weaknesses doe worke in thee daily deeper humiliation For as grace discouers corruption so the more it growes as a light that comes into a dark roome the more it shewes vs the filthinesse and odiousnesse therof and makes vs more and more ashamed of it Secondly thou mayest know thou growest in grace by thine appetite to Gods ordinances Doest thou taste more and more sweetnesse in the Word Is prayer more and more delightful to thy soule Dost thou receiue more more comfort by the Sacramēt Doth thy soule more and more delight to be in the place where Gods honour dwelleth And are the feet of those that bring glad tidings of saluation more more beautifull in thine eyes Whence arise these fruits but frō that seed of grace sowne in thy soule I tell thee for a truth that if these fruits be in thee and thy affections to the means of grace be more more intire and hearty thou needest no more doubt of the growth of grace in thy soule then thou wouldest or dost questiō the growth of thy body whē thou findest thy stomack vnto thy daily food fresh quicke and the parts members of thy body euery day more actiue liuely than other more strong and able vnto their seuerall offices For certainly it is only grace which makes the ordināces of God alwayes sweet vnto vs. For to a gracelesse pallet they are for the most part vnsauoury What made Dauid so much to long after Gods Sāctuary It was the grace of his heart which set an edge vpon his affections and made his soule euen as the Hart brayeth for the reuers of waters to thirst after God Psal 42. 1. Whē grace growes our loue vnto the meanes increaseth 2 Cor. 10. 15. We hope sayes Paul when your faith shal increase to be magnified by you Therefore consider whether thine appetite to Gods ordinances increaseth Thou mayest know it by these notes First of all if thou findest thy soule maruellously refreshed with them Psal 36. 8. They shall be satisfied with the fatnesse of thy house and thou shalt giue thē drink out of the riuers of thy pleasure Secondly if Gods ordinances doe raise thee vp to an higher pitch of heauenly-mindednesse doe more and more beat off thine affections from the world and marre thy taste of earthly things through the abundance of sweetnesse which thou findest in holy duties But may not a gracelesse wicked heart find sweetnesse in Gods ordinances Ezekiel had a pleasant voice in the eares of the wicked Chap. 33. 32. So Herod heard Iohn Baptist gladly And the temporary beleeuer who resembleth the stony ground heareth the Word and receiueth it with ioy Mat. 13. 20. And Heb. 6. 4. Some that fall away may taste of the heauenly gift And vers 5. taste of the good Word of God and the powers of the world to come How then is the taste of the godly distinguished frō the taste of the wicked The taste of the wicked proceeds only frō tasting of the ordinances of God not feeding vpon them whereas the taste of the godly comes frō feeding vpon thē Now you know there is a great difference betwixt a Cookes tasting of meats who dips but his finger in them or toucheth them but with the tip of his tongue and his taste that eates of the meat and takes it downe into his stomack̄ A wicked man may taste of Gods ordinances but hee eates them not hee feeds not vpon them hee doth not digest them they make no good bloud no spiritual health or strength in him he quickly vomits them vp againe so as his soule thriues not by them whereas the good heart receiues the Word thriues by it For hee brings forth fruit with patience Fourthly if there be that excellencie in Grace this makes wonderfully for the comfort of all Gods children in regard of many high fauours and singular priuiledges which they haue a right vnto First of al this may comfort them in and against all those tentations whatsoeuer doe or may befall them either in respect of their kind nature or in respect of their strength and measure Euery one feeleth most where and how his shoo doth pinch him and therfore in the agony of his soule cries out I know it to be true Neuer poore soul tempted as I am tempted speaks in the language of the Church Lam. 1. 12. Behold and see if any sorrow be like to my sorrow for thy comfort consider what Paul speaks to the Corinthians as weak as foulely defiled as thou hast been 1 Cor. 10. 13. There hath no tentation taken you but such as appertaineth to men and God is faithfull which wil not suffer you to be tempted aboue that you be able but will euen giue the issue with the tentation that you may be able to beare it Christ praying that if it were possible the cup might passe from him offered vp prayers supplications with strong crying and teares vnto him that was able to saue him from death was also heard in that which he feared Hee was and he was not heard not heard because not exempted frō tasting of that bitter cup of his Passion for therefore came he into the world that hee might drinke thereof as himselfe acknowledged and yet heard in that strength and comfort was so abundantly ministred vnto him that by suffering he ouercame And therefore as one that had experience of our infirmities he hath taught vs to pray lead vs not into tentation but deliuer vs frō euil as if we should