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filial_a fear_n idâ—e_n thought_n for_o holy_a thought_n vaiâ—_z word_n for_o holy_a and_o wholesome_a word_n flâ—shly_a work_n for_o work_n of_o righteousness_n even_o hate_v what_o i_o former_o love_v and_o love_v what_o i_o former_o hate_v but_o alas_o i_o have_v hear_v the_o gospel_n day_n after_o day_n and_o year_n after_o year_n which_o be_v the_o strong_a arm_n of_o the_o loâ—d_fw-mi and_o the_o mighty_a power_n of_o god_n to_o salvation_n that_o be_v quick_a and_o powerful_a and_o sharp_a than_o any_o two-edged-sword_n and_o yet_o stand_v it_o out_o and_o resist_v instead_o of_o submit_v to_o christ_n call_n even_o refuse_v the_o free_a offer_n of_o grace_n and_o salvation_n i_o have_v hear_v the_o word_n faithful_o and_o powerful_o preach_v for_o forty_o year_n yet_o remain_v in_o my_o natural_a condition_n unregenerate_a without_o which_o new_a birth_n there_o be_v no_o be_v save_v as_o our_o saviour_n affirm_v john_n 3._o 5._o i_o have_v not_o tread_v one_o step_n in_o the_o way_n to_o conversion_n for_o the_o first_o part_n of_o conversion_n be_v to_o love_v they_o that_o love_n god_n 1_o john_n 3._o 10_o 11_o 14._o i_o shall_v daily_o have_v grow_v in_o grace_n and_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n but_o i_o be_v so_o far_o from_o grow_v in_o grace_n that_o i_o have_v not_o one_o 〈◊〉_d of_o grace_n or_o holiness_n without_o which_o 〈◊〉_d man_n shall_v see_v the_o lord_n heb._n â—2_a 14._o i_o be_v all_o for_o observe_v the_o second_o table_n without_o respect_n to_o the_o first_o or_o all_o for_o outward_a conformity_n not_o at_o all_o for_o spiritual_a and_o inward_a holiness_n of_o the_o heart_n sect._n xxxi_o either_o what_o i_o do_v be_v not_o moral_o good_a for_o the_o matter_n or_o not_o well_o do_v for_o the_o manner_n nor_o to_o any_o right_a end_n as_o out_o of_o duty_n and_o thankfulness_n to_o god_n and_o my_o redeemer_n and_o out_o of_o love_n to_o my_o fellow_n member_n without_o which_o the_o most_o glorious_a performance_n and_o rare_a virtue_n be_v buâ—shining_a sin_n or_o beautiful_a abomination_n god_n glory_n be_v not_o my_o principal_a end_n nor_o to_o be_v save_v my_o great_a care_n i_o be_v a_o good_a civil_a moral_a honest_a hypocrite_n or_o infidel_n but_o none_o of_o these_o grace_n grow_v in_o the_o garden_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o do_v not_o shine_v out_o as_o a_o light_n by_o a_o holy_a conversation_n to_o glorify_v god_n and_o win_v other_o now_o only_o to_o refrain_v evil_a except_o a_o man_n hate_v it_o also_o and_o do_v the_o contrary_a good_a be_v to_o be_v evil_a still_o because_o honesty_n without_o piety_n be_v but_o a_o body_n without_o a_o soul_n all_o my_o religion_n be_v either_o superstition_n or_o formality_n or_o hypocrisy_n i_o have_v a_o form_n of_o godliness_n but_o deny_v the_o power_n thereof_o i_o often_o draw_v near_o unto_o god_n with_o my_o mouth_n and_o honour_v he_o with_o my_o lip_n but_o my_o heart_n be_v far_o from_o he_o isay._n 29._o 13._o mark_n 7._o 2._o to_o 14._o matth._n 15._o 7_o to_o 10._o all_o which_o consider_v viz._n the_o mean_n which_o god_n have_v afford_v i_o and_o the_o little_a use_n i_o have_v make_v thereof_o leave_v i_o in_o a_o far_o worse_a condition_n than_o the_o very_a heathen_a that_o never_o hear_v of_o christ_n so_o that_o it_o be_v god_n unspeakable_a mercy_n that_o i_o be_o not_o at_o this_o present_a fry_v in_o hell_n flame_n never_o to_o be_v free_v god_n