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thou_o can_v even_o a_o little_a comprehend_v the_o unspeakable_a joy_n of_o god_n his_o sancte_n than_o shall_v you_o find_v some_o comfort_n for_o in_o i_o you_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v nothing_o but_o labour_n and_o sorrow_n and_o tentation_n with_o trouble_n of_o this_o world_n oah_n that_o the_o giver_n of_o supernal_a light_n 17_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o inspire_v some_o portion_n of_o these_o joy_n into_o you_o and_o not_o send_v you_o back_o unto_o my_o new_a wither_a food_n but_o according_a to_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o superabundant_a mercy_n purify_v and_o rid_v you_o of_o all_o material_a form_n and_o bring_v you_o yea_o by_o force_n into_o the_o deep_a of_o his_o eternal_a brightness_n will_v to_o god_n you_o can_v carry_v back_o from_o that_o heavenly_a sanctuary_n a_o form_n and_o example_n of_o true_a holiness_n which_o you_o may_v imitate_v for_o better_o and_o more_o true_a be_v the_o example_n of_o celestial_a and_o strong_a thing_n than_o they_o which_o 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come_v and_o enter_v into_o the_o wonderful_a tabernacle_n even_o into_o the_o house_n of_o god_n for_o it_o be_v meet_v that_o omit_v other_o thing_n thou_o with_o all_o reverence_n do_v proceed_v to_o salute_v our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n etc._n thy_o saviour_n 21_o and_o redeemer_n 13_o which_o be_v the_o head_n of_o all_o principality_n and_o power_n 14_o the_o joy_n and_o crown_n of_o all_o sancte_n the_o assure_a trust_n and_o certain_a hope_n of_o all_o the_o faithful_a 27_o he_o it_o be_v which_o have_v make_v 73_o and_o redeem_v thou_o 19_o he_o it_o be_v which_o have_v for_o thy_o sake_n both_o labour_v etc._n strive_v etc._n and_o overcome_v 33_o he_o be_v thy_o advocate_n 2_o and_o the_o propitiation_n for_o thy_o sin_n he_o be_v thy_o comforter_n thy_o provider_n and_o thy_o lord_n 16_o he_o be_v thou_o only_o &_o singular_a friend_n that_o feed_v among_o the_o lily_n 16_o and_o love_v to_o rest_n he_o upon_o thy_o breast_n 12_o who_o ever_o have_v do_v the_o like_a for_o thou_o who_o ever_o love_v you_o so_o entire_o come_v thou_o unto_o he_o offer_v yourself_o to_o he_o open_v your_o whole_a heart_n and_o unfold_v even_o your_o hide_a secret_n unto_o he_o for_o no_o man_n will_v better_v either_o declare_v or_o else_o reveal_v how_o you_o shall_v behave_v yourself_o in_o this_o world_n in_o the_o which_o thing_n fall_v out_o so_o strange_o let_v your_o wish_n and_o prayer_n be_v direct_v unto_o he_o and_o in_o he_o let_v all_o your_o counsel_n abide_v vain_a be_v the_o hope_n of_o man_n 9_o but_o he_o be_v the_o upholder_n of_o peace_n through_o he_o we_o have_v open_a access_n unto_o the_o father_n 18_o and_o from_o he_o we_o receive_v all_o goodness_n and_o virtue_n 31_o whether_o you_o mourn_v or_o whether_o you_o rejoice_v make_v continual_a recourse_n unto_o he_o he_o be_v the_o glass_n of_o life_n the_o rule_n of_o righteousness_n the_o light_n of_o the_o soul_n the_o love_n of_o shamefastness_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n if_o thou_o love_v he_o it_o will_v be_v none_o hard_a matter_n for_o thou_o to_o despise_v the_o vane_n pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n if_o thou_o love_v he_o all_o sour_a thing_n will_v seem_v sweet_a all_o heavy_a thing_n will_v