say howsoeuer holy Father thou hast determined to expose vs for our triall vnto tentations yet suffer vs not to be vanquished or ouer-come by any euil Now wee know or at the least should know that if we pray in faith God alwayes heares vs if not to be preserued from the tentation yet to be vpheld and assisted with sufficiencie of grace to endure the tentation so as either the power of it shall be weakned and abated or else our strength to beare it so increased that we shal by the help of his grace be able to wade thorow ouercome it For God knows our strength and what our backes are able to beare and therfore doth ballance and proportion the tentation to the strength of his children weaklings or younglings he will not ouer-load with such burthens as may breake their backes or crush them to pieces they shall haue light tentations Whereas his strong ones haue strong trialls yet no other than such as they shall manfully vndergoe without fainting vnder them though not without the feeling of the smart of them So that as they haue iust cause to crie out with S. Paul O wretched man that I am who shall deliuer me from the body of this death So also in experience of Gods gracious assistance no lesse cause to breake forth into thankfulnesse and to triumph with Paul saying I thanke my
doctrine To put it out of all question that grace is the free gift of God Saint Faul telleth vs 2 Tim. 1. 9. that it was giuen vnto vs before the world was True say the Papists But how thorow Gods foreseeing our workes But this the Apostle confutes in the same verse telling vs that it is not according to our workes but according to his own purpose and grace Againe in Eph. 1. 5 6. He telleth vs that He predestinated vs to be adopted through IESVS CHRIST vnto himselfe according to the good pleasure of his will to the prayse of the glorie of his grace Therefore to conclude this point knovv that vvhatsoeuer good thing hath befallen vs or is comming tovvards vs all fauours and mercies exhibited or promised all are of Gods free grace all according to the good pleasure of his vvill the ground of all is vvithin himselfe as Beza well rendreth the vvords Ephes 1. 5. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Teaching vs that no cause present or future without God mooued God to bestowe his grace vpon vs. For if God had not loued vs before vve loued him vvee had neuer been beloued 1. Ioh. 4. 19. If God had not loued vs before we had been amiable fit to be beloued vve had neuer tasted of his loue for he found vs filthy in our bloud Eze. 16. 6. If God had not loued vs before vve had been able to procure or deserue his loue vve had neuer been beloued Rom. 5. 7 8. If vve be at any time able to doe God any seruice it is not we but the grace of God in vs 1. Cor. 15. 10. Or if at any time vve being any thing vnto God we must say as Dauid said 1 Chron. 29. 14. All things O Lord come of thee and of thine owne hands haue wee giuen the. If God respect or reward any seruice of ours what doth hee but crowne his owne gifts The consideration wherof cryes shame in our faces for making the Lord so vvretched a requitall for so free and vndeserued grace Our case was desperate our condition damnable nothing of our owne to bring vs into grace and fauour vvith God only his own goodnesse mooued him to take pittie vpon vs and freely of his grace to instifie vs Rom. 3. 24. How should this knit our hearts vnto the Lord A benefit the more freely it comes the stronger it tyes the receiuer vnto the giuer The Sun shines not more freely vpon vs nay not so freely for that can doe no other it shines by vertue of an higher and commanding power and that order which God hath set Psal 104. 19. then Gods grace is bestowed vpon vs. How should this fill our hearts and tongues with the praises of the Lord Had we the tongues of men and Angels we could not sufficiently expresse his praises for the freenesse of his grace How should this tye vs vnto the Lord and knit our hearts vnto him who hath so abounded in loue vnto vs and that so freely so vndeseruedly Againe here is matter of comfort vnto all deiected and drooping spirits cast downe in the sight and sense of their owne vilenesse and vnworthinesse these should consider that Gods grace is free hee lookes not at any thing in vs in the bestowing of his grace What doest thou thinke thou are vncapable of grace because thou art vnworthy of it This is a meere fallacie Doe not cast away thy confidence because thou seest not in thee that goodnesse thou desirest It is goodnesse enough for thee to bee bad enough in thine owne esteem Be but vile enough base enough bad enough and then thou art good enough to partake of grace Thine emptinesse wil make some way to fulnesse Luke 1. 