_n into_o his_o mouth_n one_o by_o one_o sweet_o smile_v and_o tender_o parli_v with_o he_o the_o while_n for_o if_o the_o child_n have_v wit_n and_o use_n of_o his_o reason_n he_o will_v much_o more_o esteem_n his_o mother_n cherish_v embrace_n than_o the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o confit_n be_v they_o never_o so_o dainty_a so_o it_o be_v much_o philotheus_n to_o receive_v &_o feel_v in_o our_o soul_n this_o sweetness_n of_o devotion_n but_o it_o be_v the_o sweet_a of_o all_o sweetness_n to_o consider_v that_o god_n with_o his_o love_a and_o fatherlie_a hand_n put_v they_o as_o it_o be_v into_o our_o mouth_n to_o our_o hart_n and_o soul_n 4._o have_v receive_v they_o thus_o in_o humble_a and_o reverend_a wise_a let_v we_o employ_v they_o whole_o according_a to_o the_o intention_n of_o the_o giver_n and_o wherefore_o think_v you_o do_v god_n bestow_v these_o sweet_a comfort_n upon_o we_o to_o make_v we_o sweet_a towards_o every_o body_n and_o amorous_a towards_o he_o the_o mother_n give_v comfit_n to_o her_o little_a child_n to_o make_v he_o kiss_v she_o let_v we_o likewise_o kiss_v our_o bless_a saviour_n who_o make_v much_o of_o we_o by_o these_o consolation_n to_o kiss_v our_o saviour_n be_v to_o obey_v he_o to_o fulfil_v his_o will_n to_o follow_v his_o rule_n and_o counsel_n in_o a_o word_n to_o embrace_v he_o tender_o &_o love_o with_o obedience_n and_o loyalty_n the_o day_n therefore_o in_o which_o we_o shall_v receive_v any_o spiritual_a consolation_n we_o must_v employ_v most_o careful_o and_o endeavour_n to_o spend_v it_o diligent_o in_o god_n service_n and_o honour_n 5._o beyond_o all_o this_o we_o must_v from_o time_n to_o time_n renounce_v in_o our_o hart_n
repugn_v to_o thy_o mind_n and_o if_o thou_o find_v any_o such_o holy_a exercise_n to_o which_o this_o hart_n of_o thou_o have_v less_o inclination_n than_o it_o shall_v examine_v the_o cause_n from_o whence_o that_o disgust_n arise_v 5._o how_o do_v thy_o hart_n remain_v affect_v towards_o god_n himself_o take_v it_o pleasure_n in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n feel_v it_o not_o a_o sweet_a delight_n in_o call_v he_o to_o mind_n ah_o say_a david_n i_o have_v think_v upon_o god_n and_o take_v delight_n therein_o do_v thou_o find_v a_o certain_a promptness_n readiness_n and_o facility_n in_o thy_o hart_n to_o love_n god_n and_o a_o particular_a savour_n in_o taste_v this_o his_o love_n thy_o hart_n do_v it_o not_o recreate_v itself_o to_o think_v upon_o the_o immensity_n bounty_n and_o marvellous_a swetnes_n of_o almighty_a god_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o think_v upon_o god_n amid_o thy_o worldly_a affair_n and_o vanity_n do_v this_o thought_n make_v place_n and_o win_v room_n and_o seize_v upon_o thy_o hart_n do_v it_o seem_v to_o thou_o that_o in_o such_o case_n thy_o hart_n take_v god_n part_n and_o turn_v to_o his_o side_n and_o as_o it_o be_v go_v before_o he_o to_o lead_v he_o reverent_o into_o the_o chamber_n of_o thy_o hart_n for_o there_o be_v many_o soul_n of_o this_o metal_n in_o the_o world_n 6._o a_o love_a wife_n when_o her_o husband_n come_v home_o from_o some_o far_a journey_n so_o soon_o as_o she_o perceave_v any_o sign_n of_o his_o return_n or_o hear_v his_o voice_n what_o business_n of_o ever_o she_o have_v in_o hand_n though_o she_o be_v constrain_v by_o some_o forcible_a consideration_n to_o stay_v herself_o yet_o her_o hart_n can_v be_v hold_v from_o look_v for_o her_o husband_n but_o abandon_v all_o other_o cogitation_n to_o think_v upon_o his_o joyful_a return_n soul_n that_o love_v god_n do_v the_o very_a same_o howsoever_o they_o be_v