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filial_a fear_n idle_a thought_n for_o holy_a thought_n vain_a word_n for_o holy_a and_o wholesome_a word_n fleshly_a work_n for_o work_n of_o righteousness_n etc._n etc._n as_o if_o thou_o be_v cast_v into_o a_o new_a mould_n even_o hate_v what_o thou_o former_o love_v and_o love_v what_o thou_o former_o hate_v if_o thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o thy_o former_a conversation_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v often_o and_o grievous_o assault_v with_o fear_n and_o doubt_n and_o often_o in_o combat_n between_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n the_o spirit_n get_v the_o better_a if_o thou_o do_v not_o more_o fear_v the_o want_n of_o grace_n than_o conside_fw-la in_o what_o thou_o have_v if_o thou_o be_v nor_o jealous_a lest_o thy_o heart_n shall_v deceive_v thou_o yea_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o hate_v of_o the_o world_n and_o evil_a speak_v of_o for_o well_o do_v thou_o be_v the_o devil_n servant_n and_o not_o as_o yet_o one_o of_o that_o small_a number_n who_o christ_n have_v choose_v out_o of_o the_o world_n to_o believe_v in_o his_o name_n for_o these_o or_o any_o one_o of_o these_o sign_n sufficient_o brand_v thou_o for_o a_o wicked_a man_n if_o you_o will_v see_v it_o prove_v undeniable_o from_o god_n word_n read_v my_o cure_n of_o misprision_n section_n the_o 20._o and_o 21._o §_o 68_o but_o least_o any_o weak_a christian_n shall_v think_v himself_o unsound_a and_o so_o none_o of_o christ_n because_o he_o fall_v short_a of_o this_o description_n of_o a_o true_a believer_n and_o find_v want_v in_o himself_o perhaps_o many_o of_o the_o former_a sign_n or_o evidence_n herein_o set_v forth_o or_o shall_v be_v discourage_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o many_o and_o great_a fayling_n together_o with_o the_o weakness_n of_o his_o faith_n and_o love_n as_o for_o the_o most_o part_n the_o true_a christian_a be_v as_o fearful_a to_o entertain_v a_o good_a opinion_n of_o himself_o as_o the_o false_a be_v unwilling_a to_o be_v drive_v from_o it_o let_v such_o a_o one_o take_v special_a notice_n in_o the_o first_o place_n that_o there_o be_v three_o sort_n of_o true_a and_o sound_a christian_n as_o the_o apostle_n saint_n john_n make_v the_o distinction_n 1_o john_n 2.12_o 13._o the_o first_o sort_n be_v babe_n in_o christ_n viz._n such_o as_o be_v new_o bear_v or_o but_o weak_o qualify_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n a_o second_o be_v strong_a man_n as_o have_v the_o gift_n of_o the_o spirit_n lively_a and_o in_o power_n the_o three_o be_v father_n such_o as_o have_v have_v long_a experience_n in_o the_o powerful_a practice_n of_o christianity_n and_o be_v long_o exercise_v in_o all_o kind_n or_o well_o do_v this_o do_v §_o 69._o second_o let_v he_o know_v that_o as_o god_n require_v no_o other_o obedience_n in_o the_o best_a than_o evangelicall_n so_o he_o look_v not_o for_o the_o same_o measure_n and_o degree_n of_o grace_n from_o babe_n and_o strong_a man_n or_o from_o strong_a man_n and_o father_n for_o god_n accept_v of_o every_o man_n according_a to_o the_o grace_n he_o have_v receive_v be_v it_o more_o or_o least_o 2_o cor._n 8.12_o as_o be_v manifest_a by_o that_o parable_n of_o the_o talent_n matth._n 25.20_o to_o 24._o yea_o what_o father_n or_o master_n will_v not_o from_o his_o young_a and_o new_o wean_a child_n or_o sick_a and_o weak_a servant_n accept_v of_o the_o will_n for_o the_o deed_n and_o shall_v not_o god_n much_o more_o who_o be_v both_o the_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o author_n of_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n in_o other_o yes_o undoubted_o as_o