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peradventure_o o_o soul_n thou_o be_v grieve_v to_o see_v thy_o grace_n so_o little_a and_o that_o make_v thou_o fear_n it_o be_v false_a but_o know_v this_o thy_o fear_n be_v foolish_a the_o least_o dust_n of_o gold_n be_v gold_n and_o the_o least_o grain_n of_o grace_n be_v grace_n in_o judge_v thy_o grace_n o_o deject_a soul_n know_v thou_o shall_v eye_v its_o quality_n not_o its_o quantity_n and_o in_o order_n to_o this_o three_o know_v that_o grace_n be_v true_a which_o be_v diffusive_a i_o will_v ask_v thou_o o_o soul_n that_o doubte_v thy_o grace_n be_v counterfeit_a whether_o it_o be_v diffusive_a yea_o or_o no_o though_o it_o be_v little_a do_v it_o spread_v itself_o be_v thy_o little_a in_o head_n and_o heart_n too_o hypocrite_n have_v much_o in_o the_o head_n little_a in_o the_o heart_n but_o see_v o_o soul_n do_v not_o thy_o little_a spread_v be_v it_o not_o leaven_n do_v it_o not_o leaven_n thou_o all_o over_o be_v it_o not_o in_o thy_o will_n thou_o will_v and_o do_v it_o not_o spread_v to_o thy_o desire_n thou_o desire_v and_o because_o thou_o can_v not_o do_v it_o not_o leaven_n thy_o sorrow_n be_v not_o that_o sour_a or_o rather_o sweet_a do_v not_o grieve_v because_o thou_o car_v not_o do_v as_o thou_o will_v and_o desire_v do_v not_o o_o soul_n murder_v thyself_o i_o mean_v kill_v thy_o comfort_n by_o not_o witness_v to_o the_o truth_n can_v you_o see_v and_o say_v your_o little_a grace_n be_v diffusive_a sure_o if_o it_o be_v you_o need_v not_o doubt_v its_o truth_n and_o you_o shall_v not_o say_v it_o be_v counterfeit_a chap._n 3._o satisfaction_n to_o soul_n deject_v and_o fear_v that_o the_o work_n which_o be_v wrought_v in_o they_o be_v not_o of_o the_o spirit_n the_o
no_o psalm_n but_o such_o as_o be_v sweet_a still_o he_o speak_v with_o the_o voice_n of_o joy_n and_o praise_n but_o now_o consider_v again_o on_o the_o other_o hand_n as_o i_o may_v say_v the_o left_a the_o soul_n be_v sometime_o at_o a_o loss_n sorrow_n sometime_o play_v its_o reak_n as_o we_o say_v and_o turn_v joy_n out_o of_o door_n the_o soul_n be_v deprive_v of_o wont_a enjoyment_n this_o now_o cast_v it_o down_o sorrow_n clip_v the_o soul_n wing_n it_o make_v the_o spirit_n flag_n and_o faint_a it_o turn_v festival_n into_o mourning_n it_o cause_v the_o soul_n spring_n to_o be_v as_o the_o autumn_n it_o bring_v on_o winter_n and_o rain_v too_o and_o afford_v the_o sing_n of_o no_o bird_n but_o the_o owl_n and_o the_o pelican_n and_o quite_o contrary_a to_o what_o the_o soul_n be_v when_o divine_o elevate_v that_o it_o be_v while_o sad_o deject_v so_o that_o as_o joy_n be_v the_o springtime_n and_o summer_n of_o the_o soul_n sorrow_n be_v the_o autumn_n and_o winter_n you_o 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spiritual_a dejection_n to_o be_v the_o soul_n storm_n and_o tumult_n the_o soul_n cast_v down_o be_v afflict_v and_o toss_v with_o tempest_n and_o not_o comfort_v as_o it_o be_v esay_n 54.11_o o_o thou_o afflict_a toss_v with_o tempest_n it_o be_v speak_v unto_o deject_a zion_n the_o soul_n cast_v down_o be_v as_o a_o tumult_n thing_n be_v in_o it_o in_o a_o confuse_a disorderly_a way_n as_o when_o people_n in_o a_o rout_n or_o riot_n be_v out_o of_o all_o order_n so_o be_v the_o soul_n when_o deject_a this_o shall_v suffice_v to_o hint_n at_o the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n its_o you_o see_v in_o brief_a the_o soul_n low_a posture_n it_o be_v a_o david_n on_o a_o dunghill_n in_o a_o valley_n it_o be_v the_o soul_n throw_v itself_o down_o it_o be_v the_o soul_n in_o a_o tempest_n toss_v and_o tumble_v to_o and_o fro_o or_o it_o be_v the_o soul_n as_o in_o a_o tumult_n quite_o out_o of_o the_o even_o and_o orderly_a frame_n in_o which_o it_o sometime_o be_v and_o always_o shall_v be_v chap._n 6._o show_v the_o working_n of_o a_o soul_n cast_v down_o the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n be_v see_v in_o the_o general_a we_o shall_v now_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o working_n thereof_o in_o particular_a now_o the_o work_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v in_o 1_o fear_n and_o doubt_n 2_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n first_o the_o