53. He fils the hungry with good things Ho euery one that thirsteth come yee to the waters ye that haue no siluer come buy wine and milke without mony yea or monyes worth all conditions of our own worth and merit are here vtterly excluded Therefore comfort thy selfe and cheere vp thy heart thou poore vnworthy sinner in this that God is most free of his loue though thou hast nothing whereby to deserue any grace from God yet he hath enough in himselfe to moue him to giue to all poore deiected and humble sinners The deuil it may be wil teach thee to put a price vpon Gods wares he will make thee beleeue that thou must haue thus much holinesse or thus much obedience or thus much faith to purchase or procure the loue of God as if we had grace from God by way of exchange we being thus and thus qualified but I tell thee that thou must come to God with a bare naked hand with a poore emptie soule else thou art vncapable of his grace Me thinkes this should vphold poore soules that faint and are ready to sinke vnder the waight and burden of their sinnes mourning like Rahel and will not be comforted casting away their hope and confidence yea and forsaking their owne mercy by waiting vpon lying vanities Ion. 2. 8. Whereby they doe not only rob God of the glory of his grace but euen defraud their owne soules of comfort through slauish feare and vnbeleefe Hath not the Lord made a generall inuitation calling to the throne of grace all hungring thirsting and mourning soules that so they might partake of his wine and milke Yea that they may receiue mercy and finde grace to help in time of need Heb. 4. 16. If God hath giuen thee but a heart to desire grace thou hast a warrant to beleeue that God will freely bestow it vpon thee For he will fulfill the desire of them that feare him He also will heare their cry and will saue them Psal 145. 19. I tarry the longer vpon this point for the comfort of those poore ignorant fearefull and vnbeleeuing soules whose consciences speaking bitter things against them passe the sentence of death vpon themselues as vncapable of any grace because they are guilty of these and these sinnes If they were thus thus qualified they say they should haue some hope that God would be good vnto them but know thou poore deluded soule that no mans goodnesse is the ground of Gods loue vnto him no no it is Gods loue is the cause of our goodnesse Ephes 1. 4. He hath chosen vs that we should be holy Holinesse is not the cause but the effect of Gods louing vs. Thou must be in Christ before euer thou canst bee good or haue any inclination vnto goodnesse for as the branch cannot beare fruit of it selfe vnlesse it abide in the Vine Iohn 15. 4. no more can we vnlesse we be in Christ It followes Whereby he accepteth of vs in Christ This truth is euidenced by diuers places of Scripture Ioh. 1. 17. The Law was giuen by Moses but grace and truth came by Iesus Christ So Ephes 1. 5 6. Hee hath predestinated vs to bee adopted through him
not thou more strength vnto them by yeelding vnto them When thy knowledge telleth thee that these and these things must not be ioyne issue with thy knowledge and say as Ioseph did How can I doe this euill and sinne against God Gen. 39. 9. I tell thee it is a grieuous euill to sin against knowledge when a mans knowledge within cryes out to the contrary this will make bloudy wounds and strike deepe gashes one day into thy conscience In the mean time thou art in a fearefull condition if thou allowest thy selfe in the practice of any one sinne condemned by thy knowledge for thou lyest open vnto any kind of impiety yea to any error euen vnto Popery for that person which denyeth the power of godlinesse will easily be brought to forsake the profession thereof if one sinne loued and delighted in be enough to pull a man from God to the Deuill yea into hell may it not then pull a man into Popery A wicked gracelesse person is a fit piece of stuffe to make a Papist of He that will not bee perswaded nor brought to leaue his sinne for the truth sake will easily be perswaded to leaue the truth for his sinnes sake How much better had it been for such a one neuer to haue known the way of righteousnesse than to turne away from that holy commandement giuen vnto him 2 Pet. 2. 21. Thirdly be instant and earnest with the Lord in prayer that he would manifest his power in thy weaknesse that he by his holy Spirit would conuey some life and power into thy knowledge that by the practice therof thou maist manifest the life of thy knowledge in al obedience and good conscience To this purpose Dauid makes many petitions to the Lord Psal 119. 88. Quicken me according to thy louing kindnesse so shall I keep the testimony of thy mouth The Scribes and Pharisees knew the letter of the Law and were perfect in the Scriptures but the Lord by his Spirit had not taught them and therfore there was no spirituall life nor power in their knowledge Howsoeuer they boasted of their knowledge and thought scorne to be taught of others yet their knowledge being but a dead knowledge did increase their iudgement as appeares by those words of Christ Ioh. 9. 41. If yee were blind ye should not haue sinne but now yee say We see therefore your sinne remaineth A second Euidence of Grace THe next Euidence of Grace is Faith which followeth Knowledge as the frame doth the foundation for vntil such time as the minde be inlightned with the truth no man can beleeue There must be knowledge or else there can be no faith Wee haue knowne and beleeued saith Iohn No man can beleeue in Christ without the knowledge of him For how shall they beleeue in him of whom they haue not heard Rom. 10. 