have_v send_v unto_o we_o all_o his_o servane_n the_o prophet_n rise_v up_o early_o and_o they_o have_v be_v instant_a in_o preach_v the_o gospel_n both_o in_o season_n and_o out_o of_o season_n but_o my_o carnal_a heart_n have_v ever_o be_v flint_n unto_o god_n wax_v to_o satan_n you_o shall_v die_v if_o you_o continue_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n i_o hear_v but_o you_o shall_v not_o die_v as_o say_v the_o devil_n i_o believe_v sect._n xxxii_o beside_o all_o this_o suppose_v i_o have_v none_o of_o these_o to_o answer_v for_o neither_o sin_n of_o commission_n nor_o sin_n of_o omission_n yet_o original_a sin_n be_v enough_o to_o damn_v i_o no_o need_n of_o any_o more_o and_o yet_o my_o actual_a transgression_n have_v be_v such_o and_o so_o many_o and_o my_o ingratitude_n therein_o so_o great_a that_o it_o may_v have_v sink_v i_o down_o with_o shame_n and_o leave_v i_o hopeless_a of_o ever_o obatain_v pardon_n for_o they_o as_o see_v but_o some_o small_a part_n of_o my_o monstrous_a and_o devilish_a ingratitude_n to_o so_o good_a a_o god_n so_o love_v and_o merciful_a a_o saviour_n and_o redeemer_n that_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v so_o much_o for_o i_o even_o more_o than_o can_v either_o be_v express_v or_o conceive_v by_o any_o heart_n be_v it_o as_o deep_a as_o the_o sea_n touch_v what_o god_n and_o christ_n have_v do_v for_o i_o in_o the_o first_o place_n he_o give_v i_o my_o self_n and_o all_o the_o creature_n to_o serve_v for_o my_o use_n yea_o he_o create_v i_o after_o his_o own_o image_n in_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n and_o in_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o the_o truth_n with_o a_o power_n to_o stand_v and_o for_o ever_o to_o continue_v in_o a_o most_o bless_a and_o happy_a condition_n but_o this_o be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n for_o when_o i_o be_v in_o a_o sad_a condition_n when_o i_o have_v forfeit_v all_o this_o and_o myself_o when_o by_o sin_n i_o have_v turn_v that_o image_n of_o god_n into_o the_o image_n of_o satan_n and_o wilful_o plunge_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n into_o eternal_a torment_n when_o i_o be_v become_v his_o enemy_n mortal_o hate_v he_o and_o to_o my_o utmost_a fight_n against_o he_o and_o take_v part_n with_o his_o only_a enemy_n sin_n and_o satan_n not_o have_v the_o least_o thought_n or_o desire_n of_o reconcilement_n but_o a_o perverse_a and_o obstinate_a will_n to_o resist_v all_o mean_n tend_v thereunto_o he_o do_v redeem_v i_o not_o only_o without_o ask_v but_o even_o against_o my_o will_n so_o make_v of_o i_o his_o curse_a enemy_n a_o servant_n of_o a_o servant_n a_o son_n of_o a_o son_n a_o heir_n and_o coâ—-hâ—ir_a with_o christ_n gal._n 4._o 7._o but_o how_o have_v i_o requite_v this_o so_o great_a so_o superlative_a a_o mercy_n all_o my_o recompense_n of_o god_n lâ—ve_v unto_o i_o have_v be_v to_o do_v that_o which_o he_o hate_v and_o to_o hate_v those_o who_o he_o love_v christ_n the_o fountain_n of_o all_o good_a be_v my_o lord_n by_o a_o manifold_a right_n and_o i_o his_o servant_n by_o all_o manner_n of_o obligation_n first_o he_o be_v my_o lord_n by_o the_o right_n of_o creation_n as_o be_v his_o woâ—kmanship_n make_v by_o he_o second_o by_o the_o right_n of_o redemption_n be_v his_o purchase_n buy_v by_o he_o three_o of_o preservation_n be_v keep_v uphold_v and_o maintain_v by_o he_o four_o his_o by_o vocation_n even_o of_o his_o family_n have_v admit_v i_o a_o