seem_v light_a and_o that_o which_o otherwise_o you_o shall_v mislike_v you_o will_v like_v right_a well_o for_o his_o sake_n 35_o to_o be_v brief_a of_o he_o and_o through_o he_o and_o for_o he_o be_v all_o thing_n 36_o the_o principal_a end_n both_o of_o all_o our_o thought_n and_o of_o all_o our_o action_n and_o of_o our_o speech_n and_o of_o our_o read_n pray_v meditate_v and_o speculation_n shall_v be_v jesus_n christ._n through_o he_o you_o attain_v salvation_n 13_o and_o everlasting_a life_n for_o his_o love_n you_o will_v neither_o fear_n to_o die_v 36_o nor_o refuse_v to_o live_v 23_o because_o you_o be_v to_o commit_v yourself_o whole_o to_o his_o trust_n and_o to_o prefer_v nothing_o before_o his_o love_n and_o honour_n wherefore_o come_v near_o and_o give_v thanks_o to_o thy_o redeemer_n s._n o_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n above_o all_o thing_n to_o be_v love_v i_o salute_v thou_o most_o religious_o i_o commend_v thou_o most_o high_o and_o i_o bless_v thou_o now_o and_o everlastinglie_o with_o all_o thy_o creature_n o_o most_o renown_a jesu_n how_o can_v i_o praise_v thou_o as_o i_o ought_v when_o shall_v i_o thank_v thou_o as_o i_o be_o bind_v in_o that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v so_o infinite_a to_o mee-ward_n again_o whatsoever_o i_o give_v it_o be_v thy_o gift_n and_o i_o receive_v it_o from_o thou_o 7_o but_o little_a or_o nothing_o it_o be_v that_o i_o have_v and_o can_v i_o then_o sacrifice_v of_o nothing_o howbeit_o accept_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o humble_a base_a and_o vile_a sacrifice_n and_o let_v my_o gift_n be_v ascribe_v to_o thy_o goodness_n let_v the_o quire_n of_o heavenly_a angel_n attend_v about_o thou_o sound_z forth_o thy_o infinite_a praise_n on_o my_o behalf_n also_o let_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a repeat_v the_o same_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v in_o memory_n and_o praise_n of_o thy_o most_o sacred_a name_n much_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v and_o for_o many_o thing_n i_o be_o great_o bind_v yet_o be_o i_o not_o able_a to_o perform_v the_o least_o and_o therefore_o i_o will_v read_v of_o thou_o o_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n i_o will_v write_v of_o thou_o i_o will_v sing_v of_o thou_o i_o will_v think_v of_o thou_o i_o will_v speak_v of_o thou_o i_o will_v work_v for_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o will_v i_o suffer_v in_o thou_o will_v i_o rejoice_v thou_o will_v i_o praise_v thou_o will_v i_o magnify_v thou_o will_v i_o glorify_v as_o it_o be_v meet_v i_o will_v worship_v thou_o because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n 10_o in_o who_o i_o believe_v who_o i_o do_v love_n seek_v and_o have_v always_o desire_v give_v i_o some_o good_a sign_n that_o my_o eye_n may_v behold_v thy_o goodly_a countenance_n in_o the_o heaven_n humble_o i_o do_v throw_v down_o myself_o at_o thy_o 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and_o never_o turn_v aside_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o heart_n from_o his_o saviour_n 1_o but_o continual_o seek_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v please_v in_o his_o eye_n for_o he_o shall_v walk_v in_o peace_n and_o equity_n and_o no_o stranger_n shall_v participate_v of_o his_o pleasure_n he_o shall_v well_o perceive_v that_o his_o rest_n be_v good_a and_o taste_v how_o