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and_o hide_v his_o sin_n his_o great_a sin_n yet_o the_o lord_n give_v he_o pardon_n intimate_v mercy_n to_o he_o the_o seed_n of_o the_o woman_n shall_v tread_v down_o the_o head_n of_o the_o serpent_n last_o whatsoever_o thou_o do_v want_v in_o this_o point_n the_o lord_n have_v promise_v it_o even_o to_o take_v away_o the_o stony_a heart_n and_o to_o give_v the_o spirit_n of_o mourning_n zach._n 12.10_o obj._n o_o but_o i_o continual_o slide_v back_o to_o the_o same_o sin_n daily_o a._n it_o may_v be_v so_o through_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n lead_v thou_o captive_a and_o sin_n that_o hang_v fast_o on_o yet_o this_o be_v not_o thou_o but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o thou_o 2._o he_o have_v say_v that_o he_o will_v heal_v our_o backslide_n psal_n 65._o iniquity_n prevail_v against_o we_o but_o thou_o will_v be_v merciful_a to_o our_o transgression_n do_v thou_o sin_v daily_o he_o give_v thou_o liberty_n yea_o he_o command_v thou_o daily_o to_o crave_v the_o remission_n of_o thy_o sin_n yea_o as_o oft_o as_o thou_o crave_v daily_a bread_n but_o you_o will_v say_v how_o can_v this_o be_v what_o man_n will_v deal_v thus_o o_o but_o my_o way_n be_v not_o like_o your_o way_n noâ—_n my_o thought_n like_o your_o thought_n isa_n 55._o but_o to_o apply_v the_o point_n and_o to_o draw_v to_o a_o end_n a_o due_a dwell_n upon_o the_o meditation_n of_o god_n mercy_n thus_o lay_v down_o in_o scripture_n be_v a_o notable_a prop_n and_o mean_v of_o faith_n for_o a_o christian_a soul_n may_v reason_v thus_o do_v the_o lord_n set_v down_o his_o rich_a mercy_n so_o rich_o and_o ample_o in_o his_o word_n and_o will_v he_o not_o be_v as_o good_a as_o his_o word_n will_v he_o fail_v when_o it_o come_v to_o the_o point_n and_o proof_n as_o man_n sometime_o use_v to_o do_v who_o will_v speak_v fair_a and_o fail_v when_o it_o come_v to_o the_o deed_n and_o performance_n will_v he_o not_o be_v as_o good_a as_o his_o word_n he_o give_v himself_o out_o for_o yes_o certain_o have_v he_o not_o 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