work_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v in_o fear_n and_o doubt_n the_o soul_n cast_v down_o be_v full_a of_o doubt_n one_o while_o it_o doubt_v this_o thing_n another_o while_n that_o now_o this_o fear_n fill_v it_o anon_o another_o for_o look_v as_o the_o soul_n lift_v up_o be_v full_a of_o hope_n and_o assurance_n and_o carry_v forth_o in_o expectation_n so_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o be_v full_a of_o fear_n and_o exceed_o perplex_v with_o doubt_n oh_o say_v the_o poor_a soul_n deject_v and_o disquiet_v i_o fear_v this_o and_o i_o doubt_v this_o can_v you_o resolve_v i_o in_o this_o doubt_n or_o help_v i_o in_o this_o fear_n and_o the_o like_a i_o shall_v instance_n in_o several_a fear_n and_o doubt_n which_o usual_o trouble_v the_o soul_n when_o and_o while_o it_o be_v cast_v down_o first_o the_o soul_n when_o deject_a it_o fear_v the_o work_n of_o grace_n it_o say_v i_o fear_v whether_o ever_o god_n wrought_v upon_o i_o at_o least_o i_o doubt_v it_o sure_o i_o be_o say_v the_o deject_a soul_n god_n be_v a_o rock_n and_o his_o work_n be_v perfect_a but_o alas_o there_o be_v so_o many_o imperfection_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o question_v his_o work_n in_o i_o i_o know_v god_n work_v both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v but_o alas_o though_o i_o wilâ—_n sometime_o i_o do_v never_o i_o fear_v god_n have_v not_o wrought_v in_o i_o paul_n be_v confident_a that_o where_o god_n begin_v a_o good_a work_n he_o will_v perfect_v it_o and_o this_o make_v i_o diffident_a that_o he_o have_v not_o begin_v at_o all_o in_o i_o i_o see_v so_o many_o debillity_n deceit_n decay_n that_o sure_o i_o may_v say_v as_o he_o if_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o i_o why_o be_v all_o thuâ—_n befall_v i_o judg._n 6.13_o the_o soul_n know_v the_o work_n of_o god_n be_v glorious_a and_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o if_o he_o will_v work_v none_o shall_v hinder_v but_o oh_o say_v it_o i_o find_v my_o soul_n so_o inglorious_a and_o i_o feel_v so_o many_o hindrance_n that_o i_o doubt_v i_o shalâ—_n dishonour_n god_n to_o think_v sure_o i_o be_o a_o afftaid_a to_o say_v he_o have_v wrought_v upon_o i_o this_o be_v one_o fear_n second_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o sometime_o discover_v its_o fear_n in_o other_o term_n its_o dejection_n work_v up_o in_o other_o doubt_n as_o now_o whether_o its_o grace_n be_v true_a or_o counterfeit_v grace_n that_o be_v false_a be_v frequent_a but_o that_o which_o be_v true_a be_v scarce_o common_a working_n be_v ordinary_a but_o special_a one_o be_v rare_a counterfeit_n coin_n be_v in_o beggar_n purse_n but_o true_a coin_n be_v the_o portion_n of_o the_o rich_a i_o be_o sure_a say_v the_o soul_n when_o it_o be_v deject_v there_o be_v a_o feign_a say_v and_o a_o false_a love_n christ_n eye_n unfeigned_a faith_n and_o such_o tymothies_n be_v but_o i_o fear_v i_o be_v not_o the_o scripture_n call_v for_o unfeigned_a love_n let_v love_n be_v without_o dissimulation_n rom._n 12.9_o and_o the_o apostle_n love_n be_v such_o yea_o but_o i_o doubt_v i_o for_o my_o part_n say_v the_o poor_a cast_v down_o soul_n i_o question_v not_o whether_o the_o faith_n of_o other_o in_o the_o head_n christ_n be_v sound_n or_o whether_o the_o love_n of_o other_o to_o the_o member_n believer_n be_v sincere_a but_o i_o doub_v my_o own_o true_o say_v the_o soul_n i_o though_o once_o i_o bad_a faith_n in_o christ_n and_o love_n to_o the_o brethren_n and_o that_o my_o gold_n be_v not_o counterfeit_v etc._n etc._n but_o now_o i_o fear_v and_o doubt_n all_o then_o three_o other_o soul_n cast_v down_o have_v other_o fear_n sure_a say_v one_o whatsoever_o work_n be_v only_o in_o the_o letter_n it_o be_v death_n and_o not_o life_n and_o for_o my_o part_n i_o fear_v whether_o i_o have_v be_v by_o the_o spirit_n i_o doubt_v say_v the_o soul_n under_o dejection_n whether_o my_o call_n be_v ore_o by_o the_o voice_n of_o man_n in_o the_o bare_a letter_n or_o of_o christ_n in_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v true_a the_o word_n come_v to_o some_o not_o in_o word_n only_o but_o also_o in_o power_n and_o in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 1_o thess_n 1.5_o