member_n of_o his_o visible_a church_n five_o his_o also_o have_v it_o not_o be_v my_o own_o fault_n by_o sanctification_n whereby_o to_o possesâ—_n i_o last_o he_o will_v have_v i_o of_o his_o couâ—t_n by_o glorification_n that_o he_o may_v crown_v i_o so_o that_o i_o be_v every_o way_n his_o god_n have_v raise_v i_o from_o a_o beggar_n to_o a_o great_a estate_n but_o how_o do_v i_o require_v he_o i_o will_v not_o if_o possible_a suffer_v a_o godly_a and_o conscientious_a minister_n to_o be_v choose_v or_o to_o abide_v where_o i_o have_v to_o do_v but_o to_o bring_v in_o one_o that_o will_v flatter_v sin_n and_o flout_v holiness_n discouraâ—e_n the_o godly_a and_o encourage_v the_o wicked_a i_o use_v both_o my_o own_o and_o all_o my_o friend_n utmost_a ability_n much_o more_o may_v be_v mention_v buâ—_z i_o fear_v to_o be_v tedious_a now_o argue_v with_o all_o the_o world_n and_o they_o will_v conclude_v that_o there_o be_v no_o vice_n like_o ingratitude_n but_o i_o have_v be_v more_o ingraceful_a to_o god_n then_o can_v be_v express_v by_o the_o best_a orator_n alive_a it_o be_v horrible_a ingratitude_n in_o the_o jew_n to_o scouâ—ge_n and_o crucify_v christ_n who_o do_v they_o good_a every_o way_n for_o he_o heal_v their_o disease_n feed_v theiâ—_z body_n enlighten_v their_o mind_n of_o god_n become_v man_n and_o live_v miserable_o among_o they_o many_o year_n that_o he_o may_v save_v their_o soul_n but_o they_o fall_v short_a of_o my_o ingratitude_n to_o god_n in_o that_o most_o of_o they_o be_v not_o in_o the_o least_o convince_v that_o he_o be_v the_o mâ—ssias_n send_v from_o god_n and_o promise_v from_o the_o beginning_n but_o i_o have_v not_o only_o deny_v this_o lord_n that_o buy_v i_o but_o i_o hate_v he_o yea_o most_o spiâ—efully_o and_o malicious_o fight_v on_o satan_n and_o sin_n
secure_a than_o the_o worst_a of_o sinner_n they_o can_v strut_v it_o under_o a_o unsupportable_a mass_n â—f_fw-mi oath_n blasphemy_n theft_n murder_n adultery_n drunkenness_n and_o other_o the_o like_a sin_n yea_o can_n easy_o swallow_v these_o spider_n with_o mithridates_n and_o digest_v they_o too_o when_o one_o that_o be_v regenerate_v shrink_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o wander_a thought_n and_o want_v of_o proficiency_n but_o why_o be_v it_o they_o be_v dead_a in_o sin_n ephes._n 2._o 1._o revel._n 3._o 1._o now_o lay_v a_o mountain_n upon_o a_o deadman_n he_o feel_v not_o once_o the_o weight_n to_o a_o christian_n that_o have_v the_o life_n of_o grace_n the_o least_o sin_n lie_v heavy_a upon_o the_o conscience_n but_o to_o he_o that_o be_v dead_a let_v his_o sin_n be_v as_o heavy_a as_o a_o mountain_n of_o lâ—â—d_fw-mi he_o feel_v in_o they_o no_o weight_n at_o all_o again_o they_o be_v insensible_a of_o their_o fin_n and_o danger_n because_o ignorant_a for_o for_o what_o the_o eye_n see_v not_o the_o hear_v truth_n not_o security_n make_v worldling_n merry_a and_o therefore_o be_v they_o secure_v because_o they_o be_v ignorant_a a_o dunce_n we_o know_v seldom_o make_v doubt_n yea_o a_o fool_n say_v solomon_n boast_v and_o be_v confident_a prov._n 14._o 16._o neither_o do_v blinde-man_n ever_o blush_v and_o the_o truth_n be_v be_v it_o not_o for_o pride_n and_o ignorance_n a_o world_n of_o man_n will_v be_v ashamed_a to_o have_v their_o face_n see_v abroad_o for_o take_v away_o from_o man_n mind_n vain_a opinion_n flatter_a hope_n false_a valuation_n imaginatious_a and_o the_o like_a you_o will_v leave_v the_o mind_n of_o most_o man_n and_o woman_n