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any_o thing_n from_o thy_o all_o see_v eye_n that_o i_o can_v imagine_v or_o can_v behave_v myself_o as_o though_o thy_o eye_n be_v not_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n 23._o ecclesiastici_fw-la 23._o behold_v round_o about_o all_o the_o way_n of_o man_n and_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o depth_n &_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n or_o if_o i_o do_v know_v or_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v the_o sin_n which_o i_o commit_v in_o the_o dark_a or_o in_o the_o secret_a closet_n of_o my_o heart_n how_o impudent_a and_o shameless_a be_v i_o who_o fear_v not_o to_o do_v that_o before_o thy_o divine_a eye_n and_o in_o thy_o divine_a presence_n which_o i_o shall_v have_v shame_v and_o blush_v to_o do_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o poor_a beggar_n how_o can_v thou_o o_o god_n endure_v this_o impudency_n of_o so_o vile_a a_o sinner_n o_o you_o bless_a angel_n who_o carry_v the_o sword_n of_o god_n his_o justice_n how_o can_v you_o hold_v your_o hand_n see_v your_o lord_n &_o prince_n so_o contemn_v 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this_o thy_o promise_n i_o will_v hope_v because_o i_o know_v thou_o be_v verity_n itself_o and_o so_o can_v not_o deceive_v or_o be_v deceive_v &_o thou_o be_v goodness_n itself_o &_o so_o will_v not_o deceive_v on_o this_o promise_n i_o will_v rely_v because_o i_o know_v thou_o be_v able_a and_o willing_a to_o forgive_v their_o sin_n who_o be_v penitent_a for_o they_o if_o thou_o be_v able_a only_o but_o not_o willing_a i_o can_v not_o easy_o hope_v nor_o can_v i_o if_o thou_o be_v willing_a only_a and_o not_o able_a but_o see_v that_o thou_o be_v both_o able_a and_o willing_a i_o will_v hope_v for_o pardon_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o will_v never_o let_v my_o hold_n go_v of_o this_o hope_n it_o be_v ground_v in_o thy_o promise_n but_o as_o job_n say_v 13._o job_n 13._o although_o thou_o shall_v kill_v i_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o thou_o and_o animate_v and_o encourage_v by_o this_o hope_n though_o i_o be_v a_o grievous_a sinner_n and_o a_o great_a offendor_n i_o dare_v crave_v mercy_n with_o david_n and_o cry_n miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la deus_fw-la have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o god_n 9_o i_o intend_v o_o lord_n to_o leave_v the_o state_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o amend_v my_o life_n for_o hereafter_o and_o see_v that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v the_o source_n &_o beginning_n of_o all_o thy_o work_n i_o desire_v that_o by_o thy_o mercy_n this_o work_n of_o my_o amendment_n may_v be_v begin_v mercy_n be_v the_o beginning_n of_o creation_n for_o when_o we_o be_v nothing_o we_o can_v not_o deserve_v any_o thing_n and_o so_o it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n of_o nothing_o to_o make_v we_o something_o and_o thy_o great_a mercy_n to_o make_v we_o the_o great_a and_o noble_a thing_n after_o the_o angel_n mercy_n be_v the_o begin_n of_o the_o great_a grace_n of_o predestination_n which_o distinguish_v the_o elect_a from_o the_o reprobate_n as_o appear_v by_o those_o thy_o word_n to_o moses_n allege_v by_o thy_o apostle_n sixtum_fw-la exod._n 33._o rom._n 9_o see_v s._n aug._n ep_v 105._o ad_fw-la sixtum_fw-la i_o will_v have_v mercy_n on_o who_o i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o i_o will_v show_v mercy_n to_o who_o i_o will_v show_v mercy_n whence_o s._n paul_n infer_v that_o it_o be_v not_o of_o the_o willer_n nor_o the_o runner_n but_o of_o god_n that_o show_v mercy_n and_o a_o little_a after_o therefore_o on_o who_o he_o will_v he_o have_v mercy_n and_o who_o he_o will_v he_o do_v indurate_a to_o wit_n permissivelie_o and_o so_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v impute_v to_o any_o merit_n of_o we_o that_o we_o be_v predestinate_v but_o to_o the_o only_a mercy_n of_o god_n though_o to_o the_o reprobate_n also_o he_o give_v grace_n sufficient_a to_o be_v save_v mercy_n be_v the_o beginning_n of_o the_o incarnation_n which_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o man_n grace_n merit_n and_o glory_n because_o it_o be_v decree_v and_o effect_v by_o god_n 3._o s._n th._n 3._o p._n q._n 1._o â—_o 3._o not_o for_o man_n merit_n but_o out_o of_o god_n his_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n he_o 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glorification_n for_o although_o glory_n be_v give_v for_o our_o merit_n and_o so_o in_o that_o respect_n be_v a_o reward_n 6._o vide_fw-la aug._n ep_v 105._o ad_fw-la sixtum_fw-la rom._n 6._o yet_o our_o merit_n will_v not_o be_v merit_n if_o they_o proceed_v not_o from_o grace_n which_o be_v give_v gratis_o &_o therefore_o s._n paul_n say_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n life_n everlasting_a and_o so_o i_o with_o david_n desire_v justification_n from_o my_o sin_n and_o after_o it_o glory_n and_o life_n everlasting_a do_v humble_o crave_v thy_o mercy_n the_o ground_n of_o both_o say_v with_o david_n miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la deus_fw-la have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o god_n secundum_fw-la magnam_fw-la misericordiam_fw-la tuam_fw-la according_a to_o thy_o great_a mercy_n 1._o it_o be_v not_o so_o proper_a to_o the_o sun_n o_o lord_n to_o illuminate_v and_o give_v light_a nor_o to_o the_o fire_n to_o warm_v and_o give_v heat_n as_o it_o be_v to_o thou_o to_o have_v mercy_n because_o it_o be_v but_o 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of_o penance_n 4._o as_o david_n say_v that_o his_o sin_n be_v always_o before_o he_o and_o against_o he_o so_o may_v every_o sinner_n say_v cain_n have_v no_o soon_o kill_v his_o brother_n abel_n but_o his_o conscience_n present_v unto_o he_o his_o sin_n in_o that_o heinous_a manner_n that_o he_o hang_v down_o the_o head_n like_o a_o sheep_n byter_fw-mi and_o to_o use_v the_o phrase_n of_o the_o scripture_n his_o countenance_n be_v fall_v 4._o gen._n 4._o and_o go_v he_o where_o he_o will_v he_o can_v not_o put_v from_o his_o eye_n the_o sight_n of_o his_o sin_n but_o it_o scar_v he_o so_o that_o he_o fear_v that_o every_o one_o he_o meet_v will_v kill_v he_o the_o son_n of_o jacob_n after_o they_o have_v unnatural_o sell_v their_o brother_n joseph_n to_o the_o ismaelite_n 37_o gen._n 37_o this_o their_o sin_n still_o cross_v their_o sight_n and_o whensoever_o any_o adversity_n happen_v to_o they_o they_o impute_v it_o to_o this_o their_o sin_n 42_o gen._n 42_o say_v worthy_o do_v 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