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35._o after_o this_o she_o cry_v out_o o_o how_o faint_a be_o i_o but_o fear_v lest_o she_o shall_v dishearten_v her_o mother_n she_o say_v while_o there_o be_v life_n there_o be_v hope_n if_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o lord_n to_o recover_v i_o how_o careful_a will_v i_o be_v to_o please_v you_o in_o my_o work_n and_o learning_n and_o whatsoever_o you_o shall_v require_v of_o i_o 36._o after_o this_o the_o lord_n do_v again_o send_v her_o strength_n and_o she_o labour_v to_o spend_v it_o all_o for_o christ_n in_o the_o awaken_n edify_v and_o comfort_v of_o those_o that_o be_v about_o she_o but_o her_o chief_a endeavour_n be_v to_o support_v her_o dear_a parent_n from_o extraordinary_a sorrow_n and_o to_o comfort_v they_o out_o of_o the_o scripture_n tell_v they_o that_o she_o know_v that_o all_o thing_n do_v work_v together_o for_o the_o good_a of_o they_o that_o do_v love_n god_n even_o to_o those_o which_o be_v call_v according_a to_o his_o purpose_n o_o god_n establish_v i_o with_o thy_o free_a spirit_n who_o shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n i_o be_o persuade_v that_o neither_o life_n nor_o death_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o height_n nor_o depth_n nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v towards_o we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n my_o sheep_n say_v christ_n hear_v my_o voice_n and_o i_o know_v they_o and_o they_o follow_v i_o and_o i_o give_v unto_o they_o eternal_a life_n and_o they_o shall_v never_o perish_v and_o no_o man_n shall_v pluck_v they_o out_o of_o my_o hand_n my_o father_n who_o give_v they_o i_o be_v great_a than_o all_o and_o none_o shall_v pull_v they_o out_o of_o my_o father_n hand_n thus_o she_o seem_v to_o attain_v a_o holy_a confidence_n in_o god_n and_o a_o assurance_n of_o her_o state_n as_o to_o another_o world_n 37._o when_o she_o have_v a_o little_a refresh_v herself_o with_o rest_n she_o burst_v forth_o with_o abundance_n of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n of_o heart_n with_o a_o holy_a triumph_n of_o faith_n say_v out_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o of_o victory_n o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n and_o the_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n but_o thanks_o be_v to_o god_n who_o have_v give_v we_o the_o victory_n through_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n 38._o that_o she_o may_v the_o better_o support_v her_o friend_n she_o still_o insist_v upon_o that_o which_o may_v take_v off_o some_o of_o their_o burden_n by_o urge_v the_o necessity_n of_o death_n we_o be_v from_o the_o earth_n and_o to_o the_o earth_n we_o must_v return_v be_v the_o mother_n of_o we_o all_o the_o dust_n shall_v dust_n turn_v to_o dust_n from_o whence_o it_o be_v and_o the_o spirit_n to_o god_n which_o give_v it_o 39_o the_o she_o discourse_v of_o the_o shortness_n of_o man_n life_n o_o what_o be_v the_o life_n of_o man_n the_o day_n of_o man_n upon_o the_o earth_n be_v as_o the_o grass_n and_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n so_o he_o flourish_v the_o wind_n pass_v over_o it_o and_o it_o be_v no_o more_o and_o his_o place_n know_v he_o no_o more_o 40._o she_o further_o urge_v the_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n that_o do_v attend_v we_o in_o this_o life_n and_o the_o long_o we_o live_v the_o more_o we_o sin_n now_o the_o lord_n will_v free_v i_o from_o that_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n we_o know_v not_o the_o thought_n of_o god_n yet_o we_o do_v know_v so_o much_o that_o they_o be_v mercy_n
yet_o not_o i_o but_o christ_n live_v in_o i_o and_o the_o life_n that_o i_o now_o live_v in_o the_o flesh_n be_v by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o love_v i_o and_o give_v himself_o for_o i_o i_o be_o save_v and_o that_o not_o of_o myself_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n not_o of_o work_n that_o no_o man_n shall_v boast_v 55._o my_o dear_a parent_n now_o we_o must_v short_o part_v my_o speech_n fail_v i_o pray_v the_o lord_n for_o a_o quiet_a close_a to_o my_o combat_n 56._o her_o parent_n reply_v ah_o our_o dear_a child_n how_o sad_a be_v that_o to_o we_o that_o we_o must_v part_v she_o answer_v i_o go_v to_o heaven_n and_o there_o we_o shall_v find_v one_o another_o again_o i_o go_v to_o jesus_n christ_n 57_o the_o she_o comfort_v herself_o to_o think_v of_o she_o see_v her_o precious_a brother_n and_o sister_n again_o in_o glory_n i_o go_v to_o my_o brother_n jacob_n who_o do_v so_o much_o cry_v and_o call_v upon_o god_n to_o the_o last_o moment_n of_o his_o breath_n and_o to_o my_o little_a sister_n who_o be_v but_o three_o year_n old_a when_o she_o die_v who_o when_o we_o ask_v she_o whether_o she_o will_v die_v answer_v yes_o if_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n will_n i_o will_v go_v to_o my_o little_a brother_n if_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n will_v or_o i_o will_v stay_v with_o my_o mother_n