but_o poor_a shâ—unken_a thing_n full_a of_o melancholy_a indisposition_n and_o unpleasing_a to_o themselves_o ignorance_n be_v a_o veil_n or_o curtain_n to_o hide_v away_o their_o sin_n whereupon_o they_o be_v never_o trouble_v in_o conscience_n nor_o macerate_v with_o care_n about_o eternity_n but_o think_v that_o all_o will_v be_v welâ—_z the_o diuâ—l_n and_o the_o flesh_n prophesy_v prosperity_n to_o sin_n yea_o life_n and_o salvation_n as_o the_o pope_n promise_v the_o powder-traitor_n but_o death_n and_o damnation_n which_o god_n spirit_n threaâ—eâ—s_v will_v prove_v the_o crop_n they_o will_v reap_v for_o god_n be_v true_a the_o devil_n and_o all_o flesh_n be_v liar_n when_o we_o become_v regenerate_v and_o forsake_v sin_n then_o the_o devil_n strong_o and_o strange_o assault_v we_o as_o he_o do_v christ_n when_o he_o be_v new_o baptise_v and_o pharaoh_n the_o child_n of_o israel_n when_o they_o will_v forsake_v egypt_n and_o herod_n the_o child_n when_o christ_n be_v come_v to_o deliver_v his_o people_n whence_o common_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o those_o think_v best_a of_o themselves_o that_o have_v least_o cause_n yea_o the_o true_a christian_n be_v as_o fearful_a to_o entertain_v a_o good_a opinion_n of_o himself_o as_o the_o false_a be_v unwilling_a to_o he_o drive_v from_o it_o they_o that_o have_v store_n of_o grace_n mourn_v for_o the_o want_n of_o it_o and_o they_o that_o indeed_o want_v it_o chant_v their_o abundance_n none_o so_o apt_a to_o doubt_v their_o adoption_n as_o they_o that_o may_v be_v assure_v of_o it_o nor_o none_o more_o usual_o fear_v than_o they_o that_o have_v the_o great_a cause_n to_o hope_n we_o feel_v corruption_n not_o by_o corruption_n but_o by_o grace_n and_o therefore_o the_o more_o we_o feel_v our_o inward_a corruption_n the_o more_o grace_n we_o have_v contrary_n the_o near_o they_o be_v to_o one_o another_o the_o sharp_a be_v the_o conflict_n betwixt_o they_o now_o of_o all_o enemy_n the_o spirit_n and_o the_o flesh_n be_v near_o one_o to_o another_o be_v both_o in_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o regenerate_a man_n and_o in_o all_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o every_o action_n that_o spring_v from_o those_o faculty_n the_o more_o grace_n the_o more_o spiritual_a life_n and_o the_o more_o spiritual_a life_n the_o more_o antipathy_n to_o the_o contrary_a whence_o none_o be_v so_o sensible_a of_o corruption_n as_o those_o that_o have_v the_o most_o live_a soul_n sect._n xxxvi_o now_o for_o remedy_n of_o the_o contrary_a there_o can_v be_v a_o better_a lesson_n for_o carnal_a man_n to_o learn_v then_o this_o all_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n be_v conditional_a to_o take_v place_n if_o we_o repent_v as_o all_o the_o threaten_n of_o god_n be_v conditional_a to_o take_v place_n if_o we_o repent_v not_o but_o wicked_a man_n as_o they_o believe_v without_o repent_v their_o faith_n be_v mere_a presumption_n so_o they_o repent_v without_o believe_v their_o repentance_n be_v indeed_o desperation_n and_o this_o observe_v we_o be_v cast_v down_o in_o the_o disappoint_n of_o our_o hope_n in_o the_o same_o measure_n as_o we_o be_v too_o much_o list_v up_o in_o expectation_n of_o good_a from_o they_o whence_o these_o perremptory_a presumer_n if_o ever_o they_o repent_v it_o be_v common_o as_o francis_n spira_n a_o advocate_n of_o padua_n do_v and_o never_o do_v any_o man_n plead_v so_o well_o for_o himself_o as_o he_o do_v against_o