let_v it_o be_v grant_v that_o thy_o knowledge_n be_v still_o small_a thy_o faith_n weak_a thy_o charity_n cold_a thy_o heart_n dull_a and_o hard_a thy_o good_a work_n few_o and_o imperfect_a and_o all_o thy_o zealous_a resolution_n easy_o hinder_v and_o quite_o overthrow_v with_o every_o small_a temptation_n yet_o god_n that_o work_v in_o we_o both_o the_o will_n and_o the_o work_n will_v accept_v the_o will_n for_o the_o work_n and_o that_o which_o 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who_o have_v divers_a and_o those_o no_o small_a fault_n yet_o with_o one_o breath_n do_v god_n report_v both_o these_o the_o high_a place_n be_v not_o remove_v and_o nevertheless_o asahs_n heart_n be_v perfect_a so_o our_o fayling_n be_v not_o wilful_a though_o they_o be_v many_o and_o great_a yet_o they_o can_v hinder_v our_o interest_n in_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n a_o honest_a and_o sincere_a heart_n bear_v out_o many_o error_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o mercy_n god_n will_v not_o see_v weakness_n where_o he_o see_v truth_n yea_o if_o we_o hate_v our_o corruption_n and_o strive_v against_o they_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v count_v we_o it_o be_v not_o i_o say_v paul_n but_o the_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o i_o rom._n 7.20_o and_o indeed_o be_v it_o not_o so_o what_o will_v become_v of_o we_o for_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n though_o it_o do_v not_o suffer_v christian_n to_o live_v as_o they_o listen_v yet_o it_o do_v not_o enable_v they_o to_o live_v as_o they_o will_v it_o be_v not_o 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want_n of_o grace_n then_o confide_v in_o what_o thou_o have_v be_v thou_o not_o evil_a speak_v of_o for_o well_o do_v do_v thou_o not_o love_v zeal_n and_o devotion_n in_o other_o thou_o be_v not_o of_o a_o reprobate_a judgement_n touch_v thing_n action_n and_o person_n account_v good_a evil_n and_o evil_a good_a nor_o do_v thou_o think_v the_o worse_a of_o a_o man_n for_o have_v of_o a_o tender_a conscience_n thou_o be_v not_o so_o offend_v when_o offence_n come_v as_o to_o think_v the_o worse_a of_o the_o way_n of_o truth_n yea_o when_o strange_a thing_n happen_v do_v thou_o not_o make_v a_o wholesome_a construction_n thereof_o if_o so_o my_o soul_n for_o thou_o thou_o be_v a_o true_a believer_n and_o not_o a_o hypocrite_n whatever_o thy_o fail_n be_v yea_o if_o thou_o shall_v find_v but_o a_o few_o of_o these_o sign_n in_o thyself_o thou_o need_v not_o much_o fear_n thy_o estate_n for_o a_o few_o grape_n will_v show_v that_o the_o plant_n be_v a_o vine_n and_o not_o a_o thorn_n yea_o where_o there_o be_v any_o one_o grace_n in_o truth_n there_o be_v every_o one_o in_o their_o measure_n if_o thou_o be_v sure_a thou_o have_v love_n i_o be_o sure_a thou_o have_v faith_n for_o they_o be_v as_o inseparable_a as_o fire_n and_o heat_n life_n and_o motion_n and_o so_o of_o other_o grace_n §_o 73._o but_o sixthly_a for_o i_o will_v go_v yet_o further_o with_o thou_o suppose_v nothing_o that_o i_o have_v hitherto_o say_v will_v satisfy_v thou_o and_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o auknowledge_v any_o of_o these_o grace_n to_o be_v in_o thou_o yet_o still_o thy_o case_n may_v be_v good_a enough_o for_o a_o christian_a in_o time_n of_o spiritual_a distemper_n and_o desersion_n be_v as_o one_o in_o a_o sound_n in_o which_o case_n the_o soul_n do_v not_o exercise_v her_o function_n he_o neither_o hear_v nor_o see_v nor_o feel_v yet_o she_o be_v still_o in_o the_o body_n christ_n be_v as_o the_o sun_n to_o our_o soul_n and_o we_o be_v like_o elementary_a body_n which_o 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