but_o alas_o i_o doubt_v whether_o it_o come_v so_o to_o i_o there_o be_v conviction_n and_o comfort_n which_o be_v but_o natural_a legal_a and_o false_a and_o i_o doubt_v whether_o i_o have_v not_o be_v such_o there_o be_v indeed_o convincing_n and_o comfort_n which_o be_v evangelicall_n and_o spiritual_a christ_n say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v convince_v of_o sin_n and_o of_o righteousness_n but_o i_o fear_v he_o never_o do_v convince_v i_o of_o either_o thus_o work_v the_o disquiet_v soul_n of_o some_o again_o four_o the_o fear_n of_o some_o in_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v about_o their_o holy_a action_n as_o hear_v pray_v repent_v etc._n etc._n and_o about_o these_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o work_v thus_o i_o do_v sometime_o pray_v or_o rather_o endeavour_v to_o pray_v i_o do_v sometime_o mourn_v for_o sin_n or_o rather_o i_o do_v some_o thing_n like_o repentance_n but_o alas_o whence_o do_v this_o proceed_v i_o doubt_v the_o principle_n whence_o these_o act_n do_v arise_v be_v but_o poor_a and_o low_a and_o carnal_a it_o may_v be_v education_n profession_n ingenuity_n morality_n or_o at_o best_o
intend_v a_o cure_n in_o this_o open_n the_o wound_n some_o hypocrite_n have_v a_o sear_a conscience_n i_o fear_v they_o be_v incurable_a but_o this_o discovery_n of_o thy_o disease_n be_v a_o signal_n of_o health_n christ_n deal_v well_o with_o those_o who_o he_o wound_v he_o have_v balm_n for_o the_o bruise_a many_o a_o wretch_n play_v the_o hypocrite_n all_o his_o life_n and_o go_v into_o hell_n in_o the_o conceit_n he_o live_v in_o yea_o latin_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d signify_v a_o player_n usual_o it_o be_v render_v actor_n by_o the_o latin_v some_o shall_v come_v conceit_v of_o sincerity_n at_o last_o say_v lord_n lord_n but_o christ_n will_v then_o make_v they_o know_v what_o they_o be_v it_o be_v mercy_n that_o he_o discover_v thou_o to_o thyself_o here_o the_o publican_n be_v better_a in_o his_o sackcloth_n confess_v than_o the_o pharisee_fw-mi in_o his_o vizard_n praise_v but._n six_o add_v to_o all_o this_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o they_o that_o ask_v he_o lu._n 11.13_o though_o thy_o spirit_n be_v hypocritical_a yet_o christ_n spirit_n be_v sincere_a christ_n have_v promise_v to_o send_v he_o it_o be_v but_o ask_v and_o have_v david_n it_o seem_v be_v in_o your_o case_n and_o he_o pray_v renew_v in_o i_o a_o right_n or_o a_o sincere_a spirit_n and_o you_o know_v what_o encouragement_n he_o give_v this_o poor_a man_n say_v he_o he_o speak_v as_o if_o he_o be_v as_o poor_a as_o thou_o oh_o soul_n cry_v and_o the_o lord_n hear_v he_o psal_n 34.6_o it_o be_v the_o covenant_n of_o promise_n that_o he_o will_v give_v a_o new_a heart_n object_n it_o be_v so_o indeed_o but_o alas_o i_o have_v pray_v and_o yet_o not_o receive_v and_o therefore_o my_o joy_n be_v not_o full_a i_o have_v groan_v under_o this_o hypocrisy_n many_o year_n and_o yet_o see_v not_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o come_n of_o christ_n spirit_n etc._n etc._n answ_n sure_o thou_o be_v mistake_v o_o soul_n in_o say_v the_o spirit_n be_v not_o come_v those_o groan_n of_o thou_o be_v his_o that_o softness_n be_v a_o effect_n of_o he_o peradventure_o all_o thy_o hypocrisy_n be_v not_o yet_o cure_v i_o say_v in_o this_o life_n it_o will_v not_o be_v the_o spirit_n will_v be_v a_o refiner_n fire_n all_o your_o day_n it_o be_v true_a he_o can_v burn_v up_o all_o at_o once_o but_o thou_o can_v not_o bear_v it_o such_o a_o fire_n will_v break_v thou_o goldsmith_n proportionate_a their_o fire_n else_o the_o refine_n pot_n will_v crack_v certain_o the_o lord_n christ_n consider_v we_o be_v but_o earthen_a vessel_n therefore_o the_o refine_n fire_n be_v heat_v according_o the_o spirit_n purge_v out_o hypocrisy_n by_o degree_n in_o time_n he_o will_v have_v purge_v out_o all_o even_o this_o dejection_n of_o thou_o be_v a_o degree_n of_o purge_v and_o this_o fruit_n thou_o shall_v have_v of_o this_o fear_n that_o thy_o fear_n of_o hypocrisy_n shall_v work_v for_o thy_o sincerity_n why_o then_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o soul_n 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