himself_o one_o star_n be_v much_o big_a than_o the_o earth_n yet_o it_o seem_v many_o degree_n less_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o fear_n to_o make_v danger_n great_a help_v less_o than_o they_o be_v christ_n have_v promise_v peace_n and_o rest_n unto_o their_o soul_n that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o to_o those_o that_o walk_v according_a to_o rule_v matth._n 11._o 29._o gal._n 6._o 16._o even_o peace_n celestial_a in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n and_o peace_n eternal_a in_o the_o state_n of_o glory_n such_o therefore_o as_o never_o be_v distress_v in_o conscience_n or_o live_v loose_o never_o have_v true_a peace_n peace_n be_v the_o daughter_n of_o righteousness_n rom._n 5._o 1._o be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n but_o he_o who_o make_v a_o bridge_n of_o his_o own_o shadow_n will_v be_v sure_a to_o fall_v into_o the_o 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too_o often_o die_v without_o any_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n like_o block_n or_o as_o a_o ox_n die_v in_o a_o ditch_n yea_o thousand_o that_o live_v like_o laban_n die_v like_o nabal_n which_o be_v but_o the_o same_o word_n invert_v while_o other_o the_o dear_a child_n of_o god_n die_v in_o distress_n of_o conscience_n for_o it_o be_v not_o every_o good_a man_n hap_n to_o die_v like_o antonius_n pius_n who_o death_n be_v after_o the_o fashion_n and_o semblance_n of_o a_o kindly_a and_o pleasant_a sleep_n however_o saint_n austin_n rule_n will_v be_v sure_a to_o hold_v he_o can_v die_v ill_a that_o have_v live_v well_o and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n he_o that_o live_v conscionable_o die_v comfortable_o and_o depart_v rich_a and_o so_o you_o see_v how_o it_o fare_v with_o the_o wicked_a and_o
worst_a of_o man_n wherefore_o if_o you_o be_v true_o sensible_a of_o your_o wretchedness_n it_o be_v a_o good_a sign_n that_o you_o be_v in_o some_o forwardness_n to_o be_v recover_v and_o real_o to_o become_v so_o good_a as_o former_o you_o but_o dream_v or_o imagine_v yourself_o to_o be_v and_o indeed_o the_o very_a first_o step_n to_o grace_n be_v to_o feel_v the_o want_n of_o grace_n and_o the_o next_o way_n to_o receive_v mercy_n be_v to_o see_v yourself_o miserable_a therefore_o our_o constant_a and_o most_o diligent_a search_n shall_v be_v to_o find_v out_o the_o naughtiness_n of_o our_o own_o heart_n and_o to_o get_v strength_n from_o god_n against_o our_o prevail_a corruption_n sect._n xxxvii_o loose_a libertine_n but_o be_v there_o any_o hope_n for_o one_o so_o wicked_a as_o i_o who_o have_v turn_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n into_o wantonness_n apply_v christ_n passion_n as_o a_o warrant_n for_o my_o licentiousness_n not_o as_o a_o remedy_n and_o take_v his_o death_n as_o a_o licence_n to_o sin_n his_o â—ross_n as_o a_o letter_n patent_n to_o do_v mischief_n as_o if_o a_o man_n shall_v head_n his_o dâ—um_fw-la of_o rebellion_n with_o his_o pardon_n for_o i_o have_v most_o spiâ—efuâ—ly_o and_o malicious_o take_v up_o arm_n against_o my_o maker_n and_o fight_v against_o my_o redeemer_n all_o my_o day_n convert_n do_v but_o unfeigned_o repent_v you_o of_o your_o sin_n and_o forsake_v your_o former_a evil_a way_n and_o lie_v hold_v upon_o christ_n by_o a_o trueâ—_z and_o lively_a â—aith_o my_o soul_n for_o you_o god_n iâ—_z very_o â—eady_a to_o forgive_v they_o be_v they_o neveâ—_z so_o many_o and_o innumerable_a for_o multitude_n