if_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n will_n but_o i_o know_v that_o i_o shall_v die_v and_o go_v to_o heaven_n and_o to_o god_n o_o see_v how_o so_o small_a a_o babe_n have_v so_o much_o give_v it_o to_o behave_v itself_o every_o way_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n so_o submissive_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n as_o if_o it_o have_v no_o will_n of_o its_o own_o but_o if_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n if_o it_o please_v god_n nothing_o for_o she_o but_o what_o be_v the_o will_n and_o pleasure_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o dear_a father_n and_o mother_n give_v the_o lord_n thank_v for_o this_o his_o free_a and_o rich_a grace_n and_o then_o i_o shall_v the_o more_o 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with_o and_o put_v petition_n into_o their_o mouth_n viz_o that_o all_o her_o sin_n may_v be_v forgive_v that_o she_o may_v have_v more_o abundant_a faith_n and_o the_o assurance_n of_o it_o and_o the_o comfort_n of_o that_o assurance_n and_o the_o continuation_n and_o strength_n of_o that_o comfort_n according_a as_o her_o necessity_n shall_v require_v afterward_o she_o pray_v herself_o and_o continue_v a_o pretty_a space_n 60._o when_o prayer_n be_v end_v she_o call_v to_o her_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o demand_v of_o they_o whether_o she_o have_v at_o any_o time_n anger_v or_o grieve_v they_o or_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o do_v not_o become_v she_o and_o beg_v of_o they_o to_o forgive_v she_o 61._o they_o answer_v she_o that_o if_o all_o child_n have_v carry_v themselves_o so_o to_o their_o parent_n as_o she_o have_v do_v there_o will_v be_v less_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n on_o all_o hand_n than_o there_o be_v and_o if_o any_o such_o thing_n have_v escape_v thou_o we_o will_v forgive_v it_o with_o all_o our_o heart_n you_o have_v do_v as_o become_v a_o good_a child_n 62._o her_o heart_n be_v quiet_v with_o her_o peace_n with_o god_n and_o her_o parent_n she_o begin_v to_o dispose_v of_o her_o book_n particular_o she_o entreat_v her_o mother_n to_o keep_v mr._n de_n wit_n be_v catechise_v lecture_n as_o long_o as_o she_o live_v for_o her_o sake_n and_o let_v my_o little_a sister_n have_v my_o other_o book_n as_o my_o remembrance_n 63._o then_o she_o say_v she_o feel_v her_o breast_n exceed_o pain_v by_o which_o she_o know_v that_o her_o end_n be_v very_o nigh_o her_o father_n speak_v to_o she_o as_o he_o be_v able_a tell_v she_o the_o lord_n will_v be_v her_o strength_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o her_o necessity_n 64._o yea_o say_v she_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o shepherd_n although_o i_o pass_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n i_o will_v not_o fear_v for_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n they_o comfort_v i_o and_o it_o be_v say_v the_o suffering_n of_o this_o present_a life_n be_v not_o worthy_a to_o be_v compare_v with_o the_o glory_n that_o shall_v be_v reveal_v in_o we_o shall_v i_o not_o suffer_v and_o endure_v see_v my_o glorious_a redeemer_n be_v please_v to_o suffer_v so_o much_o for_o i_o o_o how_o be_v he_o mock_v and_o crown_v with_o thorn_n that_o he_o may_v purchase_v a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n for_o we_o and_o that_o be_v the_o crown_n of_o which_o paul_n speak_v when_o he_o say_v i_o have_v fight_v the_o good_a fight_n i_o have_v finish_v my_o course_n i_o have_v keep_v the_o faith_n henceforth_o be_v lay_v up_o for_o i_o a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n which_o the_o lord_n the_o righteous_a judge_n shall_v give_v unto_o i_o in_o that_o day_n and_o not_o only_o to_o i_o but_o to_o all_o who_o love_n his_o apprear_n 65._o you_o be_v buy_v with_o a_o price_n therefore_o glorify_v god_n with_o your_o soul_n and_o body_n which_o be_v he_o must_v i_o not_o then_o exalt_v and_o bless_v he_o while_o i_o have_v a_o be_v who_o have_v buy_v i_o you_o buy_v i_o with_o his_o blood_n sure_o he_o have_v bear_v our_o grief_n and_o take_v our_o infirmity_n and_o we_o esteem_v he_o smite_v and_o strike_v of_o god_n but_o he_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n and_o bruise_a for_o our_o sin_n the_o chastisement_n of_o our_o peace_n be_v upon_o he_o and_o by_o his_o stripe_n be_v we_o heal_v and_o the_o lord_n lay_v upon_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o behold_v the_o lamb_n of_o god_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n that_o lamb_n be_v jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v satisfy_v for_o my_o sin_n so_o say_v paul_n you_o be_v wash_v you_o be_v sanctify_v you_o be_v justify_v in_o the_o name_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n and_o through_o the_o spirit_n of_o our_o god_n 66._o my_o end_n be_v now_o very_o near_o now_o i_o shall_v put_v on_o white_a raiment_n and_o be_v clothe_v before_o the_o lamb_n that_o spotless_a lamb_n and_o with_o his_o 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