14. Faith must needs be an euidence of grace because it is a speciall and a principal part and member therof not the fountaine of all other graces as some doe hold nor the root out of which all fruits of sanctitie doe spring For the soule must first be endued with the life of grace before it can beleeue vnlesse we wil say that faith may be in a gracelesse heart which cannot bee because being regenerate and sanctified by the Spirit we come to beleeue and to rest vpon the promise for the remission of sinnes and saluation by Iesus Christ Saint Paul calls Faith a fruit of the Spirit by whom we are sanctified therefore it cannot be the efficient cause of our sanctification It is true that Paul hath a passage tending that way Act. 26. 18. That they may receiue forgiuenesse of sinnes and inheritance among them that are sanctified by faith but by the Word sanctified we are to vnderstand the fruit not the grace of sanctification we are dead in sinnes vntill such time as wee come to be quickned by the Spirit Ioh. 6. 3. It is the Spirit which infuseth all diuine qualities into the soule The Apostle calleth them the fruits of the Spirit Gal. 5. 22 23. Amongst which fruits Faith is one of the principall as that which puts a kinde of liuelihood into all other graces and therefore after a certaine manner may bee said to sanctifie vs For according to the strength of faith will be the power of other graces hope loue c. If faith be weak hope and loue cannot be strong little faith little hope little loue no faith no hope no loue at all So that faith must needs be a sound euidence of grace for vntill such time as the heart bee purified and washed in the lauer of regeneration it is either Atheisticall to depraue the Word of God by doubting of diuine truths if not denying thē or else it is Sophisticall to peruert and wrest the Word so as oft-times bloud commeth out of it to choak strangle Gods people in stead of milke to feed and nourish them But if the heart be once sanctified by the Spirit then is faith wrought in vs which doth further and more effectually cleanse and purifie vs through the Word Ioh. 15. 3. Now because as in the former euidence of grace so in this also many a man and woman is mistaken the heart being so infinitely deceitfull it will bee no lost labour to examine the truth of our faith For you must know that it is possible for a wicked and gracelesse person to beleeue that Christ died for him yea to die in a strong perswasiō of Gods loue and fauour and so of his owne saluation Hath not experience taught vs thus much Who so confident who so full of faith if you will beleeue them as many vile wretches and gracelesse persons They wonder what people mean to doubt of Gods loue for their part they neuer as yet called it into question They thanke God they haue euer had as strong a faith as the best so they hope to continue This is euident by examples in the Scripture The Lord by the Prophet Ieremie speaks to the wicked Iews which had polluted the Land with their whoredomes and malice which had a vvhores fore-head and would not bee ashamed saying Did'st thou not still crie vnto mee Thou art my Father and the guide of my youth So in Mica 3. 11. The Lord speaking of corrupt Iudges of mercenary Priests merchandizing Prophets which set the Word to sale and prophecie for money saith that yet will they leane vpon the Lord and say Is not the Lord among vs no euill can come vpon vs. By which it appeares that wicked and gracelesse people may bee confident of Gods fauour How then may wee distinguish the faith of Gods children from the presumption of vnbeleeuers There lyes a great difference betwixt them The first difference is in the ground out of which true faith springs or the meanes by vvhich it is wrought in beleeuers True faith is wrought in all Gods children by the ministery of
the Word as Rom. 10. 17. First the Law conuincing vs discouering vnto vs our sins Rom. 7. 7. shewing vs both the nature the danger of them and our misery into which sinne hath plunged vs and not onely so but an vtter impossibility of our selues either to satisfie the iustice of God for the least transgression or to bee freed from that wrath vengeance which hangs ouer our head by reason of our sins The consideration whereof terrifying and afflicting a poore sinner makes him to cry out as the Iews did Act. 2. 37. What shall I doe Then commeth in the Gospell the Word of comfort and the message of reconciliation which discouers and prescribes a remedie whereby a poore sinner may be brought into fauour with God and accepted with him come out of the snares of the Deuill and be freed from the curse and malediction of the Law and that is by receiuing of the Lord Christ in whom all the promises of God are yea and Amen And by whom wee haue redemption through his bloud euen the forgiuenesse of sins Ephes 1. 