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subject_a to_o our_o sense_n and_o understanding_n and_o therefore_o when_o thomas_n will_v not_o believe_v that_o christ_n be_v rise_v joh._n 20.25_o before_o it_o be_v make_v manifest_a to_o his_o sense_n he_o be_v reproove_v for_o infidelity_n be_v not_o say_v christ_n ver_fw-la 27._o and_o 29_o faithless_a but_o faithful_a the_o most_o excellent_a faith_n show_v not_o itself_o most_o glorious_a when_o we_o have_v sense_n or_o feeling_n but_o rather_o when_o we_o feel_v and_o discern_v the_o contrary_n holy_a job_n when_o he_o apprehend_v nothing_o but_o god_n wrath_n and_o displeasure_n even_o than_o show_v a_o most_o victorious_a faith_n chap._n 13.15_o loe_o though_o he_o slay_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o he_o the_o son_n of_o god_n appear_v in_o the_o form_n of_o a_o mortal_a man_n do_v wrestle_v with_o jacob_n gen._n 32.24_o show_v himself_o as_o a_o adversary_n to_o he_o where_o we_o may_v conjecture_v what_o a_o fearful_a conflict_n jacob_n endure_v both_o in_o body_n 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we_o teach_v and_o profess_v that_o a_o christian_a man_n may_v be_v assure_v of_o his_o salvation_n which_o assurance_n be_v not_o such_o as_o whereby_o a_o man_n be_v mere_o secure_a and_o make_v free_a from_o all_o doubt_n at_o any_o time_n but_o such_o as_o many_o time_n be_v assault_v and_o shake_v with_o many_o difficulty_n fear_n and_o doubt_n which_o oftentimes_o do_v much_o perplex_v the_o soul_n of_o such_o as_o be_v faithful_a as_o psal_n 22.1_o david_n complain_v say_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o jonas_n jon._n 2.4_o i_o be_o cast_v out_o of_o thy_o sight_n now_o these_o fear_n and_o doubt_n arise_v not_o from_o the_o nature_n of_o faith_n but_o from_o the_o frailty_n and_o corruption_n of_o our_o evil_a nature_n and_o from_o the_o weakness_n of_o our_o faith_n in_o nature_n itself_o be_v a_o voluntary_a shrink_n and_o relinquish_a of_o the_o comfort_n of_o faith_n through_o the_o seed_n of_o unbelief_n that_o original_o be_v sow_v in_o 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whereof_o we_o must_v be_v humble_v with_o sorrow_n to_o repentance_n and_o yet_o with_o confidence_n pray_v as_o the_o apostle_n do_v luk._n 17.5.9_o lord_n increase_v our_o faith_n which_o faith_n that_o it_o may_v be_v strong_a must_v have_v grace_n and_o mean_n to_o grow_v yet_o happy_o it_o may_v seem_v weak_a to_o we_o when_o it_o be_v strong_a to_o god_n the_o papist_n be_v of_o a_o other_o mind_n teach_v that_o no_o man_n can_v have_v any_o certainty_n of_o his_o salvation_n without_o some_o special_a revelation_n from_o god_n as_o they_o affirm_v of_o s._n paul_n rom._n 8.38_o where_o they_o style_v our_o asurance_n a_o most_o damnable_a false_a illusion_n &_o presumption_n rhem._n in_o rom._n 8._o sect_n 9_o and_o elsewhere_o teach_v that_o the_o heretic_n unhappy_a security_n presumption_n and_o faithless_a persuasion_n of_o their_o salvation_n for_o so_o they_o deride_v our_o assurance_n be_v not_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o apostle_n but_o the_o faith_n of_o devil_n rhem._n in_o 1._o cor._n 9_o sect_n 9_o but_o our_o security_n of_o salvation_n be_v no_o vain_a presumption_n but_o a_o assurance_n ground_v upon_o the_o word_n and_o promise_n of_o god_n that_o through_o faith_n in_o god_n promise_n manifest_v by_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n that_o god_n have_v appoint_v we_o we_o shall_v undoubted_o come_v to_o eternal_a life_n which_o certain_o depend_v not_o upon_o our_o will_n or_o work_n as_o the_o rhemist_n will_v have_v it_o 2._o cor._n 3._o sect_n but_o upon_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n confirm_v to_o we_o in_o christ_n therefore_o we_o shall_v not_o miss_v of_o the_o performance_n of_o his_o promise_n which_o he_o will_v undoubted_o perform_v unto_o all_o that_o true_o believe_v in_o he_o for_o to_o doubt_v of_o salvation_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o promiser_n be_v indeed_o to_o deny_v that_o he_o be_v true_a in_o all_o his_o say_n and_o therefore_o though_o the_o godly_a be_v assault_v of_o their_o own_o concupiscence_n and_o of_o satan_n temptation_n 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