never_o so_o haâ—nous_a for_o quality_n and_o magâ—itude_n yea_o i_o can_v show_v you_o your_o pardon_n from_o the_o great_a king_n of_o heaven_n for_o all_o that_o be_v past_a the_o which_o you_o may_v read_v at_o large_a isai._n 55_o 7._o ezek._n 18._o 21._o to_o 29._o and_o 33._o 11._o jo_n l._n 2._o 12_o 13_o 14._o yea_o read_v 1_o cor._n 6._o 10_o 11._o together_o with_o the_o story_n of_o manâ—sses_n mary_n mâ—gdelen_fw-mi the_o thief_n and_o the_o prodigal_a son_n and_o you_o shall_v see_v precedent_n thereof_o yea_o the_o very_a murderer_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n upon_o their_o serious_a and_o unfeigned_a repentance_n and_o steadfast_a believe_n in_o he_o receive_v pardon_n and_o salvation_n and_o indeed_o dispaiâ—_z be_v a_o sin_n which_o never_o knâ—w_v jesus_n true_o every_o sin_n deserve_v damnation_n but_o no_o sin_n shall_v condemn_v but_o the_o â—â—ing_v and_o contiâ—uing_v in_o it_o true_a repentance_n be_v ever_o bless_v with_o forgiveness_n and_o know_v this_o that_o god_n mercy_n be_v great_a than_o thy_o sin_n what_o ever_o it_o be_v you_o can_v be_v so_o infiâ—ite_a in_o sin_v as_o he_o be_v infinite_a in_o pardon_v if_o you_o repent_v yea_o sin_n upon_o repentance_n be_v so_o remit_v as_o if_o they_o have_v never_o be_v commit_v i_o will_v put_v away_o thy_o transgression_n as_o a_o cloud_n and_o thy_o sin_n as_o a_o mâ—â—t_v isay._n 44._o 22._o and_o what_o by_o corruption_n have_v be_v do_v by_o repentance_n be_v undo_v as_o the_o former_a example_n witness_v come_v and_o let_v we_o reason_n togâ—ther_o say_v the_o lord_n though_o your_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n isai_n 1._o 18._o yea_o white_a than_o snow_n for_o the_o prophet_n david_n lay_v open_a his_o blood_n guilâ—inâ—ss_n and_o his_o original_a impurity_n use_v these_o word_n puâ—geme_n with_o hyssop_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v clean_o wash_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v white_a than_o snow_n psal._n 51._o 7._o and_o in_o reason_n do_v christ_n come_v to_o call_v sinner_n to_o repentance_n and_o shall_v he_o not_o show_v mercy_n to_o the_o penitent_a o_o who_o will_v not_o cast_v his_o burden_n upon_o he_o that_o desire_n to_o give_v ease_n as_o i_o live_v say_v the_o lord_n i_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n ezek._n 18._o 32._o and_o 33._o 11._o 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thou_o true_o kâ—ow_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o he_o very_o sensible_a how_o evil_a and_o wicked_a it_o be_v that_o so_o thou_o may_v have_v a_o more_o humble_a conceit_n of_o thyself_o lie_v to_o heart_n these_o three_o particular_n 1._o the_o corruption_n of_o our_o nature_n by_o reason_n of_o original_a sin_n 2_o our_o manifold_a breach_n of_o god_n righteous_a law_n by_o actual_a sin_n 3._o the_o guilt_n and_o punishment_n due_a to_o we_o for_o they_o both_o this_o be_v do_v thou_o will_v see_v and_o find_v thy_o necessity_n of_o a_o redeemer_n and_o it_o be_v thirst_n only_o that_o make_v we_o relish_v our_o drink_n hunger_n our_o meat_n the_o full_a stomach_n of_o a_o pharisee_n surcharge_v with_o the_o superfluity_n of_o his_o own_o merit_n will_v loathe_v the_o honeycomb_n of_o christ_n righteousness_n this_o be_v it_o which_o make_v the_o young_a prodigâ—l_n to_o relish_v even_o servant_n fare_v though_o before_o wanton_a when_o full_o feed_v at_o home_n no_o more_o relish_n feel_v the_o pharisaical_a heart_n in_o christ_n