sweet_a his_o lord_n god_n be_v in_o who_o he_o trust_v 8_o he_o shall_v set_v he_o far_o from_o outward_a tumult_n and_o with_o hearty_a desire_n expect_v his_o prosperous_a come_n lo_o thus_o work_v the_o lord_n in_o his_o elect_a vessel_n he_o which_o come_v unto_o he_o shall_v not_o return_v empty_a away_o for_o cheerful_o he_o bestow_v upon_o the_o thirsty_a drink_n and_o bread_n upon_o the_o hungry_a 35_o o_o my_o god_n when_o thou_o interest_n into_o the_o house_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o love_v thou_o will_v thou_o not_o feed_v she_o with_o thy_o milk_n yea_o and_o bring_v she_o sometime_o beside_o herself_o through_o thy_o abundant_a sweetness_n to_o the_o take_n of_o thou_o without_o any_o corporal_a similitude_n o_o truth_n truth_n of_o what_o force_n and_o power_n be_v love_n then_o will_v thou_o speak_v thy_o word_n to_o her_o all_o secret_o and_o show_v the_o thing_n that_o shall_v be_v and_o have_v be_v in_o most_o happy_a charity_n and_o fruition_n where_o the_o word_n of_o man_n shall_v no_o more_o be_v hear_v from_o thenceforth_o thou_o will_v cause_v she_o no_o whit_n to_o doubt_v any_o more_o of_o eternal_a rest_n and_o of_o the_o fellowship_n of_o sanct_n but_o now_o by_o differ_v the_o token_n of_o special_a grace_n thou_o make_v she_o the_o more_o able_a to_o hope_v for_o the_o thing_n she_o see_v not_o 24_o and_o to_o despise_v present_a thing_n which_o by_o sense_n she_o comprehend_v o_o merciful_a god_n be_v mindful_a of_o i_o a_o poor_a beggar_n even_o of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n 3_o and_o send_v the_o true_a bread_n from_o heaven_n etc._n thy_o good_a word_n so_o full_a of_o comfort_n and_o grace_n chap._n 11._o 1._o that_o all_o comfort_n and_o pleasure_n be_v in_o god_n 2._o a_o prayer_n that_o all_o people_n may_v glorify_v the_o lord_n 3._o the_o bless_a state_n of_o good_a man_n 4._o that_o we_o be_v to_o be_v ready_a against_o the_o come_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ._n all_o my_o bone_n shall_v say_v lord_n who_o be_v like_a unto_o thou_o 10_o there_o be_v one_o 4_o and_o like_v to_o he_o there_o be_v none_o 23_o even_o my_o god_n it_o be_v 17_o to_o who_o whatsoever_o be_v compare_v be_v nothing_o 9_o my_o god_n be_v entire_o to_o be_v love_v and_o a_o most_o faithful_a friend_n which_o neâ—er_n forsake_v the_o soul_n that_o love_v â—im_a 1_o but_o continual_o abide_v with_o â—er_n for_o company_n and_o if_o sometime_o â—e_v hide_v himself_o and_o suffer_v she_o to_o be_v â—roobled_v it_o be_v not_o do_v of_o he_o to_o destroy_v but_o to_o try_v she_o 12_o to_o purge_v she_o 6_o and_o to_o instruct_v she_o 71_o so_o that_o even_o â—hen_o he_o forsake_v not_o but_o the_o more_o wise_o instruct_v that_o every_o one_o may_v see_v what_o he_o be_v of_o himself_o and_o how_o far_o he_o be_v come_v forward_o in_o religion_n o_o my_o belove_a thou_o be_v all_o fair_a and_o lovely_a but_o not_o to_o the_o flesh_n but_o to_o the_o mind_n not_o to_o the_o eye_n or_o sense_n but_o to_o the_o faithful_a soul_n to_o he_o which_o have_v a_o pure_a heart_n 8_o to_o he_o which_o be_v altogether_o addict_v unto_o thing_n invisible_a and_o spiritual_a 18_o so_o that_o who_o so_o desire_v to_o be_v unite_v to_o thou_o by_o a_o religious_a affection_n he_o must_v of_o necessity_n mortify_v in_o himself_o all_o fleshlie_o motion_n and_o above_o all_o retain_v a_o pure_a conscience_n for_o thou_o be_v much_o