7. Whereupon he begins to hunger and thirst after Christ seeing and knowing no other way no other meanes whereby he may be saued or haue his spirituall wants supplied As the prodigall saw no meanes of comfort but starue he must vnlesse hee get home againe and bee receiued into his fathers family so the poore sinner knowes his soule will famish if he get not into Christ and therefore hee labours to bee made one with Christ his soule hungers and thirsts after nothing so much as Christ all the world is dung vnto him in comparison of Christ Oh that he may be found in Christ to liue or die Christ is all in all vnto him hee layes hold vpon his righteousnesse and shrowds himselfe for comfort vnder his wings and as Ioab laid hold vpon the horns of the Altar saying I will die heere 1 King 2. 30. So the poore beleeuer layes hold vpon the Lord Christ resteth onely vpon Christ and if he perish he will perish at the feet of Christ whereas the faith of vnbeleeuers and hypocrites ariseth either out of their education common illumination or from some vaine perswasion of some good in themselues for which they are perswaded God loues them or else hee would neuer haue bestowed so much vpon them haue done these or these things for them So that their faith is no other than a faithlesse cōfidence a vaine presumption or some Satanicall illusion neuer wrought in them by the Lord Christ the Author and finisher of our faith Heb. 12. 2. by the ministry of his Word For they were neuer throughly hūbled or if they were it was but for a while a little Sermon-sicke their consciences wambling while the Word was deliuered vnto them and no longer If this mans faith had bin begun or hee begotten again of the Word of God as a new borne babe hee would more and more desire it that hee might grow thereby 1 Pet. 2. 2. for wee are nourished with that by which wee are begotten but he finds no sweetnesse takes no true content in the Word any further than he is sensible of some art or some noueltie in the same which doth affect and delight him Tell mee then thou that boastest or presumest so much of thy faith how thou diddest attaine vnto it when it was first wrought in thee which if thou canst not thou hast iust cause to fear thy faith is but thy fancie Heere a question will fall in very fit to be answered and that is whether euery one that beleeueth can tell when or how faith was wrought in him This scruple and scrutiny hath troubled many a deare childe of God who hath been ready to questiō the truth of their faith because they cannot precisely lay downe the time when or the meanes how faith was wrought in thē For their education and bringing vp was alwayes godly and religious from their child-hood they haue entertained the Word of God they haue alwayes borne a good will to godlinesse and loued the professours of the truth alwaies approued of the best things and therefore question the truth of faith and grace in them For the cōfort of such let me first of all tel them that if all were not well twenty to one the Deuil would not be so busie with them to perplex trouble them with these pious feares holy doubtings We seldome heare or reade of any but the Lords people that haue these troubles or that put these doubts questions But for the satisfying of thy scruple consider first what Christ said to Nicodemus Ioh. 3. 8. The wind bloweth where it listeth c. The meaning of which words is to teach vs that the operations of grace are sometimes as it were hid from the regenerate themselues neither knowing the time when they first began to work nor whēce they sprung nor to what measure they will grow Therefore though thou canst not tell by what meanes or at what time the Spirit of God commeth into thine heart or how at first its quickning and sanctifying presence gaue spirituall life vnto thy soule yet blessed and happie is thy cōdition if thou now findest faith to bee wrought in thee which thou mayest be assured of if thou findest thy soule enlightned with the sauing knowledge and vnderstanding of the truth if thou hast been abased and humbled vnder the hand of God in the sight and sense of thy vnworthinesse and if thou prizest Christ aboue all the world labouring to winne him and desiring to be found in him not hauing thine owne righteousnesse but that which is through the faith of Christ euen the righteousnesse which is of God through faith Phil. 3. 9 10. But if thou findest not these to bee in thee then thou mayest well question the truth of thy faith A second difference lies in the fruits and effects of faith Where grace is faith workes by loue Gal. 5. 6. A heart knowing and beleeuing what the Lord hath done for it cannot but loue much Luke 7. 47. being so dearely beloued And this loue of God workes the heart to a hatred of all things displeasing vnto God Psal 97. 10. and to a practice of that which he requireth Psal 26. 3. Thy louing kindnesse is before mine eyes therefore haue I walked in thy truth Wheras the faith of the vnregenerate works no change in him makes him no better than hee was vnlesse it bee in shew and appearance Confidence of Gods loue emboldens him to wickednesse and makes him to sin more and more as Ier. 3. 4 5. rather then abate sin in him Certainly if euer the Lord speake peace to thy soule through Christ hee will so inflame thine heart with the loue of his truth his Image his ordinances that these will so take vp thy heart that thou shalt not turne againe vnto euill Psal 85. 8. Thirdly and lastly faith