blood_n then_o in_o a_o chip_n but_o o_o how_o acceptable_a be_v the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n to_o the_o chase_a hart_n pant_v and_o bray_a the_o blood_n of_o christ_n to_o the_o weary_a and_o tire_a soul_n to_o the_o thirsty_a conscience_n scorch_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o god_n wrath_n he_o that_o present_v he_o with_o it_o how_o welcome_a be_v he_o even_o as_o a_o special_a choice_n man_n one_o of_o a_o thousand_o and_o the_o deep_a the_o sense_n of_o misery_n be_v the_o sweet_a the_o sense_n of_o mercy_n be_v sect._n xxxviii_o then_o if_o you_o will_v be_v satisfy_v for_o time_n to_o come_v whether_o your_o repentance_n and_o conversion_n be_v true_a and_o sound_a these_o particular_n will_v infallible_o inform_v you_o if_o you_o shall_v persevere_v when_o this_o trouble_n for_o sin_n be_v over_o in_o do_v that_o which_o now_o you_o purpose_n it_o be_v a_o infallible_a sign_n your_o repentance_n be_v find_v otherwise_o not_o if_o thou_o do_v call_v to_o mind_n the_o vow_n which_o thou_o make_v in_o baptism_n and_o do_v thy_o endeavour_n to_o perform_v that_o which_o then_o thou_o do_v promise_v if_o thou_o do_v square_v thy_o life_n according_a to_o the_o rule_n of_o god_n word_n and_o not_o after_o the_o rudiment_n of_o the_o world_n if_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o forsake_v all_o sin_n without_o reserve_v one_o for_o otherwise_o that_o one_o sin_n may_v prove_v the_o bane_n of_o all_o thy_o grace_n even_o as_o gidion_n have_v seventy_o son_n and_o but_o one_o bastard_n and_o yet_o that_o bastard_n destroy_v all_o the_o rest_n that_o be_v legitimate_a judg._n 9_o 5._o sin_n be_v like_o the_o ivy_n in_o the_o wall_n cut_v off_o bow_v branch_n body_n stump_n yet_o some_o string_n or_o other_o will_v sprout_v out_o again_o till_o the_o root_n be_v pluck_v up_o or_o the_o wall_n be_v pull_v down_o and_o ruin_v it_o will_v never_o utter_o die_v regeneration_n or_o new_a birth_n be_v a_o creation_n of_o new_a 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heart_n by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n whether_o his_o whole_a life_n be_v not_o a_o perpetual_a halelujak_n in_o comparison_n of_o his_o natural_a condition_n whence_o they_o be_v able_a to_o â—â—eight_v all_o such_o objection_n as_o he_o do_v you_o tell_v 〈◊〉_d that_o scruple_v of_o small_a matter_n be_v but_o slumble_v at_o straw_n that_o they_o be_v but_o trifle_n when_o i_o know_v your_o tongue_n can_v tell_v nothing_o but_o truth_n i_o will_v believe_v you_o five_o beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v give_v you_o a_o new_a heart_n and_o when_o the_o heart_n be_v change_v all_o the_o member_n will_v follow_v after_o it_o as_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o creature_n after_o the_o sun_n when_o it_o arise_v but_o without_o a_o work_n upon_o the_o heart_n wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n it_o will_v follow_v its_o own_o inclination_n to_o that_o which_o it_o affect_v whatsoever_o the_o judgement_n shall_v say_v to_o the_o contrary_a that_o must_v be_v first_o reform_v which_o be_v first_o deform_v it_o be_v idle_a and_o to_o no_o purpose_n to_o purge_v the_o channel_n when_o the_o fountain_n be_v corrupt_a whence_o the_o apostle_n orderly_o bid_v we_o first_o be_v renew_v in_o the_o spirit_n of_o our_o mind_n and_o than_o let_v he_o that_o steal_v steal_v no_o more_o ephe._n 4._o 23._o 24._o yea_o it_o be_v god_n own_o counsel_n