displease_v then_o when_o a_o man_n do_v go_v unto_o frail_a crreature_n to_o seek_v consolation_n and_o therefore_o thou_o call_v i_o inwardlie_a to_o love_v thou_o 27_o and_o thou_o command_v that_o i_o wait_v for_o thou_o for_o than_o i_o shall_v find_v thou_o when_o i_o do_v humble_v myself_o and_o wish_v that_o which_o thou_o will_v and_o this_o shall_v be_v all_o my_o felicity_n even_o free_o to_o serve_v thou_o neither_o dread_v any_o loss_n nor_o seek_v any_o gain_n because_o thou_o allow_v that_o soul_n which_o pure_a lie_n do_v love_n 37_o oah_n bless_v be_v he_o which_o both_o in_o life_n and_o death_n stick_v only_o to_o thou_o but_o as_o for_o i_o i_o be_o far-awaie_a cast_n oftentimes_o from_o thy_o favour_n by_o love_v and_o that_o both_o inordinatelie_o and_o undiscreetelie_o transitory_a thing_n but_o that_o i_o may_v not_o perish_v with_o they_o i_o with_o all_o speed_n will_v return_v and_o behold_v in_o they_o thy_o glory_n 21_o and_o direct_v all_o my_o cogitation_n to_o thou_o wâ—rd_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o god_n which_o of_o nothing_o haste_v make_v all_o thing_n etc._n give_v i_o grace_n for_o all_o thing_n to_o praise_v thy_o name_n 24_o for_o all_o power_n 8._o wisdom_n 17_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n be_v thou_o 17_o thy_o also_o be_v everlasting_a glory_n and_o majesty_n 12_o thy_o kingdom_n be_v a_o everlasting_a kingdom_n 13_o and_o thy_o dominion_n endure_v throughout_o all_o age_n thou_o ordere_v all_o thing_n 1_o both_o thing_n above_o and_o thing_n in_o earth_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n 19_o and_o possesse_v all_o thing_n 1_o nothing_o do_v resist_v 32_o or_o trouble_v thou_o but_o quiet_o thou_o rule_a the_o world_n and_o make_v the_o rebellious_a to_o stoop_v and_o to_o serve_v 12_o thou_o be_v privy_a of_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v in_o the_o world_n 19_o and_o before_o they_o be_v do_v thou_o know_v their_o end_n 10_o thou_o be_v the_o god_n both_o of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n 11_o the_o creator_n of_o thing_n visible_a and_o invisible_a 15_o the_o governor_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n etc._n and_o the_o disposer_n of_o the_o season_n etc._n o_o bless_v thy_o servant_n i_o beseech_v thou_o disperse_v far_o and_o wide_o over_o the_o world_n yet_o serve_v thou_o most_o religious_o make_v they_o constant_o to_o sound_v forth_o thy_o praise_n and_o in_o all_o place_n with_o one_o voice_n to_o glorify_v thy_o name_n stir_v up_o their_o heart_n firm_o to_o love_v thou_o and_o grante_v that_o all_o their_o enterprise_n may_v take_v a_o good_a end_n oah_n how_o gracious_a and_o how_o good_a be_v thou_o to_o such_o as_o love_v thou_o 9_o how_o sweet_a be_v thou_o to_o they_o which_o taste_v thou_o 8_o they_z which_o have_v feel_v thy_o sweetness_n know_v thereby_o the_o better_a how_o both_o to_o think_v and_o speak_v for_o thy_o sweetness_n surpass_v all_o sweetness_n and_o thy_o pleasure_n do_v sweeten_v all_o bitterness_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n holy_a man_n have_v speak_v and_o prophet_n have_v talk_v of_o thou_o all_o the_o godly_a from_o the_o world_n beginning_n have_v believe_v in_o thou_o have_v serve_v thou_o have_v glorify_v thou_o both_o with_o sacrifice_n and_o oblation_n they_o have_v praise_v and_o bless_v thy_o holy_a name_n 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