employ_v when_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n present_v itself_o unto_o they_o they_o neglect_v all_o thing_n else_o for_o joy_n that_o their_o belove_a be_v return_v unto_o they_o and_o this_o be_v a_o very_a good_a sign_n 7._o how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o jesus_n christ_n god_n &_o man_n take_v thou_o pleasure_n in_o thinck_v on_o his_o life_n and_o death_n the_o bee_n delight_n in_o their_o delicious_a honey_n wasp_n and_o beetle_n in_o ill-favoured_a savour_n so_o holy_a soul_n have_v all_o their_o contentment_n place_v in_o our_o sweet_a redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n with_o a_o exceed_a tenderness_n of_o ardent_a love_n to_o he_o but_o such_o as_o be_v vain_a and_o wicked_a plant_v their_o affection_n altogether_o upon_o unprofitable_a vanity_n 8._o how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o our_o bless_a lady_n thy_o good_a angel_n the_o saint_n of_o heaven_n do_v thou_o love_v honour_n &_o reverence_v they_o have_v thou_o a_o special_a trust_n in_o their_o intercession_n a_o respect_n &_o worship_n to_o their_o image_n delight_n in_o their_o life_n take_v thou_o pleasure_n to_o hear_v they_o praise_v 9_o concern_v thy_o tongue_n how_o speak_v thou_o of_o god_n be_v it_o a_o delight_n unto_o thou_o to_o talk_v and_o discourse_n in_o his_o honour_n according_a to_o thy_o condition_n and_o ability_n do_v thou_o love_v to_o sing_v hymn_n to_o his_o praise_n and_o glory_n 10._o concern_v work_n think_v whether_o thou_o have_v a_o true_a hearty_a desire_n of_o the_o outward_a glotie_n of_o god_n and_o to_o do_v somewhat_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o worship_n for_o such_o as_o love_n god_n do_v according_a to_o david_n love_v the_o ornament_n of_o his_o house_n 11._o consider_v whether_o thou_o have_v leave_v any_o affection_n or_o renounce_v any_o delight_n or_o forsake_v any_o thing_n for_o god_n cause_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a sign_n of_o true_a love_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o we_o love_v to_o deprive_v ourselves_o of_o any_o thing_n what_o then_o have_v thou_o in_o all_o this_o time_n since_o thy_o protestation_n forsake_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n a_o examination_n of_o our_o estate_n touch_v ourselves_o chap._n 5._o 1._o how_o do_v thou_o love_v thyself_o love_v thou_o thyself_o overmuch_o for_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n for_o if_o it_o be_v so_o thou_o will_v desire_v to_o dwell_v always_o in_o the_o world_n with_o a_o extraordinary_a care_n to_o establish_v thyself_o here_o upon_o earth_n but_o if_o thou_o love_v thyself_o for_o heaven_n sake_n then_o will_v thou_o desire_v at_o least_o wise_a thou_o will_v easy_o consent_v to_o depart_v from_o hence_o at_o the_o time_n and_o hour_n that_o it_o shall_v please_v our_o lord_n to_o call_v thou_o 2._o do_v thou_o keep_v due_a order_n in_o the_o love_n of_o thyself_o for_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o mar_v we_o but_o only_o the_o inordinate_a love_n of_o ourselves_o as_o for_o well_o order_v love_n it_o require_v that_o we_o love_v the_o soul_n bitter_a than_o the_o body_n that_o we_o take_v more_o pain_n to_o get_v virtue_n then_o any_o thing_n else_o that_o we_o make_v more_o account_n of_o heavenly_a glory_n then_o of_o base_a and_o transitory_a honour_n a_o well_o order_v hart_n will_v more_o often_o say_v in_o itself_o what_o will_v the_o angel_n say_v if_o i_o think_v or_o do_v such_o a_o thing_n they_o what_o will_v man_n say_v 3._o what_o love_n bear_v thou_o to_o thy_o soul_n be_v