to_o the_o man_n of_o jerusalem_n jer._n 4._o wash_v thy_o heart_n from_o wickedness_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v save_v ver._n 14._o it_o be_v most_o ridiculous_a to_o apply_v remedy_n to_o the_o outward_a part_n when_o the_o distemper_n lie_v in_o the_o stomach_n to_o what_o purpose_n be_v it_o to_o crop_v off_o the_o the_o top_n of_o weed_n or_o lop_v off_o the_o bow_n of_o the_o tree_n when_o the_o root_n and_o stalk_n remain_v in_o the_o earth_n as_o cut_v off_o the_o sprig_n of_o a_o tree_n it_o grow_v still_o a_o bow_n a_o arm_n still_o it_o grow_v lop_v off_o the_o top_n yea_o see_v it_o in_o the_o midst_n yet_o it_o will_v grow_v again_o stock_n it_o up_o by_o the_o root_n than_o and_o not_o till_o then_o it_o will_v grow_v no_o more_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o god_n say_v give_v i_o thy_o heart_n prov._n 23._o 26._o great_a city_n once_o expunge_v the_o dorpe_n and_o village_n will_v soon_o come_v in_o of_o themselves_o the_o heart_n be_v the_o treasury_n and_o store-house_n of_o wickedness_n mat._n 12._o 34._o such_o as_o the_o heart_n be_v such_o be_v the_o action_n of_o the_o body_n which_o proceed_v from_o it_o mat._n 12._o 35._o therefore_o as_o christ_n say_v make_v clean_o within_o and_o all_o will_v be_v clean_o otherwise_o not_o mat._n 23._o 26._o therefore_o david_n prayer_n be_v create_v in_o i_o a_o new_a heart_n o_o lord_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o psal._n 51._o 10._o do_v thou_o the_o like_a importune_v he_o for_o grace_n that_o you_o may_v firm_o resolve_v speedy_o begin_v and_o continual_o persevere_v in_o do_v and_o suffer_v his_o holy_a will_n desire_v he_o to_o inform_v and_o reform_v you_o so_o that_o you_o may_v neither_o misbeliev_n nor_o mislive_a to_o change_v and_o purify_v your_o nature_n subdue_v your_o reason_n rectify_v your_o judgement_n reform_v and_o strengthen_v your_o will_n renew_v your_o affection_n and_o beat_v down_o in_o you_o whatsoever_o stand_v in_o opposition_n to_o the_o sceptre_n of_o jesus_n christ_n six_o and_o last_o if_o you_o receive_v any_o power_n against_o your_o former_a corruption_n forget_v not_o to_o be_v thankful_a yea_o study_v all_o possible_a thankfulness_n for_o that_o you_o and_o i_o be_v not_o at_o this_o present_a fry_v in_o hell_n flame_n never_o to_o be_v free_v that_o we_o have_v the_o offer_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o glory_n hereafter_o it_o be_v his_o unspeakable_a goodness_n and_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o please_v to_o god_n nor_o profitable_a to_o we_o both_o for_o the_o procure_n of_o the_o good_a we_o want_v or_o continue_v the_o good_a we_o have_v then_o thankfulness_n nee_fw-la will_v sow_v there_o and_o there_o only_a plenty_n of_o his_o blessing_n where_o he_o be_v sure_a to_o reap_v plenty_n of_o thanks_o and_o service_n but_o who_o will_v sow_v those_o barren_a sand_n where_o they_o be_v sure_a not_o only_o to_o be_v without_o all_o hope_n of_o a_o good_a harvest_n but_o be_v sure_a to_o lose_v both_o their_o seed_n and_o labour_n consider_v what_o have_v be_v say_v and_o the_o lord_n give_v you_o understanding_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o so_o much_o for_o the_o second_o part_n a_o appendix_n follow_v wherein_o you_o have_v instance_n of_o all_o sort_n how_o sin_n besot_v man_n sell_v only_o by_o james_n crump_n in_o little_a bartholomew_n well-yard_n and_o by_o henry_n â—â—ipps_n in_o popes-head_n alley_n 1658._o