thou_o unwilling_a and_o loath_a to_o help_v it_o when_o it_o be_v spiritual_o distemper_v and_o disease_v alas_o thou_o owe_v this_o care_n and_o attendance_n unto_o it_o to_o help_v it_o thyself_o and_o procure_v it_o to_o be_v holpen_v by_o other_o when_o passion_n do_v torment_v it_o and_o to_o set_v a_o side_n all_o other_o care_n when_o thy_o soul_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o thy_o care_n 4._o how_o do_v thou_o esteem_v of_o thyself_o before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n almighty_a to_o be_v nothing_o at_o all_o doubtless_o but_o it_o be_v no_o great_a humility_n in_o a_o fly_n to_o think_v herself_o nothing_o in_o regard_n of_o a_o mountain_n or_o for_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o esteem_v itself_o nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o main_a sea_n nor_o for_o a_o sparkle_n of_o fire_n to_o hold_v itself_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o sun_n it_o be_v humility_n indeed_o not_o to_o prefer_v ourselves_o before_o other_o nor_o to_o affect_v or_o desire_v to_o be_v esteem_v of_o and_o well_o like_v by_o other_o how_o do_v thou_o feel_v thyself_o affect_v in_o this_o point_n 5._o touch_v thy_o tongue_n do_v thou_o not_o brag_v and_o vaunt_v of_o thyself_o one_o way_n or_o other_o do_v thou_o not_o flatter_v thyself_o when_o thou_o speak_v of_o thy_o own_o self_n 6._o for_o work_n &_o action_n do_v thou_o use_v to_o take_v any_o pleasure_n or_o passetime_o contrary_a to_o thy_o bodily_a or_o spiritual_a health_n i_o mean_v vain_a pleasure_n unprofitable_a recreation_n overwatching_a too_o much_o disorde_o labour_n and_o such_o like_a a_o examination_n of_o the_o estate_n of_o our_o soul_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o the_o love_n between_o husband_n and_o wife_n oughts_z io_o be_v sweet_a quiet_a earnest_a and_o constant_a and_o ground_v principal_o upon_o the_o ordinance_n of_o god_n who_o command_v it_o to_o be_v so_o and_o the_o self_n same_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o love_n between_o parent_n and_o their_o child_n between_o we_o and_o our_o neighbour_n and_o our_o friend_n every_o one_o in_o his_o rank_n and_o degree_n 2._o but_o to_o speak_v in_o general_n how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o thy_o neighbour_n do_v thou_o love_v he_o from_o thy_o hart_n and_o for_o god_n sake_n to_o discern_v well_o whether_o it_o be_v so_o or_o no_o thou_o must_v prepose_v and_o represent_v unto_o thyself_o certain_a person_n that_o be_v troublesome_a and_o intractable_a for_o there_o it_o be_v and_o towards_o such_o kind_n of_o man_n where_o we_o exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o true_a charity_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n and_o much_o more_o towards_o such_o as_o have_v injury_v we_o either_o in_o work_n or_o in_o word_n examine_v well_o if_o thy_o hart_n be_v free_a from_o passion_n in_o this_o behalf_n and_o whether_o thou_o feel_v not_o a_o contradiction_n within_o thou_o to_o love_v any_o body_n 3._o be_v thou_o prone_a to_o speak_v ill_o of_o thy_o neighbour_n and_o especial_o of_o such_o as_o love_v thou_o not_o do_v thou_o any_o harm_n to_o thy_o neighbour_n direct_o or_o indirect_o though_o thou_o have_v never_o so_o little_a reason_n or_o discourse_n thou_o will_v easy_o find_v out_o thy_o defect_n in_o this_o point_n a_o examination_n of_o the_o affection_n of_o our_o soul_n chap._n 7._o 1._o i_o have_v extend_v these_o point_n at_o large_a because_o in_o the_o examination_n of_o they_o consist_v the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o spiritual_a